Ash Beckham: When to take a stand -- and when to let it go

Prevodilac: Milenka Okuka Lektor: Ivana Korom

This summer I was back in Ohio for a family wedding,

Letos sam se vratila u Ohajo zbog venčanja u porodici

and when I was there,

i dok sam bila tamo,

there was a meet and greet with Anna and Elsa from "Frozen."

organizovano je upoznavanje sa Anom i Elzom iz "Ledenog kraljevstva".

Not the Anna and Elsa from "Frozen,"

Ne baš Anom i Elzom iz "Ledenog kraljevstva",

as this was not a Disney-sanctioned event.

kako ovaj događaj nije odobrio Dizni.

These two entrepreneurs had a business of running princess parties.

Ove dve preduzetnice su se bavile organizovanjem zabava za princeze.

Your kid is turning five?

Dete vam puni pet godina?

They'll come sing some songs, sprinkle some fairy dust, it's great.

One će da dođu, otpevaju pesmice, prospu malo vilinskog praha, sjajno je.

And they were not about to miss out on the opportunity

I nije im se propuštala prilika,

that was the phenomenon and that was "Frozen."

poput fenomena "Ledenog kraljevstva".

So they get hired by a local toy store,

Unajmila ih je lokalna prodavnica igračaka,

kids come in on a Saturday morning,

deca su došla u subotu ujutru,

buy some Disney swag, get their picture taken with the princesses,

kupila nešto od Diznija, slikala se s princezama

call it a day.

i to je bilo sve.

It's like Santa Claus without the seasonal restrictions.

Nešto kao Deda Mraz, bez sezonskog ograničenja.

(Laughter)

(Smeh)

And my three-and-a-half-year-old niece Samantha was in the thick of it.

A moja troipogodišnja nećaka Samanta je bila oduševljena.

She could care less that these two women were signing posters and coloring books

Nije je bilo briga što ove dve žene potpisuju postere i bojanke

as Snow Queen and Princess Ana with one N to avoid copyright lawsuits.

kao Snežna kraljica i princeza Ana s jednim n, kako bi izbegle tužbu.

(Laughter)

(Smeh)

According to my niece and the 200-plus kids in the parking lot that day,

Što se tiče moje nećake i više od 200 dece tog dana na parkingu,

this was the Anna and Elsa from "Frozen."

ovo su bile Ana i Elza iz "Ledenog kraljevstva".

It is a blazing hot Saturday morning in August in Ohio.

Pakleno je vruće subotnje avgustovsko jutro u Ohaju.

We get there at 10 o'clock, the scheduled start time,

Stigli smo u 10 sati, u zakazano vreme

and we are handed number 59.

i dodeljen nam je broj 59.

By 11 o'clock they had called numbers 21 through 25;

Do 11 sati su prozvali brojeve od 21 do 25;

this was going to be a while,

ovo će potrajati

and there is no amount of free face painting or temporary tattoos

i nije bilo dovoljno besplatne šminke, niti privremenih tetovaža,

that could prevent the meltdowns that were occurring outside of the store.

koji bi sprečili silna topljenja koja su se dešavala ispred prodavnice.

(Laughter)

(Smeh)

So, by 12:30 we get called:

Dakle, prozvali su nas do 12:30:

"56 to 63, please."

"Brojevi od 56 do 63, molim."

And as we walk in, it is a scene I can only describe you

I kada smo ušli, tu scenu vam jedino mogu opisati rečima -

as saying it looked like Norway threw up.

izgledalo je kao da je Norveška povratila.

(Laughter)

(Smeh)

There were cardboard cut-out snowflakes covering the floor,

Tu su bile kartonske pahulje svuda po podu,

glitter on every flat surface, and icicles all over the walls.

sjaj na svim ravnim površinama i ledenice svuda po zidovima.

And as we stood in line

I dok smo stajali u redu,

in an attempt to give my niece a better vantage point

kako bih nećaci obezbedila bolji pogled

than the backside of the mother of number 58,

od pozadine majke broja 58,

I put her up on my shoulders,

podigla sam je na svoja ramena

and she was instantly riveted by the sight of the princesses.

i ona je momentalno bila fascinirana prizorom princeza.

And as we moved forward, her excitement only grew,

I kako smo prilazili, njeno uzbuđenje je samo raslo

and as we finally got to the front of the line,

i kada smo konačno stigli na vrh reda

and number 58 unfurled her poster to be signed by the princesses,

i kada je broj 58 razvila svoj poster, kako bi ga princeze potpisale,

I could literally feel the excitement running through her body.

bukvalno sam mogla da osetim uzbuđenje kako joj potresa telo.

And let's be honest, at that point, I was pretty excited too.

I, da budem iskrena, tada sam i sama bila prilično uzbuđena.

(Laughter)

(Smeh)

I mean, the Scandinavian decadence was mesmerizing.

Mislim, skandinavska dekadencija je bila očaravajuća.

(Laughter)

(Smeh)

So we get to the front of the line,

Stigli smo ispred svih,

and the haggard clerk turns to my niece and says,

a unezverena pomoćnica se okreće mojoj nećaci i kaže:

"Hi, honey. You're next!

"Zdravo, dušo. Ti si na redu!

Do you want to get down, or you're going to stay

Želiš li da siđeš ili ćeš da ostaneš

on your dad's shoulders for the picture?'

na tatinim ramenima tokom fotografisanja?"

(Laughter)

(Smeh)

And I was, for a lack of a better word, frozen.

I ja sam se, u nedostatku bolje reči, sledila.

(Laughter)

(Smeh)

It's amazing that in an unexpected instant we are faced with the question,

Neverovatno je kako iznenada možemo da se suočimo s pitanjem:

who am I?

ko sam ja?

Am I an aunt? Or am I an advocate?

Jesam li ja tetka? Ili sam glasnogovornica?

Millions of people have seen my video about how to have a hard conversation,

Milioni ljudi su videli moj snimak o tome kako da vodimo teške razgovore,

and there one was, right in front of me.

a jedan je bio baš ispred mene.

At the same time,

Istovremeno,

there's nothing more important to me than the kids in my life,

ništa mi nije važnije od dece u mom životu,

so I found myself in a situation that we so often find ourselves in,

pa sam se zatekla u situaciji u kojoj se često zateknemo,

torn between two things, two impossible choices.

rastrgnuti između dve stvari, dva nemoguća izbora.

Would I be an advocate?

Da li da budem glasnogovornica?

Would I take my niece off my shoulders and turn to the clerk and explain to her

Da li da spustim nećaku s ramena i okrenem se pomoćnici i objasnim joj

that I was in fact her aunt, not her father,

da sam ja zapravo devojčicina tetka, a ne otac

and that she should be more careful

i da bi trebalo više da pazi

and not to jump to gender conclusions based on haircuts and shoulder rides --

i da ne donosi ishitrene sudove o rodu, zasnovane na frizuri i prćenju dece -

(Laughter) --

(Smeh) -

and while doing that,

i da tako

miss out on what was, to this point, the greatest moment of my niece's life.

propustim nešto što je, do danas, najizuzetniji dan u nećakinom životu.

Or would I be an aunt?

Ili da budem tetka?

Would I brush off that comment, take a million pictures,

Da li da odmahnem na taj komentar, napravim milion fotografija

and not be distracted for an instant from the pure joy of that moment,

i ne budem ni za sekund odvraćena od čistog užitka tog momenta,

and by doing that,

i postupajući tako

walk out with the shame that comes up for not standing up for myself,

odšetam postiđena zbog toga što se nisam zauzela za sebe,

especially in front of my niece.

naročito pred nećakom.

Who was I?

Ko sam ja?

Which one was more important? Which role was more worth it?

Šta je važnije? Koja uloga je vrednija?

Was I an aunt? Or was I an advocate?

Jesam li tetka? Ili sam glasnogovornica?

And I had a split second to decide.

A imala sam delić sekunde da odlučim.

We are taught right now

Uče nas

that we are living in a world of constant and increasing polarity.

da živimo u sve polarizovanijem svetu.

It's so black and white, so us and them, so right and wrong.

Sve je crno i belo, mi i oni, ispravno i pogrešno.

There is no middle, there is no gray, just polarity.

Nema sredine, ne postoji siva zona, samo polaritet.

Polarity is a state in which two ideas or opinions

Polaritet je stanje u kom su dve ideje ili mišljenja

are completely opposite from each other;

potpuno međusobno suprotne;

a diametrical opposition.

dijametralno suprotne.

Na kojoj ste strani?

Which side are you on?

Da li ste nedvosmisleno i bespogovorno

Are you unequivocally and without question antiwar, pro-choice, anti-death penalty,

protiv rata, za slobodu, protiv smrtne kazne

pro-gun regulation, proponent of open borders and pro-union?

za kontrolu oružja, zagovornici otvorenih granica i za sindikat?

Or, are you absolutely and uncompromisingly

Ili ste apsolutno i beskompromisno

pro-war, pro-life, pro-death penalty,

za rat, protiv abortusa, za smrtnu kaznu,

a believer that the Second Amendment is absolute,

ubeđeni da je drugi stav Ustava prevaziđen,

anti-immigrant and pro-business?

protiv imigranata i za kapitalizam?

It's all or none, you're with us or against us.

Sve ili ništa, sa nama ste ili protiv nas.

That is polarity.

To je polaritet.

The problem with polarity and absolutes is that

Problem s polaritetom i apsolutima je

it eliminates the individuality of our human experience

što uklanjaju individualnost iz našeg ljudskog iskustva

and that makes it contradictory to our human nature.

i da su stoga kontradiktorni našoj ljudskoj prirodi.

But if we are pulled in these two directions,

Ali ako nas vuku na dve strane,

but it's not really where we exist --

ali to nije naša stvarnost -

polarity is not our actual reality --

polaritet nije naša stvarnost -

where do we go from there?

kako da nađemo put iz toga?

What's at the other end of that spectrum?

Šta je s druge strane spektra?

I don't think it's an unattainable, harmonious utopia,

Ne mislim da je to nedostižna, harmonična utopija,

I think the opposite of polarity is duality.

mislim da je suprotno polaritetu dualizam.

Duality is a state of having two parts,

Dualizam je stanje posedovanja dva dela,

but not in diametrical opposition,

koja nisu dijametralno suprotna,

in simultaneous existence.

a postoje istovremeno.

Don't think it's possible?

Ne mislite da je moguće?

Here are the people I know:

Ove ljude poznajem:

I know Catholics who are pro-choice, and feminists who wear hijabs,

znam katolike koji su za abortus i feministkinje koje nose hidžab

and veterans who are antiwar,

i veterane koji su protiv rata

and NRA members who think I should be able to get married.

i desničare koji smatraju da imam pravo na brak.

Those are the people I know, those are my friends and family,

To su ljudi koje poznajem, to su moji prijatelji i porodica,

that is the majority of our society, that is you, that is me.

to je većina našeg društva, to ste vi, to sam ja.

(Applause)

(Aplauz)

Duality is the ability to hold both things.

Dualizam je sposobnost držanja dva ubeđenja.

But the question is: Can we own our duality?

Ali pitanje je: možemo li da ovladamo našim dualizmom?

Can we have the courage to hold both things?

Možemo li da imamo hrabrosti da se držimo oba ubeđenja?

I work at a restaurant in town,

Radim u gradskom restoranu,

I became really good friends with the busser.

sprijateljila sam se sa konobaricom.

I was a server and we had a great relationship,

Ja sam radila kao poslužiteljka i imale smo sjajan odnos,

we had a really great time together.

zaista smo se dobro zabavljale.

Her Spanish was great

Odlično je govorila španski,

because she was from Mexico.

jer je Meksikanka.

(Laughter)

(Smeh)

That line actually went the other way.

Rečenica je trebalo obrnuto da glasi.

Her English was limited, but significantly better than my Spanish.

Loše je govorila engleski, ali znatno bolje nego ja španski.

But we were united by our similarities,

No bile smo ujedinjene našim sličnostima,

not separated by our differences.

a ne razdvojene našim razlikama.

And we were close, even though we came from very different worlds.

I bile smo bliske, uprkos tome što potičemo iz različitih svetova.

She was from Mexico,

Ona je iz Meksika,

she left her family behind so she could come here

ostavila je tamo svoju porodicu kako bi došla ovde

and afford them a better life back home.

i obezbedila im bolji život kod kuće.

She was a devout conservative Catholic,

Ona je pobožna konzervativna katolkinja,

a believer in traditional family values,

poštovalac tradicionalnih porodičnih vrednosti,

stereotypical roles of men and women,

stereotipnih uloga muškaraca i žena,

and I was, well, me.

a ja sam bila, pa, ja.

(Laughter)

(Smeh)

But the things that bonded us were when she asked about my girlfriend,

Ali ono što nas je vezivalo je kada bi upitala za moju devojku,

or she shared pictures that she had from her family back home.

ili bi pokazivala slike, koje je imala, svoje porodice tamo kod kuće.

Those were the things that brought us together.

To nas je zbližilo.

So one day, we were in the back,

Pa smo jednog dana bile iza,

scarfing down food as quickly as we could, gathered around a small table,

trpale hranu što smo brže mogle, okupljene oko malog stola,

during a very rare lull,

tokom izuzetno retkog zatišja

and a new guy from the kitchen came over --

i novi momak iz kuhinje je prišao -

who happened to be her cousin --

koji je bio njen rođak -

and sat down with all the bravado and machismo

i seo je silno se razmećući muževnošću

that his 20-year-old body could hold.

koju je njegovo 20-godišnje telo moglo da izdrži.

(Laughter)

(Smeh)

And he said to her, [in Spanish] "Does Ash have a boyfriend?"

I rekao joj je: [na španskom] "Ima li Eš momka?"

And she said, [in Spanish] "No, she has a girlfriend."

A ona je odgovorila: [na španskom] "Ne, ima devojku."

And he said, [in Spanish] "A girlfriend?!?"

A on je rekao: [na španskom] "Devojku?!?"

And she set down her fork, and locked eyes with him,

I ona je spustila viljušku, pogledala ga u oči

and said, [in Spanish] "Yes, a girlfriend. That is all."

i rekla: [na španskom] "Da, devojku. To je sve."

And his smug smile quickly dropped to one of maternal respect,

I njegov je samozadovoljni osmeh brzo prešao u osmeh majčinskog poštovanja,

grabbed his plate, walked off, went back to work.

zgrabio je svoj tanjir, odšetao, vratio se na posao.

She never made eye contact with me.

Ona me nijednom nije pogledala.

She left, did the same thing --

Otišla je na isti način -

it was a 10-second conversation, such a short interaction.

bio je to razgovor od 10 sekundi, tako kratka interakcija.

And on paper, she had so much more in common with him:

A na papiru, imala je mnogo više zajedničkog sa njim:

language, culture, history, family, her community was her lifeline here,

jezik, kulturu, istoriju, porodicu, njena zajednica je bila njen oslonac ovde,

but her moral compass trumped all of that.

ali njen moralni kompas je prelazio preko svega toga.

And a little bit later, they were joking around in the kitchen in Spanish,

I malo kasnije, šalili su se u kuhinji na španskom,

that had nothing to do with me,

to nije imalo nikakve veze sa mnom

and that is duality.

i to je dualizam.

She didn't have to choose some P.C. stance on gayness over her heritage.

Nije morala da izabere nekakav korektan stav o gejevima, nasuprot svom poreklu.

She didn't have to choose her family over our friendship.

Nije morala da izabere porodicu, naspram našeg prijateljstva.

It wasn't Jesus or Ash.

Nije bilo: Isus ili Eš.

(Laughter)

(Smeh)

(Applause)

(Aplauz)

Her individual morality was so strongly rooted

Njena lična moralnost je bila tako čvrsto ukorenjena

that she had the courage to hold both things.

da je imala hrabrosti da drži oba ubeđenja.

Our moral integrity is our responsibility

Naš moralni integritet je naša odgovornost

and we must be prepared to defend it even when it's not convenient.

i moramo da budemo spremni da ga branimo čak i kada nije praktično.

That's what it means to be an ally, and if you're going to be an ally,

To znači biti saveznik, a ako ćete da budete saveznik,

you have to be an active ally:

morate da budete aktivni:

Ask questions, act when you hear something inappropriate,

da postavljate pitanja, reagujete kada čujete nešto nedolično,

actually engage.

da se zaista angažujete.

I had a family friend who for years used to call my girlfriend my lover.

Imala sam porodičnu prijateljicu koja je godinama zvala moju devojku ljubavnicom.

Really? Lover?

Stvarno? Ljubavnica?

So overly sexual,

Tako preterano seksualno,

so '70s gay porn.

kao gej pornić iz '70-ih.

(Laughter)

(Smeh)

But she was trying, and she asked.

Ali trudila se i pitala je.

She could have called her my friend,

Mogla ju je zvati mojom prijateljicom

or my "friend," or my "special friend" --

ili mojom "prijateljicom" ili mojom "specijalnom prijateljicom" -

(Laughter) --

(Smeh) -

or even worse, just not asked at all.

ili još gore, da uopšte i ne pita.

Believe me, we would rather have you ask.

Verujte mi, više volimo kada pitate.

I would rather have her say lover, than say nothing at all.

Radije bih da kaže ljubavnica nego da ništa ne kaže.

People often say to me, "Well, Ash, I don't care.

Ljudi mi često kažu: "Pa, Eš, nije me briga.

I don't see race or religion or sexuality.

Ne vidim ni rasu, ni religiju, ni seksualnost.

It doesn't matter to me. I don't see it."

Nije mi bitno. Ne vidim to."

But I think the opposite of homophobia and racism and xenophobia is not love,

Ali mislim da suprotno homofobiji i rasizmu i ksenofobiji nije ljubav,

it's apathy.

već apatija.

If you don't see my gayness, then you don't see me.

Ako ne vidite da sam gej, onda me ne vidite.

If it doesn't matter to you who I sleep with,

Ako vam nije važno s kim spavam,

then you cannot imagine what it feels like

onda ne možete ni da zamislite kako je

when I walk down the street late at night holding her hand,

šetati ulicom kasno noću, držeći se za ruke

and approach a group of people and have to make the decision

i prići grupi ljudi i morati doneti odluku

if I should hang on to it or if I should I drop it

da li da nastavim ili da pustim ruku,

when all I want to do is squeeze it tighter.

kada jedino želim da je jače stegnem.

And the small victory I feel

I osećaj male pobede koji imam

when I make it by and don't have to let go.

kada izdržim i ne moram da ispustim drugu ruku.

And the incredible cowardice and disappointment I feel when I drop it.

I neverovatan kukavičluk i razočaranje koje osetim kada je ispustim.

If you do not see that struggle

Ako ne vidite tu borbu,

that is unique to my human experience because I am gay, then you don't see me.

koja je jedinstvena mom ljudskom iskustvu jer sam gej, onda me ne vidite.

If you are going to be an ally, I need you to see me.

Ako ćete da budete moji saveznici, morate da me vidite.

As individuals, as allies, as humans,

Kao pojedinci, kao saveznici, kao ljudi,

we need to be able to hold both things:

moramo da budemo u stanju da držimo obe stvari:

both the good and the bad,

i dobro i zlo

the easy and the hard.

i lako i teško.

You don't learn how to hold two things just from the fluff,

Ne naučite kako da držite dva ubeđenja samo na lak način,

you learn it from the grit.

naučite to na teži način.

And what if duality is just the first step?

I šta ako je dualizam samo prvi korak?

What if through compassion and empathy and human interaction

Šta ako smo kroz saosećajnost, empatiju i interakciju s ljudima

u stanju da naučimo kako da držimo dva ubeđenja?

we are able to learn to hold two things?

And if we can hold two things, we can hold four,

A ako možemo da držimo dva, možemo i četiri ubeđenja,

and if we can hold four, we can hold eight,

a ako možemo držati četiri, možemo i osam,

and if we can hold eight, we can hold hundreds.

a ako možemo osam, možemo i na stotine.

We are complex individuals,

Mi smo kompleksni pojedinci,

swirls of contradiction.

vrvimo od kontradiktornosti.

You are all holding so many things right now.

Toliko toga sadržite u ovom trenutku.

What can you do to hold just a few more?

Šta da uradite da prihvatite još nekolike stvari?

So, back to Toledo, Ohio.

Pa, nazad u Toledo u Ohaju.

I'm at the front of the line,

Na početku sam reda,

niece on my shoulders, the frazzled clerk calls me Dad.

nećaka mi je na ramenima, iznurena pomoćnica me zove ocem.

Have you ever been mistaken for the wrong gender?

Jesu li vam ikada pogrešili rod?

Not even that.

Čak ni to.

Have you ever been called something you are not?

Jesu li vas nazvali onim što niste?

Here's what it feels like for me:

Evo kako je meni:

I am instantly an internal storm of contrasting emotions.

u meni momentalno nastaje oluja suprotnih emocija.

I break out into a sweat that is a combination of rage and humiliation,

Počinjem da se znojim, što je kombinacija besa i poniženja,

I feel like the entire store is staring at me,

osećam da me svi u prodavnici gledaju,

and I simultaneously feel invisible.

a istovremeno se osećem nevidljivo.

I want to explode in a tirade of fury,

Želim da eksplodiram u tiradi srdžbe

and I want to crawl under a rock.

i želim da otpuzim pod kamen.

And top all of that off with the frustration that I'm wearing

I svemu tome dodajte isfrustriranost jer nosim

an out-of-character tight-fitting purple t-shirt,

nemuževnu, usku, ljubičastu majicu,

so this whole store can see my boobs,

pa svi u prodavnici mogu da mi vide grudi,

to make sure this exact same thing doesn't happen.

a nosim je kako se ovakve stvari ne bi dešavale.

(Laughter)

(Smeh)

But, despite my best efforts to be seen as the gender I am,

Ali uprkos mom silnom trudu da pokažem svoj pravi rod,

it still happens.

ovo se i dalje dešava.

And I hope with every ounce of my body that no one heard --

I nadam se svakim delićem svoga tela da niko nije čuo -

not my sister, not my girlfriend, and certainly not my niece.

ni moja sestra, ni moja devojka, i ni u kom slučaju moja nećaka.

I am accustomed to this familiar hurt,

Navikla sam se na ovu poznatu uvredu,

but I will do whatever I need to do to protect the people I love from it.

ali ću da uradim šta god je potrebno da zaštitim ljude koje volim od toga.

But then I take my niece off my shoulders,

Ali onda spuštam nećaku s ramena

and she runs to Elsa and Anna --

i ona trči do Elze i Ane -

the thing she's been waiting so long for --

zbog čega je toliko i čekala -

and all that stuff goes away.

i sve to nestaje.

All that matters is the smile on her face.

Samo je bitan osmeh na njenom licu.

And as the 30 seconds we waited two and a half hours for comes to a close

I kako se bliži kraj tih 30 sekundi koje smo čekali dva i po sata,

we gather up our things, and I lock eyes with the clerk again;

sakupljamo naše stvari i ja ponovo srećem pomoćnicin pogled;

and she gives me an apologetic smile and mouths,

a ona mi upućuje osmeh izvinjenja i šapuće:

"I am so sorry!"

"Tako mi je žao!"

(Laughter)

(Smeh)

And her humanity, her willingness to admit her mistake disarms me immediately,

Njena čovečnost, njena spremnost da prizna svoju grešku momentalno me razoružavaju.

then I give her a: "It's okay, it happens. But thanks."

Ja joj na to odmahujem: "U redu je, dešava se. Ali hvala."

And I realize in that moment

I tog momenta shvatam

that I don't have to be

da ne moram da budem

either an aunt or an advocate, I can be both.

ili tetka ili glasnogovornica, mogu da budem oboje.

I can live in duality, and I can hold two things.

Mogu da živim s dualizmom i mogu da imam dva ubeđenja.

And if I can hold two things in that environment,

A ako mogu da imam dva ubeđenja u tom okruženju,

I can hold so many more things.

mogu da imam još mnogo ubeđenja.

As my girlfriend and my niece hold hands and skip out the front of the door,

Kako moja devojka i nećaka, držeći se za ruke, izlaze kroz vrata,

I turn to my sister and say, "Was it worth it?"

okrećem se sestri i pitam: "Je li vredelo?"

And she said, "Are you kidding me?

A ona kaže: "Šališ li se?

Did you see the look on her face? This was the greatest day of her life!"

Jesi li joj videla izraz lica? Ovo je bio najbolji dan u njenom životu!"

(Laughter)

(Smeh)

"It was worth the two and a half hours in the heat,

"Vredelo je dva i po sata na žezi,

it was worth the overpriced coloring book that we already had a copy of."

vredelo je preskupe bojanke, čiju smo kopiju već imali."

(Laughter)

(Smeh)

"It was even worth you getting called Dad."

"Vredelo je čak i toga što su te nazvali ocem."

(Laughter)

(Smeh)

And for the first time ever in my life, it actually was.

I prvi put u mom životu, zaista jeste.

Thank you, Boulder. Have a good night.

Hvala, Bolderu. Imajte ugodno veče.

(Applause)

(Aplauz)