Aimee Mullins: Changing my legs - and my mindset

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Prevodilac: Ivana Veljkovic Lektor: Sandra Gojic
00:16
Sheryl Shade: Hi, Aimee. Aimee Mullins: Hi.
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Šeril Šejd: Ejmi i ja smo mislile - Zdravo Ejmi. Ejmi Malins: Zdravo.
00:19
SS: Aimee and I thought we'd just talk a little bit,
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Ejmi i ja smo mislile da malo porazgovaramo
00:21
and I wanted her to tell all of you what makes her a distinctive athlete.
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i želela sam da vam ona ispriča šta je to čini posebnom sportiskinjom.
00:27
AM: Well, for those of you who have seen the picture in the little bio --
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EM: Pa, za one koji nisu videli sliku u kratkoj biografiji -
00:31
it might have given it away --
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možda su ih razdelili -
00:33
I'm a double amputee, and I was born without fibulas in both legs.
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meni su amputirane obe noge i rođena sam bez cevanice u obe noge.
00:37
I was amputated at age one,
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Amputirali su mi noge kada sam imala godinu dana,
00:39
and I've been running like hell ever since, all over the place.
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i od tada trčim kao luda, svuda.
00:44
SS: Well, why don't you tell them how you got to Georgetown -- why don't we start there?
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ŠŠ: Zašto im ne ispričaš kako si dospela na Džordžtaun?
00:47
Why don't we start there?
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Zašto ne bismo tako počeli?
00:49
AM: I'm a senior in Georgetown in the Foreign Service program.
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EM: Ja sam završna godina na Džordžtaunu na programu za međunarodne odnose.
00:54
I won a full academic scholarship out of high school.
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Dobila sam punu stipendiju u srednjoj školi.
00:58
They pick three students out of the nation every year
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Oni svake godine biraju tri studenta iz cele zemlje
01:02
to get involved in international affairs,
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koji učestvuju u inostranim poslovima,
01:05
and so I won a full ride to Georgetown
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tako da sam dobila vožnju do Džordžtauna
01:07
and I've been there for four years. Love it.
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i tamo sam već četiri godine. Divno je.
01:11
SS: When Aimee got there,
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ŠŠ: Kada je Ejmi stigla tamo,
01:13
she decided that she's, kind of, curious about track and field,
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odlučila je da je, na neki način, radoznala po pitanju staza i terena,
01:16
so she decided to call someone and start asking about it.
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tako da je odlučila da pozove nekoga i raspita se o tome.
01:19
So, why don't you tell that story?
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Pa zašto nam ne ispričaš tu priču?
01:21
AM: Yeah. Well, I guess I've always been involved in sports.
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EM: Da. Pa, pretpostavljam da sam se oduvek bavila sportom.
01:23
I played softball for five years growing up.
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Igrala sam softbol pet godina dok sam bila mala.
01:25
I skied competitively throughout high school,
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Takmičila sam se u skijanju u srednjoj školi
01:28
and I got a little restless in college
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i malo sam postala nestrpljiva na fakultetu
01:30
because I wasn't doing anything for about a year or two sports-wise.
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jer ništa nisam radila po pitanju sporta oko godinu, dve.
01:34
And I'd never competed on a disabled level, you know --
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I nikada se nisam takmičila na paraplegičarskom nivou, znate.
01:39
I'd always competed against other able-bodied athletes.
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Uvek bih se takmičila sa ostalim sportistima koji nemaju problema sa telom.
01:41
That's all I'd ever known.
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Samo tako i umem.
01:43
In fact, I'd never even met another amputee until I was 17.
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Zapravo, do svoje 17. nisam upoznala nikoga kome je neki deo tela amputiran.
01:46
And I heard that they do these track meets with all disabled runners,
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I čula sam da se organizuju atletski skupovi za trkače sa invaliditetom,
01:52
and I figured, "Oh, I don't know about this,
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i pomislila sam, ma ne znam baš,
01:55
but before I judge it, let me go see what it's all about."
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ali pre nego što donesem sud, hajde da vidim o čemu se radi.
01:59
So, I booked myself a flight to Boston in '95, 19 years old
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Tako da sam rezervisala let za Boston '95., imala sam 19 godina
02:04
and definitely the dark horse candidate at this race. I'd never done it before.
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i definitivno bila misteriozni kanditat u trci. Nikada to do tada nisam radila.
02:09
I went out on a gravel track a couple of weeks before this meet
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Izašla sam na šljaku par nedelja pre mitinga,
02:12
to see how far I could run,
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da vidim koliko daleko mogu da trčim,
02:14
and about 50 meters was enough for me, panting and heaving.
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i oko 50 metara je bilo dovoljno za mene, jedva sam disala.
02:18
And I had these legs that were made of
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Imala sam noge koju su bile napravljene od
02:21
a wood and plastic compound, attached with Velcro straps --
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drveta i plastike i pričvrćene čičak trakama -
02:24
big, thick, five-ply wool socks on --
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velike, debele, vunene čarape krupnog boda preko -
02:27
you know, not the most comfortable things, but all I'd ever known.
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znate, nije baš najudobnije, ali to je oduvek za mene bilo tako.
02:31
And I'm up there in Boston against people
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I ja sam u Bostonu i takmičim se sa ljudima
02:33
wearing legs made of all things -- carbon graphite
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noseći noge napravljene od svih vrsta grafita
02:36
and, you know, shock absorbers in them and all sorts of things --
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i onoga što apsorbuje udarac i svakavih drugih stvari,
02:41
and they're all looking at me like,
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i svi gledaju u mene i misle,
02:43
OK, we know who's not going to win this race.
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okej, znamo ko neće pobediti u ovoj trci.
02:47
And, I mean, I went up there expecting --
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Ja sam otišla tamo očekujuči...
02:50
I don't know what I was expecting --
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ne znam šta sam očekivala --
02:52
but, you know, when I saw a man who was missing an entire leg
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ali, znate, kada sam videla čoveka koji nema celu nogu
02:55
go up to the high jump, hop on one leg to the high jump
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kako skače u vis, sa jednom nogom
02:58
and clear it at six feet, two inches ...
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i preskače 183 cantimetra...
03:00
Dan O'Brien jumped 5'11" in '96 in Atlanta,
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Den O'brajan je preskočio 153 centimetra u Atlanti,
03:03
I mean, if it just gives you a comparison of --
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mislim ako poredite...
03:06
these are truly accomplished athletes,
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ovo su zaista ostvareni sportisti
03:09
without qualifying that word "athlete."
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bez ograničavanja definicije reči "sportista".
03:11
And so I decided to give this a shot: heart pounding,
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Ja sam odlučila da ovome dam šansu i dok mi je srce preskakalo,
03:17
I ran my first race and I beat the national record-holder
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istrčala sam svoju prvu trku i oborila sam nacionalni rekord
03:21
by three hundredths of a second,
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za tri stotinke
03:23
and became the new national record-holder on my first try out.
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i postala novi nacionalni rekorder u svom prvom pokušaju.
03:27
And, you know, people said,
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I znate, ljudi su govorili,
03:30
"Aimee, you know, you've got speed -- you've got natural speed --
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"Ejmi, znaš ti si brza -- ti si prirodno brza --
03:32
but you don't have any skill or finesse going down that track.
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ali nemaš nikakvu tehniku niti stil u trčanju.
03:36
You were all over the place.
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Dala si sve od sebe
03:38
We all saw how hard you were working."
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Svi smo videli koliko si naporno radila."
03:40
And so I decided to call the track coach at Georgetown.
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I tako sam odlučila da pozovem trenera sa Džordžtauna.
03:43
And I thank god I didn't know just how huge this man is in the track and field world.
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I hvala bogu da nisam znala koliko je taj čovek uticajan u svetu atletike.
03:50
He's coached five Olympians, and
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On je trenirao pet olimpijaca i
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the man's office is lined from floor to ceiling
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njegova kancelarija je od poda do plafona puna
03:54
with All America certificates
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raznih američkih sertifikata,
03:57
of all these athletes he's coached.
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svih atletičara koje je trenirao,
03:59
He's just a rather intimidating figure.
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jedna osoba vredna strahopoštovanja.
04:03
And I called him up and said, "Listen, I ran one race and I won ..."
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I ja sam ga pozvala i rekla: "Slušajte, ja sam pretrčala jednu trku i pobedila i...
04:10
(Laughter)
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(Smeh)
04:11
"I want to see if I can, you know --
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Ja bih volela da znam da li mogu, znate --
04:14
I need to just see if I can sit in on some of your practices,
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Samo bih želela da znam da li mogu da sedim na nekim vašim treninzima,
04:16
see what drills you do and whatever."
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da vidim kakve treninge radite i štagod."
04:18
That's all I wanted -- just two practices.
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To je sve što sam htela -- samo dva treninga.
04:20
"Can I just sit in and see what you do?"
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"Da li mogu samo da sedim i gledam šta radite?"
04:22
And he said, "Well, we should meet first, before we decide anything."
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A on je rekao: "Trebalo bi prvo da se vidimo, pre nego što bilo šta odlučimo."
04:25
You know, he's thinking, "What am I getting myself into?"
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I on je verovatno razmišljao: "U šta li se ovo upuštam?"
04:27
So, I met the man, walked in his office,
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I upoznala sam čoveka, ušla u njegovu kancelariju,
04:29
and saw these posters and magazine covers of people he has coached.
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i videla postere i naslovne stranice ljudi koje je trenirao.
04:35
And we got to talking,
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I onda smo seli da razgovaramo
04:37
and it turned out to be a great partnership
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i to je bio početak divnog partnerstva
04:39
because he'd never coached a disabled athlete,
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jer on nikada nije trenirao atletičara sa invaliditetom,
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so therefore he had no preconceived notions
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tako da nije imao nikave pretpostavke
04:43
of what I was or wasn't capable of,
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o tome šta ja mogu ili ne mogu,
04:46
and I'd never been coached before.
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i mene nikada niko nije trenirao,
04:48
So this was like, "Here we go -- let's start on this trip."
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tako da je bilo, otprilike -- hajde da probamo.
04:51
So he started giving me four days a week of his lunch break,
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Dao mi je četiri dana nedeljno, deo svoje pauze za ručak,
04:56
his free time, and I would come up to the track and train with him.
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njegovo slobodno vreme, ja bih došla na stazu i trenirala sa njim.
05:01
So that's how I met Frank.
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Tako sam upoznala Frenka.
05:04
That was fall of '95. But then, by the time that winter was rolling around,
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To je bila jesen '95. i kada je došla zima,
05:09
he said, "You know, you're good enough.
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rekao mi je: "Dovoljno si dobra.
05:11
You can run on our women's track team here."
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Možeš da trčiš sa ženskim atletičarskim timom."
05:14
And I said, "No, come on."
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A ja sam rekla: "Ne, ma kakvi."
05:16
And he said, "No, no, really. You can.
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On je rekao: "Ne, ne, zaista. Možeš.
05:18
You can run with our women's track team."
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Možeš da trčiš sa našim ženskim timom."
05:21
In the spring of 1996, with my goal of making the U.S. Paralympic team
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Proleće 1996., sa ciljem da se kvalifikujem za američki Paraolimpijski tim,
05:27
that May coming up full speed, I joined the women's track team.
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taj maj je došao brzo i ja sam se priključila ženskom trkačkom timu.
05:32
And no disabled person had ever done that -- run at a collegiate level.
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I nijedna osoba sa invaliditetom nikada to nije uspela -- da se takmiči na univerzitetskom nivou.
05:38
So I don't know, it started to become an interesting mix.
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Tako da je to počeo da bude interesantan miks.
05:41
SS: Well, on your way to the Olympics,
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ŠŠ: Zašto im ne kažeš - na svom putu do Olimpijade -
05:45
a couple of memorable events happened at Georgetown.
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nekoliko nezaboravnih trenutaka koji su se desili na Džordžtaunu.
05:48
Why don't you just tell them?
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Zašto im to ne kažeš?
05:50
AM: Yes, well, you know, I'd won everything as far as the disabled meets --
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EM: Da, pa ja sam osvojila sve što je moguće što se tiče paraplegičaskih skupova -
05:54
everything I competed in -- and, you know, training in Georgetown
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sve u čemu sam se takmičila -- i treniranje na Džordžtaunu
05:58
and knowing that I was going to have to get used to
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znajući da ću morati da se naviknem da gledam
06:00
seeing the backs of all these women's shirts --
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leđa ostalih atletičarki --
06:02
you know, I'm running against the next Flo-Jo --
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trčim sa budućom Flo Džo --
06:04
and they're all looking at me like,
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i svi me gledaju i misle:
06:06
"Hmm, what's, you know, what's going on here?"
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"Hmm, šta se dešava ovde?"
06:09
And putting on my Georgetown uniform
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I oblačim svoj Džordžtaun dres
06:12
and going out there and knowing that, you know,
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i odlazim tamo znajući da,
06:16
in order to become better -- and I'm already the best in the country --
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da bih napredovala -- a već sam najbolja u zemlji --
06:19
you know, you have to train with people who are inherently better than you.
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moram da treniram sa ljudima koji su po rođenju bolji od mene.
06:23
And I went out there and made it to the Big East,
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I otišla sam tamo i uspela da stignem do Velikog istoka
06:29
which was sort of the championship race at the end of the season.
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koji je predstavljao šampionsku trku na kraju sezone
06:32
It was really, really hot.
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i bilo je mnogo, mnogo vruće.
06:34
And it's the first --
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I to je prva --
06:36
I had just gotten these new sprinting legs that you see in that bio,
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samo što sam dobila nove sprinterske noge koje vidite u ovoj biografiji --
06:40
and I didn't realize at that time that
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i tada nisam znala koliko
06:45
the amount of sweating I would be doing in the sock --
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ću oznojiti čarape,
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it actually acted like a lubricant
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znoj se ponašao kao lubrikant,
06:49
and I'd be, kind of, pistoning in the socket.
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i ja bih se klizala niz protetičku nogu.
06:51
And at about 85 meters of my 100 meters sprint, in all my glory,
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I negde na 85 metara mog sprinta na 100 metara, u svoj svojoj slavi,
06:57
I came out of my leg.
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ja sam ispala iz svoje noge.
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Like, I almost came out of it, in front of, like, 5,000 people.
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Zapravo skoro da sam ispala iz nje, pred oko 5000 ljudi.
07:02
And I, I mean, was just mortified --
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I tako ponižena -- pošto sam
07:06
because I was signed up for the 200, you know, which went off in a half hour.
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bila prijavljena na trku na 200 metara, koja je trebalo da počne za pola sata.
07:10
(Laughter)
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(Smeh)
07:12
I went to my coach: "Please, don't make me do this."
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Otišla sam do svog trenera. "Molim vas ne terajte me da ovo radim."
07:15
I can't do this in front of all those people. My legs will come off.
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Ne mogu ovo da radim pred svim ovim ljudima. Noge će mi otpasti.
07:18
And if it came off at 85 there's no way I'm going 200 meters.
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I ako otpadnu na 85 nema teorije da idem na 200 metara.
07:21
And he just sat there like this.
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On je samo tako sedeo.
07:23
My pleas fell on deaf ears, thank god.
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Svoje molbe kao da sam uputila zidu -- hvala bogu --
07:28
Because you know, the man is from Brooklyn;
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jer je on bio --- znate, on je iz Bruklina --
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he's a big man. He says, "Aimee, so what if your leg falls off?
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on je ogroman čovek -- i rekao je: "Ejmi, pa šta i ako ti otpadnu noge?
07:37
You pick it up, you put the damn thing back on,
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Uzmi te noge, vrati ih na mesto,
07:40
and finish the goddamn race!"
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i završi prokletu trku!"
07:41
(Laughter) (Applause)
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(Smeh) (Aplauz)
07:47
And I did. So, he kept me in line.
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I to sam i uradila. On mi nekako nije dozvolio da vrdam.
07:53
He kept me on the right track.
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Vratio me je na stazu.
07:55
SS: So, then Aimee makes it to the 1996 Paralympics,
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ŠŠ: I tako Ejmi dospeva na Paraolimpijadu 1996.,
08:00
and she's all excited. Her family's coming down -- it's a big deal.
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i mnogo je uzbuđena. Njena porodica dolazi da je gleda - to je veliki događaj.
08:03
It's now two years that you've been running?
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Ona sada -- dve godine već trčiš?
08:06
AM: No, a year.
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EM: Ne, godinu dana.
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SS: A year. And why don't you tell them what happened
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ŠŠ: Godinu. I zašto im ne ispričaš šta se desilo
08:09
right before you go run your race?
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pre nego što si počela trku?
08:12
AM: Okay, well, Atlanta.
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EM: Okej, Atlanta.
08:14
The Paralympics, just for a little bit of clarification,
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Paraolimpijada, samo da pojasnim,
08:17
are the Olympics for people with physical disabilities --
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predstavlja Olimijadu za ljude sa fizičkim hendikepom --
08:20
amputees, persons with cerebral palsy, and wheelchair athletes --
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ljude sa amputiranim udovima, sa cerebralnom paralizom i sportiste u kolicima --
08:23
as opposed to the Special Olympics,
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dok u Specijalnoj Olimpijadi
08:25
which deals with people with mental disabilities.
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učestvuju ljudi sa posebnim potrebama.
08:29
So, here we are, a week after the Olympics and down at Atlanta,
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Tako da je sada nedelju dana nakon Olimpijade, dole u Atlanti,
08:36
and I'm just blown away by the fact that
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i ja sam oduševljena sa činjenicom da
08:38
just a year ago, I got out on a gravel track and couldn't run 50 meters.
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pre samo godinu dana na šljaci nisam mogla da istrčim ni 50 metara,
08:42
And so, here I am -- never lost.
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I evo me sada -- nikada nisam izgubila.
08:44
I set new records at the U.S. Nationals -- the Olympic trials -- that May,
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Postavila sam novi rekord na nacionalnom prvenstvu SAD-aa -- probi za Olimpijadu -- tog maja,
08:49
and was sure that I was coming home with the gold.
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i bila sam jednostavno sigurna da se kući vraćam sa zlatom.
08:54
I was also the only, what they call "bilateral BK" -- below the knee.
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Ja sam bila jedina sa amputiranim obema nogama ispod kolena.
08:59
I was the only woman who would be doing the long jump.
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I jedina žena koja će izvoditi skok u dalj.
09:02
I had just done the long jump,
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Samo što sam skočila u dalj,
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and a guy who was missing two legs came up to me and says,
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prišao mi je čovek kome su nedostajale obe noge i rekao:
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"How do you do that? You know, we're supposed to have a planar foot,
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"Kako to radiš? Znaš da bi trebalo da imamo pljosnato stopalo
09:08
so we can't get off on the springboard."
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tako da ne možemo da se odražavamo sa daske."
09:09
I said, "Well, I just did it. No one told me that."
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Ja sam rekla: "Pa ja sam to upravo uradila. Niko mi to nije rekao."
09:12
So, it's funny -- I'm three inches within the world record --
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Tako da je smešno -- ja sam oko 7 centimetara od svetskog rekorda --
09:15
and kept on from that point, you know,
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i nastavila sam od te tačke,
09:17
so I'm signed up in the long jump -- signed up?
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i prijavljena sam za skok u dalj -- prijavila? --
09:20
No, I made it for the long jump and the 100-meter.
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ne, ja sam se kvalifikovala za skok u dalj i za trku na 100 metara.
09:24
And I'm sure of it, you know?
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I sigurna sam u to, znate.
09:26
I made the front page of my hometown paper
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Dospela sam na naslovnu stranu novina u svom rodnom gradu
09:28
that I delivered for six years, you know?
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koje sam 6 godina raznosila.
09:30
It was, like, this is my time for shine.
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Bio je moj red da zablistam.
09:33
And we're at the trainee warm-up track,
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Bili smo na stadionu za zagrevanje -- traci za zagrevanje,
09:36
which is a few blocks away from the Olympic stadium.
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koja je nekoliko blokova udaljena od Olimpijskog stadiona.
09:38
These legs that I was on, which I'll take out right now --
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I te noge na kojima sam ja bila -- koje ću sada da izvadim da vam pokažem -
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I was the first person in the world on these legs.
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ja sam bila prva osoba na svetu sa tim nogama --
09:45
I was the guinea pig., I'm telling you,
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bila sam zamorče i izgledala sam kao
09:49
this was, like -- talk about a tourist attraction.
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turistička atrakcija.
09:51
Everyone was taking pictures -- "What is this girl running on?"
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Svi su me slikali: "Na čemu trči ova devojka?"
09:55
And I'm always looking around, like, where is my competition?
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Ja sam se stalno okretala, gde je moja konkurencija?
09:59
It's my first international meet.
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To je bio moj prvi međunarodni miting
10:01
I tried to get it out of anybody I could,
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I pokušala sam da od nekoga saznam,
10:03
you know, "Who am I running against here?"
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sa kime se takmičim?
10:06
"Oh, Aimee, we'll have to get back to you on that one."
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"O, Ejmi, moraćemo to kasnije da ti kažemo."
10:08
I wanted to find out times.
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Htela samda saznam vremena.
10:10
"Don't worry, you're doing great."
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"Ne brini, odlično ti ide."
10:13
This is 20 minutes before my race in the Olympic stadium,
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Sada je 20 minuta pred moju trku na Olimpijskom stadionu
10:16
and they post the heat sheets. And I go over and look.
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i postavili su plahte protiv vrućine. I ja sam otišla da vidim.
10:19
And my fastest time, which was the world record, was 15.77.
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Moje najbrže vreme, koje je bilo svetski rekord, je bilo 15,77.
10:24
Then I'm looking: the next lane, lane two, is 12.8.
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Zatim sam pogledala - sledeća staza, staza dva, je 12,8.
10:28
Lane three is 12.5. Lane four is 12.2. I said, "What's going on?"
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Staza tri je 12,5. Staza četiri je 12,2. Onda sam rekla: "Šta se dešava?"
10:33
And they shove us all into the shuttle bus,
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Uveli su nas u autobus,
10:35
and all the women there are missing a hand.
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i svim ženama tamo je nedostajala šaka.
10:37
(Laughter)
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(Smeh)
10:44
So, I'm just, like --
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I ja sam onda...
10:50
they're all looking at me like 'which one of these is not like the other,' you know?
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Svi me gledaju u smislu ko ovde nije kao svi ostali?
10:54
I'm sitting there, like, "Oh, my god. Oh, my god."
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Ja sam samo sedela i pomislila, "O moj bože. O moj bože."
11:00
You know, I'd never lost anything,
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Nikada nisam izgubila,
11:03
like, whether it would be the scholarship or, you know,
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da li je to stipendija ili bilo šta,
11:05
I'd won five golds when I skied. In everything, I came in first.
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osvojila sam pet zlatnih medalja u skijanju. I u svemu sam bila prva.
11:11
And Georgetown -- that was great.
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I Džordžtaun je, znate, super.
11:13
I was losing, but it was the best training because this was Atlanta.
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Gubila sam, ali je to bio najbolji trening jer to je bila Atlanta.
11:19
Here we are, like, crème de la crème,
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I mi smo tu, crème de la crème,
11:22
and there is no doubt about it, that I'm going to lose big.
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i nema sumnje da ću dobro da izgubim.
11:26
And, you know, I'm just thinking,
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I onda sam pomislila,
11:28
"Oh, my god, my whole family got in a van
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"O moj bože, moja čitava porodica je ušla u kombi
11:31
and drove down here from Pennsylvania."
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i dovezla se dovde iz Pensilvanije."
11:34
And, you know, I was the only female U.S. sprinter.
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I ja sam bila jedina američka sprinterka.
11:38
So they call us out and, you know --
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Tako da su nas prozvali,
11:41
"Ladies, you have one minute."
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"Dame, imate jedan minut."
11:43
And I remember putting my blocks in and just feeling horrified
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I dok sam se bandažirala osećala sam se prestrašeno
11:48
because there was just this murmur coming over the crowd,
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jer se čuo taj žagor iz publike,
11:50
like, the ones who are close enough to the starting line to see.
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od onih koji su bili dovoljno blizu startne linije da vide.
11:54
And I'm like, "I know! Look! This isn't right."
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I ja sam pomislila: "Znam! Gledajte! Ovo nije u redu."
12:00
And I'm thinking that's my last card to play here;
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I znala sam da je to moja poslednja karta,
12:03
if I'm not going to beat these girls,
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bar ako neću da pobedim ove devojke
12:05
I'm going to mess their heads a little, you know?
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malo ću da se poigram sa njima.
12:07
(Laughter)
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(Smeh)
12:09
I mean, it was definitely the "Rocky IV" sensation of me versus Germany,
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Skroz je izgledalo kao Roki 4 verzija mene protiv Nemačke
12:12
and everyone else -- Estonia and Poland -- was in this heat.
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i svih ostalih - Estonije i Poljske - i oni su u klinču.
12:18
And the gun went off, and all I remember was
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I pištolj je opalio i sećam se kako sam
12:21
finishing last and
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završila poslednja i znate,
12:26
fighting back tears of frustration and incredible -- incredible --
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borila se sa suzama isfrustrirana i neverovatno, neverovatno
12:31
this feeling of just being overwhelmed.
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osećanje da mi je previše.
12:33
And I had to think, "Why did I do this?"
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I morala sam da razmislim zašto sam ovo uradila, znate,
12:36
If I had won everything -- but it was like, what was the point?
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ako sam sve osvojila, u čemu je onda poenta?
12:39
All this training -- I had transformed my life.
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Svo to treniranje, ceo život sam promenila.
12:43
I became a collegiate athlete, you know. I became an Olympic athlete.
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Postala sam atletičarka koledž lige i postala sam Olimijska atletičarka.
12:47
And it made me really think about how
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To me je nateralo da razmislim o tome kako
12:51
the achievement was getting there.
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sam dostigla taj uspeh.
12:53
I mean, the fact that I set my sights, just a year and three months before,
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Činjenica da sam postavila sebi cilj godinu dana i tri meseca pre toga
12:57
on becoming an Olympic athlete and saying,
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da postanem olimpijska atletičarka i da kažem
13:01
"Here's my life going in this direction --
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"Moj život je krenuo u tom pravcu
13:03
and I want to take it here for a while,
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i želim da neko vreme ostane tako
13:05
and just seeing how far I could push it."
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i da vidim koliko ću moći to da guram."
13:07
And the fact that I asked for help -- how many people jumped on board?
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I činjenica da sam tražila pomoć - koliko ljudi je učestvovalo u tome?
13:11
How many people gave of their time and their expertise,
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Koliko ljudi je potrošilo svoje vreme i svoje znanje
13:15
and their patience, to deal with me?
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i strpljenje u radu sa mnom?
13:18
And that was this collective glory --
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I to je bio taj kolektivni uspeh -
13:21
that there was, you know, 50 people behind me
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da je bilo 50 ljudi iza mene
13:24
that had joined in this incredible experience of going to Atlanta.
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koji su se priključili tom neverovatnom iskustvu odlaska u Atlantu.
13:28
So, I apply this sort of philosophy now
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Tako da sada, primenjujem ovu filozofiju
13:32
to everything I do:
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na sve što radim,
13:35
sitting back and realizing the progression,
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sedim mirno i gledam proces,
13:37
how far you've come at this day to this goal, you know.
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u smislu, šta si sve uradila do sada da bi došla do ovog cilja.
13:41
It's important to focus on a goal, I think, but
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Jeste važno da se čovek fokusira na cilj, ali
13:45
also recognize the progression on the way there
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treba videti i sam proces dostizanja,
13:48
and how you've grown as a person.
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koliko si napredovao kao osoba, znate.
13:50
That's the achievement, I think. That's the real achievement.
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To je dostignuće, ja mislim. To je pravo dostignuće.
13:53
SS: Why don't you show them your legs?
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ŠŠ: Zašto im ne pokažeš svoje noge?
13:54
AM: Oh, sure.
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EM: Ah, naravno.
13:56
SS: You know, show us more than one set of legs.
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ŠŠ: Pokaži nam više od jednog para nogu.
13:58
AM: Well, these are my pretty legs.
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EM: Ovo su moje lepe noge.
14:00
(Laughter)
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(Smeh)
14:01
No, these are my cosmetic legs, actually,
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Ne, ovo su zapravo moje ukrasne noge
14:09
and they're absolutely beautiful.
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i mnogo su lepe.
14:13
You've got to come up and see them.
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Morate doći gore da ih vidite.
14:14
There are hair follicles on them, and I can paint my toenails.
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Imaju folikule za dlake i mogu da lakiram nokte.
14:19
And, seriously, like, I can wear heels.
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I ozbiljno, mogu da nosim štikle.
14:22
Like, you guys don't understand what that's like
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Vi ne razumete kako je
14:24
to be able to just go into a shoe store and buy whatever you want.
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ući u radnju cipela i kupiti šta god poželite.
14:28
SS: You got to pick your height?
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ŠŠ: Možeš da izabereš svoju visinu?
14:29
AM: I got to pick my height, exactly.
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EM: Upravo tako, mogu da izaberem svoju visinu.
14:31
(Laughter)
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(Smeh)
14:34
Patrick Ewing, who played for Georgetown in the '80s,
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Patrik Juing, koji je igrao za Džordžtaun osamdesetih,
14:38
comes back every summer.
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dolazi svakog leta.
14:40
And I had incessant fun making fun of him in the training room
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I neprestano sam se zabavljala dok sam ga ismevala u sali za vežbanje
14:44
because he'd come in with foot injuries.
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jer je došao sa povredama stopala.
14:45
I'm like, "Get it off! Don't worry about it, you know.
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Ja sam mu rekla: "Ma skini ih! Nemoj da se brineš.
14:47
You can be eight feet tall. Just take them off."
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Možeš da budeš dva i po metara visok. Samo ih skini."
14:51
(Laughter)
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(Smeh)
14:55
He didn't find it as humorous as I did, anyway.
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Njemu nije bilo tako smešno kao meni, u svakom slučaju.
15:00
OK, now, these are my sprinting legs, made of carbon graphite,
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Okej, ovo su moje sprinterske noge, napravljene od karbon grafita,
15:04
like I said, and I've got to make sure I've got the right socket.
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kao što rekoh, moram da vidim da li je to pravi deo.
15:13
No, I've got so many legs in here.
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Ne, imam puno nogu ovde.
15:17
These are -- do you want to hold that actually?
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Ovo su - da li hoćete da mi pridržite ovo?
15:20
That's another leg I have for, like, tennis and softball.
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Ovo je još jedna noga koju imam za tenis i softbol.
15:24
It has a shock absorber in it so it, like, "Shhhh," makes this neat sound
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Ima šok apsorber u sebi i onda pravi "šššš" tihi zvuk
15:28
when you jump around on it. All right.
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kada skačeš sa njom. OK.
15:32
And then this is the silicon sheath I roll over,
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I ovo je silikon koji navučem,
15:35
to keep it on. Which, when I sweat,
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silikonski deo koji navučem preko da se drži i kada se znojim,
15:39
you know, I'm pistoning out of it.
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znate, ja isklizam iz nje,
15:41
SS: Are you a different height?
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ŠŠ: Jesi li drugačije visine?
15:44
AM: In these?
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EM: U ovim?
15:45
SS: In these.
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ŠŠ: U ovim.
15:46
AM: I don't know. I don't think so.
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EM: Ne znam. Mislim da ne. Mislim da ne.
15:49
I may be a little taller. I actually can put both of them on.
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Možda sam malo viša. Mogu da stavim obe.
15:54
SS: She can't really stand on these legs. She has to be moving, so ...
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ŠŠ: Ona stvarno može da stoji na ovim nogama. Mora da se kreće, tako da...
15:59
AM: Yeah, I definitely have to be moving,
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EM: Da, definitivno moram da se krećem
16:02
and balance is a little bit of an art in them.
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i ravnoteža u njima je, na neki način, pomalo umetnost.
16:05
But without having the silicon sock, I'm just going to try slip in it.
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Ali bez silikonskih čarapa, probaću da se uvučem u njih.
16:12
And so, I run on these, and have shocked half the world on these.
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I tako, ja trčim u ovim i šokirala sam pola sveta u njima.
16:19
(Applause)
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(Aplauz)
16:29
These are supposed to simulate the actual form of a sprinter when they run.
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One treba da simuliraju formu sprintera dok trči.
16:36
If you ever watch a sprinter,
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Ako ste ikada posmatrali sprintere,
16:38
the ball of their foot is the only thing that ever hits the track.
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deo ispod prstiju na stopalu je jedino što dodiruje stazu,
16:40
So when I stand in these legs,
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tako da kada ja stojim na ovim nogama,
16:41
my hamstring and my glutes are contracted,
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kontrahuju se zadnja loža i gluteus
16:44
as they would be had I had feet and were standing on the ball of my feet.
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kao što bi inače bilo da stojim na korenu prstiju svojih stopala.
16:48
(Audience: Who made them?)
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(Publika: Ko ih je napravio?)
16:50
AM: It's a company in San Diego called Flex-Foot.
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EM: Kompanija u San Dijegu koja se zove Flex-Foot.
16:53
And I was a guinea pig, as I hope to continue to be
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Ja sam bila zamorče, kao što se nadam da ću nastaviti da budem
16:57
in every new form of prosthetic limbs that come out.
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za svaku novu formu protetičkih nogu koje izmisle.
17:01
But actually these, like I said, are still the actual prototype.
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Ali ove su, kao što rekoh, još uvek prototip.
17:04
I need to get some new ones because the last meet I was at, they were everywhere. You know,
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I moram da nabavim nove jer na zadnjem mitingu na kome sam bila
17:08
it's like a big -- it's come full circle.
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je bio... Odradile su svoj posao.
17:11
Moderator: Aimee and the designer of them will be at TEDMED 2,
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Moderator: Ejmi i dizajner ovih nogu će biti na TEDMED-u 2,
17:13
and we'll talk about the design of them.
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pa ćemo pričati o nihovom dizajnu.
17:15
AM: Yes, we'll do that.
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EM: Da, hoćemo.
17:16
SS: Yes, there you go.
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ŠŠ: Da, izvoli.
17:17
AM: So, these are the sprint legs, and I can put my other...
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EM: Ovo su sprinterske noge i ja mogu da stavim svoje druge...
17:20
SS: Can you tell about who designed your other legs?
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ŠŠ: Je l' možeš da nam kažeš ko je dizajnirao noge?
17:22
AM: Yes. These I got in a place called Bournemouth, England,
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EM: Da. Ove sam nabavila u Bornamautu u Engleskoj,
17:25
about two hours south of London,
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oko dva sata južno od Londona,
17:27
and I'm the only person in the United States with these,
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ja sam jedina osoba iz SAD-a sa ovakvim,
17:31
which is a crime because they are so beautiful.
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što je šteta jer su prelepe.
17:34
And I don't even mean, like, because of the toes and everything.
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I ne samo zbog prstiju i svega.
17:37
For me, while I'm such a serious athlete on the track,
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Za mene, zato što sam tako ozbiljna sportiskinja na stazi,
17:41
I want to be feminine off the track, and I think it's so important
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želim da budem ženstvena van staze i mislim da je veoma važno
17:46
not to be limited in any capacity,
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ne biti ograničen ni sa jednog aspekta,
17:48
whether it's, you know, your mobility or even fashion.
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bilo da je to pokretljivost ili čak moda.
17:53
I mean, I love the fact that I can go in anywhere
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Ja sam srećna zbog činjenice da mogu da idem svuda
17:55
and pick out what I want -- the shoes I want, the skirts I want --
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i da mogu da biram šta želim i cipele koje želim i suknje
17:59
and I'm hoping to try to bring these over here
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i nadam se da ću moći da donesem ove noge ovde
18:04
and make them accessible to a lot of people.
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i da ih učinim dostupnim mnogim ljudima.
18:07
They're also silicon.
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One su takođe silikonske.
18:10
This is a really basic, basic prosthetic limb under here.
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Ovo je u stvari osnovni, osnovni prostetički ud ispod.
18:14
It's like a Barbie foot under this.
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To je kao Barbikino stopalo ispod ovoga.
18:17
(Laughter)
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(Smeh)
18:18
It is. It's just stuck in this position,
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Jeste. Jednostavno je zaglavljeno u ovom položaju,
18:20
so I have to wear a two-inch heel.
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tako da moram da nosim štikle od 5 centimetara.
18:22
And, I mean, it's really -- let me take this off so you can see it.
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I - dozvolite da skinem ovo da možete da vidite.
18:27
I don't know how good you can see it, but, like, it really is.
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Ne znam koliko dobro možete da vidite, ali zaista jeste.
18:30
There're veins on the feet, and then my heel is pink,
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Imaju vene po stopalima i moja peta je roze
18:34
and my Achilles' tendon -- that moves a little bit.
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i moja Ahilova tetiva - koja se malo pokreće.
18:37
And it's really an amazing store. I got them a year and two weeks ago.
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One su stvarno neverovatne. Uzela sam ih pre godinu i dve nedelje.
18:42
And this is just a silicon piece of skin.
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I ovo je samo silikonsko parče kože.
18:46
I mean, what happened was, two years ago
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Desilo, pre dve godine, da je
18:48
this man in Belgium was saying, "God,
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jedan čovek u Belgiji je govorio, "Bože,
18:50
if I can go to Madame Tussauds' wax museum
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kad mogu da odem u muzej voštanih figura Madam Tiso
18:52
and see Jerry Hall replicated down to the color of her eyes,
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i da vidim kopiju Džeri Hol tako vernu sve do boje njenih očiju,
18:56
looking so real as if she breathed,
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tako stvarnu kao da diše,
18:59
why can't they build a limb for someone
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zašto ne bi mogli da naprave ud za nekoga
19:01
that looks like a leg, or an arm, or a hand?"
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koji izgleda kao noga ili ruka ili šaka?"
19:05
I mean, they make ears for burn victims.
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Oni prave uši za žrtve požara.
19:07
They do amazing stuff with silicon.
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Rade neverovatne stvari sa silikonom.
19:09
SS: Two weeks ago, Aimee was up for the Arthur Ashe award at the ESPYs.
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ŠŠ: Pre dve nedelje, Ejmi je bila izabrana za Artur Aševu nagradu na ESPY.
19:12
And she came into town and she rushed around
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Došla je u grad i jurila okolo
19:16
and she said, "I have to buy some new shoes!"
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i rekla je: "Moram da kupim nove cipele!"
19:18
We're an hour before the ESPYs,
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Bilo je sat vremena pre dodele,
19:20
and she thought she'd gotten a two-inch heel
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i ona je mislila da je uzela štiklu od 5 centimetara
19:22
but she'd actually bought a three-inch heel.
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ali je zapravo kupila štiklu od 7 i po centimetara.
19:24
AM: And this poses a problem for me,
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EM: A to predstavlja problem za mene
19:26
because it means I'm walking like that all night long.
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jer to znači da moram da hodam ovako čitavu noć.
19:29
SS: For 45 minutes. Luckily, the hotel was terrific.
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ŠŠ: Za 45 minuta. Srećom hotel je bio fantastičan.
19:33
They got someone to come in and saw off the shoes.
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Oni su našli nekoga da istesteriše cipele.
19:36
(Laughter)
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(Smeh)
19:38
AM: I said to the receptionist -- I mean, I am just harried, and Sheryl's at my side --
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EM: I ja rekoh recepcionarki, sva uznemirena i Šeril je bila pored mene.
19:42
I said, "Look, do you have anybody here who could help me?
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Rekla sam: "Slušajte, da li imate nekoga ko može da mi pomogne
19:45
Because I have this problem ... "
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jer imam jedan problem?"
19:47
You know, at first they were just going to write me off, like,
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Isprva su hteli da me otpišu, u smislu
19:49
"If you don't like your shoes, sorry. It's too late."
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"Slušaj, ako ti se ne sviđaju tvoje cipele, žao nam je. Prekasno je."
19:51
"No, no, no, no. I've got these special feet
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"Ne, ne, ne, ne. Ja imam specijalna stopala, okej,
19:54
that need a two-inch heel. I have a three-inch heel.
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kojima su potrebne štikle od 5 centimetara. Ja imam štikle od 7,5 centimetara.
19:57
I need a little bit off."
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Malo treba da se skrate."
19:59
They didn't even want to go there.
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Okej. Znate, nisu želeli da zalaze u to.
20:01
They didn't even want to touch that one. They just did it.
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Nisu hteli uopšte da dotiču tu temu. Jednostavno su ih skratili.
20:04
No, these legs are great.
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Ne, ove noge su super.
20:07
I'm actually going back in a couple of weeks
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Ja ću da se vratim za nekoliko nedelja
20:11
to get some improvements.
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da nabavim neka poboljšanja.
20:13
I want to get legs like these made for flat feet
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Želim da nabavim ovakve noge sa ravnim stopalima
20:16
so I can wear sneakers, because I can't with these ones.
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tako da mogu da nosim patike jer sa ovima ne mogu.
20:19
So... Moderator: That's it.
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Tako da... Moderator: To je to.
20:21
SS: That's Aimee Mullins.
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ŠŠ: To je Ejmi Malins.
20:23
(Applause)
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(Aplauz)
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