"To This Day" ... for the bullied and beautiful | Shane Koyczan

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์•„๋ž˜ ์˜๋ฌธ์ž๋ง‰์„ ๋”๋ธ”ํด๋ฆญํ•˜์‹œ๋ฉด ์˜์ƒ์ด ์žฌ์ƒ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.

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Translator: Joseph Geni Reviewer: Morton Bast
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๋ฒˆ์—ญ: Gichung Lee ๊ฒ€ํ† : Woo Hwang
์ •๋ง ๋งŽ์€ ๋ถ„๋“ค์ด ์˜ค์…จ๊ตฐ์š”.
00:21
There's so many of you.
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00:23
(Laughter)
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00:27
When I was a kid,
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์–ด๋ ธ์„ ๋•Œ,
00:30
I hid my heart under the bed, because my mother said,
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์ €๋Š” ์ œ ๋งˆ์Œ์„ ์นจ๋Œ€ ์•„๋ž˜์— ๊ผญ๊ผญ ์ˆจ๊ฒจ ๋‘์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค, ์™œ๋ƒํ•˜๋ฉด ์–ด๋จธ๋‹ˆ๊ป˜์„œ ์ด๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๋ง์”€ํ•˜์…จ๊ธฐ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์ด์ฃ .
"์กฐ์‹ฌํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์œผ๋ฉด, ๋ˆ„๊ตฐ๊ฐ€ ์–ธ์  ๊ฐ€๋Š” ๊ทธ๊ฑธ ๋ถ€์ˆ˜๊ณ  ๋งŒ๋‹จ๋‹ค."
00:33
"If you're not careful, someday someone's going to break it."
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00:36
Take it from me: Under the bed is not a good hiding spot.
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์ œ๊ฒŒ์„œ ๊ฐ€์ ธ๊ฐ€ ๋ฒ„๋ฆฐ๋‹ค๊ณ ์š”. ์นจ๋Œ€ ๋ฐ‘์€ ์ˆจ๊ธฐ๊ธฐ ์ข‹์€ ์žฅ์†Œ๊ฐ€ ์•„๋‹ˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
์ €๋Š” ๊ณต๊ฒฉ๋ฐ›์€ ์ ์ด ๋„ˆ๋ฌด๋‚˜ ๋งŽ์•„์„œ ์ž˜ ์•Œ๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ์ฃ .
00:40
I know because I've been shot down so many times,
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00:42
I get altitude sickness just from standing up for myself.
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์ €๋Š” ์ œ ์ž์‹ ์„ ์œ„ํ•ด ์ผ์–ด์„œ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ๋งŒ์œผ๋กœ๋„ ๊ณ ์‚ฐ์ฆ์— ๊ฑธ๋ ธ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:46
But that's what we were told.
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ํ•˜๋ผ๊ณ  ๋“ค์–ด์™”์ฃ .
00:48
"Stand up for yourself."
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๋„ค ์ž์‹ ์„ ์œ„ํ•ด ์ผ์–ด์„œ๋ผ๊ตฌ์š”.
00:50
And that's hard to do if you don't know who you are.
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ๋‚˜ ์ž์‹ ์ด ์–ด๋–ค ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์ธ์ง€ ๋ชจ๋ฅผ ๋•Œ ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ํ•˜๊ธฐ๋Š” ํž˜๋“ญ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:53
We were expected to define ourselves at such an early age,
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์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์€ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ๋„ˆ๋ฌด๋‚˜ ์–ด๋ฆฐ ๋‚˜์ด์— ์Šค์Šค๋กœ๋ฅผ ์ •์˜ํ•˜๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ๊ธฐ๋Œ€ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:57
and if we didn't do it, others did it for us.
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๋งŒ์•ฝ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ํ•˜์ง€ ๋ชปํ•˜๋ฉด, ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด ์šฐ๋ฆฌ ๋Œ€์‹  ํ•ด์ฃผ์ฃ .
01:00
Geek. Fatty.
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๊ดด์งœ. ๋šฑ๋ณด. ๋‚ ๋ผ๋ฆฌ. ๊ฒŒ์ด.
01:02
Slut. Fag.
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01:05
And at the same time we were being told what we were,
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๋™์‹œ์— ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์šฐ๋ฆฌ ์ž์‹ ์ด ์–ด๋–ค ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์ด๋ผ๊ณ  ๋ง์„ ๋“ฃ๊ฒŒ ๋˜์ฃ .
01:08
we were being asked,
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๋˜ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์ด๋Ÿฐ ์งˆ๋ฌธ์„ ๋ฐ›์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค,
01:10
"What do you want to be when you grow up?"
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"์ปค์„œ ๋ญ๊ฐ€ ๋˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์–ด?"
01:13
I always thought that was an unfair question.
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์ €๋Š” ํ•ญ์ƒ ์ด๊ฒŒ ๋ถ€๋‹นํ•œ ์งˆ๋ฌธ์ด๋ผ๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
๊ทธ ์งˆ๋ฌธ์€ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ํ˜„์žฌ์˜ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ ๋ชจ์Šต์€ ๋  ์ˆ˜ ์—†๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ์ „์ œํ•˜๊ณ  ์žˆ์ฃ .
01:15
It presupposes that we can't be what we already are.
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01:18
We were kids.
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๋ชจ๋‘ ์–ด๋ฆฐ์ด๋“ค์ด์—ˆ์ฃ .
01:20
When I was a kid, I wanted to be a man.
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์–ด๋ ธ์„ ๋•Œ, ์ €๋Š” ๋ฉ‹์ง„ ๋‚จ์ž๊ฐ€ ๋˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:23
I wanted a registered retirement savings plan
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์ €๋Š” ๊ณต์ธ ํ‡ด์ง ์—ฐ์ถ• ์ œ๋„๋ฅผ ๊ฐ–๊ฒŒ ๋˜๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ์›ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
01:25
that would keep me in candy long enough to make old age sweet.
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ํ‰์ƒ ์ œ ๋Š™์€ ๋‚˜์ด๋ฅผ ๋‹ฌ์ฝคํ•˜๊ฒŒ ํ•ด์ค„ ์‚ฌํƒ• ์†์—์„œ ํŒŒ๋ฌปํ˜€ ์‚ด ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋„๋ก ๋ง์ด์ฃ .
01:28
(Laughter)
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์–ด๋ ธ์„ ๋•Œ, ์ €๋Š” ๋ฉด๋„๊ฐ€ ํ•˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:30
When I was a kid, I wanted to shave.
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01:32
Now, not so much.
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์ง€๊ธˆ์€, ๋ณ„๋กœ์š”.
01:34
(Laughter)
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01:36
When I was eight, I wanted to be a marine biologist.
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์ œ๊ฐ€ 8์‚ด์ผ ๋•Œ๋Š”, ํ•ด์–‘ ์ƒ๋ฌผํ•™์ž๊ฐ€ ๋˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:39
When I was nine, I saw the movie "Jaws,"
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์ œ๊ฐ€ 9์‚ด์ด ๋˜์—ˆ์„ ๋•Œ, ์ €๋Š” ์˜ํ™” "์ฃ ์Šค"๋ฅผ ๋ณด๊ณ ,
01:41
and thought to myself, "No, thank you."
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ํ˜ผ์ž ์ƒ๊ฐํ–ˆ์ฃ , "๊ณ ๋ง™์ง€๋งŒ, ์•ˆ๋˜๊ฒ ๋‹ค."
01:43
(Laughter)
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์ œ๊ฐ€ 10์‚ด์ด์—ˆ์„ ๋•Œ, ์ €๋Š” ๋ถ€๋ชจ๋‹˜์ด ์ €๋ฅผ ์›ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์•„์„œ ๋– ๋‚˜์…จ๋‹ค๋Š” ๋ง์„ ๋“ค์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:45
And when I was 10,
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01:46
I was told that my parents left because they didn't want me.
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์ œ๊ฐ€ 11์‚ด์ด ๋˜์—ˆ์„ ๋•Œ๋Š”, ์ €๋Š” ํ˜ผ์ž ๋‚จ๊ฒจ์ง€๊ธธ ์›ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:49
When I was 11, I wanted to be left alone.
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์ œ๊ฐ€ 12์‚ด ๋•Œ, ์ฃฝ๊ณ  ์‹ถ์—ˆ๊ณ , 13์‚ด ๋•Œ๋Š” ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์–ด๋ฆฐ ์•„์ด๋ฅผ ์ฃฝ์ด๊ณ  ์‹ถ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:51
When I was 12, I wanted to die. When I was 13, I wanted to kill a kid.
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01:54
When I was 14, I was asked to seriously consider a career path.
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์ œ๊ฐ€ 14์‚ด์ด ๋˜์—ˆ์„ ๋•Œ๋Š”, ์ œ ์ง„๋กœ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ์‹ฌ๊ฐํ•˜๊ฒŒ ์ƒ๊ฐํ•ด ๋ณด๋ผ๋Š” ๋ง์„ ๋“ค์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:58
I said, "I'd like to be a writer."
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์ €๋Š” "์ž‘๊ฐ€๊ฐ€ ๋˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์–ด์š”." ๋ผ๊ณ  ๋งํ–ˆ์ฃ .
๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ์ž ๊ทธ๋“ค์€ ๋งํ–ˆ์ฃ , "์ข€ ๋” ํ˜„์‹ค์ ์ธ ๊ฒƒ์„ ๊ณ ๋ฅด์ง€ ๊ทธ๋ž˜."
02:01
And they said, "Choose something realistic."
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02:03
So I said, "Professional wrestler."
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋งํ–ˆ์ฃ , "ํ”„๋กœ ๋ ˆ์Šฌ๋Ÿฌ์š”."
02:07
And they said, "Don't be stupid."
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ์ž ๊ทธ๋“ค์ด ๋งํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. "๋ฐ”๋ณด์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ๊ตด์ง€๋งˆ."
02:09
See, they asked me what I wanted to be,
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๋ณด์…จ์ฃ , ๊ทธ๋“ค์€ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋ญ๊ฐ€ ๋˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์€์ง€ ๋ฌป๊ณ ๋Š”,
02:12
then told me what not to be.
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๋ญ๋Š” ๋˜์ง€ ๋ง๋ผ๊ณ  ๋งํ•˜์ฃ .
02:14
And I wasn't the only one.
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์ด๊ฑด ์ € ํ˜ผ์ž๋งŒ์˜ ๊ฒฝํ—˜์ด ์•„๋‹™๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ๋“ 
02:17
We were being told that we somehow must become
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02:19
what we are not, sacrificing what we are
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ํ˜„์žฌ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ์˜ ๋ชจ์Šต์„ ํฌ์ƒํ•ด์„œ, ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ์•„๋‹Œ ๋ฌด์–ธ๊ฐ€๊ฐ€ ๋˜์–ด์•ผ ํ•œ๋‹ค๋Š” ๋ง์„ ๋“ฃ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:21
to inherit the masquerade of what we will be.
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ์•ž์œผ๋กœ ๋  ๊ฒƒ์˜ ๊ฐ€๋ฉด์„ ๋ฌผ๋ ค๋ฐ›์œผ๋ผ๊ณ ์š”.
์ €๋Š” ์ •์ฒด์„ฑ์„ ๋ฐ›์•„๋“ค์ด๋ผ๊ณ  ๋“ค์–ด์™”์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:24
I was being told to accept the identity that others will give me.
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๋ฐ”๋กœ ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด ์ €์—๊ฒŒ ์ค€ ์ •์ฒด์„ฑ์„์š”.
02:28
And I wondered, what made my dreams so easy to dismiss?
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์ €๋Š” ์ƒ๊ฐํ–ˆ์ฃ , ๋ฌด์—‡์ด ๋‚ด ๊ฟˆ์„ ์ด๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ์‰ฝ๊ฒŒ ์‚ฌ๊ทธ๋ผ์ ธ ๋ฒ„๋ฆฌ๋„๋ก ํ–ˆ์„๊นŒ?
02:32
Granted, my dreams are shy,
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๋ฌผ๋ก , ์ œ ๊ฟˆ์€ ์ˆ˜์ค์€ ๊ฒƒ๋“ค์ด์—ˆ์–ด์š”,
02:36
because they're Canadian.
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์บ๋‚˜๋‹ค ์• ๋“ค์ด๊ฑฐ๋“ ์š”. (์›ƒ์Œ)
02:38
(Laughter)
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์ œ ๊ฟˆ์€ ๋‚จ์˜ ์‹œ์„ ์„ ๋งŽ์ด ์˜์‹ํ–ˆ๊ณ  ์ง€๋‚˜์น˜๊ฒŒ ๋ฏธ์•ˆ์Šค๋Ÿฌ์›Œํ–ˆ์ฃ .
02:41
My dreams are self-conscious and overly apologetic.
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02:44
They're standing alone at the high school dance,
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์ œ ๊ฟˆ๋“ค์€ ๊ณ ๋“ฑํ•™๊ต ๋ฌด๋„ํšŒ ๋•Œ ํ˜ผ์ž ์„œ์žˆ์—ˆ์ฃ .
02:46
and they've never been kissed.
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ํ‚ค์Šค ๋ฐ›์€ ์ ๋„ ์—†์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
02:49
See, my dreams got called names too.
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๋ณด์„ธ์š”, ์ œ ๊ฟˆ๋“ค ๋˜ํ•œ ๋†€๋ฆผ์„ ๋‹นํ–ˆ๋˜ ๊ฑฐ์ฃ .
02:52
Silly. Foolish.
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๋ฐ”๋ณด. ๋ฉ์ฒญ์ด. ๋ถˆ๊ฐ€๋Šฅํ•œ ๊ฒƒ์ด๋ผ๊ณ ์š”.
02:54
Impossible.
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02:56
But I kept dreaming.
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ์ €๋Š” ๊ณ„์† ๊ฟˆ์„ ๊ฟจ์ฃ .
02:57
I was going to be a wrestler. I had it all figured out.
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์ €๋Š” ๋ ˆ์Šฌ๋Ÿฌ๊ฐ€ ๋  ๊ฒƒ์ด์—ˆ๊ณ  ์ด๋ฏธ ๋‹ค ์ƒ๊ฐํ•ด ๋†“์€ ์ƒํƒœ์˜€์ฃ .
์ €๋Š” ๊ฐ€๋น„์ง€(์“ฐ๋ ˆ๊ธฐ) ๋งจ์ด ๋  ๊ฑฐ์˜€์–ด์š”.
03:00
I was going to be The Garbage Man.
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03:02
(Laughter)
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์ €์˜ ๋งˆ์ง€๋ง‰ ๋ฐฉ๋ฒ•์€ "์“ฐ๋ ˆ๊ธฐ ์••์ถ• ๋ถ„์‡„๊ธฐ"๊ฐ€ ๋˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ด์—ˆ์ฃ .
03:03
My finishing move was going to be The Trash Compactor.
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03:06
My saying was going to be, "I'm taking out the trash!"
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์ €์˜ ๋ ˆํผํ† ๋ฆฌ๋Š” "์“ฐ๋ ˆ๊ธฐ๋Š” ๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ๋ฒ„๋ฆฐ๋‹ค!"์˜€์–ด์š”.
03:09
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)(๋ฐ•์ˆ˜)
03:12
(Applause)
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ๋ฐ ์ด ์‚ฌ๋žŒ, ๋“€ํฌ "๋คํ”„์Šคํ„ฐ(์“ฐ๋ ˆ๊ธฐ)"๋“œ๋กœ์ฆˆ๊ฐ€,
03:16
And then this guy, Duke "The Dumpster" Droese,
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์ œ ์•„์ด๋””์–ด๋ฅผ ํ†ต์งธ๋กœ ํ›”์ณ๊ฐ”์ฃ .
03:21
stole my entire shtick.
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03:22
(Laughter)
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03:24
I was crushed,
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์ €๋Š” ์“ฐ๋ ˆ๊ธฐ ์••์ถ• ๋ถ„์‡„๊ธฐ์— ์œผ๊นฌ ๊ฒƒ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ, ์™„์ „ ์‹ค๋งํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
03:26
as if by a trash compactor.
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03:28
(Laughter)
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03:30
I thought to myself, "What now? Where do I turn?"
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์Šค์Šค๋กœ์—๊ฒŒ ์ด๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๋ฌผ์—ˆ์ฃ , "์ด์   ์–ด๋–กํ•˜์ง€? ์ด์ œ ๋ญ˜ ํ•ด์•ผํ•˜์ง€?"
03:34
Poetry.
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์‹œ์˜€์ฃ .
03:35
(Laughter)
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03:37
Like a boomerang, the thing I loved came back to me.
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๋ถ€๋ฉ”๋ž‘์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ, ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ํ–ˆ๋˜ ๊ฒƒ์ด ์ €์—๊ฒŒ ๋Œ์•„์™”์–ด์š”.
03:40
One of the first lines of poetry I can remember writing
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๊ธฐ์–ตํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ์ œ ์‹œ์˜ ์ฒซ ์ค„์€
03:43
was in response to a world that demanded I hate myself.
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์ € ์Šค์Šค๋กœ๋ฅผ ๋ฏธ์›Œํ•˜๋„๋ก ํ–ˆ๋˜ ์„ธ์ƒ์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ์‘๋‹ต์ด์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
15์‚ด๋ถ€ํ„ฐ 18์‚ด๊นŒ์ง€, ์ €๋Š”
03:46
From age 15 to 18, I hated myself
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03:48
for becoming the thing that I loathed:
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์•ฝ์ž๋ฅผ ๊ดด๋กญํžˆ๋Š” ์•„์ด๊ฐ€ ๋˜์–ด ๋ฒ„๋ฆฐ ์ œ ์ž์‹ ์„ ๋ฏธ์›Œํ–ˆ์ฃ .
03:51
a bully.
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03:52
When I was 19, I wrote,
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19์‚ด ๋•Œ, ์ €๋Š” ์ด๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ์ผ์–ด์š”.
03:55
"I will love myself despite the ease with which
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"๋‚˜๋Š” ๊ทธ ๋ฐ˜๋Œ€๋กœ ๊ธฐ์šธ๊ธฐ ์‰ฌ์šด ๋‚ด ๋ชจ์Šต์—๋„ ๋ถˆ๊ตฌํ•˜๊ณ 
03:58
I lean toward the opposite."
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๋‚ด ์ž์‹ ์„ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ํ•  ๊ฒƒ์ด๋‹ค."
04:01
Standing up for yourself doesn't have to mean
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์ž๊ธฐ ์ž์‹ ์„ ์œ„ํ•ด ์ผ์–ด์„œ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ด
04:04
embracing violence.
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ํญ๋ ฅ์„ ์ˆ˜์šฉํ•œ๋‹ค๋Š” ์˜๋ฏธ์ผ ํ•„์š”๋Š” ์—†์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:07
When I was a kid,
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์–ด๋ ธ์„ ๋•Œ,
04:08
I traded in homework assignments for friendship,
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์ €๋Š” ์šฐ์ •์„ ์œ„ํ•ด ๋Œ€์‹  ์ˆ™์ œ๋ฅผ ํ•ด์ค€ ์ ์ด ์žˆ์—ˆ์ฃ ,
04:11
then gave each friend a late slip for never showing up on time,
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์นœ๊ตฌ๋“ค์ด ํ•ญ์ƒ ๋Šฆ๊ฒŒ ์™”๊ธฐ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์— ๊ทธ ์นœ๊ตฌ๋“ค์—์„ธ ์ง€๊ฐ์ฆ์„ ์ฃผ์—ˆ์ฃ ,
04:14
and in most cases, not at all.
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๋Œ€๋ถ€๋ถ„์˜ ๊ฒฝ์šฐ์—๋Š” ์•„๋ฌด๊ฒƒ๋„ ์—†์ด์š”.
04:16
I gave myself a hall pass to get through each broken promise.
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์ €๋Š” ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ง€ํ‚ค์ง€ ๋ชปํ•œ ์•ฝ์†์„ ๋ฌด๋งˆํ•  ํ†ตํ–‰์ฆ์„ ์ œ ์Šค์Šค๋กœ์—๊ฒŒ ์ฃผ์—ˆ๋˜ ๊ฑฐ์ฃ .
04:19
And I remember this plan, born out of frustration
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๊ธฐ์–ตํ•˜๊ธฐ๋กœ ์ด ๊ณ„ํš์€,
04:21
from a kid who kept calling me "Yogi,"
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์ €๋ฅผ "์š”๊ฐ€ ์„ ์ƒ"์ด๋ผ๊ณ  ๋ถ€๋ฅด๋˜ ์•„์ด๋กœ ์ธํ•œ ์ขŒ์ ˆ์—์„œ ๋น„๋กฏ๋˜์—ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ,
04:24
then pointed at my tummy and said, "Too many picnic baskets."
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๊ทธ ์•„์ด๋Š” ์ œ ๋ฐฐ๋ฅผ ๊ฐ€๋ฅดํ‚ค๋ฉฐ, "์†Œํ’ ๋ฐ”๊ตฌ๋‹ˆ๊ฐ€ ๋„ˆ๋ฌด ๋งŽ์ด ๋“ค์—ˆ๊ตฐ"์ด๋ผ๊ณ  ํ–ˆ์ฃ .
04:27
Turns out it's not that hard to trick someone,
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๋ˆ„๊ตฐ๊ฐ€๋ฅผ ์†์ด๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์€ ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ ์–ด๋ ต์ง€ ์•Š๋”๊ตฐ์š”.
04:30
and one day before class, I said,
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์–ด๋Š๋‚  ์ˆ˜์—… ์ „์— ์ €๋Š” ๊ทธ ์•„์ด์—๊ฒŒ ๋งํ–ˆ์–ด์š”,
04:31
"Yeah, you can copy my homework,"
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"์‘, ๋‚ด ์ˆ™์ œ๋ฅผ ๋ฒ ๊ปด๋„ ๋ผ."
04:33
and I gave him all the wrong answers that I'd written down the night before.
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์ €๋Š” ๊ทธ์—๊ฒŒ ์˜ค๋‹ต์„ ์•Œ๋ ค์ฃผ์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ „๋‚  ๋ฐค ์จ ๋†“์•˜๋˜ ๊ฒƒ์ด์—ˆ์ฃ .
04:37
He got his paper back expecting a near-perfect score,
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๊ทธ ์•„์ด๋Š” ๊ฑฐ์˜ ๋งŒ์ ์— ๊ฐ€๊นŒ์šด ์ ์ˆ˜๋ฅผ ๊ธฐ๋Œ€ํ•˜๋ฉฐ ์ œ์ถœํ–ˆ๋˜ ๊ฒƒ์„ ๋˜๋Œ๋ ค ๋ฐ›์•˜์–ด์š”,
04:40
and couldn't believe it when he looked across the room at me and held up a zero.
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ ๋Š” ๊ต์‹ค ๊ฑด๋„ˆํŽธ์—์„œ ๋นต์  ์งœ๋ฆฌ ์„ฑ์ ํ‘œ๋ฅผ ๋“ค์–ด๋ณด์ด๋ฉฐ ๋ฏฟ์„ ์ˆ˜ ์—†์–ด ํ–ˆ์ฃ .
์ €๋Š” 30์  ๋งŒ์ ์— 28์  ์งœ๋ฆฌ ์ œ ์„ฑ์ ํ‘œ๋ฅผ ๋“ค์–ด๋ณด์ผ ํ•„์š”๊ฐ€ ์—†์Œ์„ ์•Œ์•˜๊ตฌ์š”.
04:44
I knew I didn't have to hold up my paper of 28 out of 30,
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04:47
but my satisfaction was complete when he looked at me, puzzled,
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๊ทธ ์•„์ด๊ฐ€ ์–ด๋ฆฌ๋‘ฅ์ ˆํ•œ ํ‘œ์ •์œผ๋กœ ์ €๋ฅผ ๋ดค์„ ๋•Œ, ์ €๋Š” ์™„์ „ํžˆ ๋งŒ์กฑํ–ˆ์ฃ .
04:50
and I thought to myself, "Smarter than the average bear, motherfucker."
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์Šค์Šค๋กœ ์ƒ๊ฐํ–ˆ์ฃ , "์ด ์ž์‹, ๊ณฐ๋ณด๋‹ค๋Š” ๋˜‘๋˜‘ํ•˜๊ตฐ."
04:53
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)(๋ฐ•์ˆ˜)
04:55
(Applause)
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05:01
This is who I am.
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์ด๊ฒŒ ๋ฐ”๋กœ ์ ‘๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:04
This is how I stand up for myself.
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์ด๊ฒŒ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ œ ์ž์‹ ์„ ์œ„ํ•ด ์ผ์–ด์„  ๋ฐฉ์‹์ด์ฃ .
05:08
When I was a kid,
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์–ด๋ ธ์„ ๋•Œ,
05:10
I used to think that pork chops and karate chops were the same thing.
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์ €๋Š” ํญ์ฐน(๋ผ์ง€ ๊ฐˆ๋น„)์™€ ๊ฐ€๋ผ๋ฐ์ฐน(๊ฐ€๋ผ๋ฐ ๋™์ž‘)์ด ๊ฐ™์€ ๊ฒƒ์ด๋ผ๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:15
I thought they were both pork chops.
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์ €๋Š” ๋‘˜๋‹ค ํญ์ฐน(๋ผ์ง€ ๊ฐˆ๋น„)์ด๋ผ๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ–ˆ์ฃ .
05:17
My grandmother thought it was cute,
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์™œ๋ƒํ•˜๋ฉด ์ €์˜ ํ• ๋จธ๋‹ˆ๊ฐ€ ๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ๋Š” ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๊ท€์—ฝ๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ•˜์…จ๊ณ ,
05:19
and because they were my favorite, she let me keep doing it.
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๋‘˜๋‹ค ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ข‹์•„ํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฑฐ๋ผ์„œ, ํ• ๋จธ๋‹ˆ๋Š” ๊ณ„์† ๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ๋„๋ก ๋‚ด๋ฒ„๋ ค ๋‘์…จ์–ด์š”.
05:22
Not really a big deal.
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๋ณ„ ๋ฌธ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋˜์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์–ด์š”.
05:23
One day, before I realized fat kids are not designed to climb trees,
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์–ด๋Š ๋‚ , ๋šฑ๋šฑํ•œ ์–ด๋ฆฐ์ด๋Š” ๋‚˜๋ฌด๋ฅผ ํƒ€๋ฉด ์•ˆ๋˜๋„๋ก ๋งŒ๋“ค์–ด์ ธ ์žˆ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฑธ ๊นจ๋‹ซ๊ธฐ ์ „์—
05:27
I fell out of a tree and bruised the right side of my body.
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์ €๋Š” ๋‚˜๋ฌด์—์„œ ๋–จ์–ด์ ธ ์˜ค๋ฅธ์ชฝ ๋ชธ์— ๋ฉ์ด ๋“ค์—ˆ์ฃ .
์ €๋Š” ํ• ๋จธ๋‹ˆ๊ป˜ ๊ทธ๊ฑธ ๋ง์”€๋“œ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์‹ถ์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์–ด์š”.
05:31
I didn't want to tell my grandmother
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์™œ๋ƒํ•˜๋ฉด ์ €๋Š” ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๊ฐ€์„œ๋Š” ์•ˆ๋˜๋Š” ๊ณณ์—์„œ ๋†€์•˜๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ˜ผ๋‚ ๊นŒ๋ด ๋ฌด์„œ์› ๊ฑฐ๋“ ์š”.
05:33
because I was scared I'd get in trouble
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05:34
for playing somewhere I shouldn't have been.
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๋ฉฐ์น  ๋’ค, ์ฒด์œก ์„ ์ƒ๋‹˜๊ป˜์„œ ๋ฉ์„ ๋ณด์‹œ๊ณ ๋Š”,
05:37
The gym teacher noticed the bruise, and I got sent to the principal's office.
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์ €๋ฅผ ๊ต์žฅ์‹ค๋กœ ๋ณด๋‚ด์…จ์–ด์š”.
05:40
From there, I was sent to another small room with a really nice lady
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๊ฑฐ๊ธฐ์„œ ์ €๋Š” ๋˜๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์ž‘์€ ๋ฐฉ์œผ๋กœ ๋ณด๋‚ด์กŒ์ฃ .
๊ฑฐ๊ธฐ์„œ ๋งค์šฐ ์ƒ๋ƒฅํ•œ ์—ฌ์ž๋ถ„์ด ์ €์˜ ์ง‘์—์„œ์˜ ์ƒํ™œ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ์˜จ๊ฐ– ์งˆ๋ฌธ์„ ๋˜์ง€์…จ์–ด์š”.
05:43
who asked me all kinds of questions about my life at home.
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์ €๋Š” ๊ฑฐ์ง“๋งํ•  ์ด์œ ๊ฐ€ ์—†์—ˆ์ฃ .
05:48
I saw no reason to lie.
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05:49
As far as I was concerned, life was pretty good.
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ƒ๊ฐํ•˜๊ธฐ์— ์ œ ์‚ถ์€ ๊ฝค ๊ดœ์ฐฎ์•˜๊ฑฐ๋“ ์š”.
์ €๋Š” ๊ทธ๋…€์—๊ฒŒ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์Šฌํ”Œ ๋•Œ๋ฉด, ํ• ๋จธ๋‹ˆ๊ฐ€ ๊ฐ€๋ผํ…Œ ๋™์ž‘(๊ฐ€๋ผ๋ฐ์ฐน)์„ ๋‚ ๋ ค์ฃผ์‹ ๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
05:52
I told her, whenever I'm sad, my grandmother gives me karate chops.
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05:56
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
์ด๋กœ ์ธํ•ด ๋Œ€๊ทœ๋ชจ ์ˆ˜์‚ฌ๊ฐ€ ์ด๋ฃจ์–ด์กŒ๊ณ ,
06:04
This led to a full-scale investigation,
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06:07
and I was removed from the house for three days,
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์ €๋Š” ์ง‘์—์„œ 3์ผ๋™์•ˆ ๊ฒฉ๋ฆฌ๋˜์—ˆ์ฃ .
06:10
until they finally decided to ask how I got the bruises.
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๊ทธ๋“ค์ด ๋งˆ์นจ๋‚ด ์–ด์ฉŒ๋‹ค ๋ฉ๋“ค์—ˆ๋Š”์ง€ ์ œ๊ฒŒ ๋ฌป๊ธฐ๊นŒ์ง€์š”.
06:14
News of this silly little story quickly spread through the school,
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์ด ๋ฐ”๋ณด๊ฐ™์€ ์ž‘์€ ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ๋Š” ์žฌ๋น ๋ฅด๊ฒŒ ํ•™๊ต ์ „์ฒด์— ๋Œ์•˜๊ณ ,
06:17
and I earned my first nickname:
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์ €๋Š” ์ œ ์ฒซ ๋ณ„๋ช…์„ ์–ป์—ˆ์ฃ :
ํญ์ฐน(๋ผ์ง€ ๊ฐˆ๋น„)์š”.
06:20
Porkchop.
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์˜ค๋Š˜๋‚ ๊นŒ์ง€๋„, ์ €๋Š” ํญ์ฐน(๋ผ์ง€ ๊ฐˆ๋น„)์„ ์‹ซ์–ดํ•ด์š”.
06:22
To this day,
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06:24
I hate pork chops.
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06:28
I'm not the only kid who grew up this way,
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์ด๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ์ž๋ž€ ์–ด๋ฆฐ์ด๋Š” ์ €๋ฟ๋งŒ์ด ์•„๋‹™๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:31
surrounded by people who used to say that rhyme
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์ฃผ์œ„์—์„œ ๋ง‰๋Œ€๊ธฐ์™€ ๋Œ ๋น„์œ  ('๋ง‰๋Œ€๊ธฐ์™€ ๋Œ๋กœ ๋‚ด ๋ผˆ๋ฅผ ๋ถ€๋ŸฌํŠธ๋ฆด ์ˆ˜๋Š” ์žˆ์–ด๋„ ๋ง๋กœ๋Š” ์ ˆ๋Œ€ ๋‚˜๋ฅผ ๋‹ค์น˜๊ฒŒ ๋ชปํ•œ๋‹ค'๋ผ๋Š” ๋ฌธ์žฅ์œผ๋กœ
๋†€๋ฆผ์„ ๋‹นํ•  ๋•Œ๋Š” ์กฐ์šฉํžˆ ๋ฌด์‹œํ•˜๋ผ๋Š” ํ‘œํ˜„)๋ฅผ ๋“ค์œผ๋ฉด์„œ ์ž๋ž€ ์•„์ด๋“ค๋ง์ด์ฃ .
06:34
about sticks and stones,
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06:36
as if broken bones hurt more than the names we got called,
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๋งˆ์น˜ ๋ผˆ๊ฐ€ ๋ถ€๋Ÿฌ์ง€๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ด ๋†€๋ฆผ์„ ๋‹นํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ๋ณด๋‹ค ๋” ์•„ํ”ˆ๊ฒƒ ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ๊ทธ๋žฌ์–ด์š”.
06:39
and we got called them all.
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๋งŒ์‹ ์ฐฝ์ด๊ฐ€ ๋˜์—ˆ์ฃ .
06:41
So we grew up believing no one would ever fall in love with us,
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์šฐ๋ฆฌ์™€ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘์— ๋น ์งˆ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์€ ์•„๋ฌด๋„ ์—†๋‹ค๊ณ  ๋ฏฟ์œผ๋ฉด์„œ ์ž๋ผ๊ฒŒ ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:44
that we'd be lonely forever,
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์˜์›ํžˆ ์™ธ๋กœ์šธ ๊ฒƒ์ด๊ณ ,
06:47
that we'd never meet someone to make us feel like the sun
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ํƒœ์–‘์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ๋Š๋ผ๊ฒŒ ํ•ด ์ค„ ๋ˆ„๊ตฐ๊ฐ€๋ฅผ ์˜์›ํžˆ ๋งŒ๋‚˜์ง€ ๋ชปํ•  ๊ฑฐ๋ผ๊ตฌ์š”.
06:49
was something they built for us in their toolshed.
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์ด๊ฒƒ์ด ๊ทธ๋“ค์ด ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ์œ„ํ•ด ๊ทธ๋“ค์˜ ๊ณต๊ตฌ ์ฐฝ๊ณ ์— ์ง€์–ด๋†“์€ ๊ฒƒ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
๋ถ€๋Ÿฌ์ง„ ์‹ฌ๊ธˆ์ด ์šฐ์šธํ•จ์„ ํ”ผ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ํ˜๋ฆฌ๊ณ , ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์•„๋ฌด๊ฒƒ๋„ ๋ชป๋Š๋ผ๋„๋ก ์šฐ๋ฆฌ ์ž์‹ ์„ ๋น„์›Œ๋‚ด๋ ค๊ณ  ๋…ธ๋ ฅํ–ˆ์ฃ .
06:52
So broken heartstrings bled the blues,
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06:54
and we tried to empty ourselves so we'd feel nothing.
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๋†€๋ฆผ์„ ๋‹นํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ด ๋ผˆ๋ฅผ ๋ถ€๋Ÿฌ๋œจ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ๋ณด๋‹ค ๋œ ์•„ํ”„๋‹ค๊ณ  ๋งํ•˜์ง€ ๋งˆ์„ธ์š”.
06:56
Don't tell me that hurts less than a broken bone,
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์•ˆ์œผ๋กœ ํŒŒ๊ณ ๋“œ๋Š” ์‚ถ์„ ์ˆ˜์ˆ ๋กœ ์ž˜๋ผ ๋‚ด๋ฒ„๋ฆด ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ๋งํ•ด์„œ๋„ ์•ˆ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:59
that an ingrown life is something surgeons can cut away,
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๊ทธ๊ฒŒ ์ „์—ผ๋  ์ˆ˜ ์—†๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ•ด๋„ ์•ˆ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ์™œ๋ƒํ•˜๋ฉด ์‹ค์ œ๋กœ ์ „์—ผ๋˜๋‹ˆ๊นŒ์š”.
07:01
that there's no way for it to metastasize; it does.
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07:04
She was eight years old,
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๊ทธ๋…€๋Š” 8์‚ด์ด์—ˆ์–ด์š”,
3ํ•™๋…„ ํ•™๊ต ์ฒซ ๋‚  ๊ทธ๋…€๋Š” ๋ชป์ƒ๊ฒผ๋‹ค๋Š” ๋ง์„ ๋“ค์—ˆ์ฃ .
07:06
our first day of grade three when she got called ugly.
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07:09
We both got moved to the back of class
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๋‘˜๋‹ค ๊ต์‹ค ๋’ค๋กœ ์˜ฎ๊ฒจ๊ฐ€์•ผ ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
07:11
so we would stop getting bombarded by spitballs.
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ๊พธ๊ธด ์ข…์ด ๋ญ‰์น˜๋ฅผ ๊ทธ๋งŒ ๋งž๋„๋ก ํ•œ๊ฑฐ์ฃ .
07:14
But the school halls were a battleground.
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๊ต์‹ค์€ ์ „์Ÿํ„ฐ์˜€์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:16
We found ourselves outnumbered day after wretched day.
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์ด์–ด์ง€๋Š” ๋น„์ฐธํ•œ ๋‚ ๋“ค์— ์ˆ˜์ ์œผ๋กœ ๋ถˆ๋ฆฌํ•˜๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ์•Œ์•˜์ฃ .
07:18
We used to stay inside for recess, because outside was worse.
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์‰ฌ๋Š” ์‹œ๊ฐ„์— ์•ˆ์— ๋‚จ์•„ ์žˆ๊ณค ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”, ์™œ๋ƒํ•˜๋ฉด ๋ฐ–์€ ๋” ์‹ฌํ–ˆ์œผ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ์š”.
07:22
Outside, we'd have to rehearse running away,
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๋ฐ–์—์„œ, ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๋„๋ง๋‹ค๋‹ˆ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ์—ฐ์Šตํ•˜๊ฑฐ๋‚˜,
07:24
or learn to stay still like statues, giving no clues that we were there.
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๋™์ƒ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ๊ฐ€๋งŒํžˆ ์„œ ์žˆ๋Š” ๋ฒ•์„ ๋ฐฐ์›Œ์•ผ ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”, ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ๋งˆ์น˜ ๊ฑฐ๊ธฐ ์—†๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ์š”.
07:27
In grade five, they taped a sign to the front of her desk
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5ํ•™๋…„ ๋•Œ, ๊ทธ๋“ค์€ ๊ทธ๋…€ ์ฑ…์ƒ ์œ„์— ์ด๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ์จ๋ถ™์—ฌ๋†จ์ฃ .
07:30
that read, "Beware of dog."
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"๊ฐœ์กฐ์‹ฌ"์ด๋ผ๊ณ ์š”.
07:33
To this day,
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์ด์ œ๋Š”, ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ํ•ด์ฃผ๋Š” ๋‚จํŽธ์ด ์žˆ์Œ์—๋„, ๊ทธ๋…€๋Š” ์Šค์Šค๋กœ๊ฐ€ ์•„๋ฆ„๋‹ต๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์•„์š”.
07:34
despite a loving husband, she doesn't think she's beautiful,
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07:38
because of a birthmark that takes up a little less than half her face.
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ํƒœ์–ด๋‚  ๋•Œ ์ƒ๊ธด ๋ฐ˜์ ์ด ๊ทธ๋…€์˜ ์–ผ๊ตด์„ ๊ฑฐ์˜ ๋ฐ˜ ์ •๋„๋ฅผ ๋ฎ๊ณ  ์žˆ๊ธฐ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์ด์ฃ .
07:41
Kids used to say, "She looks like a wrong answer
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์•„์ด๋“ค์€ ์ด๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๋งํ•˜๊ณค ํ–ˆ์ฃ . "์ € ์• ๋Š” ๋ˆ„๊ฐ€ ์ง€์šฐ๋ ค๊ณ  ํ–ˆ์ง€๋งŒ,
07:44
that someone tried to erase, but couldn't quite get the job done."
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๋‹ค ์ง€์šฐ์ง€ ๋ชปํ•œ ํ‹€๋ฆฐ ๋‹ต์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ์ƒ๊ฒผ์–ด."
07:47
And they'll never understand that she's raising two kids
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๊ทธ ์•„์ด๋“ค์€ ์ ˆ๋Œ€ ์ดํ•ดํ•˜์ง€ ๋ชปํ•  ๊ฑฐ์—์š”. ๊ทธ๋…€๊ฐ€ ๋‘ ์•„์ด๋ฅผ ํ‚ค์šฐ๊ณ  ์žˆ๊ณ 
07:50
whose definition of beauty begins with the word "Mom,"
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๊ทธ ์•„์ด๋“ค์—๊ฒŒ ์•„๋ฆ„๋‹ค์›€์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ์ •์˜๋Š” "์—„๋งˆ"๋ผ๋Š” ๋‹จ์–ด๋กœ๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ•œ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„์š”.
07:54
because they see her heart before they see her skin,
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์™œ๋ƒํ•˜๋ฉด ๊ทธ๋…€์˜ ์•„์ด๋“ค์€ ๊ทธ๋…€์˜ ๋งˆ์Œ์„ ๊ทธ๋…€์˜ ํ”ผ๋ถ€๋ณด๋‹ค ๋จผ์ € ๋ณด๋‹ˆ๊นŒ์š”.
07:56
because she's only ever always been amazing.
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์™œ๋ƒํ•˜๋ฉด ๊ทธ๋…€๋Š” ์‚ฌ์‹ค ํ•ญ์ƒ ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๋ฉ‹์ง„ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์ด์—ˆ์œผ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ์š”.
๊ทธ๋Š” ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ๊ฐ€์กฑ์˜ ๋‚˜๋ฌด์— ์ ‘๋ชฉ๋œ ๋ถ€๋Ÿฌ์ง„ ๊ฐ€์ง€์˜€์–ด์š”,
07:59
He was a broken branch grafted onto a different family tree,
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08:03
adopted,
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๊ทธ๋…€๋Š” ์ž…์–‘๋˜์—ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ,
08:05
not because his parents opted for a different destiny.
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๋ถ€๋ชจ๋‹˜์ด ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์šด๋ช…์„ ์„ ํƒํ–ˆ๊ธฐ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์ด ์•„๋‹ˆ์—ˆ์ฃ .
08:09
He was three when he became a mixed drink
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๊ทธ๊ฐ€ 3์‚ด ๋•Œ ๊ทธ๋Š”
08:11
of one part left alone and two parts tragedy,
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๋ฒ„๋ ค์ง 1/3, ๋น„๊ทน 2/3์˜ ํ˜ผํ•ฉ ์Œ๋ฃŒ๊ฐ€ ๋˜์—ˆ๊ณ ,
8ํ•™๋…„ ๋•Œ๋Š” ์ •์‹  ์น˜๋ฃŒ๋ฅผ ๋ฐ›๊ธฐ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ–ˆ์ฃ .
08:15
started therapy in eighth grade,
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๊ทธ์˜ ์„ฑ๊ฒฉ์€ ๊ฒ€์‚ฌ๊ณผ ์•Œ์•ฝ์œผ๋กœ ๋งŒ๋“ค์–ด์กŒ๊ณ ,
08:17
had a personality made up of tests and pills,
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08:20
lived like the uphills were mountains and the downhills were cliffs,
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์˜ค๋ฅด๋ง‰๊ธธ์€ ์‚ฐ์ด๊ณ  ๋‚ด๋ฆฌ๋ง‰๊ธธ์€ ๋ฒผ๋ž‘์ธ ๊ฒƒ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ์‚ด์•˜์ฃ .
08:23
four-fifths suicidal, a tidal wave of antidepressants,
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4/5๋Š” ์ž์‚ด ์‹œ๋„์™€, ํ•ญ์šฐ์šธ์ œ์˜ ํŒŒ๋„ ์†์ด์—ˆ๊ณ ,
08:27
and an adolescent being called "Popper,"
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์œ ๋…„๊ธฐ์—๋Š” "ํฌํผ(ํฅ๋ถ„์ œ)"๋ผ๊ณ  ๋ถˆ๋ ธ์ฃ ,
08:30
one part because of the pills,
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1 ํผ์„ผํŠธ๋Š” ๋ณต์šฉํ•˜๋Š” ์•Œ์•ฝ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์ด์—ˆ๊ณ 
08:32
99 parts because of the cruelty.
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99 ํผ์„ผํŠธ๋Š” ์ž”์ธํ•จ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์ด์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
08:34
He tried to kill himself in grade 10
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๊ทธ๋Š” 10ํ•™๋…„ ๋•Œ ์ž์‚ด์„ ํ•˜๋ ค๊ณ  ํ–ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ
08:37
when a kid who could still go home to Mom and Dad
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๊ทธ๋ž˜๋„ ์ง‘์— ๊ฐ€์„œ ์—„๋งˆ ์•„๋น ์—๊ฒŒ ํ„ฐ๋†“์•˜์ง€๋งŒ
๊ธฐ๊ฐ€ ๋ง‰ํžˆ๊ฒŒ๋„ "์žŠ์–ด๋ฒ„๋ ค."๋ผ๋Š” ๋ง๋งŒ ๋“ค์—ˆ์„ ๋•Œ์˜€์ฃ .
08:40
had the audacity to tell him, "Get over it."
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08:43
As if depression is something that could be remedied
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๋งˆ์น˜ ์šฐ์šธ์ฆ์ด
๋น„์ƒ ์•ฝ์ƒ์ž์˜ ์–ด๋–ค ์•ฝ์œผ๋กœ๋„ ์‰ฝ๊ฒŒ ์น˜๋ฃŒ๋  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ๋ง์ด์ฃ .
08:46
by any of the contents found in a first-aid kit.
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08:48
To this day, he is a stick of TNT lit from both ends,
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์˜ค๋Š˜๋‚ ๊นŒ์ง€, ๊ทธ๋Š” ๋ถˆ๋ถ™์ธ ๊ฐ•๋ ฅ ํญํƒ„์˜ ์ „๋ถ€์™€ ๊ฐ™๊ณ ,
08:52
could describe to you in detail the way the sky bends
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ํ•˜๋Š˜์ด ๋ฌด๋„ˆ์ง€๊ธฐ ์ „์— ํœ˜์–ด์ง€๋Š” ๋ชจ์Šต์„
08:54
in the moment before it's about to fall,
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๋‹น์‹ ์—๊ฒŒ ์ž์„ธํžˆ ์„ค๋ช…ํ•ด์ค„ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์–ด์š”.
08:56
and despite an army of friends who all call him an inspiration,
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๊ทธ๋ฅผ ์˜๊ฐ์„ ์ฃผ๋Š” ์กด์žฌ๋ผ๊ณ  ๋ถ€๋ฅด๋Š” ์นœ๊ตฌ๋“ค์ด ๋งŽ์•˜์Œ์—๋„ ๋ถˆ๊ตฌํ•˜๊ณ ,
08:59
he remains a conversation piece between people who can't understand
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๊ทธ๋Š” ๊ทธ๋ฅผ ์ดํ•ดํ•˜์ง€ ๋ชปํ•˜๋Š” ์นœ๊ตฌ๋“ค ์‚ฌ์ด์˜ ์ด์•ผ๊นƒ ๊ฑฐ๋ฆฌ๋กœ ๋‚จ์•„์žˆ์–ด์š”.
์–ด๋–ค ๋•Œ๋Š” ๋งˆ์•ฝ์„ ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ด ์ค‘๋…๋ณด๋‹ค๋Š”
09:03
sometimes being drug-free has less to do with addiction
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09:06
and more to do with sanity.
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์˜จ์ „ํ•œ ์ •์‹ ๊ณผ ๊ด€๋ จ์ด ์žˆ์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
09:09
We weren't the only kids who grew up this way.
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์ด๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ์ž๋ž€ ์•„์ด๋“ค์€ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ ๋ฟ๋งŒ์ด ์•„๋‹™๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:12
To this day, kids are still being called names.
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์˜ค๋Š˜๋‚ , ์–ด๋ฆฐ์ด๋“ค์€ ์—ฌ์ „ํžˆ ๋†€๋ฆผ์„ ๋‹นํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
์˜ค๋ž˜๋œ ๋ฐฉ์‹๋“ค๋กœ, "์•ผ ๋ฐ”๋ณด์•ผ," "์•ผ ๋ถˆ์•ˆํ•œ ์• ." ๋“ฑ์ด ์žˆ์ฃ .
09:16
The classics were "Hey, stupid," "Hey, spaz."
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๋ชจ๋“  ํ•™๊ต๋“ค์ด ์ž”์ธํ•œ ๋ณ„๋ช…์˜ ๋ฌด๊ธฐ๊ณ ๋ฅผ ๊ฐ€์ง„ ๊ฒƒ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ๋ณด์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค
09:21
Seems like every school has an arsenal of names
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09:23
getting updated every year.
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๋งค๋…„ ์—…๊ทธ๋ ˆ์ด๋“œ๋˜๊ณ ์š”,
09:26
And if a kid breaks in a school and no one around chooses to hear,
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๋งŒ์•ฝ ์–ด๋–ค ์•„์ด๊ฐ€ ํ•™๊ต์—์„œ ์ข€ ๋ผ๊ณ  ์‹ถ์–ด๋„ ์•„๋ฌด๋„ ๋“ค์œผ๋ ค๊ณ  ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š๋Š”๋‹ค๋ฉด,
๊ทธ๋“ค์€ ์†Œ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ๋‚ด๋‚˜์š”?
09:29
do they make a sound?
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09:30
Are they just background noise from a soundtrack stuck on repeat,
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์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด "์• ๋“ค์ด ์ž”์ธํ•  ๋•Œ๋„ ์žˆ์ง€"๋ž€ ๋ง์„ ํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ๊ณผ ๊ฐ™์€
09:33
when people say things like, "Kids can be cruel."
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๋ฐ˜๋ณต๋˜๋Š” ์‚ฌ์šด๋“œํŠธ๋ž™์˜ ๋ฐฐ๊ฒฝ ์Œ์•…์— ๋ถˆ๊ณผํ•œ ๊ฒƒ์ผ๊นŒ์š”?
09:37
Every school was a big top circus tent,
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๋ชจ๋“  ํ•™๊ต๋Š” ์ปค๋‹ค๋ž€ ์„œ์ปค์Šค ํ…ํŠธ์—ฌ์„œ,
์„œ์—ด์€ ๊ณก์˜ˆ์‚ฌ๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ์‚ฌ์ž ์กฐ๋ จ์‚ฌ๊นŒ์ง€,
09:41
and the pecking order went from acrobats to lion tamers,
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09:43
from clowns to carnies, all of these miles ahead of who we were.
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๊ด‘๋Œ€๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ํฅํ–‰ ๋ฐฐ์šฐ๊นŒ์ง€ ๊ธธ๊ณ , ์šฐ๋ฆฌ ์•ž์—๋Š” ๋ช‡ ๋งˆ์ผ์ด๋‚˜ ๋Š˜์–ด์„œ ์žˆ์ฃ .
์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๊ดด์งœ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ๊ฐ€์žฌ์†์„ ๊ฐ€์ง„ ์†Œ๋…„๋“ค์ด์ž ์ˆ˜์—ผ๋‚œ ์•„๊ฐ€์”จ๋“ค์ด์ฃ .
09:47
We were freaks --
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09:48
lobster-claw boys and bearded ladies,
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09:51
oddities juggling depression and loneliness,
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์šฐ์šธํ•จ๊ณผ ์™ธ๋กœ์›€์„ ์ €๊ธ€๋งํ•˜๋Š” ๊ดด์ƒํ•œ ์ด๋“ค์ด์ฃ ,
09:53
playing solitaire, spin the bottle,
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ํ˜ผ์ž์„œ ์นด๋“œ๋†€์ด๋ฅผ ํ•˜๊ณ , ๋ณ‘ ๋Œ๋ฆฌ๊ธฐ ๋†€์ด๋ฅผ ํ•˜๊ณ ,
09:55
trying to kiss the wounded parts of ourselves and heal,
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ์˜ ์ƒ์ฒ˜์— ํ‚ค์Šค๋ฅผ ํ•ด, ๋‚ซ๊ฒŒ ํ•˜๋ ค๊ณ  ํ•˜์ฃ .
09:57
but at night, while the others slept,
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๋ชจ๋‘๊ฐ€ ์ž ๋“  ๋ฐค์—๋Š”,
10:00
we kept walking the tightrope.
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๊ณ„์† ์ค„ํƒ€๊ธฐ ์—ฐ์Šต์„ ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
์ด ์—ฐ์Šต์—์„œ, ๊ทธ๋ž˜์š”, ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋“ค ์ค‘ ์ผ๋ถ€๋Š” ๋–จ์–ด์ง‘๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:03
It was practice, and yes, some of us fell.
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10:06
But I want to tell them that all of this
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ์ €๋Š” ๊ทธ๋“ค์—๊ฒŒ ์ด ๋ชจ๋“  ๊ฒŒ
10:09
is just debris
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ๋งˆ์นจ๋‚ด ์šฐ๋ฆฌ ์Šค์Šค๋กœ๋ผ๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ–ˆ๋˜ ์ž์‹ ์„
10:11
left over when we finally decide to smash all the things we thought we used to be,
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๊นจ๋ถ€์ˆ˜๊ธฐ๋กœ ๊ฒฐ์‹ฌํ–ˆ์„ ๋•Œ ๋‚จ๋Š” ํŒŒํŽธ์ผ ๋ฟ์ด๋ผ๊ณ  ๋งํ•ด์ฃผ๊ณ  ์‹ถ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:16
and if you can't see anything beautiful about yourself,
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋งŒ์•ฝ ๋‹น์‹ ์ด ๋‹น์‹  ์ž์‹ ์—๊ฒŒ์„œ ์–ด๋–ค ์•„๋ฆ„๋‹ค์›€๋„ ๋ฐœ๊ฒฌํ•˜์ง€ ๋ชปํ•œ๋‹ค๋ฉด,
10:20
get a better mirror, look a little closer, stare a little longer,
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๋” ๋‚˜์€ ๊ฑฐ์šธ๋กœ ๋ฐ”๊พธ๊ฑฐ๋‚˜, ๋” ๊ฐ€๊นŒ์ด์„œ ๋ณด๊ฑฐ๋‚˜, ๋” ์˜ค๋ž˜ ๋ฐ”๋ผ๋ณด๋ผ๊ณ ์š”.
์™œ๋ƒํ•˜๋ฉด ๋ชจ๋‘๊ฐ€ ๊ทธ๋งŒ ๋‘๋ผ๊ณ  ํ–ˆ์Œ์—๋„ ๋ถˆ๊ตฌํ•˜๊ณ 
10:25
because there's something inside you that made you keep trying
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๊ณ„์† ์‹œ๋„ํ•œ ๋‹น์‹  ์•ˆ์—๋Š” ๋ญ”๊ฐ€ ์žˆ๊ธฐ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์ด์ฃ .
10:28
despite everyone who told you to quit.
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๋‹น์‹ ์€ ๋‹น์‹ ์˜ ๊นจ์ง„ ๋งˆ์Œ ์ฃผ์œ„์— ์„๊ณ ๋ฅผ ๋‘๋ฅด๊ณ  ๊ฑฐ๊ธฐ์— ์Šค์Šค๋กœ ์‹ธ์ธ์„ ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:30
You built a cast around your broken heart
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10:32
and signed it yourself, "They were wrong."
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๋‹น์‹ ์€ ์ด๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ์‹ธ์ธํ–ˆ์ฃ , "๊ทธ๋“ค์ด ํ‹€๋ ธ์–ด."
10:34
Because maybe you didn't belong to a group or a clique.
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์™œ๋ƒํ•˜๋ฉด ์–ด์ฉŒ๋ฉด ๋‹น์‹ ์ด ๊ทธ ๊ทธ๋ฃน์ด๋‚˜ ํŒจ๊ฑฐ๋ฆฌ์— ์†ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์•˜๊ธฐ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์ด๋‹ˆ๊นŒ์š”.
10:36
Maybe they decided to pick you last for basketball or everything.
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์–ด์ฉŒ๋ฉด ๊ทธ๋“ค์ด ๋†๊ตฌ๋‚˜ ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ๋ชจ๋“  ๊ฒŒ์ž„์—์„œ ๋‹น์‹ ์„ ์ œ์ผ ๋งˆ์ง€๋ง‰์œผ๋กœ ์„ ํƒํ–ˆ์œผ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ์š”.
10:40
Maybe you used to bring bruises and broken teeth to show-and-tell, but never told,
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์–ด์ฉŒ๋ฉด ๋‹น์‹ ์ด ๋ฐœํ‘œ ์‹œ๊ฐ„์— ๋ฉ๊ณผ ๋ถ€๋Ÿฌ์ง„ ์ด๋นจ์„ ๊ฐ€์ ธ์˜ค๊ณค ํ–ˆ์ง€๋งŒ, ํ•œ๋ฒˆ๋„ ๊ทธ๊ฒƒ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์œผ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ์š”.
10:43
because how can you hold your ground
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์™œ๋ƒํ•˜๋ฉด ๋‹น์‹  ์ฃผ๋ณ€ ๋ชจ๋‘๊ฐ€ ๋‹น์‹ ์„ ๋ฌป์–ด๋ฒ„๋ฆฌ๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ์›ํ•  ๋•Œ
10:45
if everyone around you wants to bury you beneath it?
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์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ๋‹น์‹ ์ด ๋ฉ€์ฉกํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๊ฒ ์–ด์š”?
๋‹น์‹ ์€ ๊ทธ๋“ค์ด ํ‹€๋ ธ๋‹ค๊ณ  ๋ฏฟ์–ด์•ผ ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:48
You have to believe that they were wrong.
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10:51
They have to be wrong.
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๊ทธ๋“ค์ด ํ‹€๋ ธ์–ด์•ผ๋งŒ ํ•ด์š”,
10:54
Why else would we still be here?
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๊ทธ๋ ‡์ง€ ์•Š์œผ๋ฉด ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ์™œ ์•„์ง๋„ ์—ฌ๊ธฐ์— ์žˆ๊ฒ ์–ด์š”?
์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์•ฝ์ž๋ฅผ ์‘์›ํ•˜๋Š” ๋ฒ•์„ ๋ฐฐ์šฐ๋ฉฐ ์ž๋ผ์™”์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:58
We grew up learning to cheer on the underdog
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11:00
because we see ourselves in them.
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์™œ๋ƒํ•˜๋ฉด ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ๊ทธ๋“ค์—๊ฒŒ์„œ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ ์ž์‹ ์„ ๋ณด๊ธฐ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์ด์ฃ .
์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ๋“ฃ๋Š” ๋ณ„๋ช…๊ณผ ์‹ค์ œ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ ์ž์‹ ์€ ๋‹ค๋ฅด๋‹ค๋Š”
11:03
We stem from a root planted in the belief
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11:05
that we are not what we were called.
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๋ฏฟ์Œ์œผ๋กœ๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ์ƒ๊ฒจ๋‚ฌ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
11:07
We are not abandoned cars stalled out and sitting empty on some highway,
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ํŒ๋งค์ ์—์„œ ๋ฒ„๋ ค์ ธ์„œ
๊ณ ์†๋„๋กœ์— ๋นˆ ์ฑ„๋กœ ์žˆ๋Š” ์ฐจ๋“ค์ด ์•„๋‹™๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
11:12
and if in some way we are, don't worry.
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๋งŒ์•ฝ ์–ด๋–ค ๋ฉด์—์„œ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ์—๊ฒŒ ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ์ ๋„ ์žˆ๋‹ค๋ฉด, ๊ฑฑ์ •ํ•˜์ง€ ๋งˆ์„ธ์š”.
์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๊ทธ์ € ๋น ์ ธ ๋‚˜์™€์„œ ๊ธฐ๋ฆ„์„ ๋„ฃ์œผ๋ฉด ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
11:14
We only got out to walk and get gas.
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” '์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ํ•ด๋ƒˆ์–ด'๋ฐ˜์˜ ์กธ์—…์ƒ๋“ค์ด์ง€,
11:16
We are graduating members from the class of We Made It,
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11:19
not the faded echoes of voices crying out,
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"๋†€๋ฆผ์œผ๋กœ๋Š” ์ ˆ๋Œ€ ๋‚˜๋ฅผ ๋‹ค์น˜๊ฒŒ ํ•˜์ง€ ๋ชปํ•œ๋‹ค."๊ณ 
11:21
"Names will never hurt me."
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์™ธ์น˜๋Š” ํฌ๋ฏธํ•œ ๋ฉ”์•„๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ์•„๋‹™๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
11:26
Of course they did.
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๋ฌผ๋ก  ๊ทธ๋“ค์€ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ๋‹ค์น˜๊ฒŒ ํ–ˆ์ฃ .
11:30
But our lives will only ever always continue to be a balancing act
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ์˜ ์‚ถ์€ ๋Š˜ ๊ทธ๋ž˜์™”๋“ฏ
๊ท ํ˜•์„ ์žก์œผ๋ฉฐ ๊ณ„์†๋  ๊ฒƒ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
11:35
that has less to do with pain
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๊ณ ํ†ต์€ ์ค„์ด๊ณ 
11:38
and more to do with beauty.
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์•„๋ฆ„๋‹ค์›€์€ ๋Š˜์ด๋ฉด์„œ์š”.
11:42
(Applause)
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์ด ์›น์‚ฌ์ดํŠธ ์ •๋ณด

์ด ์‚ฌ์ดํŠธ๋Š” ์˜์–ด ํ•™์Šต์— ์œ ์šฉํ•œ YouTube ๋™์˜์ƒ์„ ์†Œ๊ฐœํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ์ „ ์„ธ๊ณ„ ์ตœ๊ณ ์˜ ์„ ์ƒ๋‹˜๋“ค์ด ๊ฐ€๋ฅด์น˜๋Š” ์˜์–ด ์ˆ˜์—…์„ ๋ณด๊ฒŒ ๋  ๊ฒƒ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ๊ฐ ๋™์˜์ƒ ํŽ˜์ด์ง€์— ํ‘œ์‹œ๋˜๋Š” ์˜์–ด ์ž๋ง‰์„ ๋”๋ธ” ํด๋ฆญํ•˜๋ฉด ๊ทธ๊ณณ์—์„œ ๋™์˜์ƒ์ด ์žฌ์ƒ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ๋น„๋””์˜ค ์žฌ์ƒ์— ๋งž์ถฐ ์ž๋ง‰์ด ์Šคํฌ๋กค๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ์˜๊ฒฌ์ด๋‚˜ ์š”์ฒญ์ด ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ฒฝ์šฐ ์ด ๋ฌธ์˜ ์–‘์‹์„ ์‚ฌ์šฉํ•˜์—ฌ ๋ฌธ์˜ํ•˜์‹ญ์‹œ์˜ค.

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