Ed Gavagan: A story about knots and surgeons

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Translator: Joseph Geni Reviewer: Morton Bast
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Prevodilac: Srdjana Sredojevic Lektor: Ivana Korom
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You know, we wake up in the morning,
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Znate, budimo se svakog jutra,
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you get dressed, put on your shoes,
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obučete se, obujete,
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you head out into the world.
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krenete među svet.
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You plan on coming back, getting undressed,
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Nameravate da se vratite, svučete,
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going to bed,
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odete u krevet,
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waking up, doing it again,
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budite se, opet sve iznova,
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and that anticipation, that rhythm,
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i to očekivanje, taj ritam
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helps give us a structure
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nam pomažu da imamo strukturu
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to how we organize ourselves and our lives,
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da organizujemo sebe i sopstvene živote
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and gives it a measure of predictability.
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i unesemo dozu predvidljivosti.
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Living in New York City, as I do,
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Živeti u Njujorku, poput mene,
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it's almost as if, with so many people doing so many things
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uz toliko ljudi koji istovremeno obavljaju razne stvari
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at the same time in such close quarters,
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u isto vreme u tako malom prostoru,
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it's almost like life is dealing you extra hands
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to je kao da vam život postavlja
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out of that deck.
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dodatne prepreke.
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You're never, there's just, juxtapositions are possible
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Moguća su povezivanja
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that just aren't, you don't think they're going to happen.
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za koja vi mislite da ne mogu da se ostvare.
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And you never think you're going to be the guy
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I nikada ne mislite da ćete baš vi biti ti
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who's walking down the street
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koji će da šetaju ulicom
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and, because you choose to go down one side or the other,
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i samo zato što odlučite da idete jednom ili drugim stranom ulice,
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the rest of your life is changed forever.
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ostatak vašeg života se menja zauvek.
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And one night, I'm riding the uptown local train.
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Tako jedne večeri, vozim se lokalnim vozom za gornji deo grada.
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I get on. I tend to be a little bit vigilant
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Uđem u voz. Pokušavam da budem obazriviji
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when I get on the subway.
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kad ulazim u podzemnu železnicu.
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I'm not one of the people zoning out with headphones
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Nisam od onih koji su odsutni uz slušalice
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or a book.
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ili knjigu.
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And I get on the car, and I look, and I
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Uđem unutra i gledam,
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notice this couple,
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i primetim taj par,
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college-aged, student-looking kids,
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decu koja su, rekao bih, studenti,
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a guy and a girl, and they're sitting next to each other,
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momak i devojka, sede jedno pored drugog,
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and she's got her leg draped over his knee,
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njena noga preko njegovog kolena,
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and they're doing -- they have this little contraption,
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i prave - imaju tu malu čudnu spravu
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and they're tying these knots,
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i vezuju čvorove,
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and they're doing it with one hand,
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rade jednom rukom,
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they're doing it left-handed and right-handed very quickly,
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desnom i levom rukom veoma brzo
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and then she'll hand the thing to him and he'll do it.
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zatim mu ona to dodaje i on to radi.
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I've never seen anything like this.
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Nikada nisam video nešto slično.
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It's almost like they're practicing magic tricks.
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Čini se kao da uvežbavaju magične trikove.
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And at the next stop, a guy gets on the car,
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I na sledećoj stanici, neki čovek ulazi u vagon,
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and he has this sort of visiting professor look to him.
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koji izgleda poput nekog profesora.
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He's got the overstuffed leather satchel
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Ima pretrpanu kožnu torbu,
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and the rectangular file case and a laptop bag
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pravougaonu fasciklu i torbu za laptop
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and the tweed jacket with the leather patches,
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i jaknu od tvida s kožnim zakrpama
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and — (Laughter) —
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i - (Smeh) -
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he looks at them, and then
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pogleda ih,
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in a blink of an eye, he kneels down in front of them,
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i u tren oka kleči ispred njih
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and he starts to say,
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i govori im:
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"You know, listen, here's how you can do it. Look,
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"Znate, slušajte, možete ovako da uradite.
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if you do this -- " and he takes the laces out of their hand,
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Pogledajte, ako uradite ovo -" i uzima im vezicu iz ruku
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and instantly, he starts tying these knots,
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i istog trenutka počinje da veže čvorove
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and even better than they were doing it, remarkably.
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čak bolje nego što su oni to radili, izvanredno.
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And it turns out they are medical students
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I ispostavi se da su to studenti medicine
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on their way to a lecture about the latest
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koji su upravo krenuli na predavanje o najnovijim
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suturing techniques, and he's the guy giving the lecture.
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tehnikama ušivanja, a on je upravo taj predavač.
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(Laughter)
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(Smeh)
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So he starts to tell them, and he's like,
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Dakle, počinje da im govori u stilu,
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"No, this is very important here. You know,
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"Ne, ovo ovde je veoma važno. Znate,
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when you're needing these knots,
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kad su vam potrebni čvorovi,
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it's going to be, you know, everything's
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biće, znate, sve će da se
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going to be happening at the same time, it's going to be --
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dešava istovremeno -
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you're going to have all this information coming at you,
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bićete zasuti s mnogo informacija,
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there's going to be organs getting in the way,
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smetaće vam organi,
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it's going to be slippery,
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biće klizavo
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and
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i
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it's just very important that you be able to do these
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veoma je važno da možete tada da ovo uradite bez obzira na sve,
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beyond second nature, each hand, left hand, right hand,
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s obe ruke, levom rukom, desnom rukom,
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you have to be able to do them without seeing your fingers."
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morate to da uradite bez gledanja u svoje prste."
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And at that moment, when I heard that,
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I u tom trenutku, kad sam to čuo,
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I just got catapulted out of the subway car into a night
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odjednom sam se zamislio van podzemne železnice, negde u noći,
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when I had been getting a ride in an ambulance
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kad su me vozili u ambulantnim kolima,
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from the sidewalk where I had been stabbed
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pokupivši me sa trotoara gde sam bio izboden,
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to the trauma room of St. Vincent's Hospital in Manhattan,
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i voze me u salu bolnice Svetog Vinsenta na Menhetnu.
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and what had happened was
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Desilo se da se pojavila
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a gang had come in from Brooklyn.
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banda iz Bruklina.
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As part of an initiation for three of their members,
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Čin inicijacije za trojicu članova bande
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they had to kill somebody,
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bio je da nekog ubiju,
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and I happened to be the guy walking down Bleecker Street
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i desilo se da sam ja bio taj koji je šetao Bliker ulicom
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that night,
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te noći
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and they jumped on me without a word.
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i zaskočili su me bez reči.
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One of the very lucky things,
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Jedna od srećnijih okolnosti je da sam,
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when I was at Notre Dame, I was on the boxing team,
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kada sam bio u Notr Damu, bio član bokserskog tima,
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so I put my hands up right away, instinctively.
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pa sam insinktivno istog trena podigao šake.
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The guy on the right had a knife with a 10-inch blade,
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Momak s desna je imao nož sa 25 cm dugom oštricom,
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and he went in under my elbow,
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zario ju je ispod mog lakta
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and it went up and cut my inferior vena cava.
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povukao na gore i presekao mi donju venu zaduženu za dotok krvi u srce.
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If you know anything about anatomy,
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Ako znate išta iz anatomije,
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that's not a good thing to get cut,
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to nije najbolji izbor za preseći
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and everything, of course, on the way up,
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i sve na gore, naravno,
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and then — I still had my hands up —
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i tada - još uvek su mi ruke bile podignute -
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he pulled it out and went for my neck,
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izvadio ga je i krenuo ka mom vratu,
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and sunk it in up to the hilt in my neck,
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i zario do balčaka.
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and I got one straight right punch
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Ja sam zamahnuo desnicom
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and knocked the middle guy out.
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i srušio srednjeg tipa.
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The other guy was still working on me,
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Drugi momak se još bavio mnome,
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collapsing my other lung,
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udarao drugo plućno krilo.
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and I managed to, by hitting that guy, to get a minute.
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Nakon što sam ga udario, uspeo sam da dobijem minut vremena.
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I ran down the street and collapsed,
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Potrčao sam niz ulicu i srušio se
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and the ambulance guys intubated me on the sidewalk
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i bolničari su me intubirali na trotoaru
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and let the trauma room know
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i pozvali salu da jave
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they had an incoming.
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da stiže pacijent.
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And one of the
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I jedan od
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side effects of having major massive blood loss
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efekata prilikom gubitka velike količine krvi
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is you get tunnel vision,
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je što imate polusvesna sećanja.
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so I remember being on the stretcher
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Sećam se da sam bio na nosilima
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and having a little nickel-sized cone of vision,
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i video kao kroz malu kupu,
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and I was moving my head around
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pomerao sam glavu.
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and we got to St. Vincent's,
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Stigli smo u Sveti Vinsent bolnicu,
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and we're racing down this hallway,
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jurimo niz hodnik,
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and I see the lights going,
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vidim svetla,
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and it's a peculiar effect of memories like that.
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i to je čudan efekat sećanja.
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They don't really go to the usual place that memories go.
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Ta sećanja nisu gde i ostala.
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They kind of have this vault where they're stored in high-def,
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Kao da imaju sef u kome su pohranjena u visokoj rezoluciji
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and George Lucas did all the sound effects. (Laughter)
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i Džordž Lukas im je sredio sve zvučne efekte. (Smeh)
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So sometimes, remembering them, it's like,
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Ponekad, sećajući se toga,
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it's not like any other kind of memories.
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kao da nije bilo kakvo sećanje.
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And I get into the trauma room,
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Ulazim u salu,
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and they're waiting for me, and the lights are there,
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čekaju me, svetla su upaljena,
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and I'd been able to breathe a little more now,
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mogao sam malo da dišem
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because the blood has left, had been filling up my lungs
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jer je krv, koja je ispunjavala moja pluća, nestala
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and I was having a very hard time breathing,
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i teško sam disao,
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but now it's kind of gone into the stretcher.
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a sada kao da je sve ostalo na nosilima.
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And I said, "Is there anything I can do to help?"
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I pitao sam: "Mogu li nekako da pomognem?"
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and — (Laughter) —
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i - (Smeh) -
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the nurse kind of had a hysterical laugh, and
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sestra se počela malo histerično smejati
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I'm turning my head trying to see everybody,
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i ja okrećem glavu pokušavajući da vidim sve,
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and I had this weird memory of being in college
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i setim se čudnog trenutka kad sam studirao
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and raising,
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i skupljao novac
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raising money for the flood victims of Bangladesh,
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za žrtve poplave u Bangladešu.
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and then I look over and my anesthesiologist
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Zatim pogledam s druge strane i moj anesteziolog
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is clamping the mask on me, and I think,
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stavlja masku na mene i, mislim,
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"He looks Bangladeshi," — (Laughter) —
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"Izgleda kao da je iz Bangladeša", - (Smeh) -
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and I just have those two facts, and I just think,
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i samo su mi te dve stvari bile u glavi, i samo sam mislio
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"This could work somehow." (Laughter)
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"Ovo bi nekako moglo da uspe." (Smeh)
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And then I go out, and
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Zatim sam zaspao,
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they work on me for the rest of the night,
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rade na meni ostatak noći,
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and I needed about 40 units of blood to keep me there
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i trebalo im je 40 jedinica krvi za mene
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while they did their work,
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dok su radili.
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and the surgeon took out about a third of my intestines,
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Hirurg je izvadio skoro trećinu mojih creva
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my cecum, organs I didn't know that I had,
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moje slepo crevo, organe koje nisam ni znao da imam,
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and he later told me one of the last things he did
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i posle mi je rekao da je, poslednja stvar koju je uradio
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while he was in there was to remove my appendix for me,
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dok sam bio otvoren, otklonio moj crvuljak
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which I thought was great, you know,
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i smatrao sam da je to odlično, znate,
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just a little tidy thing there at the end. (Laughter)
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jedna mala uredna stvar na kraju. (Smeh)
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And I came to in the morning.
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I došao sam sebi ujutro.
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Out of anesthetic, he had let them know
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Iz anestezije, rekao im je da ga obaveste jer
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that he wanted to be there, and he had given me
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je hteo da bude tamo i rekao mi je da imam
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about a two percent chance of living.
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dva posto šanse da preživim.
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So he was there when I woke up,
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Bio je prisutan kad sam se probudio,
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and it was, waking up was like
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i bilo je, buđenje je bilo kao
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breaking through the ice into a frozen lake of pain.
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probijanje leda u zamrznutom jezeru bola.
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It was that enveloping,
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Bilo je toliko okružujuće
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and there was only one spot that didn't hurt
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i samo jedna tačka nije bolela,
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worse than anything I'd ever felt,
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gore od svega što sam ikada osećao
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and it was my instep,
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i to je bio moj gornji deo tabana
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and he was holding the arch of my foot
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i držao je luk mog stopala
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and rubbing the instep with his thumb.
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i trljao gornji deo svojim palcem.
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And I looked up, and he's like,
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Pogledao sam ga, a on je rekao:
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"Good to see you,"
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"Drago mi je što te vidim",
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and I was trying to remember what had happened
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a ja sam pokušavao da se setim šta se desilo
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and trying to get my head around everything,
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i pokušao sve da shvatim,
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and the pain was just overwhelming, and he said,
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bol me je nadvladavala i rekao mi je:
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"You know, we didn't cut your hair. I thought
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"Znaš, nismo te šišali. Pomislio sam
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you might have gotten strength from your hair like Samson,
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da ti snaga dolazi iz kose, kao kod Samsona,
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and you're going to need all the strength you can get."
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a trebaće ti sva snaga koju imaš."
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And in those days, my hair was down to my waist,
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Tih dana, kosa mi je bila do struka,
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I drove a motorcycle, I was unmarried,
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vozio sam motor, nisam bio oženjen.
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I owned a bar, so those were different times. (Laughter)
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Imao sam kafić, dakle, to su bila druga vremena. (Smeh)
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But
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Međutim,
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I had three days of life support,
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bio sam tri dana na aparatima
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and everybody was expecting,
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i svi su očekivali,
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due to just the massive amount of what they had had to do
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s obzirom na masu stvari koje su morali da urade na meni,
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that I wasn't going to make it,
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da neću uspeti.
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so it was three days of
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Dakle, to su bila tri dana kada su čekali
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everybody was either waiting for me to die or poop,
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da ili umrem ili obavim nuždu
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and — (Laughter) —
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i - (Smeh)
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when I finally pooped, then that somehow,
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kada sam konačno obavio nuždu,
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surgically speaking, that's like you crossed some good line,
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hirurški rečeno, kao da sam prešao liniju
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and, um — (Laughter) —
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i - (Smeh)
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on that day, the surgeon came in
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tog dana je hirurg ušao
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and whipped the sheet off of me.
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i strgao pokrivač sa mene.
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He had three or four friends with him,
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S njim su bila trojica ili četvorica prijatelja,
09:20
and he does that, and they all look,
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a on je to uradio, oni su pogledali
09:22
and there was no infection,
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nije bilo infekcije,
09:24
and they bend over me and they're poking and prodding,
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nagnuli su se preko mene, pipkaju i gurkaju
09:27
and they're like, "There's no hematomas, blah blah,
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i kažu: "Nema hematoma, bla, bla,
09:29
look at the color," and they're talking amongst themselves
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pogledaj boju kože", i pričaju među sobom
09:32
and I'm, like, this restored automobile
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a ja sam kao popravljen automobil,
09:35
that he's just going, "Yeah, I did that." (Laughter)
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lekar govori: "Da, ja sam uradio to." (Smeh)
09:38
And it was just,
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To je bilo neverovatno,
09:41
it was amazing, because these guys are high-fiving him
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jer su mu čestitali
09:44
over how good I turned out, you know? (Laughter)
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zbog mog stanja, znate? (Smeh)
09:46
And it's my zipper, and I've still got the staples in
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To je moj rajsferšlus i još uvek imam konce unutra
09:50
and everything.
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i sve.
09:51
And
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I,
09:53
later on, when I got out
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kasnije, kad sam izašao,
09:56
and the flashbacks and the
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i sećanja i noćne more
10:02
nightmares were giving me a hard time,
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počele,
10:06
I went back to him
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otišao sam kod njega
10:08
and I was sort of asking him,
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i upitao ga,
10:12
you know, what am I gonna do?
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znate, šta da radim?
10:14
And I think, kind of, as a surgeon, he basically said,
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I mislim da je, kao hirurg, samo rekao:
10:19
"Kid, I saved your life.
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"Momče, spasao sam ti život.
10:20
Like, now you can do whatever you want, like,
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U smislu, sad možeš da radiš šta hoćeš,
10:23
you gotta get on with that.
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moraš da živiš s tim.
10:25
It's like I gave you a new car
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Kao da sam ti dao novi auto,
10:26
and you're complaining about not finding parking.
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a ti se žališ kako nema parking mesta.
10:29
Like, just, go out, and, you know, do your best.
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Izađi i daj sve od sebe.
10:32
But you're alive. That's what it's about."
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Živ si. To je ono što je važno."
10:37
And then I hear, "Bing-bong," and the subway doors
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I onda sam čuo, "Bing- bong" i vrata podzemne železnice
10:43
are closing, and my stop is next, and I look at these kids,
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su se zatvarala i moja stanica je sledeća, pogledao sam tu decu,
10:49
and I go, I think to myself,
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i pomislio,
10:51
"I'm going to lift my shirt up
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"Podići ću majicu
10:53
and show them," — (Laughter) —
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i pokazaću im" - (Smeh)
10:54
and then I think, "No, this is the New York City subway,
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i zatim pomislih: "Ne, ovo je podzemna železnica Njujorka,
10:56
that's going to lead to other things." (Laughter)
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to će značiti neke druge stvari." (Smeh)
11:00
And so I just think, they got their lecture to go to.
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I samo pomislih, moraju na predavanje.
11:04
I step off, I'm standing on the platform,
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Iskoračio sam, stojim na peronu,
11:08
and I feel my index finger
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i osetim svoj kažiprst
11:11
in
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kako dodiruje
11:13
the first scar that I ever got,
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moj prvi ožiljak u životu,
11:17
from my umbilical cord,
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od moje pupčane vrpce,
11:20
and then around that, is traced
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i oko toga je
11:23
the last scar that I got
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poslednji ožiljak koji imam
11:26
from my surgeon,
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s operacije
11:28
and I think that, that chance encounter
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i mislim da me je taj slučajni susret
11:33
with those kids on the street with their knives
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sa tom decom na ulici s noževima,
11:37
led me
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vodio do
11:40
to my surgical team,
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mog hirurškog tima,
11:43
and their training
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a njihova praksa,
11:47
and their skill
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veština,
11:49
and, always, a little bit of luck
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i uvek pomalo sreće
11:52
pushed back against chaos.
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bili su nasuprot haosa.
11:55
Thank you. (Applause)
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Hvala. (Aplauz)
11:59
(Applause)
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(Aplauz)
12:08
Thank you. Very lucky to be here. Thank you. (Applause)
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Hvala lepo. Veoma sam srećan što sam ovde. Hvala vam. (Aplauz)
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