"To This Day" ... for the bullied and beautiful | Shane Koyczan

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2013-03-08 ・ TED


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"To This Day" ... for the bullied and beautiful | Shane Koyczan

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Translator: Joseph Geni Reviewer: Morton Bast
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Prevoditelj: Ivan Stamenković Recezent: Mislav Ante Omazić - EFZG
Toliko vas puno ima.
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There's so many of you.
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00:23
(Laughter)
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00:27
When I was a kid,
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Kada sam bio dijete,
00:30
I hid my heart under the bed, because my mother said,
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skrivao sam srce ispod kreveta, jer je moja majka rekla,
"Ako ne budeš pazio, netko će ti ga jednog dana slomiti."
00:33
"If you're not careful, someday someone's going to break it."
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00:36
Take it from me: Under the bed is not a good hiding spot.
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Vjerujte mi. Ispod kreveta nije dobro mjesto za skrivanje.
Znam to jer sam odbijen toliko puta
00:40
I know because I've been shot down so many times,
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00:42
I get altitude sickness just from standing up for myself.
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da dobijam visinsku bolest kada se zauzmem za sebe.
00:46
But that's what we were told.
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Ali to je ono što nam kažu.
00:48
"Stand up for yourself."
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Zauzmite se za sebe.
00:50
And that's hard to do if you don't know who you are.
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A to je teško učiniti ako ne znate tko ste.
00:53
We were expected to define ourselves at such an early age,
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Od nas se očekivalo da definiramo sebe u tako ranoj dobi,
00:57
and if we didn't do it, others did it for us.
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i ako mi to nismo učinili, drugi to učine za nas.
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Geek. Fatty.
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Štreber. Debeljuca. Drolja. Peder.
01:02
Slut. Fag.
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01:05
And at the same time we were being told what we were,
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I za to vrijeme dok su nam govorili što smo,
01:08
we were being asked,
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pitali su nas,
01:10
"What do you want to be when you grow up?"
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"Što želite biti kad odrastete?"
01:13
I always thought that was an unfair question.
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Uvijek sam mislio kako je to nepošteno pitanje.
To je pretpostavka da ne možemo biti ono što već jesmo.
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It presupposes that we can't be what we already are.
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01:18
We were kids.
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Bili smo djeca.
01:20
When I was a kid, I wanted to be a man.
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Kada sam bio dijete, htio sam biti muškarac.
01:23
I wanted a registered retirement savings plan
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Htio sam plan za štednju za mirovinu
01:25
that would keep me in candy long enough to make old age sweet.
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koji će me održati bogatim dovoljno dugo da mi starost bude slatka.
01:28
(Laughter)
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Kada sam bio dijete, htio sam se brijati.
01:30
When I was a kid, I wanted to shave.
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01:32
Now, not so much.
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Sada, ne toliko.
01:34
(Laughter)
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01:36
When I was eight, I wanted to be a marine biologist.
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Kada sam imao osam godina htio sam biti morski biolog.
01:39
When I was nine, I saw the movie "Jaws,"
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Kada sam imao devet godina, vidio sam film "Ralje",
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and thought to myself, "No, thank you."
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i pomislio sam: "Ne, hvala."
01:43
(Laughter)
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I kada sam imao deset, rečeno mi je da su moji roditelji otišli jer me nisu željeli.
01:45
And when I was 10,
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01:46
I was told that my parents left because they didn't want me.
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Kad sam imao 11, htio sam da me ostave na miru.
01:49
When I was 11, I wanted to be left alone.
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Kad sam imao 12, htio sam umrijeti. Kad sam imao 13, htio sam ubiti dječaka.
01:51
When I was 12, I wanted to die. When I was 13, I wanted to kill a kid.
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01:54
When I was 14, I was asked to seriously consider a career path.
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Kada sam imao 14, tražili su od mene da ozbiljno razmišljam o karijeri.
01:58
I said, "I'd like to be a writer."
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Rekao sam da želim biti pisac.
02:01
And they said, "Choose something realistic."
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Rekli su odaberi nešto realistično.
02:03
So I said, "Professional wrestler."
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Pa sam rekao: "Profesionalni hrvač."
02:07
And they said, "Don't be stupid."
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I rekli su: "Ne budi glup."
02:09
See, they asked me what I wanted to be,
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Vidite, pitali su me što želim biti,
02:12
then told me what not to be.
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onda mi rekli što da ne budem.
02:14
And I wasn't the only one.
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I ja nisam bio jedini.
Govorili su nam da nekako moramo postati
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We were being told that we somehow must become
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02:19
what we are not, sacrificing what we are
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ono što nismo, žrtvujući ono što jesmo
02:21
to inherit the masquerade of what we will be.
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da naslijedimo pretvaranje onoga što ćemo biti.
Rekli su mi da prihvatim identitet
02:24
I was being told to accept the identity that others will give me.
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koji će mi drugi dati.
02:28
And I wondered, what made my dreams so easy to dismiss?
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I pitao sam se, što čini moje snove takvima da ih mogu odbaciti?
02:32
Granted, my dreams are shy,
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Priznajem, moji snovi su stidljivi,
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because they're Canadian.
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jer su kanadski. (Smijeh)
02:38
(Laughter)
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Moji snovi su samosvjesni i previše se ispričavaju.
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My dreams are self-conscious and overly apologetic.
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02:44
They're standing alone at the high school dance,
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Stoje sami na plesu u srednjoj školi,
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and they've never been kissed.
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i nikad nisu poljubljeni.
02:49
See, my dreams got called names too.
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Vidite, moji snovi su također nazivani imenima.
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Silly. Foolish.
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Blesavi, luckasti, nemogući.
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Impossible.
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02:56
But I kept dreaming.
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Ali nastavljao sam sanjati.
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I was going to be a wrestler. I had it all figured out.
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Planirao sam biti hrvač. Sve sam isplanirao.
Planirao sam biti Smetlar.
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I was going to be The Garbage Man.
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03:02
(Laughter)
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Moj završavajući potez bio bi Drobilica smeća.
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My finishing move was going to be The Trash Compactor.
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03:06
My saying was going to be, "I'm taking out the trash!"
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Moja uzrečica bila bi: "Iznosim smeće!"
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(Laughter)
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(Smijeh) (Pljesak)
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(Applause)
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I onda je ovaj tip, Duke "Kontejner" Droese,
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And then this guy, Duke "The Dumpster" Droese,
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ukrao moju čitavu točku.
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stole my entire shtick.
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03:22
(Laughter)
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03:24
I was crushed,
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Bio sam zdrobljen, kao u drobilici smeća.
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as if by a trash compactor.
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03:28
(Laughter)
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03:30
I thought to myself, "What now? Where do I turn?"
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Pomislio sam "Što sad? Gdje da se okrenem?"
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Poetry.
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Poezija.
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(Laughter)
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Like a boomerang, the thing I loved came back to me.
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Kao bumerang, stvar koju volim vratila mi se.
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One of the first lines of poetry I can remember writing
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Jedna od prvih strofa kojih se sjećam da sam napisao
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was in response to a world that demanded I hate myself.
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je bila u odgovor na svijet koji je tražio da se mrzim.
Od 15. do 18. godine mrzio sam se
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From age 15 to 18, I hated myself
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for becoming the thing that I loathed:
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jer sam postao stvar koju sam prezirao: nasilnik.
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a bully.
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03:52
When I was 19, I wrote,
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Kada sam imao 19, napisao sam,
03:55
"I will love myself despite the ease with which
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"Voljet ću se unatoč lakoći kojom
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I lean toward the opposite."
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naginjem prema suprotnom."
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Standing up for yourself doesn't have to mean
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Zauzeti se za sebe ne mora značiti
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embracing violence.
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prigrliti nasilje.
04:07
When I was a kid,
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Kad sam bio dječak,
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I traded in homework assignments for friendship,
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mjenjao sam zadaću za prijateljstvo,
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then gave each friend a late slip for never showing up on time,
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i onda dao ispričnicu za kašnjenje svakom prijatelju jer se nisu pojavljivali na vrijeme,
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and in most cases, not at all.
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i u većni slučajeva nisu se pojavili uopće.
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I gave myself a hall pass to get through each broken promise.
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Dao sam si propusnice da prođem kroz svako prekršeno obećanje.
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And I remember this plan, born out of frustration
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I sjećam se tog plana, rođenog iz frustracije
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from a kid who kept calling me "Yogi,"
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zbog dječaka koji me stalno zvao "Yogi",
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then pointed at my tummy and said, "Too many picnic baskets."
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a zatim pokazao na moj trbuh i rekao: "Previše košara za piknik".
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Turns out it's not that hard to trick someone,
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Ispada da nije teško nekog prevariti,
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and one day before class, I said,
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i jednog dana prije predavanja, rekao sam,
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"Yeah, you can copy my homework,"
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"Da, možeš prepisati moju zadaću."
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and I gave him all the wrong answers that I'd written down the night before.
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i dao sam mu sve netočne odgovore
koje sam napisao noć prije.
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He got his paper back expecting a near-perfect score,
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Dobio je svoju zadaću natrag očekujući gotovo savršenu ocjenu,
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and couldn't believe it when he looked across the room at me and held up a zero.
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i nije mogao vjerovati kada me pogledao i pokazao mi papir sa nulom.
Znao sam da mu ne moram pokazati moj papir sa 28 od 30 točnih odgovora,
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I knew I didn't have to hold up my paper of 28 out of 30,
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04:47
but my satisfaction was complete when he looked at me, puzzled,
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ali moje zadovoljstvo bilo je potpuno kada me pogledao, zbunjen
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and I thought to myself, "Smarter than the average bear, motherfucker."
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i pomislio sam "Pametniji od prosječnog medvjeda, jebivjetre."
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(Laughter)
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(Smijeh) (Pljesak)
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(Applause)
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05:01
This is who I am.
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To sam ja.
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This is how I stand up for myself.
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Tako se zauzimam za sebe.
05:08
When I was a kid,
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Kad sam bio dječak,
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I used to think that pork chops and karate chops were the same thing.
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mislio sam da su svinjski odresci i karate udarci ista stvar. (karate chops = udarci; pork chops = odresci)
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I thought they were both pork chops.
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Mislio sam da su oboje odresci.
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My grandmother thought it was cute,
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I zato što je moja baka mislila da je slatko
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and because they were my favorite, she let me keep doing it.
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i zato što su mi bili najdraži, pustila me da to radim.
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Not really a big deal.
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Nije velika stvar.
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One day, before I realized fat kids are not designed to climb trees,
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Jednog dana, prije nego sam shvatio da debela djeca nisu napravljena da se penju na drveće,
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I fell out of a tree and bruised the right side of my body.
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pao sam s drveta i ozlijedio desnu stranu svog tijela.
Nisam htio reći baki za to
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I didn't want to tell my grandmother
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jer sam se bojao da ću upasti u nevolje jer sam se igrao negdje gdje nisam smio.
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because I was scared I'd get in trouble
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for playing somewhere I shouldn't have been.
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Par dana poslije, moj učitelj tjelesnog primjetio je masnicu,
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The gym teacher noticed the bruise, and I got sent to the principal's office.
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i poslali su me u ravnateljev ured.
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From there, I was sent to another small room with a really nice lady
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Odande su me poslali u još jednu malu sobu
sa jako ljubaznom gospođom koja me pitala svašta o mom životu kod kuće.
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who asked me all kinds of questions about my life at home.
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Nisam vido razloga da lažem.
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I saw no reason to lie.
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As far as I was concerned, life was pretty good.
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Što se mene ticalo, život je bio poprilično dobar.
Rekao sam joj, kad god sam tužan, baka mi daje karate udarce.
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I told her, whenever I'm sad, my grandmother gives me karate chops.
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05:56
(Laughter)
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(Smijeh)
Ovo je dovelo do prave istrage,
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This led to a full-scale investigation,
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06:07
and I was removed from the house for three days,
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i odveli su me od kuće na tri dana,
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until they finally decided to ask how I got the bruises.
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dok me napokon nisu pitali kako sam dobio masnice.
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News of this silly little story quickly spread through the school,
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Vijesti o ovoj maloj luckastoj priči brzo su se proširile po školi,
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and I earned my first nickname:
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i zaradio sam svoj prvi nadimak:
Odrezak.
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Porkchop.
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Do ovog dana mrzim odreske.
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To this day,
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06:24
I hate pork chops.
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06:28
I'm not the only kid who grew up this way,
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Nisam jedini klinac koji je ovako odrastao,
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surrounded by people who used to say that rhyme
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okružen ljudima koji su spominjali onu rimu
o drvlju i kamenju,
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about sticks and stones,
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as if broken bones hurt more than the names we got called,
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kao da slomljene kosti bole više od imena kojima su nas zvali,
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and we got called them all.
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a zvali su nas svima.
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So we grew up believing no one would ever fall in love with us,
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Tako da smo odrasli vjerujući da se u nas nitko neće zaljubiti,
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that we'd be lonely forever,
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da ćemo zauvijek biti usamljeni,
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that we'd never meet someone to make us feel like the sun
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da nikad nećemo upoznati nekoga zbog koga ćemo se osjećati da je sunce
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was something they built for us in their toolshed.
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nešto što su izradili za nas u svojoj alatnici.
Slomljene strune srca su krvarile blues, i pokušali smo se isprazniti kako ne bi osjećali ništa.
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So broken heartstrings bled the blues,
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and we tried to empty ourselves so we'd feel nothing.
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Nemojte mi reći da to boli manje od slomljene kosti,
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Don't tell me that hurts less than a broken bone,
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da urasli život kirurzi mogu jednostavno odsjeći,
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that an ingrown life is something surgeons can cut away,
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da nema šanse da to metastazira, to se događa.
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that there's no way for it to metastasize; it does.
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07:04
She was eight years old,
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Imala je osam godina,
prvi dan trećeg razreda kad su je nazvali ružnom.
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our first day of grade three when she got called ugly.
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07:09
We both got moved to the back of class
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Oboje su nas premjestili u stražnji dio razreda
07:11
so we would stop getting bombarded by spitballs.
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kako nas ne bi bombardirali papirićima.
07:14
But the school halls were a battleground.
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Ali školski hodnici su bili bojište.
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We found ourselves outnumbered day after wretched day.
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Bili smo nadjačani dan za prokletim danom.
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We used to stay inside for recess, because outside was worse.
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Ostajali smo unutra za vrijeme odmora, jer vani je bilo gore.
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Outside, we'd have to rehearse running away,
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Vani smo morali vježbati bježanje,
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or learn to stay still like statues, giving no clues that we were there.
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ili ostati mirni kao kipovi da ne primjete da smo tamo.
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In grade five, they taped a sign to the front of her desk
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U petom razredu zalijepili su znak na prednju stranu njenog stola
07:30
that read, "Beware of dog."
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na kojem je pisalo, "Čuvaj se psa".
07:33
To this day,
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Do dana današnjeg, unatoč mužu koji je voli, ona ne vjeruje da je prekrasna
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despite a loving husband, she doesn't think she's beautiful,
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07:38
because of a birthmark that takes up a little less than half her face.
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zbog madeža koji zauzima nešto manje od pola njenog lica.
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Kids used to say, "She looks like a wrong answer
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Djeca su govorila: "Izgleda poput krivog odgovora
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that someone tried to erase, but couldn't quite get the job done."
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koji je netko pokušao obrisati, ali nije do kraja uspio."
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And they'll never understand that she's raising two kids
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I nikad neće shvatiti da ona odgaja dvoje djece
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whose definition of beauty begins with the word "Mom,"
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čija definicija ljepote započinje riječju: "Mama",
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because they see her heart before they see her skin,
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jer oni vide njeno srce prije nego vide njenu kožu,
07:56
because she's only ever always been amazing.
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jer ona je jedino ikad bila zadivljujuća.
On je bio slomljena grana nasađena na drugačije obiteljsko drvo,
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He was a broken branch grafted onto a different family tree,
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08:03
adopted,
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posvojen,
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not because his parents opted for a different destiny.
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ne zato što su njegovi roditelji htjeli drugačiju sudbinu.
08:09
He was three when he became a mixed drink
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Imao je tri godine kada je postao mješano piće
08:11
of one part left alone and two parts tragedy,
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od jednog dijela napuštenosti i dva dijela tragedije,
počeo je s terapijom u osmom razredu,
08:15
started therapy in eighth grade,
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imao osobnost osmišljenu od testova i pilula,
08:17
had a personality made up of tests and pills,
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08:20
lived like the uphills were mountains and the downhills were cliffs,
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živio kao da su uzbrdice planine i da su nizbrdice litice,
08:23
four-fifths suicidal, a tidal wave of antidepressants,
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četiri petine suicidalan, plimni val antidepresiva,
08:27
and an adolescent being called "Popper,"
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adolescencija u kojoj su ga zvali "Kljukaš",
08:30
one part because of the pills,
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jednim dijelom zbog tableta,
08:32
99 parts because of the cruelty.
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99 dijelova zbog okrutnosti.
08:34
He tried to kill himself in grade 10
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Pokušao se ubiti u 10. razredu
08:37
when a kid who could still go home to Mom and Dad
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kada mu je dječak koji je još mogao otići kući mami i tati
imao petlje reći mu: "Preboli to."
08:40
had the audacity to tell him, "Get over it."
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08:43
As if depression is something that could be remedied
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Kao da je depresija nešto što se može izliječiti
bilo kojim predmetom iz prve pomoći.
08:46
by any of the contents found in a first-aid kit.
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08:48
To this day, he is a stick of TNT lit from both ends,
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Do ovog dana on je štapin dinamita koji gori s obje strane,
08:52
could describe to you in detail the way the sky bends
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može opisati u detalj kako se nebo savija
08:54
in the moment before it's about to fall,
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u trenutku prije nego padne,
08:56
and despite an army of friends who all call him an inspiration,
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i iako ga vojska prijatelja zove inspiracijom,
08:59
he remains a conversation piece between people who can't understand
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on ostaje tema razgovora među ljudima koji ga ne mogu razumjeti
da biti bez droga ima manje veze sa ovisnošću
09:03
sometimes being drug-free has less to do with addiction
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09:06
and more to do with sanity.
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i više sa zdravom pameću.
09:09
We weren't the only kids who grew up this way.
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Nismo jedina djeca koja su odrasla na ovaj način.
09:12
To this day, kids are still being called names.
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Do danas djecu nazivaju imenima.
Klasični su bili "Hej glupane."; "Hej šmokljo."
09:16
The classics were "Hey, stupid," "Hey, spaz."
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Čini se da svaka škola ima arsenal imena
09:21
Seems like every school has an arsenal of names
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09:23
getting updated every year.
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koji se osvježava svake godine,
09:26
And if a kid breaks in a school and no one around chooses to hear,
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i ako se dijete slomi u školi i svi odaberu da ne čuju,
da li napravi zvuk?
09:29
do they make a sound?
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09:30
Are they just background noise from a soundtrack stuck on repeat,
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Jesu li oni samo pozadinska buka na zvučnoj traci zaglavljenoj
09:33
when people say things like, "Kids can be cruel."
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na ponavljanju stvari kao: "Djeca mogu biti okrutna."
09:37
Every school was a big top circus tent,
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Svaka škola je bila veliki cirkuski šator,
sa hijerarhijom koja je išla od akrobata do krotitelja lavova,
09:41
and the pecking order went from acrobats to lion tamers,
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09:43
from clowns to carnies, all of these miles ahead of who we were.
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od klauna do radnika, svih koji su miljama ispred onoga što smo bili mi.
Bili smo nakaze -- dječak s kljieštima umjesto ruku i bradate dame,
09:47
We were freaks --
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09:48
lobster-claw boys and bearded ladies,
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09:51
oddities juggling depression and loneliness,
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čudnovatosti koje žongliraju depresiju i samoću,
09:53
playing solitaire, spin the bottle,
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igraju solitaire, zavrti bocu,
09:55
trying to kiss the wounded parts of ourselves and heal,
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pokušavajući poljubiti ranjene dijelove sebe i zaliječiti se,
09:57
but at night, while the others slept,
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ali noću, dok su drugi spavali,
10:00
we kept walking the tightrope.
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mi smo nastavljali hodati po žici.
To je bila vježba, i da, neki od nas su pali.
10:03
It was practice, and yes, some of us fell.
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10:06
But I want to tell them that all of this
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Ali želim im reći da je sve ovo
10:09
is just debris
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samo krš koji ostaje nakon što napokon odlučimo zdrobiti
10:11
left over when we finally decide to smash all the things we thought we used to be,
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sve stvari koje smo mislili da smo bili,
10:16
and if you can't see anything beautiful about yourself,
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i ako ne vidite ništa prekrasno na sebi,
10:20
get a better mirror, look a little closer, stare a little longer,
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nađite bolje zrcalo, pogledajte bliže, buljite duže,
jer u vama postoji nešto što vas je tjeralo da pokušavate
10:25
because there's something inside you that made you keep trying
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unatoč tome što su vam svi govorili da odustanete.
10:28
despite everyone who told you to quit.
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Izgradili ste gips oko svog slomljenog srca i sami ga potpisali.
10:30
You built a cast around your broken heart
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10:32
and signed it yourself, "They were wrong."
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Potpisali ste ga, "Oni su bili u krivu".
10:34
Because maybe you didn't belong to a group or a clique.
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Jer možda niste pripradali grupi ili kliki.
10:36
Maybe they decided to pick you last for basketball or everything.
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Možda su vas birali zadnje za košarku ili sve.
10:40
Maybe you used to bring bruises and broken teeth to show-and-tell, but never told,
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Možda ste donosili masnice i slomljene zube za pokazivanje na satu, ali nikad niste rekli,
10:43
because how can you hold your ground
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jer kako da stojite na tlu, držite crtu,
10:45
if everyone around you wants to bury you beneath it?
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kad vas svi pokušavaju zakopati pod zemlju?
Morate vjerovati da su bili u krivu.
10:48
You have to believe that they were wrong.
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10:51
They have to be wrong.
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Moraju biti u krivu.
10:54
Why else would we still be here?
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Zašto biste inače bili tu?
Odrasli smo učeći da navijamo za one s manjim šansama
10:58
We grew up learning to cheer on the underdog
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11:00
because we see ourselves in them.
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jer smo vidjeli sebe u njima.
Potječemo iz korijena zasađenog u uvjerenju
11:03
We stem from a root planted in the belief
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11:05
that we are not what we were called.
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da nisamo ono čime su nas nazivali.
11:07
We are not abandoned cars stalled out and sitting empty on some highway,
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Mi nismo napušteni auti koji su zapeli
i stoje prazni na nekoj cesti,
11:12
and if in some way we are, don't worry.
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a i ako jesmo na neki način, ne brinite.
Samo smo izašli da odemo po gorivo.
11:14
We only got out to walk and get gas.
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Mi smo maturanti iz razreda "Uspjeli smo",
11:16
We are graduating members from the class of We Made It,
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11:19
not the faded echoes of voices crying out,
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ne izbljedjela jeka glasova koji vciču,
11:21
"Names will never hurt me."
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"Imena me nikad neće povrijediti."
11:26
Of course they did.
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Naravno da jesu.
11:30
But our lives will only ever always continue to be a balancing act
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Ali naši životi će uvijek
nastaviti biti točka ravnoteže
11:35
that has less to do with pain
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koja ima manje veze sa boli
11:38
and more to do with beauty.
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a više veze s ljepotom.
11:42
(Applause)
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