I survived a terrorist attack. Here's what I learned | Gill Hicks

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์•„๋ž˜ ์˜๋ฌธ์ž๋ง‰์„ ๋”๋ธ”ํด๋ฆญํ•˜์‹œ๋ฉด ์˜์ƒ์ด ์žฌ์ƒ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.

๋ฒˆ์—ญ: Seon-Gyu Choi ๊ฒ€ํ† : Yangha Kim
00:12
I could never have imagined
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์ €๋Š” ์ ˆ๋Œ€๋กœ
00:15
that a 19-year-old suicide bomber
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์—ด์•„ํ™‰ ์‚ด์˜ ์ž์‚ด ํญํƒ„๋ฒ”์—๊ฒŒ
00:19
would actually teach me a valuable lesson.
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๊ตํ›ˆ์„ ์–ป์„ ๊ฑฐ๋ผ๊ณ  ์ƒ์ƒํ•˜์ง€ ๋ชปํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:24
But he did.
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๊ตํ›ˆ์„ ์–ป์—ˆ์ฃ .
00:26
He taught me to never presume anything
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๊ทธ๋Š” ์ œ๊ฒŒ ๋ชจ๋ฅด๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ์ ˆ๋Œ€๋กœ ํ•จ๋ถ€๋กœ
00:31
about anyone you don't know.
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์ถ”์ •ํ•˜์ง€ ๋ง๋ผ๋Š” ๊ฐ€๋ฅด์นจ์„ ์คฌ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:36
On a Thursday morning in July 2005,
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2005๋…„ 7์›” ๋ชฉ์š”์ผ ์•„์นจ์ด์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:40
the bomber and I, unknowingly,
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์ €๋Š” ์ €๋„ ๋ชจ๋ฅด๋Š” ์ƒˆ์— ํ…Œ๋Ÿฌ๋ฒ”๊ณผ
00:43
boarded the same train carriage at the same time,
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๊ฐ™์€ ์‹œ๊ฐ„, ๊ฐ™์€ ๊ธฐ์ฐจ ์นธ์— ํƒ”๋Š”๋ฐ
00:48
standing, apparently, just feet apart.
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๊ทธ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๊ณผ ๊ฒจ์šฐ ๋ช‡ ๊ฑธ์Œ ๋–จ์–ด์ ธ ์„œ ์žˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:54
I didn't see him.
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์ €๋Š” ๊ทธ๋ฅผ ๋ณด์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:56
Actually, I didn't see anyone.
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์‚ฌ์‹ค ์ €๋Š” ์•„๋ฌด๋„ ๋ณด์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:58
You know not to look at anyone on the Tube,
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์ง€ํ•˜์ฒ ์—์„œ ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์„ ์ž˜ ์•ˆ ์ณ๋‹ค๋ณด์ž–์•„์š”.
01:00
but I guess he saw me.
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๊ทธ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์€ ์ €๋ฅผ ๋ดค์„ ๊ฒ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:04
I guess he looked at all of us,
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์•„๋งˆ ๊ทธ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์€ ์ง€ํ•˜์ฒ  ์•ˆ์˜ ์Šน๊ฐ๋“ค์„ ๋ชจ๋‘ ๋ดค์„ ๊ฒ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:08
as his hand hovered over the detonation switch.
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๊ทธ์˜ ์†์ด ํญํŒŒ ์Šค์œ„์น˜์—์„œ ๋งด๋Œ ๋•Œ ๋ง์ด์ฃ .
01:14
I've often wondered: What was he thinking?
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์ €๋Š” ๊ฐ€๋” ๊ถ๊ธˆํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ๊ทธ๋Š” ๋ฌด์Šจ ์ƒ๊ฐ์„ ํ–ˆ์„์ง€ ๋ง์ด์ฃ .
01:18
Especially in those final seconds.
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ํŠนํžˆ ๋งˆ์ง€๋ง‰ ์ˆ˜ ์ดˆ ๋™์•ˆ ๋ง์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:24
I know it wasn't personal.
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๊ฐœ์ธ์ ์ธ ์›ํ•œ์€ ์•„๋‹ˆ์—ˆ๊ฒ ์ฃ .
01:26
He didn't set out to kill or maim me, Gill Hicks.
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๊ทธ๋Š” ์ €๋ฅผ ์ฃฝ์ด๊ฑฐ๋‚˜ ๋‹ค์น˜๊ฒŒ ํ•˜๋ ค๊ณ  ํ–ˆ๋˜ ๊ฒƒ์€ ์•„๋‹™๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:31
I mean -- he didn't know me.
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๊ทธ๋Š” ์ €๋ฅผ ๋ชฐ๋ž์œผ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ์š”.
01:33
No.
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์ ˆ๋Œ€๋กœ์š”.
01:35
Instead, he gave me
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๋Œ€์‹  ๊ทธ๋Š” ์ €์—๊ฒŒ
01:38
an unwarranted and an unwanted label.
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์›์น˜ ์•Š์€ ๋ถ€๋‹นํ•œ ๊ผฌ๋ฆฌํ‘œ๋ฅผ ๋ถ™์˜€์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:44
I had become the enemy.
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๊ทธ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์€ ์ €๋ฅผ ์ ์œผ๋กœ ๋ณธ ๊ฑฐ์ฃ .
01:49
To him, I was the "other,"
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๊ทธ์—๊ฒŒ ์ €๋Š” ํƒ€์ธ์ด์ž
01:52
the "them," as opposed to "us."
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์ œ3์ž์˜€์ง€, ๊ฐ™์€ ํŽธ์ด ์•„๋‹ˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:57
The label "enemy" allowed him to dehumanize us.
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๊ทธ๋Š” "์ "์ด๋ผ๋Š” ๊ผฌ๋ฆฌํ‘œ๋ฅผ ๋ถ™์—ฌ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ์ธ๊ฐ„์œผ๋กœ ๋ณด๋ ค ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์•˜๊ณ 
02:03
It allowed him to push that button.
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ํญํƒ„ ์Šค์œ„์น˜๋ฅผ ๋ˆ„๋ฅผ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์—ˆ๋˜ ๊ฒ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:07
And he wasn't selective.
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๊ทธ๋Š” ์šฐ๋ฆฌ ๋ชจ๋‘๋ฅผ ๋˜‘๊ฐ™์ด ๋ณด์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:10
Twenty-six precious lives were taken in my carriage alone,
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ํƒ„ ๊ธฐ์ฐจ ์นธ์•ˆ์—์„œ๋งŒ 26๋ช…์ด ์†Œ์ค‘ํ•œ ๋ชฉ์ˆจ์„ ์žƒ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:17
and I was almost one of them.
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์ €๋„ ๊ทธ์ค‘ ํ•˜๋‚˜์ผ ๋ป”ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:20
In the time it takes to draw a breath,
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์ˆจ ํ•œ ๋ฒˆ ๋“ค์ด์‰ด ์ •๋„์˜ ์‹œ๊ฐ„์—
02:23
we were plunged into a darkness so immense
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์–ด๋งˆ์–ด๋งˆํ•œ ์–ด๋‘  ์†์œผ๋กœ ๋น ์ ธ๋“ค์—ˆ๊ณ 
02:27
that it was almost tangible;
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๊ทธ ์–ด๋‘ ์ด ๋งˆ์น˜ ์†์— ์žกํžˆ๋Š” ๋“ฏํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:29
what I imagine wading through tar might be like.
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ํƒ€๋ฅด ๊ตฌ๋ฉ์ด ์†์—์„œ ํ—ˆ์šฐ์ ๋Œ€๋Š” ๋Š๋‚Œ์ด์—ˆ์ฃ .
02:35
We didn't know we were the enemy.
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ์ ์ธ์ง€๋„ ๋ชฐ๋ž์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:38
We were just a bunch of commuters who, minutes earlier,
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์ถœ๊ทผํ•˜๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด์—ˆ๊ณ  ๋ช‡ ๋ถ„ ์ „๊นŒ์ง€๋งŒ ํ•ด๋„
02:42
had followed the Tube etiquette:
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ํ•ญ์ƒ ์ง€ํ•˜์ฒ ์—์„œ ๊ทธ๋žฌ๋˜ ๊ฒƒ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ
02:44
no direct eye contact,
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์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค๊ณผ ์ง์ ‘ ๋ˆˆ์„ ๋งˆ์ฃผ์น˜์ง€ ์•Š๊ณ 
02:47
no talking
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์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ๋„ ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š๊ณ 
02:48
and absolutely no conversation.
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์ ˆ๋Œ€ ์„œ๋กœ ๋Œ€ํ™”ํ•˜์ง€๋„ ์•Š์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:53
But in the lifting of the darkness,
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ์–ด๋‘ ์ด ๊ฑทํžˆ์ž
02:57
we were reaching out.
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์†์„ ๋ป—์–ด
03:00
We were helping each other.
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์„œ๋กœ๋ฅผ ๋•๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:02
We were calling out our names,
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ ์ด๋ฆ„์„ ์™ธ์ณค์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:05
a little bit like a roll call,
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๋งˆ์น˜ ์ถœ์„ ํ™•์ธ ๊ฐ™์•˜์ฃ .
03:08
waiting for responses.
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ๋ฉด์„œ ๋Œ€๋‹ต์„ ๊ธฐ๋‹ค๋ ธ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:12
"I'm Gill. I'm here.
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"์ €๋Š” ์งˆ์ด์—์š”. ์ „ ์—ฌ๊ธฐ ์žˆ์–ด์š”.
03:17
I'm alive.
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์‚ด์•„์žˆ์–ด์š”.
03:20
OK."
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์ข‹์•„์š”."
03:23
"I'm Gill.
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"์ €๋Š” ์งˆ์ด์—์š”.
03:25
Here.
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์—ฌ๊ธฐ์˜ˆ์š”.
03:28
Alive.
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์‚ด์•„์žˆ์–ด์š”.
03:31
OK."
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์ข‹์•„์š”."
03:35
I didn't know Alison.
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์ €๋Š” ์•จ๋ฆฌ์Šจ์ด ๋ˆ„๊ตฐ์ง€ ๋ชฐ๋ž์ง€๋งŒ
03:38
But I listened for her check-ins every few minutes.
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๋ช‡ ๋ถ„์— ํ•œ ๋ฒˆ์”ฉ ์•จ๋ฆฌ์Šจ์˜ ๋ชฉ์†Œ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ๋“ค์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:43
I didn't know Richard.
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๋ฆฌ์ฒ˜๋“œ๋„ ๋ชจ๋ฅด๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์ด์—ˆ์ฃ .
03:45
But it mattered to me that he survived.
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๊ทธ๊ฐ€ ์‚ด์•„๋‚จ์•˜๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์€ ์ œ๊ฒŒ ์˜๋ฏธ๊ฐ€ ์žˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:50
All I shared with them
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์ €๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์—๊ฒŒ
03:52
was my first name.
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์ œ ์ด๋ฆ„๋งŒ ์–˜๊ธฐํ•ด์คฌ์–ด์š”.
03:55
They didn't know
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์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์€ ๋ชฐ๋ž์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:56
that I was a head of a department at the Design Council.
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋””์ž์ธ ์œ„์›ํšŒ ์œ„์›์žฅ์ด๋ž€ ๊ฒƒ์„ ๋ง์ด์ฃ .
04:01
And here is my beloved briefcase,
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์ด๊ฒƒ์€ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์•„๋ผ๋Š” ์„œ๋ฅ˜๊ฐ€๋ฐฉ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:04
also rescued from that morning.
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๊ทธ๋‚  ์•„์นจ ๋“ค๊ณ  ์žˆ๋˜ ๊ฐ€๋ฐฉ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:08
They didn't know that I published architecture and design journals,
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์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์€ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๊ฑด์ถ•๊ณผ ๋””์ž์ธ ์žก์ง€๋ฅผ ์ถœํŒํ•˜๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์ธ์ง€๋„ ๋ชฐ๋ž๊ณ 
04:12
that I was a Fellow of the Royal Society of Arts,
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์™•๋ฆฝ ์˜ˆ์ˆ ํ•™ํšŒ ์ผ์›์ธ์ง€๋„ ๋ชฐ๋ž์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:15
that I wore black --
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๊ฒ€์€์ƒ‰ ์˜ท์„ ์ž…๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š”์ง€๋„ ๋ชฐ๋ž๊ณ  --
04:18
still do --
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์ง€๊ธˆ๋„ ์ž…๊ณ  ์žˆ๋„ค์š”.
04:20
that I smoked cigarillos.
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๋‹ด๋ฐฐ๋ฅผ ํ”ผ์šฐ๋Š”์ง€๋„ ๋ชฐ๋ž์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:23
I don't smoke cigarillos anymore.
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์ง€๊ธˆ์€ ๋‹ด๋ฐฐ๋ฅผ ๋”๋Š” ํ”ผ์šฐ์ง€ ์•Š์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:26
I drank gin and I watched TED Talks,
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์ง„ ํ•œ์ž” ๋งˆ์‹œ๋ฉด์„œ TED ๊ฐ•์—ฐ์„ ๋ณด๊ณค ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:30
of course, never dreaming that one day I would be standing,
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๋ฌผ๋ก  ์ƒ์ƒ๋„ ๋ชป ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ์–ธ์  ๊ฐ€ ์ด๋ ‡๊ฒŒ
04:37
balancing on prosthetic legs,
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์˜์กฑ์„ ๋ผ๊ณ  ์„œ์„œ
04:40
giving a talk.
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๊ฐ•์—ฐํ•  ๊ฑฐ๋ผ๋Š” ์‚ฌ์‹ค์„์š”.
04:42
I was a young Australian woman doing extraordinary things in London.
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๋‹น์‹œ ์ €๋Š” ๋Ÿฐ๋˜์—์„œ ํŠน๋ณ„ํ•œ ์ผ์„ ํ•˜๋˜ ํ˜ธ์ฃผ ์—ฌ์„ฑ์ด์—ˆ๊ณ 
04:48
And I wasn't ready for that all to end.
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์ด๋Œ€๋กœ ๋ชจ๋“  ๊ฒƒ์„ ๋๋‚ผ ์ˆ˜๋Š” ์—†์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:52
I was so determined to survive
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์‚ด์•„๋‚จ๊ฒ ๋‹ค๊ณ  ๊ฒฐ์‹ฌํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:56
that I used my scarf to tie tourniquets around the tops of my legs,
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์Šค์นดํ”„๋กœ ๋‹ค๋ฆฌ์˜ ์ƒ๋ถ€๋ฅผ ์ง€ํ˜ˆํ–ˆ๊ณ 
05:01
and I just shut everything and everyone out,
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๋งˆ์Œ์†์˜ ๋ชจ๋“  ์žก๋…์„ ์ง€์šฐ๊ณ 
05:07
to focus, to listen to myself,
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์ œ ๋ชฉ์†Œ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ๋“ฃ๊ธฐ ์œ„ํ•ด ์ง‘์ค‘ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:10
to be guided by instinct alone.
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๋ณธ๋Šฅ์— ๋”ฐ๋ฅด๊ธฐ ์œ„ํ•ด์„œ ๋ง์ด์ฃ .
05:15
I lowered my breathing rate.
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ํ˜ธํก ํšŸ์ˆ˜๋ฅผ ์ค„์ด๊ณ 
05:17
I elevated my thighs.
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ํ—ˆ๋ฒ…์ง€๋ฅผ ์œ„๋กœ ์˜ฌ๋ ธ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:19
I held myself upright
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ํ—ˆ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ๊ณง์ถ”์„ธ์šฐ๊ณ ๋Š”
05:21
and I fought the urge to close my eyes.
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๋ˆˆ์„ ๊ฐ๊ณ  ์‹ถ์€ ์ถฉ๋™๊ณผ ์‹ธ์› ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:26
I held on for almost an hour,
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๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ํ•œ ์‹œ๊ฐ„์ด ํ˜๋ €์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:31
an hour to contemplate the whole of my life
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๊ทธ ํ•œ ์‹œ๊ฐ„ ๋™์•ˆ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์‚ด์•„์˜จ ์ธ์ƒ ์ „๋ถ€๋ฅผ
05:35
up until this point.
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๋Œ์•„๋ดค์ฃ .
05:39
Perhaps I should have done more.
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ํ•˜์ง€ ๋ชปํ•œ ์ผ๋“ค์ด ๋„ˆ๋ฌด ๋งŽ๋‹ค๊ณ  ๋Š๊ปด์กŒ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:43
Perhaps I could have lived more, seen more.
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๋” ์˜ค๋ž˜ ์‚ด๊ณ  ๋” ๋งŽ์€ ๊ฒƒ์„ ๋ณด์ง€ ๋ชปํ•œ ๊ฒŒ ๋ชป๋‚ด ์•„์‰ฌ์› ์ฃ .
05:46
Maybe I should have gone running, dancing, taken up yoga.
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๋‹ฌ๋ฆฌ๊ธฐ๋„ ํ•˜๊ณ  ์ถค๋„ ์ถ”๊ณ  ์š”๊ฐ€๋„ ํ•  ๊ฑธ ๊ทธ๋žฌ๋‚˜ ์‹ถ๋”๊ตฐ์š”.
05:52
But my priority and my focus was always my work.
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ์ „ ํ•ญ์ƒ ์ผ์„ ์ตœ์šฐ์„ ์œผ๋กœ ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
05:57
I lived to work.
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์ €๋Š” ์ผํ•˜๊ธฐ ์œ„ํ•ด ์‚ด์•„์™”์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:59
Who I was on my business card
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์ œ ๋ช…ํ•จ์— ์ƒˆ๊ฒจ์ง„ ์งํ•จ์ด
06:02
mattered to me.
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์ œ๊ฒŒ๋Š” ์ค‘์š”ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:05
But it didn't matter down in that tunnel.
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๊ทธ ํ„ฐ๋„์—์„œ๋Š” ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ๊ฒŒ ์•„๋ฌด ์†Œ์šฉ์ด ์—†์—ˆ์ฃ .
06:11
By the time I felt that first touch
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๊ตฌ์กฐ๋Œ€์› ์ค‘ ํ•œ ๋ช…์˜ ์†๊ธธ์ด
06:15
from one of my rescuers,
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์ €์—๊ฒŒ ์ฒ˜์Œ ๋‹ฟ์•˜์„ ๋•Œ
06:18
I was unable to speak,
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์ €๋Š” ๋ง์„ ์ด์„ ์ˆ˜ ์—†์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:20
unable to say even a small word, like "Gill."
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"์งˆ"์ด๋ผ๊ณ  ์ด๋ฆ„๋„ ๋ง ๋ชป ํ•  ์ •๋„์˜€์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:27
I surrendered my body to them.
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์ €๋Š” ์ œ ๋ชธ์„ ๊ทธ๋“ค์—๊ฒŒ ๋งก๊ฒผ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:29
I had done all I possibly could,
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์ €๋Š” ์ œ๊ฐ€ ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ์ตœ์„ ์„ ๋‹คํ–ˆ๊ณ 
06:32
and now I was in their hands.
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์ด์ œ ์ œ ๋ชฉ์ˆจ์€ ๊ทธ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค ์†์— ๋‹ฌ๋ ธ๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ–ˆ์ฃ .
06:39
I understood
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์ €๋Š” ์ด๋•Œ ์ดํ•ดํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:41
just who and what humanity really is,
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์ธ๊ฐ„์˜ ๋ณธ์งˆ์ด ๋ฌด์—‡์ธ์ง€ ๊นจ๋‹ฌ์•˜๋˜ ๊ฒ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:47
when I first saw the ID tag
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๋ณ‘์›์—์„œ ์ €ํ•œํ…Œ ์ธ์‹ํ‘œ๋ฅผ ๋‹ฌ์•„์คฌ๋Š”๋ฐ
06:51
that was given to me when I was admitted to hospital.
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๊ฑฐ๊ธฐ์— ์ ํžŒ ๋‚ด์šฉ์„ ๋ณด๊ณ  ๊นจ๋‹ซ๊ฒŒ ๋˜์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:54
And it read:
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์ด๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ์“ฐ์—ฌ ์žˆ์—ˆ์ฃ .
06:56
"One unknown estimated female."
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"์‹ ์› ๋ถˆ๋ช…์œผ๋กœ ์ถ”์ •๋˜๋Š” ์—ฌ์„ฑ"
07:03
One unknown estimated female.
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์‹ ์›์ด ๋ฐํ˜€์ง€์ง€ ์•Š์€ ์—ฌ์„ฑ์ด๋‹ค.
07:09
Those four words were my gift.
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์ „ ๊ทธ๊ฒŒ ์„ ๋ฌผ์ด์—ˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ•ด์š”.
07:13
What they told me very clearly
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์ธ์‹ํ‘œ์— ์ ํžŒ ๋‚ด์šฉ ๋•์—
07:15
was that my life was saved,
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์ˆœ์ „ํžˆ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ธ๊ฐ„์ด์–ด์„œ
07:18
purely because I was a human being.
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๋ชฉ์ˆจ์„ ๊ฑด์กŒ๋‹ค๋Š” ์‚ฌ์‹ค์„ ๊นจ๋‹ฌ์•˜๊ฑฐ๋“ ์š”.
07:22
Difference of any kind made no difference
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๊ตฌ์กฐ ๋Œ€์›๋“ค์€ ์–ด๋– ํ•œ ์ฐจ๋ณ„๋„ ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š๊ณ 
07:26
to the extraordinary lengths that the rescuers were prepared to go
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๋ชจ๋‘๋ฅผ ๋˜‘๊ฐ™์ด ๋Œ€ํ•˜๋ฉฐ ๊ตฌ์กฐ ์ž‘์—…์— ์ž„ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:32
to save my life,
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๊ทธ๋ถ„๋“ค์€ ์ €๋ฟ๋งŒ ์•„๋‹ˆ๋ผ
07:34
to save as many unknowns as they could,
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์ตœ๋Œ€ํ•œ ๋งŽ์€ ์ƒ๋ช…์„ ๊ตฌํ•˜๋ ค๊ณ  ์• ์ผ์ฃ .
07:37
and putting their own lives at risk.
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์ž์‹ ์˜ ๋ชฉ์ˆจ์„ ๊ฑธ์–ด๊ฐ€๋ฉด์„œ ๋ง์ด์ฃ .
07:40
To them, it didn't matter if I was rich or poor,
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๊ทธ๋ถ„๋“ค์—๊ฒ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋ถ€์ž๋“  ๊ฐ€๋‚œ๋ฑ…์ด๋“  ์ƒ๊ด€์—†์—ˆ๋˜ ๊ฒ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:45
the color of my skin,
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์ œ ์ธ์ข…๋„
07:47
whether I was male or female,
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์„ฑ๋ณ„๋„
07:49
my sexual orientation,
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์„ฑ์  ์ทจํ–ฅ๋„
07:51
who I voted for,
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๋ˆ„๊ตฌ์—๊ฒŒ ํˆฌํ‘œํ–ˆ๋Š”์ง€๋„
07:53
whether I was educated,
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ํ˜น์€ ์ œ ๊ต์œก ์ˆ˜์ค€๋„
07:54
if I had a faith or no faith at all.
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์‹ฌ์ง€์–ด๋Š” ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์‹ ์•™์ด ์žˆ๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์ธ์ง€ ์—†๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์ธ์ง€์กฐ์ฐจ๋„
07:59
Nothing mattered
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์•„๋ฌด๋Ÿฐ ์ƒ๊ด€์ด ์—†์—ˆ๋˜ ๊ฒ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:01
other than I was a precious human life.
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๋‹จ์ง€ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ธ๊ฐ„์ด๋ž€ ๊ฒƒ๋งŒ ์ค‘์š”ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:07
I see myself as a living fact.
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์ €๋Š” ์‚ฐ ์ฆ์ธ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:12
I am proof
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์ œ ์กด์žฌ๋Š”
08:14
that unconditional love and respect can not only save,
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์กฐ๊ฑด ์—†๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋ž‘๊ณผ ์ธ๊ฐ„์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ์กด์ค‘์ด ์ƒ๋ช…์„ ๊ตฌํ•  ๋ฟ๋งŒ ์•„๋‹ˆ๋ผ
08:21
but it can transform lives.
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์‚ถ์„ ๋ฐ”๊ฟ”๋†“๊ธฐ๋„ ํ•œ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฑธ ์ฆ๋ช…ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:25
Here is a wonderful image of one of my rescuers, Andy, and I
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์ด๊ฒƒ์€ ๊ตฌ์กฐ๋Œ€์› ์ค‘ ํ•œ ๋ช…์ธ ์•ค๋””์™€ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ฐ์€ ๋ฉ‹์ง„ ์‚ฌ์ง„์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:29
taken just last year.
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์ž‘๋…„์— ์ฐ์€ ์‚ฌ์ง„์ด์ฃ .
08:32
Ten years after the event,
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์‚ฌ๊ฑด ํ›„ 10๋…„์ด ์ง€๋‚˜
08:34
and here we are, arm in arm.
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์—ฌ๊ธฐ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์–ด๊นจ๋™๋ฌด๋ฅผ ํ•˜๊ณ  ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:39
Throughout all the chaos,
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๊ทธ ๋ชจ๋“  ํ˜ผ๋ˆ ์†์—์„œ
08:41
my hand was held tightly.
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๋ˆ„๊ตฐ๊ฐ€ ์ œ ์†์„ ๊ฝ‰ ์žก์•„์คฌ๊ณ 
08:45
My face was stroked gently.
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๋ถ€๋“œ๋Ÿฝ๊ฒŒ ์ œ ์–ผ๊ตด์„ ์“ฐ๋‹ค๋“ฌ์–ด์คฌ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:49
What did I feel?
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๊ทธ๋•Œ ์–ด๋–ค ๋Š๋‚Œ์ด์—ˆ๋ƒ๊ณ ์š”?
08:51
I felt loved.
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์ €๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋ž‘๋ฐ›๋Š”๋‹ค๊ณ  ๋Š๊ผˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:53
What's shielded me from hatred and wanting retribution,
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๊ทธ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์— ์ฆ์˜ค์‹ฌ๊ณผ ๋ณต์ˆ˜์‹ฌ์„ ๋‚ด๋˜์ง€๊ณ 
08:58
what's given me the courage to say:
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์ด๋Ÿฐ ๋ง์„ ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ์šฉ๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ์–ป์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:01
this ends with me
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"์ด ๋ชจ๋“  ๊ฑธ ๋ฐ›์•„๋“ค์ด๊ณ  ์—ฌ๊ธฐ์„œ ๋๋‚ด์ž."
09:06
is love.
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์‚ฌ๋ž‘ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์— ๊ฐ€๋Šฅํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
09:08
I was loved.
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์ €๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋ž‘๋ฐ›์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:13
I believe the potential for widespread positive change
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์ €๋Š” ๊ธ์ •์ ์ธ ๋ณ€ํ™”๊ฐ€ ์ผ์–ด๋‚˜๊ณ  ๊ทธ๊ฒƒ์ด ํ™•์‚ฐ๋  ๊ฐ€๋Šฅ์„ฑ์ด
09:19
is absolutely enormous
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๋Œ€๋‹จํžˆ ํฌ๋‹ค๊ณ  ๋ฏฟ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:21
because I know what we're capable of.
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์ธ๊ฐ„์ด ์–ด๋–ค ๋Šฅ๋ ฅ์„ ๊ฐ–์ถ”๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š”์ง€ ์ž˜ ์•Œ๊ณ  ์žˆ๊ฑฐ๋“ ์š”.
09:24
I know the brilliance of humanity.
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์ €๋Š” ์ธ๋ฅ˜๊ฐ€ ์ด๋ช…ํ•˜๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฑธ ์•Œ๊ณ  ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:27
So this leaves me with some pretty big things to ponder
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์ด ์‚ฌ๊ฑด์€ ์ œ๊ฒŒ ๊ฝค ์ปค๋‹ค๋ž€ ์˜๋ฏธ๋กœ ๋‹ค๊ฐ€์™”์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:31
and some questions for us all to consider:
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๋”๋ถˆ์–ด, ๋ชจ๋‘๊ฐ€ ํ•จ๊ป˜ ์ƒ๊ฐํ•ด๋ณผ ๋งŒํ•œ ๋ช‡ ๊ฐ€์ง€ ์งˆ๋ฌธ์ด ์ƒ๊ฒผ์–ด์š”.
09:36
Is what unites us not far greater than what can ever divide?
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ํ•˜๋‚˜๋กœ ํ†ตํ•ฉ๋˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ด ๋ถ„์—ด๋˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ๋ณด๋‹ค ํ›จ์”ฌ ์œ„๋Œ€ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š๋‚˜์š”?
09:43
Does it have to take a tragedy or a disaster
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์˜ค์ง ๋น„๊ทน๊ณผ ์žฌ์•™์„ ํ†ตํ•ด์„œ๋งŒ
09:47
for us to feel deeply connected as one species,
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ์ง„์ • ์ธ๊ฐ„์œผ๋กœ์„œ
09:52
as human beings?
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ํ•˜๋‚˜ ๋จ์„ ๋Š๋‚„ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ฑด๊ฐ€์š”?
09:55
And when will we embrace the wisdom of our era
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์–ธ์ œ์ฏค ์ด ์‹œ๋Œ€์˜ ์ง€ํ˜œ๋ฅผ ๋ฐ›์•„๋“ค์—ฌ
10:01
to rise above mere tolerance
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ํ•œ๋‚ฎ ๊ด€์šฉ์„ ๋„˜์–ด์„œ์„œ
10:05
and move to an acceptance
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์ˆ˜์šฉํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๊ฒŒ ๋ ๊นŒ์š”?
10:08
for all who are only a label until we know them?
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๊ณผ์—ฐ ์ด ๋ชจ๋“  ๊ฒƒ์ด ๊ผฌ๋ฆฌํ‘œ์— ๋ถˆ๊ณผํ•˜๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ์•Œ๊ฒŒ ๋  ๋‚ ์ด ์˜ฌ๊นŒ์š”?
10:15
Thank you.
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๊ฐ์‚ฌํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:16
(Applause)
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