What I learned serving time for a crime I didn't commit | Teresa Njoroge

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2017-12-04 ・ TED


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What I learned serving time for a crime I didn't commit | Teresa Njoroge

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Prevoditelj: Biljana Ježik Recezent: Anja Kolobarić
00:12
When I heard those bars
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Kada sam čula kako su rešetke
00:16
slam hard,
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glasno zalupile,
00:20
I knew it was for real.
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znala sam da se to stvarno događa.
00:23
I feel confused.
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Osjećala sam se zbunjeno.
00:26
I feel betrayed.
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Osjećala sam se izdano.
00:29
I feel overwhelmed.
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Preplavile su me emocije.
00:33
I feel silenced.
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Osjećala sam se ušutkano.
00:37
What just happened?
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Što se upravo dogodilo?
00:40
How could they send me here?
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Kako su me mogli poslati ovamo?
00:44
I don't belong here.
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Ne pripadam ovdje.
00:47
How could they make such a huge mistake
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Kako su mogli napraviti tako veliku pogrješku,
00:51
without any repercussions whatsoever to their actions?
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bez ikakvih posljedica za njihova djela?
00:57
I see large groups of women
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Vidim velike grupe žena
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in tattered uniforms
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u otrcanim odorama
01:02
surrounded by huge walls and gates,
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okružene visokim zidovima i vratima,
01:07
enclosed by iron barbed wires,
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ograđene željeznim bodljikavim žicama
01:10
and I get hit by an awful stench,
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i preplavi me užasan smrad
01:14
and I ask myself,
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i zapitam se
01:17
how did I move
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kako sam došla
01:20
from working in the respected financial banking sector,
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od posla u uglednom bankarskom sektoru za financije,
01:26
having worked so hard in school,
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uporno se trudeći u školi,
01:30
to now being locked up
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do toga da me sada zatvore
01:32
in the largest correctional facility
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u najveću kazneno-popravnu ustanovu
01:35
for women in Kenya?
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za žene u Keniji?
01:39
My first night
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Moja prva noć
01:41
at Langata Women Maximum Security Prison
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u najstrožem ženskom zatvoru Langata
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was the toughest.
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bila je najteža.
01:48
In January of 2009,
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U siječnju 2009.,
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I was informed that I had handled a fraudulent transaction unknowingly
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obavijestili su me da sam nesvjesno obradila lažnu transakciju
01:56
at the bank where I worked.
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u banci u kojoj sam radila.
01:58
I was shocked, scared and terrified.
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Bila sam šokirana, uplašena i užasnuta.
02:03
I would lose a career that I loved passionately.
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Izgubila bih karijeru koju sam jako voljela.
02:09
But that was not the worst.
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Ali to nije bilo najgore.
02:12
It got even worse than I could have ever imagined.
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Dogodilo se nešto puno gore nego što sam mogla zamisliti.
02:17
I got arrested,
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Uhitili su me,
02:20
maliciously charged
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zlonamjerno okrivili
02:22
and prosecuted.
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i optužili.
02:26
The absurdity of it all was the arresting officer
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Apsurdnost svega bila je kada me službenik za uhićenje
02:31
asking me to pay him 10,000 US dollars
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pitao da mu platim 10,000 američkih dolara
02:36
and the case would disappear.
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i slučaj će nestati.
02:39
I refused.
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Odbila sam.
02:42
Two and a half years on,
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Nakon dvije i pol godine,
02:45
in and out of courts,
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bila sam na brojnim sudskim postupcima
02:47
fighting to prove my innocence.
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boreći se da dokažem svoju nevinost.
02:50
It was all over the media,
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Bilo je posvuda u medijima,
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in the newspapers, TV, radio.
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u novinama, na televiziji, na radiju.
02:57
They came to me again.
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Opet su me potražili.
03:00
This time around, said to me,
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Ovoga puta, rekli su mi:
03:03
"If you give us 50,000 US dollars,
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"Ako nam platiš 50,000 američkih dolara,
03:09
the judgement will be in your favor,"
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presudit ćemo u tvoju korist",
03:13
irrespective of the fact that there was no evidence whatsoever
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bez obzira na činjenicu što nisu postojali nikakvi dokazi
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that I had any wrongdoing
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da sam počinila prijestup
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on the charges that I was up against.
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za koji su me optužili.
03:25
I remember the events
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Sjećam se
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of my conviction
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donošenja moje presude
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six years ago
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otprije šest godina
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as if it were yesterday.
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kao da je bilo jučer.
03:35
The cold, hard face of the judge
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Hladno, čvrsto lice sutkinje
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as she pronounced my sentence
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dok je izgovarala moju presudu
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on a cold Thursday morning
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u hladno jutro jednog četvrtka
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for a crime that I hadn't committed.
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za zločin koji nisam počinila.
03:49
I remember holding
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Sjećam se da sam držala
03:51
my three-month-old beautiful daughter
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svoju lijepu tromjesečnu kći
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whom I had just named Oma,
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koju sam upravo nazvala Oma,
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which in my dialect means "truth and justice,"
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što u mojem jeziku znači "istina i pravda",
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as that was what I had longed so much for
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jer sam za time toliko čeznula
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all this time.
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cijelo to vrijeme.
04:09
I dressed her in her favorite purple dress,
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Obučena u njezinu najdražu ljubičastu haljinu,
04:13
and here she was, about to accompany me
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bila je tamo, spremna me ispratiti
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to serve this one-year sentence
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kako bih odslužila jednogodišnju kaznu
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behind bars.
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iza rešetki.
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The guards did not seem sensitive to the trauma
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Čuvari očito nisu marili za traumu
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that this experience was causing me.
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koju mi je izazvalo to iskustvo.
04:32
My dignity and humanity disappeared
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Moja dostojanstvenost i humanost nestali su
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with the admission process.
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u procesu prijema.
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It involved me being searched for contrabands,
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Pretraživali su me radi krijumčarenja,
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changed from my ordinary clothes
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presvukli me iz uobičajene odjeće
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to the prison uniform,
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u zatvorsku odoru,
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forced to squat on the ground,
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prisilili me čučati na podu,
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a posture that I soon came to learn
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u položaju za koji sam ubrzo shvatila
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would form the routine
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da će postati rutina
05:01
of the thousands of searches,
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za tisuće pregledavanja,
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number counts,
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prebrojavanja,
05:06
that lay ahead of me.
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koja su me čekala.
05:11
The women told me,
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Žene su mi rekle:
05:13
"You'll adjust to this place.
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"Prilagodit ćeš se ovome mjestu.
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You'll fit right in."
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Uklopit ćeš se."
05:19
I was no longer referred to as Teresa Njoroge.
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Više mi se nisu obraćali imenom Teresa Njoroge.
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The number 415/11 was my new identity,
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Broj 415/11 bio je moj novi identitet
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and I soon learned that was the case with the other women
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i uskoro sam shvatila da su se jednako odnosili i prema drugim ženama
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who we were sharing this space with.
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s kojima sam dijelila prostor.
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And adjust I did to life on the inside:
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I prilagodila sam se životu zatvora:
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the prison food,
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zatvorskoj hrani,
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the prison language,
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zatvorskom jeziku,
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the prison life.
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zatvoreničkom životu.
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Prison is certainly no fairytale world.
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Zatvor zasigurno nije svijet iz bajki.
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What I didn't see come my way
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Ono što nisam očekivala
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was the women and children
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bile su žene i djeca
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whom we served time and shared space with,
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s kojima sam služila kaznu i dijelila prostor,
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women who had been imprisoned
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žene koje su zatvorene
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for crimes of the system,
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zbog kriminala u sustavu,
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the corruption that requires a fall guy,
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zbog korupcije koja zahtjeva dežurnog krivca,
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a scapegoat,
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žrtveno janje,
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so that the person who is responsible
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tako da osoba koja je odgovorna
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could go free,
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bude na slobodi,
06:27
a broken system that routinely vilifies the vulnerable,
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iskvareni sustav koji rutinski zlostavlja ranjive,
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the poorest amongst us,
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najsiromašnije među nama,
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people who cannot afford to pay bail
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ljude koji ne mogu platiti jamčevinu
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or bribes.
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ili mito.
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And so we moved on.
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I tako smo nastavili.
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As I listened to story after story
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Slušajući priču za pričom
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of these close to 700 women
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od otprilike 700 žena
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during that one year in prison,
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tijekom te godine u zatvoru,
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I soon realized that crime
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uskoro sam shvatila da zločin
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was not what had brought these women to prison,
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nije to što je dovelo te žene u zatvor,
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most of them,
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za većinu njih,
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far from it.
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bilo je to nešto sasvim drugo.
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It had started with the education system,
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Započelo je s obrazovnim sustavom,
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whose supply and quality is not equal for all;
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čija ponuda i kvaliteta nije jednaka za sve;
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lack of economic opportunities
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nedostatne ekonomske prilike
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that pushes these women to petty survival crimes;
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koje tjeraju te žene na sitne zločine za preživljavanje;
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the health system,
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zdravstveni sustav,
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social justice system,
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sustav socijalne pravde,
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the criminal justice system.
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sustav kaznenog pravosuđa.
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If any of these women,
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Ako jedna od tih žena,
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who were mostly from poor backgrounds,
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koje dolaze većinom iz siromašnih sredina,
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fall through the cracks
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padne kroz pukotine
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in the already broken system,
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već iskvarenog sustava,
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the bottom of that chasm is a prison,
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pada na dno ponora - u zatvor,
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period.
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točka.
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By the time I completed my one-year sentence
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Do trenutka kada sam odslužila jednogodišnju kaznu
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at Langata Women Maximum Prison,
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u najstrožem ženskom zatvoru Langata,
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I had a burning conviction
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imala sam goruću želju
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to be part of the transformation
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biti dio transformacije
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to resolve the injustices
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za rješavanje nepravdi
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that I had witnessed
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kojima sam svjedočila
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of women and girls
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o ženama i djevojkama
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who were caught up in a revolving door
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koje su zaglavile
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of a life in and out of prison
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u životu po zatvorima
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due to poverty.
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zbog siromaštva.
08:25
After my release,
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Nakon mog otpuštanja,
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I set up Clean Start.
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pokrenula sam Clean Start.
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Clean Start is a social enterprise
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Clean Start je društveno poduzeće
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that seeks to give these women and girls
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koje želi pružiti tim ženama i djevojkama
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a second chance.
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drugu priliku.
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What we do is we build bridges for them.
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Naš je posao povezivati ih.
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We go into the prisons, train them,
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Idemo u zatvore, obučavamo ih,
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give them skills, tools and support
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dajemo im vještine, pomagala i podršku
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to enable them to be able to change their mindsets,
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kako bismo im omogućili promjenu načina u razmišljanju,
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their behaviors and their attitudes.
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ponašanju i stavovima.
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We also build bridges into the prisons
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Gradimo prijelaze u zatvore
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from the corporate sector --
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iz korporativnog sektora:
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individuals, organizations
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pojedinci, organizacije
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that will partner with Clean Start
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koje će biti partneri poduzeću Clean Start
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to enable us to provide employment,
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kako bi nam omogućili da pružimo zaposlenja,
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places to call home,
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mjesta za život,
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jobs, vocational training,
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poslove, profesionalno osposobljavanje
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for these women, girls,
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za te žene, djevojke,
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boys and men,
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dječake i muškarce,
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upon transition back into society.
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po povratku u društvo.
09:20
I never thought
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Nikada nisam mislila
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that one day
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da ću jednoga dana
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I would be giving stories
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pričati te priče
09:27
of the injustices that are so common
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o nepravdama koje su uobičajene
09:30
within the criminal justice system,
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unutar sustava kaznenog pravosuđa,
09:34
but here I am.
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ali evo me sada.
09:37
Every time I go back to prison,
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Svaki put kada sam u zatvoru,
09:40
I feel a little at home,
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pomalo se osjećam kao kod kuće,
09:43
but it is the daunting work
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ali težak je posao
09:48
to achieve the vision
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postići viziju
09:50
that keeps me awake at night,
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koja me drži budnom noćima,
09:54
connecting the miles to Louisiana,
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spajajući udaljenosti do Louisiane,
09:58
which is deemed as the incarceration capital of the world,
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koju smatramo svjetskom prijestolnicom kaznenog sustava,
10:04
carrying with me stories
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noseći sa sobom priče
10:07
of hundreds of women
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stotina žena
10:09
whom I have met within the prisons,
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koje sam upoznala u zatvorima,
10:12
some of whom are now embracing their second chances,
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od kojih su neke sada prigrlile njihove druge prilike
10:17
and others who are still on that bridge of life's journey.
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i ostale koje su sada na prijelazu životnih puteva.
10:24
I embody a line
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Utjelovljujem izjavu
10:27
from the great Maya Angelou.
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velike Maye Angelou.
10:31
"I come as one,
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"Dolazim sama,
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but I stand as 10,000."
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ali stojim za 10 000".
10:37
(Applause)
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(Pljesak)
10:45
For my story is singular,
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Moja je priča osobna,
10:49
but imagine with me
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ali zamislite sa mnom
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the millions of people
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milijune ljudi
10:55
in prisons today,
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koji su danas u zatvorima,
10:58
yearning for freedom.
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žudeći za slobodom.
11:03
Three years post my conviction
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Tri godine nakon moje osude
11:07
and two years post my release,
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i dvije godine nakon otpuštanja,
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I got cleared by the courts of appeal
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žalbeni sud odbacio je optužbe
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of any wrongdoing.
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za bilo kakav prijestup.
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(Applause)
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(Pljesak)
11:20
Around the same time,
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Otprilike u isto vrijeme,
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I got blessed with my son,
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blagoslovljena sam sinom,
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whom I named Uhuru,
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kojeg sam nazvala Uhuru,
11:27
which in my dialect means "freedom."
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što u mojem jeziku znači "sloboda".
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(Applause)
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(Pljesak)
11:34
Because I had finally gotten the freedom
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Napokon sam dobila slobodu
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that I so longed for.
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za kojom sam toliko čeznula.
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I come as one,
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Dolazim sama,
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but I stand as 10,000,
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ali stojim za 10 000,
11:45
encouraged by the hard-edged hope
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ohrabrena ogromnom nadom
11:50
that thousands of us have come together
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jer se tisuće nas ujedinilo
11:53
to reform and transform the criminal justice system,
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kako bi reformirali i transformirali sustav kaznenog pravosuđa,
12:00
encouraged that we are doing our jobs
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ohrabrena jer radimo svoje poslove
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as we are meant to do them.
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onako kako se to očekuje od nas.
12:07
And let us keep doing them
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I nastavit ćemo raditi
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with no apology.
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bez isprike.
12:12
Thank you.
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Hvala.
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(Applause)
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(Pljesak)
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