Jacqueline Woodson: What reading slowly taught me about writing | TED

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譯者: Clement Fu 審譯者: Carol Wang
很久以前有一位巨人,
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A long time ago, there lived a Giant,
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a Selfish Giant, whose stunning garden was the most beautiful in all the land.
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這位自私的巨人 有美絕各地的迷人花園。
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One evening, this Giant came home
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一天黃昏,巨人回到家時,
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and found all these children playing in his garden,
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發現這班小孩 在他的花園裡遊戲,
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and he became enraged.
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他大為光火。
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"My own garden is my own garden!"
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「我自己的花園 就是我自己的花園!」
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the Giant said.
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巨人這麼說。
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And he built this high wall around it.
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然後,他在花園四周築了道高牆。
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The author Oscar Wilde wrote the story of "The Selfish Giant" in 1888.
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1888 年,王爾德(Oscar Wilde) 寫了這故事《自私的巨人》,
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Almost a hundred years later, that Giant moved into my Brooklyn childhood
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及至百年後,那巨人搬進來 我在布魯克林區的童年,
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and never left.
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就再沒離開。
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I was raised in a religious family,
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我出生在宗教家庭,
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and I grew up reading both the Bible and the Quran.
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讀著《聖經》和《古蘭經》長大。
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The hours of reading, both religious and recreational,
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宗教閱讀加上休閒閱讀的時間,
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far outnumbered the hours of television-watching.
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遠遠超過看電視的時間。
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Now, on any given day, you could find my siblings and I
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那時候的任何一天,
都可見到我和兄弟姊妹 蜷在家中一隅閱讀,
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curled up in some part of our apartment reading,
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sometimes unhappily,
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有時讀得並不高興,
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because on summer days in New York City, the fire hydrant blasted,
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因為在盛夏時節裡, 紐約市街上消防栓射水降溫,
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and to our immense jealousy, we could hear our friends down there
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便聽見其他小朋友 在樓下的噴水中玩,
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playing in the gushing water,
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無比歡樂的笑聲 從敞開的窗戶傳到耳邊,
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their absolute joy making its way up through our open windows.
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好教人羨慕。
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But I learned that the deeper I went into my books,
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但我體會到,愈潛心於書本裡、
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the more time I took with each sentence,
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字斟句酌愈久、
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the less I heard the noise of the outside world.
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外界的噪音聽到得就愈少。
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And so, unlike my siblings, who were racing through books,
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不同於兄弟姊妹看書一目十行,
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I read slowly --
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我卻慢慢閱讀——
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very, very slowly.
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十分、十分地緩慢。
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I was that child with her finger running beneath the words,
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兒時我是用手指指著字讀書的,
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until I was untaught to do this; told big kids don't use their fingers.
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直到被告知大孩子不指讀後, 我才改掉這個毛病。
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In third grade, we were made to sit with our hands folded on our desk,
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小學三年級時, 我們要疊起雙手安放桌上,
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unclasping them only to turn the pages, then returning them to that position.
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坐好讀書,翻頁時才張開手, 然後又要放好。
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Our teacher wasn't being cruel.
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並非是老師苛刻,
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It was the 1970s,
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當時是二十世紀七十年代,
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and her goal was to get us reading not just on grade level
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老師旨在教曉我們閱讀理解,
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but far above it.
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力臻更高年級水平,
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And we were always being pushed to read faster.
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因此常常敦促我們閱讀快一點。
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But in the quiet of my apartment, outside of my teacher's gaze,
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但在靜謐的家中, 沒有老師的注目下,
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I let my finger run beneath those words.
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我就讓手指放行於文字之間。
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And that Selfish Giant again told me his story,
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然後,自私的巨人 又再敘說他的故事,
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how he had felt betrayed by the kids sneaking into his garden,
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小孩背著他侵越其花園 是如何讓他感到背叛,
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how he had built this high wall,
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他怎樣築起這道高牆,
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and it did keep the children out,
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高牆又確實把小孩拒於園外,
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but a grey winter fell over his garden
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灰色的冬天卻在他的花園降臨,
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and just stayed and stayed.
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久久不願離去。
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With each rereading, I learned something new
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每一次反復閱讀,我都有新的察見:
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about the hard stones of the roads that the kids were forced to play on
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比如小孩被逐出花園後,
被迫在街上玩地上那些堅硬的石子;
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when they got expelled from the garden,
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about the gentleness of a small boy that appeared one day,
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比如某天出現的小孩的彬彬有禮,
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and even about the Giant himself.
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甚至對巨人本身也刮目相看。
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Maybe his words weren't rageful after all.
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也許,他說的話不是出於憤怒,
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Maybe they were a plea for empathy,
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也許話裡是求同情,
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for understanding.
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求理解。
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"My own garden is my own garden."
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「我自己的花園 是我自己的花園呀」。
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Years later, I would learn of a writer named John Gardner
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多年後,適逢作家約翰‧加德納 (John Gardner)的灼見,
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who referred to this as the "fictive dream,"
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稱之為「虛構之夢」,
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or the "dream of fiction,"
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或「虛幻之夢」,
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and I would realize that this was where I was inside that book,
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我發覺「虛構之夢」 即是我置身於書中,
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spending time with the characters and the world that the author had created
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作者邀我進入其創造的世界,
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and invited me into.
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與眾人物共渡時光。
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As a child, I knew that stories were meant to be savored,
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小時候我知道故事應該細細品味,
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that stories wanted to be slow,
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故事想要緩慢,
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and that some author had spent months, maybe years, writing them.
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有的作者花了數月甚至數年才寫成。
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And my job as the reader --
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而我身為讀者——
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especially as the reader who wanted to one day become a writer --
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特別是想在某天成為作者的讀者——
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was to respect that narrative.
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要尊重那篇故事。
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Long before there was cable or the internet or even the telephone,
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早在有線、網路,甚至電話出現前,
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there were people sharing ideas and information and memory through story.
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人們就通過故事 來分享意念、資訊和記憶,
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It's one of our earliest forms of connective technology.
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是我們最早的聯繫技術形式之一。
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It was the story of something better down the Nile
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是尼羅河沿岸的更美好的故事
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that sent the Egyptians moving along it,
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促使埃及人沿河往下游發展,
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the story of a better way to preserve the dead
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是講述更好保存軀體方法的故事,
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that brought King Tut's remains into the 21st century.
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因而讓法老王圖坦卡門的遺骸 得以在二十一世紀重現。
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And more than two million years ago,
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而在二百多萬年前,
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when the first humans began making tools from stone,
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當第一代人類開始製造石器時,
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someone must have said, "What if?"
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一定有人說過: 「若是(記錄下來)呢?」
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And someone else remembered the story.
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而定有別人記住了這故事。
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And whether they told it through words or gestures or drawings,
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不論故事是通過口耳或手勢、 還是通過畫相傳,
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it was passed down; remembered:
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故事流傳下來,被人記住了:
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hit a hammer and hear its story.
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錘子聲下,聽見故事的鏗鏘。
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The world is getting noisier.
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世界變得更嘈雜,
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We've gone from boomboxes
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從便攜播放器、
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to Walkmen to portable CD players
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隨身聽、便攜鐳射唱盤、
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to iPods
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再到 iPod ,
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to any song we want, whenever we want it.
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我們隨時想聽就能聽任意一首歌曲。
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We've gone from the four television channels of my childhood
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從我兒時只有四個電視頻道的時代,
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to the seeming infinity of cable and streaming.
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到今天數之不盡的 有線頻道和線上資源。
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As technology moves us faster and faster through time and space,
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隨著科技挾著我們 在時空越來越快地穿梭,
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it seems to feel like story is getting pushed out of the way,
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故事似乎日漸讓路,被推到一旁,
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I mean, literally pushed out of the narrative.
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名副其實地被攆出了敘述之外。
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But even as our engagement with stories change,
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即使與故事的結緣有變化,
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or the trappings around it morph from book to audio to Instagram to Snapchat,
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或是羈絆從書本 蛻變成聲音、IG、Snapchat,
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we must remember our finger beneath the words.
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我們須記住放在字裡行間的手指。
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Remember that story, regardless of the format,
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記住故事,不論形式,
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has always taken us to places we never thought we'd go,
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總讓我們走進意想不到的地方,
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introduced us to people we never thought we'd meet
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牽來意想不到的人,
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and shown us worlds that we might have missed.
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以及讓我們看清本會擦身而過的世界。
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So as technology keeps moving faster and faster,
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因此,哪怕科技繼續越發展越快,
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I am good with something slower.
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我依然悠然自得地慢慢閱讀。
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My finger beneath the words has led me to a life of writing books
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字裡行間的手指引我踏上寫作生涯,
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for people of all ages,
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為所有年紀的人而寫,
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books meant to be read slowly,
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那供人慢慢閱讀、
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to be savored.
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細心品味的書。
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My love for looking deeply and closely at the world,
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我愛深入細看世界,
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for putting my whole self into it, and by doing so,
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全身心投入其中,
這讓我看到一個故事的無盡可能,
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seeing the many, many possibilities of a narrative,
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turned out to be a gift,
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這種愛原來是天賜禮物,
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because taking my sweet time
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因為慢慢地享受這美好時光,
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taught me everything I needed to know about writing.
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教會我寫作所需的一切。
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And writing taught me everything I needed to know about creating worlds
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寫作讓我通曉怎樣創造世界,
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where people could be seen and heard,
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讓身在其中的人 可以被看見和聽見,
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where their experiences could be legitimized,
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人人的經歷皆自成方圓、頭頭是道,
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and where my story, read or heard by another person,
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而當別人讀到、聽到我的故事, 會對他們有所啟發,
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inspired something in them that became a connection between us,
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變成我們之間的聯繫、
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a conversation.
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一段對話。
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And isn't that what this is all about --
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這難道不是這一切終究所願 ——
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finding a way, at the end of the day, to not feel alone in this world,
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找到一種方式, 當一天將盡時,不覺孤單在世,
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and a way to feel like we've changed it before we leave?
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找到一種方式, 讓離開時似曾沿途改變過?
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Stone to hammer, man to mummy,
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從石到錘、血肉之軀到木乃伊、
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idea to story -- and all of it, remembered.
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從意念到故事 —— 這一切但願為人記住。
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Sometimes we read to understand the future.
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我們閱讀,有時為了解未來;
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Sometimes we read to understand the past.
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我們閱讀,有時為了解過去。
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We read to get lost, to forget the hard times we're living in,
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我們閱讀為了忘卻、忘掉身處時艱,
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and we read to remember those who came before us,
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我們也閱讀,以記住前人,
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who lived through something harder.
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那些曾經歷比我們更苦歲月的人。
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I write for those same reasons.
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我寫作,同樣為這些理由。
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Before coming to Brooklyn, my family lived in Greenville, South Carolina,
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到布魯克林區前,我們一家 住在南卡羅萊納州格林維爾,
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in a segregated neighborhood called Nicholtown.
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一個種族隔離的社區, 名叫 Nicholtown。
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All of us there were the descendants of a people
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那裡,我們都是一群
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who had not been allowed to learn to read or write.
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讀書寫字不被應許的人們的後裔。
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Imagine that:
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想像一下:
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the danger of understanding how letters form words,
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學習認字會招來殺身之禍,
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the danger of words themselves,
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字句本身帶來的危險,
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the danger of a literate people and their stories.
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一群知書識字的人 及其故事會來的危險。
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But against this backdrop of being threatened with death
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儘管當時的時勢下,
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for holding onto a narrative,
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堅持敘述故事,世道便以死懼之,
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our stories didn't die,
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我們的故事卻不死,
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because there is yet another story beneath that one.
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因為故事底下,還疊著另一個故事,
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And this is how it has always worked.
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古往今來都是這樣走來。
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For as long as we've been communicating,
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只要我們仍在溝通,
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there's been the layering to the narrative,
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故事便層層相疊,
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the stories beneath the stories and the ones beneath those.
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故事疊著故事,環環相扣。
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This is how story has and will continue to survive.
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故事就這麼一路走來,綿綿不息。
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As I began to connect the dots that connected the way I learned to write
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當我將連接我學習寫作 和學會閱讀的點
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and the way I learned to read
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to an almost silenced people,
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與一群幾乎噤聲的人民連起來時,
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I realized that my story was bigger and older and deeper
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我發覺我的故事 實是更大、更古、更深,
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than I would ever be.
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遠超越我本身,
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And because of that, it will continue.
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故事因此而源遠流長。
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Among these almost-silenced people
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在這些幾乎噤聲的人民中,
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there were the ones who never learned to read.
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有一些人畢生從未學會閱讀。
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Their descendants, now generations out of enslavement,
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他們的後裔今已脫離了奴隸制數代,
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if well-off enough,
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若家境許可的話,
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had gone on to college, grad school, beyond.
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上到大學、研究院 以及更高程度的不乏其人。
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Some, like my grandmother and my siblings, seemed to be born reading,
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一些人,如我祖母和兄弟姊妹, 像是生而會閱讀,
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as though history stepped out of their way.
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彷彿歷史為他們讓開了路。
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Some, like my mother, hitched onto the Great Migration wagon --
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一些人,如家母 便躍上了大遷徙的馬車——
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which was not actually a wagon --
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那不是真的馬車——
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and kissed the South goodbye.
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吻別南部往北去。
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But here is the story within that story:
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但那故事中還孕育這故事:
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those who left and those who stayed
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離開的人也好,留下的人也好
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carried with them the history of a narrative,
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身上懷著一個故事的歷史,
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knew deeply that writing it down wasn't the only way they could hold on to it,
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清楚知道寫下來 不是唯一保存故事的方式,
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knew they could sit on their porches or their stoops at the end of a long day
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知道在漫長一天結束時, 坐在門廊、門階上,
08:49
and spin a slow tale for their children.
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向子女慢慢講述 逸文軼事也是保存的方式。
08:52
They knew they could sing their stories through the thick heat of picking cotton
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他們知道,在撿棉花、 採煙草的炎熱中,
08:56
and harvesting tobacco,
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也可以把故事唱成歌,
08:58
knew they could preach their stories and sew them into quilts,
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他們知道其故事也可化成佈道 或縫成拼布被褥,
09:02
turn the most painful ones into something laughable,
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將至痛化作插科打諢,也未嘗不可,
09:06
and through that laughter, exhale the history a country
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通過逗人發笑,
揭露歷史怎樣一而再、再而三地
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that tried again and again and again
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09:11
to steal their bodies,
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試著偷走他們的身軀、
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their spirit
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他們的精神
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and their story.
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和他們的故事。
09:17
So as a child, I learned to imagine an invisible finger
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小時候,我學會想像一根無形的手指
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taking me from word to word,
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為我指過一字接一字,
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from sentence to sentence,
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一句接一句,
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from ignorance to understanding.
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從無知指向明理。
09:30
So as technology continues to speed ahead,
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隨著科技不斷邁進,
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I continue to read slowly,
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我仍然故我,慢慢閱讀,
09:38
knowing that I am respecting the author's work
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心知道這是我向作者的著作致敬,
09:41
and the story's lasting power.
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以及向故事歷久不衰的力量致敬。
09:44
And I read slowly to drown out the noise
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慢慢閱讀使我脫離了噪音,
09:47
and remember those who came before me,
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讓我記住可能是人類先驅的前人,
09:51
who were probably the first people who finally learned to control fire
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他們終於學會控制火種,
09:57
and circled their new power
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他們圍繞在
10:00
of flame and light and heat.
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火焰、光和熱的新力量周圍。
10:05
And I read slowly to remember the Selfish Giant,
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慢慢閱讀也讓我記住那自私的巨人,
10:09
how he finally tore that wall down
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他怎樣終於毀掉那道牆,
10:11
and let the children run free through his garden.
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讓小孩在他的花園自由奔跑。
慢慢閱讀讓我向祖先們致敬,
10:15
And I read slowly to pay homage to my ancestors,
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10:19
who were not allowed to read at all.
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他們完全被禁止讀書識字。
10:22
They, too, must have circled fires,
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他們定也曾圍著篝火,
10:24
speaking softly of their dreams,
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輕聲細述他們的夢想、
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their hopes, their futures.
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他們的希望、他們的未來。
10:32
Each time we read, write or tell a story,
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每一次我們讀、寫,或說故事,
10:37
we step inside their circle,
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我們都踏進他們的圈子,
10:40
and it remains unbroken.
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圈子依舊堅不可摧。
10:43
And the power of story lives on.
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而故事的力量永垂不朽。
10:48
Thank you.
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謝謝。
10:49
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