Embrace the Shake | Phil Hansen | TED Talks

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μ•„λž˜ μ˜λ¬Έμžλ§‰μ„ λ”λΈ”ν΄λ¦­ν•˜μ‹œλ©΄ μ˜μƒμ΄ μž¬μƒλ©λ‹ˆλ‹€.

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Translator: Joseph Geni Reviewer: Morton Bast
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λ²ˆμ—­: Jieun Shin κ²€ν† : Surie Lee
00:12
So, when I was in art school,
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μ œκ°€ λ―Έμˆ ν•™κ΅μ— 닀닐 λ•Œ,
00:14
I developed a shake in my hand,
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손을 λ– λŠ” λ¬Έμ œκ°€ μƒκ²ΌμŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
00:16
and this was the straightest line I could draw.
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화면에 λ³΄μ‹œλŠ” 이 것이, μ œκ°€ 그릴 수 μžˆλŠ” κ°€μž₯ 곧은 μ„ μ΄μ—ˆμ£ .
00:19
Now in hindsight, it was actually good for some things,
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μ§€λ‚˜κ³  λ‚˜μ„œ λ³΄λ‹ˆ, 손을 λ– λŠ” 것도 λ‚˜μœ 것 λ§Œμ€ μ•„λ‹ˆλ”λΌκ΅¬μš”.
00:21
like mixing a can of paint or shaking a Polaroid,
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페인트λ₯Ό 흔듀어 μ„žκ±°λ‚˜, ν΄λΌλ‘œμ΄λ“œ 사진을 흔듀 λ•Œ μœ μš©ν•˜μ£ .
00:24
but at the time this was really doomsday.
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그런데 κ·Έ λ‹Ήμ‹œμ—λŠ” 정말 세상이 λλ‚œ κ²ƒλ§Œ κ°™μ•˜μŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
00:27
This was the destruction of my dream of becoming an artist.
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ν™”κ°€κ°€ λ˜κ³ μ‹Άλ‹€λŠ” 제 κΏˆμ€ κ·Έλ ‡κ²Œ λλ‚˜λ²„λ Έμ£ .
00:31
The shake developed out of, really,
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수 λ…„λ™μ•ˆ μ λ¬˜λ²•μœΌλ‘œ 그림을 κ·Έλ¦¬λŠ” κ²ƒμ—λ§Œ
00:33
a single-minded pursuit of pointillism,
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λ§€μ§„ν•˜λ‹€ λ³΄λ‹ˆ
00:35
just years of making tiny, tiny dots.
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손이 떨리기 μ‹œμž‘ν–ˆμŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
00:38
And eventually these dots went from being perfectly round
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μ²˜μŒμ—λŠ” μ™„λ²½ν•˜κ²Œ λ™κ·Έλž€ μ μ΄μ—ˆμ§€λ§Œ,
00:41
to looking more like tadpoles, because of the shake.
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손을 λ–¨κΈ° μ‹œμž‘ν•˜λ©΄μ„œ, 점이 μ˜¬μ±™μ΄μ²˜λŸΌ 끝이 λΎ°μ‘±ν•˜κ²Œ λ˜μ—ˆμ–΄μš”.
00:45
So to compensate, I'd hold the pen tighter,
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κ·Έλž˜μ„œ 손을 떨지 μ•ŠμœΌλ €κ³  νŽœμ„ 더 μ„Έκ²Œ 작고 그림을 κ·Έλ Έλ”λ‹ˆ
00:47
and this progressively made the shake worse,
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결ꡭ은 μƒνƒœκ°€ 더 λ‚˜λΉ μ§€κ²Œ λ˜μ—ˆμŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
00:50
so I'd hold the pen tighter still.
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κ·ΈλŸ¬λ‹ˆ νŽœμ„ 더 μ„Έκ²Œ μ₯κ²Œ λ˜μ—ˆμ£ .
00:52
And this became a vicious cycle that ended up
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이것은 μ•…μˆœν™˜μ΄ λ˜μ–΄
00:54
causing so much pain and joint issues,
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μ—„μ²­λ‚œ 톡증과 κ΄€μ ˆμ˜ 문제λ₯Ό μΌμœΌν‚€κ³ 
00:56
I had trouble holding anything.
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κ²°κ΅­ μ €λŠ” 아무 것도 μž‘μ„ 수 μ—†κ²Œ λ˜μ—ˆμ–΄μš”.
00:59
And after spending all my life wanting to do art,
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평생을 였직 미술만 바라보고 μ‚΄μ•˜μ§€λ§Œ,
01:02
I left art school, and then I left art completely.
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κ²°κ΅­ 학ꡐλ₯Ό κ·Έλ§Œλ’€κ³ , λ―Έμˆ λ„ μ•„μ˜ˆ μ ‘κ²Œ λ˜μ—ˆμ–΄μš”.
01:07
But after a few years, I just couldn't stay away from art,
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ν•˜μ§€λ§Œ λͺ‡λ…„ 후에도 λ―Έμˆ μ— λŒ€ν•œ 미련을 버리지 λͺ»ν•΄μ„œ
01:09
and I decided to go to a neurologist about the shake
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병원 신경과에 κ°€λ΄€λŠ”λ°μš”,
01:11
and discovered I had permanent nerve damage.
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신경이 영ꡬ적으둜 μ†μƒλ˜μ–΄ νšŒλ³΅ν•  수 μ—†λ‹€λŠ” 말을 λ“€μ—ˆμŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
01:14
And he actually took one look at my squiggly line,
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μ œκ°€ κ·Έλ¦° κ΅¬λΆˆκ΅¬λΆˆν•œ 선을 λ³΄λ”λ‹ˆ
01:17
and said, "Well, why don't you just embrace the shake?"
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μ˜μ‚¬λŠ” "κ·Έλƒ₯ λ–¨λ¦¬λŠ” 손을 λ°›μ•„λ“€μ΄λŠ” 건 μ–΄λ•Œμš”?" 라고 ν•˜λ”κ΅°μš”.
01:20
So I did. I went home, I grabbed a pencil,
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κ·Έλž˜μ„œ μ €λŠ” κ·Έλ ‡κ²Œ ν–ˆμ–΄μš”. 집에 μ™€μ„œ,
01:23
and I just started letting my hand shake and shake.
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연필을 μ₯κ³ λŠ” 손이 떨리도둝 κ·Έλƒ₯ 내버렀 λ‘μ—ˆμ£ .
01:25
I was making all these scribble pictures.
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이런 μ‹μœΌλ‘œ νœ˜κ°ˆκΈ°λŠ” λ°©μ‹μœΌλ‘œ 그림을 κ·Έλ Έμ–΄μš”.
01:27
And even though it wasn't the kind of art
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μ›λž˜λΆ€ν„° 열정을 ν’ˆμ€ λΆ„μ•ΌλŠ” μ•„λ‹ˆμ—ˆμ§€λ§Œ
01:29
that I was ultimately passionate about, it felt great.
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κ·Έλž˜λ„ 기뢄이 μ’‹μ•˜μ–΄μš”.
01:33
And more importantly, once I embraced the shake,
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그리고 더 μ€‘μš”ν•œ 것은, 손떨림을 μΈμ •ν•˜κ²Œ λ˜λ‹ˆ
01:35
I realized I could still make art.
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μ—¬μ „νžˆ 미술 μž‘ν’ˆμ„ λ§Œλ“€ 수 μžˆλ‹€λŠ” 것을 κΉ¨λ‹¬μ•˜μ£ .
01:37
I just had to find a different approach
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단지 λ‹€λ₯Έ 점은, λ‚΄κ°€ μ›ν•˜λŠ” 방식이 μ•„λ‹ˆλΌ
01:39
to making the art that I wanted.
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λ‹€λ₯Έ λ°©λ²•μœΌλ‘œ 그림을 κ·Έλ €μ•Ό λœλ‹€λŠ” 것 λΏμ΄μ—ˆμ–΄μš”.
01:41
Now, I still enjoyed the fragmentation of pointillism,
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사싀 μ €λŠ” 아직도 μ λ¬˜λ²•μ΄ μ’‹μŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
01:44
seeing these little tiny dots come together
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μžμ„Ένžˆ 보면 λΆ„μ‚°λ˜μ–΄ μžˆλŠ” μž‘μ€ μ λ“€μ΄μ§€λ§Œ, 그것이 λͺ¨μ—¬
01:46
to make this unified whole.
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ν•˜λ‚˜μ˜ 큰 μž‘ν’ˆμ„ λ§Œλ“€κ²Œ λ˜μž–μ•„μš”.
01:48
So I began experimenting with other ways to fragment images
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κ·Έλž˜μ„œ μ†λ–¨λ¦Όμ˜ 영ν–₯이 λ―ΈμΉ˜μ§€ μ•ŠλŠ” 방법 μ€‘μ—μ„œ,
01:51
where the shake wouldn't affect the work,
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λΆ„μ‚°λœ 이미지λ₯Ό μ΄μš©ν•΄ μž‘ν’ˆμ„ λ§Œλ“€ 수 μžˆλŠ” 방법을 μ°Ύμ•„ λ³΄μ•˜μ–΄μš”.
01:53
like dipping my feet in paint and walking on a canvas,
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λ°œμ— 물감을 λ¬»ν˜€ μΊ”λ²„μŠ€λ₯Ό κ±Έμ–΄λ‹€λ‹ˆλ©° 그림을 κ·Έλ¦¬κ±°λ‚˜,
01:57
or, in a 3D structure consisting of two-by-fours,
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λͺ©μž¬λ‘œ μž…μ²΄ ꡬ쑰물을 λ§Œλ“€μ–΄μ„œ,
02:01
creating a 2D image by burning it with a blowtorch.
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뢈둜 그을렀 평면 그림을 λ§Œλ“€μ–΄ 보기도 ν–ˆμŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
02:06
I discovered that, if I worked on a larger scale and with bigger materials,
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크기가 큰 그림을 κ·Έλ¦¬κ±°λ‚˜, 큰 도ꡬλ₯Ό μ‚¬μš©ν•˜λ©΄
02:10
my hand really wouldn't hurt,
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손이 덜 μ•„ν”„λ‹€λŠ”κ±Έ κΉ¨λ‹¬μ•˜μŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
02:12
and after having gone from a single approach to art,
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그리고 ν•œ 가지 λ°©μ‹λ§Œ κ³ μˆ˜ν•˜μ˜€λ˜ μ œκ°€
02:16
I ended up having an approach to creativity
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창의적인 생각에 λ„λ‹¬ν•˜μž
02:18
that completely changed my artistic horizons.
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예술적 지평을 μ™„μ „νžˆ λ°”κΎΈκ²Œ λ˜μ—ˆμ–΄μš”.
02:22
This was the first time I'd encountered this idea
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제 ν•œκ³„μ™€ λ§ˆμ£Όν–ˆμ„ λ•Œ
02:24
that embracing a limitation could actually drive creativity.
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창쑰성을 κ°œλ°œν•˜κ²Œ λœλ‹€λŠ” 것을 처음으둜 κΉ¨λ‹«κ²Œ λ˜μ—ˆμŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
02:29
At the time, I was finishing up school,
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이 λ•Œκ°€ 학ꡐλ₯Ό 거의 μ‘Έμ—…ν•  μ¦ˆμŒμ΄μ—ˆκ³ ,
02:32
and I was so excited to get a real job and finally afford new art supplies.
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μ§„μ§œ 직업을 ꡬ해 μƒˆ 미술 도ꡬ듀을 μ‚΄ 생각에 λ“€λ–  μžˆμ—ˆμ–΄μš”.
02:35
I had this horrible little set of tools, and I felt like
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λ‹Ήμ‹œμ—λŠ” 정말 ν˜•νŽΈμ—†λŠ” 도ꡬ듀을 가지고 μžˆμ—ˆκΈ° λ•Œλ¬Έμ—
02:39
I could do so much more with the supplies
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μ˜ˆμˆ κ°€κ°€ κ°€μ§ˆ λ²•ν•œ 그런 λ„κ΅¬λ“€λ§Œ μžˆλ‹€λ©΄
02:41
I thought an artist was supposed to have.
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더 잘 ν•  수 μžˆμ„κ±°λΌ μƒκ°ν–ˆμ–΄μš”.
02:44
I actually didn't even have a regular pair of scissors.
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μ œλŒ€λ‘œ 된 쒋은 κ°€μœ„ ν•˜λ‚˜λ„ μ—†μ—ˆμ£ .
02:46
I was using these metal shears until I stole a pair
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μΌν•˜λ˜ μ‚¬λ¬΄μ‹€μ—μ„œ κ°€μœ„λ₯Ό 슬쩍 κ°€μ Έμ˜€κΈ° μ „κΉŒμ§€λŠ”
02:48
from the office that I worked at.
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이런 함석 κ°€μœ„λ₯Ό μ‚¬μš©ν–ˆμ–΄μš”.
02:51
So I got out of school, I got a job, I got a paycheck,
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학ꡐλ₯Ό μ‘Έμ—…ν•˜κ³ , 직μž₯을 κ΅¬ν•˜κ³ , 월급을 λ°›μžλ§ˆμž
02:53
I got myself to the art store,
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미술 도ꡬλ₯Ό νŒŒλŠ” κ°€κ²Œλ‘œ κ°”μŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
02:55
and I just went nuts buying supplies.
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미술 도ꡬ듀을 μ‚¬λŠ”λ°μ— λ―Έμ³μžˆμ—ˆμ£ .
02:58
And then when I got home, I sat down
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μ§‘μœΌλ‘œ λŒμ•„μ™€μ„œλŠ”
03:00
and I set myself to task to really try to create something
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ν‹€μ—μ„œ λ²—μ–΄λ‚œ 창의적인 μž‘ν’ˆμ„ λ§Œλ“€κΈ° μœ„ν•΄μ„œ
03:03
just completely outside of the box.
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λΆ€λ‹¨νžˆλ„ λ…Έλ ₯ν–ˆμŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
03:06
But I sat there for hours, and nothing came to mind.
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그런데 λͺ‡μ‹œκ°„을 μ•‰μ•„μžˆμ–΄λ„ μ•„λ¬΄λŸ° 아이디어도 λ– μ˜€λ₯΄μ§€ μ•Šμ•˜μ–΄μš”.
03:10
The same thing the next day, and then the next,
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λ‹€μŒ 날도 그랬고, κ·Έ λ‹€μŒ 날도 λ§ˆμ°¬κ°€μ§€μ˜€μŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
03:13
quickly slipping into a creative slump.
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금방 μŠ¬λŸΌν”„μ— 빠져버린 κ±°μ˜ˆμš”.
03:16
And I was in a dark place for a long time, unable to create.
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μ˜€λž«λ™μ•ˆ μ‹¬μ μœΌλ‘œ νž˜λ“€μ—ˆκ³ , μž‘ν’ˆμ„ λ§Œλ“€μ§€ λͺ»ν–ˆμ–΄μš”.
03:21
And it didn't make any sense, because I was finally able
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이해가 μ•ˆλμ–΄μš”. λ“œλ””μ–΄ λ‚΄κ°€ λ°”λΌλ˜ λŒ€λ‘œ
03:23
to support my art, and yet I was creatively blank.
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미술 도ꡬ듀을 μ‚΄ 수 μžˆμ—ˆλŠ”λ°, 아무 μž‘ν’ˆλ„ λ§Œλ“€μ§€ λͺ»ν–ˆμœΌλ‹ˆκΉŒμš”.
03:28
But as I searched around in the darkness,
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νž˜λ“  λ‚˜λ‚ μ„ λ³΄λ‚΄λ©΄μ„œ μƒκ°ν•œ 끝에
03:30
I realized I was actually paralyzed by all of the choices
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κ·Έ λ™μ•ˆ ν•œ λ²ˆλ„ κ²½ν—˜ν•˜μ§€ λͺ»ν–ˆλ˜, 선택할 수 μžˆλŠ” 것이 λ„ˆλ¬΄ λ§Žμ•˜κΈ° λ•Œλ¬Έμ—
03:33
that I never had before.
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μŠ¬λŸΌν”„μ— λΉ μ‘Œλ‹€λŠ” 것을 κΉ¨λ‹¬μ•˜μŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
03:36
And it was then that I thought back to my jittery hands.
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그리고 κ·Έλ•Œ λ‹€μ‹œ λ–¨λ¦¬λŠ” 손에 λŒ€ν•΄μ„œ μƒκ°ν•˜κ²Œ λ˜μ—ˆμŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
03:40
Embrace the shake.
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λ–¨λ¦¬λŠ” 손을 받아듀이라.
03:42
And I realized, if I ever wanted my creativity back,
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그리고, 창의λ ₯을 λ‹€μ‹œ μ–»κΈΈ μ›ν•œλ‹€λ©΄
03:45
I had to quit trying so hard to think outside of the box
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ν‹€μ—μ„œ λ²—μ–΄λ‚˜κΈ° μœ„ν•΄μ„œ λ…Έλ ₯ν•˜λŠ” 것을 그만 두고,
03:49
and get back into it.
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λ‹€μ‹œ ν‹€ μ•ˆμœΌλ‘œ λ“€μ–΄κ°€μ•Ό ν•œλ‹€λŠ” 것을 κΉ¨λ‹¬μ•˜μŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
03:51
I wondered, could you become more creative, then,
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ν•œκ³„κ°€ μžˆλŠ” μƒν™©μ—μ„œ μ’€ 더 창의적인 아이디어가
03:54
by looking for limitations?
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λ‚˜μ˜€λŠ” 것인지 κΆκΈˆν–ˆμ–΄μš”.
03:56
What if I could only create with a dollar's worth of supplies?
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λ§Œμ•½μ— μ²œμ› 정도 λ˜λŠ” 재료둜만 μž‘ν’ˆμ„ λ§Œλ“€μ–΄μ•Ό ν•œλ‹€λ©΄ μ–΄λ–¨κΉŒ?
04:02
At this point, I was spending a lot of my evenings in --
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μ˜ˆμ „μ—λŠ” 저녁에 자주 μŠ€νƒ€λ²…μŠ€μ—μ„œ μ‹œκ°„μ„ λ³΄λƒˆμ–΄μš”.
04:04
well, I guess I still spend a lot of my evenings in Starbucks β€”
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μ§€κΈˆλ„ 자주 κ°€κΈ΄ ν•˜μ§€λ§Œμš”.
04:07
but I know you can ask for an extra cup if you want one,
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μŠ€νƒ€λ²…μŠ€μ—μ„œ μ»΅ ν•˜λ‚˜λ₯Ό 더 달라고 ν•˜λ©΄ μ£Όμž–μ•„μš”.
04:10
so I decided to ask for 50.
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κ·Έλž˜μ„œ μ»΅ 50개λ₯Ό 달라고 ν•˜κΈ°λ‘œ λ§ˆμŒμ„ λ¨Ήμ—ˆμ–΄μš”.
04:12
Surprisingly, they just handed them right over,
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λ†€λžκ²Œλ„ μ»΅ 50개λ₯Ό λ°”λ‘œ λ‚΄μ£Όλ”κ΅°μš”.
04:14
and then with some pencils I already had,
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μ œκ°€ 가지고 있던 μ—°ν•„λ‘œ
04:16
I made this project for only 80 cents.
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이 μž‘ν’ˆμ„ λ§Œλ“€μ—ˆμ–΄μš”. λ”± 800원이 λ“€μ—ˆμ£ .
04:19
It really became a moment of clarification for me
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이것은 정말 λšœλ ·ν•œ 확신을 κ°€μ§ˆ 수 μžˆμ—ˆλ˜ μˆœκ°„μ΄μ—ˆμ–΄μš”.
04:22
that we need to first be limited
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μš°λ¦¬κ°€ ν•˜λŠ” 일에 ν•œκ³„κ°€ μ—†μœΌλ €λ©΄,
04:25
in order to become limitless.
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일단 ν•œκ³„κ°€ μžˆλŠ” 상황에 μžˆμ–΄λ΄μ•Ό ν•œλ‹€λŠ” 것이죠.
04:28
I took this approach of thinking inside the box
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μ΄λ ‡κ²Œ ν•œκ³„κ°€ μžˆλŠ” μƒν™©μ—μ„œμ˜ μž‘ν’ˆμ„ λ§Œλ“€κ² λ‹€λŠ”
04:30
to my canvas, and wondered what if, instead of
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생각을 ν™œμš©ν•΄ λ³΄μ•˜μŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
04:32
painting on a canvas, I could only paint on my chest?
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λ‚΄ λͺΈμ„ μΊ”λ²„μŠ€λ₯Ό λŒ€μ‹ ν•΄μ„œ μ‚¬μš©ν•˜λ©΄ μ–΄λ–¨κΉŒ?
04:35
So I painted 30 images, one layer at a time,
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κ·Έλž˜μ„œ μ €λŠ” 제 λͺΈμ„ μΊ”λ²„μŠ€λΌκ³  μƒκ°ν•˜κ³ 
04:38
one on top of another,
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30개의 그림을 측측이 κ·Έλ €λ‚˜κ°”μ–΄μš”.
04:39
with each picture representing an influence in my life.
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λͺ¨λ“  그림이 제 삢을 λ‚˜νƒ€λ‚΄λŠ” κ·Έλ¦Όμ΄μ—ˆμ£ .
04:43
Or what if, instead of painting with a brush,
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μ•„λ‹ˆλ©΄ λ§Œμ•½ λΆ“ λŒ€μ‹ μ—
04:46
I could only paint with karate chops? (Laughter)
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가라데 μ†λ™μž‘μ„ μ΄μš©ν•˜λ©΄ μ–΄λ–¨κΉŒ μƒκ°ν•΄λ΄€μ–΄μš”. (μ›ƒμŒ)
04:49
So I'd dip my hands in paint,
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손을 물감에 λ‹΄κ·Έκ³ ,
04:50
and I just attacked the canvas,
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μΊ”λ²„μŠ€λ₯Ό κ³΅κ²©ν–ˆμ£ .
04:52
and I actually hit so hard that I bruised a joint in my pinkie
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사싀 λ„ˆλ¬΄ μ„Έκ²Œ μ³μ„œ μƒˆλΌ 손가락에 멍이 듀기도 ν–ˆκ³ ,
04:54
and it was stuck straight for a couple of weeks.
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κΌ¬λ°• 2μ£Όκ°€ κ±Έλ €μ„œ μ™„μ„±ν–ˆμ£ .
04:57
(Laughter) (Applause)
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(μ›ƒμŒ) (λ°•μˆ˜)
05:01
Or, what if instead of relying on myself,
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그리고 λ§Œμ•½ λ‚΄ μžμ‹ μ—κ²Œ μ˜μ‘΄ν•˜λŠ” 것이 μ•„λ‹ˆλΌ,
05:05
I had to rely on other people
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μž‘ν’ˆμ„ λ§Œλ“€κΈ° μœ„ν•΄ κ·Έ ꡬ성을
05:07
to create the content for the art?
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λ‹€λ₯Έ μ‚¬λžŒλ“€μ—κ²Œ μ˜μ‘΄ν•΄λ³΄λŠ” 것은 μ–΄λ–¨κΉŒ?
05:09
So for six days, I lived in front of a webcam.
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κ·Έλž˜μ„œ 6μΌλ™μ•ˆ, μ›ΉμΊ μ•žμ—μ„œ μ‚΄λ‹€μ‹œν”Ό ν–ˆμ–΄μš”.
05:12
I slept on the floor and I ate takeout,
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λ°”λ‹₯μ—μ„œ 자고 포μž₯ μŒμ‹μ„ λ¨ΉμœΌλ©΄μ„œ
05:15
and I asked people to call me and share a story with me
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μ‚¬λžŒλ“€μ—κ²Œ 전화해달라고 뢀탁해 κ·Έλ“€μ˜ 삢을 λ°”κΎΌ μˆœκ°„μ— λŒ€ν•΄μ„œ
05:17
about a life-changing moment.
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이야기해 달라고 λΆ€νƒν–ˆμ£ .
05:20
Their stories became the art
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그리고 μ €λŠ” κ·Έλ“€μ˜ 이야기λ₯Ό νšŒμ „ν•˜λŠ” μΊ”λ²„μŠ€μ—
05:22
as I wrote them onto the revolving canvas.
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μ μ–΄μ„œ μž‘ν’ˆμ„ λ§Œλ“€μ—ˆμŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
05:26
(Applause)
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(λ°•μˆ˜)
05:30
Or what if instead of making art to display,
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λ§Œμ•½μ— μž‘ν’ˆμ„ 걸어놓기 μœ„ν•΄μ„œ λ§Œλ“œλŠ” 것이 μ•„λ‹ˆλΌ,
05:35
I had to destroy it?
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λΆ€μˆ˜κΈ° μœ„ν•΄μ„œ λ§Œλ“ λ‹€λ©΄ μ–΄λ–¨κΉŒ?
05:37
This seemed like the ultimate limitation,
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μ˜ˆμˆ κ°€κ°€ 예술 μž‘ν’ˆμ„ μ—†μ•€λ‹€λŠ” 이 것이
05:39
being an artist without art.
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제일 ꢁ극의 ν•œκ³„μ²˜λŸΌ λŠκ»΄μ‘Œμ–΄μš”.
05:42
This destruction idea turned into a yearlong project
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이 "꡿바이 μ•„νŠΈ"라고 이름지은, μž‘ν’ˆμ„ νŒŒκ΄΄ν•˜λŠ”
05:44
that I called Goodbye Art,
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이 ν”„λ‘œμ νŠΈλŠ” 1λ…„μ΄λ‚˜ κ±Έλ Έμ–΄μš”.
05:46
where each and every piece of art had to be destroyed after its creation.
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λͺ¨λ“  μž‘ν’ˆμ€ λ§Œλ“€μ–΄μ§€κ³ λ‚˜μ„œ λ°”λ‘œ νŒŒκ΄΄λ˜μ—ˆμ£ .
05:50
In the beginning of Goodbye Art, I focused on
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이 "꡿바이 μ•„νŠΈ" ν”„λ‘œμ νŠΈμ˜ μ΄ˆμ°½κΈ°μ—λŠ”,
05:52
forced destruction, like this image of Jimi Hendrix,
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κ°•μ œλ‘œ νŒŒκ΄΄ν•˜λŠ” 것에 μ£Όλͺ©ν–ˆμ–΄μš”. 예λ₯Ό λ“€μ–΄ μ§€κΈˆλ³΄μ‹œλŠ” 7,000개의 μ„±λƒ₯으둜 λ§Œλ“ 
05:55
made with over 7,000 matches.
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지미 ν•Έλ“œλ¦­μŠ€(Jimi Hendrix)의 μ΄ˆμƒμ²˜λŸΌμš”.
05:57
(Laughter)
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(μ›ƒμŒ)
05:58
Then I opened it up to creating art that was destroyed naturally.
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κ·Έ ν›„μ—λŠ” μžμ—°μŠ€λŸ½κ²Œ 슀슀둜 νŒŒκ΄΄λ˜λŠ” μž‘ν’ˆμ„ λ§Œλ“€κΈ° μ‹œμž‘ν–ˆμ–΄μš”.
06:02
I looked for temporary materials,
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였래 가지 μ•ŠλŠ” 재료λ₯Ό μ‚¬μš©ν–ˆμ£ .
06:04
like spitting out food --
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μ”Ήλ‹€ 뱉은 μŒμ‹μ΄λ‚˜,
06:06
(Laughter) β€”
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(μ›ƒμŒ)
06:11
sidewalk chalk
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길거리에 λΆ„ν•„λ‘œ 그림을 κ·Έλ¦¬κ±°λ‚˜,
06:14
and even frozen wine.
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얼은 와인 같은 κ±°μš”.
06:18
The last iteration of destruction
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μ—¬λŸ¬κ°€μ§€ μ‹œλ„ 끝에,
06:20
was to try to produce something that didn't actually exist in the first place.
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μ• μ΄ˆμ— μ‹€μ œλ‘œ μ‘΄μž¬ν•˜μ§€ μ•ŠλŠ” 것을 λ§Œλ“€μ–΄λ³΄κΈ°λ‘œ ν–ˆμ–΄μš”.
06:24
So I organized candles on a table, I lit them, and then blew them out,
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κ·Έλž˜μ„œ ν…Œμ΄λΈ”μ— μ–‘μ΄ˆλ“€μ„ μ˜¬λ €λ†“κ³  λΆˆμ„ 뢙이고, λΆˆμ–΄μ„œ κΊΌλ²„λ¦¬λŠ” μž‘μ—…μ„
06:28
then repeated this process over and over with the same set of candles,
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같은 μ–‘μ΄ˆλ“€λ‘œ λ°˜λ³΅ν•˜λ©΄μ„œ λ…Ήν™”ν–ˆμ–΄μš”.
06:31
then assembled the videos into the larger image.
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그리고 이 λΉ„λ””μ˜€ν™”λ©΄λ“€μ΄ 큰 그림이 될 수 μžˆλ„λ‘ λ°°μ—΄ν–ˆμ£ .
06:35
So the end image was never visible as a physical whole.
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μ™„μ„±λœ μ „μ²΄μ˜ 그림은 μ• μ΄ˆμ— μ‘΄μž¬ν•˜μ§€ μ•ŠλŠ” κ²ƒμ΄μ—ˆκ³ ,
06:40
It was destroyed before it ever existed.
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μ‘΄μž¬ν•˜κΈ°λ„ 전에 νŒŒκ΄΄λ˜μ—ˆμ–΄μš”.
06:44
In the course of this Goodbye Art series,
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"꡿바이 μ•„νŠΈ" ν”„λ‘œμ νŠΈμ—μ„œ,
06:46
I created 23 different pieces
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23개의 λ‹€λ₯Έ μž‘ν’ˆλ“€μ„ λ§Œλ“€μ–΄ λƒˆκ³ ,
06:49
with nothing left to physically display.
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μ‹€μ œλ‘œ 남아 μžˆλŠ” μž‘ν’ˆμ€ 아무것도 μ—†μŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
06:52
What I thought would be the ultimate limitation
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졜고의 ν•œκ³„λŠ” κ²°κ΅­ κ·Έ ν•œκ³„λ₯Ό λ„˜μ–΄μ„œκ²Œ ν•΄μ€€λ‹€λŠ” 것을
06:55
actually turned out to be the ultimate liberation,
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이 ν”„λ‘œμ νŠΈλ₯Ό ν†΅ν•΄μ„œ κΉ¨λ‹«κ²Œ λ˜μ—ˆμŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
06:58
as each time I created,
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ν•œ μž‘ν’ˆμ”© λ§Œλ“€κ³  λ‚˜μ„œ νŒŒκ΄΄μ‹œν‚¬ λ•Œλ§ˆλ‹€,
07:00
the destruction brought me back to a neutral place
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μ €λŠ” μ—λ„ˆμ§€λ₯Ό 되찾기 되고, 또 λ‹€μŒ μž‘ν’ˆμ„ μ‹œμž‘ν•  μ€€λΉ„λ₯Ό ν•  수 μžˆλŠ”
07:02
where I felt refreshed and ready to start the next project.
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쀑립적인 μž₯μ†Œλ‘œ λŒμ•„κ°€λŠ” 것 같은 λŠλ‚Œμ„ λ°›μ•˜μ–΄μš”.
07:06
It did not happen overnight.
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ν•˜λ£¨ 아침에 깨달은 것은 μ•„λ‹ˆμ—ˆμ–΄μš”.
07:08
There were times when my projects failed to get off the ground,
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μ‹€νŒ¨μž‘μ„ λ§Œλ“€ λ•Œλ„ μžˆμ—ˆκ³ ,
07:11
or, even worse, after spending tons of time on them
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또 μ—„μ²­λ‚˜κ²Œ λ§Žμ€ μ‹œκ°„μ„ νˆ¬μžν•˜κ³ μ„œλ„
07:13
the end image was kind of embarrassing.
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λΆ€λ„λŸ¬μš΄ 그림이 λ‚˜μ˜€κΈ°λ„ ν–ˆμ—ˆμŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
07:16
But having committed to the process, I continued on,
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ν•˜μ§€λ§Œ μ—΄μ„±μ μœΌλ‘œ 계속 μž‘μ—…μ„ ν•΄λ‚˜κ°”κ³ ,
07:19
and something really surprising came out of this.
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λ†€λž„ λ§Œν•œ 일이 μΌμ–΄λ‚œ κ±°μ£ .
07:21
As I destroyed each project,
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각 μž‘ν’ˆμ„ νŒŒκ΄΄μ‹œν‚¬ λ•Œλ§ˆλ‹€,
07:24
I was learning to let go,
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μžŠλŠ” 법을 배우고 μžˆμ—ˆμ–΄μš”.
07:26
let go of outcomes, let go of failures,
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결과물을 잊고, μ‹€νŒ¨λ„ 잊고,
07:30
and let go of imperfections.
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μ™„λ²½ν•˜μ§€ μ•Šμ•˜λ˜ 것도 μžŠλŠ” κ±°μ£ .
07:32
And in return, I found a process of creating art
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κ·Έ κ²°κ³Ό 결과물에 μ˜ν•΄μ„œ 흔듀리지 μ•Šκ³ , λŠμž„μ—†μ΄ 계속
07:35
that's perpetual and unencumbered by results.
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μž‘ν’ˆμ„ μ°½μž‘ν•  수 μžˆλŠ” 방법을 배우게 λ˜μ—ˆμ–΄μš”.
07:39
I found myself in a state of constant creation,
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λ‹€μŒμ— λ§Œλ“€ μž‘ν’ˆμ„ μƒκ°ν•˜λ©΄,
07:41
thinking only of what's next
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아이디어가 λŠμž„μ—†μ΄
07:44
and coming up with more ideas than ever.
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μƒ˜μ†Ÿκ²Œ λ˜μ—ˆμŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
07:46
When I think back to my three years away from art,
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λ―Έμˆ μ„ ν¬κΈ°ν•˜κ³  κΏˆμœΌλ‘œλΆ€ν„° λ©€μ–΄μ Έ 있던
07:49
away from my dream, just going through the motions,
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3λ…„κ°„μ˜ μ‹œκ°„μ„ λ˜λŒμ•„ 보면, 손이 λ–¨λ¦¬λŠ” 것 λ•Œλ¬Έμ—
07:52
instead of trying to find a different way to continue that dream,
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κ·Έλƒ₯ κ·Έλ§Œλ‘κ³  ν¬κΈ°ν•΄λ²„λ Έλ˜ 것 κ°™μ•„μš”.
07:56
I just quit, I gave up.
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λ‹€λ₯Έ λ°©λ²•μœΌλ‘œ 제 κΏˆμ„ 이룰 방법을 생각해보지 λͺ»ν•˜κ΅¬μš”.
07:59
And what if I didn't embrace the shake?
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λ§Œμ•½μ— μ œκ°€ 이 손떨림을 받아듀이지 μ•Šμ•˜λ‹€λ©΄μš”?
08:03
Because embracing the shake for me
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λ–¨λ¦¬λŠ” 손을 λ°›μ•„λ“€μΈλ‹€λŠ” 것은 단지
08:04
wasn't just about art and having art skills.
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제 μž‘ν’ˆκ³Ό μž‘ν’ˆμ„ λ§Œλ“œλŠ” μ‹€λ ₯에 κ΄€ν•œ κ²ƒλ§Œμ€ μ•„λ‹ˆμ—ˆμœΌλ‹ˆκΉŒμš”.
08:07
It turned out to be about life, and having life skills.
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그것은 제 μ‚Άκ³Ό, 삢을 μ‚΄μ•„κ°€λŠ” 방식에 λŒ€ν•œ κ²ƒμ΄μ—ˆμ–΄μš”.
08:11
Because ultimately, most of what we do
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ꢁ극적으둜 μš°λ¦¬κ°€ ν•˜λŠ” λͺ¨λ“  일은
08:14
takes place here, inside the box, with limited resources.
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μ–΄λ–€ ν‹€ μ•ˆμ—μ„œ λ°œμƒν•˜κ²Œ 되고, 항상 ν•œκ³„μ— 맞λ‹₯뜨리게 λ©λ‹ˆλ‹€.
08:19
Learning to be creative within the confines of our limitations
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ν•œκ³„μ˜ λ²”μœ„ μ•ˆμ—μ„œ 아이디어λ₯Ό λ‚΄λŠ” 방법을 λ°°μš°λŠ” 것은
08:23
is the best hope we have to transform ourselves
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우리 μžμ‹ μ„ λ°”κΏ€ 수 μžˆλŠ” 졜고의 λ°©λ²•μž…λ‹ˆλ‹€.
08:27
and, collectively, transform our world.
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그리고 λ‚˜μ•„κ°€μ„œ 세상을 μ™„μ „νžˆ λ°”κΏ”λ†“κ²Œ λ©λ‹ˆλ‹€.
08:31
Looking at limitations as a source of creativity
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아이디어가 κ³ κ°ˆλ˜λŠ” 것을 κ²½ν—˜ν–ˆλ˜ 것이,
08:35
changed the course of my life.
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제 인생을 λ°”κΏ”λ†“μ•˜μŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
08:38
Now, when I run into a barrier
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이제, μ œκ°€ μž₯애물을 λ§Œλ‚˜κ±°λ‚˜
08:39
or I find myself creatively stumped,
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μ˜ˆμˆ κ°€λ‘œμ„œ λ‹€μ‹œ μŠ¬λŸΌν”„κ°€ 였면,
08:43
I sometimes still struggle,
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λ¬Όλ‘  λ•Œλ•Œλ‘œ νž˜λ“€μ§€λ§Œ,
08:44
but I continue to show up for the process
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μ €λŠ” κ°€λŠ₯성이 μžˆλ‹€κ³  슀슀둜 κ³„μ†ν•΄μ„œ μƒκΈ°μ‹œν‚€λ©΄μ„œ,
08:46
and try to remind myself of the possibilities,
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계속 μž‘μ—…μ„ ν•΄λ‚˜κ°€κ³  μžˆμŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
08:50
like using hundreds of real, live worms to make an image,
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예λ₯Ό λ“€λ©΄ 수백 마리의 μ‚΄μ•„μžˆλŠ” 벌레λ₯Ό μ‚¬μš©ν•΄μ„œ μž‘ν’ˆμ„ λ§Œλ“€κ±°λ‚˜,
08:54
using a pushpin to tattoo a banana,
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λ°”λŠ˜λ‘œ λ°”λ‚˜λ‚˜μ— 문신을 μƒˆκΈ°κ±°λ‚˜,
08:59
or painting a picture with hamburger grease.
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햄버거λ₯Ό λ§Œλ“€ λ•Œ λ‚˜μ˜€λŠ” κΈ°λ¦„μœΌλ‘œ 그림을 κ·Έλ €μš”.
09:05
(Laughter)
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(μ›ƒμŒ)
09:07
One of my most recent endeavors
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μ œκ°€ κ°€μž₯ μ΅œκ·Όμ— μ‹œλ„ν•œ 것 쀑 ν•˜λ‚˜λŠ”,
09:08
is to try to translate the habits of creativity that I've learned
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μ œκ°€ ν–ˆλ˜ 것과 같은 λ°©μ‹μœΌλ‘œ λ‹€λ₯Έ μ‚¬λžŒλ“€λ„
09:12
into something others can replicate.
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계속 창의λ ₯을 발휘 ν•  수 μžˆλ„λ‘ μ˜κ°μ„ μ£Όκ³  μ‹Άμ—ˆμ–΄μš”.
09:15
Limitations may be the most unlikely of places
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ν•œκ³„λΌλŠ” 것은 창의λ ₯을 λŒμ–΄λ‚΄λŠ” 것과
09:19
to harness creativity, but perhaps
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κ°€μž₯ 관련이 μ—†μ–΄ λ³΄μ΄μ§€λ§Œ, μ•„λ§ˆλ„
09:22
one of the best ways to get ourselves out of ruts,
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우리λ₯Ό μŠ¬λŸΌν”„μ—μ„œ λŒμ–΄λ‚΄μ£Όκ³ , λ²”μ£Όλ₯Ό λ‹€μ‹œ μƒκ°ν•˜κ³ ,
09:26
rethink categories and challenge accepted norms.
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일반적인 기쀀에 λ„μ „ν•˜λŠ” κ°€μž₯ 쒋은 방법일지도 λͺ¨λ¦…λ‹ˆλ‹€.
09:30
And instead of telling each other to seize the day,
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μ‚¬λžŒλ“€μ—κ²Œ κ·Έμ € 삢을 μƒμ‚°μ μœΌλ‘œ 살라고 ν•˜κΈ° λ³΄λ‹€λŠ”,
09:33
maybe we can remind ourselves every day
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우리의 ν•œκ³„λ₯Ό μ΄μš©ν•΄μ„œ 더 λ‚˜μ€ μ‚ΆμœΌλ‘œ
09:37
to seize the limitation.
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도약할 수 μžˆλ‹€λŠ” 것을 μ΄μ•ΌκΈ°ν•΄μ£ΌλŠ” 것이 μ’‹κ² μŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
09:40
Thank you.
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κ°μ‚¬ν•©λ‹ˆλ‹€.
09:41
(Applause)
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(λ°•μˆ˜)
이 μ›Ήμ‚¬μ΄νŠΈ 정보

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