David Hoffman: How would you feel if you lost everything?

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I had a fire nine days ago.
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My archive:
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175 films, my 16-millimeter negative,
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all my books, my dad's books, my photographs.
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I'd collected --
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I was a collector, major, big-time.
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It's gone.
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I just looked at it,
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and I didn't know what to do.
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I mean, this was --
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was I my things?
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I always live in the present -- I love the present.
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I cherish the future.
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And I was taught some strange thing as a kid,
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like, you've got to make something good out of something bad.
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You've got to make something good out of something bad.
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This was bad! Man, I was --
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I cough. I was sick.
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That's my camera lens. The first one --
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the one I shot my Bob Dylan film with 35 years ago.
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That's my feature film. "King, Murray"
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won Cannes Film Festival 1970 --
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the only print I had.
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That's my papers.
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That was in minutes -- 20 minutes.
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Epiphany hit me. Something hit me.
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"You've got to make something good out of something bad,"
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I started to say to my friends, neighbors, my sister.
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By the way, that's "Sputnik." I ran it last year.
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"Sputnik" was downtown, the negative. It wasn't touched.
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These are some pieces of things I used in my Sputnik feature film,
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which opens in New York in two weeks
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downtown.
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I called my sister. I called my neighbors. I said, "Come dig."
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That's me at my desk.
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That was a desk took 40-some years to build.
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You know -- all the stuff.
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That's my daughter, Jean.
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She came. She's a nurse in San Francisco.
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"Dig it up," I said. "Pieces.
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I want pieces. Bits and pieces."
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I came up with this idea: a life of bits and pieces,
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which I'm just starting to work on -- my next project.
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That's my sister. She took care of pictures,
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because I was a big collector of snapshot photography
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that I believed said a lot.
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And those are some of the pictures that --
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something was good about the burnt pictures.
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I didn't know. I looked at that --
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I said, "Wow, is that better than the --"
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That's my proposal on Jimmy Doolittle. I made that movie for television.
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It's the only copy I had. Pieces of it.
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Idea about women.
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So I started to say, "Hey, man, you are too much!
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You could cry about this." I really didn't.
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I just instead said,
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"I'm going to make something out of it, and maybe next year ... "
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And I appreciate this moment
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to come up on this stage with so many people
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who've already given me so much solace,
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and just say to TEDsters:
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I'm proud of me. That I take something bad,
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I turn it, and I'm going to make something good out of this,
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all these pieces.
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That's Arthur Leipzig's original photograph I loved.
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I was a big record collector --
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the records didn't make it. Boy, I tell you,
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film burns. Film burns.
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I mean, this was 16-millimeter safety film.
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The negatives are gone.
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That's my father's letter to me, telling me to
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marry the woman I first married when I was 20.
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That's my daughter and me.
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She's still there. She's there this morning, actually.
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That's my house.
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My family's living in the Hilton Hotel in Scotts Valley.
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That's my wife, Heidi,
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who didn't take it as well as I did.
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My children, Davey and Henry.
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My son, Davey, in the hotel two nights ago.
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So, my message to you folks,
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from my three minutes, is that I appreciate the chance
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to share this with you. I will be back. I love being at TED.
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I came to live it, and I am living it.
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That's my view from my window outside of Santa Cruz, in Bonny Doon,
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just 35 miles from here.
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Thank you everybody.
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(Applause)
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