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Translator: Joseph Geni
Reviewer: Camille Martínez
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翻译人员: chunhua zhang
校对人员: Jack Zhang
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I recently read about
what the young generation of workers want
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我最近读了《哈佛商业评论》上关于
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in Harvard Business Review.
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年轻一代工人的需求的文章。
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One thing that stuck out to me
was: don't just talk about impact,
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有一件事给我留下了深刻的印象:
不要只谈论影响
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but make an impact.
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而是要制造影响。
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I'm a little bit older than you,
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我比你们要大一点
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maybe much older than you,
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也许要大很多。
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but this is exactly the same goal
that I had when I was in college.
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但是在我上大学的时候
也是有着这同样的目标,
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I wanted to make my own impact
for those who live under injustice;
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我想要为那些受到不公正待遇的人发声。
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it's the reason that I became
a documentary journalist,
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这是我为什么
成为一个纪录片记者,
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the reason I became
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也是我在朝鲜
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a prisoner in North Korea for 140 days.
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坐了140天牢的原因。
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It was March 17, 2009.
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那是2009年3月17日,
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It is St. Patrick's Day for all of you,
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对你们来说那天是圣帕特里克节,
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but it was the day
that turned my life upside down.
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但也是让我的生活天翻地覆的一天。
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My team and I were making a documentary
about North Korean refugees
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我的团队和我正在拍摄一部关于朝鲜难民
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living below human life in China.
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在中国艰难生存的纪录片。
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We were at the border.
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我们在边境线上。
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It was our last day of filming.
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那是我们最后一天的拍摄。
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There was no wire fence
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那里没有铁丝网,
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or bars
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或者栅栏,
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or sign to show that it is the border,
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或者任何的边境标识,
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but this is a place that a lot
of North Korean defectors use
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但这是一个很多朝鲜叛逃者
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as an escape route.
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用来作为逃跑路线的地方。
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It was still winter,
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那还是冬天,
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and the river was frozen.
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那条河已经被冻住了。
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When we were in the middle
of the frozen river,
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当时我们正在这条结冰的河流中间,
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we were filming about
the condition of the cold weather
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拍摄那些叛逃的朝鲜人
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and the environment
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在追寻自由时需要面临的
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that North Koreans had to deal with
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寒冷的气候条件
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when they seek their freedom.
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和周边环境。
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And suddenly, one
of my team members shouted,
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突然间,我们中的一个队员喊了起来
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"Soldiers!"
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“士兵来了!”
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So I looked back,
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我回头看了一眼
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and there were two small soldiers
in green uniforms with rifles,
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有两个穿着绿军装拿着步枪的瘦小的士兵
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chasing after us.
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正在追我们。
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We all ran as fast as we could.
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我们全都用最快的速度逃跑。
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I prayed that, please
don't let them shoot my head.
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我祈祷着,不要让他们射中我的头。
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And I was thinking that,
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我还在想
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if my feet are on Chinese soil,
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如果我是在中国的领土上,
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I'll be safe.
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那么我就安全了。
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And I made it to Chinese soil.
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并且我跑到了中国的领土上,
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Then I saw my colleague
Laura Ling fall on her knees.
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然后我看到我的同事凌志美跪倒在地上。
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I didn't know what to do
at that short moment,
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那一刻我脑中一片空白,
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but I knew that I could not
leave her alone there
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但是当她对我说:“丽娜,我
的腿已失去知觉。”时
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when she said,
"Euna, I can't feel my legs."
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我知道我不能将她独自留下。
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In a flash, we were surrounded
by these two Korean soldiers.
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瞬间我们就被那两个朝鲜士兵包围了。
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They were not much bigger than us,
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他们的身材比我们高大不了多少
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but they were determined
to take us to their army base.
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但是他们决定了将我们
带往他们的军事基地。
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I begged and yelled for any kind of help,
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我为了能获得帮助而乞求和叫喊着,
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hoping that someone
would show up from China.
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希望能有人从中国的领土上出现。
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Here I was, being stubborn
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我顽强地对抗着
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towards a trained soldier with a gun.
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一个训练有素的拿着枪的士兵。
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I looked at his eyes.
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我看着他的眼睛。
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He was just a boy.
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他还只是一个孩子。
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At that moment,
he raised his rifle to hit me,
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那一刻,他举起手中的步枪砸向我,
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but I saw that he was hesitating.
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但是我看到他在犹豫,
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His eyes were shaking,
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他的眼神飘忽不定,
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and his rifle was still up in the air.
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而他手中的步枪一直举在空中。
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So I shouted at him,
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我对他喊道,
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"OK, OK, I'll walk with you."
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“好,好,我跟你走。”
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And I got up.
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然后我站了起来
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When we arrived at their army base,
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当我们抵达他们的军事基地时
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my head was spinning
with these worst-case scenarios,
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身处这个最糟糕的情境下的我头昏脑涨,
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and my colleague's
statement wasn't helping.
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而我同事的陈述对我毫无帮助。
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She said, "We are the enemy."
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她说:“我们是敌人。”
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She was right: we were the enemy.
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她说得没错:我们是敌人。
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And I was supposed to be frightened, too.
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而我也应该感到害怕的。
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But I kept having these odd experiences.
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但是我不断的体验了一些古怪的事情。
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This time, an officer brought me his coat
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当时,一个军官把他的外套
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to keep me warm,
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拿给我保暖,
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because I lost my coat on the frozen river
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因为我在跟其中一个士兵争斗的时候
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while battling with one of these soldiers.
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将我的外套丢失在了冰河里。
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I will tell you what I mean
by these odd experiences.
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我会告诉你我所说的古怪的体验是什么。
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I grew up in South Korea.
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我在韩国长大。
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To us, North Korea was always the enemy,
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对我们来说,朝鲜一直是我们的敌人,
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even before I was born.
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甚至在我还没出生时就已经是了。
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South and North have been
under armistice for 63 years,
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南、北韩自朝鲜战争后
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since the end of the Korean War.
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已停战63年。
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And growing up in the South
in the '80s and '90s,
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作为在韩国长大的80后、90后
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we were taught propaganda
about North Korea.
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我们从小就受到了关于朝鲜的宣传。
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And we heard so many graphic stories,
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我们看了太多的关于朝鲜的绘画故事,
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such as, a little young boy
being brutally killed
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诸如一个小男孩只是因为
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by North Korean spies
just because he said,
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说了一句:“我不喜欢共产党员。”
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"I don't like communists."
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就被朝鲜间谍残忍杀害之类的。
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Or, I watched this cartoon series
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或者如我看的这个卡通系列,
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about a young South Korean boy
defeating these fat, big, red pig,
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讲的是一个南韩小男孩战胜
这只肥大的红猪
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which represented the North Koreans'
first leader at the time.
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这只猪代表的是朝鲜当时的最高领导人。
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And the effect of hearing
these horrible stories over and over
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一遍又一遍的听这种恐怖故事所产生的影响
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instilled one word in a young mind:
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就是在年轻人的脑中植入了一个词
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"enemy."
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“敌人”。
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And I think at some point,
I dehumanized them,
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我想在某种程度上,
我已经将他们非人化了,
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and the people of North Korea
became equated
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而朝鲜人民也被
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with the North Korean government.
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等同于朝鲜政府了。
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Now, back to my detention.
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现在说回到我在监狱中的日子
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It was the second day
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在我被关入牢房的
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of being in a cell.
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第二天
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I had not slept
since I was out at the border.
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自从我在边境被抓我都没睡过觉。
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This young guard came to my cell
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一个年轻的看守来到我的牢房
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and offered me this small boiled egg
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给了我一个煮熟的小鸡蛋,
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and said, "This will give you
strength to keep going."
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并且说道,“这个会给你坚持下去的力量。”
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Do you know what it is like,
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你知道这像是什么吗,
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receiving a small kindness
in the enemy's hand?
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从敌人的手中接过一份小小的善意?
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Whenever they were kind to me,
I thought the worst case
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每当她们对我展现善意时,我都在想
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was waiting for me after the kindness.
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这种善意过后等待
我的将是最糟糕的情况。
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One officer noticed my nervousness.
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有一个军官注意到了我的紧张
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He said, "Did you think
we were all these red pigs?"
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他说,“你是不是在认为
我们所有人都是红猪?”
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referring to the cartoon
that I just showed you.
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他指的是我刚刚给你们看的卡通。
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Every day was like a psychological battle.
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每一天都像是经历一场心理战。
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The interrogator had me sit at a table
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审讯员让我坐在一张桌子上
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six days a week
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一周六天,
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and had me writing down
about my journey, my work,
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并且让我一遍又一遍的写下
我的行程和工作,
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over and over until I wrote down
the confession that they wanted to hear.
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直到我写出他们想要的供词。
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After about three months of detention,
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大概在被关押了3个月后
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the North Korean court sentenced me
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朝鲜法庭判处了我
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to 12 years in a labor camp.
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12年的强制劳改。
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So I was just sitting in my room
to be transferred.
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我在牢房坐着等待被转移,
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At that time, I really had
nothing else to do,
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那个时候,我真的没什么事情可做,
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so I paid attention
to these two female guards
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所以我将注意力集中在两个女看守身上
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and listened to what
they were talking about.
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并且听到了她们的谈话。
06:56
Guard A was older,
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看守甲年纪更大一点
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and she studied English.
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并且学过英语,
07:01
She seemed like she came
from an affluent family.
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她看起来来自于一个富裕家庭。
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She often showed up
with these colorful dresses,
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她经常打扮得花枝招展
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and then loved to show off.
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然后喜欢炫耀。
07:10
And Guard B was the younger one,
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看守乙是年轻一点的,
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and she was a really good singer.
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她真的是一个优秀的歌手。
07:16
She loved to sing Celine Dion's
"My Heart Will Go On" --
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她喜欢唱席琳迪翁的《我心永恒》——
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sometimes too much.
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有时候喜欢得过份了。
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She knew just how
to torture me without knowing.
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她知道怎样在不知不觉中折磨我。
07:26
(Laughter)
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(笑声)
07:28
And this girl spent a lot of time
in the morning to put on makeup,
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这个女孩子每天早上都花很多时间化妆,
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like you can see in any young girl's life.
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就像你所知道的任何年轻女孩子一样。
07:39
And they loved to watch
this Chinese drama,
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她们喜欢看中国的电视剧,
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a better quality production.
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因为质量更高。
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I remember Guard B said,
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我记得看守乙说过
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"I can no longer watch our TV shows
after watching this."
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“看了中国的电视剧后,
我再也不想看我们自己的了。”
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She got scolded
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她因贬低
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for degrading her own country's
produced TV shows.
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自己国家的电视剧而受到了训斥。
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Guard B had more
of a free mind than Guard A,
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看守乙比看守甲拥有更多的自由思想
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and she often got scolded by Guard A
whenever she expressed herself.
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她经常在表达自己的观点时
受到看守甲的训斥。
08:10
One day, they invited
all these female colleagues --
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有一天,她们邀请了所有的女同事——
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I don't know where they came from --
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我不知道这些同事来自哪里——
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to where I was held,
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到我所在的监狱,
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and they invited me
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然后她们邀请我
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to their guard room
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到她们的警卫室
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and asked
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问我
08:23
if one-night stands
really happen in the US.
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一夜情真的会在美国发生吗?
08:26
(Laughter)
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(笑声)
08:29
This is the country where
young couples are not even allowed
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这是一个年轻情侣在公共场所牵手,
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to hold hands in public.
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都不被允许的国家。
08:36
I had no idea where they
had gotten this information,
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我不知道她们是从哪得来的这些信息,
08:39
but they were shy and giggly
even before I said anything.
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但是在我还没说什么的时候,
她们就害羞傻笑了。
08:43
I think we all forgot
that I was their prisoner,
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我想我们都忘了我是她们的囚犯,
08:48
and it was like going back
to my high school classroom again.
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这就像是回到了我的高中课堂。
08:52
And I learned that these girls also
grew up watching a similar cartoon,
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我了解到这些女孩也是
看着相似的卡通长大的
08:58
but just propaganda towards
South Korea and the US.
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只不过宣传内容针对的是韩国和美国。
09:03
I started to understand where
these people's anger was coming from.
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我开始理解这些人的愤怒从何而来。
09:09
If these girls grew up
learning that we are enemies,
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如果这些女孩从小到大
都被教育说我们是敌人,
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it was just natural
that they would hate us
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那么她们很自然的会恨我们
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just as I feared them.
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就像我害怕她们一样。
09:19
But at that moment, we were all just girls
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但是在那一刻,我们只是一些
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who shared the same interests,
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分享共同兴趣爱好的女孩子,
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beyond our ideologies that separated us.
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超越了那些使我们分离的意识形态。
09:31
I shared these stories with my boss
at Current TV at the time
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后来我回家后跟我当时在
潮流电视台的上司
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after I came home.
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分享了这些故事。
09:37
His first reaction was,
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他的第一反应是,
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"Euna, have you heard
of Stockholm Syndrome?"
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“丽娜,你是否听说过
斯德哥尔摩综合症?”
09:44
Yes, and I clearly remember
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是的,我清楚的记得
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the feeling of fear
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那种恐惧和
09:50
and being threatened,
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受到威胁的感觉,
09:53
and tension rising up
between me and the interrogator
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每当我和审讯者谈到政治时
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when we talked about politics.
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紧张的气氛就陡然上升了。
09:59
There definitely was a wall
that we couldn't climb over.
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很显然在我们面前
有一堵无法翻越的墙。
10:04
But we were able to see
each other as human beings
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但有时我们也能将对方看作正常人类,
10:08
when we talked about family,
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那是在我们谈到家人,
10:10
everyday life,
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日常生活,
10:12
the importance of the future
for our children.
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以及未来对我们小孩的重要性时。
10:18
It was about a month before I came home.
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大概是在我回家前的1个月,
10:21
I got really sick.
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我病得很厉害
10:23
Guard B stopped by my room to say goodbye,
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看守乙在我的牢房停下了脚步对我说再见,
10:27
because she was leaving
the detention center.
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因为她要离开这座监狱了。
10:32
She made sure that no one watched us,
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她在确定没有人看到我们,
10:35
no one heard us,
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没人听得到我们说话后,
10:37
and quietly said,
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悄悄地说
10:39
"I hope you get better
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“我希望你能好起来
10:40
and go back to your family soon."
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并且很快就能回家。”
10:45
It is these people --
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就是这些人——
10:47
the officer who brought me his coat,
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给我外套的军官
10:51
the guard who offered me a boiled egg,
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给我熟鸡蛋的看守
10:54
these female guards who asked me
about dating life in the US --
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以及那些问我关于美国的恋爱生活
的女看守们——
10:59
they are the ones
that I remember of North Korea:
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他们是我所记住的朝鲜人:
11:04
humans just like us.
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跟我们一样的人类。
11:07
North Koreans and I were not
ambassadors of our countries,
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朝鲜人和我都不是各自国家的大使,
11:13
but I believe that we were representing
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但是我相信我们都代表着
11:16
the human race.
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人类。
11:19
Now I'm back home and back to my life.
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如今我已回到家并回归了我的生活。
11:24
The memory of these people
has blurred as time has passed.
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关于这些人的记忆也随着时间
而变得模糊。
11:29
And I'm in this place
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现在我在这里
11:31
where I read and hear
about North Korea provoking the US.
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读到和听到朝鲜在挑衅美国。
11:35
I realized how easy it is
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我意识到他们重新将彼此视为敌人
11:38
to see them as an enemy again.
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是多么容易的一件事。
11:42
But I have to keep reminding myself
that when I was over there,
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但是我需要不断的提醒自己
当我被关在那里的时候
11:49
I was able to see humanity
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我是能够从我的敌人眼里
11:52
over hatred
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越过仇恨
11:53
in my enemy's eyes.
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而看到人性的。
11:56
Thank you.
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谢谢。
11:58
(Applause)
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(掌声)
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