The family I lost in North Korea. And the family I gained | Joseph Kim

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์•„๋ž˜ ์˜๋ฌธ์ž๋ง‰์„ ๋”๋ธ”ํด๋ฆญํ•˜์‹œ๋ฉด ์˜์ƒ์ด ์žฌ์ƒ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.

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Translator: Joseph Geni Reviewer: Morton Bast
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๋ฒˆ์—ญ: Jennifer An ๊ฒ€ํ† : Surie Lee
00:12
I was born and raised in North Korea.
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์ €๋Š” ๋ถํ•œ์—์„œ ๋‚˜๊ณ  ์ž๋ž์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:16
Although my family constantly struggled against poverty,
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์ €ํฌ ๊ฐ€์กฑ์€ ํ•ญ์ƒ ๊ฐ€๋‚œ์— ์‹œ๋‹ฌ๋ ธ์ง€๋งŒ
00:21
I was always loved and cared for first,
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์ €๋Š” ์–ธ์ œ๋‚˜ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘๊ณผ ๊ด€์‹ฌ์„ ๊ฐ€์žฅ ๋งŽ์ด ๋ฐ›์•˜์–ด์š”.
00:24
because I was the only son
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์™ธ์•„๋“ค์ด์ž
00:26
and the youngest of two in the family.
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๋‘ ์ž๋…€ ์ค‘ ๋ง‰๋‚ด์˜€๊ฑฐ๋“ ์š”.
00:30
But then the great famine began in 1994.
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ๋ฐ 1994๋…„์— ๋Œ€๊ธฐ๊ทผ์ด ๋‹ฅ์ณค์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:33
I was four years old.
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๋‹น์‹œ ์ €๋Š” ๋„ค ์‚ด์ด์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
00:36
My sister and I would go searching for firewood
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๋ˆ„๋‚˜์™€ ์ €๋Š” ์ƒˆ๋ฒฝ ๋‹ค์„ฏ ์‹œ๋ถ€ํ„ฐ
00:39
starting at 5 in the morning
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๋•”๊นœ์„ ์ฐพ์•„๋‹ค๋…”๊ณ 
00:41
and come back after midnight.
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์ž์ •์ด ๋„˜์–ด์„œ ๋Œ์•„์˜ค๊ณ ๋Š” ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:44
I would wander the streets searching for food,
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์Œ์‹์„ ์ฐพ์•„ ๊ธธ๊ฑฐ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ํ—ค๋งค๊ณ ๋Š” ํ–ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ,
00:48
and I remember seeing a small child
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ํ•œ ๋ฒˆ์€ ์—„๋งˆ ๋“ฑ์— ์—…ํžŒ ์•„๊ธฐ๊ฐ€
00:50
tied to a mother's back eating chips,
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๊ณผ์ž๋ฅผ ๋จน๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:53
and wanting to steal them from him.
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๊ทธ๊ฑธ ํ›”์ณ ๋จน๊ณ  ์‹ถ๋‹ค๋Š” ์ƒ๊ฐ์„ ํ•œ ์ ์ด ์žˆ์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
00:56
Hunger is humiliation. Hunger is hopelessness.
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๊ตถ์ฃผ๋ฆผ์€ ๋ชจ์š•์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ๊ตถ์ฃผ๋ฆผ์€ ์ ˆ๋ง์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:01
For a hungry child, politics and freedom
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๋ฐฐ๊ณ ํ”ˆ ์•„์ด๋Š” ์ •์น˜์™€ ์ž์œ ๋Š”
01:04
are not even thought of.
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์ƒ๊ฐ์กฐ์ฐจ ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์—†์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:07
On my ninth birthday, my parents
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์•„ํ™‰ ๋ฒˆ์งธ ์ƒ์ผ์— ๋ถ€๋ชจ๋‹˜์€
01:10
couldn't give me any food to eat.
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์ œ๊ฒŒ ์•„๋ฌด๋Ÿฐ ์Œ์‹๋„ ์ฃผ์ง€ ๋ชปํ•˜์…จ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:13
But even as a child, I could feel the heaviness
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๋‹น์‹œ ์ €๋Š” ์•„์ด์˜€์ง€๋งŒ, ๋ถ€๋ชจ๋‹˜ ๋งˆ์Œ์ด
01:17
in their hearts.
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์–ผ๋งˆ๋‚˜ ๋ฌด๊ฑฐ์› ๋Š”์ง€ ๋Š๋‚„ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
01:20
Over a million North Koreans died of starvation in that time,
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๊ทธ ์‹œ๊ธฐ์— 100๋งŒ ๋ช… ์ด์ƒ์˜ ๋ถํ•œ์ฃผ๋ฏผ์ด ์•„์‚ฌํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:25
and in 2003, when I was 13 years old,
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  2003๋…„, ์ œ๊ฐ€ 13์‚ด ๋˜๋˜ ํ•ด,
01:29
my father became one of them.
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์ œ ์•„๋ฒ„์ง€๋„ ๊ฐ™์€ ์šด๋ช…์„ ๋งž์ดํ•˜์…จ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:32
I saw my father wither away and die.
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์•„๋ฒ„์ง€๊ฐ€ ๋ง๋ผ๊ฐ€๊ณ  ๊ฒฐ๊ตญ์—๋Š” ๋Œ์•„๊ฐ€์‹œ๋Š” ๋ชจ์Šต์„ ์ง€์ผœ๋ดค์–ด์š”.
01:36
In the same year, my mother disappeared one day,
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๊ฐ™์€ ํ•ด์˜ ์–ด๋Š ๋‚ , ์–ด๋จธ๋‹ˆ๊ฐ€ ๊ฐ‘์ž๊ธฐ ์‚ฌ๋ผ์ง€์…จ๊ณ 
01:40
and then my sister told me
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๋ˆ„๋‚˜๋Š” ์ €์—๊ฒŒ
01:42
that she was going to China to earn money,
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๋ˆ์„ ๋ฒŒ๋Ÿฌ ์ค‘๊ตญ์— ๊ฐ€๋Š”๋ฐ
01:45
but that she would return with money and food soon.
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๋ˆ๊ณผ ์Œ์‹์„ ๊ฐ€์ง€๊ณ  ๊ณง ๋Œ์•„์˜ค๊ฒ ๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:49
Since we had never been separated,
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๋–จ์–ด์ ธ ์ง€๋‚ธ ์ ์ด ์—†์—ˆ๊ณ 
01:52
and I thought we would be together forever,
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์˜์›ํžˆ ํ•จ๊ป˜ ์žˆ์„ ๊ฑฐ๋ผ๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ–ˆ์—ˆ๊ธฐ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์—
01:55
I didn't even give her a hug when she left.
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๋ˆ„๋‚˜๊ฐ€ ๋– ๋‚  ๋•Œ ์•ˆ์•„์ฃผ์ง€๋„ ์•Š์•˜์–ด์š”.
01:58
It was the biggest mistake I have ever made in my life.
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๊ทธ๊ฑด ์ œ ์ƒ์•  ์ตœ๋Œ€์˜ ์‹ค์ˆ˜์˜€์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:03
But again, I didn't know
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๊ทธ๋ ‡์ง€๋งŒ ๋‹น์‹œ๋งŒ ํ•˜๋”๋ผ๋„,
02:04
it was going to be a long goodbye.
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์ด๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ์˜ค๋ž˜ ํ—ค์–ด์งˆ ์ค„ ๋ชฐ๋ž์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
02:08
I have not seen my mom or my sister since then.
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๊ทธ ์ดํ›„, ์ €๋Š” ์–ด๋จธ๋‹ˆ๋‚˜ ๋ˆ„๋‚˜๋ฅผ ๋ณธ ์ ์ด ์—†์–ด์š”.
02:13
Suddenly, I became an orphan and homeless.
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์ˆœ์‹๊ฐ„์— ์ €๋Š” ์ง‘ ์—†๋Š” ๊ณ ์•„๊ฐ€ ๋˜์–ด๋ฒ„๋ ธ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:17
My daily life became very hard,
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์ผ์ƒ์€ ์•„์ฃผ ํž˜๋“ค์–ด์กŒ์ง€๋งŒ
02:20
but very simple.
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๋™์‹œ์— ๋งค์šฐ ๋‹จ์ˆœํ•ด์กŒ์–ด์š”.
02:22
My goal was to find a dusty piece of bread in the trash.
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์“ฐ๋ ˆ๊ธฐํ†ต์—์„œ ๋จผ์ง€ ํˆฌ์„ฑ์ด์˜ ๋นต์กฐ๊ฐ์„ ์ฐพ๋Š” ๊ฒŒ ๋ชฉํ‘œ๊ฐ€ ๋˜์—ˆ์ฃ .
02:26
But that is no way to survive.
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ํ•ด์„œ๋Š” ์‚ด์•„๋‚จ์„ ์ˆ˜ ์—†์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:29
I started to realize, begging would not be the solution.
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๊ตฌ๊ฑธ ๋˜ํ•œ ํ•ด๊ฒฐ์ฑ…์ด ๋  ์ˆ˜ ์—†๋‹ค๋Š” ์‚ฌ์‹ค์„ ๊นจ๋‹ฌ์œผ๋ฉด์„œ,
02:34
So I started to steal from food carts in illegal markets.
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์•”์‹œ์žฅ์˜ ์‹ํ’ˆ ์ˆ˜๋ ˆ์—์„œ ํ›”์น˜๊ธฐ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:39
Sometimes, I found small jobs
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๋•Œ๋กœ๋Š” ์†Œ์ผ๊ฑฐ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ํ•ด์ฃผ๋Š” ๋Œ€์‹ 
02:42
in exchange for food.
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์Œ์‹์„ ๋ฐ›๊ธฐ๋„ ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:44
Once, I even spent two months in the winter
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ํ•œ ๋ฒˆ์€ ๊ฒจ์šธ์— ๋‘ ๋‹ฌ๋™์•ˆ
02:48
working in a coal mine,
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ํƒ„๊ด‘์—์„œ ์ผ์„ ํ–ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ,
02:49
33 meters underground without any protection
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์•„๋ฌด๋Ÿฐ ๋ณดํ˜ธ์žฅ๋น„ ์—†์ด ์ง€ํ•˜ 33๋ฏธํ„ฐ ๋˜๋Š” ๊ณณ์—์„œ
02:55
for up to 16 hours a day.
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ํ•˜๋ฃจ ์ตœ๋Œ€ 16์‹œ๊ฐ„์”ฉ ์ผ์„ ํ•˜๊ธฐ๋„ ํ–ˆ์ฃ .
02:59
I was not uncommon.
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ํŠน๋ณ„ํ•œ ๊ฑด ์•„๋‹ˆ์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
03:01
Many other orphans survived this way, or worse.
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๋งŽ์€ ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ๊ณ ์•„๋“ค๋„ ์ด๋Ÿฐ, ํ˜น์€ ์ด๋ณด๋‹ค ๋”ํ•œ ๋ฐฉ์‹์œผ๋กœ ์‚ด์•„๋‚จ์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:08
When I could not fall asleep from bitter cold
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๋„ˆ๋ฌด ์ถฅ๊ฑฐ๋‚˜ ๋ฐฐ๊ฐ€ ๊ณ ํŒŒ
03:13
or hunger pains,
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์ž ์„ ์ด๋ฃฐ ์ˆ˜ ์—†๋Š” ๋ฐค์—๋Š”
03:14
I hoped that, the next morning,
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๋‹ค์Œ ๋‚  ์•„์นจ์—
03:17
my sister would come back to wake me up
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๋ˆ„๋‚˜๊ฐ€ ๋Œ์•„์™€ ์ €๋ฅผ ๊นจ์šฐ๋ฉฐ
03:20
with my favorite food.
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๊ฐ€์žฅ ์ข‹์•„ํ•˜๋Š” ์Œ์‹์„ ๊ฐ€์ ธ์˜ค๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ๋ฐ”๋ž์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:22
That hope kept me alive.
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ํฌ๋ง์ด ์ €๋ฅผ ์‚ด๋ ธ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:25
I don't mean big, grand hope.
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ํฐ, ๊ฑฐ์ฐฝํ•œ ํฌ๋ง์ด ์•„๋‹ˆ๋ผ
03:28
I mean the kind of hope that made me believe
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋งํ•˜๋Š” ํฌ๋ง์€ ๋‹ค์Œ ์“ฐ๋ ˆ๊ธฐํ†ต์—๋Š”
03:31
that the next trash can had bread,
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๋นต์ด ์žˆ์„ ๊ฑฐ๋ผ๋Š” ๋ฏฟ์Œ์„ ์ค€ ํฌ๋ง์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:33
even though it usually didn't.
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๋นต์ด ์—†๋Š” ๊ฒฝ์šฐ๊ฐ€ ๋Œ€๋ถ€๋ถ„์ด๋ผ ํ•˜๋”๋ผ๋„์š”.
03:36
But if I didn't believe it, I wouldn't even try,
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ๋ฏฟ์Œ ์—†์ด๋Š” ์‹œ๋„์กฐ์ฐจ ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์„ํ…Œ๊ณ 
03:40
and then I would die.
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ๋ฉด ์ €๋Š” ์ฃฝ๊ณ  ๋ง์•˜๊ฒ ์ฃ .
03:42
Hope kept me alive.
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ํฌ๋ง์ด ์ €๋ฅผ ์‚ด๋ ธ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:46
Every day, I told myself,
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์ €๋Š” ๋งค์ผ๊ฐ™์ด ๋‹ค์งํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:49
no matter how hard things got,
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์‚ถ์ด ์•„๋ฌด๋ฆฌ ํž˜๋“ค์–ด์งˆ์ง€๋ผ๋„
03:51
still I must live.
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'๋‚˜๋Š” ์‚ด์•„์•ผํ•œ๋‹ค'๊ณ ์š”.
03:55
After three years of waiting for my sister's return,
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๋ˆ„๋‚˜๊ฐ€ ๋Œ์•„์˜ค๊ธฐ๋ฅผ 3๋…„์ด๋‚˜ ๊ธฐ๋‹ค๋ฆฐ ๋์—
03:59
I decided to go to China to look for her myself.
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์ค‘๊ตญ์— ์ง์ ‘ ๊ฐ€์„œ ์ฐพ์•„๋ณด๊ธฐ๋กœ ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:04
I realized
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์™œ๋ƒํ•˜๋ฉด, ์ด๋Ÿฐ ๋ฐฉ์‹์œผ๋กœ๋Š”
04:07
I couldn't survive much longer this way.
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์˜ค๋žœ ๋ชป ๊ฐˆ ๊ฑฐ๋ผ๋Š” ์‚ฌ์‹ค์„ ๊นจ๋‹ฌ์•˜๊ธฐ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์ด์ฃ .
04:10
I knew the journey would be risky,
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๊ฐ€๋Š” ๊ธธ์ด ์œ„ํ—˜ํ•  ์ค„ ์•Œ์•˜์ง€๋งŒ
04:13
but I would be risking my life either way.
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์–ด๋–ค ์„ ํƒ์„ ํ•˜๋“  ๋ชฉ์ˆจ์ด ์œ„ํƒœ๋กญ๊ธฐ๋Š” ๋งˆ์ฐฌ๊ฐ€์ง€์˜€์–ด์š”.
04:16
I could die of starvation like my father in North Korea,
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๋ถํ•œ์—์„œ ์•„๋ฒ„์ง€์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ๊ตถ์–ด์ฃฝ๊ฑฐ๋‚˜,
04:20
or at least I could try for a better life
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์•„๋‹ˆ๋ฉด ์ค‘๊ตญ์œผ๋กœ ํƒˆ์ถœํ•ด์„œ
04:24
by escaping to China.
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๋” ๋‚˜์€ ์‚ถ์„ ์ฐพ์•„๋ณด๋Š” ๋ฐฉ๋ฒ•์ด ์žˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:27
I had learned that many people tried to cross
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๋งŽ์€ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด ๋ฐœ๊ฐ๋˜์ง€ ์•Š๊ธฐ ์œ„ํ•ด
04:30
the border to China in the nighttime to avoid being seen.
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์ค‘๊ตญ ๊ตญ๊ฒฝ์„ ๋„˜๊ธฐ ์œ„ํ•œ ์‹œ๋„๋ฅผ ๋ฐค์— ํ•œ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ์•Œ๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:35
North Korean border guards often shoot and kill people
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๋ถํ•œ ๊ตญ๊ฒฝ ๊ฒฝ๋น„๋Œ€๋Š” ํ—ˆ๊ฐ€ ์—†์ด ๊ตญ๊ฒฝ์„ ๋„˜์œผ๋ ค๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์„
04:39
trying to cross the border without permission.
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์ข…์ข… ์˜์•„ ์ฃฝ์ด๊ณ ๋Š” ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:42
Chinese soldiers will catch
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์ค‘๊ตญ ๊ณต์•ˆ์€ ํƒˆ๋ถ์ž๋“ค์„ ์žก์•„
04:45
and send back North Koreans,
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์†กํ™˜ํ•˜๊ณ ,
04:47
where they face severe punishment.
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ํƒˆ๋ถ์ž๋“ค์€ ๋ฌด๊ฑฐ์šด ์ฒ˜๋ฒŒ์„ ๋ฐ›์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:51
I decided to cross during the day,
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์ €๋Š” ๋Œ€๋‚ฎ์— ๊ตญ๊ฒฝ์„ ๋„˜๊ธฐ๋กœ ๊ฒฐ์‹ฌํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:54
first because I was still a kid and scared of the dark,
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์ด์œ ๋Š” ์ฒซ์งธ, ๊ทธ ๋•Œ๋Š” ์–ด๋ ค์„œ ์•„์ง ์–ด๋‘์šด ๊ฒŒ ๋ฌด์„œ์› ๊ณ ,
05:00
second because I knew I was already taking a risk,
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๋‘˜์งธ๋Š” ์–ด์ฐจํ”ผ ์œ„ํ—˜์„ ๊ฐ์ˆ˜ํ•˜๋Š”๋ฐ
05:04
and since not many people tried to cross during the day,
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๋‚ฎ์— ๊ตญ๊ฒฝ์„ ๋„˜๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด ๋งŽ์ง€ ์•Š์œผ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ
05:08
I thought I might be able to cross
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์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค ๋ˆˆ์— ๋„์ง€ ์•Š๊ณ 
05:09
without being seen by anyone.
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ํƒˆ๋ถํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์„ ๊ฑฐ๋ผ๋Š” ์ƒ๊ฐ์—์„œ์˜€์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:13
I made it to China on February 15, 2006.
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์ €๋Š” 2006๋…„ 2์›” 15์ผ์— ์ค‘๊ตญ ๋•…์„ ๋ฐŸ์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:17
I was 16 years old.
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๋‹น์‹œ 16์‚ด์ด์—ˆ์ฃ .
05:19
I thought things in China would be easier,
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์ค‘๊ตญ์— ๊ฐ€๋ฉด ์ƒํ™ฉ์ด ๋‚˜์•„์งˆ ๊ฑฐ๋ผ๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
05:22
since there was more food.
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์ผ๋‹จ์€ ๋จน์„๊ฑฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ๋” ๋งŽ์•˜์œผ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ์š”.
05:25
I thought more people would help me.
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๋” ๋งŽ์€ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด ์ €๋ฅผ ๋„์™€์ค„๊ฑฐ๋ผ ์ƒ๊ฐํ–ˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:28
But it was harder than living in North Korea,
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๊ทธ๋ ‡์ง€๋งŒ ์‚ถ์€ ๋ถํ•œ์—์„œ๋ณด๋‹ค ๋” ์–ด๋ ค์› ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:32
because I was not free.
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์ž์œ ๋กญ์ง€ ์•Š์•˜๊ธฐ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์—์š”.
05:34
I was always worried about being caught
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ํ˜น์‹œ ์žกํ˜€์„œ ๋ถํ•œ์— ๋Œ๋ ค๋ณด๋‚ด์งˆ๊นŒ
05:37
and sent back.
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ํ•ญ์ƒ ์ดˆ์กฐํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:39
By a miracle, some months later,
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๋ช‡ ๋‹ฌ ํ›„, ๊ธฐ์ ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ
05:43
I met someone who was running
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ํƒˆ๋ถ์ž๋“ค์„ ์œ„ํ•ด
05:44
an underground shelter for North Koreans,
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๋น„๋ฐ€ ๋ณดํ˜ธ์†Œ๋ฅผ ์šด์˜ํ•˜๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์„ ๋งŒ๋‚˜
05:47
and was allowed to live there
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๊ทธ๊ณณ์—์„œ ์‚ด๋ฉด์„œ ์ˆ˜ ๋…„๋งŒ์— ์ฒ˜์Œ์œผ๋กœ
05:50
and eat regular meals for the first time in many years.
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์ •๊ธฐ์ ์œผ๋กœ ์‹์‚ฌ๋ฅผ ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:55
Later that year, an activist helped me escape China
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๊ทธ ํ•ด ๋ง, ํ•œ ํ™œ๋™๊ฐ€์˜ ๋„์›€์œผ๋กœ
06:00
and go to the United States as a refugee.
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์ค‘๊ตญ์„ ํƒˆ์ถœํ•ด ๋‚œ๋ฏผ ์ž๊ฒฉ์œผ๋กœ ๋ฏธ๊ตญ์— ์˜ค๊ฒŒ ๋˜์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
06:04
I went to America without knowing a word of English,
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์˜์–ด ํ•œ ๋งˆ๋””๋„ ๋ชปํ•˜๋Š” ์ฑ„๋กœ ๋ฏธ๊ตญ์— ์™”์ง€๋งŒ
06:07
yet my social worker told me that I had to go to high school.
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์ œ ์‚ฌํšŒ๋ณต์ง€์‚ฌ๋Š” ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๊ณ ๋“ฑํ•™๊ต์— ๊ฐ€์•ผํ•œ๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
06:12
Even in North Korea, I was an F student.
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์‚ฌ์‹ค ๋ถํ•œ์—์„œ๋„ ์ €๋Š” ๋Š˜ ๊ผด์ฐŒ ํ•™์ƒ์ด์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:16
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
06:17
And I barely finished elementary school.
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์ดˆ๋“ฑํ•™๊ต๋„ ๊ฐ„์‹ ํžˆ ๋งˆ์นœ๋ฐ๋‹ค๊ฐ€,
06:21
And I remember I fought in school more than once a day.
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ํ•˜๋ฃจ์— ํ•œ ๋ฒˆ ์‹ธ์›€์งˆ์„ ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
06:24
Textbooks and the library were not my playground.
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์ €๋Š” ๊ต๊ณผ์„œ์™€ ๋„์„œ๊ด€ ์ฒด์งˆ์ด ์•„๋‹ˆ์—ˆ์ฃ .
06:28
My father tried very hard to motivate me into studying,
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์•„๋ฒ„์ง€๊ป˜์„œ๋Š” ๊ณต๋ถ€๋ฅผ ์—ด์‹ฌํžˆ ํ•˜๋„๋ก ์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ ์ˆ˜๋ฅผ ์“ฐ์…จ์ง€๋งŒ
06:32
but it didn't work.
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์•„๋ฌด๋Ÿฐ ํšจ๊ณผ๊ฐ€ ์—†์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:35
At one point, my father gave up on me.
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์–ด๋Š ์ˆœ๊ฐ„ ํฌ๊ธฐํ•˜์…จ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:38
He said, "You're not my son anymore."
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"๋„Œ ๋” ์ด์ƒ ๋‚ด ์•„๋“ค์ด ์•„๋‹ˆ๋‹ค" ๋ผ๊ณ  ํ•˜์…จ์–ด์š”.
06:42
I was only 11 or 12, but it hurt me deeply.
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11์‚ด์ธ๊ฐ€ 12์‚ด ๋ฐ–์— ์•ˆ๋ฌ์—ˆ์ง€๋งŒ ํฐ ์ƒ์ฒ˜๋ฅผ ๋ฐ›์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:46
But nevertheless, my level of motivation
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๊ทธ๋ ‡์ง€๋งŒ ์•„๋ฒ„์ง€๊ป˜์„œ ๋Œ์•„๊ฐ€์‹ค ๋•Œ๊นŒ์ง€๋„
06:49
still didn't change before he died.
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๊ณต๋ถ€์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ๋™๊ธฐ๋Š” ๋ณ„๋ฐ˜ ๋‹ฌ๋ผ์ง€์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์–ด์š”.
06:54
So in America, it was kind of ridiculous
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ๋ฏธ๊ตญ๊นŒ์ง€ ์™€์„œ ๊ณ ๋“ฑํ•™๊ต์— ๊ฐ€์•ผํ•œ๋‹ค๋Š” ์‚ฌ์‹ค์ด
06:57
that they said I should go to high school.
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๋ง๋„ ์•ˆ๋œ๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ–ˆ์ฃ .
07:00
I didn't even go to middle school.
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์ค‘ํ•™๊ต๋„ ์•ˆ ๋‹ค๋…”๋Š”๋ฐ ๋ง์ด์—์š”.
07:02
I decided to go, just because they told me to,
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๊ฒฐ๊ตญ ๊ฐ€์•ผํ•œ๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ•˜๋‹ˆ๊นŒ ๊ฐ€๊ธฐ๋Š” ํ–ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ
07:05
without trying much.
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๋ณ„๋กœ ์—ด์‹ฌํžˆ ๋‹ค๋‹ˆ์ง€๋Š” ์•Š์•˜์•„์š”.
07:08
But one day, I came home and my foster mother
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ํ•˜๋ฃจ๋Š” ์ง‘์— ๋Œ์•„์™”๋Š”๋ฐ ์–‘์–ด๋จธ๋‹ˆ๊ป˜์„œ
07:11
had made chicken wings for dinner.
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์น˜ํ‚จ์œ™ ์š”๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ํ•ด์ฃผ์…จ์–ด์š”.
07:15
And during dinner, I wanted to have one more wing,
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์ €๋… ์‹์‚ฌ ์ค‘์— ๋‚ ๊ฐœ๋ฅผ ํ•˜๋‚˜ ๋” ๋จน๊ณ  ์‹ถ์—ˆ์ง€๋งŒ,
07:18
but I realized there were not enough for everyone,
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๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด ๋” ๋ชป ๋จน์„๊นŒ๋ด
07:21
so I decided against it.
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์•ˆ ๋จน๊ธฐ๋กœ ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:24
When I looked down at my plate,
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ๋ฐ ์ œ ์ ‘์‹œ๋ฅผ ๋ณด๋‹ˆ
07:27
I saw the last chicken wing, that my foster father had given me his.
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์–‘์•„๋ฒ„์ง€๊ป˜์„œ ์ž์‹ ์˜ ๊ฒƒ์„ ๊ฐ–๋‹ค๋†“์œผ์‹  ๊ฒ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:32
I was so happy.
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์ •๋ง ํ–‰๋ณตํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
07:34
I looked at him sitting next to me.
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์–‘์•„๋ฒ„์ง€๊ป˜์„œ ์ œ ์˜†์— ์•‰์•„ ๊ณ„์…จ๋Š”๋ฐ
07:37
He just looked back at me very warmly,
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์•„๋ฌด๋Ÿฐ ๋ง์”€๋„ ํ•˜์‹œ์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์ง€๋งŒ
07:40
but said no words.
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์•„์ฃผ ๋”ฐ๋œปํ•œ ๋ˆˆ๊ธธ๋กœ ์ €๋ฅผ ๋ฐ”๋ผ๋ณด์…จ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:43
Suddenly I remembered my biological father.
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๊ฐ‘์ž๊ธฐ ์ €์˜ ์นœ์•„๋ฒ„์ง€๊ฐ€ ์ƒ๊ฐ๋‚ฌ์–ด์š”.
07:47
My foster father's small act of love
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์–‘์•„๋ฒ„์ง€์˜ ์ž‘์€ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘์˜ ํ–‰๋™์ด
07:50
reminded me of my father,
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์ œ ์•„๋ฒ„์ง€๋ฅผ ์ƒ๊ฐ๋‚˜๊ฒŒ ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:53
who would love to share his food with me
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์•„๋ฒ„์ง€๋Š” ์•„๋‚Œ์—†์ด ์ œ๊ฒŒ ์Œ์‹์„ ๋‚˜๋ˆ ์ฃผ์…จ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:56
when he was hungry, even if he was starving.
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์ž์‹ ์ด ๋ฐฐ๊ณ ํ”„๊ณ  ๊ตถ์ฃผ๋ฆฌ์‹ค ๋•Œ๋„ ๋ง์ด์ฃ .
08:00
I felt so suffocated that I had so much food in America,
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์ €๋Š” ๋ฏธ๊ตญ์—์„œ ์ด๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๋งŽ์€ ์Œ์‹์„ ๋จน๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š”๋ฐ ์ œ ์•„๋ฒ„์ง€๊ป˜์„œ๋Š”
08:05
yet my father died of starvation.
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๊ธฐ์•„๋กœ ๋Œ์•„๊ฐ€์…จ๋‹ค๋Š” ์‚ฌ์‹ค์— ์ˆจ์ด ๋ง‰ํ˜”์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:08
My only wish that night was to cook a meal for him,
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๊ทธ๋‚  ๋ฐค, ์ œ ์œ ์ผํ•œ ์†Œ์›์€ ์•„๋ฒ„์ง€๊ป˜ ๋ฐฅ์ƒ์„ ์ฐจ๋ ค๋“œ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ด์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
08:12
and that night I also thought of what else I could do
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๋˜ํ•œ ์ €๋Š” ์•„๋ฒ„์ง€๋ฅผ ๊ธฐ๋ฆด ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ๋˜ ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ๋ฐฉ๋ฒ•์ด ์žˆ์„์ง€
08:16
to honor him.
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๊ถ๋ฆฌํ•ด ๋ณด์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:18
And my answer was to promise to myself
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ๋‹ค๋‹ค๋ฅธ ๊ฒฐ๋ก ์€
08:21
that I would study hard and get the best education
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๊ณต๋ถ€๋ฅผ ์—ด์‹ฌํžˆ ํ•ด์„œ ๋ฏธ๊ตญ์—์„œ ๋ฐ›์„ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ์ตœ๊ณ ์˜ ๊ต์œก์„ ๋ฐ›์•„
08:24
in America to honor his sacrifice.
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์•„๋ฒ„์ง€์˜ ํฌ์ƒ์„ ํ—›๋˜์ด ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š๊ฒ ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ด์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
08:28
I took school seriously,
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ํ•™๊ต๋ฅผ ์—ด์‹ฌํžˆ ๋‹ค๋‹ˆ๊ธฐ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ–ˆ๊ณ 
08:30
and for the first time ever in my life,
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์ƒ์•  ์ฒ˜์Œ์œผ๋กœ
08:33
I received an academic award for excellence,
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์„ฑ์  ์šฐ์ˆ˜์ƒ์„ ๋ฐ›์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:37
and made dean's list from the first semester in high school.
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๊ณ ๋“ฑํ•™๊ต ์ฒซ ํ•™๊ธฐ์— ์šฐ๋“ฑ์ƒ ๋ช…๋‹จ์— ์ด๋ฆ„์„ ์˜ฌ๋ฆฌ๊ฒŒ ๋˜์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:42
(Applause)
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08:50
That chicken wing changed my life.
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๊ทธ ์น˜ํ‚จ ๋‚ ๊ฐœ ํ•˜๋‚˜์— ์ธ์ƒ์ด ๋ฐ”๋€๊ฑฐ์ฃ .
08:53
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
08:57
Hope is personal. Hope is something
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ํฌ๋ง์€ ๊ฐœ์ธ์ ์ธ ๊ฒ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:00
that no one can give to you.
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ํฌ๋ง์ด๋ž€ ๊ทธ ๋ˆ„๊ตฌ๋„ ๋‹น์‹ ์—๊ฒŒ ์ค„ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ด ์•„๋‹™๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:03
You have to choose to believe in hope.
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ํฌ๋ง์„ ๋ฏฟ๊ธฐ๋กœ ์Šค์Šค๋กœ ๊ฒฐ์ •์„ ๋‚ด๋ ค์•ผ ํ•ด์š”.
09:06
You have to make it yourself.
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์Šค์Šค๋กœ ์ผ๊ตฌ์–ด ๋‚˜๊ฐ€์•ผ ํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:09
In North Korea, I made it myself.
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๋ถํ•œ์—์„œ๋Š” ํ˜ผ์ž ์‚ด์•„๋‚จ์•˜์ง€๋งŒ,
09:12
Hope brought me to America.
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๋ฏธ๊ตญ๊นŒ์ง€ ์ €๋ฅผ ๋ฐ๋ ค์˜จ ๊ฒƒ์€ ํฌ๋ง์ด์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:15
But in America, I didn't know what to do,
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๋ง‰์ƒ ๋ฏธ๊ตญ์— ์˜ค๋‹ˆ ๋ญ˜ ํ•ด์•ผํ• ์ง€ ๋ชฐ๋ž์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:18
because I had this overwhelming freedom.
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๋„ˆ๋ฌด ๋งŽ์€ ์ž์œ ๊ฐ€ ์ฃผ์–ด์กŒ๊ธฐ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์ด์ฃ .
09:23
My foster father at that dinner gave me a direction,
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๊ทธ ์ €๋… ์‹์‚ฌ ๋•Œ ์–‘์•„๋ฒ„์ง€๋Š” ์ œ๊ฒŒ ๋ฐฉํ–ฅ์„ ์ œ์‹œํ•ด ์ฃผ์…จ๊ณ ,
09:27
and he motivated me and gave me a purpose
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๊ทธ์™€ ํ•จ๊ป˜ ๋ฏธ๊ตญ์—์„œ ์‚ด์•„์•ผ ํ•  ๋™๊ธฐ์™€
09:31
to live in America.
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๋ชฉ์ ์„ ๋ถ€์—ฌํ•ด ์ฃผ์…จ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:35
I did not come here by myself.
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์ €๋Š” ํ˜ผ์ž์˜ ํž˜์œผ๋กœ ์—ฌ๊ธฐ๊นŒ์ง€ ์˜จ ๊ฒƒ์ด ์•„๋‹™๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:38
I had hope, but hope by itself is not enough.
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ํฌ๋ง์ด ์žˆ์—ˆ์ง€๋งŒ ํฌ๋ง๋งŒ์œผ๋กœ ๋˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ๋„ ์•„๋‹ˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:43
Many people helped me along the way to get here.
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์—ฌ๊ธฐ๊นŒ์ง€ ์˜ค๋Š” ๋ฐ์— ๋งŽ์€ ๋ถ„๋“ค์˜ ๋„์›€์„ ๋ฐ›์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:47
North Koreans are fighting hard to survive.
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๋ถํ•œ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์€ ์ƒ์กด์„ ์œ„ํ•ด ์น˜์—ดํ•˜๊ฒŒ ์‹ธ์šฐ๊ณ  ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:51
They have to force themselves to survive,
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์ƒ์กด์„ ์Šค์Šค๋กœ์—๊ฒŒ ๊ฐ•์š”ํ•ด์•ผ ํ•˜๊ณ ,
09:54
have hope to survive,
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์ƒ์กดํ•˜๊ธฐ ์œ„ํ•ด ํฌ๋ง๋„ ํ•„์š”ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ
09:56
but they cannot make it without help.
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๋„์›€ ์—†์ด ํ˜ผ์ž ํ•ด๋‚ผ ์ˆ˜๋Š” ์—†์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:01
This is my message to you.
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์ด๊ฒƒ์ด ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ๋ถ„๊ป˜ ํ•˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์€ ๋ง์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:03
Have hope for yourself,
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์Šค์Šค๋กœ๋ฅผ ์œ„ํ•ด ํฌ๋ง์„ ๊ฐ€์ง€๋ฉด์„œ๋„
10:06
but also help each other.
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์„œ๋กœ ๋„์™€์ฃผ์„ธ์š”.
10:09
Life can be hard for everyone, wherever you live.
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์–ด๋””์— ์‚ด๋“ , ์‚ถ์€ ํž˜๋“ค ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:16
My foster father didn't intend to change my life.
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์–‘์•„๋ฒ„์ง€๋Š” ์ œ ์‚ถ์„ ๋ฐ”๊พธ๋ ค๋Š” ์˜๋„๊ฐ€ ์žˆ์—ˆ๋˜ ๊ฒŒ ์•„๋‹ˆ์ž–์•„์š”.
10:20
In the same way, you may also change someone's life
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์ด์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ๋ถ„๋„ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘์—์„œ ๋น„๋กฏ๋œ ์ž‘์€ ํ–‰๋™์œผ๋กœ
10:24
with even the smallest act of love.
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๋ˆ„๊ตฐ๊ฐ€์˜ ์‚ถ์„ ๋ฐ”๊ฟ€ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:29
A piece of bread can satisfy your hunger,
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๋นต ํ•œ ์กฐ๊ฐ์€ ๋ฐฐ๊ณ ํ””์„ ๋‹ฌ๋ž  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๊ณ 
10:34
and having the hope will bring you bread
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ํฌ๋ง์„ ๊ฐ€์ง€๋ฉด ๋ชฉ์ˆจ์„ ์—ฐ๋ช…ํ• 
10:37
to keep you alive.
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๋นต์„ ์ฐพ์„ ์ˆ˜๋Š” ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:39
But I confidently believe that
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ํ™•์‹ ํ•˜๊ฑด๋ฐ,
10:42
your act of love and caring
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์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ๋ถ„์˜ ๋”ฐ๋œปํ•œ ์†๊ธธ๊ณผ ๊ด€์‹ฌ์€
10:46
can also save another Joseph's life
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๋˜๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์กฐ์…‰์˜ ๋ชฉ์ˆจ์„ ์‚ด๋ฆด ์ˆ˜๋„ ์žˆ๊ณ 
10:49
and change thousands of other Josephs
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์ƒ์กด์„ ์œ„ํ•œ ํฌ๋ง์„ ๊ฐ€์ง€๋Š” ์ˆ˜์ฒœ ๋ช…์˜
10:55
who are still having hope to survive.
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๋˜๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์กฐ์…‰์˜ ์ธ์ƒ์„ ๋ณ€ํ™”์‹œํ‚ฌ ์ˆ˜๋„ ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:59
Thank you.
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๊ฐ์‚ฌํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
11:00
(Applause)
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(๋ฐ•์ˆ˜)
11:36
Adrian Hong: Joseph, thank you for sharing
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์•„๋“œ๋ฆฌ์•ˆ ํ™: ์กฐ์…‰์”จ, ์ดํ† ๋ก ๊ฐœ์ธ์ ์ด๊ณ 
11:39
that very personal and special story with us.
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ํŠน๋ณ„ํ•œ ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ์ €ํฌ์™€ ๋‚˜๋ˆ„์–ด ์ฃผ์…”์„œ ๊ฐ์‚ฌํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
11:42
I know you haven't seen your sister for, you said,
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์ด์ „์— ๋ˆ„๋‚˜๋ฅผ ๋ณธ ์ง€
11:45
it was almost exactly a decade,
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๊ฑฐ์˜ ๋”ฑ 10๋…„์ด ๋˜์–ด๊ฐ„๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ•˜์…จ๋Š”๋ฐ,
11:48
and in the off chance that she may be able to see this,
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์•„์ฃผ ๋งŒ์•ฝ์— ๋ˆ„๋‹˜์ด ์ด ์˜์ƒ์„ ๋ณด์‹ค ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์œผ๋‹ˆ
11:50
we wanted to give you an opportunity
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๋ˆ„๋‹˜๊ป˜ ์˜์ƒ ๋ฉ”์„ธ์ง€๋ฅผ ๋„์šธ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š”
11:52
to send her a message.
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๊ธฐํšŒ๋ฅผ ๋“œ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์‹ถ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
11:54
Joseph Kim: In Korean?
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์กฐ์…‰ ๊น€: ํ•œ๊ตญ์–ด๋กœ์š”?
11:55
AH: You can do English, then Korean as well.
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ํ™: ์˜์–ด๋กœ ํ•˜์‹œ๊ณ  ํ•œ๊ตญ์–ด๋„ ํ•˜์„ธ์š”.
11:58
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
12:02
JK: Okay, I'm not going to make it any longer in Korean
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๊น€: ํ•œ๊ตญ์–ด๋กœ๋Š” ๋” ๋ชปํ•  ๊ฒƒ ๊ฐ™์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
12:04
because I don't think I can make it
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ํ•œ๊ตญ์–ด๋กœ ํ•˜๋ฉด
12:07
without tearing up.
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์ž๊พธ ๋ˆˆ๋ฌผ์ด ๋‚˜์„œ์š”.
12:11
Nuna, it has been already 10 years
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๋ˆ„๋‚˜, ๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ๋ˆ„๋‚˜๋ฅผ ๋ณธ ์ง€
12:15
that I havenโ€™t seen you.
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๋ฒŒ์จ 10๋…„์ด๋‚˜ ๋๋„ค.
12:22
I just wanted to say
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๊ทธ๋ƒฅ
12:25
that I miss you, and I love you,
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๋ณด๊ณ  ์‹ถ๊ณ  ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ํ•œ๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ•˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์—ˆ์–ด.
12:29
and please come back to me and stay alive.
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์ œ๋ฐœ ๋Œ์•„์™€์ค˜. ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์‚ด์•„์žˆ๊ธธ ๋ฐ”๋ž˜.
12:34
And I -- oh, gosh.
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ ... ์•„, ์ •๋ง
12:39
I still haven't given up my hope to see you.
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๋ˆ„๋‚˜๋ฅผ ๋ณผ ๊ฑฐ๋ผ๋Š” ํฌ๋ง์„ ์•„์ง ๊ฐ€์ง€๊ณ  ์žˆ์–ด.
12:45
I will live my life happily
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๋‚œ ๋ˆ„๋‚˜ ๋ณผ ๋•Œ๊นŒ์ง€
12:50
and study hard
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ํ–‰๋ณตํ•˜๊ฒŒ ์‚ด๋ฉด์„œ
12:53
until I see you,
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์—ด์‹ฌํžˆ ๊ณต๋ถ€ํ•˜๊ณ  ์žˆ์„๊ฒŒ.
12:55
and I promise I will not cry again.
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์•ž์œผ๋กœ ์ ˆ๋Œ€ ์šธ์ง€ ์•Š์„๊ฒŒ.
13:00
(Laughter)
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13:01
Yes, I'm just looking forward to seeing you,
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๊ทธ๋ƒฅ ๋ˆ„๋‚˜ ๋ณผ ๋‚ ๋งŒ ๊ธฐ๋‹ค๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์žˆ๊ณ ,
13:04
and if you can't find me,
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๋ˆ„๋‚˜๊ฐ€ ๋‚  ๋ชป์ฐพ์œผ๋ฉด
13:06
I will also look for you,
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๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ๋ˆ„๋‚˜๋ฅผ ์ฐพ๊ณ  ์žˆ์„ํ…Œ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ
13:09
and I hope to see you one day.
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์–ธ์  ๊ฐ€๋Š” ๋ณผ ๋‚ ์ด ์žˆ์„๊ฑฐ์•ผ.
13:12
And can I also make a small message to my mom?
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์–ด๋จธ๋‹ˆ๊ป˜๋„ ํ•œ ๋งˆ๋”” ํ•ด๋„ ๋ ๊นŒ์š”?
13:15
AH: Sure, please.
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ํ™: ๋„ค, ๋ฌผ๋ก ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
13:17
JK: I haven't spent much time with you,
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๊น€: ์—„๋งˆ๋ž‘ ๋ณด๋‚ธ ์‹œ๊ฐ„์ด ๋งŽ์ง€๋Š” ์•Š์ง€๋งŒ
13:20
but I know that you still love me,
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์•„์ง ์ €๋ฅผ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ํ•˜๊ณ 
13:22
and you probably still pray for me
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์•„์ง๋„ ์ €๋ฅผ ์œ„ํ•ด ๊ธฐ๋„ํ•˜์‹œ๊ณ 
13:25
and think about me.
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์ œ ์ƒ๊ฐํ•˜๊ณ  ๊ณ„์‹ ๋‹ค๊ณ  ๋ฏฟ๊ณ  ์žˆ์–ด์š”.
13:28
I just wanted to say thank you
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๊ทธ์ € ์ €๋ฅผ ์ด ์„ธ์ƒ์— ๋‚ณ์•„์ฃผ์…”์„œ
13:30
for letting me be in this world.
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๊ฐ์‚ฌํ•˜๋‹ค๊ณ  ๋ง์”€๋“œ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์‹ถ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
13:33
Thank you.
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๊ณ ๋ง™์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
13:35
(Applause)
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์ด ์›น์‚ฌ์ดํŠธ ์ •๋ณด

์ด ์‚ฌ์ดํŠธ๋Š” ์˜์–ด ํ•™์Šต์— ์œ ์šฉํ•œ YouTube ๋™์˜์ƒ์„ ์†Œ๊ฐœํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ์ „ ์„ธ๊ณ„ ์ตœ๊ณ ์˜ ์„ ์ƒ๋‹˜๋“ค์ด ๊ฐ€๋ฅด์น˜๋Š” ์˜์–ด ์ˆ˜์—…์„ ๋ณด๊ฒŒ ๋  ๊ฒƒ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ๊ฐ ๋™์˜์ƒ ํŽ˜์ด์ง€์— ํ‘œ์‹œ๋˜๋Š” ์˜์–ด ์ž๋ง‰์„ ๋”๋ธ” ํด๋ฆญํ•˜๋ฉด ๊ทธ๊ณณ์—์„œ ๋™์˜์ƒ์ด ์žฌ์ƒ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ๋น„๋””์˜ค ์žฌ์ƒ์— ๋งž์ถฐ ์ž๋ง‰์ด ์Šคํฌ๋กค๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ์˜๊ฒฌ์ด๋‚˜ ์š”์ฒญ์ด ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ฒฝ์šฐ ์ด ๋ฌธ์˜ ์–‘์‹์„ ์‚ฌ์šฉํ•˜์—ฌ ๋ฌธ์˜ํ•˜์‹ญ์‹œ์˜ค.

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