Cesar Kuriyama: One second every day

Translator: Joseph Geni Reviewer: Morton Bast

Prevoditelj: Paulina Babić Recezent: Senzos Osijek

So, I'm an artist.

Ja sam umjetnik.

I live in New York, and I've been working in advertising

Živim u New Yorku i radio sam u oglašavanju

for -- ever since I left school,

otkako sam završio fakultet,

so about seven, eight years now,

oko 7, 8 godina, i to me

and it was draining.

neizmjerno iscrpljivalo.

I worked a lot of late nights. I worked a lot of weekends,

Često sam radio do kasno u noć. Često sam radio vikendima

and I found myself never having time for all the projects

i više nisam imao vremena koje bih posvetio projektima

that I wanted to work on on my own.

koje sam želio razviti sam.

And one day I was at work and I saw a talk

Jednog dana bio sam na poslu i vidio sam govor

by Stefan Sagmeister on TED,

Stefana Sagmeistera na TED-u

and it was called "The power of time off,"

koji se zvao "Snaga slobodnog vremena,"

and he spoke about how every seven years,

i on je pričao kako svakih sedam godina,

he takes a year off from work so he could

uzima godinu dana odmora od posla kako bi mogao

do his own creative projects, and I was instantly inspired,

raditi na svojim kreativnim projektima, i ja sam odmah bio inspiriran,

and I just said, "I have to do that. I have to take a year off.

i jednostavno rekao, "Moram to učiniti. Moram uzeti godinu dana slobodno.

I need to take time to travel and spend time with my family

Moram uzeti vremena za putovati i provoditi vrijeme sa svojom obitelji

and start my own creative ideas."

i započeti svoje vlastite kreativne ideje."

So the first of those projects ended up being

Prvi od tih projekata završio je kao nešto

something I called "One Second Every Day."

što ja zovem "Jedna sekunda svakog dana."

Basically I'm recording one second of every day of my life

Uglavnom, snimam jednu sekundu svakog dana u mom životu

for the rest of my life,

do kraja života,

chronologically compiling these one-second

kronološko sastavljajući te jedno-sekundne

tiny slices of my life into one single continuous video

sitne dijelove mog života u jedan kontinuirajući snimak

until, you know, I can't record them anymore.

do onda, znate, kada ih više neću moći snimati.

The purpose of this project is, one:

Svrha ovog projekta je, kao prvo:

I hate not remembering things that I've done in the past.

Mrzim činjenicu što se ne mogu sjetiti stvari koje sam napravio u prošlosti.

There's all these things that I've done with my life

Toliko je stvari koje sam napravio u životu

that I have no recollection of

kojih se ne sjećam

unless someone brings it up, and sometimes I think,

osim ako ih netko ne spomene, i ponekad pomislim,

"Oh yeah, that's something that I did."

"O da, to sam napravio."

And something that I realized early on in the project

I još nešto što sam primjetio ranije u projektu

was that if I wasn't doing anything interesting,

je to da ako nisam radio ništa zanimljivo,

I would probably forget to record the video.

vjerojatno bih zaboravio snimiti snimak.

So the day -- the first time that I forgot, it really hurt me,

Na dan kad sam prvi put to zaboravio, zaboljelo me

because it's something that I really wanted to --

jer to je nešto što sam zbilja želio

from the moment that I turned 30, I wanted

od trenutka kad sam napunio 30 godina, želio sam

to keep this project going until forever,

da ovaj projekt napreduje zauvijek

and having missed that one second, I realized,

i zaboravivši snimiti tu jednu sekundu, shvatio sam,

it just kind of created this thing in my head

da sam si stvorio stanje u glavi

where I never forgot ever again.

da to nikad više ne zaboravim.

So if I live to see 80 years of age,

Ako doživim 80 godina,

I'm going to have a five-hour video

imat ću snimku od pet sati

that encapsulates 50 years of my life.

koja sjedinjuje 50 godina mog života.

When I turn 40, I'll have a one-hour video

Kad navršim 40 godina imati ću snimku od jednoga sata

that includes just my 30s.

koja uključuje moje tridesete.

This has really

To me zbilja

invigorated me day-to-day, when I wake up,

okrijepljuje iz dana u dan, kad se probudim,

to try and do something interesting with my day.

da pokušam i učinim nešto zanimljivo od dana.

Now, one of the things that I have issues with is that,

Jedan od problema je taj

as the days and weeks and months go by,

što kako dani, tjedni i mjeseci prolaze,

time just seems to start blurring

čini mi se kako se vrijeme počinje mutiti

and blending into each other

i miješati jedno u drugo

and, you know, I hated that,

i, znate, to mi se nije sviđalo,

and visualization is the way to trigger memory.

a vizualizacija je način pokretanja sjećanja.

You know, this project for me is a way for me

Ovaj projekt je za mene način

to bridge that gap and remember everything that I've done.

premošćivanja jaza i prisjećanja svega što sam napravio.

Even just this one second allows me to remember

Samo jedna sekunda pomaže mi da se sjetim

everything else I did that one day.

svega ostalog što sam radio taj dan.

It's difficult, sometimes, to pick that one second.

Ponekad je teško izabrati tu jednu sekundu.

On a good day, I'll have maybe three or four seconds

Na dobar dan nekada imam tri ili četiri sekunde

that I really want to choose,

koje bi htio izabrati,

but I'll just have to narrow it down to one,

ali moram suziti na jednu sekundu,

but even narrowing it down to that one allows me

ali čak i sužavanje na tu jednu sekundu pomaže mi

to remember the other three anyway.

da se sjetim ostale tri sekunde.

It's also kind of a protest, a personal protest,

To je također jedna vrsta prosvjeda, osobnog prosvjeda,

against the culture we have now where people

protiv današnje kulture gdje ljudi

just are at concerts with their cell phones out

na koncertima sa svojim mobitelima

recording the whole concert, and they're disturbing you.

snimaju cijeli koncert i smetaju vam.

They're not even enjoying the show.

Čak ne uživaju u koncertu.

They're watching the concert through their cell phone.

Gledaju koncert preko mobitela.

I hate that. I admittedly used to be that guy a little bit,

Mrzim to. Priznajem da sam nekad čak i pomalo bio takav,

back in the day, and I've decided that the best way

prije, ali sam odlučio da je najbolji način

for me to still capture and keep a visual memory of my life

da ipak uhvatim trenutak i smjestim ga u vizualnu memoriju

and not be that person, is to just record that one second

a da ipak ne budem takva osoba, taj da snimim samo jednu sekundu

that will allow me to trigger that memory of,

koja će mi pomoći da pokrenem sjećanje na,

"Yeah, that concert was amazing. I really loved that concert."

" Da, taj je koncert bio nevjerovatan. Zbilja mi se svidio taj koncert."

And it just takes a quick, quick second.

To traje samo jednu brzu sekundu.

I was on a three-month road trip this summer.

Ovo ljeto bio sam na tromjesečnom putovanju.

It was something that I've been dreaming about doing my whole life,

To je nešto o čemu sam sanjao cijeli život,

just driving around the U.S. and Canada

da se vozim po cijelom SAD-u i Kanadi

and just figuring out where to go the next day,

i smišljam gdje da idem idući dan,

and it was kind of outstanding.

i bilo je izvanredno.

I actually ran out, I spent too much money on my road trip

Ostao sam bez novca, potrošio sam previše novca na putovanje

for the savings that I had to take my year off,

koje sam štedio da bih mogao uzeti godinu dana slobodno,

so I had to, I went to Seattle and I spent some time

pa sam se morao vratiti u Seattle i provesti neko vrijeme

with friends working on a really neat project.

sa svojim prijateljima radeći na zbilja krasnom projektu.

One of the reasons that I took my year off was to spend more time with my family,

Jedan od razloga zašto sam uzeo godinu dana slobodno je da provedem više vremena sa svojom obitelji,

and this really tragic thing happened where

no dogodila se zbilja tragična situacija,

my sister-in-law,

moja šogorica

her intestine suddenly strangled one day,

je imala zapetljaj crijeva,

and we took her to the emergency room,

odmah smo je odvezli na hitnu,

and she was, she was in really bad shape.

a ona je, ona je bila u zbilja lošem stanju.

We almost lost her a couple of times,

Par puta je zamalo umrla,

and I was there with my brother every day.

i ja sam tamo bio sa bratom svaki dan.

It helped me realize something else during this project,

To mi je pomoglo da shvatim još nešto tijekom ovog projekta,

is that recording that one second on a really bad day

to da snimanje te jedne sekunde jako lošeg dana

is extremely difficult.

je jako teško.

It's not -- we tend to take our cameras out when we're doing awesome things.

Ali nije - MI nosimo kamere sa sobom kada radimo super stvari.

Or we're, "Oh, yeah, this party, let me take a picture."

Ili kad pomislimo, "Ovo je tulum, ajde da se slikam."

But we rarely do that when we're having a bad day,

Ali rijetko kad to radimo kad imamo loš dan,

and something horrible is happening.

i kad se nešto užasno dešava.

And I found that it's actually been very, very important

Ja sam spoznao da je zapravo jako, jako važno

to record even just that one second of a really bad moment.

snimati čak i tu sekundu jako lošeg trenutka.

It really helps you appreciate the good times.

To nam pomaže više cijeniti dobre trenutke.

It's not always a good day, so when you have a bad one,

Nije nam uvijek dobar dan, pa kad imamo loš dan

I think it's important to remember it,

mislim da ga trebamo zapamtiti,

just as much as it is important to remember the [good] days.

isto kao što trebamo zapamtiti dobar dan.

Now one of the things that I do is I don't use any filters,

Jedna od stvari koje radim je ta da ne koristim nikakve filtere,

I don't use anything to -- I try to capture the moment

ne koristi ništa -- pokušavam uhvatiti trenutak

as much as possible as the way that I saw it with my own eyes.

što više je moguće onakav kakvog sam ga vidio vlastitim očima.

I started a rule of first person perspective.

Počeo sam primjenjivati pravilo perspektive prve osobe.

Early on, I think I had a couple of videos where

Ranije sam imao nekoliko video zapisa ovdje

you would see me in it, but I realized that wasn't the way to go.

u kojima ste mogli mene vidjeti, no shvatio sam da to nije onako kako treba.

The way to really remember what I saw

Način da to zbilja zapamtim onako kako sam vidio

was to record it as I actually saw it.

je da snimim kao da sam zapravo vidio.

Now a couple of things that I have in my head about this project are,

Sada nekoliko stvari koje imam u glavi vezanih uz ovaj projekt su,

wouldn't it be interesting if thousands of people were doing this?

ne bi li bilo zanimljivo da tisuće ljudi radi ovo?

I turned 31 last week, which is there.

Napunio sam 31 godinu prošli tjedan, što možete vidjeti ovdje.

I think it would be interesting to see

Mislim da bi bilo zanimljivo vidjeti

what everyone did with a project like this.

što su svi radili sa projektom poput ovoga.

I think everyone would have a different interpretation of it.

Mislim da bi svatko imao različitu interpretaciju.

I think everyone would benefit from just having that one second to remember every day.

Mislim da bi svi imali koristi od toga da imaju tu jednu sekundu koju zapamte svaki dan.

Personally, I'm tired of forgetting,

Osobno, umoran sam od zaboravljanja,

and this is a really easy thing to do.

a ovo je jednostvarna stvar za napraviti.

I mean, we all have HD-capable cameras in our pockets right now --

Mislim, svi imamo kamere visoke rezolucije u džepovima u ovome trenutku --

most people in this room, I bet --

velik broj ljudi u ovoj prostoriji, dao bih se kladiti --

and it's something that's --

a to je nešto što --

I never want to forget another day that I've ever lived,

Nikad više ne želim zaboraviti ni jedan dan koji sam proživio,

and this is my way of doing that,

i ovo je moj način na koji to radim,

and it'd be really interesting also to see,

i bilo bi zaista zanimljivo također vidjeti

if you could just type in on a website,

da možemo samo utipkati na web stranici

"June 18, 2018,"

"18. lipanj 2018,"

and you would just see a stream of people's lives

i vidjeti tok života ljudi

on that particular day from all over the world.

na baš taj dan sa cijelog svijeta.

And I don't know, I think this project has a lot of possibilities,

Milsim da ovaj projekt imam razne mogućnosti,

and I encourage you all to record just a small snippet of your life every day,

te obrabrujem vas sve da snimite mali komadić vašeg života svakog dana,

so you can never forget that that day, you lived.

da nikada ne zaboravite da ste tog dana živjeli.

Thank you.

Hvala.

(Applause)

(Pljesak)