"To This Day" ... for the bullied and beautiful | Shane Koyczan

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Translator: Joseph Geni Reviewer: Morton Bast
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譯者: Jui-Hsin Chen 審譯者: Marssi Draw
這裡好多人啊
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There's so many of you.
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00:23
(Laughter)
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00:27
When I was a kid,
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當我還是小孩子的時候
00:30
I hid my heart under the bed, because my mother said,
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我把我的心藏在床底下,因為我媽媽曾對我說
「如果你不夠小心的話,總有一天會有人破壞它。」
00:33
"If you're not careful, someday someone's going to break it."
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00:36
Take it from me: Under the bed is not a good hiding spot.
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聽我的,床底下不是一個藏東西的好地方
我會知道是因為我受傷過很多次
00:40
I know because I've been shot down so many times,
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00:42
I get altitude sickness just from standing up for myself.
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我得到高山症就因為我為自己挺身而出
00:46
But that's what we were told.
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但這是別人常常告誡我們的
00:48
"Stand up for yourself."
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為自己而戰
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And that's hard to do if you don't know who you are.
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如果你不知道自己的份量的話,這是很難做到的
00:53
We were expected to define ourselves at such an early age,
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我們在很小的時候就被期望能自我定義
00:57
and if we didn't do it, others did it for us.
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而如果我們沒有如此做的話,其他人會幫我們做
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Geek. Fatty.
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怪胎、死胖子、婊子、娘泡
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Slut. Fag.
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01:05
And at the same time we were being told what we were,
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在此同時,我們被告知我們是甚麼
01:08
we were being asked,
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我們會被問
01:10
"What do you want to be when you grow up?"
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「你長大之後想要做甚麼?」
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I always thought that was an unfair question.
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我一直覺得這是個不公平的問題
它的先決條件是我們不能成為我們已經是的人
01:15
It presupposes that we can't be what we already are.
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01:18
We were kids.
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我們是小孩子
01:20
When I was a kid, I wanted to be a man.
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當我還是小孩子時,我想要成為一個男人
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I wanted a registered retirement savings plan
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我想要有我自己的退休儲蓄計畫
01:25
that would keep me in candy long enough to make old age sweet.
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這可以讓我生活無憂一段夠長的時間 讓我老年生活依然甜美
01:28
(Laughter)
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當我還是小孩子時,我想要刮鬍子
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When I was a kid, I wanted to shave.
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01:32
Now, not so much.
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現在呢,就不那麼想了
01:34
(Laughter)
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01:36
When I was eight, I wanted to be a marine biologist.
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當我八歲的時候,我想要成為一個海洋生物學家
01:39
When I was nine, I saw the movie "Jaws,"
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當我九歲的時候,我看了電影「大白鯊」
01:41
and thought to myself, "No, thank you."
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我那時就自己想「算了,敬謝不敏。」
01:43
(Laughter)
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當我十歲時 我被告知我的雙親離開了,因為他們不想要我
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And when I was 10,
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01:46
I was told that my parents left because they didn't want me.
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當我十一歲時,我只想要獨自生活
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When I was 11, I wanted to be left alone.
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當我十二歲時,我想去死 當我十三歲時,我想要殺一個小孩
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When I was 12, I wanted to die. When I was 13, I wanted to kill a kid.
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01:54
When I was 14, I was asked to seriously consider a career path.
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當我十四歲時,我被要求審慎的考慮我的生涯道路
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I said, "I'd like to be a writer."
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我當時說:「我想要成為一名作家。」
然後他們說:「選個實際一點的。」
02:01
And they said, "Choose something realistic."
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02:03
So I said, "Professional wrestler."
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所以我就說:「職業摔角手。」
02:07
And they said, "Don't be stupid."
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他們又說:「別鬧了。」
02:09
See, they asked me what I wanted to be,
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看吧,他們問我想要成為甚麼
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then told me what not to be.
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然後又否決我們的決定
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And I wasn't the only one.
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而且我不是唯一的案例
我們被告知,不知何故的,我們必須成為
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We were being told that we somehow must become
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what we are not, sacrificing what we are
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我們不是的那種人,犧牲我們已經成為的人
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to inherit the masquerade of what we will be.
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去繼承我們將成為的化妝舞會上的一員
我曾被告知要去接受
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I was being told to accept the identity that others will give me.
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其他人要給我的身分
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And I wondered, what made my dreams so easy to dismiss?
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然後我就很困惑 是甚麼讓我的夢想這麼輕易的就被打發了?
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Granted, my dreams are shy,
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告訴你們,我的夢想很害羞
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because they're Canadian.
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因為它們是加拿大人(笑聲)
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(Laughter)
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我的夢想叫做自我意識和過度歉疚
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My dreams are self-conscious and overly apologetic.
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They're standing alone at the high school dance,
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它們站在高中舞會的角落
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and they've never been kissed.
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而且它們從來沒被親吻過
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See, my dreams got called names too.
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你們看,我的夢想也被取了綽號
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Silly. Foolish.
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愚蠢、傻子、不可能
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Impossible.
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But I kept dreaming.
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但我仍舊夢想著
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I was going to be a wrestler. I had it all figured out.
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我要成為一個摔角手 我已經全都想好了
我要取一個外號叫做「垃圾處理員」
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I was going to be The Garbage Man.
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03:02
(Laughter)
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我的必殺技叫做垃圾搗碎機
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My finishing move was going to be The Trash Compactor.
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03:06
My saying was going to be, "I'm taking out the trash!"
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我的專屬台詞會是「我要出去倒垃圾了!」
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(Laughter)
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(掌聲)(笑聲)
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(Applause)
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而這個傢伙,杜克.垃圾車.杜魯斯
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And then this guy, Duke "The Dumpster" Droese,
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偷走了我全部的創意
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stole my entire shtick.
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03:22
(Laughter)
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03:24
I was crushed,
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我的心整個粉碎了,就像是被垃圾搗碎機搗過一樣
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as if by a trash compactor.
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03:28
(Laughter)
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I thought to myself, "What now? Where do I turn?"
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我當時就自己想:「現在怎麼辦?我要改變成為甚麼?」
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Poetry.
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寫詩
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(Laughter)
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Like a boomerang, the thing I loved came back to me.
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就像回力鏢一樣,我所愛的東西又回到了我身邊
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One of the first lines of poetry I can remember writing
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我記得並寫下的其中一首詩的首句
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was in response to a world that demanded I hate myself.
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是反映當時我恨透自己的那個世界
在我15到18歲時,我恨透了我自己
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From age 15 to 18, I hated myself
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for becoming the thing that I loathed:
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因為我變成了我厭惡的東西:一個惡霸
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a bully.
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When I was 19, I wrote,
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當我19歲時,我寫道
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"I will love myself despite the ease with which
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「我會愛我自己,儘管我可以很輕鬆地
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I lean toward the opposite."
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將自己倒向我所恨的一方。」
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Standing up for yourself doesn't have to mean
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為自己而戰不一定是代表
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embracing violence.
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要擁抱暴力
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When I was a kid,
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當我還是小孩子時
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I traded in homework assignments for friendship,
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我利用家庭作業當作交易友誼的籌碼
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then gave each friend a late slip for never showing up on time,
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然後給每個朋友一張 不用準時赴約的約會連到單
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and in most cases, not at all.
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這是在絕大多數的情況下 並不是每次都會如此
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I gave myself a hall pass to get through each broken promise.
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每次失約的時候 我就能祭出我的放風通行證
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And I remember this plan, born out of frustration
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然後我記得這個計畫,是從挫折中激發出來的
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from a kid who kept calling me "Yogi,"
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從一個小孩一直叫我「瑜伽熊」 開始
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then pointed at my tummy and said, "Too many picnic baskets."
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接著指著我的肚子說:「這裡有好多野餐盒喔!」
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Turns out it's not that hard to trick someone,
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原來要整一個人不是一件困難的事
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and one day before class, I said,
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某天在上課前,我說:
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"Yeah, you can copy my homework,"
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「好啊,你可以抄我的作業。」
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and I gave him all the wrong answers that I'd written down the night before.
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然後我給他全是錯的答案
那是我在前一晚先寫下來的
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He got his paper back expecting a near-perfect score,
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當他拿回他的作業時,滿心期望著那近乎完美的分數
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and couldn't believe it when he looked across the room at me and held up a zero.
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當他的視線穿越整個教室看著我的時候 他手裡拿著零分的作業,臉上充滿不可置信的神情
我知道沒有把滿分30分 而我得到28分的作業舉起來的必要
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I knew I didn't have to hold up my paper of 28 out of 30,
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but my satisfaction was complete when he looked at me, puzzled,
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但當他滿臉疑惑的看著我時,我的滿足感充斥著我
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and I thought to myself, "Smarter than the average bear, motherfucker."
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我心裡想:「我比一般的熊聰明嘛,混帳東西。」
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(Laughter)
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(笑聲)(掌聲)
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(Applause)
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05:01
This is who I am.
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這就是我
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This is how I stand up for myself.
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這是我為自己而戰的方式
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When I was a kid,
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當我還是小孩子時
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I used to think that pork chops and karate chops were the same thing.
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我當時還以為豬排 (pork chops) 和 空手道手刀 (karate chops) 是一樣的東西
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I thought they were both pork chops.
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我以為他們都是豬排那一類的
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My grandmother thought it was cute,
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因為我的祖母覺得這個想法很可愛
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and because they were my favorite, she let me keep doing it.
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也因為這兩樣都是我最愛的東西,所以她不去糾正我
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Not really a big deal.
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這不是甚麼大事
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One day, before I realized fat kids are not designed to climb trees,
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某一天,在我了解到胖小孩對於爬樹不在行之前
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I fell out of a tree and bruised the right side of my body.
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我從樹上掉了下來 並造成我右半身挫傷
我那時不想要告訴我祖母這件事
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I didn't want to tell my grandmother
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因為我怕在我不該出現的地方玩耍會帶來麻煩
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because I was scared I'd get in trouble
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for playing somewhere I shouldn't have been.
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幾天過後,體育老師注意到了我的傷口
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The gym teacher noticed the bruise, and I got sent to the principal's office.
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然後我就被叫到校長室去了
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From there, I was sent to another small room with a really nice lady
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又從那裏被送到另一間小房間去
那裏有位很友善的女士 問我各式各樣關於我家庭生活的問題
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who asked me all kinds of questions about my life at home.
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我當時覺得沒有說謊的必要
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I saw no reason to lie.
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As far as I was concerned, life was pretty good.
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就我有記憶以來,那時的生活滿不錯的
我告訴她,當我難過的時候 我的祖母會賞我一個空手道手刀
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I told her, whenever I'm sad, my grandmother gives me karate chops.
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(Laughter)
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(笑聲)
這導致了全面性的調查
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This led to a full-scale investigation,
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and I was removed from the house for three days,
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我因此被迫離開家裡三天
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until they finally decided to ask how I got the bruises.
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直到他們終於決定問我,我的傷口是怎麼來的
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News of this silly little story quickly spread through the school,
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這個愚蠢的小故事很快地在學校裡傳了開來
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and I earned my first nickname:
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我贏得了第一個綽號
豬排
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Porkchop.
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時至今日,我還是恨透了豬排
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To this day,
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06:24
I hate pork chops.
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I'm not the only kid who grew up this way,
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我不是唯一一個在這種情況下成長的小孩
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surrounded by people who used to say that rhyme
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成天被那些愛講
「棍棒和石頭」順口溜的人圍繞著 (兒童順口溜,意指不要理會言語傷害)
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about sticks and stones,
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as if broken bones hurt more than the names we got called,
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說得好像粉身碎骨所受的傷 比我們被取那些綽號還要來得痛一樣
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and we got called them all.
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而且每一種綽號我們都被叫過
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So we grew up believing no one would ever fall in love with us,
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所以當我們長大時,我們深信沒有人會愛我們
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that we'd be lonely forever,
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我們會永遠地孤獨
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that we'd never meet someone to make us feel like the sun
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我們永遠不會遇到一份獨一無二的愛
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was something they built for us in their toolshed.
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就像是有個人會在工具間裡 為我們打造專屬的太陽
因此,斷了的心弦流下憂鬱的鮮血 我們試著讓自己放空,才不會有任何受傷的感覺
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So broken heartstrings bled the blues,
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and we tried to empty ourselves so we'd feel nothing.
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不要告訴我,那種傷害沒有粉身碎骨來得痛
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Don't tell me that hurts less than a broken bone,
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不要告訴我,內心世界所受的傷害是可以用手術切除的
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that an ingrown life is something surgeons can cut away,
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不要告訴我,這種傷害是不會擴散的 它會的
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that there's no way for it to metastasize; it does.
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She was eight years old,
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她,當時是個 8 歲大的小女孩
在我們升三年級的第一天,她被人家叫做醜八怪
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our first day of grade three when she got called ugly.
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We both got moved to the back of class
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我們兩個當時必須把座位移到教室的最後面
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so we would stop getting bombarded by spitballs.
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這樣子我們才不會被滿是口水的紙球轟炸
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But the school halls were a battleground.
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但學校走廊是個戰場
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We found ourselves outnumbered day after wretched day.
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悲慘的日子接二連三 我們發現自己寡不敵眾
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We used to stay inside for recess, because outside was worse.
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我們習慣待在教室內休息 因為教室外的狀況更糟
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Outside, we'd have to rehearse running away,
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在教室外,我們必須不斷演練逃跑路線
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or learn to stay still like statues, giving no clues that we were there.
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我們學會像雕像一樣站著不動 讓別人不知道我們在那裏
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In grade five, they taped a sign to the front of her desk
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在五年級時,他們在那女孩的桌上貼了一張告示牌
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that read, "Beware of dog."
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上面寫著「小心惡犬」
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To this day,
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時至今日,儘管有一個愛她的丈夫 她還是從不承認她自己有多美
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despite a loving husband, she doesn't think she's beautiful,
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because of a birthmark that takes up a little less than half her face.
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因為胎記佈滿她的半個臉龐
07:41
Kids used to say, "She looks like a wrong answer
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小孩們常常說:「她的樣子就像是
07:44
that someone tried to erase, but couldn't quite get the job done."
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有人想把寫錯的答案擦掉,但是卻擦不乾淨。」
07:47
And they'll never understand that she's raising two kids
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而他們永遠也不可能知道 那個女孩現在已經是兩個孩子的媽了
07:50
whose definition of beauty begins with the word "Mom,"
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而這兩個孩子對美麗這個詞的定義 源自於「母親」
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because they see her heart before they see her skin,
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因為他們看到的是內在而不是外在
07:56
because she's only ever always been amazing.
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因為母親永遠是世界上最棒的
而這個小男孩,就像是園藝裡被移花接木的樹枝
07:59
He was a broken branch grafted onto a different family tree,
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08:03
adopted,
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他是被領養的
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not because his parents opted for a different destiny.
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並不是因為他的父母選擇了不同的人生
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He was three when he became a mixed drink
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他在 3 歲時的遭遇就像是
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of one part left alone and two parts tragedy,
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一杯由一份遺棄和兩份悲慘所調成的酒
他 8 歲時開始接受治療
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started therapy in eighth grade,
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無數的測試和藥丸造就了他的人格
08:17
had a personality made up of tests and pills,
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08:20
lived like the uphills were mountains and the downhills were cliffs,
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過著就像是向上是峭壁、向下是懸崖 這樣進退兩難的生活
08:23
four-fifths suicidal, a tidal wave of antidepressants,
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服用八成是打算自殺的大量抗憂鬱劑
08:27
and an adolescent being called "Popper,"
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還有一個被叫做「藥罐子」的青春期
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one part because of the pills,
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其中 1% 是因為吃藥
08:32
99 parts because of the cruelty.
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99% 是因為現實的殘酷
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He tried to kill himself in grade 10
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他在 10 年級時嘗試自殺
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when a kid who could still go home to Mom and Dad
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當一般的小孩可以回家找父母親尋求慰藉
而父母可以大膽的對孩子說:「勇於面對問題!」
08:40
had the audacity to tell him, "Get over it."
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08:43
As if depression is something that could be remedied
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說得好像憂鬱症是那種可以
隨時從急救包就找到解藥的病
08:46
by any of the contents found in a first-aid kit.
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08:48
To this day, he is a stick of TNT lit from both ends,
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時至今日,這男孩就像是兩頭燒的炸藥一樣
08:52
could describe to you in detail the way the sky bends
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說得清楚一點
08:54
in the moment before it's about to fall,
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就像是天要塌下來了的前一秒那樣
08:56
and despite an army of friends who all call him an inspiration,
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儘管有一堆朋友都稱他為鼓舞人心的人
08:59
he remains a conversation piece between people who can't understand
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他仍只是不了解他的人們口裡的 支字片語
有時候不碰毒品和癮頭無關
09:03
sometimes being drug-free has less to do with addiction
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09:06
and more to do with sanity.
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而是因為清醒
09:09
We weren't the only kids who grew up this way.
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我們不是唯一在這樣環境成長的小孩
09:12
To this day, kids are still being called names.
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時至今日,仍有小孩被取了難聽的綽號
最經典的有:「嘿,白痴。」「嘿,怪胎。」
09:16
The classics were "Hey, stupid," "Hey, spaz."
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好像每間學校都有一個綽號工廠
09:21
Seems like every school has an arsenal of names
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09:23
getting updated every year.
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而且每一年都會持續更新
09:26
And if a kid breaks in a school and no one around chooses to hear,
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如果有個小孩在學校裡受了傷,卻沒有人選擇去聆聽
這些小孩還會為自己發聲嗎?
09:29
do they make a sound?
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09:30
Are they just background noise from a soundtrack stuck on repeat,
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當人們說著類似:「小孩也是滿殘酷的。」這樣的話
09:33
when people say things like, "Kids can be cruel."
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難道他們只是跳針唱片的背景雜音嗎?
09:37
Every school was a big top circus tent,
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每間每間學校都是一個大馬戲團帳篷
而出場順序從雜耍演員到馴獸師
09:41
and the pecking order went from acrobats to lion tamers,
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09:43
from clowns to carnies, all of these miles ahead of who we were.
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從小丑到遊戲攤販 我排在這好幾哩長的隊伍中
我們都是怪物 龍蝦男孩(手部病變)和大鬍子女仕
09:47
We were freaks --
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09:48
lobster-claw boys and bearded ladies,
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09:51
oddities juggling depression and loneliness,
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怪人們 雜耍著憂鬱和孤單
09:53
playing solitaire, spin the bottle,
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我們表演紙牌戲法,轉轉瓶子
09:55
trying to kiss the wounded parts of ourselves and heal,
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試著去舔拭並治癒我們受傷的部位
09:57
but at night, while the others slept,
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但在夜晚時,當其他人都已沉眠
10:00
we kept walking the tightrope.
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我們還是走在繩索上
這是在練習,而且沒錯,我們其中一些人會摔下去
10:03
It was practice, and yes, some of us fell.
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10:06
But I want to tell them that all of this
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但是我想要告訴他們
10:09
is just debris
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這些都只是我們決定要把過往的一切
10:11
left over when we finally decide to smash all the things we thought we used to be,
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都打碎時,所遺留的殘骸而已
10:16
and if you can't see anything beautiful about yourself,
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如果你看不到自己的美
10:20
get a better mirror, look a little closer, stare a little longer,
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就去買一面好一點的鏡子吧 看仔細一點,凝視久一點
因為在你的內心裡,有個東西
10:25
because there's something inside you that made you keep trying
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告訴你堅持下去 儘管全世界的人都叫你放棄
10:28
despite everyone who told you to quit.
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你要在你受傷的心周圍築一道銅牆鐵壁,並在上面簽名
10:30
You built a cast around your broken heart
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10:32
and signed it yourself, "They were wrong."
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你簽的是:「他們錯了。」
10:34
Because maybe you didn't belong to a group or a clique.
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因為你可能不屬於一個團體或族群
10:36
Maybe they decided to pick you last for basketball or everything.
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也許他們在分組時會把你當成最後的選擇
10:40
Maybe you used to bring bruises and broken teeth to show-and-tell, but never told,
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也許你在玩真心話大冒險時,總帶著淤青和斷牙 但你從不說出口
10:43
because how can you hold your ground
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因為當你身旁的每一個人 都想要挖洞把你埋進去
10:45
if everyone around you wants to bury you beneath it?
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你要怎能捍衛自己的地盤?
你必須堅信,他們是錯的
10:48
You have to believe that they were wrong.
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10:51
They have to be wrong.
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他們必須是錯的
10:54
Why else would we still be here?
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否則為什麼我們還會在這裡?
我們在成長的過程裡,學著去鼓勵弱者
10:58
We grew up learning to cheer on the underdog
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11:00
because we see ourselves in them.
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因為我們在那些人之中看到了自我
我們破繭而出
11:03
We stem from a root planted in the belief
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11:05
that we are not what we were called.
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深信我們不是我們所被稱呼的樣子
11:07
We are not abandoned cars stalled out and sitting empty on some highway,
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我們不是被拋棄在路旁的車子
然後就在高速公路上放空
11:12
and if in some way we are, don't worry.
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而如果某方面來說我們是如此的話,不要擔心
我們只要走出車外,找點汽油
11:14
We only got out to walk and get gas.
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我們是「我做得到」課程中的畢業生
11:16
We are graduating members from the class of We Made It,
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11:19
not the faded echoes of voices crying out,
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不是在我們大聲呼喊
11:21
"Names will never hurt me."
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「綽號永遠傷不了我」之後 逐漸消失的迴音
11:26
Of course they did.
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那當然會傷你的心
11:30
But our lives will only ever always continue to be a balancing act
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但我們的人生永遠會
面臨要面面俱到的局面
11:35
that has less to do with pain
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然而那與痛苦無關
11:38
and more to do with beauty.
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而是更多美好的事物
11:42
(Applause)
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