Chris Abani on the stories of Africa

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Prevodilac: Sandra Gojic Lektor: Ivana Korom
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My search is always to find ways to chronicle,
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Moja potraga je uvek za načinima da se pohrane,
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to share and to document stories about people, just everyday people.
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podele i dokumentuju priče o ljudima, svakodnevnim ljudima.
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Stories that offer transformation, that lean into transcendence,
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Priče koje nude promenu, naginju ka transcendenciji,
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but that are never sentimental,
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ali koje nikada nisu sentimentalne,
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that never look away from the darkest things about us.
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koje nikada ne sklanjanju pogled sa najtamnijih stvari o nama.
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Because I really believe that we're never more beautiful
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Jer zaista verujem da smo najlepši
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than when we're most ugly.
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onda kada smo najružniji.
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Because that's really the moment we really know what we're made of.
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Jer je to momenat kada zaista znamo od čega smo napravljeni.
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As Chris said, I grew up in Nigeria
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Kao što je Kris rekao, odrastao sam u Nigeriji
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with a whole generation -- in the '80s --
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sa čitavom generacijom - u '80-im -
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of students who were protesting a military dictatorship, which has finally ended.
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studenata koji su protestovali protiv vojne diktature koja se konačno okončala.
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So it wasn't just me, there was a whole generation of us.
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Dakle nisam samo ja bio u pitanju, bila je to čitava generacija.
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But what I've come to learn
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Ali ono što sam shvatio
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is that the world is never saved in grand messianic gestures,
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jeste da se svet se spašava velikim mesijanskim delima,
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but in the simple accumulation of gentle, soft, almost invisible acts of compassion,
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već dugim nizom nežnih, mekanih i skoro nevidljivih dela saosećajnosti,
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everyday acts of compassion.
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svakodnevnim postupcima saosećajnosti.
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In South Africa, they have a phrase called Ubuntu.
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U Južnoj Africi postoji izraz "ubuntu".
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Ubuntu comes out of a philosophy that says,
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"Ubuntu" dolazi iz učenja koje kaže,
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the only way for me to be human is for you to reflect
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jedini način da ja budem čovek jeste da
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my humanity back at me.
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mi ti vratiš tu moju ljudskost.
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But if you're like me, my humanity is more like a window.
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Ali ako ste poput mene, moja humanost je više poput prozora.
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I don't really see it, I don't pay attention to it
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Zapravo je ne vidim, ne obraćam pažnju na nju
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until there's, you know, like a bug that's dead on the window.
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sve dok ne vidim, znate, mrtvu bubu na prozoru.
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Then suddenly I see it, and usually, it's never good.
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Odjednom je vidim i obično, nije dobra.
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It's usually when I'm cussing in traffic
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Obično onda kada psujem na nekoga u saobraćaju
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at someone who is trying to drive their car and drink coffee
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ko pokušava da vozi svoj auto i pije kafu
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and send emails and make notes.
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i šalje email i pravi beleške.
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So what Ubuntu really says
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Dakle, ono što ubuntu zaista govori
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is that there is no way for us to be human without other people.
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jeste da ne postoji način da budemo humani bez drugih ljudi.
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It's really very simple, but really very complicated.
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Ustvari je vrlo jednostavno, ali zapravo vrlo komplikovano.
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So, I thought I should start with some stories.
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Tako sam pomislimo kako bih mogao da počnem sa nekim pričama.
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I should tell you some stories about remarkable people,
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Trebalo bi da vam ispričam nekoliko priča o značajnim ljudima,
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so I thought I'd start with my mother.
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pa sam odlučio da počnem sa svojom majkom.
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(Laughter)
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(smeh)
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And she was dark, too.
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I ona je bila tamna.
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My mother was English.
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Bila je engleskinja.
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My parents met in Oxford in the '50s,
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Moji roditelji su se upoznali u Oksfordu '50-ih,
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and my mother moved to Nigeria and lived there.
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i moja majka se preselila u Nigeriju i tamo živela.
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She was five foot two, very feisty and very English.
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Bila je visoka oko metar šezdeset, vrlo živahna i prava Engleskinja.
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This is how English my mother is -- or was, she just passed.
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Evo kolika je Engleskinja - ili je bila, nedavno je preminula.
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She came out to California, to Los Angeles, to visit me,
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Došla je u Kaliforniju, Los Anđeles da me poseti
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and we went to Malibu, which she thought was very disappointing.
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i otišli smo u Malibu, za koji je mislila da je razočaravajući.
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(Laughter)
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(smeh)
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And then we went to a fish restaurant,
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A onda smo otišli u riblji restoran,
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and we had Chad, the surfer dude, serving us,
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i posluživao nas je Čed, surfer,
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and he came up and my mother said,
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i došao je, a moja majka je rekla,
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"Do you have any specials, young man?"
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"Mladiću, da li imate neke specijalitete?"
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And Chad says, "Sure, like, we have this, like, salmon,
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A Čed je rekao, "Naravno, kao, imamo taj losos,
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that's, like, rolled in this, like, wasabi, like, crust.
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to je kao rolovano u ovoj kao, kao vasabi, kori.
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It's totally rad."
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Ludilo."
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And my mother turned to me and said,
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I moja majka se okrenula i rekla:
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"What language is he speaking?"
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"Na kom jeziku on govori?"
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(Laughter)
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(smeh)
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I said, "English, mum."
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Rekao sam: "Na Engleskom, mama."
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And she shook her head and said,
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Protresla je glavom i rekla:
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"Oh, these Americans. We gave them a language,
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"Oh, ovi Amerikanci, dali smo im jezik.
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why don't they use it?"
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Zašto ga ne koriste?"
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(Laughter)
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(smeh)
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So, this woman, who converted from the Church of England
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Dakle, ova žena, koje se preobratila iz engleske crkve
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to Catholicism when she married my father --
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u katolicizam kada se udala za mog oca -
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and there's no one more rabid than a Catholic convert --
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i nijedan preobrat nije toliko fanatičan kao katolički -
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decided to teach in the rural areas in Nigeria,
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odlučila je da predaje u ruralnim oblastima Nigerije,
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particularly among Igbo women,
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naročito među Igbo ženama,
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the Billings ovulation method,
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Bilings metod ovulacije,
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which was the only approved birth control by the Catholic Church.
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što je bio jedini odobren vid kontracepcije od strane katoličke crkve.
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But her Igbo wasn't too good.
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Ali njen Igbo nije bio previše dobar.
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So she took me along to translate.
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Pa je povela mene da joj prevodim.
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I was seven.
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Imao sam sedam godina.
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(Laughter)
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(smeh)
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So, here are these women,
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Dakle, tu su te žene,
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who never discuss their period with their husbands,
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koje nikada sa svojim muževima nisu razgovarale o svojim menstruacijama,
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and here I am telling them, "Well, how often do you get your period?"
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i ja koji im govorim: "Pa, koliko često dobijate menstruaciju?"
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(Laughter)
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(smeh)
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And, "Do you notice any discharges?"
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I da li je nekada izostala?
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(Laughter)
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(smeh)
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And, "How swollen is your vulva?"
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I koliko je otečena vaša vulva?
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(Laughter)
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(smeh)
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She never would have thought of herself as a feminist,
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Nikada ne bi o sebi razmišljala kao o feministkinji,
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my mother, but she always used to say,
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moja majka, ali je uvek govorila,
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"Anything a man can do, I can fix."
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"Sve što muškarac može da uradi, ja mogu da popravim."
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(Applause)
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(aplauz)
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And when my father complained about this situation,
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I kada se moj otac žalio na ovu situaciju,
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where she's taking a seven-year-old boy
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gde ona vodi svog sedmogodišnjeg sina
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to teach this birth control, you know,
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da podučava o kontracepciji, znate,
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he used to say, "Oh, you're turning him into --
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imao je običaj da kaže: "Pa ti ga pretvaraš u,
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you're teaching him how to be a woman."
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učiš ga kako da bude žena."
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My mother said, "Someone has to."
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Moja majka reče: "Neko mora."
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(Laughter)
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(smeh)
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This woman -- during the Biafran war,
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Ova žena - za vreme rata u Bijafri,
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we were caught in the war.
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bili smo u sred rata.
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It was my mother with five little children.
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Moja majka sa petoro male dece.
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It takes her one year, through refugee camp after refugee camp,
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Bila joj je potrebna godina provlačenja kroz izbegličke kampove,
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to make her way to an airstrip where we can fly out of the country.
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da dođe do neke piste sa koje možemo da poletimo izvan zemlje.
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At every single refugee camp, she has to face off soldiers
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U svakom od tih izbegličkih kampova, morala je da se suoči sa vojnicima
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who want to take my elder brother Mark, who was nine,
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koji su hteli da odvedu mog starijeg brata Marka, koji je imao devet godina,
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and make him a boy soldier.
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i da naprave od njega dečaka vojnika.
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Can you imagine this five-foot-two woman,
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Možete li da zamislite ovu metar i po visoku ženu,
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standing up to men with guns who want to kill us?
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kako se suprotstavlja muškarcima sa puškama koji hoće da nas ubiju?
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All through that one year,
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Kroz čitavu tu godinu,
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my mother never cried one time, not once.
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moja majka nijednom nije zaplakala, nijednom.
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But when we were in Lisbon, in the airport,
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Ali kada smo bili u Lisabonu, na aerodromu,
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about to fly to England,
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pred poletanje za Englesku,
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this woman saw my mother wearing this dress,
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neka žena je primetila haljinu koju je nosila moja majka,
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which had been washed so many times it was basically see through,
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koja je toliko puta bila oprana da je praktično bila providna,
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with five really hungry-looking kids,
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sa petoro izgladnele dece,
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came over and asked her what had happened.
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došla je i upitala šta se dogodilo.
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And she told this woman.
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I ispričala je toj ženi.
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And so this woman emptied out her suitcase
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I onda je ta žena ispraznila svoj kofer
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and gave all of her clothes to my mother, and to us,
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i svu odeću poklonila mojoj majci i nama,
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and the toys of her kids, who didn't like that very much, but --
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i igračke svoje dece, kojima se to nije baš dopalo, ali -
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(Laughter) --
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(smeh)
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that was the only time she cried.
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To je bio jedini put kada je plakala.
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And I remember years later, I was writing about my mother,
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I setio sam se godinama kasnije, kada sam pisao o svojoj majci,
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and I asked her, "Why did you cry then?"
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i upitao je: "Zašto si plakala tada?"
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And she said, "You know, you can steel your heart
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Odgovorila je: "Znaš, možeš da zamrzneš svoje srce
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against any kind of trouble, any kind of horror.
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protiv svake nevolje, bilo kog terora.
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But the simple act of kindness from a complete stranger
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Ali jednostavan čin dobrote od potpunog stranca
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will unstitch you."
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će ga odlediti."
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The old women in my father's village, after this war had happened,
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Stare žene iz očevog sela, nakog ovog rata,
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memorized the names of every dead person,
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zapamtile su imena svake osobe koja je poginula,
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and they would sing these dirges, made up of these names.
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i pevale bi žalopojke sastavljene od ovih imena.
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Dirges so melancholic that they would scorch you.
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Žalopojke toliko melanholične da bi vas opekle.
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And they would sing them only when they planted the rice,
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I pevale bi ih samo dok su sejale rižu,
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as though they were seeding the hearts of the dead
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kao da tako seju srca umrlih
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into the rice.
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u nju.
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But when it came for harvest time,
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Ali kada je došlo vreme žetve,
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they would sing these joyful songs,
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pevale bi te živahne pesme,
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that were made up of the names of every child
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sastavljene od imena svakog deteta
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who had been born that year.
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rođenog te godine.
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And then the next planting season, when they sang the dirge,
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I onda sledeće sejne sezone, kada bi pevale žalopojke,
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they would remove as many names of the dead
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uklonile bi toliko imena mrtvih,
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that equaled as many people that were born.
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koliko je dece rođeno.
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And in this way, these women enacted a lot of transformation,
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I na ovaj način, ove bi žene napravile mnogo promena,
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beautiful transformation.
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prelepih promena.
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Did you know, that before the genocide in Rwanda,
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Da li ste znali, da je pre genocida u Ruandi
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the word for rape and the word for marriage
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reč za silovanje i reč za brak
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was the same one?
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zapravo bila jedna te ista?
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But today, women are rebuilding Rwanda.
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Ali danas žene ponovo izgrađuju Ruandu.
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Did you also know that after apartheid,
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Da li ste isto tako znali da nakon aparthejda,
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when the new government went into the parliament houses,
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kada je nova vlada prešla u parlament,
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there were no female toilets in the building?
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nije bilo toaleta za žene u zgradi?
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Which would seem to suggest that apartheid
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Što bi sugerisalo da je aparthejd
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was entirely the business of men.
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u potpunosti bio muški posao.
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All of this to say, that despite the horror, and despite the death,
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To je sve da istaknem kako uprkos hororu i smrti,
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women are never really counted.
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žene zapravo nikada nisu ubrajane.
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Their humanity never seems to matter very much to us.
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Njihova humanost izgleda nam nikada ne znači mnogo.
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When I was growing up in Nigeria --
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Dok sam odrastao u Nigeriji -
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and I shouldn't say Nigeria, because that's too general,
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i ne bi trebalo da kažem Nigerija, jer je to suviše opširno,
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but in Afikpo, the Igbo part of the country where I'm from --
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veću Urhobu, Igbo deo zemlje, odakle potičem,
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there were always rites of passage for young men.
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postojali su ti ritualni obredi za mlade momke.
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Men were taught to be men in the ways in which we are not women,
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Muškarci su učeni kako budu muškarci na načine na koje nismo žene
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that's essentially what it is.
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i to je u suštini to.
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And a lot of rituals involved killing, killing little animals,
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I mnogi rituali su uključivali ubijanje, ubijanje malih životinja,
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progressing along, so when I turned 13 --
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pa sve većih, tako kada sam napunio 13 -
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and, I mean, it made sense, it was an agrarian community,
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i mislim, imalo je smisla, bila je to zemljoradnička zajednica,
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somebody had to kill the animals,
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neko je morao da ubije životinje,
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there was no Whole Foods you could go and get kangaroo steak at --
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nije postojao "Whole Foods" gde ste mogli da kupite šniclu od kengura -
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so when I turned 13, it was my turn now to kill a goat.
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tako da kada sam napunio 13, bio je red na mene da ubijem kozu.
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And I was this weird, sensitive kid, who couldn't really do it,
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A ja sam bio to čudno, osetljivo dete, koje to nije moglo da učini,
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but I had to do it.
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ali sam morao.
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And I was supposed to do this alone.
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I trebalo je da to uradim sam.
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But a friend of mine, called Emmanuel,
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Međutim, moj prijatelj, Emauel,
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who was significantly older than me,
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koji je bio znatno stariji od mene,
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who'd been a boy soldier during the Biafran war,
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i bio je dečak vojnik za vreme rata u Bijafri,
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decided to come with me.
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odlučio je da krene sa mnom.
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Which sort of made me feel good,
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Što je na neki način učinilo da se osećam dobro,
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because he'd seen a lot of things.
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jer je on video mnoge stvari.
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Now, when I was growing up, he used to tell me
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Sad, dok sam odrastao, imao bi običaj da mi priča
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stories about how he used to bayonet people,
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priče o tome kako bi rasporio ljude bajonetom,
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and their intestines would fall out, but they would keep running.
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i njihova creva bi ispala, ali bi nastavljali da trče.
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So, this guy comes with me.
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Dakle, taj momak krene sa mnom,
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And I don't know if you've ever heard a goat, or seen one --
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i ne znam da li ste ikada čuli kozu ili je videli -
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they sound like human beings,
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zvuče poput ljudi,
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that's why we call tragedies "a song of a goat."
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zato tragedije zovemo "kozja pesma".
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My friend Brad Kessler says that we didn't become human
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Moj prijatelj Bred Kesler kaže da nismo postali ljudi
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until we started keeping goats.
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dok nismo počeli da čuvamo koze.
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Anyway, a goat's eyes are like a child's eyes.
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Kako god, kozije oči su poput očiju deteta.
09:09
So when I tried to kill this goat and I couldn't,
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Tako da kada sam probao da ubijem ovu kozu, i nisam mogao,
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Emmanuel bent down, he puts his hand over the mouth of the goat,
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Emanuel se nagnuo prema dole, stavio ruke preko kozjih usta,
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covers its eyes, so I don't have to look into them,
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prekrio oči, kako ne bih morao u njih da gledam,
09:19
while I kill the goat.
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dok ubijam kozu.
09:22
It didn't seem like a lot, for this guy who'd seen so much,
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Nije izgledalo previše zahtevno, za ovog momka koji je toliko toga video,
09:26
and to whom the killing of a goat must have seemed
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i koji - kojem je ubijanje koze sigurno izgledalo
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such a quotidian experience,
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kao sasvim obično iskustvo,
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still found it in himself to try to protect me.
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ipak je probao da me zaštiti.
09:36
I was a wimp.
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Bio sam slabić.
09:38
I cried for a very long time.
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Plakao sam još dugo vremena.
09:40
And afterwards, he didn't say a word.
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Nije rekao ni reč nakon toga,
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He just sat there watching me cry for an hour.
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samo je sedeo i gledao me kako plačem čitav sat.
09:44
And then afterwards he said to me,
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Nakon toga mi je rekao,
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"It will always be difficult, but if you cry like this every time,
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da će uvek biti teško, ali ako budem uvek ovoliko plakao,
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you will die of heartbreak.
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umreću od infarkta.
09:53
Just know that it is enough sometimes
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Samo biti svestan da je ponekad
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to know that it is difficult."
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dovoljno znati da je teško.
10:01
Of course, talking about goats makes me think of sheep,
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Naravno, razgovor o kozama me tera da razmišljam o ovcama,
10:04
and not in good ways.
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i to ne na dobar način.
10:06
(Laughter)
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(smeh)
10:08
So, I was born two days after Christmas.
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Dakle, rođen sam dva dana nakon Božića.
10:12
So growing up, you know, I had a cake and everything,
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I dok sam odrastao, znate, imao sam tortu i sve ostalo,
10:15
but I never got any presents, because, born two days after Christmas.
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ali nikada nisam dobijao poklone, jer - rođen sam dva dana nakon Božića.
10:20
So, I was about nine, and my uncle had just come back from Germany,
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Dakle, imao sam oko 9, a moj ujak se tek vratio iz Nemačke,
10:23
and we had the Catholic priest over,
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i došao je i katolički sveštenik,
10:26
my mother was entertaining him with tea.
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moja majka ga je zabavljala sa čajem,
10:28
And my uncle suddenly says, "Where are Chris' presents?"
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a moj ujak je iznenada rekao: "Gde su Krisovi pokloni?"
10:32
And my mother said, "Don't talk about that in front of guests."
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Majka je odgovorila: "Ne spominji to pred gostima."
10:36
But he was desperate to show that he'd just come back,
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Ali bio je očajan da pokaže da se tek vratio,
10:39
so he summoned me up, and he said,
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pozvao me je i rekao:
10:41
"Go into the bedroom, my bedroom.
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"Idi u spavaću sobu, moju spavaću sobu.
10:43
Take anything you want out of the suitcase.
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Uzmi šta god poželiš iz mog kofera.
10:45
It's your birthday present."
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To je tvoj rođendanski poklon."
10:47
I'm sure he thought I'd take a book or a shirt,
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Siguran sam da je pomislio da ću uzeti knjigu ili košulju,
10:49
but I found an inflatable sheep.
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ali sam našao ovcu na naduvavanje.
10:52
(Laughter)
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(smeh)
10:58
So, I blew it up and ran into the living room,
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Pa sam je naduvao i otrčao u dnevnu sobu,
11:00
my finger where it shouldn't have been,
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sa prstom gde mu nije mesto,
11:02
I was waving this buzzing sheep around,
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i mahao sam tom zviždućom ovcom naokolo,
11:05
and my mother looked like she was going to die of shock.
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a moja majka je izgledala kao da će da umre od šoka.
11:08
(Laughter)
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(smeh)
11:11
And Father McGetrick was completely unflustered,
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A otac MecGetrik je bio potpuno neuzbuđen,
11:14
just stirred his tea and looked at my mother and said,
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mešao svoj čaj i pogledao moju majku i rekao:
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"It's all right Daphne, I'm Scottish."
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"U redu je Dafne, ja sam Škot."
11:19
(Laughter)
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(smeh)
11:21
(Applause)
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(aplauz)
11:35
My last days in prison, the last 18 months,
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Moji poslednji dani u zatvoru, poslednjih 18 meseci,
11:41
my cellmate -- for the last year, the first year of the last 18 months --
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moj cimer - tokom poslednje godine, prve godine poslednjih 18 meseci -
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my cellmate was 14 years old.
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Moj cimer je imao 14 godina.
11:48
The name was John James,
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Zvao se Džon Džejms,
11:51
and in those days, if a family member committed a crime,
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i u to vreme, ukoliko je član porodice počinio zločin,
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the military would hold you as ransom
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vojska bi vas držala kao otkup
11:58
till your family turned themselves in.
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sve dok se vaša porodica ne preda.
12:00
So, here was this 14-year-old kid on death row.
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I tu je bilo to dete od 14 godina, osuđeno na smrt.
12:03
And not everybody on death row was a political prisoner.
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I nisu svi smrtno osuđeni bili politički zatvorenici -
12:05
There were some really bad people there.
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bili su tu i neki zaista loši ljudi.
12:08
And he had smuggled in two comics, two comic books --
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I on je prokrijumčario dva stripa -
12:11
"Spiderman" and "X-Men."
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"Spajdermena" i "X -mena".
12:13
He was obsessed.
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Bio je opsednut.
12:14
And when he got tired of reading them,
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I kada se umorio od njihovog čitanja,
12:16
he started to teach the men in death row how to read,
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počeo je da uči ljude na smrtnoj kazni da čitaju,
12:20
with these comic books.
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uz pomoć ovih stripova.
12:22
And so, I remember night after night,
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I tako, sećam se da bi svake noći,
12:26
you'd hear all these men, these really hardened criminals,
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čuli te muškarce, ove tvrdokorne kriminalce,
12:28
huddled around John James, reciting, "Take that, Spidey!"
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skupljene oko Džona Džejmsa, kako recituju, "Tako treba, Spajdi!"
12:33
(Laughter)
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(smeh)
12:35
It's incredible.
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Neverovatno je.
12:38
I was really worried.
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Zaista sam bio zabrinut.
12:40
He didn't know what death row meant.
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Nije znao šta smrtna kazna znači.
12:42
I'd been there twice,
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Ja sam bio tu dva puta,
12:44
and I was terribly afraid that I was going to die.
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i užasno sam se bojao smrti.
12:46
And he would always laugh, and say,
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I uvek bi se nasmejao i rekao:
12:48
"Come on, man, we'll make it out."
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"Ma daj čoveče, izvući ćemo se."
12:50
Then I'd say, "How do you know?"
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Onda bih ja rekao: "Kako znaš?"
12:52
And he said, "Oh, I heard it on the grapevine."
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A on je rekao: " E, pa saznao sam."
12:56
They killed him.
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Pogubili su ga.
12:58
They handcuffed him to a chair,
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Zavezali su ga za stolicu
13:01
and they tacked his penis to a table with a six-inch nail,
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i zakucali njegov penis za sto ekserom dugim 15 centimetara.
13:07
then left him there to bleed to death.
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A onda su ga ostavili da tu iskrvari na smrt.
13:10
That's how I ended up in solitary, because I let my feelings be known.
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Tako sam završio u samoći, jer sam dozvolio mojim osećanjima da se vide.
13:19
All around us, everywhere, there are people like this.
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Svuda oko nas, svuda, postoje ljudi poput ovih.
13:24
The Igbo used to say that they built their own gods.
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Igbo narod je imao običaj da kaže da su sagradili sopstvene bogove.
13:30
They would come together as a community,
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Došli bi skupa, kao zajednica,
13:32
and they would express a wish.
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i izrazili želju.
13:35
And their wish would then be brought to a priest,
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A onda bi njihova želja bila doneta pred sveštenika
13:37
who would find a ritual object,
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koji bi pronašao ritualni objekat,
13:40
and the appropriate sacrifices would be made,
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i odgovarajuće žrtve bi bile prinete,
13:42
and the shrine would be built for the god.
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i hram za boga bi bio izgrađen.
13:45
But if the god became unruly and began to ask for human sacrifice,
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Ali ako bi bog postao neposlušan i tražio ljudsku žrtvu,
13:50
the Igbos would destroy the god.
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Igboi bi ga uništili.
13:52
They would knock down the shrine,
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Srušili bi hram,
13:55
and they would stop saying the god's name.
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i prestali da izgovaraju božje ime.
13:57
This is how they came to reclaim their humanity.
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Ovako bi povratili svoju ljudskost.
14:02
Every day, all of us here,
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Svakoga dana, svi mi ovde,
14:04
we're building gods that have gone rampant,
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gradimo bogove koji se osile,
14:07
and it's time we started knocking them down
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i vreme je da počnemo da ih rušimo
14:10
and forgetting their names.
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i zaboravljamo njihova imena.
14:13
It doesn't require a tremendous thing.
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To ne zahteva neverovatnu stvar.
14:16
All it requires is to recognize among us, every day --
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Sve što zahteva jeste da prepoznamo među sobom, svakoga dana,
14:20
the few of us that can see -- are surrounded by people
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nekoliko nas koji to možemo da vidimo, okruženi smo ljudima
14:23
like the ones I've told you.
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poput onih o kojima sam vam pričao.
14:26
There are some of you in this room, amazing people,
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Neki od vas u ovoj sobi, neverovatni ljudi,
14:29
who offer all of us the mirror to our own humanity.
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nude nam svima ogledalo da prepoznamo svoju humanost.
14:35
I want to end with a poem by an American poet called Lucille Clifton.
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Želim da završim sa pesmom američke pesnikinje, Lusile Klifton.
14:40
The poem is called "Libation," and it's for my friend Vusi
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Pesma se zove "Libation" (žrtva livenica) i to je za mog prijatelja Vusija
14:45
who is in the audience here somewhere.
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koji se nalazi negde u publici.
14:49
"Libation,
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"Libation",
14:51
North Carolina, 1999.
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Severna Karolina, 1999.
14:54
I offer to this ground, this gin.
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"Nudim ovoj zemlji, ovaj džin.
15:01
I imagine an old man crying here,
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Zamišljam starca kako ovde plače,
15:04
out of the sight of the overseer.
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izvan pogleda čuvara.
15:08
He pushes his tongue through a hole
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Gura svoj jezik kroz rupu
15:11
where his tooth would be, if he were whole.
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gde bi zub njegov trebalo biti, da je on ceo.
15:16
It aches in that space where his tooth would be,
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Boli, tamo gde bi zub trebalo biti,
15:20
where his land would be,
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gde bi njegova zemlja bila,
15:23
his house, his wife, his son, his beautiful daughter.
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njegova kuća, žena, sin, prelepa kći.
15:29
He wipes sorrow from his face,
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On briše tugu sa svog lica,
15:34
and puts his thirsty finger to his thirsty tongue,
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stavlja svoj žedni prst na svoj žedni jezik,
15:38
and tastes the salt.
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i oseća so.
15:44
I call a name that could be his.
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Zovem ime koje bi moglo biti njegovo,
15:46
This is for you, old man.
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ovo je za tebe, stari čoveče.
15:51
This gin, this salty earth."
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Ovaj džin, ova slana zemlja."
15:55
Thank you.
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Hvala vam.
15:57
(Applause)
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(aplauz)
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