What hallucination reveals about our minds | Oliver Sacks

We see with the eyes,

but we see with the brain as well.

And seeing with the brain is often called imagination.

And we are familiar with the landscapes of our own imagination,

our inscapes.

We've lived with them all our lives.

But there are also hallucinations as well.

And hallucinations are completely different.

They don't seem to be of our creation.

They don't seem to be under control.

They seem to come from the outside and to mimic perception.

So I am going to be talking about hallucinations

and a particular sort of visual hallucination,

which I see among my patients.

A few months ago, I got a phone call from a nursing home where I work.

They told me that one of their residents, an old lady in her 90s,

was seeing things,

and they wondered if she'd gone bonkers

or, because she was an old lady,

whether she'd had a stroke, or whether she had Alzheimer's.

And so they asked me if I would come and see Rosalie,

the old lady.

I went in to see her.

It was evident straightaway that she was perfectly sane

and lucid and of good intelligence,

but she'd been very startled and very bewildered,

because she'd been seeing things.

And she told me -- the nurses hadn't mentioned this --

that she was blind,

that she had been completely blind from macular degeneration for five years.

But now, for the last few days, she'd been seeing things.

So I said, "What sort of things?"

And she said, "People in Eastern dress,

in drapes, walking up and down stairs.

A man who turns towards me and smiles,

but he has huge teeth on one side of his mouth.

Animals too.

I see a white building. It's snowing, a soft snow.

I see this horse with a harness, dragging the snow away.

Then, one night, the scene changes.

I see cats and dogs walking towards me.

They come to a certain point and then stop.

Then it changes again.

I see a lot of children. They're walking up and down stairs.

They wear bright colors, rose and blue,

like Eastern dress."

Sometimes, she said, before the people come on,

she may hallucinate pink and blue squares on the floor,

which seem to go up to the ceiling.

I said, "Is this like a dream?"

And she said, "No, it's not like a dream. It's like a movie."

She said, "It's got color. It's got motion.

But it's completely silent, like a silent movie."

And she said it's a rather boring movie.

(Laughter)

She said, "All these people with Eastern dress,

walking up and down, very repetitive, very limited."

(Laughter)

And she had a sense of humor.

She knew it was a hallucination, but she was frightened.

She had lived 95 years,

and she'd never had a hallucination before.

She said that the hallucinations were unrelated to anything she was thinking

or feeling or doing,

that they seemed to come on by themselves, or disappear.

She had no control over them.

She said she didn't recognize any of the people or places

in the hallucinations,

and none of the people or the animals --

well, they all seemed oblivious of her.

And she didn't know what was going on.

She wondered if she was going mad or losing her mind.

Well, I examined her carefully.

She was a bright old lady,

perfectly sane.

She had no medical problems.

She wasn't on any medications which could produce hallucinations.

But she was blind.

And I then said to her, "I think I know what you have."

I said, "There is a special form of visual hallucination

which may go with deteriorating vision or blindness.

This was originally described," I said,

"right back in the 18th century,

by a man called Charles Bonnet.

And you have Charles Bonnet syndrome.

There's nothing wrong with your brain. There's nothing wrong with your mind.

You have Charles Bonnet syndrome."

And she was very relieved at this,

that there was nothing seriously the matter,

and also rather curious.

She said, "Who is this Charles Bonnet?"

She said, "Did he have them himself?"

And she said, "Tell all the nurses that I have Charles Bonnet syndrome."

(Laughter)

"I'm not crazy. I'm not demented. I have Charles Bonnet syndrome."

Well, so, I did tell the nurses.

Now this, for me, is a common situation.

I work in old-age homes, largely.

I see a lot of elderly people

who are hearing-impaired or visually impaired.

About 10 percent of the hearing-impaired people

get musical hallucinations.

And about 10 percent of the visually impaired people

get visual hallucinations.

You don't have to be completely blind,

only sufficiently impaired.

Now, with the original description in the 18th century,

Charles Bonnet did not have them.

His grandfather had these hallucinations.

His grandfather was a magistrate, an elderly man.

He'd had cataract surgery.

His vision was pretty poor.

And in 1759, he described to his grandson

various things he was seeing.

The first thing he said was he saw a handkerchief in midair.

It was a large blue handkerchief with four orange circles.

And he knew it was a hallucination.

You don't have handkerchiefs in midair.

And then he saw a big wheel in midair.

But sometimes he wasn't sure whether he was hallucinating or not,

because the hallucinations would fit in the context of the visions.

So on one occasion, when his granddaughters were visiting them,

he said, "And who are these handsome young men with you?"

(Laughter)

And they said, "Alas, Grandpapa, there are no handsome young men."

And then the handsome young men disappeared.

It's typical of these hallucinations

that they may come in a flash and disappear in a flash.

They don't usually fade in and out.

They are rather sudden, and they change suddenly.

Charles Lullin, the grandfather,

saw hundreds of different figures,

different landscapes of all sorts.

On one occasion, he saw a man in a bathrobe smoking a pipe,

and realized it was himself.

That was the only figure he recognized.

On one occasion, when he was walking in the streets of Paris,

he saw -- this was real -- a scaffolding.

But when he got back home, he saw a miniature of the scaffolding,

six inches high,

on his study table.

This repetition of perception is sometimes called "palinopsia."

With him and with Rosalie,

what seems to be going on --

and Rosalie said, "What's going on?" --

and I said that as you lose vision,

as the visual parts of the brain are no longer getting any input,

they become hyperactive and excitable,

and they start to fire spontaneously.

And you start to see things.

The things you see can be very complicated indeed.

With another patient of mine who also had some vision,

the visions she had could be disturbing.

On one occasion, she said she saw a man in a striped shirt in a restaurant.

And he turned round,

and then he divided into six figures in striped shirts,

who started walking towards her.

And then the six figures came together, like a concertina.

Once, when she was driving,

or rather, her husband was driving,

the road divided into four

and she felt herself going simultaneously up four roads.

She had very mobile hallucinations as well.

A lot of them had to do with a car.

Sometimes she would see a teenage boy sitting on the hood of the car.

He was very tenacious,

and he moved rather gracefully when the car turned.

And then when they came to a stop,

the boy would do a sudden vertical takeoff, 100 foot in the air,

and then disappear.

Another patient of mine had a different sort of hallucination.

This was a woman who didn't have trouble with her eyes

but the visual parts of her brain,

a little tumor in the occipital cortex.

And, above all, she would see cartoons.

And these cartoons would be transparent,

and would cover half the visual field, like a screen.

And especially, she saw cartoons of Kermit the Frog.

(Laughter)

Now, I don't watch Sesame Street,

but she made a point of saying,

"Why Kermit?" she said, "Kermit the Frog means nothing to me."

You know, I was wondering about Freudian determinants: Why Kermit?

"Kermit the Frog means nothing to me."

She didn't mind the cartoons too much.

But what did disturb her

was she got very persistent images or hallucinations of faces,

and as with Rosalie, the faces were often deformed,

with very large teeth or very large eyes.

And these frightened her.

Well, what is going on with these people?

As a physician, I have to try and define what's going on

and to reassure people,

especially to reassure them that they're not going insane.

Something like 10 percent, as I said,

of visually impaired people get these.

But no more than one percent of the people acknowledge them,

because they are afraid they will be seen as insane or something.

And if they do mention them to their own doctors,

they may be misdiagnosed.

In particular, the notion is that if you see things or hear things,

you're going mad.

But the psychotic hallucinations are quite different.

Psychotic hallucinations, whether they are visual or vocal,

they address you.

They accuse you, they seduce you, they humiliate you, they jeer at you.

You interact with them.

There is none of this quality of being addressed

with these Charles Bonnet hallucinations.

There is a film. You're seeing a film which has nothing to do with you --

or that's how people think about it.

There is also a rare thing called temporal lobe epilepsy,

and sometimes, if one has this,

one may feel oneself transported back to a time and place in the past.

You're at a particular road junction.

You smell chestnuts roasting.

You hear the traffic. All the senses are involved.

And you're waiting for your girl.

And it's that Tuesday evening back in 1982.

The temporal lobe hallucinations are all sense hallucinations,

full of feeling, full of familiarity,

located in space and time,

coherent, dramatic.

The Charles Bonnet ones are quite different.

In the Charles Bonnet hallucinations, you have all sorts of levels,

from the geometrical hallucinations --

the pink and blue squares the woman had --

up to quite elaborate hallucinations

with figures and especially faces.

Faces, and sometimes deformed faces,

are the single commonest thing in these hallucinations.

And one of the second commonest is cartoons.

So, what is going on?

Fascinatingly, in the last few years,

it's been possible to do functional brain imagery,

to do fMRI on people as they are hallucinating,

and, in fact, to find that different parts of the visual brain are activated

as they are hallucinating.

When people have these simple, geometrical hallucinations,

the primary visual cortex is activated.

This is the part of the brain which perceives edges and patterns.

You don't form images with your primary visual cortex.

When images are formed,

a higher part of the visual cortex is involved, in the temporal lobe.

And in particular, one area of the temporal lobe

is called the fusiform gyrus.

And it's known that if people have damage in the fusiform gyrus,

they may lose the ability to recognize faces.

But if there's an abnormal activity in the fusiform gyrus,

they may hallucinate faces,

and this is exactly what you find in some of these people.

There is an area in the anterior part of this gyrus

where teeth and eyes are represented,

and that part of the gyrus is activated

when people get the deformed hallucinations.

There is another part of the brain which is especially activated

when one sees cartoons.

It's activated when one recognizes cartoons,

when one draws cartoons and when one hallucinates them.

It's very interesting that that should be specific.

There are other parts of the brain which are specifically involved

with the recognition and hallucination of buildings and landscapes.

Around 1970, it was found that there were not only parts of the brain,

but particular cells.

"Face cells" were discovered around 1970.

And now we know that there are hundreds of other sorts of cells,

which can be very, very specific.

So you may not only have "car" cells, you may have "Aston Martin" cells.

(Laughter)

I saw an Aston Martin this morning. I had to bring it in.

(Laughter)

And now it's in there, somewhere.

So --

(Laughter)

now, at this level, in what's called the inferotemporal cortex,

there are only visual images,

or figments or fragments.

It's only at higher levels that the other senses join in

and there are connections with memory and emotion.

And in the Charles Bonnet syndrome,

you don't go to those higher levels.

You're in these levels of inferior visual cortex,

where you have thousands and tens of thousands

and millions of images,

or figments or fragmentary figments,

all neurally encoded in particular cells or small clusters of cells.

Normally, these are all part of the integrated stream of perception,

or imagination,

and one is not conscious of them.

It is only if one is visually impaired or blind

that the process is interrupted.

And instead of getting normal perception,

you're getting an anarchic,

convulsive stimulation, or release,

of all of these visual cells in the inferotemporal cortex.

So, suddenly, you see a face. Suddenly, you see a car.

Suddenly this and suddenly that.

The mind does its best to organize

and to give some sort of coherence to this,

but not terribly successfully.

When these were first described,

it was thought that they could be interpreted like dreams.

But, in fact, people say,

"I don't recognize the people. I can't form any associations.

Kermit means nothing to me."

You don't get anywhere, thinking of them as dreams.

Well, I've more or less said what I wanted.

I think I just want to recapitulate and say this is common.

Think of the number of blind people.

There must be hundreds of thousands of blind people

who have these hallucinations

but are too scared to mention them.

So this sort of thing needs to be brought into notice,

for patients, for doctors, for the public.

Finally, I think they are infinitely interesting and valuable,

for giving one some insight as to how the brain works.

Charles Bonnet said, 250 years ago --

he wondered how, thinking of these hallucinations,

how, as he put it, the theater of the mind

could be generated by the machinery of the brain.

Now, 250 years later,

I think we're beginning to glimpse how this is done.

Thanks very much.

(Applause)

Chris Anderson: That was superb. Thank you so much.

You speak about these things with so much insight

and empathy for your patients.

Have you yourself experienced any of the syndromes you write about?

Oliver Sacks: I was afraid you would ask that.

(Laughter)

Well, yeah, a lot of them.

And, actually, I'm a little visually impaired myself.

I'm blind in one eye and not terribly good in the other.

And I see the geometrical hallucinations.

But they stop there.

CA: And they don't disturb you?

Because you understand what's doing it, it doesn't make you worried?

OS: Well, they don't disturb me any more than my tinnitus,

which I ignore.

They occasionally interest me,

and I have many pictures of them in my notebooks.

I've gone and had an fMRI myself,

to see how my visual cortex is ticking over.

And when I see all these hexagons

and complex things, which I also have,

in visual migraine,

I wonder whether everyone sees things like this

and whether things like cave art or ornamental art

may have been derived from them a bit.

CA: That was an utterly, utterly fascinating talk.

Thank you so much for sharing.

OS: Thank you. Thank you.

(Applause)