What I learned serving time for a crime I didn't commit | Teresa Njoroge

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翻译人员: candice lu 校对人员: 心 郝!
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When I heard those bars
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当我听到那些铁栅栏
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slam hard,
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重重地关上的时候,
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I knew it was for real.
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我知道这不是做梦。
00:23
I feel confused.
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我感到迷茫。
00:26
I feel betrayed.
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我感到被背叛了。
00:29
I feel overwhelmed.
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我感到喘不过气。
00:33
I feel silenced.
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我感觉被禁言了。
00:37
What just happened?
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刚才发生了什么?
00:40
How could they send me here?
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他们怎么会把我送到这里?
00:44
I don't belong here.
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我根本不属于这里啊。
00:47
How could they make such a huge mistake
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他们怎么能犯下如此大的错误,
00:51
without any repercussions whatsoever to their actions?
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却不用为自己的 行为付出任何代价?
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I see large groups of women
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我看到许多女性,
01:00
in tattered uniforms
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她们身着破烂的制服,
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surrounded by huge walls and gates,
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被关在高墙大门之内,
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enclosed by iron barbed wires,
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受困在铁刺围栏之中,
01:10
and I get hit by an awful stench,
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然后我被一阵恶臭惊醒,
01:14
and I ask myself,
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我问自己,
01:17
how did I move
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我究竟是如何
01:20
from working in the respected financial banking sector,
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从从事着一份体面的 金融银行业工作,
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having worked so hard in school,
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曾经在学校中用功读书,
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to now being locked up
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转变到如今身陷囹圄,
01:32
in the largest correctional facility
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不得不呆在这个肯尼亚最大的
01:35
for women in Kenya?
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女子监狱的?
01:39
My first night
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我在兰加塔
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at Langata Women Maximum Security Prison
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女子最高安全级别监狱 度过的第一个夜晚
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was the toughest.
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是最难熬的。
01:48
In January of 2009,
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2009年的1月,
01:51
I was informed that I had handled a fraudulent transaction unknowingly
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我被告知我在银行 工作的时候无意中经手了
01:56
at the bank where I worked.
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一笔诈骗交易。
01:58
I was shocked, scared and terrified.
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我当时感到十分震惊、 害怕并且恐惧。
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I would lose a career that I loved passionately.
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我会因此而失去十分热爱的事业。
02:09
But that was not the worst.
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但那还不是最糟糕的。
02:12
It got even worse than I could have ever imagined.
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事情远比我想象的更糟。
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I got arrested,
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我被逮捕了,
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maliciously charged
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受到了恶意的指控
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and prosecuted.
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和起诉。
02:26
The absurdity of it all was the arresting officer
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最荒唐的是那个逮捕我的警官,
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asking me to pay him 10,000 US dollars
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居然要求我支付给他一万美金,
02:36
and the case would disappear.
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他们就可以撤诉。
02:39
I refused.
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我拒绝了。
02:42
Two and a half years on,
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于是在接下来的两年半时间,
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in and out of courts,
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我不停地进出法庭,
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fighting to prove my innocence.
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竭尽全力想要证明我的清白。
02:50
It was all over the media,
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这件事在媒体上被广泛报道,
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in the newspapers, TV, radio.
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报纸、电视、广播。
02:57
They came to me again.
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他们再一次找到了我。
03:00
This time around, said to me,
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这次他们说的是,
03:03
"If you give us 50,000 US dollars,
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“如果你给我们5万美金,
03:09
the judgement will be in your favor,"
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最终的审判将会站在你这边。”
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irrespective of the fact that there was no evidence whatsoever
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他们完全不顾这样一个事实, 那就是他们根本没有证据
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that I had any wrongdoing
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证明我做错了什么,
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on the charges that I was up against.
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针对我的指控根本不成立。
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I remember the events
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我记得
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of my conviction
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六年前,
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six years ago
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我的审判结果
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as if it were yesterday.
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就如发生在昨日一般。
03:35
The cold, hard face of the judge
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在一个寒冷的星期四上午,
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as she pronounced my sentence
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当法官针对我从未犯过的罪名
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on a cold Thursday morning
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宣布我被判有罪的时候,
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for a crime that I hadn't committed.
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我看到了她冰冷残酷的脸庞。
03:49
I remember holding
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我记得当我抱着
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my three-month-old beautiful daughter
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我三个月大的漂亮的女儿,
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whom I had just named Oma,
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我刚给她起名Oma,
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which in my dialect means "truth and justice,"
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这个名字在我们方言中的 意思是“真相和正义”,
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as that was what I had longed so much for
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因为那是我长久以来一直渴望的
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all this time.
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东西啊。
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I dressed her in her favorite purple dress,
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我给她穿上她最爱的紫色裙子,
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and here she was, about to accompany me
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她将陪伴我在监狱里
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to serve this one-year sentence
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在监狱里忍受这一年的
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behind bars.
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冤刑。
04:24
The guards did not seem sensitive to the trauma
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那些狱警对我所遭受的 痛苦丝毫不在意,
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that this experience was causing me.
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他们不知道这段经历 使我失去了什么。
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My dignity and humanity disappeared
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我的尊严和人性随着
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with the admission process.
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入狱的程序一并消失了。
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It involved me being searched for contrabands,
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我被搜身检查有没有携带违禁品,
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changed from my ordinary clothes
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脱下了我平常的服装,
换上了囚服,
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to the prison uniform,
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04:51
forced to squat on the ground,
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还被要求蹲在地上,
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a posture that I soon came to learn
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后来我意识到
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would form the routine
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这个动作
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of the thousands of searches,
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将是日后我将面对的数千次搜身,
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number counts,
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报数时候的
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that lay ahead of me.
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常规动作。
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The women told me,
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有位女士对我说,
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"You'll adjust to this place.
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“你会适应这个地方的,
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You'll fit right in."
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你会融入进去的。”
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I was no longer referred to as Teresa Njoroge.
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没有人再叫我特雷莎 · 恩乔罗格,
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The number 415/11 was my new identity,
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编号415/11 成为了我新的身份,
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and I soon learned that was the case with the other women
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我很快意识到这里的其他女性
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who we were sharing this space with.
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都面临着同样的境遇。
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And adjust I did to life on the inside:
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我确实适应了里面的生活:
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the prison food,
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监狱里的食物,
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the prison language,
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监狱里的语言,
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the prison life.
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监狱里的生活。
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Prison is certainly no fairytale world.
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监狱当然不是童话世界。
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What I didn't see come my way
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然而我没有意识到的是,
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was the women and children
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与我们一同服刑的
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whom we served time and shared space with,
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妇女和小孩,
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women who had been imprisoned
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那些为了这个体系的罪恶
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for crimes of the system,
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在服刑的女人们,
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the corruption that requires a fall guy,
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成了那些腐败行为的
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a scapegoat,
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替罪羊,
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so that the person who is responsible
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这样才能让那些真正的罪犯
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could go free,
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逍遥法外,
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a broken system that routinely vilifies the vulnerable,
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这个腐败的体系时常 污蔑我们当中
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the poorest amongst us,
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弱势的、贫穷的人们,
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people who cannot afford to pay bail
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因为他们没有能力支付保释金
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or bribes.
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或者是贿赂金。
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And so we moved on.
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所以我们只能接受现实。
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As I listened to story after story
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在监狱服刑的一年中, 在听了差不多
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of these close to 700 women
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700个女人的
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during that one year in prison,
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相似的故事之后,
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I soon realized that crime
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我知道那些罪行不是将
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was not what had brought these women to prison,
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这些女人送进监狱的罪魁祸首,
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most of them,
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事实上,她们中的大多数
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far from it.
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都背着莫须有的罪名。
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It had started with the education system,
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这一切要从教育系统说起,
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whose supply and quality is not equal for all;
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教育资源及质量并不是 对所有人都公平的;
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lack of economic opportunities
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由于缺乏赚钱的机会,
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that pushes these women to petty survival crimes;
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女性往往被迫为了生存 去做一些小偷小摸的事情;
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the health system,
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还有医疗系统,
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social justice system,
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社会司法体系,
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the criminal justice system.
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刑事司法制度 (也都脱不了干系)。
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If any of these women,
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这些女人
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who were mostly from poor backgrounds,
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大都来自贫困的家庭,
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fall through the cracks
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如果她们不幸被这腐败的
系统盯上了,
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in the already broken system,
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07:49
the bottom of that chasm is a prison,
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迎接她们的深渊就是监狱,
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period.
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这就是事实。
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By the time I completed my one-year sentence
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当我在兰加塔女子 最高安全级别监狱
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at Langata Women Maximum Prison,
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服刑一年之后,
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I had a burning conviction
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我的心中产生了一个坚定的信念,
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to be part of the transformation
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而这个信念也成为了后来
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to resolve the injustices
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改变这些不公正现象的 变革中的一部分。
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that I had witnessed
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我目睹了
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of women and girls
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妇女和年轻女孩们
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who were caught up in a revolving door
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被关在这个旋转门后,
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of a life in and out of prison
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进出监狱就成了 她们生活中的全部,
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due to poverty.
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这一切都源于贫穷。
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After my release,
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在我刑满释放之后,
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I set up Clean Start.
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我成立了Clean Start。
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Clean Start is a social enterprise
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Clean Start 是一家社会企业,
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that seeks to give these women and girls
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旨在为这些妇女和年轻女性
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a second chance.
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提供第二次机会。
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What we do is we build bridges for them.
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我们所做的就是为她们提供桥梁。
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We go into the prisons, train them,
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我们去监狱给她们提供培训,
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give them skills, tools and support
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教会她们技能, 为她们提供工作和支持,
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to enable them to be able to change their mindsets,
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希望借此改变她们的思维方式,
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their behaviors and their attitudes.
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改变她们的行为和态度。
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We also build bridges into the prisons
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同时,我们也为
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from the corporate sector --
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将会成为Clean Start的 合作伙伴的
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individuals, organizations
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企业、个人和组织
提供与监狱联系的机会,
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that will partner with Clean Start
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to enable us to provide employment,
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并合作提供就业机会,
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places to call home,
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居住的地方,
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jobs, vocational training,
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工作和职业培训
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for these women, girls,
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让那些妇女、女孩,
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boys and men,
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男孩和成年男子们
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upon transition back into society.
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能够成功适应重回社会的过程。
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I never thought
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我从未想过
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that one day
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有一天,
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I would be giving stories
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我将会为人们讲述
09:27
of the injustices that are so common
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那些刑事司法制度之内
09:30
within the criminal justice system,
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如此常见的不公正的现象,
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but here I am.
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但是我做到了。
09:37
Every time I go back to prison,
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每次回到监狱的时候,
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I feel a little at home,
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我竟然感觉像是回家了,
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but it is the daunting work
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但这是一份令人生畏的工作,
09:48
to achieve the vision
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想达成那个愿景的强烈希望
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that keeps me awake at night,
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几乎让我每天都夜不能寐。
09:54
connecting the miles to Louisiana,
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想想远在千里之外的 路易斯安那州,
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which is deemed as the incarceration capital of the world,
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那个被视为世界监禁之都的地方,
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carrying with me stories
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我背负着
10:07
of hundreds of women
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我在监狱中遇见的
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whom I have met within the prisons,
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数百位女性的过去,
10:12
some of whom are now embracing their second chances,
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她们中的一些人现在正在 拥抱人生中的第二次机会,
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and others who are still on that bridge of life's journey.
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另一些至今还处于桥梁的另一端, 经历她们人生的那一段故事。
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I embody a line
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在这里我引用下
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from the great Maya Angelou.
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著名诗人Maya Angelou的一段诗。
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"I come as one,
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“我只身前来,
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but I stand as 10,000."
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却有千千万万的人与我并肩。”
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(Applause)
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(掌声)
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For my story is singular,
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我的故事或许是个例,
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but imagine with me
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但是请跟我一起想一想
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the millions of people
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如今在监狱中的
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in prisons today,
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数百万的人们,
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yearning for freedom.
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他们渴望自由。
11:03
Three years post my conviction
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在我被定罪的三年后,
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and two years post my release,
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被释放的两年后,
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I got cleared by the courts of appeal
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地区法院终于还给了我清白,
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of any wrongdoing.
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洗去了我的罪名。
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(Applause)
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(掌声)
11:20
Around the same time,
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大约在同一时间,
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I got blessed with my son,
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我有了一个儿子,
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whom I named Uhuru,
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我给他起名Uhuru,
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which in my dialect means "freedom."
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Uhuru在我们的 方言中意味着“自由”。
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(Applause)
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(掌声)
11:34
Because I had finally gotten the freedom
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因为我最终获得了自由,
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that I so longed for.
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我梦寐以求的自由,
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I come as one,
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我只身前来,
11:42
but I stand as 10,000,
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却代表着千千万万的人们,
11:45
encouraged by the hard-edged hope
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怀着坚定的信念,
11:50
that thousands of us have come together
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千千万万的我们能够团结起来,
11:53
to reform and transform the criminal justice system,
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一起改变这个犯罪司法系统,
12:00
encouraged that we are doing our jobs
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坚信我们在履行自己的天职,
12:04
as we are meant to do them.
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因为我们注定要做这些事。
12:07
And let us keep doing them
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那就让我们继续做下去,
12:09
with no apology.
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无需感到歉疚。
12:12
Thank you.
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谢谢。
12:13
(Applause)
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(掌声)
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