"To This Day" ... for the bullied and beautiful | Shane Koyczan

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Translator: Joseph Geni Reviewer: Morton Bast
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Translator: Nika Ambrožič Reviewer: Dean Mavric
Toliko vas je.
00:21
There's so many of you.
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00:23
(Laughter)
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00:27
When I was a kid,
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Ko sem bil majhen,
00:30
I hid my heart under the bed, because my mother said,
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sem svoje srce skril pod posteljo, ker mi je mama dejala:
"Če ne boš previden, ti ga bo nekdo nekega dne strl."
00:33
"If you're not careful, someday someone's going to break it."
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00:36
Take it from me: Under the bed is not a good hiding spot.
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Verjemite mi, da pod posteljo ni dobro skrivališče.
Vem, ker so me že tolikokrat zatrli,
00:40
I know because I've been shot down so many times,
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00:42
I get altitude sickness just from standing up for myself.
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da se mi zvrti od višine, že ko se postavim zase.
00:46
But that's what we were told.
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A to nam pravijo.
00:48
"Stand up for yourself."
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Da se moramo postaviti zase.
00:50
And that's hard to do if you don't know who you are.
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To je težko, če ne veš, kdo si.
00:53
We were expected to define ourselves at such an early age,
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Pri tako majhni starosti so od nas pričakovali, da se definiramo,
00:57
and if we didn't do it, others did it for us.
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in, če se nismo sami, so nas pa drugi.
01:00
Geek. Fatty.
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Geek. Debeluh. Kurba. Peder.
01:02
Slut. Fag.
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01:05
And at the same time we were being told what we were,
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Ob istem času, ko so nam govorili, kaj smo,
01:08
we were being asked,
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so nas spraševali:
01:10
"What do you want to be when you grow up?"
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"Kaj hočeš postati, ko odrasteš?"
01:13
I always thought that was an unfair question.
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Od nekdaj se mi je to zdelo nepošteno vprašanje.
Predpostavlja, da ne moremo biti to, kar že smo.
01:15
It presupposes that we can't be what we already are.
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01:18
We were kids.
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Bili smo otroci.
01:20
When I was a kid, I wanted to be a man.
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Ko sem bil otrok, sem si želel biti moški.
01:23
I wanted a registered retirement savings plan
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Želel sem ustvariti načrt za varčevanje za pokoj,
01:25
that would keep me in candy long enough to make old age sweet.
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ki bi dovolj dolgo skrbelo za zalogo sladkarij, ki bi sladkale moja stara leta.
01:28
(Laughter)
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Ko sem bil otrok, sem se hotel briti.
01:30
When I was a kid, I wanted to shave.
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01:32
Now, not so much.
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Zdaj pa niti ne.
01:34
(Laughter)
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01:36
When I was eight, I wanted to be a marine biologist.
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Ko sem bil star osem let, sem hotel biti morski biolog.
01:39
When I was nine, I saw the movie "Jaws,"
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Ko sem bil star devet let, sem videl film "Žrelo"
01:41
and thought to myself, "No, thank you."
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in sem si mislil: "Ne, hvala."
01:43
(Laughter)
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Ko sem bil star deset, so mi dejali, da so me starši zapustili, ker me niso želeli imeti.
01:45
And when I was 10,
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01:46
I was told that my parents left because they didn't want me.
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Ko sem bil star 11, sem želel biti sam.
01:49
When I was 11, I wanted to be left alone.
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Ko sem bil star 12, sem želel umreti. Ko sem bil star 13, sem želel ubiti nekega mulca.
01:51
When I was 12, I wanted to die. When I was 13, I wanted to kill a kid.
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01:54
When I was 14, I was asked to seriously consider a career path.
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Ko sem bil star 14, so mi dejali, naj resno razmislim o karieri.
01:58
I said, "I'd like to be a writer."
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Rekel sem: "Rad bi bil pisatelj."
Rekli so mi: "Izberi si nekaj realističnega."
02:01
And they said, "Choose something realistic."
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02:03
So I said, "Professional wrestler."
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Na to sem dejal: "Poklicni rokoborec."
02:07
And they said, "Don't be stupid."
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Dejali so: "Ne bodi neumen."
02:09
See, they asked me what I wanted to be,
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Veste, vprašali so me, kaj hočem biti,
02:12
then told me what not to be.
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in mi nato dejali, česa ne smem biti.
02:14
And I wasn't the only one.
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Nisem bil edini.
Dejali so nam, da moramo nekako postati,
02:17
We were being told that we somehow must become
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02:19
what we are not, sacrificing what we are
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kar nismo, žrtvovati, kar smo,
02:21
to inherit the masquerade of what we will be.
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da bi podedovali pretvarjanje tega, kar bomo postali.
Dejali so mi, naj sprejmem identiteto,
02:24
I was being told to accept the identity that others will give me.
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ki mi jo bodo nadeli drugi.
02:28
And I wondered, what made my dreams so easy to dismiss?
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Spraševal sem se, zakaj so moje sanje tako zlahka odpisali.
02:32
Granted, my dreams are shy,
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Moje sanje so resda majhne,
02:36
because they're Canadian.
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ker so iz Kanade. (smeh)
02:38
(Laughter)
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Moje sanje so nesamozavestne in preveč opravičujoče.
02:41
My dreams are self-conscious and overly apologetic.
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02:44
They're standing alone at the high school dance,
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Same stojijo na srednješolskem plesu
02:46
and they've never been kissed.
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in nikoli jih še nihče ni poljubil.
02:49
See, my dreams got called names too.
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Veste, tudi moje sanje so zmerjali.
02:52
Silly. Foolish.
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Trapaste. Butaste. Nemogoče.
02:54
Impossible.
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02:56
But I kept dreaming.
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A jaz sem sanjal naprej.
02:57
I was going to be a wrestler. I had it all figured out.
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Postal naj bi rokoborec. Vse mi je bilo jasno.
Bil bi "Smetar".
03:00
I was going to be The Garbage Man.
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03:02
(Laughter)
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Moja glavna poteza bi bila "Stiskalec smeti".
03:03
My finishing move was going to be The Trash Compactor.
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03:06
My saying was going to be, "I'm taking out the trash!"
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Moj moto bi bil: "Ven bom odnesel smeti."
03:09
(Laughter)
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(smeh) (aplavz)
03:12
(Applause)
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Potem pa se je pojavil ta tip, Duke "Kontejner" Droese,
03:16
And then this guy, Duke "The Dumpster" Droese,
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ki je popolnoma ukradel mojo idejo.
03:21
stole my entire shtick.
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03:22
(Laughter)
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03:24
I was crushed,
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Stisnilo me je, kot bi to storil stiskalec smeti.
03:26
as if by a trash compactor.
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03:28
(Laughter)
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03:30
I thought to myself, "What now? Where do I turn?"
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Sam sebi sem rekel: "Kaj pa zdaj? Kam se obrnem?"
03:34
Poetry.
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K poeziji.
03:35
(Laughter)
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03:37
Like a boomerang, the thing I loved came back to me.
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Stvar, ki sem jo oboževal, se je kot bumerang vrnila nazaj k meni.
03:40
One of the first lines of poetry I can remember writing
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Ena izmed mojih prvih vrstic, ki se jih spominjam,
03:43
was in response to a world that demanded I hate myself.
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je bil odgovor svetu, ki je zahteval, da sovražim samega sebe.
Od starosti 15 do 18 sem se sovražil,
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From age 15 to 18, I hated myself
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03:48
for becoming the thing that I loathed:
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ker sem postal, to kar sem preziral: nasilnež.
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a bully.
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03:52
When I was 19, I wrote,
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Ko sem bil star 19, sem napisal:
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"I will love myself despite the ease with which
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"Ljubil bom samega sebe kljub lahkoti,
03:58
I lean toward the opposite."
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s katero se nagibam k nasprotnem."
04:01
Standing up for yourself doesn't have to mean
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To, da se postaviš zase, ne pomeni nujno,
04:04
embracing violence.
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da sprejmeš nasilje.
04:07
When I was a kid,
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Ko sem bil otrok,
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I traded in homework assignments for friendship,
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sem domače naloge menjal v zameno za prijateljstvo,
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then gave each friend a late slip for never showing up on time,
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in svojim prijateljem odpustil, kadar so zamudili
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and in most cases, not at all.
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ali se (pogosto) sploh niso prikazali.
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I gave myself a hall pass to get through each broken promise.
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Sam sebi sem omogočil beg iz učilnice, da sem se spopadel z vsako prelomljeno obljubo.
04:19
And I remember this plan, born out of frustration
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Tega načrta se spominjam. Nastal je iz frustracije
04:21
from a kid who kept calling me "Yogi,"
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zaradi otroka, ki me je klical "Yogi"
04:24
then pointed at my tummy and said, "Too many picnic baskets."
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nato pa je pokazal na moj trebuh in dejal: "Preveč piknikov."
04:27
Turns out it's not that hard to trick someone,
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Izkazalo se je, da ni tako težko prelisičiti nekoga.
04:30
and one day before class, I said,
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Nekega dne sem pred poukom rekel:
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"Yeah, you can copy my homework,"
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"Ja, lahko prepišeš nalogo,"
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and I gave him all the wrong answers that I'd written down the night before.
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in mu dal napačne odgovore,
ki sem jih zapisal prejšnji večer.
04:37
He got his paper back expecting a near-perfect score,
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Ko je dobil nalogo nazaj, je pričakoval skoraj popoln rezultat
04:40
and couldn't believe it when he looked across the room at me and held up a zero.
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in ni mogel verjeti, ko me je pogledal preko sobe in pokazal list z oceno nezadostno.
Vedel sem, da mi ni treba pokazati svojega rezultata, ki je bil 28 od 30,
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I knew I didn't have to hold up my paper of 28 out of 30,
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04:47
but my satisfaction was complete when he looked at me, puzzled,
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a moje zadovoljstvo je bilo popolno, ko me je zmedeno pogledal
04:50
and I thought to myself, "Smarter than the average bear, motherfucker."
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in sem si mislil: "Pametnejši kot navaden medved, pičkica."
04:53
(Laughter)
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(smeh) (aplavz)
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(Applause)
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05:01
This is who I am.
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To sem jaz.
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This is how I stand up for myself.
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Tako se postavim zase.
05:08
When I was a kid,
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Ko sem bil otrok,
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I used to think that pork chops and karate chops were the same thing.
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sem mislil, da sta kotlet in kotel ista reč.
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I thought they were both pork chops.
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Mislil sem, da sta oba kotlet.
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My grandmother thought it was cute,
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Ker se je moji babici to zdelo prisrčno
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and because they were my favorite, she let me keep doing it.
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in ker sem bil njen najljubši, mi je pustila, da nadaljujem s tem.
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Not really a big deal.
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Ni bila velika reč.
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One day, before I realized fat kids are not designed to climb trees,
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Nekega dne, preden sem spoznal, da debeli otroci niso narejeni za plezanje po drevesih,
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I fell out of a tree and bruised the right side of my body.
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sem padel z drevesa in si potolkel desno stran telesa.
Nisem hotel povedati babici,
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I didn't want to tell my grandmother
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ker me je bilo strah, da bom v težavah, ker sem se igral, kjer se ne bi smel.
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because I was scared I'd get in trouble
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for playing somewhere I shouldn't have been.
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Nekaj dni kasneje je učiteljica pri športni vzgoji opazila modrico
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The gym teacher noticed the bruise, and I got sent to the principal's office.
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in poslali so me k ravnatelju.
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From there, I was sent to another small room with a really nice lady
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Potem so me poslali v še eno manjšo sobo,
kjer me je zelo prijazna gospa spraševala vse vrste vprašanj o mojem življenju doma.
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who asked me all kinds of questions about my life at home.
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Nisem videl razlogov za laž.
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I saw no reason to lie.
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05:49
As far as I was concerned, life was pretty good.
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Kar se mene tiče, je bilo življenje kar dobro.
Povedal sem, da me babi, kadar sem žalosten, da v kotel.
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I told her, whenever I'm sad, my grandmother gives me karate chops.
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05:56
(Laughter)
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(smeh)
To je pripeljalo do temeljite preiskave
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This led to a full-scale investigation,
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06:07
and I was removed from the house for three days,
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in za tri dni so me odpeljali iz hiše,
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until they finally decided to ask how I got the bruises.
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ko so se končno odločili, da bi vprašali, od kje modrice.
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News of this silly little story quickly spread through the school,
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Ta kratka smešna zgodbica se je hitro razširila po šoli
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and I earned my first nickname:
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in prislužil sem si prvi vzdevek:
Kotlet.
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Porkchop.
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Še danes sovražim kotlete.
06:22
To this day,
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06:24
I hate pork chops.
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06:28
I'm not the only kid who grew up this way,
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Nisem edini otrok, ki je tako odrasel;
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surrounded by people who used to say that rhyme
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obkrožen z ljudmi, ki so govorili,
da besede ne bolijo toliko kot poškodbe,
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about sticks and stones,
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06:36
as if broken bones hurt more than the names we got called,
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kot da bi zlomi kosti boleli bolj kot žaljivke,
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and we got called them all.
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katerih žrtev smo bili vsi.
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So we grew up believing no one would ever fall in love with us,
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Odrasli smo misleč, da se nihče nikoli ne bo zaljubil v nas,
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that we'd be lonely forever,
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da bomo večno osamljeni,
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that we'd never meet someone to make us feel like the sun
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da ne bomo nikoli spoznali nekoga, ki bi v nas prebudil občutek, da so sonce
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was something they built for us in their toolshed.
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za nas zgradili oni v svoji delavnici.
Zlomljeno srce je pelo blues in mi smo se poskusili izprazniti, da ne bi ničesar čutili.
06:52
So broken heartstrings bled the blues,
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06:54
and we tried to empty ourselves so we'd feel nothing.
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Ne recite mi, da to boli manj kot zlom kosti,
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Don't tell me that hurts less than a broken bone,
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da je vase zaprto življenje nekaj, kar lahko kirurgi izrežejo,
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that an ingrown life is something surgeons can cut away,
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za katerega ni načina, da bi ga presadili, a boli.
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that there's no way for it to metastasize; it does.
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07:04
She was eight years old,
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Stara je bila osem let,
bil je prvi dan tretjega razreda, ko so ji rekla, da je grda.
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our first day of grade three when she got called ugly.
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07:09
We both got moved to the back of class
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Oba sva se premaknila na zadnji del razreda,
07:11
so we would stop getting bombarded by spitballs.
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da naju bi nehali obmetavati s papirčki.
07:14
But the school halls were a battleground.
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A hodniki šole so bili bojišče.
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We found ourselves outnumbered day after wretched day.
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Vsak mučen dan sva bila v manjšini.
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We used to stay inside for recess, because outside was worse.
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Med odmorom sva ostala notri, ker je bilo zunaj huje.
07:22
Outside, we'd have to rehearse running away,
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Zunaj sva vadila, kako pobegniti
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or learn to stay still like statues, giving no clues that we were there.
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ali kako stati pri miru kot kipa in ne nakazati, da sva tam.
07:27
In grade five, they taped a sign to the front of her desk
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V petem razredu so na sprednji del njene mize nalepili list,
07:30
that read, "Beware of dog."
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na katerem je pisalo: "Pozor, hud pes!"
07:33
To this day,
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Še danes, kljub ljubečemu možu ne misli, da je lepa,
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despite a loving husband, she doesn't think she's beautiful,
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07:38
because of a birthmark that takes up a little less than half her face.
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ker ima na skoraj polovici obraza materino znamenje.
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Kids used to say, "She looks like a wrong answer
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Otroci so rekli: "Videti je kot napačen odgovor,
07:44
that someone tried to erase, but couldn't quite get the job done."
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ki ga je nekdo poskusil izbrisati, a mu ni popolnoma uspelo."
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And they'll never understand that she's raising two kids
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In nikoli ne bodo razumeli, da vzgaja dva otroka,
07:50
whose definition of beauty begins with the word "Mom,"
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katerih definicija lepote se začne z besedo "mama",
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because they see her heart before they see her skin,
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ker vidijo njeno srce, prej kot vidijo njeno kožo,
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because she's only ever always been amazing.
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ker je od zmeraj bila nič manj kot neverjetna.
On je bil lomljena veja, ki so jo pripeli na drugo družinsko drevo,
07:59
He was a broken branch grafted onto a different family tree,
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adopted,
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posvojen,
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not because his parents opted for a different destiny.
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in ne ker bi njegovi starši izbrali drugačno usodo.
08:09
He was three when he became a mixed drink
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Ko je bil star tri leta, je postal koktejl
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of one part left alone and two parts tragedy,
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iz samote in tragedije.
V osmem razredu je začel s terapijo,
08:15
started therapy in eighth grade,
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imel je osebnost iz testov in tablet,
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had a personality made up of tests and pills,
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08:20
lived like the uphills were mountains and the downhills were cliffs,
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živel tako kot bi bile vzpetine in spusti gore prepadi.
08:23
four-fifths suicidal, a tidal wave of antidepressants,
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Delno je bil sestavljen iz samomorilskih nagnenj, monsuna antidepresivov.
08:27
and an adolescent being called "Popper,"
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V puberteti so ga klicali "fiksar"
08:30
one part because of the pills,
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delno zaradi tablet
08:32
99 parts because of the cruelty.
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a večinoma iz krutosti.
08:34
He tried to kill himself in grade 10
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V drugem letniku se je poskušal ubiti,
08:37
when a kid who could still go home to Mom and Dad
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ker si je nek mulc, ki je še vedno lahko šel domov k mami in očetu,
drznil reči: "Preboli že."
08:40
had the audacity to tell him, "Get over it."
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08:43
As if depression is something that could be remedied
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Kot da bi se depresijo lahko pozdravilo
z nečim iz prve pomoči.
08:46
by any of the contents found in a first-aid kit.
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08:48
To this day, he is a stick of TNT lit from both ends,
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Še danes je kot palica TNT-ja, ki je prižgana z obeh strani,
08:52
could describe to you in detail the way the sky bends
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ki bi vam lahko podrobno opisal, kako se upogiba nebo
08:54
in the moment before it's about to fall,
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trenutek preden se bi sesulo.
08:56
and despite an army of friends who all call him an inspiration,
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Kljub gruči prijateljev, ki mu pravijo, da je navdih,
08:59
he remains a conversation piece between people who can't understand
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ostaja predmet pogovora za ljudi, ki ne razumejo,
da je biti brez drog manj povezano z zasvojenostjo
09:03
sometimes being drug-free has less to do with addiction
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and more to do with sanity.
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in več z duševnim zdravjem.
09:09
We weren't the only kids who grew up this way.
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Nismo bili edini otroci, ki smo tako odrasli.
09:12
To this day, kids are still being called names.
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Še danes se otroke zmerja.
Običajno jim pravijo: "Kje si tele," ali "Kje si budala."
09:16
The classics were "Hey, stupid," "Hey, spaz."
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Zdi se, da ima vsaka šola orožarno zmerljivk,
09:21
Seems like every school has an arsenal of names
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09:23
getting updated every year.
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ki se vsako leto posodablja.
09:26
And if a kid breaks in a school and no one around chooses to hear,
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Če se nek otrok v šoli zlomi ter ni nikogar naokrog, ki bi to želel slišati,
ali sploh oddajajo zvok?
09:29
do they make a sound?
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09:30
Are they just background noise from a soundtrack stuck on repeat,
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Ali so le zvoki iz ozadja na plošči, ki se je zataknila,
09:33
when people say things like, "Kids can be cruel."
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ko ljudje rečejo nekaj takega kot: "Otroci so lahko kruti."
09:37
Every school was a big top circus tent,
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Vsaka šola je bil velik cirkuški šotor
in prehranjevalna veriga je šla od akrobatov do krotilcev levov,
09:41
and the pecking order went from acrobats to lion tamers,
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09:43
from clowns to carnies, all of these miles ahead of who we were.
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od klovnov so delavcev, ki so bili kilometre pred tem, kdo smo.
Mi smo bili čudaki: fantje s kleščami namesto rok, bradate ženske
09:47
We were freaks --
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09:48
lobster-claw boys and bearded ladies,
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09:51
oddities juggling depression and loneliness,
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čudni ljudje, ki so žonglirali z depresijo in osamljenostjo,
09:53
playing solitaire, spin the bottle,
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ki so igrali pasjanso, zavrti steklenico,
09:55
trying to kiss the wounded parts of ourselves and heal,
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poskušali poljubiti ranjene dele samega sebe, da bi se pozdravili.
09:57
but at night, while the others slept,
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Ponoči pa, ko so vsi spali,
10:00
we kept walking the tightrope.
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smo še kar hodili po vrvi.
To je bila vaja in nekateri izmed nas so padli.
10:03
It was practice, and yes, some of us fell.
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10:06
But I want to tell them that all of this
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A želel sem jim povedati, da so vse to
10:09
is just debris
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le črepinje, če se končno odločimo razbiti
10:11
left over when we finally decide to smash all the things we thought we used to be,
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vse reči, za katero smo mislili, da smo to mi,
10:16
and if you can't see anything beautiful about yourself,
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in če pri sebi ne vidite ničesar lepega,
10:20
get a better mirror, look a little closer, stare a little longer,
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si kupite boljše ogledalo, se bolj pozorno zazrite in malo dalj strmite,
ker je znotraj vas nekaj, zaradi česar ste se še naprej trudili,
10:25
because there's something inside you that made you keep trying
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kljub vsem, ki so vam dejali, da odnehajte.
10:28
despite everyone who told you to quit.
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Okoli zlomljenega srca, ste si zgradili mavec in ga sami podpisali.
10:30
You built a cast around your broken heart
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10:32
and signed it yourself, "They were wrong."
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Napisali ste: "Niso imeli prav."
10:34
Because maybe you didn't belong to a group or a clique.
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Morda niste pripadali skupini ali kliki.
10:36
Maybe they decided to pick you last for basketball or everything.
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Morda so vas vedno izbrali zadnje pri košarki.
10:40
Maybe you used to bring bruises and broken teeth to show-and-tell, but never told,
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Morda ste na "pokaži, kaj znaš" prinesli modrice in zlomljene zobe, a tega nikoli niste povedali,
10:43
because how can you hold your ground
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ker, kako naj se postaviš zase,
10:45
if everyone around you wants to bury you beneath it?
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če ti vsi spodkopavajo tla pod nogami?
Morali ste verjeti, da nimajo prav.
10:48
You have to believe that they were wrong.
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10:51
They have to be wrong.
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Morajo se motiti.
10:54
Why else would we still be here?
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Zakaj bi drugače še bili tu?
Med odraščanjem so nas naučili naj spodbujamo neverjetnega zmagovalca,
10:58
We grew up learning to cheer on the underdog
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11:00
because we see ourselves in them.
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ker sami sebe vidimo v njih.
Zrasli smo iz korenine, ki so jo posadili v vero,
11:03
We stem from a root planted in the belief
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11:05
that we are not what we were called.
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da nismo to, kar nam pravijo, da smo.
11:07
We are not abandoned cars stalled out and sitting empty on some highway,
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Nismo zapuščeni avtomobili, ki so se pokvarili
in prazni stojijo na avtocesti.
11:12
and if in some way we are, don't worry.
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Če pa na nek način smo, naj vas ne skrbi.
Samo stopiti moramo ven in iti po bencin.
11:14
We only got out to walk and get gas.
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Mi smo maturanti razreda "Uspelo nam je"
11:16
We are graduating members from the class of We Made It,
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11:19
not the faded echoes of voices crying out,
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in ne medli odmevi glasov, ki kričijo:
11:21
"Names will never hurt me."
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"Zmerljivke me ne bolijo."
11:26
Of course they did.
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Seveda, da nas.
11:30
But our lives will only ever always continue to be a balancing act
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A naša življenja bodo vedno
bila lovljenje ravnotežja,
11:35
that has less to do with pain
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ki se manj nanaša na bolečino
11:38
and more to do with beauty.
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in več na lepoto.
11:42
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