Ismael Nazario: What I learned as a kid in jail

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翻译人员: Min WANG 校对人员: Rocky LIANG
00:12
We need to change the culture in our jails and prisons,
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我们需要改变我们的监狱文化,
00:17
especially for young inmates.
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特别要为了少年犯们。
00:19
New York state is one of only two in the U.S.
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纽约是美国仅有的两个
00:21
that automatically arrests and tries 16- to 17-year-olds as adults.
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自动地将16到17岁的少年犯 当作成人对待的州之一。
00:26
This culture of violence takes these young people
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监狱中的这种暴力文化 会侵蚀这些年轻人,
00:29
and puts them in a hostile environment,
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并将他们置于一个敌对的环境中,
00:31
and the correctional officers pretty much allow any and everything to go on.
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而监狱中的看守几乎是 任由这些事情发生。
00:35
There's not really much for these young people to do
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事实上这些年轻人并没有 多少事情可以做,
来提升自己的才能,并得到改造。
00:38
to actually enhance their talent and actually rehabilitate them.
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00:43
Until we can raise the age of criminal responsibility to 18,
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除非我们能将需要负刑事责任的 年龄提高到18岁,
00:46
we need to focus on changing the daily lives of these young people.
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否则我们就需要集中精力 去改变这些少年犯的日常生活。
00:50
I know firsthand.
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我有亲身体会。
00:52
Before I ever turned 18,
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18岁之前,
00:53
I spent approximately 400 days on Rikers Island,
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我在雷克岛监狱待了大约400天,
00:57
and to add to that
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补充说明一下,
这其中有差不多300天 我是被单独监禁的。
00:59
I spent almost 300 days in solitary confinement,
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01:02
and let me tell you this:
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让我告诉你们我每天 都是怎么度过的:
01:05
Screaming at the top of your lungs all day on your cell door
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整天在门边大声尖叫,
01:08
or screaming at the top of your lungs out the window,
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或者对着窗外大声尖叫,
01:11
it gets tiring.
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你会感到疲倦。
01:13
Since there's not much for you to do while you're in there,
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因为在里面你没有什么事情可做,
01:16
you start pacing back and forth in your cell,
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你开始在监室里来回踱步,
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you start talking to yourself,
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你开始自言自语,
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your thoughts start running wild,
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你的思想开始狂奔,
01:22
and then your thoughts become your own worst enemy.
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然后你的思想变成你最大的敌人。
01:25
Jails are actually supposed to rehabilitate a person,
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监狱本来应该是改造一个人的地方,
01:28
not cause him or her to become more angry,
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而不是让人变得更愤怒、
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frustrated, and feel more hopeless.
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泄气和感到更绝望的地方。
01:34
Since there's not a discharge plan put in place for these young people,
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因为我们没有一个针对这些 年轻人的出狱计划,
01:38
they pretty much reenter society with nothing.
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所以当他们重返社会时 几乎还是跟以前一个样。
01:43
And there's not really much for them to do to keep them from recidivating.
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而事实上他们也学不到什么东西 能够防止他们再犯错误。
01:47
But it all starts with the C.O.s.
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但是一切都要从狱警说起。
01:50
It's very easy for some people
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对一些人来说,
01:52
to look at these correctional officers as the good guys
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很容易就会将狱警视为好人,
将犯人视为坏人,
01:55
and the inmates as the bad guys,
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01:57
or vice versa for some,
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或者对另一些人来说则相反,
01:59
but it's a little more than that.
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但是事实却不止于此。
02:00
See, these C.O.s are normal, everyday people.
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其实这些狱警也不过是 普通的市井小民。
02:03
They come from the same neighborhoods as the population they "serve."
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他们跟那些他们所“服务”的人 来自相同的社区。
02:09
They're just normal people.
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他们只是普通人。
02:11
They're not robots, and there's nothing special about them.
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他们不是机器人, 他们也没什么特别的。
02:15
They do pretty much everything anybody else in society does.
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他们也会做社会上其他人做的事情。
02:19
The male C.O.s want to talk and flirt with the female C.O.s.
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男狱警会想跟女狱警聊天和调情。
02:22
They play the little high school kid games with each other.
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他们互相玩着高中的 孩子们玩的游戏。
02:25
They politic with one another.
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他们也会彼此算计。
02:27
And the female C.O.s gossip to each other.
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而女狱警之间也会八卦。
02:31
So I spent numerous amounts of time with numerous amounts of C.O.s,
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所以我花了大量的时间 跟大数不清的狱警在一起,
02:37
and let me tell you about this one in particular named Monroe.
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我尤其要给大家讲一讲 一位叫Monroe的狱警。
02:40
One day he pulled me in between the A and B doors
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一天他把我拉到两扇门之间,
02:43
which separate the north and south sides of our housing unit.
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这两扇门分隔着南北的单间牢房。
02:46
He pulled me there because I had a physical altercation
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他把我拉到那边, 是因为我与另一个年轻人
02:49
with another young man in my housing unit,
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在我住的单间里发生了肢体冲突,
02:51
and he felt, since there was a female officer working on the floor,
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因为有一个女狱警在这层工作,
02:54
that I violated his shift.
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他感觉我妨碍了他轮班。
所以他一拳打在我胸部。
02:57
So he punched me in my chest.
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02:59
He kind of knocked the wind out of me.
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他把我打得都有点眩晕了。
03:01
I wasn't impulsive, I didn't react right away,
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我没有冲动,也没有立刻还击,
因为我知道这是他们的地盘。
03:04
because I know this is their house.
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03:06
I have no wins.
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我没有胜算。
03:08
All he has to do is pull his pin and backup will come immediately.
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他只要拉响警报,后援就会立刻出现。
03:15
So I just gave him a look in his eyes
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所以我只是盯着他的眼睛,
03:17
and I guess he saw the anger and frustration just burning,
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我想他看到了怒火和沮丧正在燃烧,
03:20
and he said to me,
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他对我说,
03:22
"Your eyes are going to get you in a lot of trouble,
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“你的目光会让你惹不少麻烦,
03:25
because you're looking like you want to fight."
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因为你看上去想要打架。”
03:27
So he commenced to taking off his utility belt,
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然后他开始脱下他的执勤腰带,
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he took off his shirt and his badge,
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还有衣服和徽章,
03:32
and he said, "We could fight."
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他说:“我们来打一架吧。”
03:34
So I asked him, "You gonna hold it down?"
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我问他:“你会保密?”
03:37
Now, that's a term that's commonly used on Rikers Island
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那是在雷克岛监狱 经常用到的一个短语,
03:40
meaning that you're not going to say anything to anybody,
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意思是,你不会和任何人讲,
03:42
and you're not going to report it.
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也不会上报。
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He said, "Yeah, I'm gonna hold it down. You gonna hold it down?"
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他说,“是的,我保密。你也要保密?”
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I didn't even respond.
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我还没回话,
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I just punched him right in his face,
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便直接一拳打他脸上,
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and we began fighting right then and there.
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然后我们开始打得天翻地覆。
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Towards the end of the fight, he slammed me up against the wall,
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在打架快结束的时候, 他把我猛撞到墙上,
03:59
so while we were tussled up, he said to me, "You good?"
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我们已经扭打成了一团, 他跟我说,“你还好吗?”
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as if he got the best of me,
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仿佛他战胜了我,
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but in my mind, I know I got the best of him,
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但我对此心知肚明,是我占了上风,
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so I replied very cocky,
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所以我非常屌的回复,
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"Oh, I'm good, you good?"
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“啊,我好着呢,你还好吧?”
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He said, "Yeah, I'm good, I'm good."
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他说,“是的,我很好,我很好。”
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We let go, he shook my hand, said he gave me my respect,
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我们停战了,他和我握手, 说他尊重我,
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gave me a cigarette and sent me on my way.
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给了我一支烟,并把我送回去了。
04:21
Believe it or not, you come across some C.O.s on Rikers Island
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不管你们信不信,在雷克岛监狱, 你会遇到一些狱警,
04:25
that'll fight you one-on-one.
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他们会跟你单挑。
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They feel that they understand how it is,
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他们觉得他们懂规则,
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and they feel that I'm going to meet you where you're at.
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他们觉得他们应该在 你的地盘和你会面,
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Since this is how you commonly handle your disputes,
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因为这是你通常处理争议的方式,
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we can handle it in that manner.
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我们也可以用这种方式处理。
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I walk away from it like a man, you walk away from it like a man,
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我像个男人一样的离开, 你也像个男人一样的离开,
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and that's it.
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就这么简单。
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Some C.O.s feel that they're jailing with you.
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一些狱警认为他们是在跟你一起蹲班房。
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This is why they have that mentality and that attitude
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于是他们就会有那样的心态和态度,
也会用那样的原则处事。
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and they go by that concept.
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04:49
In some instances, we're in it together with the C.O.s.
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某些情况下, 我们的确是喝狱警一起同吃同住的。
04:52
However, institutions need to give these correctional officers
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但是,监狱要给这些狱警
04:55
proper trainings on how to properly deal with the adolescent population,
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适当的训练, 如何与未成年人合理的打交道,
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and they also need to give them proper trainings
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他们也需要给予狱警一些
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on how to deal with the mental health population as well.
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关于如何和有心理问题的人 相处的训练。
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These C.O.s play a big factor in these young people's lives
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这些狱警对这些少年犯人影响巨大,
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for x amount of time until a disposition is reached on their case.
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而且会持续很长时间, 直到他们被释放。
05:11
So why not try to mentor these young people while they're there?
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那么为什么不在这些年轻人坐牢的时候 为他们提供一些指导?
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Why not try to give them some type of insight to make a change,
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为什么不让他们学着去领悟, 学着去改变,
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so once they reenter back into society,
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这样一旦他们重返社会,
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they're doing something positive?
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他们就会做一些正面的事?
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A second big thing to help our teens in jails is better programming.
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第二件能够改变少年犯的事情 是更好的教育项目。
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When I was on Rikers Island, the huge thing was solitary confinement.
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当我在雷克岛监狱, 主要的事情就是单独拘禁。
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Solitary confinement was originally designed
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单独拘禁原本是为了
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to break a person mentally, physically and emotionally.
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从心理,生理以及情绪上 去击垮一个人。
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That's what it was designed for.
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这就是设计它的初衷。
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The U.S. Attorney General recently released a report
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美国司法部最近发布了一个报告
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stating that they're going to ban solitary confinement
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声称他们将要禁止纽约州
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in New York state for teens.
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少年犯的单独拘禁。
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One thing that kept me sane while I was in solitary confinement was reading.
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当我在单独拘禁的时候, 唯一使我保持心智健全的事就是读书。
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I tried to educate myself as much as possible.
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我尽量使我自己多受教育。
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I read any and everything I could get my hands on.
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我读了我能得到的所有东西。
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And aside from that, I wrote music and short stories.
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除了那些,我还会写歌和短故事。
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Some programs that I feel would benefit our young people
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我认为有一些项目能使 我们的年轻人受益,
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are art therapy programs
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比如艺术治疗项目,
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for the kids that like to draw and have that talent,
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专为喜欢画画并且 拥有才能的孩子们设计,
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and what about the young individuals that are musically inclined?
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那么,对于喜欢音乐的年轻人呢?
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How about a music program for them that actually teaches them
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一个教育他们如何创作音乐的
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how to write and make music?
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音乐项目怎么样?
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Just a thought.
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这只是一个想法。
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When adolescents come to Rikers Island,
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当未成年人来到雷克岛监狱,
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C74, RNDC is the building that they're housed in.
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C74,RNDC就是他们住的地方。
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That's nicknamed "gladiator school,"
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这地方有个别名,“格斗者学校”,
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because you have a young individual coming in from the street
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因为有个混迹街头的年轻人进来了,
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thinking that they're tough,
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通常会自认为很不好惹,
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being surrounded by a bunch of other young individuals
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被一群其他的年轻人围绕着,
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from all of the five boroughs, and everybody feels that they're tough.
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他们来自所有5个区, 大家都觉得他们很难对付。
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So now you have a bunch of young gentlemen poking their chests out
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于是就有一群年轻人挺身而出,
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feeling that I have to prove I'm equally as tough as you
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觉得需要证明我跟你们一样不好对付,
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or I'm tougher than you, you and you.
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或者我比你,你还有你更不好对付。
07:02
But let's be honest:
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但是,老实讲:
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That culture is very dangerous and damaging to our young people.
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这种文化非常危险, 会伤害我们的年轻人。
07:08
We need to help institutions and these teens realize
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我们要让监狱和年轻人们发觉
07:11
that they don't have to lead the previous lifestyle that they led
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他们不必再过以前
07:14
when they were on the street, that they can actually make a change.
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在街上混的那种生活,他们可以改变。
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It's sad to report that while I was in prison,
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不过遗憾的是, 在我坐牢的时候,
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I used to hear dudes talking about when they get released from prison,
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我常常听到弟兄们讲, 当他们被释放,
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what type of crimes they're going to commit
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回到街上混的时候,
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when they get back in the street.
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他们要犯个什么案子。
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The conversations used to sound something like this:
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对话通常听上去是这样的:
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"Oh, when I hit the street, my brother got this connection
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“当我一回到街上, 我兄弟们搞到这个关系,
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for this, that and the third,"
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这个,那个,还有第三个。”
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or, "My man over here got this connection for the low price.
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或者,”我的人在那边 搞到这个关系价格很低的,
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Let's exchange information,"
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我们可以交换一下信息。”
或者,”当我们一回到市里, 我们要做单大的。“
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and, "When we hit the town, we're going to do it real big."
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07:46
I used to hear these conversations and think to myself, "Wow,
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我过去常常听这些对话, 对自己说,”哇哦,
07:49
these dudes are really talking about going back in the street
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这些家伙真的在谈回到街上,
07:52
and committing future crimes."
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继续犯案。“
07:54
So I came up with a name for that:
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因此我想到一个称呼:
07:55
I called it a go-back-to-jail-quick scheme
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我称之为“快速再次蹲牢计划”,
07:58
because really, how long is that going to last?
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因为真的,这种行当到底能持续多久?
08:02
You get a retirement plan with that?
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会提供给你一个“退休方案”吗?
08:04
Nice little pension? 401(k)? 403(b)?
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合理的退休金?401(K)?403(b)? (美国退休福利计划)
08:08
You get health insurance? Dental?
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你能得到健康保险吗?包括牙科?
08:11
(Laughter)
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(笑声)
08:13
But I will tell you this:
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但是我要告诉你们:
08:15
Being in jail and being in prison,
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在坐牢期间,
我遇到了一些我曾见过的最聪明,
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I came across some of the most intelligent, brilliant,
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and talented people that I would ever meet.
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最有才能的人。
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I've seen individuals take a potato chip bag
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我看到一些人把薯片袋
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and turn it into the most beautiful picture frame.
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变成最漂亮的画框。
08:28
I've seen individuals take the state soap that's provided for free
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我看到过一些人把免费的肥皂
08:31
and turn them into the most beautiful sculptures
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变成最美的雕刻作品,
08:33
that would make Michelangelo look like a kindergartner made it.
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这让米开朗基罗的作品 看上去都像涂鸦。
08:38
At the age of 21, I was in a maximum-security prison
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21岁的时候, 我在一个安全级别最高的监狱,
08:41
called Elmira Correctional Facility.
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叫做埃尔迈拉监狱。
08:43
I just came out of the weight shack from working out,
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我刚结束了户外义务劳动,
08:45
and I saw an older gentleman that I knew standing in the middle of the yard
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看到我认识的一个老人 站在院子的中间,
一直在仰望天空。
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just looking up at the sky.
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08:50
Mind you, this older gentlemen was serving a 33-and-a-third-to-life sentence
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跟你们说,这个老人的刑期长达33年, 相当于三分之一的寿命,
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in which he already had served 20 years of that sentence.
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他已经服了20年的刑。
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So I walk up to him and I said,
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我走到他跟前,说,
08:59
"O.G., what's going on, man, you good?"
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“哦天啊,怎么了,你还好吧?”
09:01
He looked at me, and he said, "Yeah, I'm good, young blood."
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他看着我,说, ”是的,我很好,年轻人。“
09:04
I'm like, "So what are you looking up at the sky for, man?
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我说,”那你老盯着天空干什么呢?
有什么好看的东西吗?”
09:07
What's so fascinating up there?"
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他说,“你向上看, 你告诉我看到了什么。”
09:09
He said, "You look up and you tell me what you see."
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09:13
"Clouds." (Laughter)
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“云。”(笑声)
09:16
He said, "All right. What else do you see?"
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他说,“好吧。还看到什么?”
09:19
At that time, it was a plane passing by.
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那时,有架飞机飞过。
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I said, "All right, I see an airplane."
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我说,“好吧,我看到一架飞机。”
09:24
He said, "Exactly, and what's on that airplane?" "People."
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他说,“确实,飞机上有什么?” “人。”
09:28
"Exactly. Now where's that plane and those people going?"
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“对的。那架飞机和那些人要去哪里?”
09:32
"I don't know. You know?
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“我不知道。你知道?
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Please let me know if you do. Then let me get some lottery numbers."
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如果知道请告诉我。我好去买彩票。”
09:38
He said, "You're missing the big picture, young blood.
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他说,”年轻人,你错过了一幅大图景。
09:41
That plane with those people is going somewhere,
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飞机上的人们飞向某个地方,
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while we're here stuck.
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然而我们却困在这里。
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The big picture is this:
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大图景是这样的:
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That plane with those people going somewhere,
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飞机上的人们飞向了什么地方,
09:50
that's life passing us by while we behind these walls, stuck."
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生活从我们头顶飞过去了, 而我们却困在了这些墙里面。”
09:58
Ever since that day,
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从那天以后,
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that sparked something in my mind and made me know I had to make a change.
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我脑海里突然有东西闪现, 让我知道我要做出改变。
10:04
Growing up, I was always a good, smart kid.
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长大后,我一直是聪明的好孩子。
10:07
Some people would say I was a little too smart for my own good.
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有些人说我有点太自作聪明了。
10:12
I had dreams of becoming an architect or an archaeologist.
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我梦想成为建筑师或者考古学家。
10:18
Currently, I'm working at the Fortune Society,
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目前,我正在“财富社区”工作,
10:20
which is a reentry program,
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这是个重返社会的项目,
10:22
and I work with people as a case manager that are at high risk for recidivism.
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我作为项目经理 跟那些有很高再犯风险的人一起工作。
10:26
So I connect them with the services that they need
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所以我把他们 与那些他们需要的服务相联系,
一旦他们从监狱释放,
10:29
once they're released from jail and prison
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10:31
so they can make a positive transition back into society.
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他们就可以做出正面的改变,重返社会。
10:34
If I was to see my 15-year-old self today,
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如果我今天可以看见15岁的自己,
10:37
I would sit down and talk to him and try to educate him
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我会坐下来跟他说话,尝试教育他,
10:40
and I would let him know, "Listen, this is me. I'm you.
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我会让他知道, “听着,这是你,我就是你。
10:44
This is us. We are one.
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这是我们,我们是一体。
10:46
Everything that you're about to do, I know what you're gonna do
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你将要做的每件事,在你做之前,
10:49
before you do it because I already did it,
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我都知道,因为我都做过了,
10:52
and I would encourage him not to hang out with x, y and z people.
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我会鼓励他,不要跟张三,李四, 或者王五这些人出去。
10:55
I would tell him not to be in such-and-such place.
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我会告诉他不要去 这样或者那样的地方。
10:58
I would tell him, keep your behind in school, man,
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我会告诉他,待在学校,
11:00
because that's where you need to be,
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那是才你该待的地方,
11:02
because that's what's going to get you somewhere in life.
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因为那才会给你的生活带来前程。
11:05
This is the message that we should be sharing
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这就是我们应该要与
11:07
with our young men and young women.
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少年男女们分享的信息,
11:09
We shouldn't be treating them as adults and putting them in cultures of violence
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我们不该把他们当做成年人, 把他们置于
几乎不可能逃避的暴力文化中。
11:13
that are nearly impossible for them to escape.
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Thank you.
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谢谢。
11:18
(Applause)
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(掌声)
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