Vincent Cochetel: I was held hostage for 317 days. Here's what I thought about…

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Translator: Doris Kos Reviewer: Nika Kotnik
00:13
I cannot forget them.
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Ne morem jih pozabiti.
00:15
Their names were Aslan, Alik, Andrei,
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Ime jim je bilo Aslan, Alik, Andrei,
00:20
Fernanda, Fred, Galina, Gunnhild,
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Fernanda, Fred, Galina, Gunnhild,
00:25
Hans, Ingeborg, Matti, Natalya,
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Hans, Ingeborg, Matti, Natalya,
00:30
Nancy, Sheryl, Usman, Zarema,
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Nancy, Sheryl, Usman, Zarema,
00:35
and the list is longer.
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a seznam je mnogo daljši.
00:38
For many, their existence, their humanity,
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Za mnoge je njihov obstoj, njihova človečnost
00:41
has been reduced to statistics,
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postal samo statistika
00:45
coldly recorded as "security incidents."
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in se ga bomo hladnokrvno spominjali kot "varnostni incident".
00:49
For me, they were colleagues
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Zame so bili kolegi,
00:51
belonging to that community of humanitarian aid workers
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ki so pripadali skupnosti humanitarnih delavcev,
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that tried to bring a bit of comfort
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ki so poskušali vsaj malo olajšati trpljenje
00:57
to the victims of the wars in Chechnya in the '90s.
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žrtvam vojn v Čečeniji v 90ih.
01:01
They were nurses, logisticians, shelter experts,
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Bili so medicinci, logisti, izvedenci za zavetišča,
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paralegals, interpreters.
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pravniki, tolmači.
01:08
And for this service, they were murdered,
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In zaradi te službe so bili umorjeni,
01:13
their families torn apart,
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njihove družine uničene,
01:15
and their story largely forgotten.
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njihova zgodba pa v večini pozabljena.
01:18
No one was ever sentenced for these crimes.
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Obsojenih za te zločine ni bilo.
01:22
I cannot forget them.
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Ne morem jih pozabiti.
01:25
They live in me somehow,
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Nekako živijo v meni,
01:27
their memories giving me meaning every day.
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njihovi spomini pa vsakemu dnevu dajo pomen.
01:30
But they are also haunting the dark street of my mind.
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A me v mislih hkrati preganjajo.
01:34
As humanitarian aid workers,
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Kot humanitarni delavci
01:36
they made the choice to be at the side of the victim,
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so se odločili biti na strani žrtev,
01:40
to provide some assistance, some comfort, some protection,
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da jim bodo nudili pomoč, tolažbo, zaščito,
01:44
but when they needed protection themselves,
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a ko so jo potrebovali sami,
01:47
it wasn't there.
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le-te ni bilo.
01:49
When you see the headlines of your newspaper these days
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Dandanes videvamo naslovnice v časopisih
01:52
with the war in Iraq or in Syria --
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vojna v Iraku ali v Siriji --
01:55
aid worker abducted, hostage executed --
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humanitarni delavec ugrabljen, talec umorjen --
02:00
but who were they?
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ampak, kdo so to bili?
02:02
Why were they there?
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Zakaj so bili tam?
02:04
What motivated them?
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Kaj jih je motiviralo?
02:06
How did we become so indifferent to these crimes?
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Kako smo lahko postali tako brezbrižni do takih zločinov?
02:09
This is why I am here today with you.
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Zato sem danes z vami.
02:13
We need to find better ways to remember them.
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Najti moramo boljši način, da se jih spomnimo.
02:16
We also need to explain the key values to which they dedicated their lives.
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Prav tako moramo pojasniti vrednote, ki so jim posvetili svoje življenje.
02:22
We also need to demand justice.
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In zahtevati moramo pravico.
02:28
When in '96 I was sent
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Ko me je leta '96
02:29
by the United Nations High Commissioner for Refugees to the North Caucasus,
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visoki komisariat Združenih narodov za begunce poslal na Severni Kavkaz
02:33
I knew some of the risks.
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sem se zavedal tveganj.
02:35
Five colleagues had been killed,
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Pet mrtvih kolegov,
02:37
three had been seriously injured,
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trije hudo poškodovani,
02:39
seven had already been taken hostage.
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sedem jih je bilo ugrabljenih.
02:42
So we were careful.
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Zato smo bili tudi mi previdni.
02:44
We were using armored vehicles, decoy cars,
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Vozili smo se v oboroženih vozilih, uporabljali avte za vabo,
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changing patterns of travel, changing homes,
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spreminjali poti potovanj, se selili,
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all sorts of security measures.
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nešteto varnostnih ukrepov.
02:55
Yet on a cold winter night of January '98, it was my turn.
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A sem kljub vsemu, na mrzlo zimsko noč, januarja '98, prišel na vrsto.
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When I entered my flat in Vladikavkaz with a guard,
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Ko sem skupaj s stražarjem vstopil v svoje stanovanje v Vladikavkazu,
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we were surrounded by armed men.
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sva bila obkrožena z oboroženimi možmi.
03:08
They took the guard, they put him on the floor,
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Stražarja so zagrabili, ga položili na tla,
03:10
they beat him up in front of me,
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ga pretepli vpričo mene,
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tied him, dragged him away.
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ga zavezali in odvlekli stran.
03:17
I was handcuffed, blindfolded, and forced to kneel,
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Mene so vklenili, mi zavezali oči in me prisilili, da pokleknem,
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as the silencer of a gun pressed against my neck.
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medtem, ko so mi ob glavo tiščali dušilec pištole.
03:26
When it happens to you,
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Ko se ti to zgodi,
03:27
there is no time for thinking, no time for praying.
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ni časa za razmislek, ni časa za molitev.
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My brain went on automatic,
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Možgani so začeli delati samodejno,
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rewinding quickly the life I'd just left behind.
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hitro predvajali življenje, ki sem ga pustil za seboj.
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It took me long minutes to figure out
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Dolge minute so minile, preden sem ugotovil,
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that those masked men there were not there to kill me,
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da ti zamaskirani možje niso tam, da me ubijejo,
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but that someone, somewhere, had ordered my kidnapping.
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a da je nekdo, nekje, naročil, da me ugrabijo.
03:50
Then a process of dehumanization started that day.
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In začel se je proces dehumanizacije.
03:54
I was no more than just a commodity.
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Bil sem samo blago.
04:01
I normally don't talk about this,
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Načeloma o tem ne govorim,
04:03
but I'd like to share a bit with you some of those 317 days of captivity.
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a bi z vami rad delil del tistih 317 dni v ujetništvu.
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I was kept in an underground cellar,
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Zaprt sem bil v podzemni kleti,
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total darkness,
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popolna tema,
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for 23 hours and 45 minutes every day,
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23 ur in 45 minut vsak dan
04:17
and then the guards would come, normally two.
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dokler nista prišla stražarja. Ponavadi sta bila dva.
04:20
They would bring a big piece of bread,
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Prinesla sta velik kos kruha,
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a bowl of soup, and a candle.
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skledo juhe in svečo.
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That candle would burn for 15 minutes,
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Sveča je gorela 15 minut,
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15 minutes of precious light,
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15 dragocenih minut svetlobe,
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and then they would take it away, and I returned to darkness.
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nato sta jo vzela in vrnil sem se v temo.
04:41
I was chained by a metal cable to my bed.
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Z verigo sem bil privezan k postelji,
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I could do only four small steps.
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naredil sem lahko le štiri male korake.
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I always dreamt of the fifth one.
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Vedno pa sem sanjal o petem.
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And no TV, no radio, no newspaper, no one to talk to.
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Nisem imel televizije, radia, niti časopisa ali koga za pogovor.
04:56
I had no towel, no soap, no toilet paper,
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Nisem imel niti brisače, mila, wc papirja,
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just two metal buckets open, one for water, for one waste.
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samo 2 odprti vedri, enega za vodo, enega za odpadke.
05:09
Can you imagine that mock execution can be a pastime for guards
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Si lahko mislite, da je podoživljanje usmrtitev kratkočasenje za stražarje,
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when they are sadistic or when they are just bored or drunk?
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ko uživajo v prizadejanju bolečine ali so preprosto zdolgočaseni ali pijani?
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We are breaking my nerves very slowly.
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Počasi sem izgubljal živce.
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Isolation and darkness are particularly difficult to describe.
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Izoliranost in temo je težko opisati.
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How do you describe nothing?
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Kako opišeš 'nič'?
05:31
There are no words for the depths of loneliness I reached
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Ni besed s katerimi bi opisal globino samote, ki sem jo dosegel
05:34
in that very thin border between sanity and madness.
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v tisti tanki meji med razumom in norostjo.
05:42
In the darkness, sometimes I played imaginary games of checkers.
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V temi sem včasih igral namišljeno igro dame.
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I would start with the black,
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Začel bi s črnim,
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play with the white,
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nadaljeval z belim,
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back to the black trying to trick the other side.
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se vrnil k črnemu in poskušal prelisičiti nasprotnika.
05:55
I don't play checkers anymore.
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Dame sedaj ne igram več.
05:58
I was tormented by the thoughts of my family and my colleague, the guard, Edik.
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Preganjale so me misli o moji družini in kolegu, mojemu stražarju Ediku.
06:05
I didn't know what had happened to him.
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Nisem vedel kaj se je z njim zgodilo.
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I was trying not to think,
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Medtem, ko sem poskušal ne razmišljati,
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I tried to fill up my time
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sem skušal zapolniti svoj čas
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by doing all sorts of physical exercise on the spot.
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z različnimi vadbami kar tam, na mestu.
06:15
I tried to pray, I tried all sorts of memorization games.
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Poskušal sem moliti, preizkusil sem tudi igre za izboljšanje spomina.
06:21
But darkness also creates images and thoughts that are not normal.
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A tema v tebi ustvari podobe in misli, ki niso običajne.
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One part of your brain wants you to resist, to shout, to cry,
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Del tvojih možganov se želi upreti, zakričati, jokati,
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and the other part of the brain orders you to shut up
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medtem ko ti drugi del ukazuje, da utihneš
06:35
and just go through it.
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in narediš kot ti je rečeno.
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It's a constant internal debate; there is no one to arbitrate.
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Gre za neprekinjeno notranjo debato, kjer ni nikogar, ki bi razsodil.
06:43
Once a guard came to me, very aggressively, and he told me,
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Nekoč je stražar prišel do mene, dokaj napadalno, in mi povedal:
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"Today you're going to kneel and beg for your food."
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"Danes boš pokleknil in prosil za svojo hrano."
06:52
I wasn't in a good mood, so I insulted him.
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Nisem bil prav dobre volje, zato sem ga užalil.
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I insulted his mother, I insulted his ancestors.
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Užalil sem njegovo mati, njegove prednike.
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The consequence was moderate: he threw the food into my waste.
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Posledice so bile mile: vrgel je hrano med moje odpadke.
07:03
The day after he came back with the same demand.
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Naslednji dan se je vrnil in zahteval isto.
07:06
He got the same answer,
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Dobil je isti odgovor,
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which had the same consequence.
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ki pa je imel iste posledice.
07:13
Four days later, the body was full of pain.
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Štiri dni kasneje je bilo moje telo v bolečinah.
07:17
I didn't know hunger hurt so much when you have so little.
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Nisem vedel, da lakota boli tako močno, ko imaš tako malo.
07:21
So when the guards came down,
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Ko so se torej stražarji vrnili,
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I knelt.
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sem pokleknil.
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I begged for my food.
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Moledoval sem za svojo hrano.
07:34
Submission was the only way for me to make it to another candle.
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Podreditev je bila zame edini način, da se prebijem do naslednje sveče.
07:41
After my kidnapping,
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Po tem, ko so me ugrabili,
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I was transferred from North Ossetia to Chechnya,
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so me iz Severne Osetije premestili v Čečenijo,
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three days of slow travel in the trunks of different cars,
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tri dni sem potoval v počasnih avtomobilih in različnih prtljažnikih
07:50
and upon arrival, I was interrogated
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in ko smo prispeli na cilj me je
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for 11 days by a guy called Ruslan.
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11 dni zasliševal moški po imenu Ruslan.
07:56
The routine was always the same:
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Rutina je bila vedno ista:
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a bit more light, 45 minutes.
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malo več svetlobe, 45 minut.
08:00
He would come down to the cellar,
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Prišel je v klet,
08:02
he would ask the guards to tie me on the chair,
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stražarjem rekel naj me privežejo na stol,
08:05
and he would turn on the music loud.
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ter pojačal zvok glasbe.
08:08
And then he would yell questions.
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Potem je vpil vprašanja.
08:11
He would scream. He would beat me.
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Kričal je. Me pretepal.
08:14
I'll spare you the details.
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Prihranil vam bom podrobnosti.
08:16
There are many questions I could not understand,
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Ogromno vprašanj nisem niti razumel
08:18
and there are some questions I did not want to understand.
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in nekaj jih je bilo takih, ki jih niti nisem hotel.
08:24
The length of the interrogation was the duration of the tape:
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Dolžina zaslišanja je bila dolžina posnetkov:
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15 songs, 45 minutes.
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15 pesmi, 45 minut.
08:31
I would always long for the last song.
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Vedno sem hrepenel po zadnji.
08:34
On one day, one night in that cellar, I don't know what it was,
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Eno noč v tisti kleti, ne vem točno kaj se je dogajalo,
08:38
I heard a child crying above my head,
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sem nad seboj slišal otroški jok,
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a boy, maybe two or three years old.
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fantek, 2, mogoče 3 leta star.
08:44
Footsteps, confusion, people running.
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Koraki, zmeda, tekajoči ljudje.
08:48
So when Ruslan came the day after,
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In ko je Ruslan prišel naslednji dan,
08:51
before he put the first question to me,
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preden mi je postavil prvo vprašanje,
08:54
I asked him, "How is your son today? Is he feeling better?"
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sem ga vprašal: "Kako je kaj tvoj sin? Se počuti bolje?"
08:57
Ruslan was taken by surprise.
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Ruslana sem s tem presenetil.
09:00
He was furious that the guards may have leaked some details
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Besen je mislil, da so stražarji izdali podrobnosti
09:03
about his private life.
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njegovega privatnega življenja.
09:06
I kept talking about NGOs supplying medicines to local clinics
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Razlagal sem mu o NVO-jih, ki so dobavljali zdravila lokalnim klinikam,
09:10
that may help his son to get better.
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ki bi lahko pomagala njegovemu sinu.
09:13
And we talked about education, we talked about families.
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In pogovarjala sva se o izobrazbi, o družinah.
09:17
He talked to me about his children.
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Povedal mi je o svojih otrocih.
09:19
I talked to him about my daughters.
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Povedal sem mu o mojih hčerah.
09:21
And then he'd talk about guns, about cars, about women,
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In nato je govoril o orožju, avtomobilih, o ženskah,
09:25
and I had to talk about guns, about cars, about women.
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in tudi jaz sem moral govoriti o orožju, avtomobilih, o ženskah.
09:29
And we talked until the last song on the tape.
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In pogovarjala sva se do konca zadnjega posnetka.
09:33
Ruslan was the most brutal man I ever met.
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Ruslan je bil najbolj brutalen moški, ki sem ga kdajkoli spoznal.
09:38
He did not touch me anymore.
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Nikoli več se me ni dotaknil.
09:42
He did not ask any other questions.
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Ni mi več postavljal vprašanj.
09:44
I was no longer just a commodity.
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Nisem bil več le blago.
09:48
Two days after, I was transferred to another place.
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Dva dni kasneje sem bil ponovno premeščen.
09:53
There, a guard came to me, very close -- it was quite unusual --
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Na lokaciji je do mene pristopil stražar, kar je bilo dokaj neobičajno,
09:58
and he said with a very soft voice, he said,
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in mi rekel, z zelo tihim glasom:
10:02
"I'd like to thank you
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"Rad bi se ti zahvalil
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for the assistance your organization provided my family
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za pomoč, ki jo je tvoja organizacija nudila moji družini,
10:08
when we were displaced in nearby Dagestan."
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ko smo bili priseljeni v bližnji Dagestan.
10:14
What could I possibly reply?
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Kako bi sploh lahko odgovoril?
10:17
It was so painful. It was like a blade in the belly.
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Bilo je tako boleče. Bilo je kot rezilo v trebuh.
10:22
It took me weeks of internal thinking to try to reconcile
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Vzelo mi je več tednov samorazmišljanja, da sem ugotovil
10:26
the good reasons we had to assist that family
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tiste dobre razloge, ki smo jih imeli, da smo pomagali tisti družini
10:29
and the soldier of fortune he became.
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in vojaku usode, ki je postal.
10:32
He was young, he was shy.
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Bil je mlad, sramežljiv.
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I never saw his face.
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Nikoli nisem videl njegovega obraza.
10:36
He probably meant well.
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Gotovo je mislil samo dobro.
10:39
But in those 15 seconds,
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A v tistih 15ih sekundah
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he made me question everything we did,
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je v meni vzbudil dvom za vsako stvar, ki smo jo storili,
10:45
all the sacrifices.
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za vse žrtve.
10:47
He made me think also how they see us.
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Zaradi njega sem se vprašal tudi, kako oni vidijo nas.
10:51
Until then, I had assumed that they know why we are there
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Do takrat sem predvideval, da vedo zakaj smo tam
10:54
and what we are doing.
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in kaj počnemo.
10:56
One cannot assume this.
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Nihče tega ne sme predvidevati.
10:59
Well, explaining why we do this is not that easy,
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Sicer tudi razložiti tega ni preprosto,
11:04
even to our closest relatives.
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tudi našim najbližjim ne.
11:07
We are not perfect, we are not superior,
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Nismo popolni, nismo nad drugimi,
11:10
we are not the world's fire brigade,
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nismo najboljši gasilci na svetu,
11:12
we are not superheroes,
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niti superjunaki,
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we don't stop wars,
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ne zaustavljamo vojn
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we know that humanitarian response is not a substitute for political solution.
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in vemo, da humanitarnost ni nadomestilo za politično rešitev.
11:22
Yet we do this because one life matters.
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A to počnemo, ker je tudi samo eno življenje pomembno.
11:26
Sometimes that's the only difference you make --
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Včasih je to tudi vse, kar lahko storiš --
11:28
one individual, one family, a small group of individuals --
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ena oseba, ena družina, manjša skupina ljudi --
11:32
and it matters.
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in tudi to šteje.
11:34
When you have a tsunami, an earthquake or a typhoon,
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Ko udarijo cunami, potres ali orkan,
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you see teams of rescuers coming from all over the world,
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opazujemo skupine reševalcev, ki prihajajo z vsega sveta
11:41
searching for survivors for weeks.
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in preživele iščejo tudi po več tednov.
11:44
Why? Nobody questions this.
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Zakaj? Takrat se tega nihče ne vpraša.
11:46
Every life matters,
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Vsako življenje je pomembno
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or every life should matter.
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oziroma bi moralo biti.
11:53
This is the same for us when we help refugees,
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Enako velja za nas, ko pomagamo beguncem,
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people displaced within their country by conflict, or stateless persons,
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ljudje preseljeni zaradi spopadov, ali tisti brez države
12:01
I know many people,
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poznam ogromno ljudi,
12:03
when they are confronted by overwhelming suffering,
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ko se soočajo s hudim trpljenjem
12:06
they feel powerless and they stop there.
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se počutijo nemočne in ne storijo ničesar.
12:10
It's a pity, because there are so many ways people can help.
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Škoda je, sploh ker obstaja toliko možnosti, s katerimi bi lahko pomagali.
12:14
We don't stop with that feeling.
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Mi se ne ustavimo, če to občutimo.
12:16
We try to do whatever we can to provide some assistance,
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Ponudimo vse kar lahko, pomoč,
12:18
some protection, some comfort.
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zaščito, tolažbo.
12:21
We have to.
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Moramo.
12:23
We can't do otherwise.
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Ne znamo drugače.
12:24
It's what makes us feel, I don't know, simply human.
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Zaradi tega se počutimo, ne vem, kot ljudje.
12:30
That's a picture of me the day of my release.
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To je moja slika na dan, ko so me izpustili.
12:34
Months after my release, I met the then-French prime minister.
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Mesece po mojem izpustu sem spoznal Francoskega premierja.
12:38
The second thing he told me:
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Druga stvar, ki mi jo je rekel je bila:
12:40
"You were totally irresponsible to go to the North Caucasus.
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"Neodgovorno in nepremišljeno si šel na Severni kavkaz.
12:44
You don't know how many problems you've created for us."
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Sploh ne veš, koliko problemov si nam povzročil."
12:50
It was a short meeting.
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Bilo je kratko srečanje.
12:51
(Laughter)
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(smeh)
12:54
I think helping people in danger is responsible.
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Pomagati ogroženim je odgovorno.
12:59
In that war, that nobody seriously wanted to stop,
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V taki vojni, ki je v resnici nihče noče zares ustaviti,
13:03
and we have many of these today,
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pa imamo takih dandanes ogromno,
13:06
bringing some assistance to people in need and a bit of protection
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je nuditi pomoč in zaščito ogroženim ljudem
13:10
was not just an act of humanity,
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ne samo odraz človeštva,
13:12
it was making a real difference for the people.
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je tudi ustvarjanje sprememb za ljudi.
13:15
Why could he not understand this?
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Zakaj tega ni mogel razumeti?
13:18
We have a responsibility to try.
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Nosimo odgovornost, da vsaj poskusimo.
13:20
You've heard about that concept: Responsibility to Protect.
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Saj veste: odgovornost, da zaščitimo.
13:24
Outcomes may depend on various parameters.
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Rezultati so odvisni od različnih dejavnikov.
13:28
We may even fail, but there is worse than failing --
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Lahko nam tudi spodleti, a obstaja še kaj hujšega kot to --
13:32
it's not even trying when we can.
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to, da niti ne poskusimo, ko bi lahko.
13:36
Well, if you are met this way, if you sign up for this sort of job,
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Res je, če se s tem srečaš, če se prijaviš za tako službo,
13:40
your life is going to be full of joy and sadness,
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bo tvoje življenje polno veselja in žalosti,
13:44
because there are a lot of people we cannot help,
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ker je ogromno ljudi, ki jim ne moremo pomagati,
13:47
a lot of people we cannot protect, a lot of people we did not save.
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ogromno, ki jih ne moremo zaščititi in jih nismo rešili.
13:51
I call them my ghost,
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Rečem jim kar 'moji duhovi';
13:53
and by having witnessed their suffering from close,
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in ko si priča njihovemu trpljenju,
13:56
you take a bit of that suffering on yourself.
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del tega trpljenja prevzameš nase.
14:01
Many young humanitarian workers
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Mnogo mladih humanitarnih delavcev
14:03
go through their first experience with a lot of bitterness.
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svojo prvo izkušnjo doživi z občutkom grenkobe.
14:06
They are thrown into situations where they are witness,
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Vrženi so v situacije, kjer so samo priče,
14:09
but they are powerless to bring any change.
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a so nemočni, da bi karkoli spremenili.
14:13
They have to learn to accept it
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Morajo se naučiti to sprejeti
14:15
and gradually turn this into positive energy.
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in to postopoma spremeniti v pozitivno energijo.
14:18
It's difficult.
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Težko je.
14:20
Many don't succeed,
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Mnogim ne uspe,
14:22
but for those who do, there is no other job like this.
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a za tiste, ki jim, ni boljše službe kot je ta.
14:26
You can see the difference you make every day.
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Dejansko vidiš spremembo, ki jo narediš vsak dan.
14:31
Humanitarian aid workers know the risk they are taking
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Humanitarni delavci se zavedajo tveganj
14:34
in conflict areas or in post-conflict environments,
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v vojnih območjih ali povojnem okolju,
14:39
yet our life, our job, is becoming increasingly life-threatening,
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a naša življenja, naše službe, so vedno bolj ogrožene
14:46
and the sanctity of our life is fading.
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in svetost naših življenj izginja.
14:51
Do you know that since the millennium,
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Ali veste, da se je po prelomu tisočletja
14:54
the number of attacks on humanitarian aid workers has tripled?
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število napadov na nas potrojilo?
14:59
2013 broke new records:
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2013 je podrlo rekord:
15:03
155 colleagues killed,
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155 kolegov ubitih,
15:06
171 seriously wounded,
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171 huje poškodovanih,
15:09
134 abducted.
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134 ugrabljenih.
15:13
So many broken lives.
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Toliko uničenih življenj.
15:17
Until the beginning of the civil war in Somalia in the late '80s,
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Do začetka državljanske vojne v Somaliji konec 80ih let
15:22
humanitarian aid workers were sometimes victims
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so bili humanitarni delavci včasih žrtve
15:26
of what we call collateral damages,
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nečesa, čemur pravimo nenamerna škoda,
15:28
but by and large we were not the target of these attacks.
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a nikoli nismo bili tarče napadov.
15:32
This has changed.
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To se je sedaj spremenilo.
15:33
Look at this picture.
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Poglejte si to sliko.
15:35
Baghdad, August 2003:
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Bagdad, avgusta 2003:
15:37
24 colleagues were killed.
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24 kolegov je bil ubitih.
15:40
Gone are the days when a U.N. blue flag or a Red Cross
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Minili so časi, ko sta nas modra zastava ZN in zastava Rdečega Križa
15:44
would automatically protect us.
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avtomatsko ščitili.
15:47
Criminal groups and some political groups
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Kriminalne in politične skupine
15:51
have cross-fertilized over the last 20 years,
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so se med seboj združile v zadnjih 20ih letih
15:54
and they've created these sort of hybrids
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in ustvarile neke vrste hibridov,
15:57
with whom we have no way of communicating.
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s katerimi nimamo možnosti komunicirati.
16:00
Humanitarian principles are tested, questioned, and often ignored,
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Humanitarna načela so na preizkušnji, pod vprašajem in pogosto ignorirana,
16:05
but perhaps more importantly, we have abandoned the search for justice.
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bolj pomembno kot to pa je, da smo opustili iskanje pravice.
16:10
There seems to be no consequence whatsoever
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Izgleda, kot da ni nobenih posledic, kakršnihkoli,
16:13
for attacks against humanitarian aid workers.
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za napade na humanitarne delavce.
16:16
After my release, I was told not to seek any form of justice.
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Po mojem izpustu so mi svetovali naj ne iščem pravice.
16:21
It won't do you any good, that's what I was told.
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"Nič ti ne bo koristilo," so mi rekli.
16:24
Plus, you're going to put in danger the life of other colleagues.
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"Istočasno pa boš ogrozil še življenja ostalih kolegov."
16:29
It took me years to see the sentencing
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Precej let je minilo, preden sem doživel obtožbo
16:32
of three people associated with my kidnapping,
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treh ljudi, ki so bili povezani z mojo ugrabitvijo,
16:37
but this was the exception.
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pa še to je bila izjema.
16:39
There was no justice for any of the humanitarian aid workers
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Za humanitarne delavce,
16:44
killed or abducted in Chechnya between '95 and '99,
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ki so bili ubiti ali ugrabljeni v Čečeniji med letoma '95 in '99 ni bilo pravice,
16:48
and it's the same all over the world.
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a je tako povsod po svetu.
16:52
This is unacceptable.
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To je nesprejemljivo.
16:54
This is inexcusable.
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Neopravičljivo.
16:56
Attacks on humanitarian aid workers are war crimes in international law.
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Napadi na humanitarne delavce so so vojni zločini po mednarodnem pravu.
17:01
Those crimes should not go unpunished.
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Ti zločini ne bi smeli ostati nekaznovani.
17:04
We must end this cycle of impunity.
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Zaključiti moramo ta krog nekaznovanja.
17:06
We must consider that those attacks against humanitarian aid workers
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Zavedati se moramo, da so napadi na humanitarne delavce
17:10
are attacks against humanity itself.
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napadi na celotno človeštvo.
17:14
That makes me furious.
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To me resnično razburi.
17:18
I know I'm very lucky compared to the refugees I work for.
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Vem, da imam večjo srečo v primerjavi z begunci za katere delam.
17:24
I don't know what it is to have seen my whole town destroyed.
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Ne vem, kako je videti, kako ti uničijo celotno mesto.
17:28
I don't know what it is to have seen my relatives shot in front of me.
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Niti ne vem, kako je, ko si priča uboju svojih sorodnikov.
17:32
I don't know what it is to lose the protection of my country.
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Ali kako je, ko izgubiš zaščito svoje države.
17:36
I also know that I'm very lucky compared to other hostages.
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Prav tako se zavedam, da imam srečo, v primerjavi z ostalimi talci.
17:40
Four days before my eventful release, four hostages were beheaded
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4 dni preden so me izpustili, so 4 talce obglavili
17:46
a few miles away from where I was kept in captivity.
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nekaj kilometrov stran od tam, kjer sem bil ujet.
17:50
Why them?
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Zakaj oni?
17:52
Why am I here today?
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Zakaj sem jaz danes tu?
17:56
No easy answer.
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Ni preprostega odgovora.
18:00
I was received with a lot of support that I got from my relatives,
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Doma so me sprejeli z ogromno razumevanja in podpore, tako sorodniki
18:04
from colleagues, from friends, from people I didn't know.
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kot kolegi, prijatelji, ljudje, ki jih nisem poznal.
18:07
They have helped me over the years to come out of the darkness.
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Vsa ta leta so mi pomagali, da sem prišel iz teme.
18:12
Not everyone was treated with the same attention.
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A vseh niso sprejeli tako.
18:16
How many of my colleagues, after a traumatic incident,
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Koliko mojih kolegov si je, po tako travmatičnem dogodku,
18:19
took their own life?
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vzelo življenje?
18:23
I can count nine that I knew personally.
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9 sem jih poznal osebno.
18:26
How many of my colleagues went through a difficult divorce
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Koliko mojih kolegov se je soočilo s težko ločitvijo
18:30
after a traumatic experience
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po tej travmatični izkušnji,
18:33
because they could not explain anything anymore to their spouse?
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ker možu ali ženi niso mogli ničesar več razložiti?
18:38
I've lost that count.
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Prenehal sem šteti.
18:40
There is a price for this type of life.
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Tak način življenja terja svojo ceno.
18:44
In Russia, all war monuments have this beautiful inscription at the top.
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V Rusiji imajo vsi vojni spomeniki na sebi zelo lep napis.
18:48
It says, (In Russian)
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Na njih piše (v ruščini)
18:52
"No one is forgotten, nothing is forgotten."
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"Nihče ni pozabljen, nič ni pozabljeno."
18:57
I do not forget my lost colleagues.
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Tudi jaz ne pozabim svojih kolegov.
19:00
I cannot forget anything.
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Ne morem pozabiti ničesar.
19:02
I call on you to remember their dedication
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Pozivam vas, da se spomnite njihove predanosti
19:06
and demand that humanitarian aid workers around the world
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in zahtevate, da bodo humanitarni delavci po svetu
19:09
be better protected.
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bolj zaščiteni.
19:12
We should not let that light of hope they have brought to be switched off.
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Ne bi smeli dovoliti, da ugasne lučka upanja, ki so jo prižgali.
19:17
After my ordeal, a lot of colleagues asked me, "But why do you continue?
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Po moji preizkušnji me je mnogo kolegov vprašalo: "A zakaj nadaljuješ?
19:22
Why do you do this sort of job?
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Zakaj opravljaš to službo?
19:24
Why do you have to go back to it?"
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Zakaj se moraš vrniti nazaj k temu?"
19:27
My answer was very simple:
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Moj odgovor je bil preprost:
19:30
If I had quit,
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Če bi odnehal
19:32
that would have meant my kidnapper had won.
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bi pomenilo, da je moj ugrabitelj zmagal.
19:36
They would have taken my soul
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Vzeli bi mi dušo
19:38
and my humanity.
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in človeštvo.
19:41
Thank you.
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Hvala vam.
19:43
(Applause)
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