Ramona Pierson: An unexpected place of healing

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์•„๋ž˜ ์˜๋ฌธ์ž๋ง‰์„ ๋”๋ธ”ํด๋ฆญํ•˜์‹œ๋ฉด ์˜์ƒ์ด ์žฌ์ƒ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.

๋ฒˆ์—ญ: Taz B Kim ๊ฒ€ํ† : Jeong-Lan Kinser
์ œ ์–˜๊ธฐ ํ•˜๋‚˜ ๋“ค๋ ค ๋“œ๋ฆด๊ป˜์š”
00:16
I'm actually going to share something with you
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์•„๋งˆ ํ•œ ์‹ญ๋…„ ๋™์•ˆ์€ ์•„๋ฌดํ•œํ…Œ๋„ ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์€ ์–˜๊ธฐ์ธ๋ฐ.
00:18
I haven't talked about probably in more than 10 years.
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์ž... ์ฐธ๊ณ  ๋“ค์–ด์ฃผ์„ธ์š”
00:21
So bear with me as I take you through this journey.
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๊ทธ ์—ฌ์ •์„ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ž์„ธํžˆ ์„ค๋ช…ํ•ด ๋“œ๋ฆฌ์ง€์š”.
00:24
When I was 22 years old,
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์Šค๋ฌผ๋‘์‚ด์ด ๋˜๋˜ ํ•ด์—,
00:26
I came home from work, put a leash on my dog
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์ผ์„ ๋งˆ์น˜๊ณ  ์ง‘์— ์™€์„œ, ์ œ ์• ์™„๊ฒฌ ๋ชฉ์— ์ค„์„ ์ฑ„์šฐ๊ณ 
00:29
and went for my usual run.
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๋Š˜์ƒํ•˜๋˜ ์กฐ๊น…์„ ํ•˜๋Ÿฌ ๊ฐ”์ง€์š”.
00:32
I had no idea that at that moment,
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๊ทธ ๋•Œ๋Š” ์ง์ž‘์กฐ์ฐจ ๋ชป ํ–ˆ์ง€๋งŒ,
00:34
my life was going to change forever.
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๊ทธ ์ˆœ๊ฐ„์ด ์ œ ์ธ์ƒ์ด ์™„์ „ํžˆ ๋’ค๋ฐ”๊ฟ€ ์˜ˆ์ •์ด์—ˆ์ง€์š”
00:36
While I was preparing my dog for the run,
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ํ•œ์ฐธ ์ œ ์• ์™„๊ฒฌ์„ ์ค€๋น„์‹œํ‚ค๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š” ๋™์•ˆ,
ํ•œ ๋‚จ์ž๊ฐ€ ์ด์ œ ์ˆ ์„ ๋‹ค ๋งˆ์‹œ๊ณ ,
00:40
a man was finishing drinking at a bar,
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00:43
picked up his car keys, got into a car
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์—ด์‡ ๋ฅผ ๊บผ๋‚ด๋“ค๊ณ , ์ฐจ์— ํƒ”์–ด์š”.
๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋‚จ์ชฝ์œผ๋กœ ํ–ฅํ–ˆ์ง€์š”.
00:46
and headed south,
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00:47
or wherever he was.
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๋˜๋Š” ์–ด๋””๋˜ ๊ฐ€๊ณ  ์‹ถ์€ ์ชฝ์œผ๋กœ ํ–ฅํ•œ๊ฑฐ์ง€์š”.
์ €๋Š” ๋›ฐ๋ฉด์„œ ๊ธธ์„ ๊ฑด๋„ˆ๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ์ง€์š”.
00:50
I was running across the street,
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋‚˜์„œ ๊ธฐ์–ต๋‚˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ ๋”ฑ ํ•œ๊ฐ€์ง€๋Š”
00:52
and the only thing that I actually remember
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์ œ ๋จธ๋ฆฌ์—์„œ ์ˆ˜๋ฅ˜ํƒ„์ด ํ„ฐ์ง€๋Š” ๋“ฏํ•œ ๊ทธ ๋Š๋‚Œ์ด์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
00:54
is feeling like a grenade went off in my head.
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋˜ ๊ธฐ์–ต๋‚˜๋Š” ๊ฑด, ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์†์„ ๋ฐ”๋‹ฅ์— ์ง‘์—ˆ๋˜ ๊ฒƒ,
00:57
And I remember putting my hands on the ground
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ , ์ œ ์ƒ๋ช…์˜ ํ”ผ๊ฐ€
01:01
and feeling my life's blood
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๋ชฉ๊ณผ ์ž…์—์„œ ๋‚˜์™€
01:03
emptying out of my neck and my mouth.
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๋น„์›Œ์ง€๋Š”๊ฒƒ ๊ฐ™์€ ๋Š๋‚Œ์ด์—ˆ์ง€์š”
๋ฌด์Šจ ์ผ์ด ์ผ์–ด๋‚ฌ๋Š”๊ฐ€ ํ•˜๋ฉด,
01:08
What had happened is, he ran a red light
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๊ทธ ๋‚จ์ž๊ฐ€ ๋นจ๊ฐ„ ์‹ ํ˜ธ๋“ฑ์„ ๋ฌด์‹œํ•˜๊ณ  ๋‹ฌ๋ ค์„œ ์ €ํ•˜๊ณ  ์ œ ์• ์™„๊ฒฌ์„ ๋“ค์ด ๋ฐ›์€ ๊ฑฐ์—์š”.
01:10
and hit me and my dog.
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01:12
She ended up underneath the car.
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์ œ ์• ์™„๊ฒฌ์€ ์ฐจ ๋ฐ‘์œผ๋กœ ๊น”๋ฆฌ๋Š”๊ฒƒ์œผ๋กœ ๋์žฅ์ด ๋‚ฌ์ฃ 
์ €๋Š” ๊ทธ ์ฐจ ์•ž ์ชฝ์œผ๋กœ ๋‚ ๋ ค ํŠ€์–ด ๋‚˜์˜ค๊ฒŒ ๋˜์—ˆ๊ณ .
01:16
I flew out in front of the car,
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01:17
and then he ran over my legs.
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๊ทธ ์ฐจ๊ฐ€ ์ œ ๋‹ค๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ์น˜์—ˆ์ง€์š”
01:19
My left leg got caught up in the wheel well --
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์ œ ์™ผ์ชฝ ๋‹ค๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๋ฐ”ํ€ด ์‚ฌ์ด์— ๊ฝ‰ ๋ผ์–ด์„œ
๋ฐ”ํ€ดํ•˜๊ณ  ๊ฐ™์ด ๋Œ์•„๋ฒ„๋ ธ์–ด์š”.
01:22
spun it around.
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๊ทธ ์ฐจ ๋ฒ”ํผ๊ฐ€ ์ œ ๋ชฉ์„ ์ณ์„œ,
01:26
The bumper of the car hit my throat,
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01:28
slicing it open.
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์ œ ๋ชฉ์„ ๊ฐˆ๋ผ ๋ฒŒ์–ด์ง€๊ฒŒ ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:30
I ended up with blunt chest trauma.
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์ €๋Š” ํ‰๋ถ€ํƒ€๋ฐ•์ƒ๊นŒ์ง€ ์ž…๋Š”๊ฑธ๋กœ ์ข…๊ฒฐ์ด ๋‚ฌ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค
01:33
Your aorta comes up behind your heart, it's your major artery --
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์‹ฌ์žฅ ๋ฐ”๋กœ ๋’ค์—์„œ๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ์˜ฌ๋ผ์˜ค๋Š” ๋Œ€๋™๋งฅ์ด,
์ด ์•„์ฃผ ์ค‘์š”ํ•œ ํ˜ˆ๊ด€์ด ๊ทน์‹ฌํ•˜๊ฒŒ ์ƒํ•ด์„œ
01:37
and it was severed, so my blood was gurgling out of my mouth.
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์ œ ์ž…์—์„  ํ”ผ๊ฐ€ ์ฝธ์ฝธ ์Ÿ์•„์กŒ์ง€์š”
ํ”ผ๋Š” ๊ฑฐํ’ˆ๊นŒ์ง€ ๋ƒˆ๊ณ 
01:42
It foamed, and ... horrible things were happening to me.
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์ œ๊ฒŒ๋Š” ์•„์ฃผ ๋”์ฐํ•œ ์ผ๋“ค์ด ๋ฒŒ์–ด์ง€๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ์ง€์š”.
์ •๋ง ์ œ ์ •์‹ ์ด ์•„๋‹ˆ์—ˆ์ง€๋งŒ,
01:48
I had no idea what was going on,
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์–ด๋””์„ ๊ฐ€ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด ๋ชจ์—ฌ๋“ค์–ด์„œ,
01:50
but strangers intervened,
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์ œ ์‹ฌ์žฅ์ด ๊ณ„์† ๋›ฐ๊ณ , ์›€์ง์ผ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๊ฒŒ ํ•ด์คฌ์–ด์š”.
01:53
kept my heart moving, beating.
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01:55
I say "moving," because it was quivering,
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์‹ฌ์žฅ์ด ๊ฒฝ๋ จ์„ ์ผ์œผํ‚ค๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ์œผ๋ฏ€๋กœ, ์›€์ง์ด๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ๋งํ•˜๋Š”๊ฑฐ์ง€์š”
๋˜ ์‹ฌ์žฅ ๋ฐ•๋™์ด ๋‹ค์‹œ ๋˜๊ฒŒ ํ•˜๋ ค๊ณ  ์ด๊ฒƒ ์ €๊ฒƒ ์‹œ๋„ํ•˜๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ์ง€์š”.
01:58
and they were trying to put a beat back into it.
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ํ•œ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์€ ๋˜ ์•„์ฃผ ์˜๋ฆฌํ•˜๊ฒŒ๋„ ๋ณผํŽœ์„ ์ œ ๋ชฉ์— ๊ฝ‚์•„์คฌ์–ด์š”.
02:01
Somebody was smart and put a Bic pen in my neck
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ˆจ ์‰ด์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๊ฒŒ ์ˆจ๊ตฌ๋ฉ์„ ์—ด์–ด ๋†“์€๊ฑฐ์ง€์š”.
02:04
to open up my airway, so I could get some air in there.
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๋˜ ์ œ ํ๊ฐ€ ์ฃผ์ €์•‰์ž,
02:07
And my lung collapsed,
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02:08
so somebody cut me open and put a pen in there as well,
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ํ•œ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์€ ์ œ ํ๋ถ€๋ถ„์„ ์—ด์–ด ํ•€์„ ๊ฝ‚์•„์ฃผ์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
02:11
to stop that catastrophic event from happening.
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์ตœ์•…์˜ ์ƒํ™ฉ์„ ๋ฐฉ์ง€ํ•˜๋ ค๊ณ  ํ–ˆ๋˜ ๊ฑฐ์ง€์š”.
02:18
Somehow I ended up at the hospital.
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๊ทธ๋Ÿญ์ €๋Ÿญ ๋ณ‘์›๊นŒ์ง€ ๊ฐ”์ง€์š”.ยฅ
์–ผ์Œ์— ๋‘˜๋Ÿฌ ์Œ“์—ฌ์„œ
02:21
I was wrapped in ice,
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02:22
and then eventually put into a drug-induced coma.
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๊ฒฐ๊ตญ์—” ์•ฝ๋ฌผ์œ ๋„์— ์˜ํ•œ ํ˜ผ์ˆ˜์ƒํƒœ๋กœ ๋“ค์–ด๊ฐ”์ง€์š”
18๊ฐœ์›”์ด ์ง€๋‚˜์„œ ์˜์‹์„ ๋˜์ฐพ์•˜์–ด์š”.
02:27
Eighteen months later, I woke up.
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02:30
I was blind, I couldn't speak
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๋ˆˆ๋„ ์•ˆ ๋ณด์ด๊ณ , ๋ง๋„ ๋ชป ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
02:32
and I couldn't walk.
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๋ฌผ๋ก  ๊ฑท์ง€๋„ ๋ชปํ–ˆ์ง€์š”.
02:34
I was 64 pounds.
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๋ชธ๋ฌด๊ฒŒ๋Š” 29 ํ‚ฌ๋กœ๊ทธ๋žจ ์ด์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
02:40
The hospital really has no idea what to do with people like that.
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๋ณดํ†ต ๋ณ‘์›์—์„œ๋Š” ์•„๋ฌด๋Ÿฐ ๋Œ€์ฑ…์ด ์—†์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค
์ € ๊ฐ™์€ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์„ ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ์ฒ˜์น˜๋ฅผ ํ•ด์•ผ ํ•˜๋Š”์ง€ ๋ง์ด์ง€์š”
02:44
And in fact, they started to call me a "gomer."
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์‚ฌ์‹ค, ๋ณ‘์›์—์„œ๋Š” ์ €๋ฅผ "๋‹ฌ๊ฐ‘์ง€ ์•Š์€ ํ™˜์ž" ๋ผ๊ณ  ๋ถˆ๋ €์–ด์š”.
02:47
That's another story we won't even get into.
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๊ทธ๊ฑด ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์‹œ๋„ํ•˜์ง€๋„ ์•Š์„๋งŒํ•œ ๋˜ ํ•˜๋‚˜์˜ ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค
02:51
I had so many surgeries to put my neck back together,
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๋ชฉ์„ ๋‹ค์‹œ๊ธˆ ๋ณต๊ตฌํ•˜๊ธฐ ์œ„ํ•ด์„œ ๋Œ€๋‹จํžˆ ๋งŽ์€ ์ˆ˜์ˆ ์„ ๋ฐ›์•˜๊ณ 
์‹ฌ์žฅ์„ ๊ณ ์น˜๋ ค๊ณ ๋„๋„ ๋ช‡๋ฒˆ์ธ๊ฐ€ ์ˆ˜์ˆ ์„ ๋ฐ›์•˜์ง€์š”.
02:55
to repair my heart a few times.
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02:56
Some things worked, some things didn't.
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์„ฑ๊ณต์ ์ธ ์ˆ˜์ˆ ๋„ ์žˆ์—ˆ๊ณ , ๋˜ ์‹คํŒจ๋กœ ๋Œ์•„๊ฐ„ ๊ฒƒ๋„ ์žˆ์—ˆ์ง€์š”.
์ œ ๋ชธ ์†์—” ์ณ˜ํŒ(ํƒ€์ดํƒœ๋‹ˆ์›€)์ด,
02:59
I had lots of titanium put in me;
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๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค ๋ชธ์— ์žˆ๋˜ ๋ผˆ๊ฐ€ ์•„์ฃผ ๋งŽ์ด ๋ผ์›Œ์ ธ ์žˆ์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
03:01
cadaver bones,
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03:02
to try to get my feet moving the right way.
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์ œ ๋ฐœ์ด ๋ฐ”๋กœ ์›€์ง์ผ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๊ณ  ํ•˜๊ธฐ ์œ„ํ•œ ์กฐ์น˜์˜€์ง€์š”.
03:05
And I ended up with a plastic nose,
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ํ”Œ๋ผ์Šคํ‹ฑ ์ฝ”์™€ ์ธ๊ณต์น˜์•„์™€.
03:07
porcelain teeth and all kinds of other things.
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๊ทธ ์™ธ์— ๋˜ ์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ๊ฐ€์ง€์˜ ๊ฒƒ๋“ค์„ ๊ฒฐ๊ตญ ๋งŽ์ด ๋„ฃ๊ฒŒ ๋˜์—ˆ์ง€์š”
03:09
But eventually, I started to look human again.
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๊ฒฐ๊ตญ์€ ์ธ๊ฐ„์˜ ๋ชจ์Šต์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ๋ณด์ด๊ธฐ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
03:15
But ...
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์–ด์ฉ”๋• ์ •๋ง ์–˜๊ธฐ ๊บผ๋‚ด๊ธฐ ์กฐ์ฐจ ํž˜๋“ค์–ด์š”.
03:19
It's hard sometimes to talk about these things,
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ๋‹ˆ ์กฐ๊ธˆ ์ฐธ๊ณ  ๋“ค์–ด์ฃผ์„ธ์š”
03:21
so bear with me.
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03:23
I had more than 50 surgeries.
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๋ฐ›์€ ์ˆ˜์ˆ ์ด 50 ์ฐจ๋ก€๊ฐ€ ๋„˜์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
03:25
But who's counting?
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๋ˆ„๊ฐ€ ํ•˜๋‚˜ ํ•˜๋‚˜ ์„ธ๊ฒ ์–ด์š”?
03:27
(Laughter)
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๊ฒฐ๊ตญ ๋ณ‘์›์—์„œ๋Š”
03:29
So eventually, the hospital decided it was time for me to go.
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์ €๋ฅผ ํ‡ด์›์‹œํ‚ค๊ธฐ๋กœ ๊ฒฐ์ •ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค
03:32
They needed to open up space for somebody else
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๋ณ‘์‹ค์„ ๋น„์›Œ ๋†”์•ผ ํ•  ํ•„์š”๊ฐ€ ์žˆ์—ˆ๋˜๊ฒƒ์ด์ง€์š”
๋ณ‘์›์ธก์—์„œ ํŒ๋‹จ์ปจํƒœ ๋‹ค์‹œ ๋ณ‘์›์„ ์ฐพ์„ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์„ ์œ„ํ•ด์„œ์š”
03:35
that they thought could come back
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03:38
from whatever they were going through.
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์ด์œ ์™€๋Š” ์ƒ๊ด€์—†์ด ๋ง์ด์ฃ .
03:41
Everybody lost faith in me being able to recover.
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๋ˆ„๊ตฌ ํ•˜๋‚˜๋„ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์™„์ „ํžˆ ํšŒ๋ณตํ•˜๋ฆฌ๋ผ ์ƒ๊ฐํ•œ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์ด ์—†์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
๋งํ•˜์ž๋ฉด, ๋ฒฝ์— ์ง€๋„๋ฅผ ๋ถ™์—ฌ ๋†“๊ณ  ๋‹ฌํŠธ ํ™”์‚ด์„ ๋˜์กŒ๊ณ ,
03:45
So they basically put a map up on the wall, threw a dart,
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์—ฌ๊ธฐ ์ฝœ๋กœ๋ผ๋„์— ์žˆ๋Š” ํ•œ ์–‘๋กœ์›์— ๋ณด๋‚ด๊ธฐ๋กœ ํ•œ๊ฑฐ์—์š”.
03:48
and it landed at a senior home, here in Colorado.
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03:52
And I know all of you are scratching your head:
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๋‹ค๋“ค ์˜์•„ํ•ด ํ•˜๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š”๊ฑฐ ์•Œ์•„์š”.
"์–‘๋กœ์›? ๊ฑฐ๊ธฐ์„œ ๋„๋Œ€์ฒด ๋ญ˜ํ•˜๋ ค๊ณ  ํ• ๊ฒ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ?"
03:55
"A senior citizens' home?
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03:56
What in the world are you going to do there?"
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ, ์ƒ๊ฐํ•ด๋ณด๋ฉด...
03:58
But if you think about all of the skills and talent
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์ง€๊ธˆ ์—ฌ๊ธฐ ๋ชจ์—ฌ์žˆ๋Š” ๋ชจ๋“  ๋ถ„๋“ค์˜ ๊ธฐ์ˆ ๊ณผ ์žฌ๋Šฅ๋“ค
04:00
that are in this room right now,
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๊ทธ๊ฒŒ ๋ฐ”๋กœ ์–‘๋กœ์›์— ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ๋“ค์ด์—์š”.
04:03
that's what a senior home has.
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ ๊ทธ ๋ชจ๋“  ๊ธฐ์ˆ ๊ณผ ์žฌ๋Šฅ๋“ค์„ ๊ทธ ๊ณณ์— ์žˆ์—ˆ๋˜๊ฑฐ์ง€์š”.
04:05
So there were all these skills and talents
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๊ทธ ๋…ธ์ธ๋ถ„๋“ค์ด ๊ฐ€์ง€๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ๋˜.
04:07
that these seniors had.
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04:09
The one advantage they had over most of you
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์—ฌ๊ธฐ ๊ณ„์‹  ๋ถ„๋“ค ๋Œ€๋ถ€๋ถ„๋ณด๋‹ค ํ•œ ๊ฐ€์ง€ ๋” ๋‚˜์€ ์ ์€
๋ฐ”๋กœ ์‚ถ์˜ ์ง€ํ˜œ๊ฒ ์ง€์š”.
04:12
is wisdom,
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04:13
because they had a long life.
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๋‹ค๋“ค ์˜ค๋žœ ์„ธ์›” ์‚ด์•„์™”์œผ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ์š”.
04:16
And I needed that wisdom at that moment in my life.
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๊ทธ ๋•Œ ๋‹น์‹œ ์ €์—๊ฒŒ ํ•„์š”ํ–ˆ๋˜ ๊ฒƒ์ด ๋ฐ”๋กœ ๊ทธ ์‚ถ์˜ ์ง€ํ˜œ์˜€์–ด์š”.
ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ์ƒ๊ฐํ•ด ๋ณด์„ธ์š”, ๊ทธ ๋ถ„๋“ค์€ ์–ด๋• ์„์ง€...
04:19
But imagine what it was like for them
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ๊ทธ ๊ณณ์— ์ฒ˜์Œ ๋‚˜ํƒ€๋‚ฌ์„ ๋•Œ ๋ง์ด์—์š”.
04:21
when I showed up at their doorstep.
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๊ทธ ๋•Œ, ํ•œ 2 ํ‚ฌ๋กœ๊ทธ๋žจ ์ •๋„ ๋Š˜์–ด์„œ
04:24
At that point, I had gained four pounds, so I was 68 pounds.
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๋ชธ๋ฌด๊ฒŒ๊ฐ€ 30ํ‚ฌ๋กœ๊ทธ๋žจ ์ฏค ๋์–ด์š”.
๋จธ๋ฆฌ์นด๋ฝ์€ ํ•˜๋‚˜๋„ ์—†์—ˆ๊ณ ,
04:28
I was bald.
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๋ณ‘์›์—์„œ ์ค€ ์ˆ˜์ˆ ๋ณต์—,
04:30
I was wearing hospital scrubs.
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๋ˆ„๊ตฐ๊ฐ€ ๊ธฐ๋ถ€ํ•œ ์šด๋™ํ™”๋ฅผ ์‹ ๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
04:32
And somebody donated tennis shoes for me.
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04:34
And I had a white cane in one hand
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ํ•œ ์†์—” ํ•˜์–€์ƒ‰ ์ง€ํŒก์ด๋ฅผ ์งš๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ๊ณ ,
๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์ชฝ ์†์—” ์„œ๋ฅ˜๊ฐ€๋ฐฉ ๊ฐ€๋“ ๋ณ‘์›๊ธฐ๋ก๋“ค์„ ๋“ค๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ์ง€์š”.
04:38
and a suitcase full of medical records in another hand.
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์ด ๋…ธ์ธ๋ถ„๋“ค์ด ์ƒ๊ฐํ•œ๊ฒŒ,
04:41
So the senior citizens realized
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04:43
that they needed to have an emergency meeting.
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๋น„์ƒํšŒ์˜ ์†Œ์ง‘์ด์˜€์–ด์š”.
04:45
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
04:47
So they pulled back and they were looking at each other,
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ํ•˜๋˜ ์ผ๋“ค์„ ๋ฉˆ์ถ”๊ณ  ์„œ๋กœ ์ณ๋‹ค๋ณด๋ฉด์„œ,
04:50
and they were going, "OK, what skills do we have in this room?
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"์ข‹์•„, ์ด ๋ฐฉ์— ์žˆ๋Š” ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ๊ฐ€์ง„ ๊ธฐ์ˆ ๋“ค์ด ๋ฌด์—‡์ด์ง€?" ํ•˜๊ณ  ๋งํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
04:54
This kid needs a lot of work."
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"์–˜ ์†์ด ์•„์ฃผ ๋งŽ์ด ๊ฐ€๊ฒ ์–ด."
04:57
So they eventually started matching their talents and skills
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ๊ฒฐ๊ตญ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ•œ ๊ฒƒ์ด
๊ทธ ๊ฐ์ž ๊ธฐ์ˆ ๊ณผ ์žฌ๋Šฅ๋“ค์„ ๋งž์ถฐ๋ณด๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ด์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
์ € ํ•œํ…Œ ํ•„์š”ํ•œ ๊ฒƒ๋“ค์„ ์ฐพ์œผ๋ ค๊ณ .
05:02
to all of my needs.
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ๋ฐ ๊ทธ๋“ค์ด ์ œ์ผ ๋จผ์ € ํ•ด์•ผ ํ–ˆ๋˜ ๊ฑด,
05:04
But one of the first things they needed to do
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๋‹น์žฅ ์ €ํ•œํ…Œ ํ•„์š”ํ•œ๊ฒŒ ๋ฌด์—‡์ธ์ง€๋ฅผ ์ฐพ์•„๋‚ด๋Š” ๊ฑฐ์˜€์ง€์š”.
05:06
was assess what I needed right away.
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์ €๋Š” ์ด์ œ ํ•˜๋‚˜ ํ•˜๋‚˜ ๋‹ค์‹œ ๋ฐฐ์›Œ์•ผ ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
05:08
I needed to figure out how to eat like a normal human being,
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์ •์ƒ์ ์œผ๋กœ ๋จน๋Š” ๋ฐฉ๋ฒ•์„์š”
05:11
since I'd been eating through a tube in my chest
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์™œ๋ƒ๋ฉด ๊ทธ ๋™์•ˆ ์Œ์‹์„ญ์ทจ๋Š” ๊ฐ€์Šด์— ์‹ฌ์–ด์ง„ ๊ด€์„ ํ†ตํ•ด์„œ,
๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ํ˜ˆ๊ด€์„ ํ†ตํ•ด์„œ๋งŒ ํ•ด์™”์—ˆ๊ธฐ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์ด์ง€์š”
05:15
and through my veins.
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05:16
So I had to go through trying to eat again.
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ๋‹ค์‹œ ์ •์ƒ์ ์œผ๋กœ ๋จน๋Š” ๋ฐฉ๋ฒ•์„ ๋‹ค์‹œ ๋ฐฐ์›Œ์•ผ ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
05:19
And they went through that process.
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๊ทธ ๋…ธ์ธ๋ถ„๋“ค์ด ๊ทธ ๊ณผ์ •์„ ๊ฒช๋„๋ก ๋„์™€์คฌ์–ด์š”.
๋‹ค์Œ์— ๋˜ ์ƒ๊ฐํ•ด ๋‚ด์•ผ ํ–ˆ๋˜ ๊ฑด,
05:22
And then they had to figure out:
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05:23
"Well, she needs furniture.
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"๊ฐ€๊ตฌ๊ฐ€ ํ•„์š”ํ•˜๊ฒ ์–ด.
05:25
She is sleeping in the corner of this apartment."
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์•„ํŒŒํŠธ ํ•œ ๊ตฌ์„์—์„œ ์ž๊ณ  ์žˆ์ž–์•„."
05:28
So they went to their storage lockers
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ๋‹ค๋“ค ์ฐฝ๊ณ ๋กœ ๋‚ด๋ ค๊ฐ€์„œ,
05:30
and all gathered their extra furniture --
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์“ฐ์ง€์•Š๋˜ ๊ฐ€๊ตฌ๋“ค์„ ๋ชจ์•„์„œ
05:32
gave me pots and pans, blankets --
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์†ฅ, ๋ƒ„๋น„, ์ด๋ถˆ ๋“ฑ ์ €ํ•œํ…Œ ๊ฐ€์ ธ๋‹ค ์คฌ์–ด์š”.
๋ชจ๋“  ํ•„์š”ํ–ˆ๋˜ ๋ชจ๋“  ๊ฒƒ๋“ค์„์š”.
05:36
everything.
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05:38
And then the next thing that I needed
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๋‹ค์Œ์œผ๋กœ ์ €ํ•œํ…Œ ํ•„์š”ํ–ˆ๋˜ ๊ฑด,
๋ฐ”๋กœ ๋ณ€์‹ ์ด์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
05:42
was a makeover.
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05:43
(Laughter)
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์ดˆ๋ก์ƒ‰ ์ˆ˜์ˆ ๋ณต์€ ์—†์–ด์ง€๊ณ ,
05:44
So out went the green scrubs,
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๊ฝƒ๋ฌด๋Šฌ์™€ ๋‚˜์ผ๋กฑ ๋“ค์ด ์ƒˆ๋กœ ์ƒ๊ฒผ์–ด์š”.
05:46
and in came the polyester and floral prints.
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
05:49
(Laughter)
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05:53
We're not going to talk about the hairstyles
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๊ทธ ๋…ธ์ธ๋ถ„๋“ค์ด ํ•˜๋ ค๊ณ  ํ–ˆ๋˜ ๋จธ๋ฆฌ๋ชจ์–‘๊นŒ์ง€๋Š” ์–˜๊ธฐํ•˜์ง€ ๋ง๋„๋ก ํ•˜์ง€์š”.
05:55
they tried to force on me once my hair grew back.
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์ผ๋‹จ ์ œ ๋จธ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ์ž๋ž€ ํ›„์— ๋ง์ด์ฃ 
ํŒŒ๋ž€์ƒ‰ ๋จธ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์•ˆ ํ•œ๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ•˜๊ธด ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
05:59
But I did say no to the blue hair.
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
06:01
(Laughter)
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06:04
So eventually, what went on is,
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋˜ ๋‹ค์Œ์œผ๋กœ ๋ฒŒ์–ด์ง„ ์ผ์€,
๋งํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฑธ ๋‹ค์‹œ ๋ฐฐ์›Œ์•ผ ํ•œ๋‹ค๊ณ  ๊ฒฐ์ •ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
06:08
they decided that, well, I need to learn to speak.
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๋…์ž์ ์ธ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์ด ๋  ์ˆ˜๊ฐ€ ์—†๋Š”๊ฑฐ์ž–์•„์š”
06:11
You can't be an independent person
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๋ง๋„ ๋ชปํ•˜๊ณ , ์‚ฌ๋ฌผ์„ ๋ณผ ์ˆ˜ ์—†๋‹ค๋ฉด ๋ง์ด์—์š”.
06:13
if you're not able to speak and you can't see.
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06:15
So they figured not being able to see is one thing,
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ๊ทธ ๋…ธ์ธ๋ถ„๋“ค์€ ์•ˆ ๋ณด์ธ๋Š”๊ฑด ๊ทธ๋ ‡๋‹ค์น˜๋”๋ผ๋„,
06:18
but they need to get me to talk.
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๋ง์€ ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์–ด์•ผ ํ•œ๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ–ˆ์ง€์š”.
06:20
So while Sally, the office manager,
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์–‘๋กœ์› ๊ด€๋ฆฌ์ž์˜€๋˜ ์Œœ๋ฆฌ๋Š”
06:23
was teaching me to speak in the day --
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๊ทธ๋‚ ๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ๋งํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฑธ ๊ฐ€๋ฅด์น˜๊ธฐ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
06:25
it's hard, because when you're a kid, you take things for granted.
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ํž˜๋“ค์ง€์š”... ์–ด๋ ธ์„ ์ ์—”
๋ชจ๋“  ๊ฑธ ๊ทธ๋ƒฅ ์ž์—ฐ์Šค๋Ÿฝ๊ณ 
06:29
You learn things unconsciously.
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๋ฌด์˜์‹ ์ค‘์— ๋ฐฐ์šฐ๊ฒŒ ๋˜์ž–์•„์š”.
06:31
But for me, I was an adult and it was embarrassing,
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ์ „ ๋‹ค ํฐ ์–ด๋ฅธ์ด์—ˆ๊ณ , ๊ทธ๊ฒŒ ๋„ˆ๋ฌด ์ฐฝํ”ผํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
๋˜ ์ œ ๋ชธ์„ ์ œ๋Œ€๋กœ ๋งž์ถฐ์„œ ์กฐ์ •ํ•˜๋Š” ๋ฒ•์„ ๋‹ค์‹œ ์ตํ˜€์•ผ ํ–ˆ์ง€์š”.
06:35
and I had to learn how to coordinate my new throat with my tongue
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์ƒˆ๋กœ ๋ฐ›์€ ์‹๋„์™€ ํ˜€,
06:38
and my new teeth and my lips,
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์ƒˆ ์น˜์•„ํ•˜๊ณ  ์ž…์ˆ ,
06:41
and capture the air and get the word out.
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์ˆจ์„ ๋“ค์ด ๋งˆ์‹œ๊ณ  ๋ง์„ ๋‚ด ๋ฑ‰๋Š” ๊ฒƒ๋“ค์„์š”.
06:44
So, I acted like a two-year-old,
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์ €๋Š” ๋‘ ์‚ด์งœ๋ฆฌ ์•„์ด์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ๊ตด์—ˆ๊ณ ,
06:46
and refused to work.
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๋งํ•˜๋Š”๊ฑธ ๋ฐฐ์šฐ๋Š” ์ผ์„ ๊ฑฐ๋ถ€ํ–ˆ์ง€์š”.
๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ๋ฐ, ๋‚จ์ž ๋ถ„๋“ค์ด ๊ธฐ๋ฐœํ•œ ์ƒ๊ฐ์ด ์žˆ์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
06:49
But the men had a better idea.
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06:51
They were going to make it fun for me.
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์žฌ๋ฏธ๋ฅผ ๋”ํ•˜๋ ค๊ณ  ํ–ˆ๋˜ ๊ฑฐ์—์š”.
๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ๋ฐค๋งˆ๋‹ค ์š•์œผ๋กœ๋งŒ ๋œ ๋‚ฑ๋ง๋งž์ถ”๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ๊ฐ€๋ฅด์น˜๊ธฐ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
06:54
So they were teaching me cuss-word Scrabble at night.
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
06:58
(Laughter)
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋ชฐ๋ž˜,
07:02
And then, secretly, how to swear like a sailor.
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๊ฑฐ์นœ ๋ฑƒ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ์š•ํ•˜๋Š” ๋ฒ•์„ ๊ฐ€๋ฅด์ณ ์คฌ์–ด์š”.
07:06
(Laughter)
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์ €๋Š” ์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ๋ถ„์˜ ์ƒ์ƒ์— ๋งก๊น๋‹ˆ๋‹ค
07:07
I'm going to just leave it to your imagination
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07:10
as to what my first words were --
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์Œœ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ์ €ํ•œํ…Œ ์ž์‹ ๊ฐ์„ ๋งŽ์ด ์‹ฌ์–ด์คฌ์„ ๋•Œ
07:13
(Laughter)
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07:14
when Sally finally got my confidence built.
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋ฑ‰์€ ์ฒ˜์Œ์˜ ๋‹จ์–ด๋“ค์ด ๋ญ์˜€์—ˆ๋Š”์ง€ ๋ง์ด์ฃ 
07:17
(Laughter)
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07:19
So I moved on from there.
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์ด์ œ ๋‹ค์Œ ๋‹จ๊ณ„๋กœ ๊ณ„์† ๋„˜์–ด๊ฐ”์–ด์š”.
07:21
And a former teacher who happened to have Alzheimer's
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์น˜๋งค๋กœ ๊ณ ์ƒํ•˜์‹œ๋˜ ์ „์ง ์„ ์ƒ๋‹˜ ํ•œ ๋ถ„์€
07:24
took on the task of teaching me to write.
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์“ฐ๋Š” ๋ฒ•์„ ๊ฐ€๋ฅด์ณ ์ฃผ์…จ์–ด์š”.
07:28
The redundancy was actually good for me.
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๋ฐ˜๋ณต์€ ์‹ค์ œ๋กœ ๋„์›€์ด ๋งŽ์ด ๋˜์—ˆ์–ด์š”
07:30
So, we'll just keep moving on.
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๊ณ„์†ํ•  ๊ฒƒ์ด์—ˆ๋˜๊ฑฐ์ฃ 
07:32
(Laughter)
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์•„์ฃผ ์ค‘์š”ํ–ˆ๋˜ ์ˆœ๊ฐ„ ์ค‘ ํ•˜๋‚˜๋Š”
07:39
One of the pivotal times for me
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07:41
was actually learning to cross the street again
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๊ธธ ๊ฑด๋„ˆ๋Š” ๋ฐฉ๋ฒ•์„ ๋‹ค์‹œ ๋ฐฐ์šธ ๋•Œ ์˜€์–ด์š”.
07:44
as a blind person.
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๊ทธ ๋• ๋ˆˆ์ด ๋ณด์ด์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์œผ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ์š”.
๋ˆˆ์„ ํ•œ๋ฒˆ ๊ฐ์•„๋ณด์„ธ์š”.
07:47
So close your eyes.
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07:49
Now imagine you have to cross a street.
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๊ธธ์„ ๊ฑด๋„ˆ์•ผ ํ•œ๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ•ด๋ณด์„ธ์š”.
๋„๋กœ๊ฐ€ ์–ผ๋งˆ๊ฐ€ ๋จผ ๊ฑฐ๋ฆฌ์ธ์ง€ ๋ชจ๋ฅด๊ณ ,
07:52
You don't know how far that street is,
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๋˜‘๋ฐ”๋กœ ๊ฐ€๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š”์ง€๋„ ๋ชจ๋ฅด๊ณ ,
07:56
and you don't know if you're going straight.
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07:58
And you hear cars whizzing back and forth,
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์ฃผ์œ„์— ์ฐจ๋“ค์ด ์•ž๋’ค๋กœ ์”ฝ์”ฝ ๋‹ฌ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์†Œ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๋“ค๋ฆฌ๊ณ ,
๋ฐ”๋กœ ์ง€๊ธˆ ์ด ์ƒํ™ฉ์œผ๋กœ ๋งŒ๋“ค์—ˆ๋˜
08:02
and you had a horrible accident
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08:03
that landed you in this situation.
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์•„์ฃผ ๋”์ฐํ•œ ์‚ฌ๊ณ ๋ฅผ ์ „์— ๋‹นํ–ˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ•ด๋ณด์„ธ์š”
08:06
So there were two obstacles I had to get through.
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ, ์ œ๊ฒŒ๋Š” ๋„˜์–ด์•ผํ•  ์žฅ์• ๊ฐ€ ๋‘๊ฐœ๊ฐ€ ์žˆ์—ˆ์ง€์š”.
08:09
One was post-traumatic stress disorder.
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ํ•˜๋‚˜๋Š” ์™ธ์ƒ ํ›„ ์ •์‹ ์  ์žฅ์• ์˜€์–ด์š”.
ํ•ญ์ƒ ๊ธธ ๊ฐ€์žฅ์ž๋ฆฌ๋งŒ ๊ฐ€๋ฉด
08:13
Every time I approached the corner or the curb,
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08:16
I would panic.
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๊ณตํ™ฉ์ƒํƒœ๋กœ ์–ด์ฉ”์ค„์„ ๋ชจ๋ฅด๊ฒŒ ๋˜๊ณ 
08:18
And the second one
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๋‘๋ฒˆ์งธ๋Š”,
08:20
was actually trying to figure out how to cross that street.
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์‹ค์ œ๋กœ ๊ธธ์„ ๊ฑด๋„ˆ๋Š” ๋ฐฉ๋ฒ•์„ ์ตํžˆ๋Š” ๊ฑฐ์˜€์–ด์š”.
08:23
So one of the seniors just came up to me,
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ํ•œ ๋…ธ์ธ๋ถ„์€ ์ €ํ•œํ…Œ ๋‹ค๊ฐ€์™€์„œ,
08:26
and she pushed me up to the corner and said,
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์ €๋ฅผ ๊ธธ ๊ฐ€์žฅ์ž๋ฆฌ์— ์„ธ์›Œ๋†“๊ณ  ๋งํ•˜๊ธฐ๋ฅผ,
"๋„ค ์ƒ๊ฐ์— ๊ฐˆ ๋–„๊ฐ€ ๋˜์—ˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ•  ๋•Œ, ๊ทธ ์ง€ํŒก์ด๋ฅผ ๊ทธ๊ณณ์œผ๋กœ ๋‚ด๋ฐ€์–ด๋ด.
08:30
"When you think it's time to go, just stick the cane out there.
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๊ทธ๊ฒŒ ๋ถ€๋”›์น˜๋ฉด, ๊ฑฐ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ๊ฑด๋„ˆ์ง€ ๋งˆ."
08:33
If it's hit, don't cross the street."
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08:34
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
์™„์ „ํžˆ ํƒ€๋‹นํ•œ ๋ง์ด์—ˆ์–ด์š”
08:40
Made perfect sense.
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08:41
(Laughter)
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ๋ฐ, ํ•œ ์„ธ๋ฒˆ์งธ ์ง€ํŒก์ด๊ฐ€
08:43
But by the third cane that went whizzing across the road --
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๊ธธ ์–ด๋”˜๊ฐ€๋กœ ๋‚ ์•„๊ฐ€ ๋ฒ„๋ ธ์„ ๋•Œ
08:46
(Laughter)
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๋…ธ์ธ๋ถ„๋“ค์ด ๋ฆฌ์†Œ์Šค๋ฅผ ์ข€ ํ•ฉ์ณ๋ณด์•„์•ผ ํ•œ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฑธ ๊นจ๋‹ฌ์•„์„œ
08:48
they realized that they needed to put their resources together,
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๊ธฐ๊ธˆ์„ ์กฐ์„ฑํ•˜์—ฌ
08:51
and they raised funds
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08:52
so that I could go to the Braille Institute
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋งน์ธํ•™๊ต์— ๊ฐˆ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๊ฒŒ ๋˜์–ด
08:54
and actually gain the skills to be a blind person,
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์žฅ๋‹˜์œผ๋กœ์„œ
์‹ค์ œ๋กœ ํ•„์š”ํ•œ ๊ธฐ์ˆ ์„ ์ตํž์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋„๋ก
๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์ œ ์ธ์ƒ์„ ๋ณ€ํ˜•์‹œํ‚จ
08:59
and also to go get a guide dog,
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๋งน์ธ๊ฒฌ์„ ๊ตฌํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๊ฒŒ ํ•ด ์ฃผ์—ˆ์ง€์š”
09:01
who transformed my life.
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์ด์ œ ๋‹ค์‹œ ๋Œ€ํ•™๊ต๋กœ ๋Œ์•„๊ฐˆ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์—ˆ์–ด์š”
09:03
And I was able to return to college
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์ €ํ•œํ…Œ ์•„๋‚Œ์—†์ด ํˆฌ์žํ–ˆ๋˜ ๋…ธ์ธ๋ถ„๋“ค ๋•๋ถ„์—
09:05
because of the senior citizens who invested in me,
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09:08
and also the guide dog and skill set I had gained.
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋˜ํ•œ ๊ทธ ๋งน์ธ๊ฒฌ๊ณผ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ตํ˜”๋˜ ๊ธฐ์ˆ ๋“ค ๋•๋ถ„์—์š”.
09:12
Ten years later, I gained my sight back.
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10๋…„ ํ›„์— ์‹œ๋ ฅ์„ ๋˜์ฐพ์•˜์–ด์š”.
๋งˆ์ˆ ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ์€ ์•„๋‹ˆ์—ˆ๋‹ต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค
09:15
Not magically --
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์„ธ ๊ฐ€์ง€ ์ˆ˜์ˆ ์„ ๋ฐ›๊ธฐ๋กœ ๋™์˜ํ–ˆ๊ณ 
09:17
I opted in for three surgeries,
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๊ทธ ์ค‘ ํ•˜๋‚˜๋Š” ์•„์ฃผ ์‹คํ—˜์ ์ธ ๊ฑฐ์˜€์–ด์š”.
09:20
and one of them was experimental.
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๋กœ๋ณดํŠธ ์ˆ˜์ˆ ์ด์—ˆ์ง€์š”.
09:22
It was actually robotic surgery
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09:23
that removed a hematoma from behind my eye.
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์ œ ๋ˆˆ ๋’ค์ชฝ์— ์žˆ๋˜ ํ˜ˆ์ข…์„ ์ œ๊ฑฐํ•ด ๋ƒˆ์–ด์š”.
์ €ํ•œํ…Œ ๊ฐ€์žฅ ํฐ ๋ณ€ํ™”๋Š”
09:28
The biggest change for me was that the world moved forward,
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์„ธ์ƒ์ด ๋„ˆ๋ฌด ๋งŽ์ด ์ง„๋ณดํ•ด ์žˆ์—ˆ๋˜ ๊ฑฐ์—์š”.
๊ทธ๊ณณ์—๋Š” ํ˜์‹ ๊ณผ
09:33
that there were innovations and all kinds of new things --
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์•„์ฃผ ์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ๊ฐ€์ง€์˜ ์ƒˆ๋กœ์šด ๊ฒƒ๋“ค์ด ์žˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค--
ํœด๋Œ€์ „ํ™”, ๋…ธํŠธ๋ถ์ปดํ“จํ„ฐ,
09:37
cellphones, laptops,
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์ด๋Ÿฐ ๋ชจ๋“ ๊ฒƒ๋“ค์„ ์ €๋Š” ์ „์—๋Š” ํ•œ๋ฒˆ๋„ ๋ณด์ง€ ๋ชป ํ–ˆ๋˜๋‹ต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค
09:39
all these things that I had never seen before.
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09:41
And as a blind person,
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๋งน์ธ์œผ๋กœ์„œ
09:43
your visual memory fades,
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์‹œ๊ฐ์  ๊ธฐ์–ต์€ ์„œ์„œํžˆ ์‚ฌ๋ผ์ง€๊ณ ,
์‚ฌ๋ฌผ์— ๊ด€ํ•ด์„œ ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ๋Š๋ผ๋Š”์ง€
09:46
and is replaced with how you feel about things
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์‚ฌ๋ฌผ์ด ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ์†Œ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ๋‚ด๋Š”์ง€
09:50
and how things sound
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๋˜ ์‚ฌ๋ฌผ์ด ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ๋ƒ„์ƒˆ๊ฐ€ ๋‚˜๋Š”์ง€๋กœ ๋Œ€์ฒด๊ฐ€ ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค
09:52
and how things smell.
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09:54
So one day, I was in my room
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ํ•˜๋ฃจ๋Š” ์ œ ๋ฐฉ์— ์žˆ๋Š”๋ฐ,
๋ฐฉ ํ•œ ์ชฝ์— ๋†“์—ฌ์žˆ๋Š” ๋ฌด์—‡์ธ๊ฐ€๋ฅผ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋ณด์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค
09:57
and I saw this thing sitting in my room.
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ƒ๊ฐํ•˜๊ธธ ๊ดด๋ฌผ์ด๋ผ๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ–ˆ์ฃ 
09:59
I thought it was a monster,
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10:00
so I was walking around it.
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๊ทธ ์ฃผ๋ณ€์„ ๊ฑธ์–ด๋‹ค๋…”์ฃ 
10:02
And I go, "I'm just going to touch it."
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ๋‹ค๊ฐ€ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋งํ•˜๊ธธ, "๊ทธ๋ƒฅ ๋งŒ์ ธ๋ณด๊ฒ ์–ด" ๋ผ๊ณ  ํ•˜๊ณ 
10:04
And I touched it and I went,
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๋งŒ์ ธ๋ณด๊ณ  ๋‚˜์„œ ํ•œ ๋ง์ด
10:06
"Oh my God, it's a laundry basket."
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"๋ง™์†Œ์‚ฌ, ๋นจ๋ž˜๋ฐ”๊ตฌ๋‹ˆ์ž–์•„."
(์›ƒ์Œ)
10:09
(Laughter)
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๋ˆˆ์ด ๋ณด์ผ๋•Œ๋Š”
10:13
Everything is different when you're a sighted person,
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๋ชจ๋“ ๊ฒŒ ๋‹ฌ๋ผ๋ณด์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค
์™ธ๋ƒ๋ฉด ๊ทธ๊ฑด ์•„์ฃผ ๋‹น์—ฐํ•˜๊ฒŒ ์—ฌ๊ธฐ๋Š”๊ฒƒ์ด๋‹ˆ๊นŒ์š”.
10:17
because you take that for granted.
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ, ๋ˆˆ์ด ๋ณด์ด์ง€ ์•Š์œผ๋ฉด,
10:19
But when you're blind, you have the tactile memory for things.
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์‚ฌ๋ฌผ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ์ด‰๊ฐ์˜ ๊ธฐ์–ต์„ ๊ฐ€์ง€๊ฒŒ ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค
์ œ๊ฒŒ ๊ฐ€์žฅ ํฐ ๋ณ€ํ™”๋Š” ์ œ ์†์„ ๋‚ด๋ ค๋‹ค ๋ณด๋ฉด์„œ
10:24
The biggest change for me was looking down at my hands
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10:26
and seeing that I'd lost 10 years of my life.
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10๋…„์ด๋ž€ ์„ธ์›”์„ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์žƒ์—ˆ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฑธ ๋ชฉ๊ฒฉํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ด์—ˆ์ง€์š”
10:30
I thought that time had stood still for some reason
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์ €๋Š” ์–ด๋–ค ์ด์œ ๋กœ ์‹œ๊ฐ„์ด ๋ฉˆ์ถฐ์„œ
10:33
and moved on for family and friends.
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์‹๊ตฌ๋“ค์ด๋‚˜ ์นœ๊ตฌ๋“ค์—๊ฒŒ ์˜ฎ๊ฒจ๊ฐ”๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ–ˆ์–ด์š”
10:35
But when I looked down,
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ, ์†์„ ๋‚ด๋ ค๋‹ค ๋ดค์„ ๋•Œ
10:37
I realized that time marched on for me, too,
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๊ทธ ์„ธ์›”์ด ์ €ํ•œํ…Œ๋„ ํ–‰์ง„ํ•˜์—ฌ ์™”์—ˆ๋‹ค๋Š”๊ฑธ ๊นจ๋‹ฌ์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค
10:39
and that I needed to get caught up.
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์ €๋Š” ๊ทธ ์„ธ์›”์„ ๋งŒํšŒํ•ด์•ผ ํ–ˆ๊ณ ,
10:41
So I got going on it.
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ, ๋งŒํšŒ๋ฅผ ํ•˜๊ธฐ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
'ํฌ๋ผ์šฐ๋“œ์†Œ์‹ฑ' ์ด๋‚˜ '๊ธ‰์ง„์  ํ˜‘๋ ฅ' ์ด๋ž€ ๋ง๋“ค์€ ์—†์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
10:44
We didn't have words like "crowdsourcing" and "radical collaboration"
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์‚ฌ๊ณ ๋ฅผ ๋‹นํ–ˆ์„ ๋•Œ๋Š” ๋ง์ด์—์š”.
10:48
when I had my accident.
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ๋ฐ ๊ทธ ๊ฐœ๋…์€ ์‚ฌ์‹ค์ ์œผ๋กœ ์ ์šฉ๋˜์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค
10:50
But the concept held true --
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10:51
people working with people to rebuild me;
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์ €๋ฅผ ์žฌํ™œ์‹œํ‚ค๋Š”๋ฐ ํ•จ๊ป˜ ์ผํ–ˆ๋˜ ๋ถ„๋“ค,
10:54
people working with people to reeducate me.
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์ €๋ฅผ ๋‹ค์‹œ ๊ฐ€๋ฅด์น˜๋Š๋ผ ํ•จ๊ป˜ ์ผํ–ˆ๋˜ ๋ถ„๋“ค์ด์ฃ 
์•„๋งˆ ์ด ์ž๋ฆฌ์— ์„œ์ง€ ๋ชปํ–ˆ๊ฒ ์ง€์š”.
10:57
I wouldn't be standing here today
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๋งŒ์•ฝ ์ด ๊ทน๋‹จ์ ์ธ '๊ธ‰์ง„์  ํ˜‘๋ ฅ'์ด ์•„๋‹ˆ์—ˆ๋‹ค๋ฉด ๋ง์ด์ง€์š”
10:59
if it wasn't for extreme radical collaboration.
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11:02
Thank you so much.
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๊ฐ์‚ฌํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
11:04
(Applause)
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์ด ์›น์‚ฌ์ดํŠธ ์ •๋ณด

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