I survived a terrorist attack. Here's what I learned | Gill Hicks

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ูŠุฑุฌู‰ ุงู„ู†ู‚ุฑ ู†ู‚ุฑู‹ุง ู…ุฒุฏูˆุฌู‹ุง ููˆู‚ ุงู„ุชุฑุฌู…ุฉ ุงู„ุฅู†ุฌู„ูŠุฒูŠุฉ ุฃุฏู†ุงู‡ ู„ุชุดุบูŠู„ ุงู„ููŠุฏูŠูˆ.

ุงู„ู…ุชุฑุฌู…: Ehab Alsaadi ุงู„ู…ุฏู‚ู‘ู‚: Hani Eldalees
00:12
I could never have imagined
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ู„ู… ุฃุชุฎูŠู„ ู‚ุทุŒ
00:15
that a 19-year-old suicide bomber
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ุฃู† ู…ูุฌุฑ ุฅู†ุชุญุงุฑูŠ ุจุนู…ุฑ 19 ุณู†ุฉุŒ
00:19
would actually teach me a valuable lesson.
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ู‚ุฏ ูŠุนู„ู…ู†ูŠ ุฏุฑุณุงู‹ ู‚ูŠู…ุงู.
00:24
But he did.
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ูˆู„ูƒู†ู‡ ูุนู„.
00:26
He taught me to never presume anything
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ุนู„ู…ู†ูŠ ุฃู† ู„ุง ุฃุถุน ุงุญูƒุงู…ุงู‹ ู…ุณุจู‚ุฉ
00:31
about anyone you don't know.
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ุนู† ุฃูŠ ุฃุญุฏ ู„ุง ุฃุนุฑูู‡.
00:36
On a Thursday morning in July 2005,
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ููŠ ุตุจุงุญ ูŠูˆู… ุงู„ุฎู…ูŠุณ ููŠ ุญุฒูŠุฑุงู† 2005ุŒ
00:40
the bomber and I, unknowingly,
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ุฃู†ุง ูˆุงู„ู…ูุฌู‘ุฑุŒ ุจุฏูˆู† ุนู„ู…ุŒ
00:43
boarded the same train carriage at the same time,
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ุฑูƒุจู†ุง ุงู„ู‚ุทุงุฑ ู†ูุณู‡ ูˆ ููŠ ุงู„ูˆู‚ุช ู†ูุณู‡ุŒ
00:48
standing, apparently, just feet apart.
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ุฌุงู„ุณูŠู† ุนู„ู‰ ู…ุงูŠุจุฏูˆ ุนู„ู‰ ุจุนุฏ ู‚ุฏู… ูˆุงุญุฏ.
00:54
I didn't see him.
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ู„ู… ุฃุฑู‡.
00:56
Actually, I didn't see anyone.
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ููŠ ุงู„ุญูŠู‚ุฉุŒ ู„ู… ุฃุฑูŽ ุฃุญุฏุงู‹.
00:58
You know not to look at anyone on the Tube,
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ูƒู…ุง ุชุนู„ู… ู„ุง ุฃุญุฏ ูŠู†ุธุฑ ุงู„ู‰ ุงู„ุขุฎุฑ ููŠ ุงู„ู‚ุทุงุฑุŒ
01:00
but I guess he saw me.
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ูˆู„ูƒู†ู†ูŠ ุฃุนุชู‚ุฏ ุจุฃู†ู‡ ุฑุขู†ูŠ.
01:04
I guess he looked at all of us,
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ุฃุนุชู‚ุฏ ุจุฃู†ู‡ ู†ุธุฑ ุงู„ู‰ ูƒู„ ูˆุงุญุฏู ู…ู†ุงุŒ
01:08
as his hand hovered over the detonation switch.
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ููŠ ุงู„ูˆู‚ุช ุงู„ุฐูŠ ุถุบุท ููŠู‡ ู…ูุชุงุญ ุงู„ุชูุฌูŠุฑ.
01:14
I've often wondered: What was he thinking?
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ูˆู„ุทุงู„ู…ุง ุชุณุงุกู„ุช: ุจู…ุง ูƒุงู† ูŠููƒุฑุŸ
01:18
Especially in those final seconds.
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ุฎุตูˆุตุงู‹ ููŠ ุชู„ูƒ ุงู„ู„ุญุธุงุช ุงู„ุฃุฎูŠุฑุฉ
01:24
I know it wasn't personal.
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ุฃุนู„ู… ุฃู†ู‡ุง ู„ู… ุชูƒู† ุงุณุจุงุจุงู‹ ุดุฎุตูŠุฉุŒ
01:26
He didn't set out to kill or maim me, Gill Hicks.
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ู‡ูˆ ู„ู… ูŠุฃุชู ุงู„ู‰ ู‡ู†ุง ู„ูŠู‚ุชู„ู†ูŠ ุฃูˆ ูŠุดูˆู‡ู†ูŠ ุฃู†ุงุŒ ุบูŠู„ ู‡ูŠูƒุณ.
01:31
I mean -- he didn't know me.
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ุฃุนู†ูŠุŒ ู‡ูˆ ู„ุงูŠุนุฑูู†ูŠ.
01:33
No.
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ู„ุง.
01:35
Instead, he gave me
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ูˆุนู„ู‰ ุงู„ู†ู‚ูŠุถ ู‡ูˆ ุฃุนุทุงู†ูŠุŒ
01:38
an unwarranted and an unwanted label.
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ุชุณู…ูŠุฉ ุบูŠุฑ ู…ุฑุบูˆุจุฉ ูˆ ุบูŠุฑ ู…ุจุฑุฑุฉ.
01:44
I had become the enemy.
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ุฃุตุจุญุช ุฃู†ุง ุงู„ุนุฏูˆ.
01:49
To him, I was the "other,"
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ุจุงู„ู†ุณุจุฉ ู„ู‡ ุฃู†ุง ูƒู†ุช "ุงู„ุขุฎุฑูŠู†"
01:52
the "them," as opposed to "us."
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"ู‡ู…" ุงู„ุชูŠ ุชุนูˆุฏ ู„ู†ุง "ู†ุญู†"
01:57
The label "enemy" allowed him to dehumanize us.
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ุชู„ูƒ ุงู„ุชุณู…ูŠุฉ "ุงู„ุนุฏูˆ" ุณู…ุญุช ู„ู‡ ุจุฃู† ูŠุฌุฑุฏู†ุง ู…ู† ุฅู†ุณุงู†ูŠุชู†ุงุŒ
02:03
It allowed him to push that button.
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ุณู…ูŽุญุช ู„ู‡ ุจุงู„ุถุบุท ุนู„ู‰ ุงู„ุฒุฑ.
02:07
And he wasn't selective.
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ูˆู„ู… ูŠูƒู† ุฅุฎุชูŠุงุฑูŠุงูŽุŒ
02:10
Twenty-six precious lives were taken in my carriage alone,
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ุณุช ูˆุนุดุฑูŠู† ุญูŠุงุฉ ุบุงู„ูŠุฉ ู„ูุธุช ุฃู†ูุงุณู‡ุงุŒ ูู‚ุท ุนู„ู‰ ู…ุชู† ุนุฑุจุชูŠ.
02:17
and I was almost one of them.
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ูˆูƒู†ุช ุนู„ู‰ ูˆุดูƒ ุฃู† ุฃูƒูˆู† ุฅุญุฏุงู‡ุงุŒ
02:20
In the time it takes to draw a breath,
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ูˆููŠ ุบู…ุถุฉ ุนูŠู†ุŒ
02:23
we were plunged into a darkness so immense
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ุบุฑู‚ู†ุง ุฌู…ูŠุนู†ุง ููŠ ุธู„ุงู… ุญุงู„ูƒุŒ
02:27
that it was almost tangible;
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ูˆู‚ุฏ ูƒุงู† ู…ุญุณูˆุณุงู‹ุŒ
02:29
what I imagine wading through tar might be like.
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ู…ุงุชุฎูŠู„ุชู‡ ุนู† ุดูƒู„ ุงู„ุฎูˆุถ ุฏุงุฎู„ ุงู„ู‚ุทุฑุงู†.
02:35
We didn't know we were the enemy.
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ู„ู… ู†ูƒู† ู†ุนู„ู… ุจุฃู†ู†ุง ู†ุญู† ุงู„ุนุฏูˆุŒ
02:38
We were just a bunch of commuters who, minutes earlier,
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ูƒู†ุง ู…ุฌุฑุฏ ุญูู†ุฉ ู…ู† ุงู„ุฑูƒุงุจ ุงู„ุฐูŠู† ู„ุชูˆู‡ู…ุŒ
02:42
had followed the Tube etiquette:
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ุฃุชุจุนูˆุง ุขุฏุงุจ ุงู„ู†ูู‚ุŒ
02:44
no direct eye contact,
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ู„ุง ุฃุชุตุงู„ ุนูŠู† ู…ุจุงุดุฑ
02:47
no talking
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ู„ุง ุญุฏูŠุซ
02:48
and absolutely no conversation.
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ูˆุจุงู„ุชุฃูƒูŠุฏ ู„ุง ู…ุญุงุฏุซุงุช.
02:53
But in the lifting of the darkness,
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ูˆู„ูƒู† ู…ุง ุฃู† ุงู†ู‚ุดุน ุงู„ุธู„ุงู…ุŒ
02:57
we were reaching out.
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ุญุชู‰ ุฃุตุจุญู†ุง ู†ู…ุฏ ุฃูŠุฏูŠู†ุง ู„ุจุนุถู†ุง.
03:00
We were helping each other.
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ูƒู†ุง ู†ุณุงุนุฏ ุจุนุถ ุงู„ุจุนุถุŒ
03:02
We were calling out our names,
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ูˆูƒู†ุง ู†ุตุฑุฎ ุจุงุณู…ุงุกู†ุงุŒ
03:05
a little bit like a roll call,
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ูˆูƒุฃู†ู†ุง ู‚ู„ูŠู„ุงู‹ ููŠ ุนู…ู„ูŠุฉ ุชุตูˆูŠุชุŒ
03:08
waiting for responses.
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ุจุฃู†ุชุธุงุฑ ุงู„ุฑุฏ.
03:12
"I'm Gill. I'm here.
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"ุงู†ุง ุบูŠู„ุŒ ุฃู†ุง ู‡ู†ุง
03:17
I'm alive.
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ู„ุง ุฃุฒุงู„ ุญูŠุฉุŒ
03:20
OK."
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ุญุณู†ุงู‹"
03:23
"I'm Gill.
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"ุฃู†ุง ุบูŠู„ุŒ
03:25
Here.
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ู‡ู†ุง
03:28
Alive.
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ู„ุง ุฃุฒุงู„ ุญูŠุฉ
03:31
OK."
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ุญุณู†ุงู‹"
03:35
I didn't know Alison.
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ู„ู… ุฃูƒู† ุฃุนุฑู ุฃู„ูŠุณูˆู†ุŒ
03:38
But I listened for her check-ins every few minutes.
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ูˆู„ูƒู†ู†ูŠ ุณู…ุนุช ู„ู…ุง ุชู… ุงู„ุชุฃูƒุฏ ู…ู† ุฏุฎูˆู„ู‡ุง ู‚ุจู„ ุจุถุน ุฏู‚ุงุฆู‚ุŒ
03:43
I didn't know Richard.
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ู„ู… ุฃูƒู† ุงุนุฑู ุฑูŠุชุดุงุฑุฏุŒ
03:45
But it mattered to me that he survived.
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ูˆู„ูƒู†ู‡ ุฃูุฑุญู†ูŠ ุฎุจุฑ ู†ุฌุงุชู‡.
03:50
All I shared with them
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ูƒู„ ู…ุงุดุงุฑูƒุชู‡ ู…ุนู‡ู…ุŒ
03:52
was my first name.
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ูƒุงู† ุฃุณู…ูŠ ุงู„ุฃูˆู„ุŒ
03:55
They didn't know
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ู„ู… ูŠูƒูˆู†ูˆุง ูŠุนุฑููˆุงุŒ
03:56
that I was a head of a department at the Design Council.
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ุงู†ู†ูŠ ูƒู†ุช ุฑุฆูŠุณุฉ ู‚ุณู… ู…ุฌู„ุณ ุงู„ุชุตู…ูŠู…ุŒ
04:01
And here is my beloved briefcase,
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ูˆู‡ุงู‡ูŠ ุญู‚ูŠุจุชูŠ ุงู„ุญุจูŠุจุฉุŒ
04:04
also rescued from that morning.
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ุฃูŠุถุงู‹ ุชู… ุงู„ุนุซูˆุฑ ุนู„ูŠู‡ุง ุฐุงูƒ ุงู„ูŠูˆู….
04:08
They didn't know that I published architecture and design journals,
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ู„ู… ูŠูƒูˆู†ูˆุง ูŠุนุฑููˆุง ุจุฃู†ู†ูŠ ู‚ุฏ ู†ุดุฑุช ู…ุฐูƒุฑุงุช ุงู„ุนู…ุงุฑุฉ ูˆุงู„ุชุตู…ูŠู…ุŒ
04:12
that I was a Fellow of the Royal Society of Arts,
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ูˆุฃู†ู†ูŠ ูƒู†ุช ุนุถูˆุฉ ููŠ ุงู„ุฌู…ุนูŠุฉ ุงู„ู…ู„ูƒูŠุฉ ู„ู„ูู†ูˆู†ุŒ
04:15
that I wore black --
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ุจุฃู†ู†ูŠ ุงุฑุชุฏูŠ ุงู„ุงุณูˆุฏุŒ
04:18
still do --
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ู„ุง ุฃุฒุงู„.
04:20
that I smoked cigarillos.
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ูˆุฃู†ู†ูŠ ุฃุฏุฎู† ุงู„ุณูŠู‚ุงุฑู„ูˆุณุŒ
04:23
I don't smoke cigarillos anymore.
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ุฃู‚ู„ุนุช ุนู† ุชุฏุฎูŠู†ู‡ุง.
04:26
I drank gin and I watched TED Talks,
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ูˆุฃู†ู†ูŠ ูƒู†ุช ุงุดุฑุจ ุงู„ุฒู†ุฌุจูŠู„ ูˆุฃุดุงู‡ุฏ TED ู…ุคุชู…ุฑุงุชุŒ
04:30
of course, never dreaming that one day I would be standing,
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ูˆุจุงู„ุทุจุน ู„ู… ุฃูƒู† ุฃุญู„ู… ุฃู† ุงู‚ู ู‡ู†ุง ูŠูˆู…ุงู‹ุŒ
04:37
balancing on prosthetic legs,
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ู…ุชูˆุงุฒู†ุฉ ุนู„ู‰ ุฃุฑุฌู„ูŠ ุงู„ุตู†ุงุนูŠุฉุŒ
04:40
giving a talk.
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ุฃู‚ุฏู… ุนุฑุถุงู.
04:42
I was a young Australian woman doing extraordinary things in London.
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ูƒู†ุช ุดุงุจุฉ ุฃุณุชุฑุงู„ูŠุฉ ูŠุงูุนุฉ ุฃู‚ุฏู… ุฃุนู…ุงู„ูŠ ุงู„ุงุณุชุซู†ุงุฆูŠุฉ ููŠ ู„ู†ุฏู†ุŒ
04:48
And I wasn't ready for that all to end.
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ูˆู„ู… ุฃูƒู† ู…ุณุชุนุฏุฉ ู„ุงุนุชุจุฑ ุงู† ุชู„ูƒ ู‡ูŠ ุงู„ู†ู‡ุงูŠุฉุŒ
04:52
I was so determined to survive
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ูƒู†ุช ู…ุตู…ู…ุฉู‹ ุนู„ู‰ ุงู„ุนูŠุดุŒ
04:56
that I used my scarf to tie tourniquets around the tops of my legs,
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ู„ุฏุฑุฌุฉ ุฃู†ูŠ ุงุณุชุฎุฏู…ุช ูˆุดุงุญูŠ ุจุฑุจุทู‡ ุนู„ู‰ ุงุนู„ู‰ ุณุงู‚ูŠู‘ ุญุชู‰ ุฃูˆู‚ู ุงู„ู†ุฒูŠู.
05:01
and I just shut everything and everyone out,
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ูˆุชุฌุงู‡ู„ุช ุนู„ู‰ ูƒู„ ุดูŠุฆ ุฃุฎุฑ ูˆูƒู„ ุดุฎุต ุขุฎุฑุŒ
05:07
to focus, to listen to myself,
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ู…ู† ุฃุฌู„ ุงู† ุงุฑูƒุฒ ุงู† ุฃุณุชู…ุน ู„ู†ูุณูŠุŒ
05:10
to be guided by instinct alone.
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ู…ู† ุฃุฌู„ ุชู‚ูˆุฏู†ูŠ ุงู„ูุทุฑุฉ ู„ูˆุญุฏู‡ุงุŒ
05:15
I lowered my breathing rate.
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ุฃุฎูุถุช ู…ุณุชูˆู‰ ุชู†ูุณูŠุŒ
05:17
I elevated my thighs.
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ูˆุฑูุนุช ูุฎุฐุงูŠุŒ
05:19
I held myself upright
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ุฃู…ุณูƒุช ุจู†ูุณูŠ ุจุดูƒู„ ู…ุณุชู‚ูŠู….
05:21
and I fought the urge to close my eyes.
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ูˆู‚ุงูˆู…ุช ุงู„ุฑุบุจุฉ ุจุบู„ู‚ ุนูŠู†ุงูŠุŒ
05:26
I held on for almost an hour,
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ุชู…ุงุณูƒุช ุชู‚ุฑูŠุจุงู‹ ู„ู…ุฏุฉ ุณุงุนุฉุŒ
05:31
an hour to contemplate the whole of my life
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ุณุงุนุฉ ุฃู…ุถูŠุชู‡ุง ููŠ ุงู„ุชููƒู‘ุฑ ุจุญูŠุงุชูŠ.
05:35
up until this point.
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ุงู„ู‰ ุชู„ูƒ ุงู„ู†ู‚ุทุฉุŒ
05:39
Perhaps I should have done more.
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ู„ุฑุจู…ุง ูƒุงู† ุจุฃู…ูƒุงู†ูŠ ูุนู„ ุฃูƒุซุฑ ู…ู† ู‡ุฐุงุŒ
05:43
Perhaps I could have lived more, seen more.
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ู„ุฑุจู…ุง ูƒุงู† ุจุฃู…ูƒุงู†ูŠ ุงู„ุนูŠุด ุฃูƒุซุฑุŒุฃู† ุงุฑู‰ ุฃูƒุซุฑ.
05:46
Maybe I should have gone running, dancing, taken up yoga.
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ู„ุฑุจู…ุง ูƒุงู† ุจุฃู…ูƒุงู†ูŠ ุงู„ุฐู‡ุงุจ ู„ู„ุฌุฑูŠุŒ ุงู„ุฑู‚ุต ูˆู…ู…ุงุฑุณุฉ ุงู„ูŠูˆุบุงุŒ
05:52
But my priority and my focus was always my work.
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ูˆู„ูƒู† ุฃุฃูˆู„ูˆูŠุงุชูŠ ูˆุชุฑูƒูŠุฒูŠ ู…ู†ุตุจุชุงู† ุฏุงุฆู…ุงู‹ ุนู„ู‰ ุงู„ุนู…ู„ุŒ
05:57
I lived to work.
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ุนุดุช ู…ู† ุฃุฌู„ ุงู„ุนู…ู„.
05:59
Who I was on my business card
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ู…ู† ุฃูƒูˆู† ุนู„ู‰ ุจุทุงู‚ุฉ ุงู„ุนู…ู„ุŒ
06:02
mattered to me.
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ู„ุทุงู„ู…ุง ุฃู‡ู…ู†ูŠ ุงู„ุณุคุงู„.
06:05
But it didn't matter down in that tunnel.
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ูˆู„ูƒู†ู‡ ู„ู… ูŠูƒู† ู…ู‡ู…ุงู‹ ููŠ ุงุณูู„ ุฐู„ูƒ ุงู„ู†ูู‚ุŒ
06:11
By the time I felt that first touch
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ููŠ ุงู„ูˆู‚ุช ุงู„ุฐูŠ ุดุนุฑุช ููŠู‡ ุจุฃูˆู„ ู„ู…ุณุฉุŒ
06:15
from one of my rescuers,
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ู…ู† ุฃุญุฏ ูุฑูŠู‚ ุงู„ุงู†ู‚ุงุฐุŒ
06:18
I was unable to speak,
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ู„ู… ุฃูƒู† ู‚ุงุฏุฑุฉ ุนู„ู‰ ุงู„ุชูƒู„ู…ุŒ
06:20
unable to say even a small word, like "Gill."
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ู„ู… ุฃูƒู† ู‚ุงุฏุฑุฉ ุนู„ู‰ ู†ุทู‚ ูƒู„ู…ุฉ ุตุบูŠุฑุฉุŒ ู…ุซู„ "ุบูŠู„"
06:27
I surrendered my body to them.
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ุฃุณู„ู…ุช ุฌุณุฏูŠ ู„ู‡ู…ุŒ
06:29
I had done all I possibly could,
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ูˆูƒู†ุช ู‚ุฏ ูุนู„ุช ู…ุงุจูˆุณุนูŠุŒ
06:32
and now I was in their hands.
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ูˆุงู„ุขู† ุฃู†ุง ุจูŠู† ุฃูŠุฏูŠู‡ู….
06:39
I understood
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ูู‡ู…ุช.
06:41
just who and what humanity really is,
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ู…ุงู‡ูˆ ูˆู…ุงู‡ูŠุฉ ุงู„ุงู†ุณุงู†ูŠุฉุŒ
06:47
when I first saw the ID tag
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ู„ู„ูˆู‡ู„ุฉ ุงู„ุงูˆู„ู‰ ุงู„ุชูŠ ุฑุฃูŠุช ููŠู‡ุง ุงู„ุจุทุงู‚ุฉุŒ
06:51
that was given to me when I was admitted to hospital.
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ุงู„ุชูŠ ุงูุนุทูŠุช ู„ูŠ ุนู†ุฏู…ุง ูˆุตู„ุช ู„ู„ู…ุณุชุดูู‰.
06:54
And it read:
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ูƒูุชุจ ุนู„ูŠู‡ุง :
06:56
"One unknown estimated female."
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"ุฃู…ุฑุงุฉ ู…ุฌู‡ูˆู„ุฉ ู…ูู‚ุฏู‘ุฑุฉ"
07:03
One unknown estimated female.
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ุฃู…ุฑุงุฉ ู…ุฌู‡ูˆู„ุฉ ู…ูู‚ุฏู‘ุฑุฉ
07:09
Those four words were my gift.
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ู‡ุฐู‡ ุงู„ูƒู„ู…ุงุช ุงู„ุฃุฑุจุน ูƒุงู†ุช ู‡ุฏูŠุชูŠุŒ
07:13
What they told me very clearly
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ู…ุง ุฃุฎุจุฑูˆู†ูŠ ุจู‡ ุจูƒู„ ูˆุถูˆุญุŒ
07:15
was that my life was saved,
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ุงู†ู‡ ุชู…ู‘ ุฅู†ู‚ุงุฐูŠุŒ
07:18
purely because I was a human being.
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ูู‚ุท ู„ุฃู†ู†ูŠ ุฃู†ุณุงู†ุŒ
07:22
Difference of any kind made no difference
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ูˆ ุงูŠู‘ ุงุฎุชู„ุงูุงุช ู…ู† ู†ูˆุน ุขุฎุฑ ู„ู… ูŠูู„ุชูุช ุฅุงู„ุจู‡ุง.
07:26
to the extraordinary lengths that the rescuers were prepared to go
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ูƒู„ ุชู„ูƒ ุงู„ู…ุณุงูุฉ ุงู„ุทูˆูŠู„ุฉ ุงู„ุชูŠ ูƒุงู† ุฑุฌุงู„ ุงู„ุงู†ู‚ุงุฐ ูŠุณุชุนุฏ ู„ู‚ุทุนู‡ุงุŒ
07:32
to save my life,
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ู…ู† ุฃุฌู„ ุฅู†ู‚ุงุฐูŠ ุŒ
07:34
to save as many unknowns as they could,
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ู…ู† ุฃุฌู„ ุงู†ู‚ุงุฐ ู…ุงุณุชุทุงุนูˆุง.
07:37
and putting their own lives at risk.
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ูˆุชุนุฑูŠุถ ุฃู†ูุณู‡ู… ู„ู„ุฎุทุฑุŒ
07:40
To them, it didn't matter if I was rich or poor,
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ุจุงู„ู†ุณุจุฉ ู„ู‡ู…ุŒ ู„ูŠุณ ู…ู‡ู…ุงู‹ุŒ
07:45
the color of my skin,
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ู„ูˆู† ุจุดุฑุชูŠุŒ
07:47
whether I was male or female,
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ู…ุง ุฅุฐุง ูƒู†ุช ุฑุฌู„ุงู‹ ุงูˆ ุฃู…ุฑุฃุฉุŒ
07:49
my sexual orientation,
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ู…ูŠูˆู„ูŠ ุงู„ุฌู†ุณูŠุฉุŒ
07:51
who I voted for,
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ูˆู„ู…ู† ุตูˆู‘ุชุŒ
07:53
whether I was educated,
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ุณูˆุงุกุงู‘ ูƒู†ุช ู…ุชุนู„ู…ุฉุŒ
07:54
if I had a faith or no faith at all.
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ู„ูˆ ูƒู†ุช ู…ุคู…ู†ุฉ ุฃู… ู…ู„ุญุฏุฉุŒ
07:59
Nothing mattered
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ู„ุงุดูŠุฆ ู…ู† ู‡ุฐุง ูŠู‡ู….
08:01
other than I was a precious human life.
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ุนุฏุง ุฃู†ู†ูŠ ุญูŠุงุฉ ุฃู†ุณุงู† ู…ู‚ุฏุฑุฉ.
08:07
I see myself as a living fact.
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ุฃุฑู‰ ู†ูุณูŠ ูƒุฅุซุจุงุช ุญูŠุงุฉุŒ
08:12
I am proof
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ุงู†ุง ุฏู„ูŠู„ุŒ
08:14
that unconditional love and respect can not only save,
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ุงู„ุญุจ ุบูŠุฑ ุงู„ู…ุดุฑูˆุท ูˆุงู„ุงุญุชุฑุงู… ู„ูŠุณ ุจุฃู…ูƒุงู†ู‡ ูู‚ุท ุฃู†ู‚ุงุฐ ุญูŠุงุฉ
08:21
but it can transform lives.
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ูˆู„ูƒู† ุจุฃู…ูƒุงู†ู‡ ุชุบูŠูŠุฑ ุญูŠุงุฉ
08:25
Here is a wonderful image of one of my rescuers, Andy, and I
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ู‡ู†ุง ุตูˆุฑุฉ ู…ุฐู‡ู„ุฉ ู„ุฃุญุฏ ูุฑูŠู‚ ุงู„ุงู†ู‚ุงุฐ ุงู†ุง ูˆุงู†ุฏูŠ
08:29
taken just last year.
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ุงู„ุชู‚ุทู†ุงู‡ุง ุงู„ุณู†ุฉ ุงู„ูุงุฆุชุฉ
08:32
Ten years after the event,
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ุนุดุฑ ุณู†ูˆุงุช ู…ุงุจุนุฏ ุงู„ุญุงุฏุซุฉ
08:34
and here we are, arm in arm.
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ูˆู‡ุง ู†ุญู† ุงู„ุขู† ูŠุฏุงู‹ ุจูŠุฏ
08:39
Throughout all the chaos,
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ู…ู† ุฏุงุฎู„ ูƒู„ ู‡ุฐุฉ ุงู„ููˆุถู‰
08:41
my hand was held tightly.
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ุงูู…ุณูƒุช ูŠุฏุงูŠ ุจู‚ูˆุฉ
08:45
My face was stroked gently.
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ูˆู„ูู…ุณ ูˆุฌู‡ูŠ ุจุฑูู‚
08:49
What did I feel?
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ุจู…ุง ุดุนุฑุช ุŸ
08:51
I felt loved.
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ุดุนุฑุช ุจุฃู†ู†ูŠ ู…ุญุจูˆุจุฉ
08:53
What's shielded me from hatred and wanting retribution,
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ู…ุง ุญู…ุงู†ูŠ ู…ู† ุงู„ูƒุงุฑู‡ูŠู† ูˆู…ู…ู† ูŠุฑูŠุฏูˆู† ุงู„ุงู†ุชู‚ุงู…
08:58
what's given me the courage to say:
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ู…ุง ุฃุนุทุงู†ูŠ ุงู„ู‚ูˆุฉ ู„ุฃู† ุงู‚ูˆู„
09:01
this ends with me
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ู‡ุฐุง ุงู†ุชู‡ู‰ ุจูŠ ุงู„ู‰
09:06
is love.
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ุงู„ุญุจ
09:08
I was loved.
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ู„ู‚ุฏ ูƒู†ุช ู…ุญุจูˆุจุฉ
09:13
I believe the potential for widespread positive change
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ุงุคู…ู† ุจุฃู† ุงู…ูƒุงู†ูŠุฉ ู†ุดุฑ ุชุบูŠูŠุฑ ุงูŠุฌุงุจูŠ ุนู„ู‰ ู†ุทุงู‚ ูˆุงุณุน
09:19
is absolutely enormous
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ุจุงู„ุชุฃูƒูŠุฏ ุถุฎู…ุฉ
09:21
because I know what we're capable of.
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ู„ุฃู†ู†ูŠ ุงุนู„ู… ุจู…ุง ุงู†ุช ู‚ุงุฏุฑ ุนู„ูŠู‡
09:24
I know the brilliance of humanity.
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ุงุนู„ู… ู…ู‚ุฏุงุฑ ุงู„ุฐูƒุงุก ููŠ ุงู„ุงู†ุณุงู†
09:27
So this leaves me with some pretty big things to ponder
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ูˆู‡ุฐุง ูŠุชุฑูƒุชูŠ ุจุงู„ุนุฏูŠุฏ ู…ู† ุงู„ุงู…ูˆุฑ ู„ู„ุชุณุงุคู„
09:31
and some questions for us all to consider:
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ูˆุจุนุถ ุงู„ุงุณุฆู„ุฉ ุงู„ุชูŠ ุนู„ูŠู†ุง ุฌู…ูŠุนู†ุง ุฃุนุชุจุงุฑู‡ุง
09:36
Is what unites us not far greater than what can ever divide?
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ุฃู„ูŠุณ ู…ุงูŠูˆุญุฏู†ุง ุฃูƒุจุฑ ุจูƒุซูŠุฑ ู…ู…ุง ูŠู‚ุณู…ู†ุง
09:43
Does it have to take a tragedy or a disaster
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ู‡ู„ ูŠุฌุจ ุงู† ุชุญุฏุซ ู„ู†ุง ู…ุฃุณุขุฉ ุงูˆ ูƒุงุฑุซุฉ ุญุชู‰
09:47
for us to feel deeply connected as one species,
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ุญุชู‰ ู†ุดุนุฑ ุจุนู…ู‚ ุงู„ุงุชุตุงู„ ุงู„ุฐูŠ ุจูŠู†ู†ุง ูƒูุตูŠู„ุฉ
09:52
as human beings?
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ูƒุจุดุฑ ุŸ
09:55
And when will we embrace the wisdom of our era
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ู…ุชู‰ ุณู†ุจุฑุฒ ุญูƒู…ุฉ ุนุตุฑู†ุง
10:01
to rise above mere tolerance
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ูˆุฃู† ู†ุณู…ูˆ ุงู„ู‰ ุงู„ุชุณุงู…ุญ
10:05
and move to an acceptance
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ูˆุฃู† ู†ู‚ุจู„ูŽ
10:08
for all who are only a label until we know them?
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ูƒู„ ู…ู† ูˆุถุนู†ุงู‡ ุชุญุช ุชุณู…ูŠุฉ ุงู„ู‰ ุฃู† ู†ุนุฑูู‡ ุฌูŠุฏุงู‹
10:15
Thank you.
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ุดูƒุฑุงู‹ ู„ูƒู…
10:16
(Applause)
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ุญูˆู„ ู‡ุฐุง ุงู„ู…ูˆู‚ุน

ุณูŠู‚ุฏู… ู„ูƒ ู‡ุฐุง ุงู„ู…ูˆู‚ุน ู…ู‚ุงุทุน ููŠุฏูŠูˆ YouTube ุงู„ู…ููŠุฏุฉ ู„ุชุนู„ู… ุงู„ู„ุบุฉ ุงู„ุฅู†ุฌู„ูŠุฒูŠุฉ. ุณุชุฑู‰ ุฏุฑูˆุณ ุงู„ู„ุบุฉ ุงู„ุฅู†ุฌู„ูŠุฒูŠุฉ ุงู„ุชูŠ ูŠุชู… ุชุฏุฑูŠุณู‡ุง ู…ู† ู‚ุจู„ ู…ุฏุฑุณูŠู† ู…ู† ุงู„ุฏุฑุฌุฉ ุงู„ุฃูˆู„ู‰ ู…ู† ุฌู…ูŠุน ุฃู†ุญุงุก ุงู„ุนุงู„ู…. ุงู†ู‚ุฑ ู†ู‚ุฑู‹ุง ู…ุฒุฏูˆุฌู‹ุง ููˆู‚ ุงู„ุชุฑุฌู…ุฉ ุงู„ุฅู†ุฌู„ูŠุฒูŠุฉ ุงู„ู…ุนุฑูˆุถุฉ ุนู„ู‰ ูƒู„ ุตูุญุฉ ููŠุฏูŠูˆ ู„ุชุดุบูŠู„ ุงู„ููŠุฏูŠูˆ ู…ู† ู‡ู†ุงูƒ. ูŠุชู… ุชู…ุฑูŠุฑ ุงู„ุชุฑุฌู…ุงุช ุจุงู„ุชุฒุงู…ู† ู…ุน ุชุดุบูŠู„ ุงู„ููŠุฏูŠูˆ. ุฅุฐุง ูƒุงู† ู„ุฏูŠูƒ ุฃูŠ ุชุนู„ูŠู‚ุงุช ุฃูˆ ุทู„ุจุงุช ุŒ ูŠุฑุฌู‰ ุงู„ุงุชุตุงู„ ุจู†ุง ุจุงุณุชุฎุฏุงู… ู†ู…ูˆุฐุฌ ุงู„ุงุชุตุงู„ ู‡ุฐุง.

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