How My Mind Came Back to Life — and No One Knew | Martin Pistorius | TED Talks
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譯者: Harry Chen
審譯者: Hayley Kang
00:12
Imagine being unable to say,
"I am hungry," "I am in pain,"
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想像一下無法表達「我餓了」、
「我很不舒服」、
00:18
"thank you," or "I love you."
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「謝謝」或者「我愛妳」,
00:20
Being trapped inside your body,
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被困在無法執行大腦指令的軀殼裡
00:22
a body that doesn't respond to commands.
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被困在無法執行大腦指令的軀殼裡
00:26
Surrounded by people,
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被人群包圍
00:27
yet utterly alone.
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卻極度地孤寂。
00:29
Wishing you could reach out,
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一心指望自己能與外界接觸、
00:31
to connect, to comfort, to participate.
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和人有連結、給人慰藉、一同參與,
00:35
For 13 long years, that was my reality.
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那是我長達 13 年的遭遇。
00:39
Most of us never think twice
about talking, about communicating.
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大多數人都把表達與溝通視為理所當然,
00:45
I've thought a lot about it.
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我卻已經想過不知幾回了,
00:47
I've had a lot of time to think.
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我有很長的時間可以思考。
00:49
For the first 12 years of my life,
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在我生命的頭 12 年裡
00:52
I was a normal, happy, healthy little boy.
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我是個平凡、快樂、健康的小男孩,
00:54
Then everything changed.
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後來所有事情都改變了 ,
00:56
I contracted a brain infection.
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我的大腦受了感染,
00:59
The doctors weren't sure what it was,
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醫生們不確定那是什麼東西,
01:01
but they treated me the best they could.
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不過他們竭盡所能治療我。
01:04
However, I progressively got worse.
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然而我的狀況日漸惡化,
01:07
Eventually, I lost my ability
to control my movements,
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最後,我失去行為能力,
01:11
make eye contact,
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眼神交集,和說話
01:13
and finally, my ability to speak.
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的能力。
01:17
While in hospital,
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在醫院時,
01:18
I desperately wanted to go home.
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我極度渴望回家。
01:21
I said to my mother, "When home?"
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我跟母親說:「何時、家?」,
01:24
Those were the last words
I ever spoke with my own voice.
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這是我迄今以我自己的聲音
最後說出的詞彙,
01:28
I would eventually fail every test
for mental awareness.
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我通過不了
所有對心智感知的測試。
01:32
My parents were told
I was as good as not there.
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他們告訴我的父母,
我就像不存在一樣,
01:35
A vegetable, having the intelligence
of a three-month-old baby.
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一個有著三個月大嬰兒智力的植物人,
01:40
They were told to take me home
and try to keep me comfortable
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他們請我的父母帶我回家,
01:43
until I died.
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儘量保持我舒適,直到死亡。
01:46
My parents, in fact
my entire family's lives,
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我的父母,我的家庭生活,
01:49
became consumed by taking care of me
the best they knew how.
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都被他們如何能更好地照顧我這件事影響。
01:53
Their friends drifted away.
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他們的朋友逐漸疏遠他們。
01:56
One year turned to two,
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一年變成兩年,
01:58
two turned to three.
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兩年變成三年。
02:00
It seemed like the person I once was
began to disappear.
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就像曾經的我逐漸消失;
02:04
The Lego blocks and electronic circuits
I'd loved as a boy were put away.
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我喜愛的樂高積木和電子迴路被拿走,
02:09
I had been moved out of my bedroom
into another more practical one.
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我從原本的臥房
搬到一個對我來說更實際的房間,
02:14
I had become a ghost,
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我成了一個鬼魂,
02:15
a faded memory of a boy
people once knew and loved.
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一個人們曾經認識、喜愛的孩子的影子。
02:20
Meanwhile, my mind began
knitting itself back together.
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同時,我的神智正開始自我縫合,
02:24
Gradually, my awareness started to return.
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我的認知逐漸恢復,
02:27
But no one realized
that I had come back to life.
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但是沒有人知道我已經回魂。
02:30
I was aware of everything,
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我意識到每一件事,
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just like any normal person.
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像正常人一樣,
02:34
I could see and understand everything,
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我看見及懂得每一件事,
02:37
but I couldn't find a way
to let anybody know.
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但是我無法讓別人知道。
02:40
My personality was entombed
within a seemingly silent body,
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我的人格被埋藏在看似沉默的軀殼裡,
02:44
a vibrant mind hidden in plain sight
within a chrysalis.
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活力充沛的思考虛掩在蛹繭裡。
02:48
The stark reality hit me
that I was going to spend
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我終於意識到,
02:51
the rest of my life locked inside myself,
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我將會困鎖在自己的軀殼裡度過餘生,
02:54
totally alone.
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全然孤獨。
02:56
I was trapped with only
my thoughts for company.
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只有我的想法陪伴我,
02:59
I would never be rescued.
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我將永遠無法獲救,
03:01
No one would ever show me tenderness.
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沒有人會再對我顯現溫柔。
03:04
I would never talk to a friend.
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我將永遠不能跟朋友說話。
03:07
No one would ever love me.
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沒有人會愛我。
03:09
I had no dreams, no hope,
nothing to look forward to.
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我沒有夢想、希望、期許的東西,
03:14
Well, nothing pleasant.
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沒有任何喜樂。
03:16
I lived in fear,
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我活在恐懼裡,
03:17
and, to put it bluntly,
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簡單來說,
03:19
was waiting for death
to finally release me,
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等著死亡來釋放我,
03:22
expecting to die all alone in a care home.
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等著全然孤寂的死於安養所。
03:26
I don't know if it's truly possible
to express in words
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我不知道是否真的有可能
03:29
what it's like not to be able
to communicate.
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把無力溝通的經歷化為文字,
03:32
Your personality appears
to vanish into a heavy fog
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那就像你的人格消失在大霧中,
03:36
and all of your emotions and desires are
constricted, stifled and muted within you.
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你所有的情緒和欲望,
都被限制、窒息、閉鎖在內心。
03:42
For me, the worst was the feeling
of utter powerlessness.
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我認為,最糟的是無力可施的感受,
03:46
I simply existed.
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僅僅只是苟活在世。
03:48
It's a very dark place to find yourself
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這是一種很黑暗的感受,
03:51
because in a sense, you have vanished.
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某個程度上說,你已經消失了。
03:55
Other people controlled
every aspect of my life.
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其他人掌握著我各方面的生活 -
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They decided what I ate and when.
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他們決定我何時吃以及吃些什麼,
04:00
Whether I was laid on my side
or strapped into my wheelchair.
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我該側躺還是綁在輪椅裡。
04:04
I often spent my days
positioned in front of the TV
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我經常被擺置在電視前
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watching Barney reruns.
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看「小博士邦尼」的重播。
04:10
I think because Barney
is so happy and jolly,
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而「小博士邦尼」是如此快樂愉悅,
04:13
and I absolutely wasn't,
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就像在諷刺我,
04:15
it made it so much worse.
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簡直是雪上加霜。
04:17
I was completely powerless
to change anything in my life
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我全然無力改變生活裡的任何事,
04:21
or people's perceptions of me.
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或是旁人對我的認知。
04:23
I was a silent, invisible observer
of how people behaved
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我是人們以為沒人看到的時候,
04:27
when they thought no one was watching.
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那個沈默,隱形的觀察者。
04:29
Unfortunately, I wasn't only an observer.
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不幸地,我不只是個觀察者。
04:33
With no way to communicate,
I became the perfect victim:
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無法表達讓我成了最好下手的目標,
04:37
a defenseless object,
seemingly devoid of feelings
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一個無法自保的受害者,看似缺乏知覺,
04:41
that people used
to play out their darkest desires.
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用來宣洩人們最陰暗的慾望。
04:45
For more than 10 years,
people who were charged with my care
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長達十年以上的時光,
負責照料我的人
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abused me physically,
verbally and sexually.
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傷害我的身體,責罵、性侵,
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Despite what they thought, I did feel.
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或許他們不知道,但我是有知覺的。
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The first time it happened,
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這些事第一次發生時
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I was shocked and filled with disbelief.
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我既吃驚且不可置信,
05:00
How could they do this to me?
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他們怎麼能夠對我做這些事呢?
05:03
I was confused.
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我感到困惑,
05:04
What had I done to deserve this?
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我造了什麼孽而活該如此?
05:07
Part of me wanted to cry
and another part wanted to fight.
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我一方面很想哭出來,
另一方面又想要挺身而戰,
05:11
Hurt, sadness and anger
flooded through me.
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疼痛、悲傷和憤怒淹沒了我。
05:15
I felt worthless.
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我感到卑賤,
05:17
There was no one to comfort me.
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沒有人來慰藉我,
05:20
But neither of my parents
knew this was happening.
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我的雙親並不知道這些事,
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I lived in terror, knowing
it would happen again and again.
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我活在恐懼裡,
知道它會一而再、再而三的發生,
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I just never knew when.
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我只是永遠不知道是什麼時候,
05:29
All I knew was that I would
never be the same.
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我知道的一切就是
我將永遠不再是原樣了。
05:33
I remember once listening
to Whitney Houston singing,
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我記得曾經聽過惠妮.休士頓唱道:
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"No matter what they take from me,
they can't take away my dignity."
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「不論他們從我這帶走什麼,
他們無法帶走我的尊嚴」,
05:41
And I thought to myself,
"You want to bet?"
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我想:「妳要賭一下嗎?」。
05:47
Perhaps my parents could have
found out and could have helped.
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或許我的雙親能夠發現、可以幫上忙,
05:50
But the years of constant caretaking,
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不過長年下不間斷的照護
05:53
having to wake up
every two hours to turn me,
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每兩個鐘頭起床一次幫我翻身,
05:56
combined with them essentially
grieving the loss of their son,
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加上失去兒子的痛苦,
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had taken a toll on my mother and father.
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對我父母造成無可挽回的傷害。
06:02
Following yet another heated argument
between my parents,
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在某個激烈的爭吵中,
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in a moment of despair and desperation,
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一個絕望和衝動的時刻,
06:09
my mother turned to me
and told me that I should die.
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我母親轉向我,告訴我我該死,
06:14
I was shocked, but as I thought
about what she had said,
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我很吃驚。但是當我認真思考她的話,
06:17
I was filled with enormous compassion
and love for my mother,
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我對我母親充滿了無盡的憐憫和愛意,
06:21
yet I could do nothing about it.
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然而我卻無能為力。
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There were many moments when I gave up,
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許多次我放棄了自己,
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sinking into a dark abyss.
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陷入黑暗的深淵。
06:29
I remember one particularly low moment.
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我記得一個特別低潮的時候,
06:32
My dad left me alone in the car
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當我父親衝進商店買個東西,
06:34
while he quickly went
to buy something from the store.
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把我單獨留在車內,
06:38
A random stranger walked past,
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一個奇怪的陌生人路過
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looked at me and he smiled.
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看著我,然後微笑,
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I may never know why, but that simple act,
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我也許永遠不知道為什麼,
不過這個簡單的動作,
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the fleeting moment of human connection,
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這一閃即逝的交流,
06:50
transformed how I was feeling,
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改變了我當時的感受,
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making me want to keep going.
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讓我想堅持下去。
06:55
My existence was tortured by monotony,
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我的生活被百無新意所荼害,
06:58
a reality that was often too much to bear.
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一個不可承受之重的現實。
07:01
Alone with my thoughts,
I constructed intricate fantasies
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在我的思緒中,
我架構出錯綜複雜的幻想,
07:05
about ants running across the floor.
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像是螞蟻橫越地板。
07:09
I taught myself to tell the time
by noticing where the shadows were.
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我教我自己透過
注意陰影的位置來分辨時間,
07:14
As I learned how the shadows moved
as the hours of the day passed,
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當我學會當時間一小時一小時經過
影子如何移動時,
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I understood how long it would be
before I was picked up and taken home.
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我搞懂了在我被人接走
還有帶回家前還有多長的時間,
07:23
Seeing my father walk
through the door to collect me
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看著我的父親走進門來接我
07:26
was the best moment of the day.
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是每天最棒的時刻。
07:29
My mind became a tool that I could use
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我的心思變成一個工具,
07:31
to either close down
to retreat from my reality
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我可以封閉自己,逃避現實,
07:34
or enlarge into a gigantic space
that I could fill with fantasies.
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也可以放大到
填塞我幻想之寬闊浩大的天地。
07:39
I hoped that my reality would change
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我希望我的現實將會改變,
07:41
and someone would see
that I had come back to life.
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會有人知道我已經恢復神智了,
07:44
But I had been washed away
like a sand castle
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但是我就像個蓋得太靠近浪邊的沙堡,
07:47
built too close to the waves,
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輕易地被沖走,
07:49
and in my place was the person
people expected me to be.
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而在我原來的位置上,
是人們對我的想像。
07:53
To some I was Martin,
a vacant shell, the vegetable,
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對有些人而言我是馬丁,
一個空蕩蕩的外殼、植物人、
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deserving of harsh words,
dismissal and even abuse.
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本該受冷言酸語、漠視、甚至是虐待。
08:02
To others, I was the tragically
brain-damaged boy
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對其他人而言,
我是兒時損傷了大腦,
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who had grown to become a man.
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悲慘地成長為男人的男孩。
08:07
Someone they were kind to and cared for.
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他們所善待以及照顧的某人。
08:10
Good or bad, I was a blank canvas
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無論好壞,
08:12
onto which different versions
of myself were projected.
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我是一片上頭投射了
不同版本的空白畫布。
08:17
It took someone new
to see me in a different way.
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需要新的眼光,才能看到不同的我。
08:20
An aromatherapist began coming
to the care home about once a week.
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一位香薰治療師,
開始一週一次來到安養所,
08:24
Whether through intuition
or her attention to details
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不論是透過直覺,
08:27
that others failed to notice,
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或是對他人忽略細節的觀察入微,
08:29
she became convinced that I could
understand what was being said.
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她開始認為我能理解別人的話。
08:33
She urged my parents
to have me tested by experts
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她鼓勵我的雙親讓我接受專家測試,
08:37
in augmentative
and alternative communication.
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以擴大與替代性的溝通方法。
08:40
And within a year,
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不到一年,
08:42
I was beginning to use
a computer program to communicate.
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我開始用電腦程式做溝通,
08:46
It was exhilarating,
but frustrating at times.
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多麼令人亢奮,
雖然有時也很惱人。
08:49
I had so many words in my mind,
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我的腦海裡有這麼多文字,
08:51
that I couldn't wait
to be able to share them.
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我等不及有一天能分享它們;
08:54
Sometimes, I would say things to myself
simply because I could.
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有時我跟自己說話,
只是因為我能,
08:59
In myself, I had a ready audience,
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在我自己內部早有個現成的聽眾,
09:02
and I believed that by expressing
my thoughts and wishes,
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我相信透過表達我的想法和心願,
09:05
others would listen, too.
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其他人也會聽見。
09:07
But as I began to communicate more,
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不過當我開始表達更多,
09:09
I realized that it was in fact
only just the beginning
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我發現這只是為自己
09:12
of creating a new voice for myself.
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創造一個新聲音的開始。
09:15
I was thrust into a world
I didn't quite know how to function in.
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我被猛推進了一個
我不確定該如何運作的世界,
09:19
I stopped going to the care home
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我不再去安養所,
09:21
and managed to get my first job
making photocopies.
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有了我的第一份工作 - 影印,
09:25
As simple as this may sound,
it was amazing.
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或許聽起來很簡單,
但實在太棒了。
09:28
My new world was really exciting
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我的新世界如此刺激,
09:30
but often quite overwhelming
and frightening.
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但也很恐怖,有時難以承受。
09:33
I was like a man-child,
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我像個大人模樣的小孩,
09:35
and as liberating as it often was,
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在獲得解脫的同時
09:37
I struggled.
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我也在掙扎努力。
09:39
I also learned that many of those
who had known me for a long time
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我也發現許多認識我有段時間的人,
09:43
found it impossible to abandon the idea
of Martin they had in their heads.
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根本無法他們腦海裡對馬丁的概念。
09:47
While those I had only just met
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而那些初次遇見的人
09:49
struggled to look past the image
of a silent man in a wheelchair.
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也很難跨越我在輪椅上沈默的男子的形象。
09:54
I realized that some people
would only listen to me
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我明白到有些人只有在我所言之物
09:56
if what I said was in line
with what they expected.
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符合他們的預期時才會聽著我說。
09:59
Otherwise, it was disregarded
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不然那些話只會被當成耳邊風,
10:01
and they did what they felt was best.
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仍然依照他們認為適當的方式去做。
10:04
I discovered that true communication
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我發現真正的溝通,
10:06
is about more than merely
physically conveying a message.
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不只是傳達字面訊息,
10:10
It is about getting the message
heard and respected.
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更是讓其中的意義被聽見,被尊重。
10:14
Still, things were going well.
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就算如此,一切都發展的很好。
10:17
My body was slowly getting stronger.
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我的身體慢慢地變得強壯。
10:19
I had a job in computing that I loved,
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我做著喜歡的電腦運算的工作,
10:22
and had even got Kojak, the dog
I had been dreaming about for years.
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甚至還有了我多年來
夢寐以求的小狗 - 「寇賈」。
10:27
However, I longed to share
my life with someone.
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然而我渴求和某人分享我的生活。
10:31
I remember staring out the window
as my dad drove me home from work,
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我記得在父親載我下班回家時,
我凝望窗外,
10:35
thinking I have so much love inside of me
and nobody to give it to.
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想著在我內心裡有著如此之多的愛,
卻沒有給予的對象,
10:40
Just as I had resigned myself
to being single for the rest of my life,
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正當我認命我將形單影隻度過餘生時,
10:44
I met Joan.
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我遇見了瓊恩。
10:46
Not only is she the best thing
that has ever happened to me,
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她不但是我生命中最美好的事,
10:50
but Joan helped me to challenge
my own misconceptions about myself.
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瓊恩更幫助我重新思考我對自己的誤解。
10:55
Joan said it was through my words
that she fell in love with me.
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瓊恩,她是透過我的文字愛上我的。
10:59
However, after all I had been through,
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然而,在我歷經這一切之後,
11:02
I still couldn't shake the belief
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我無法相信
11:04
that nobody could truly see
beyond my disability
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有人能忽略我的殘疾,
11:07
and accept me for who I am.
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真正地看見我、接納我。
11:10
I also really struggled
to comprehend that I was a man.
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我很難接受,我是個男人的事實。
11:14
The first time someone
referred to me as a man,
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第一次有人這樣稱呼我,
11:17
it stopped me in my tracks.
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我停下手邊的事,
11:19
I felt like looking around
and asking, "Who, me?"
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感覺就像在四下張望,
並詢問:「誰?我嗎?」
11:24
That all changed with Joan.
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一切都因為瓊恩改變了。
11:26
We have an amazing connection
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我們不但心靈相通,
11:27
and I learned how important it is
to communicate openly and honestly.
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而且我領會到開放、
誠實地溝通有多麼重要,
11:32
I felt safe, and it gave me the confidence
to truly say what I thought.
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我覺得安全,
安全感讓我能自信誠實地說出想法。
11:37
I started to feel whole again,
a man worthy of love.
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我再次感覺完整,
一個值得被愛的男人。
11:41
I began to reshape my destiny.
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我開始重新塑造我的命運,
11:44
I spoke up a little more at work.
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在工作上表達更多想法。
11:46
I asserted my need for independence
to the people around me.
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我對周遭的人堅定說出
我對獨立自強的需求,
11:50
Being given a means of communication
changed everything.
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一旦有了溝通的意義,一切都改變了。
11:54
I used the power of words and will
to challenge the preconceptions
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我運用文字的力量和意志來質疑
11:59
of those around me
and those I had of myself.
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那些在我週遭的人
以及我對自己的成見。
12:02
Communication is what makes us human,
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溝通讓我們成為一個人,
12:05
enabling us to connect
on the deepest level
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讓我們能與身邊的人
12:07
with those around us --
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深入對談,相互理解 -
12:09
telling our own stories,
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訴說我們的故事,
12:11
expressing wants, needs and desires,
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表達欲望、需求和渴求;
12:14
or hearing those of others
by really listening.
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或是真心聆聽別人的故事、
欲望、需求和渴求,
12:18
All this is how the world
knows who we are.
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這就是世界認識我們的方法。
12:21
So who are we without it?
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要是不能溝通我們又是誰呢?
12:24
True communication increases understanding
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真正的溝通增進理解,
12:27
and creates a more caring
and compassionate world.
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創造一個更溫暖,更有同理心的世界。
12:31
Once, I was perceived
to be an inanimate object,
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曾經,我被當作一件沒有生命的物體,
12:34
a mindless phantom
of a boy in a wheelchair.
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一個沒有靈魂的鬼影,
附身於輪椅上的小男孩。
12:38
Today, I am so much more.
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今天,我改頭換面,
12:40
A husband, a son, a friend,
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我是一位丈夫、兒子、朋友、
12:42
a brother, a business owner,
a first-class honors graduate,
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兄弟、企業家、一級榮譽學位畢業生、
12:47
a keen amateur photographer.
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熱情的業餘攝影師。
12:49
It is my ability to communicate
that has given me all this.
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我的溝通能力讓我獲得這些。
12:54
We are told that actions
speak louder than words.
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我們常聽人講「說的比做的容易」,
12:58
But I wonder,
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但我懷疑,
13:00
do they?
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是這樣嗎?
13:02
Our words, however we communicate them,
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我們的文字,
無論我們用什摩方法來溝通,
13:05
are just as powerful.
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都是飽含力量的。
13:07
Whether we speak the words
with our own voices,
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不論我們是用自己的聲音說,
13:10
type them with our eyes,
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還是用眼睛打字,
13:11
or communicate them non-verbally
to someone who speaks them for us,
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又或是用言語以外的方法,
讓他人幫助我們說,
13:16
words are among our most powerful tools.
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文字是我們最有力的工具之一。
13:20
I have come to you through
a terrible darkness,
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我來到你的面前,
穿越恐怖的黑暗,
被關愛我的靈魂和語言本身,
13:23
pulled from it by caring souls
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從黑暗中被拉了出來。
13:25
and by language itself.
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僅僅只是你的聆聽,
讓我離光明更近,
13:27
The act of you listening to me today
brings me farther into the light.
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我們在這裡,一起發光。
13:31
We are shining here together.
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在我溝通的方式裡最困難的是,
13:34
If there is one most difficult obstacle
to my way of communicating,
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有時我想要大叫,
13:38
it is that sometimes I want to shout
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有時我只是想要輕聲表達愛與感恩,
13:40
and other times simply to whisper
a word of love or gratitude.
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卻只能發出同樣的一種聲音。
13:44
It all sounds the same.
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但如果你能,
13:46
But if you will,
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請以最溫暖溫柔的方式,
想像以下的兩個字:
13:48
please imagine these next two words
as warmly as you can:
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謝謝。
13:54
Thank you.
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(掌聲)
13:56
(Applause)
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