What to do when everything feels broken | Daniel Alexander Jones

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ูŠุฑุฌู‰ ุงู„ู†ู‚ุฑ ู†ู‚ุฑู‹ุง ู…ุฒุฏูˆุฌู‹ุง ููˆู‚ ุงู„ุชุฑุฌู…ุฉ ุงู„ุฅู†ุฌู„ูŠุฒูŠุฉ ุฃุฏู†ุงู‡ ู„ุชุดุบูŠู„ ุงู„ููŠุฏูŠูˆ.

ุงู„ู…ุชุฑุฌู…: lara yahfoufi ุงู„ู…ุฏู‚ู‘ู‚: omar idmassaoud
00:12
"I've got people in me."
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"ู‡ู†ุงูƒ ุฃุดุฎุงุต ููŠ ุฏุงุฎู„ูŠ"
00:15
So sang the late Abbey Lincoln.
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ู‡ูƒุฐุง ู‚ุงู„ุช ุงู„ุฑุงุญู„ุฉ ุขุจูŠ ู„ู†ูƒูˆู„ู† ููŠ ุฃุบู†ูŠุชู‡ุงุŒ
00:18
I take that lyric as mantra.
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ุฃุนุชุจุฑ ู‡ุฐู‡ ุงู„ูƒู„ู…ุงุช ุดุนุงุฑู‹ุง ุจุงู„ู†ุณุจุฉ ู„ูŠ
00:21
"I've got people in me."
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"ู‡ู†ุงูƒ ุฃุดุฎุงุต ููŠ ุฏุงุฎู„ูŠ"
00:24
Jomama Jones is the person in me I turn to as a guide.
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ุฌูˆู…ุงู…ุง ุฌูˆู†ุฒ ู‡ูŠ ุงู„ุดุฎุต ุจุฏุงุฎู„ูŠ ุงู„ุฐูŠ ุฃู„ุฌุฃ ุฅู„ูŠู‡ ู„ูŠุฑุดุฏู†ูŠ.
00:29
She's my alter ego.
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ู‡ูŠ ุงู„ุฃู†ุง ุงู„ุฃุฎุฑู‰.
00:31
I've been embodying her in performance since 1995,
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ู„ู‚ุฏ ูƒู†ุช ุฃุชู‚ู…ุต ุดุฎุตูŠุชู‡ุง ู…ู†ุฐ ุนุงู… 1995ุŒ
00:35
and she comes around when she has some insight to offer folks.
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ูˆุชุธู‡ุฑ ุนู†ุฏู…ุง ูŠูƒูˆู† ู„ุฏูŠู‡ุง ุญูƒู…ุฉ ุชุดุงุฑูƒู‡ุง ู…ุน ุงู„ู†ุงุณ.
00:41
At this time of radical change,
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ููŠ ู‡ุฐู‡ ุงู„ุฃูˆู‚ุงุช ุงู„ุนุตูŠุจุฉุŒ
00:43
I'm glad to be the vessel for her message to you.
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ูŠุณุนุฏู†ูŠ ุฃู† ุฃูƒูˆู† ุงู„ูˆุณูŠุท ุงู„ุฐูŠ ูŠูˆุตู„ ุฑุณุงู„ุชู‡ุง ู„ูƒู….
00:53
Jomama Jones: What if I told you
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ุฌูˆู…ุงู…ุง ุฌูˆู†ุฒ: ู…ุงุฐุง ู„ูˆ ู‚ู„ุช ู„ูƒู…
00:55
it's going to be alright ...
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ุฃู† ูƒู„ ุดูŠุก ุณูŠูƒูˆู† ุนู„ู‰ ู…ุง ูŠุฑุงู…...
00:57
but what if I told you not yet?
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ูˆู„ูƒู† ู…ุงุฐุง ู„ูˆ ู‚ู„ุช ู„ูƒู… ุฃู† ูˆู‚ุช ุฐู„ูƒ ู„ู… ูŠุญู†ุŸ
01:00
What if I told you there are trials ahead
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ู…ุงุฐุง ู„ูˆ ู‚ู„ุช ู„ูƒู… ุฃู† ู‡ู†ุงูƒ ู…ูุญู†ู‹ุง ุฃู…ุงู…ูƒู…
01:03
beyond your deepest fears?
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ู…ุฎูŠูุฉ ู„ุฃุจุนุฏ ุงู„ุฏุฑุฌุงุชุŸ
01:06
What if I told you will you fall ...
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ู…ุงุฐุง ู„ูˆ ู‚ู„ุช ู„ูƒู… ุฃู†ูƒู… ุณุชู‚ุนูˆู†...
01:08
down, down, down?
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ุฅู„ู‰ ุงู„ุฃุณูู„ุŒ ุงู„ุฃุณูู„ุŒ ุงู„ุฃุณูู„ุŸ
01:12
But what if I told you you will surprise yourself?
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ู„ูƒู† ู…ุงุฐุง ู„ูˆ ู‚ู„ุช ู„ูƒู… ุฃู†ูƒู… ุณุชูุงุฌุฆูˆู† ุฃู†ูุณูƒู…ุŸ
01:17
What if I told you will be brave enough?
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ู…ุงุฐุง ู„ูˆ ู‚ู„ุช ู„ูƒู… ุฃู†ูƒู… ุณุชูƒูˆู†ูˆู† ุดุฌุนุงู† ูƒูุงูŠุฉุŸ
01:23
What if I told you
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ู…ุงุฐุง ู„ูˆ ู‚ู„ุช ู„ูƒู…
01:25
we won't all make it through?
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ู„ู† ู†ู†ุฌูˆ ูƒู„ู†ุง ู…ู† ู‡ุฐุงุŸ
01:28
But what if I told you
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ูˆู„ูƒู† ู…ุงุฐุง ู„ูˆ ู‚ู„ุช ู„ูƒู…
01:30
that is as it must be?
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ุฃู†ู‡ ู‡ูƒุฐุง ูŠุฌุจ ุฃู† ูŠูƒูˆู† ุงู„ุญุงู„ุŸ
01:34
What if I told you I've seen the future?
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ู…ุงุฐุง ู„ูˆ ู‚ู„ุช ู„ูƒู… ุฃู†ู†ูŠ ุฑุฃูŠุช ุงู„ู…ุณุชู‚ุจู„ุŸ
01:41
Do you like my hands?
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ู‡ู„ ุชุนุฌุจูƒู… ูŠุฏุงูŠุŸ
01:43
They're expressive, yeah?
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ุฅู†ู‡ู…ุง ู…ุนุจุฑุชุงู†ุŒ ุฃู„ูŠุณุชุง ูƒุฐู„ูƒุŸ
01:45
Now look at your hands -- now go on.
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ุงู„ุขู† ุฃู†ุธุฑูˆุง ุฅู„ู‰ ูŠุฏูŠูƒู… -- ู‡ูŠุง.
01:48
There's so much history recorded through their touches
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ู‡ู†ุงูƒ ุงู„ูƒุซูŠุฑ ู…ู† ุงู„ุชุงุฑูŠุฎ ู…ุณุฌู„ ุนุจุฑ ู„ู…ุณุงุชู‡ู…ุง
01:50
and marks of the future sketched on their palms.
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ูˆุนู„ุงู…ุงุช ุงู„ู…ุณุชู‚ุจู„ ู…ุทุจูˆุนุฉ ุนู„ู‰ ุงู„ุฃูƒู.
01:55
Sometimes hands grip tight,
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ุฃุญูŠุงู†ุง ุชุชู…ุณูƒ ุจู‚ูˆุฉุŒ
01:57
sometimes hands let go.
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ูˆุฃุญูŠุงู†ุง ุชุฑุฎูŠ ุงู„ูŠุฏ ู‚ุจุถุชู‡ุง.
02:01
What if I told you
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ู…ุงุฐุง ู„ูˆ ู‚ู„ุช ู„ูƒู…
02:03
it's all going to come undone?
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ุฃู† ูƒู„ ุดูŠุก ุณูŠูƒุดู ุจุงู„ู†ู‡ุงูŠุฉุŸ
02:07
Hm.
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02:08
Ladies and gentlemen
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ุณูŠุฏุงุชูŠ ูˆุณุงุฏุชูŠ
02:10
and otherwise described,
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ูˆุบูŠุฑ ุฐู„ูƒุŒ
02:12
I am Jomama Jones.
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ุฃู†ุง ุฌูˆู…ุงู…ุง ุฌูˆู†ุฒ.
02:15
Some call me a soul sonic superstar,
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ุงู„ุจุนุถ ูŠู†ุงุฏูŠู†ูŠ ุจู†ุฌู…ุฉ ู…ูˆุณูŠู‚ู‰ ุงู„ุณูˆู„ุŒ
02:18
and I agree,
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ูˆุฃู†ุง ุฃูˆุงูู‚ุŒ
02:20
though even in my past that was from the future.
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ุญุชู‰ ููŠ ุงู„ู…ุงุถูŠ ูƒุงู† ู‡ุฐุง ู…ู† ุงู„ู…ุณุชู‚ุจู„.
02:24
Let me take you back to girlhood.
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ุฏุนูˆู†ูŠ ุฃุนูŠุฏูƒู… ุฅู„ู‰ ุตุบุฑูŠุŒ
02:26
Picture this:
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ุชุฎูŠู„ูˆุง ู…ุนูŠ:
02:27
it was Planting Day,
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ููŠ ุนูŠุฏ ุงู„ุฒุฑุงุนุฉุŒ
02:29
which was a holiday I invented
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ูˆู‡ูˆ ุนูŠุฏ ุงุฎุชุฑุนุชู‡
02:31
for the Black youth community group I founded.
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ู„ุฃุฌู„ ู…ุฌู…ูˆุนุฉ ู…ุฌุชู…ุน ุงู„ุดุจุงุจ ุงู„ุฃุณูˆุฏ ุงู„ุชูŠ ุฃุณุณุชู‡ุง.
02:34
I dashed home to put on my gardening ensemble
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ุฐู‡ุจุช ุฅู„ู‰ ุงู„ู…ู†ุฒู„ ู„ุฃุฑุชุฏูŠ ุฒูŠ ุงู„ุฒุฑุงุนุฉ
02:37
when I caught my uncle Freeman red-handed.
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ูˆูˆุฌุฏุช ุนู…ูŠ ูุฑูŠู…ุงู† ู…ุชู„ุจุณู‹ุง.
02:41
He was standing over my piggy bank with his hammer raised high.
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ูƒุงู† ูŠู‚ู ููˆู‚ ุญุตุงู„ุฉ ุงู„ู†ู‚ูˆุฏ ุงู„ุฎุงุตุฉ ุจูŠ ุจู…ุทุฑู‚ุชู‡ ู…ุฑููˆุนุฉ ุนุงู„ูŠู‹ุง.
02:46
He was fixing to steal my coins.
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ูƒุงู† ูŠุญุงูˆู„ ุณุฑู‚ุฉ ู†ู‚ูˆุฏูŠ.
02:49
And you see,
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ุชุนู„ู…ูˆู†ุŒ
02:51
my uncle Freeman was a handyman.
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ุนู…ูŠ ูุฑูŠู…ุงู† ูƒุงู† ุญูุฑููŠู‹ุง"
02:53
He could fix anything --
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ูŠุณุชุทูŠุน ุฃู† ูŠุตู„ุญ ุฃูŠ ุดูŠุก --
02:54
a broken chair, a shattered pot --
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ูƒุฑุณูŠู‹ุง ู…ูƒุณูˆุฑู‹ุง ุฃูˆ ูˆุนุงุก ู…ุญุทู…ู‹ุงุŒ
02:57
even bring grandmother's plants back to life.
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ุญุชู‰ ุฅุนุงุฏุฉ ุฅุญูŠุงุก ู†ุจุงุช ุฌุฏุชูŠ.
03:00
He had that magic touch with broken things ...
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ูƒุงู† ู„ุฏูŠู‡ ุงู„ู„ู…ุณุฉ ุงู„ุณุญุฑูŠุฉ
ู…ุน ุงู„ุฃุดูŠุงุก ุงู„ู…ูƒุณูˆุฑุฉ...
03:04
and broken people.
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ูˆุงู„ุฃุดุฎุงุต ุงู„ู…ูƒุณูˆุฑูŠู†.
03:06
He would take me with him on his jobs
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ูƒุงู† ูŠุฃุฎุฐู†ูŠ ู…ุนู‡ ููŠ ุนู…ู„ู‡
03:08
and say, "C'mon Jo,
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ูˆูŠู‚ูˆู„ ู„ูŠ: "ู‡ูŠุง ุจู†ุง ุฌูˆ
03:09
let's go do something to make this world a better place."
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ู†ู‚ูˆู… ุจุดูŠุก ูŠุฌุนู„ ู…ู† ู‡ุฐู‡ ุงู„ุฏู†ูŠุง ู…ูƒุงู†ู‹ุง ุฃูุถู„."
03:12
His hands were wide and calloused,
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ูƒุงู†ุช ูŠุฏุงู‡ ุนุฑูŠุถุชุงู† ูˆู‚ุงุณูŠุชุงู†
03:15
and they always reminded me of displaced tree roots.
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ูˆูƒุงู†ุง ูŠุฐูƒุฑุงู†ู†ูŠ ุฏุงุฆู…ู‹ุง ุจุฌุฐูˆุฑ ุฃุดุฌุงุฑ ู…ู‚ุชู„ุนุฉ.
03:20
As we worked he would talk with folks
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ุจูŠู†ู…ุง ูƒู†ุง ู†ุนู…ู„ ูƒุงู† ูŠุชูƒู„ู… ู…ุน ุงู„ู†ุงุณ
03:24
about the change he was sure was just around the corner.
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ุนู† ุงู„ุชุบูŠูŠุฑ ุงู„ุฐูŠ ูƒุงู† ูŠุฑุงู‡ ุขุชูŠุง ู„ุง ู…ุญุงู„ุฉ.
03:28
I saw him mend flagging hopes
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ุฑุฃูŠุชู‡ ูŠุนุงู„ุฌ ุงู„ุขู…ุงู„ ุงู„ุถุนูŠูุฉ
03:32
and leave folks with their heads held high.
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ูˆูŠุชุฑูƒ ู„ุฏู‰ ุงู„ู†ุงุณ ุดุนูˆุฑู‹ุง ุจุงู„ูุฎุฑ.
03:35
His hands stirred the sunshine.
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ูƒุงู†ุช ูŠุฏุงู‡ ุชูˆุฌู‡ ุฃุดุนุฉ ุงู„ุดู…ุณ.
03:38
And now he was about to break my piggy bank.
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ูˆุงู„ุขู† ูƒุงู† ุณูŠูƒุณุฑ ุตู†ุฏูˆู‚ ู†ู‚ูˆุฏูŠ.
03:43
I said "Step back, man, and show me your hands."
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ู‚ู„ุช ู„ู‡: "ุงุฑุฌุน ุฅู„ู‰ ุงู„ูˆุฑุงุก ูˆุฃุฑู†ูŠ ูŠุฏุงูƒ."
03:46
You know the irony was
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ุงู„ุบุฑูŠุจ ููŠ ุงู„ู…ูˆุถูˆุน
03:48
he used to give me all the old coins he'd find under floorboards while working.
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ุฃู†ู‡ ูƒุงู† ูŠุนุทูŠู†ูŠ ูƒู„ ุงู„ู†ู‚ูˆุฏ ุงู„ู‚ุฏูŠู…ุฉ ุงู„ุชูŠ ูŠุฌุฏู‡ุง ุชุญุช ุงู„ุฃู„ูˆุงุญ ุงู„ุฃุฑุถูŠุฉ ุฃุซู†ุงุก ุงู„ุนู…ู„.
03:54
And I put them in the piggy bank
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ูˆุฃู†ุง ูƒู†ุช ุฃุถุนู‡ุง ููŠ ุงู„ุตู†ุฏูˆู‚
03:56
along with the money I earned through my childhood side hustles.
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ู…ุน ุงู„ู…ุงู„ ุงู„ุฐูŠ ูƒู†ุช ุฃูƒุณุจู‡ ู…ู† ุฎู„ุงู„ ุฃุนู…ุงู„ูŠ ุงู„ุฌุงู†ุจูŠุฉ ููŠ ุทููˆู„ุชูŠ.
04:01
But by the spring of 1970,
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ูˆู„ูƒู† ููŠ ุฑุจูŠุน 1970ุŒ
04:04
Uncle Freeman had lost his touch ...
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ุฎุณุฑ ุนู…ูŠ ูุฑูŠู…ุงู† ู„ู…ุณุชู‡...
04:06
along with most of his jobs.
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ูˆู…ุนุธู… ุฃุนู…ุงู„ู‡ ุงู„ุฃุฎุฑู‰.
04:10
He saw a heavy future
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ุฑุฃู‰ ู…ุณุชู‚ุจู„ู‹ุง ู…ู‚ูŠุชู‹ุง
04:13
of civil wrongs and Black power outages in his palms.
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ู…ู† ุงู„ุฃุฎุทุงุก ุงู„ู…ุฏู†ูŠุฉ ูˆุงู„ู‚ุถุงุก ุนู„ู‰ ู‚ูˆุฉ ุงู„ุณูˆุฏ ููŠ ุฑุงุญุฉ ูŠุฏูŠู‡.
04:19
The last straw had come the previous winter
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ูƒุงู†ุช ุงู„ู‚ุดุฉ ุงู„ุฃุฎูŠุฑุฉ ููŠ ุงู„ุดุชุงุก ุงู„ู…ุงุถูŠ
04:22
when they had gunned down Fred Hampton.
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ุญูŠู† ุฃุทู„ู‚ูˆุง ุงู„ู†ุงุฑ ุนู„ู‰ ูุฑูŠุฏ ู‡ุงู…ุจุชูˆู†.
04:27
Overwhelmed with fear
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ูˆู‡ูˆ ุบุงุฑู‚ ููŠ ุงู„ุฎูˆู
04:30
and rage
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ูˆุงู„ุบุถุจ
04:32
and grief,
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ูˆุงู„ุญุฒู†ุŒ
04:33
Uncle Freeman tried to game his future.
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ุญุงูˆู„ ุนู…ูŠ ูุฑูŠู…ุงู† ุฃู† ูŠุบุงู…ุฑ ุจู…ุณุชู‚ุจู„ู‡.
04:37
He gripped too tight,
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ุชู…ุณูƒ ุจุดุฏุฉ ู„ู„ุบุงูŠุฉ
04:39
and he started playing the numbers.
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ูˆุจุฏุฃ ูŠุดุงุฑูƒ ููŠ ุงู„ูŠุงู†ุตูŠุจ.
04:41
"Well, one of these numbers is gonna hit, little girl.
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"ุฅุญุฏู‰ ู‡ุฐู‡ ุงู„ุฃุฑู‚ุงู… ุณุชุถู…ู† ุงู„ุฑุจุญุŒ ูŠุง ุตุบูŠุฑุฉ.
04:43
You got a quarter for your uncle Free -- "
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ู‡ู„ ู„ุฏูŠูƒ ุจุถุน ู„ูŠุฑุงุช ู„ุนู…ูƒ ูุฑูŠ --"
04:46
Now some of y'all have that relative.
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ุจุนุถูƒู… ู„ุฏูŠู‡ ู‡ูƒุฐุง ุฃู‚ุงุฑุจ.
04:48
But I knew right then and there I had to do something.
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ู„ูƒู†ูŠ ูƒู†ุช ูˆุงุซู‚ุฉ ุนู†ุฏู‡ุง ุฃู†ู‡ ูŠุฌุจ ุฃู† ุฃู‚ูˆู… ุจุดูŠุก ู…ุง.
04:52
I jumped up and I grabbed that hammer
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ู‚ูุฒุช ูˆุฃู…ุณูƒุช ุจุงู„ู…ุทุฑู‚ุฉ
04:53
and I brought it crashing down on that pig.
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ูˆุฃุฎุฐุชู‡ุง ูˆูˆู‚ุนุช ุนู„ู‰ ุญุงูุธุฉ ุงู„ู†ู‚ูˆุฏ ูุญุทู…ุชู‡ุง.
04:56
And Uncle Freeman started to weep as I gathered up all the coins.
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ูˆุนู…ูŠ ูุฑูŠู…ุงู† ุจุฏุฃ ุจุงู„ุจูƒุงุก ุจูŠู†ู…ุง ูƒู†ุช ุฃุฌู…ุน ูƒู„ ุงู„ู‚ุทุน ุงู„ู†ู‚ุฏูŠุฉ.
05:00
"We're not buying no lottery ticket, Uncle Freeman.
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"ู„ู† ู†ุดุชุฑูŠ ูˆุฑู‚ุฉ ูŠุงู†ุตูŠุจุŒ ุนู… ูุฑูŠู…ุงู†.
05:02
C'mon."
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ู‡ูŠุง."
05:05
We spent every last cent at the seed store.
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ุตุฑูู†ุง ูƒู„ ุงู„ู†ู‚ูˆุฏ ููŠ ู…ุญู„ ุงู„ุจุฐูˆุฑ.
05:11
You know, the kids in my gardening group?
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ุฃุชุนู„ู…ูˆู†ุŒ ุงู„ุฃูˆู„ุงุฏ ููŠ ู…ุฌู…ูˆุนุฉ ุงู„ุฒุฑุงุนุฉ ู…ุนูŠุŸ
05:13
They didn't bat an eye when I had Uncle Freeman get down
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ู„ู… ูŠุชูุงุฌุฆูˆุง ุนู†ุฏู…ุง ู†ุฒู„ ุนู…ูŠ ูุฑูŠู…ุงู† ู…ุนูŠ
05:16
and put his hands in the earth again
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ูˆูˆุถุน ูŠุฏูŠู‡ ููŠ ุงู„ุฃุฑุถ ู…ุฌุฏุฏู‹ุง
05:18
and start breaking up that soil for our seeds.
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ูˆุจุฏุฃ ูŠุญูุฑ ููŠ ุงู„ุชุฑุงุจ ู„ูŠุถุน ุจุฐูˆุฑู†ุง.
05:21
And my little friend Taesha even came over and started slapping him on the back
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ูˆุตุฏูŠู‚ุชูŠ ุงู„ุตุบูŠุฑุฉ ุชุงูŠุดุง ุงู‚ุชุฑุจุช ู…ู†ู‡ ูˆุฑุงุญุช ุชุฑุจุช ุนู„ู‰ ุธู‡ุฑู‡
05:25
saying, "Cry it out, Uncle Freeman.
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ูˆุชู‚ูˆู„ ู„ู‡: " ุงุจูƒูŠ ูŠุง ุนู… ูุฑูŠู…ุงู†.
05:27
Cry it out."
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ุงุจูƒูŠ ู„ุชุณุชุฑุญ."
05:30
"I can't fix this," he sobbed.
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"ู„ุง ูŠู…ูƒู†ู†ูŠ ุฃู† ุฃุตู„ุญ ู‡ุฐุงุŒ" ุจูƒู‰ ู‚ุงุฆู„ุง
05:34
It's an ancient-future truism, that.
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ุฅู†ู‡ุง ุญู‚ูŠู‚ุฉ ุจุฏูŠู‡ูŠุฉ ู„ู„ู…ุณุชู‚ุจู„ ุงู„ู‚ุฏูŠู….
05:39
He wasn't the first to feel that way, and he wouldn't be the last.
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ู„ู… ูŠูƒู† ุฃูˆู„ ู…ู† ุดุนุฑ ุจู‡ุฐู‡ ุงู„ุทุฑูŠู‚ุฉุŒ ูˆู„ู† ูŠูƒูˆู† ุงู„ุฃุฎูŠุฑ.
05:43
Right now, it feels as though everything is breaking beyond repair.
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ููŠ ุงู„ูˆู‚ุช ุงู„ุญุงู„ูŠ ุŒ ูŠุจุฏูˆ ุงู„ุฃู…ุฑ ูƒู…ุง ู„ูˆ ุฃู† ูƒู„ ุดูŠุก ูŠู†ูƒุณุฑ ุจุดูƒู„ ู„ุง ูŠู…ูƒู† ุฅุตู„ุงุญู‡.
05:50
It is.
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ูˆู‡ูˆ ูƒุฐู„ูƒ.
05:52
But that breaking apart can be a breaking open,
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ู„ูƒู† ู‡ุฐุง ุงู„ุงู†ู‡ูŠุงุฑ ู‚ุฏ ูŠูƒูˆู† ุงู„ุงู†ูุชุงุญุŒ
05:57
no matter how violent and uncertain
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ู…ู‡ู…ุง ุจุฏุช ุงู„ุฃู…ูˆุฑ ุนู†ูŠูุฉ ูˆุบูŠุฑ ู…ุคูƒุฏุฉ ูˆู…ุฎูŠูุฉ.
05:59
and fearsome it seems.
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06:03
The thing is ...
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ุงู„ุฃู…ุฑ ุงู„ุฃูƒูŠุฏ ู‡ูˆ...
06:05
we can't do it alone.
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ู„ุง ูŠู…ูƒู† ุฃู† ู†ุชุฎุทู‰ ุงู„ู…ูˆุถูˆุน ูˆุญุฏู†ุง.
06:08
Uncle Freeman cried so much that day as we planted our seeds,
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ุนู…ูŠ ูุฑูŠู…ุงู† ุจูƒู‰ ูƒุซูŠุฑู‹ุง ููŠ ุฐุงูƒ ุงู„ูŠูˆู… ูˆู†ุญู† ู†ุฒุฑุน ุจุฐูˆุฑู†ุงุŒ
06:14
he was our very own irrigation system.
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ู„ู‚ุฏ ูƒุงู† ู†ุธุงู… ุงู„ุฑูŠ ุงู„ุฎุงุต ุจู†ุง.
06:20
"I don't know who I am anymore, little girl,"
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"ู„ู… ุฃุนุฏ ุฃุนู„ู… ู…ู† ุฃูƒูˆู†ุŒ ุตุบูŠุฑุชูŠุŒ"
06:22
he said to me at sundown.
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ู‚ุงู„ู‡ุง ู„ูŠ ุจูŠู†ู…ุง ูƒุงู†ุช ุงู„ุดู…ุณ ุชุบูŠุจ.
06:26
"Good, Uncle Freeman.
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"ุฌูŠุฏุŒ ุนู… ูุฑูŠู…ุงู†.
06:28
Good.
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ุฌูŠุฏ.
06:30
You're new again,
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ุฃู†ุช ุดุฎุต ุฌุฏูŠุฏ ุงู„ุขู†ุŒ
06:33
and that's just how we need you."
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ูˆู‡ูƒุฐุง ู†ุญู† ุจุญุงุฌุฉ ุฅู„ูŠูƒ."
ุญูˆู„ ู‡ุฐุง ุงู„ู…ูˆู‚ุน

ุณูŠู‚ุฏู… ู„ูƒ ู‡ุฐุง ุงู„ู…ูˆู‚ุน ู…ู‚ุงุทุน ููŠุฏูŠูˆ YouTube ุงู„ู…ููŠุฏุฉ ู„ุชุนู„ู… ุงู„ู„ุบุฉ ุงู„ุฅู†ุฌู„ูŠุฒูŠุฉ. ุณุชุฑู‰ ุฏุฑูˆุณ ุงู„ู„ุบุฉ ุงู„ุฅู†ุฌู„ูŠุฒูŠุฉ ุงู„ุชูŠ ูŠุชู… ุชุฏุฑูŠุณู‡ุง ู…ู† ู‚ุจู„ ู…ุฏุฑุณูŠู† ู…ู† ุงู„ุฏุฑุฌุฉ ุงู„ุฃูˆู„ู‰ ู…ู† ุฌู…ูŠุน ุฃู†ุญุงุก ุงู„ุนุงู„ู…. ุงู†ู‚ุฑ ู†ู‚ุฑู‹ุง ู…ุฒุฏูˆุฌู‹ุง ููˆู‚ ุงู„ุชุฑุฌู…ุฉ ุงู„ุฅู†ุฌู„ูŠุฒูŠุฉ ุงู„ู…ุนุฑูˆุถุฉ ุนู„ู‰ ูƒู„ ุตูุญุฉ ููŠุฏูŠูˆ ู„ุชุดุบูŠู„ ุงู„ููŠุฏูŠูˆ ู…ู† ู‡ู†ุงูƒ. ูŠุชู… ุชู…ุฑูŠุฑ ุงู„ุชุฑุฌู…ุงุช ุจุงู„ุชุฒุงู…ู† ู…ุน ุชุดุบูŠู„ ุงู„ููŠุฏูŠูˆ. ุฅุฐุง ูƒุงู† ู„ุฏูŠูƒ ุฃูŠ ุชุนู„ูŠู‚ุงุช ุฃูˆ ุทู„ุจุงุช ุŒ ูŠุฑุฌู‰ ุงู„ุงุชุตุงู„ ุจู†ุง ุจุงุณุชุฎุฏุงู… ู†ู…ูˆุฐุฌ ุงู„ุงุชุตุงู„ ู‡ุฐุง.

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