How I beat stage fright | Joe Kowan

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์•„๋ž˜ ์˜๋ฌธ์ž๋ง‰์„ ๋”๋ธ”ํด๋ฆญํ•˜์‹œ๋ฉด ์˜์ƒ์ด ์žฌ์ƒ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.

๋ฒˆ์—ญ: Joonhyoung Ye ๊ฒ€ํ† : K Bang
00:12
Joe Kowan: I have stage fright.
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์ €๋Š” ๋ฌด๋Œ€๊ณตํฌ์ฆ์„ ๊ฐ€์ง€๊ณ  ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:14
I've always had stage fright,
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ํ•ญ์ƒ ๊ทธ๋žฌ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:15
and not just a little bit,
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์กฐ๊ธˆ๋„ ์•„๋‹ˆ๊ณ ,
00:17
it's a big bit.
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์‹ฌํ•˜๊ฒŒ ๋ง์ด์ฃ .
00:19
And it didn't even matter until I was 27.
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์ œ๊ฐ€ 27์‚ด์ด ๋˜๊ธฐ ์ „๊นŒ์ง€ ๊ทธ๊ฑด ์ „ํ˜€ ๋ฌธ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋˜์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์–ด์š”.
00:21
That's when I started writing songs, and even then
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๋ฐ”๋กœ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋…ธ๋ž˜๋ฅผ ์“ฐ๊ธฐ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ–ˆ์„ ๋•Œ์˜€์ฃ .
00:24
I only played them for myself.
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๊ทธ ๋•Œ๋Š” ๊ทธ ๋…ธ๋ž˜๋“ค์„ ํ˜ผ์ž ์—ฐ์ฃผํ–ˆ๋‹ต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:26
Just knowing my roommates were in the same house made me uncomfortable.
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์ œ ๋ฃธ๋ฉ”์ดํŠธ๊ฐ€ ์ง‘ ์•ˆ์— ์žˆ๋‹ค๋Š” ์‚ฌ์‹ค๋งŒ์œผ๋กœ๋„ ์ €๋ฅผ ๋ถˆํŽธํ•˜๊ฒŒ ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:30
But after a couple of years, just writing songs wasn't enough.
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๋ช‡ ๋…„ํ›„์—๋Š”, ๋…ธ๋ž˜๋ฅผ ์“ฐ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ๋งŒ์œผ๋กœ๋Š” ์ถฉ๋ถ„ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์–ด์š”.
00:32
I had all these stories and ideas, and I wanted to share them with people,
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์ €๋Š” ๋จธ๋ฆฟ์†์— ์˜จ๊ฐ– ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ์™€ ์ƒ๊ฐ์ด ๋„˜์ณ๋‚ฌ๊ณ , ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค๊ณผ ๊ณต์œ ํ•˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:35
but physiologically, I couldn't do it.
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ์ƒ๋ฆฌํ•™์ ์œผ๋กœ ๊ทธ๋Ÿด ์ˆ˜ ์—†์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
00:39
I had this irrational fear.
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์ €๋Š” ๋ง๋„ ์•ˆ๋˜๋Š” ์ด ๊ณตํฌ์ฆ์„ ๊ฐ€์ง€๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ๊ฑฐ๋“ ์š”.
00:42
But the more I wrote, and the more I practiced,
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๋…ธ๋ž˜๋ฅผ ๋” ์“ฐ๊ณ  ๋” ์—ฐ์Šตํ• ์ˆ˜๋ก
00:44
the more I wanted to perform.
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์ €๋Š” ๋”์šฑ ๋‚จ๋“ค์—๊ฒŒ ๋ณด์—ฌ์ฃผ๊ณ  ์‹ถ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:45
So on the week of my 30th birthday,
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์„œ๋ฅธ ๋ฒˆ์งธ ์ƒ์ผ์ด ๋˜๋Š” ์ฃผ์—
00:47
I decided I was going to go to this local open mic,
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์ €๋Š” ํด๋Ÿฝ ๊ณต๊ฐœ ๋ฌด๋Œ€์— ์˜ฌ๋ผ
00:50
and put this fear behind me.
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์ด๋Ÿฐ ๊ณตํฌ๋ฅผ ๊ทน๋ณตํ•ด ๋ณด๊ธฐ๋กœ ๊ฒฐ์‹ฌํ–ˆ์ฃ .
00:52
Well, when I got there, it was packed.
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๊ณต์—ฐ์žฅ์— ๊ฐ”์„ ๋•Œ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค๋กœ ๊ฝ‰์ฐจ์žˆ๋Š”๊ฒŒ ๋ณด์˜€์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค..
00:55
There were like 20 people there.
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์•„๋งˆ ์Šค๋ฌด ๋ช… ์ •๋„ ์žˆ์—ˆ์„ ๊ฒ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:57
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
00:58
And they all looked angry.
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๊ด€๊ฐ๋“ค์€ ๋ชจ๋‘ ํ™”๋‚œ ๊ฒƒ ๋งŒ ๊ฐ™์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:01
But I took a deep breath, and I signed up to play,
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ์ €๋Š” ํฐ ์ˆจ์„ ์‰ฌ๊ณ  ์—ฐ์ฃผํ•˜๊ธฐ ์œ„ํ•ด
01:05
and I felt pretty good.
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๋“ฑ๋ก์„ ํ–ˆ๊ณ  ๊ฑฐ๊ธฐ๊นŒ์ง€๋Š” ๊ดœ์ฐฎ์•˜์–ด์š”.
01:06
Pretty good, until about 10 minutes before my turn,
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์ œ ์ฐจ๋ก€๊ฐ€ ์˜ค๊ธฐ 10๋ถ„ ์ „,
01:09
when my whole body rebelled, and this wave of anxiety just washed over me.
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์ œ ๋ชธ์ด ๋ง์„ ์•ˆ๋“ฃ๊ณ  ๋ถˆ์•ˆ๊ฐ์ด ์ €๋ฅผ ํœฉ์“ธ๊ธฐ ์ „๊นŒ์ง€๋Š” ๋ง์ด์ฃ .
01:15
Now, when you experience fear, your sympathetic nervous system kicks in.
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์‚ฌ๋žŒ์€ ๋‘๋ ค์›€์„ ๋Š๋ผ๋ฉด ๊ต๊ฐใ„ฑ์‹ ๊ฒฝ๊ณ„๊ฐ€ ๋ฐ˜์‘ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:18
So you have a rush of adrenaline, your heart rate increases,
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์•„๋“œ๋ ˆ๋‚ ๋ฆฐ์ด ๋ถ„์ถœํ•˜๊ฒŒ ๋˜๊ณ  ์‹ฌ์žฅ ๋ฐ•๋™์ˆ˜๊ฐ€ ์ฆ๊ฐ€ํ•˜๊ฒŒ ๋˜์ฃ .
01:21
your breathing gets faster.
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ํ˜ธํก๋„ ๋นจ๋ผ์ง€๊ฒŒ ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:23
Next your non-essential systems start to shut down, like digestion. (Laughter)
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ ๋Š” ์†Œํ™”์™€ ๊ฐ™์ด ์ƒ๋ช…์— ํ•„์ˆ˜์ ์ด์ง€ ์•Š์€ ๊ณ„ํ†ต์ด ๋ฉˆ์ถฅ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. (์›ƒ์Œ)
01:29
So your mouth gets dry, and blood is routed away from your extremities,
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์ž…์ด ๋งˆ๋ฅด๊ณ , ํ”ผ๊ฐ€ ์†๋ฐœ๋กœ๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ๋ฉ€์–ด์ ธ
01:32
so your fingers don't work anymore.
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์†๊ฐ€๋ฝ์ด ์ž˜ ์›€์ง์ด์ง€ ์•Š๊ฒŒ ๋˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ด์ฃ .
01:35
Your pupils dilate, your muscles contract, your Spidey sense tingles,
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๋™๊ณต์ด ํ™•์žฅ๋˜๊ณ , ๊ทผ์œก์ด ์ˆ˜์ถ•๋˜๊ณ , ์ง๊ด€๋ ฅ ๋˜ํ•œ ํ๋œจ๋Ÿฌ์ง‘๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:38
basically your whole body is trigger-happy. (Laughter)
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๋‹ค์‹œ ๋งํ•ด, ๋ชธ์ด ์ด์„ฑ์„ ์žƒ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ด์ฃ . (์›ƒ์Œ)
01:43
That condition is not conducive to performing folk music.
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ์ƒํƒœ๋Š” ํฌํฌ ์Œ์•…์„ ์—ฐ์ฃผํ•˜๋Š”๋ฐ ์ข‹์ง€ ์•Š์•„์š”.
01:48
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
01:49
I mean, your nervous system is an idiot.
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์ œ ๋ง์€, ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์˜ ์‹ ๊ฒฝ๊ณ„๋Š” ๋ฉ์ฒญ์ด์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:52
Really? Two hundred thousand years of human evolution, and it still can't tell the difference
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2๋งŒ๋…„๊ฐ„์˜ ์ธ๊ฐ„์˜ ์ง„ํ™”์—๋„ ๋ถˆ๊ตฌํ•˜๊ณ  ์—ฌ์ „ํžˆ ํ™”์š”์ผ ํด๋Ÿฝ ๊ณต๊ฐœ ๋ฌด๋Œ€์—์„œ
01:56
between a saber tooth tiger and 20 folksingers
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๊ฒ€์น˜ ํ˜ธ๋ž‘์ด ํ•œ๋งˆ๋ฆฌ์™€ 20๋ช…์˜ ํฌํฌ ์Œ์•… ๊ฐ€์ˆ˜๋ฅผ
01:58
on a Tuesday night open mic?
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๊ตฌ๋ถ„ํ•˜์ง€ ๋ชปํ•˜๋Š”๊ฒŒ ๋ง์ด ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ??
02:00
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
02:02
I have never been more terrified -- until now.
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์‚ฌ์‹ค ์ง€๊ธˆ๋งŒํผ ์‹ฌํ–ˆ๋˜ ์ ์€ ์—†์—ˆ๋˜ ๊ฒƒ ๊ฐ™์•„์š”.
02:06
(Laughter and cheers)
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(์›ƒ์Œ๊ณผ ๋ฐ•์ˆ˜)
02:15
So then it was my turn,
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๋“œ๋””์–ด ์ œ ์ฐจ๋ก€๊ฐ€ ์™”์–ด์š”.
02:17
and somehow, I get myself onto the stage, I start my song,
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์™ ์ผ์ธ์ง€ ์ €๋Š” ๋ฌด๋Œ€์— ์˜ฌ๋ผ๊ฐ€์„œ ๋…ธ๋ž˜๋ฅผ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ–ˆ๊ณ 
02:20
I open my mouth to sing the first line,
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์ฒซ ๋งˆ๋””๋ฅผ ๋ถ€๋ฅด๊ธฐ ์œ„ํ•ด ์ž…์„ ์—ด์—ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ
02:23
and this completely horrible vibrato --
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์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ๋ถ„๋„ ์•„์‹œ๋‹ค์‹œํ”ผ ๋ชฉ์†Œ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ๋–จ๋ฆด ๋•Œ ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ
02:25
you know, when your voice wavers -- comes streaming out.
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์—„์ฒญ ์ด์ƒํ•œ ๋น„๋ธŒ๋ผํ† ๊ฐ€ ๋‚˜์™”์ฃ .
02:27
And this is not the good kind of vibrato, like an opera singer has,
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์ด ๊ฒƒ์€ ๋ฌผ๋ก  ์˜คํŽ˜๋ผ ๊ฐ€์ˆ˜๋‚˜ ํ•  ๋ฒ•ํ•œ ์ข‹์€ ๋น„๋ธŒ๋ผํ† ๊ฐ€ ์•„๋‹ˆ์—ˆ๊ณ 
02:30
this is my whole body just convulsing with fear.
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๊ทธ์ € ๊ณตํฌ์— ๊ฒฝ๋ จ์„ ์ผ์œผํ‚จ ์ œ ๋ชธ์ด ๋‚ธ ๋น„๋ธŒ๋ผํ† ์˜€์–ด์š”.
02:33
I mean, it's a nightmare.
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์•…๋ชฝ ๊ทธ ์ž์ฒด์˜€์ฃ .
02:34
I'm embarrassed, the audience is clearly uncomfortable,
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์ €๋Š” ๋‹นํ™ฉํ–ˆ๊ณ , ๊ด€๊ฐ๋“ค์€ ๋งค์šฐ ๋ถˆํŽธํ•ด๋ณด์˜€์–ด์š”.
02:37
they're focused on my discomfort.
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๊ด€๊ฐ๋“ค์€ ์ €์˜ ๋ถˆํŽธํ•จ์„ ๊ด€๋žŒํ•˜๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ์ง€์š”.
02:39
It was so bad.
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๋„ˆ๋ฌด ์•ˆ์ข‹์€ ์ƒํ™ฉ์ด์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
02:43
But that was my first real experience as a solo singer-songwriter.
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๊ทธ๊ฒƒ์€ ์‹ฑ์–ด์†ก๋ผ์ดํ„ฐ๋กœ์„œ์˜ ์ €์˜ ์ฒซ ๊ฒฝํ—˜์ด์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:47
And something good did happen -- I had the tiniest little glimpse
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์ œ๊ฒŒ๋Š” ์›ํ–ˆ๋˜๋Œ€๋กœ ๊ด€๊ฐ๋“ค๊ณผ ์งง๊ฒŒ ๋งŒ๋‚˜๋ณผ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š”
02:50
of that audience connection that I was hoping for.
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๊ธฐ๋ถ„ ์ข‹์€ ์ผ๋„ ์žˆ์—ˆ์ฃ .
02:52
And I wanted more. But I knew I had to get past this nervousness.
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์ €๋Š” ๋ฐ”๋ผ๋Š”๊ฒŒ ๋” ์žˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ์ €๋Š” ์ด ๊ธด์žฅ๊ฐ์„ ์ด๊ฒจ๋‚ด์•ผ ํ•œ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ๋„ ์•Œ์•˜์–ด์š”.
02:56
That night I promised myself: I would go back every week
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์ €๋Š” ๊ทธ ๋‚  ๋ฐค ์ €์—๊ฒŒ ์•ฝ์†ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ๋” ์ด์ƒ ๊ธด์žฅ๊ฐ์ด ๋“ค์ง€ ์•Š์„ ๋•Œ๊นŒ์ง€
03:00
until I wasn't nervous anymore.
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๊ทธ ๋ฌด๋Œ€์— ๋งค์ฃผ ์˜ค๋ฅผ ๊ฒƒ์ด๋ผ๊ณ ์š”.
03:02
And I did. I went back every single week,
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์‹ค์ œ๋กœ ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ๋งค์ฃผ ๋ฌด๋Œ€์— ์˜ฌ๋ž๊ณ 
03:04
and sure enough, week after week,
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๋ฌผ๋ก  ๊ทธ ๋‹ค์Œ ์ฃผ์—๋„ ๊ฐ”์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:08
it didn't get any better. The same thing happened every week. (Laughter)
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ์ „ํ˜€ ๋‚˜์•„์ง€์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์–ด์š”. ๋งค์ฃผ ๊ฐ™์€ ์ƒํ™ฉ๋งŒ ๋ฐ˜๋ณต๋์–ด์š”. (์›ƒ์Œ)
03:12
I couldn't shake it.
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์ €๋Š” ๊ธด์žฅ๊ฐ์„ ๋–จ์ณ๋ฒ„๋ฆด ์ˆ˜๊ฐ€ ์—†์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:14
And that's when I had an epiphany.
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๊ทธ๋‚ ์€ ์œ ๋‚œํžˆ ์ง๊ฐ์ด ์ข‹์€ ๋‚ ์ด์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
03:16
And I remember it really well, because I don't have a lot of epiphanies. (Laughter)
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ๋‚ ์ด ๋งŽ์ง€ ์•Š์•˜๊ธฐ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์— ์ €๋Š” ๋งค์šฐ ์„ ๋ช…ํ•˜๊ฒŒ ๊ธฐ์–ตํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. (์›ƒ์Œ)
03:22
All I had to do was write a song that exploits my nervousness.
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์—ˆ๋˜ ๊ฒƒ์€ ์ œ ๊ธด์žฅ๊ฐ์„ ํ™œ์šฉํ•œ ๋…ธ๋ž˜๋ฅผ ์ž‘๊ณกํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ ๋ฟ์ด์—ˆ์ฃ .
03:26
That only seems authentic when I have stage fright,
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋ฌด๋Œ€๊ณตํฌ์ฆ์„ ๋Š๋ผ๊ณ  ๋” ๊ธด์žฅํ• ์ˆ˜๋ก
03:28
and the more nervous I was,
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๋”์šฑ ์›๋ž˜์˜ ์ƒ‰์ด ๋“œ๋Ÿฌ๋‚˜๊ณ 
03:29
the better the song would be. Easy.
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๋”์šฑ ๋“ฃ๊ธฐ ์ข‹๊ฒŒ ๋˜๋Š” ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ๋…ธ๋ž˜ ๋ง์ด์—์š”. ๊ฐ„๋‹จํ•˜์ฃ ?
03:32
So I started writing a song about having stage fright.
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์ €๋Š” ๋ฌด๋Œ€๊ณตํฌ์ฆ์— ๊ด€ํ•˜์—ฌ ๋…ธ๋ž˜๋ฅผ ์“ฐ๊ธฐ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:36
First, fessing up to the problem,
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๋จผ์ € ๋ฌธ์ œ๋‚˜ ๋ชธ ์ƒํƒœ,
03:39
the physical manifestations, how I would feel,
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๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ๋ฌด์—‡์„ ๋Š๋ผ๋Š”์ง€,
03:40
how the listener might feel.
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋“ฃ๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ๋Š๋‚„์ง€๋ฅผ ํ„ธ์–ด๋†“์•˜์ฃ .
03:42
And then accounting for things like my shaky voice,
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์ €์˜ ๋ถˆ์•ˆ์ •ํ•œ ๋ชฉ์†Œ๋ฆฌ, ๊ธด์žฅ๋˜์„œ
03:44
and I knew I would be singing about a half-octave higher than normal,
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ํ‰์ƒ์‹œ๋ณด๋‹ค ๋ฐ˜์˜ฅํƒ€๋ธŒ ๋†’๊ฒŒ ๋ถ€๋ฅผ๊ฑฐ๋ž€ ๊ฒƒ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด
03:47
because I was nervous.
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ํ•ด๋ช…ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:49
By having a song that explained what was happening to me,
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์ด๋Ÿฌํ•œ ๊ฒƒ๋“ค์ด ์ œ๊ฒŒ ์ผ์–ด๋‚˜๋Š” ๋„์ค‘์—
03:53
while it was happening,
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๊ทธ๊ฑธ ์„ค๋ช…ํ•ด์ฃผ๋Š” ๋…ธ๋ž˜๋ฅผ ๋ถ€๋ฆ„์œผ๋กœ์จ
03:54
that gave the audience permission to think about it.
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๊ด€๊ฐ๋“ค์ด ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ๊ฒƒ๋“ค์„ ๋‹ค์‹œ ํ•œ๋ฒˆ ์ƒ๊ฐํ•˜๊ฒŒ ํ•ด์ฃผ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:56
They didn't have to feel bad for me because I was nervous,
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์ €๋Š” ๊ธด์žฅ์„ ํ•˜๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ๊ธฐ์— ์ฒญ์ค‘๋“ค์ด ์ €๋ฅผ ๋ถˆ์Œํ•˜๊ฒŒ ๋ณผ ํ•„์š”๊ฐ€ ์—†์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
03:59
they could experience that with me,
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๊ทธ๋“ค์€ ์ €์™€ ๊ฐ™์ด ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ๊ธด์žฅ๊ฐ์„ ๋Š๋‚„ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์—ˆ๊ณ 
04:00
and we were all one big happy, nervous, uncomfortable family. (Laughter)
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ ๋ชจ๋‘๋Š” ํ–‰๋ณตํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๊ธด์žฅํ•˜๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š” ํ•˜๋‚˜์˜ ๋ถˆํŽธํ•œ ๊ฐ€์กฑ๊ณผ ๊ฐ™์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. (์›ƒ์Œ)
04:06
By thinking about my audience, by embracing and exploiting my problem,
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๊ด€๊ฐ๋“ค์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ์ƒ๊ฐํ•ด๋ณด๊ณ  ์ €์˜ ๋ฌธ์ œ์ ๋“ค์„ ์ดํ•ดํ•˜๊ณ  ํ™œ์šฉํ•˜๋ฉด์„œ
04:10
I was able to take something that was blocking my progress,
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์ €๋Š” ์ €๋ฅผ ๋ง‰์•„์„œ๋ ค๋˜ ๋ฌด์–ธ๊ฐ€๋ฅผ ๋„˜์–ด์„ค ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
04:13
and turn it into something that was essential for my success.
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์˜คํžˆ๋ ค ์ œ ์„ฑ๊ณต์— ํ•„์ˆ˜์ ์ธ ๋ฌด์–ธ๊ฐ€๋กœ ๋ฐ”๊ฟ”๋†“์„ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์—ˆ์ฃ .
04:17
And having the stage fright song let me get past that biggest issue
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'๋ฌด๋Œ€๊ณตํฌ์ฆ ๋…ธ๋ž˜'๋Š” ๊ณต์—ฐ์˜ ๋งจ ์ฒ˜์Œ๋ถ€ํ„ฐ
04:20
right in the beginning of a performance.
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์ €์˜ ๊ฐ€์žฅ ํฐ ๋ฌธ์ œ์ ์„ ํ†ต๊ณผํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋„๋ก ํ•ด ์ฃผ์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
04:22
And then I could move on, and play the rest of my songs
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ์ž ์ €๋Š” ์ข€ ๋” ์ˆ˜์›”ํ•˜๊ฒŒ
04:24
with just a little bit more ease.
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๋‚จ์€ ๋…ธ๋ž˜๋ฅผ ๋ถ€๋ฅผ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:27
And eventually, over time, I didn't have to play the stage fright song at all.
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๊ฒฐ๊ณผ์ ์œผ๋กœ ์‹œ๊ฐ„์ด ์ง€๋‚˜๋ฉด์„œ ์ €๋Š” ๋งค๋ฒˆ '๋ฌด๋Œ€๊ณตํฌ์ฆ ๋…ธ๋ž˜'๋ฅผ ๋ถ€๋ฅผ ํ•„์š”๊ฐ€ ์—†์–ด์กŒ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:33
Except for when I was really nervous, like now. (Laughter)
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์ง€๊ธˆ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ์•„์ฃผ ๊ธด์žฅ๋œ ๋•Œ๋ฅผ ์ œ์™ธํ•˜๊ณ ๋Š” ๋ง์ด์ฃ . (์›ƒ์Œ)
04:40
Would it be okay if I played the stage fright song for you?
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ง€๊ธˆ ์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ๋ถ„๊ป˜ '๋ฌด๋Œ€๊ณตํฌ์ฆ ๋…ธ๋ž˜'๋ฅผ ๋ณด์—ฌ๋“œ๋ ค๋„ ๊ดœ์ฐฎ์„๊นŒ์š”?
04:43
(Applause)
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(๋ฐ•์ˆ˜)
04:52
Can I have a sip of water?
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๋ฌผ ํ•œ ๋ชจ๊ธˆ ๋งˆ์…”๋„ ๋ ๊นŒ์š”??
04:55
(Music)
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(์Œ์•…)
05:00
Thank you.
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๊ฐ์‚ฌํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:07
โ™ซ I'm not joking, you know, โ™ซ
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โ™ซ๋„ˆ๋„ ์•Œ๋“ฏ์ด ๋‚˜๋Š” ๋†๋‹ดํ•˜๋Š”๊ฒŒ ์•„๋ƒ.โ™ซ
05:10
โ™ซ this stage fright is real. โ™ซ
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โ™ซ์ด ๋ฌด๋Œ€๊ณตํฌ์ฆ์€ ์ง„์งœ์•ผ.โ™ซ
05:15
โ™ซ And if I'm up here trembling and singing, โ™ซ
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โ™ซ๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ๋งŒ์•ฝ ์ด ๋ฌด๋Œ€ ์œ„์— ๋–จ๋ฉด์„œ ๋…ธ๋ž˜ํ•˜๊ณ  ์žˆ๋‹ค๋ฉดโ™ซ
05:19
โ™ซ well, you'll know how I feel. โ™ซ
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โ™ซ๋„ˆ๋„ ๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ์ง€๊ธˆ ์–ด๋–ค์ง€ ์ž˜ ์•Œ๊ฑฐ์•ผ.โ™ซ
05:23
โ™ซ And the mistake I'd be making, โ™ซ
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โ™ซ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ๋ฒ”ํ•  ์‹ค์ˆ˜๋Š”โ™ซ
05:27
โ™ซ the tremolo caused by my whole body shaking. โ™ซ
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โ™ซ๋‚ด ๋ชธ์ด ๋–จ๋ ค์„œ ์ƒ๊ธฐ๋Š” ํŠธ๋ ˆ๋ชฐ๋กœ์•ผ.โ™ซ
05:31
โ™ซ As you sit there feeling embarrassed for me, โ™ซ
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โ™ซ๋„ˆํฌ๊ฐ€ ๋‚  ์œ„ํ•ด ๋‹นํ™ฉ์Šค๋Ÿฌ์›Œ ํ•˜๋ฉด์„œโ™ซ
05:34
โ™ซ well, you don't have to be. โ™ซ
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โ™ซ๋ญ, ๊ผญ ๊ทธ๋Ÿด ํ•„์š”๋Š” ์—†์–ด.โ™ซ
05:37
โ™ซ Well, maybe just a little bit. โ™ซ
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โ™ซ๋ญ, ์กฐ๊ธˆ์€ ๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ๋ฉด์„œ ๋ง์ด์•ผโ™ซ
05:40
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
05:41
โ™ซ And maybe I'll try to imagine you all without clothes. โ™ซ
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โ™ซ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์•„๋งˆ ๋‚˜๋Š” ์•Œ๋ชธ์˜ ๋„ˆํฌ๋“ค์„ ์ƒ์ƒํ• ๊ฑฐ์•ผ.โ™ซ
05:49
โ™ซ But singing in front of all naked strangers scares me more than anyone knows. โ™ซ
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โ™ซํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๋‚ฏ์„  ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์˜ ์•Œ๋ชธ ์•ž์—์„œ ๋…ธ๋ž˜ํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฑด ๋ˆ„๊ตฌ๋ณด๋‹ค ๋‚  ๋ฌด์„ญ๊ฒŒ ํ•˜์ง€.โ™ซ
05:57
โ™ซ Not to discuss this at length, โ™ซ
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โ™ซ์ด๋Ÿฐ ์–˜๊ธฐ๋Š” ์ž์„ธํžˆ ์•ˆํ• ๊ฒŒ.โ™ซ
06:01
โ™ซ but my body image was never my strength. โ™ซ
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โ™ซํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๋‚ด ๋ชธ์˜ ๋ชจ์Šต์€ ์ ˆ๋Œ€ ๊ฐ•์ ์ด ์•„๋‹ˆ์˜€์–ด.โ™ซ
06:06
โ™ซ So frankly, I wish that you all would get dressed, โ™ซ
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โ™ซ๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์†”์งํžˆ ๋„ˆํฌ๋“ค์ด ๊ทธ ์˜ท์„ ์ž…์—ˆ์œผ๋ฉด ์ข‹๊ฒ ์–ด.โ™ซ
06:10
โ™ซ I mean, you're not even really naked. โ™ซ
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โ™ซ๋‚ด ๋ง์€, ์‚ฌ์‹ค ๋„ˆํฌ๋“ค์€ ์•Œ๋ชธ์ด ์•„๋‹ˆ์ž–์•„.โ™ซ
06:15
โ™ซ And I'm the one with the problem. โ™ซ
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โ™ซ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋‚˜์•ผ๋ง๋กœ ๋ฌธ์ œ์žˆ๋Š” ๋†ˆ์ด์•ผ.โ™ซ
06:18
โ™ซ And you tell me, don't worry so much, you'll be great. โ™ซ
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โ™ซ๋„ˆ๋ฌด ๊ฑฑ์ •ํ•˜์ง€ ๋ง๋ผ๊ณ  ์ž˜๋ ๊ฑฐ๋ผ๊ณ  ๋งํ•ด์ค˜.โ™ซ
06:25
โ™ซ But I'm the one living with me โ™ซ
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โ™ซํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๋‚˜์•ผ๋ง๋กœ ๋‚˜ ์ž์‹ ๊ณผ ํ•จ๊ป˜ ์‚ฌ๋Š” ๋†ˆ์ด์•ผ.โ™ซ
06:28
โ™ซ and I know how I get. โ™ซ
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โ™ซ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋‚˜๋Š” ๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ์•„๋Š”์ง€ ์•Œ์•„.โ™ซ
06:30
โ™ซ Your advice is gentle but late. โ™ซ
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โ™ซ๋„ˆํฌ์˜ ์กฐ์–ธ์€ ๊ทผ์‚ฌํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ์ด๋ฏธ ๋Šฆ์—ˆ์–ด.โ™ซ
06:35
โ™ซ If not just a bit patronizing. โ™ซ
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โ™ซ์กฐ๊ธˆ์ด๋ผ๊ณ  ๊ฐ€๋ฅด์น˜๋ คํ•˜๋Š”๊ฒŒ ์•„๋‹ˆ๋ผ๋ฉด ๋ง์ด์ง€.โ™ซ
06:38
โ™ซ And that sarcastic tone doesn't help me when I sing. โ™ซ
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โ™ซ๋˜ํ•œ ๊ทธ ๋น„๊ผฌ๋Š” ๋“ฏํ•œ ๋ง๋„ ๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ๋…ธ๋ž˜๋ฅผ ๋ถ€๋ฅผ ๋• ์†Œ์šฉ์ด ์—†์–ด.โ™ซ
06:43
โ™ซ But we shouldn't talk about these things right now, โ™ซ
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โ™ซํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์ง€๊ธˆ ์ด๋Ÿฐ ๊ฑฐ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ์–˜๊ธฐํ•˜๋ฉด ์•ˆ๋ผ.โ™ซ
06:47
โ™ซ really, I'm up on stage, and you're in the crowd. Hi. โ™ซ
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โ™ซ์ •๋ง๋กœ, ๋‚˜๋Š” ๋ฌด๋Œ€ ์œ„์— ์žˆ๊ณ  ๋„ˆํฌ๋Š” ๊ด€์ค‘์ด์•ผ. ์•ˆ๋…•.โ™ซ
06:54
โ™ซ And I'm not making fun of unnurtured, irrational fear, โ™ซ
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โ™ซ๋‚˜๋Š” ์–ด์ฐŒ ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์—†๋Š” ๋ง๋„ ์•ˆ๋˜๋Š” ๊ณตํฌ๋ฅผ ๊ฐ€์ง€๊ณ  ์žฅ๋‚œ์น˜๋Š”๊ฒŒ ์•„๋‹ˆ์•ผ.โ™ซ
07:03
โ™ซ and if I wasn't ready to face this, โ™ซ
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โ™ซ๋งŒ์•ฝ ๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ์ด๊ฒƒ์— ์ง๋ฉดํ•  ์ค€๋น„๊ฐ€ ์•ˆ๋๋‹ค๋ฉดโ™ซ
07:06
โ™ซ I sure as hell wouldn't be here. โ™ซ
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โ™ซ๋‚œ ์ •๋ง ์ง€๊ธˆ ์—ฌ๊ธฐ ์—†์„์ง€๋„ ๋ชฐ๋ผ.โ™ซ
07:10
โ™ซ But if I belt one note out clearly, โ™ซ
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โ™ซํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ํ•œ ์Œ์ •์ด๋ผ๋„ ์ œ๋Œ€๋กœ ํฌ๊ฒŒ ๋…ธ๋ž˜ํ•˜์ž๋ฉดโ™ซ
07:15
โ™ซ you'll know I'm recovering slowly but surely. โ™ซ
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โ™ซ๋„ˆํฌ๋“ค์€ ๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ๋Š๋ฆฌ์ง€๋งŒ ํ™•์‹คํžˆ ๋‚˜์•„์ง€๊ณ  ์žˆ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฑธ ์•Œ๊ฒŒ ๋  ๊ฑฐ์•ผ.โ™ซ
07:20
โ™ซ And maybe next week, I'll set my guitar ringin' โ™ซ
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โ™ซ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋‹ค์Œ ์ฃผ๋ฉด ๋‚˜๋Š” ๋‚ด ๊ธฐํƒ€๋ฅผ ์—ฐ์ฃผํ• ๊ฑฐ์•ผ.โ™ซ
07:24
โ™ซ my voice clear as water, and everyone singin'. โ™ซ
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โ™ซ๋ฌผ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ์„ ๋ช…ํ•œ ๋‚ด ๋ชฉ์†Œ๋ฆฌ์™€ ๋…ธ๋ž˜ํ•˜๋Š” ๋ชจ๋‘์™€ ํ•จ๊ป˜.โ™ซ
07:28
โ™ซ But probably I'll just get up and start groovin', โ™ซ
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โ™ซ์•„๋งˆ๋„ ์‹ ๋‚˜๊ฒŒ ์ถค์ถ”๋ฉด์„œ ์ผ์–ด๋‚˜๊ฒ ์ง€.โ™ซ
07:32
โ™ซ my vocal cords movin', โ™ซ
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โ™ซ๋‚ด ์„ฑ๋Œ€๋„ ์›€์ง์ด๊ฒ ์ง€.โ™ซ
07:35
โ™ซ at speeds slightly faster than sound. โ™ซ
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โ™ซ์†Œ๋ฆฌ๋ณด๋‹ค ์•ฝ๊ฐ„ ๋น ๋ฅธ ์†๋„๋กœโ™ซ
07:48
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