Cara E. Yar Khan: The beautiful balance between courage and fear | TED

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์•„๋ž˜ ์˜๋ฌธ์ž๋ง‰์„ ๋”๋ธ”ํด๋ฆญํ•˜์‹œ๋ฉด ์˜์ƒ์ด ์žฌ์ƒ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.

๋ฒˆ์—ญ: Sukyung Choi ๊ฒ€ํ† : Nicole Lee-Wright
00:13
When we're young, we're innocently brave,
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์–ด๋ฆด ๋•Œ ์šฐ๋ฆฐ ์ฒœ์ง„๋‚œ๋งŒํ•˜๊ฒŒ ์šฉ๊ฐํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค
00:16
and we fearlessly dream about what our lives might be like.
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์ธ์ƒ์„ ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ํŽผ์ณ๋‚ผ๊นŒ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ๋‘๋ ค์›€ ์—†์ด ๊ฟˆ์„ ๊พธ์ฃ .
00:19
Maybe you wanted to be an astronaut or a rocket scientist.
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์šฐ์ฃผ ๋น„ํ–‰์‚ฌ๋‚˜ ๋กœ์ผ“ ๊ณผํ•™์ž๋ฅผ ๊ฟˆ๊พธ๊ฑฐ๋‚˜
00:23
Maybe you dreamed of traveling to every continent.
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์„ธ๊ณ„ ์—ฌํ–‰์„ ๊ฟˆ๊ฟ€ ์ˆ˜๋„ ์žˆ์–ด์š”.
00:27
Since I was very young,
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์ €๋Š” ์–ด๋ ธ์„ ๋•Œ
00:28
I dreamed of working for the United Nations
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์–ด๋ ค์›€์— ์ฒ˜ํ•œ ๋‚˜๋ผ๋ฅผ ๋•๊ธฐ ์œ„ํ•ด
00:31
in some of the most difficult countries in the world.
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UN์—์„œ ์ผํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ด ๊ฟˆ์ด์—ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ
00:34
And thanks to a lot of courage
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๋งŽ์€ ์šฉ๊ธฐ ๋•๋ถ„์—
00:36
that dream came true.
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๊ฟˆ์ด ์ด๋ฃจ์–ด์กŒ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:38
But here's the thing about courage:
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์šฉ๊ธฐ์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ๊ฑธ ํ•˜๋‚˜ ๋ง์”€๋“œ๋ฆฌ์ž๋ฉด
00:40
it doesn't just appear whenever we need it.
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์šฉ๊ธฐ๋Š” ํ•„์š”ํ•  ๋•Œ๋งˆ๋‹ค ๋‚˜ํƒ€๋‚˜์ง€ ์•Š์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:43
It's the result of tough reflection and real work,
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์ด๋Š” ๋‘๋ ค์›€๊ณผ ์šฉ๊ธฐ ์‚ฌ์ด์˜ ๊ท ํ˜•์„ ํฌํ•จํ•œ
00:46
involving the balance between fear and bravery.
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๊ณ ๋œ ์„ฑ์ฐฐ๊ณผ ๋…ธ๋ ฅ์˜ ๊ฒฐ๊ณผ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:51
Without fear, we'll do foolish things.
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๋‘๋ ค์›€์ด ์—†๋‹ค๋ฉด, ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์–ด๋ฆฌ์„์€ ์ผ์„ ํ•  ๊ฑฐ์˜ˆ์š”.
00:53
And without courage, we'll never step into the unknown.
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์šฉ๊ธฐ๊ฐ€ ์—†๋‹ค๋ฉด, ๋ฏธ์ง€์˜ ์„ธ๊ณ„์— ๋ฐœ์„ ๋‚ด๋”›์ง€ ๋ชปํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:57
The balance of the two is where the magic lies,
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์ด ๋‘ ๊ฐ€์ง€์˜ ๊ท ํ˜•์€ ๋งˆ๋ฒ•๊ณผ๋„ ๊ฐ™์œผ๋ฉฐ
01:00
and it's a balance we all deal with every day.
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๋งค์ผ ์ด ๊ท ํ˜•์„ ๋‹ค๋ฃน๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:04
First, a word about my fancy wheels.
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๋จผ์ €, ์ œ ํœ ์ฒด์–ด์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ๋ง์”€๋“œ๋ฆด๊ฒŒ์š”.
01:07
I haven't always used a wheelchair.
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์ „์—” ํœ ์ฒด์–ด๋ฅผ ํƒ€์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์–ด์š”.
01:09
I grew up like many of you,
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์ €๋Š” ์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ๋ถ„๋“ค์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ
01:11
running, jumping and dancing.
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๊ฑท๊ณ , ๋›ฐ๊ณ , ์ถค์ถ”๋ฉฐ ์ž๋ž์–ด์š”.
01:13
I love to dance.
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์ „ ์ถค์ถ”๋Š” ๊ฑธ ์ข‹์•„ํ•ด์š”.
01:16
However, in my mid-twenties,
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ๋ฐ 20๋Œ€ ์ค‘๋ฐ˜์—
01:18
I began to experience a series of inexplicable falls.
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์„ค๋ช…ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์—†์ด ๋„˜์–ด์ง€๊ธฐ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ–ˆ๊ณ 
01:22
And a few years later,
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๋ช‡ ๋…„ ํ›„์—
01:23
I was diagnosed with a recessive genetic condition
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HIBM(์œ ์ „์„ฑ ๋ด‰์ž…์ฒด ๊ทผ์งˆํ™˜)๋ผ๋Š”
01:27
called hereditary inclusion body myopathy,
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์—ด์„ฑ ์œ ์ „ ์งˆํ™˜์„ ์ง„๋‹จ๋ฐ›์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:30
or HIBM.
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01:33
It's a progressive muscle wasting disease
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์ด๋Š” ์ง„ํ–‰ํ˜• ๊ทผ์†Œ๋ชจ์  ์งˆํ™˜์œผ๋กœ
01:36
that affects all of my muscles from head to toe.
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๋จธ๋ฆฌ๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ๋ฐœ๋๊นŒ์ง€ ๋ชจ๋“  ๊ทผ์œก์— ์˜ํ–ฅ์„ ๋ฏธ์นฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:39
HIBM is very rare.
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HIBM์€ ํฌ๊ท€๋ณ‘์œผ๋กœ
01:42
In the United States there are less than 200 people diagnosed.
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๋ฏธ๊ตญ์— ์ด ๋ณ‘ ํ™˜์ž๋Š” 200๋ช…์ด ์•ˆ ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:47
To date, there is no proved treatment or cure,
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ํ˜„์žฌ๊นŒ์ง€ ์ž…์ฆ๋œ ์น˜๋ฃŒ ๋ฐฉ๋ฒ•์ด ์—†๊ณ 
01:51
and within 10 to 15 years of its onset,
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10๋…„์—์„œ 15๋…„ ์ด๋‚ด์—
01:54
HIBM typically leads to quadriplegia,
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์‚ฌ์ง€ ๋งˆ๋น„๊ฐ€ ์ง„ํ–‰๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:57
which is why I now use a wheelchair.
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ง€๊ธˆ ํœ ์ฒด์–ด์— ์•‰์•„ ์žˆ๋Š” ์ด์œ ์ฃ .
02:00
When I was first diagnosed, everything changed.
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์ง„๋‹จ์„ ๋ฐ›๊ณ  ๋‚˜์„œ, ๋ชจ๋“  ๊ฒƒ์ด ๋‹ฌ๋ผ์กŒ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:04
It was frightening news
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๊ฒ์ด ๋‚ฌ์ฃ .
02:06
because I had no experience with chronic illness or disabilities.
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์ „ ๋งŒ์„ฑ ์งˆ๋ณ‘์ด๋‚˜ ์žฅ์• ์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ๊ฒฝํ—˜์ด ์—†์—ˆ์œผ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ์š”.
02:10
And I had no idea how the disease might progress.
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์ด ๋ณ‘์ด ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ์ง„ํ–‰๋ ์ง€ ์•Œ ์ˆ˜ ์—†์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:15
But what was most disheartening
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ๋ฐ ์ ˆ ์ œ์ผ ๋‚™์‹ฌ์‹œํ‚จ ๊ฒƒ์€
02:17
was to listen to other people advise me
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๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด ์ œ ์•ผ๋ง๊ณผ ๊ฟˆ์„ ์ œํ•œํ•˜๊ณ 
02:20
to limit my ambitions and dreams,
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02:22
and to change my expectations of what to expect from life.
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์‚ถ์˜ ๊ธฐ๋Œ€์น˜๋ฅผ ๋‚ฎ์ถ”๋ผ๋Š” ๋ง์„ ๋“ฃ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ด์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
02:27
"You should quit your international career."
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"๋„Œ ๊ตญ์ œ ์ปค๋ฆฌ์–ด๋ฅผ ๊ทธ๋งŒ๋‘ฌ์•ผ ํ•ด"
02:30
"No one will marry you this way."
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"์•„๋ฌด๋„ ๋„ˆ๋ž‘ ๊ฒฐํ˜ผํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์„๊ฑฐ์•ผ"
02:32
"You would be selfish to have children."
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"์•„์ด๋ฅผ ๊ฐ€์ง€๋Š” ๊ฑด ์ด๊ธฐ์ ์ด์•ผ"
02:36
The fact that someone who wasn't me
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์•„๋‹Œ ๋ˆ„๊ตฐ๊ฐ€๊ฐ€
02:39
was putting limitations on my dreams and ambitions
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์ œ ๊ฟˆ๊ณผ ์•ผ๋ง์„ ์ œํ•œํ•œ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฑด
02:41
was preposterous.
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๋ง๋„ ์•ˆ ๋˜์ฃ .
02:43
And unacceptable.
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์šฉ๋‚ฉํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์—†์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
02:46
So I ignored them.
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ๋ฌด์‹œํ•ด๋ฒ„๋ ธ์ฃ .
02:48
(Cheers and applause)
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(ํ™˜ํ˜ธ์™€ ๋ฐ•์ˆ˜)
02:54
I did get married.
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๊ฒฐํ˜ผ๋„ ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
02:56
And I decided for myself not to have children.
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์ œ ์ž์‹ ์„ ์œ„ํ•ด ์•„์ด๋Š” ๊ฐ–์ง€ ์•Š๊ธฐ๋กœ ๊ฒฐ์‹ฌํ–ˆ๊ณ ์š”.
03:00
And I continued my career with the United Nations
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๋ณ‘์„ ์ง„๋‹จ๋ฐ›๊ณ  ๋‚˜์„œ UN์—์„œ ์ œ ์ปค๋ฆฌ์–ด๋„ ์ด์–ด๋‚˜๊ฐ”์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:03
after my diagnosis,
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03:04
going to work for two years in Angola,
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27๋…„๊ฐ„์˜ ๊ทน์‹ฌํ•œ ๋‚ด์ „์—์„œ ํšŒ๋ณต ์ค‘์ธ
03:07
a country recovering from 27 years of brutal civil war.
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์•™๊ณจ๋ผ์—์„œ 2๋…„ ๋™์•ˆ ์ผํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:12
However, it would be another five years
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ๋ฐ 5๋…„ ๋™์•ˆ์€
03:14
until I officially declared my diagnosis to my employer.
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๋™๋ฃŒ๋“ค์—๊ฒŒ ์ œ ๋ณ‘์„ ๊ณต์‹์ ์œผ๋กœ ์•Œ๋ฆฌ์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์–ด์š”.
03:17
Because I was afraid
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๋™๋ฃŒ๋“ค์ด ์ œ ๋Šฅ๋ ฅ์„ ์˜์‹ฌํ•˜๊ณ  ์ง์žฅ์„ ์žƒ๊ฒŒ ๋ ๊นŒ๋ด ๋‘๋ ค์› ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:19
that they would question my capacity to manage and I'd lose my job.
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03:23
I was working in countries where polio had been common,
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์†Œ์•„๋งˆ๋น„๊ฐ€ ๋งŒ์—ฐํ•œ ๊ตญ๊ฐ€์—์„œ ์ผํ•˜๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ
03:26
so when I overheard someone say
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๋™๋ฃŒ๋“ค์ด ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์†Œ์•„๋งˆ๋น„๋ฅผ ์•“์•˜๋˜ ๊ฒƒ ๊ฐ™๋‹ค๊ณ  ๋งํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฑธ ์—ฟ๋“ฃ๊ณ 
03:28
that they thought I might have survived polio,
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03:31
I thought my secret was safe.
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์ œ ๋น„๋ฐ€์€ ์•ˆ์ „ํ•˜๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ–ˆ์ฃ .
03:34
No one asked why I was limping.
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์•„๋ฌด๋„ ์™œ ๋‹ค๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ์ €๋Š”์ง€ ๋ฌป์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์–ด์š”.
03:36
So I didn't say anything.
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์•„๋ฌด๋ง๋„ ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์•˜๊ณ ์š”.
03:38
It took me over a decade
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HIBM์˜ ์‹ฌ๊ฐ์„ฑ์„ ์•Œ๊ธฐ๊นŒ์ง€ 10๋…„์ด ๋„˜๊ฒŒ ๊ฑธ๋ ธ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:39
to internalize the severity of HIBM,
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03:43
even as basic tasks and functions became increasingly difficult.
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๊ธฐ๋ณธ์ ์ธ ์ผ๋„ ์—„์ฒญ๋‚˜๊ฒŒ ์–ด๋ ค์›Œ์กŒ์ฃ .
03:47
Yet, I continued to pursue my dream of working all over the world,
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๊ทธ๋Ÿผ์—๋„ ์ €๋Š” ์„ธ๊ณ„์—์„œ ์ผํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฟˆ์„ ๊ณ„์† ์ถ”๊ตฌํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
03:51
and was even appointed as a disability focal point
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2010๋…„ ์•„์ดํ‹ฐ ๋Œ€์ง€์ง„ ํ›„
03:54
for UNICEF in Haiti,
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UNICEF์—์„œ
03:56
where I served for two years after the devastating 2010 earthquake.
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ํ”ผํ•ด ์ค‘์‹ฌ ์ง€์—ญ์— ๋ฐฐ์ •๋ฐ›์•„ 2๋…„๊ฐ„ ์ผํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:01
And then my work brought me to the United States.
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋‚˜์„œ ๋ฏธ๊ตญ์œผ๋กœ ์˜ค๊ฒŒ ๋์–ด์š”.
04:03
And even as the disease progressed significantly
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๋ณ‘์ด ์‹ฌ๊ฐํ•˜๊ฒŒ ์ง„ํ–‰๋˜๊ณ 
04:06
and I needed leg braces and a walker to get around,
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๊ฑธ์„ ๋•Œ ๋‹ค๋ฆฌ ๋ณด์กฐ๊ธฐ๊ฐ€ ํ•„์š”ํ•จ์—๋„
04:09
I still longed for adventure.
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์ „ ์—ฌ์ „ํžˆ ๋ชจํ—˜์„ ๊ฐˆ๋งํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
04:12
And this time,
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์ด๋ฒˆ์—”
04:14
I started dreaming of a grand outdoor adventure.
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์›๋Œ€ํ•œ ๋ชจํ—˜์„ ๊ฟˆ๊พธ๊ธฐ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:17
And what's more grand than the Grand Canyon?
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๊ทธ๋žœ๋“œ ์บ๋…„๋ณด๋‹ค ๋” ์›๋Œ€ํ•œ ๊ฒƒ์ด ๋ญ˜๊นŒ์š”?
04:21
Did you know that for every five million people who visit the Rim
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๋ฆผ์„ ๋ฐฉ๋ฌธํ•˜๋Š” ์˜ค๋ฐฑ๋งŒ ๋ช… ์ค‘ 1ํผ์„ผํŠธ๋งŒ์ด
04:26
only one percent go down to the canyon's base?
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ํ˜‘๊ณก ์•„๋ž˜๋กœ ๋‚ด๋ ค๊ฐ„๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฑธ ์•Œ๊ณ  ๊ณ„์‹œ๋‚˜์š”?
04:30
I wanted to be a part of that one percent.
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์ „ ๊ทธ 1ํผ์„ผํŠธ๊ฐ€ ๋˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
04:33
The only thing is --
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์œ ์ผํ•œ ๋ฌธ์ œ๋Š”
04:34
(Applause)
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(๋ฐ•์ˆ˜)
04:39
The only thing is that the Grand Canyon isn't exactly accessible.
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๋ฐ”๋กœ ๊ทธ๋žœ๋“œ ์บ๋…„์— ๊ฐ€๋Š” ๊ฒŒ ์‰ฝ์ง€ ์•Š๋‹ค๋Š” ์ ์ด์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:43
I was going to need some assistance
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๋‹จ๋‹จํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์€ ์ง€ํ˜•์˜
04:45
to get down the 5,000-foot descent of vertical loose terrain.
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5000ํ”ผํŠธ ์•„๋ž˜๋กœ ๋‚ด๋ ค๊ฐ€๊ธฐ ์œ„ํ•ด ๋„์›€์ด ํ•„์š”ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:50
Now, when I face obstacles,
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์žฅ์• ๋ฌผ์„ ๋งˆ์ฃผํ–ˆ์„ ๋•Œ
04:52
fear doesn't necessarily immediately set in
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๋‘๋ ค์›€์ด ์ฆ‰์‹œ ๋‚˜ํƒ€๋‚˜์ง„ ์•Š์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:55
because I assume that one way or another,
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์™œ๋ƒํ•˜๋ฉด ์–ด๋–ค ๋ฐฉ๋ฒ•์œผ๋กœ๋“ 
04:58
I'll figure it out.
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ํ•ด๊ฒฐ์ฑ…์„ ์ฐพ์•„๋‚ผํ…Œ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ์š”.
05:00
And in this case, my thought was,
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์ƒ๊ฐํ–ˆ์ฃ ,
05:02
well, if I can't walk down,
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๊ฑธ์–ด ๋‚ด๋ ค๊ฐˆ ์ˆ˜ ์—†๋‹ค๋ฉด
05:04
I could learn to ride a horse.
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์Šน๋งˆ๋ฅผ ๋ฐฐ์›Œ๋ณด๊ธฐ๋กœ์š”.
05:06
So that's what I did.
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๊ฒฐ๊ตญ ์Šน๋งˆ๋ฅผ ๋ฐฐ์› ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:08
And with that fateful decision
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์ด ์šด๋ช…์ ์ธ ๊ฒฐ์ •์œผ๋กœ ์ธํ•ด
05:10
began a four-year commitment,
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4๋…„ ๋™์•ˆ ๋…ธ๋ ฅํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:12
tossing back and forth between fear and courage
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12์ผ๊ฐ„์˜ ์›์ •์— ์ฐฉ์ˆ˜ํ•˜๊ธฐ ์œ„ํ•ด
05:15
to undertake a 12-day expedition.
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๋‘๋ ค์›€๊ณผ ์šฉ๊ธฐ ์‚ฌ์ด๋ฅผ ๋„˜๋‚˜๋“ค๋ฉด์„œ์š”.
05:18
Four days on horseback to cross Grand Canyon rim to rim,
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4์ผ๊ฐ„ ๋ง์„ ํƒ€๊ณ  ๊ทธ๋žœ๋“œ ์บ๋…„์„ ์ด๋™ํ•˜๊ณ 
05:21
and eight days rafting 150 miles of the Colorado River,
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8์ผ๊ฐ„์€ ์ฝœ๋กœ๋ผ๋„ ๊ฐ• 150๋งˆ์ผ์„ ๊ฑด๋„œ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:25
all with a film crew in tow.
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์ดฌ์˜ ํŒ€๋„ ๋™ํ–‰ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
05:27
Spoiler alert -- we made it.
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์Šคํฌ์ผ๋Ÿฌ ์ฃผ์˜ํ•˜์„ธ์š”. ์ €ํฌ๋Š” ํ•ด๋ƒˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:30
But not without showing me how my deepest fear
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์šฉ๊ธฐ๋งŒํผ์ด๋‚˜
05:32
can somehow manifest a mirror response of equal courage.
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๋‚ด๋ฉด ๊นŠ์ˆ™ํ•œ ๊ณณ์— ์ž๋ฆฌ ์žก์€ ๋‘๋ ค์›€๋„ ๋‚˜ํƒ€๋‚ฌ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:37
On April 13, 2018,
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2018๋…„ 4์›” 13์ผ์—
05:41
sitting eight feet above the ground,
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์ง€์ƒ 8ํ”ผํŠธ ๋†’์ด์— ์•‰์•„์„œ
05:42
riding a mustang horse named Sheriff,
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์‰๋ฆฌํ”„๋ผ๋Š” ์ด๋ฆ„์˜ ๋ง์„ ํƒ€๊ณ  ๋ณธ
05:45
my first impression of Grand Canyon
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๊ทธ๋žœ๋“œ ์บ๋…„์˜ ์ฒซ ์ธ์ƒ์€
05:47
was one of shock and terror.
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์ถฉ๊ฒฉ ๊ทธ ์ž์ฒด์˜€์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:50
Who knew I had a fear of heights.
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ๊ณ ์†Œ๊ณตํฌ์ฆ์ด ์žˆ์—ˆ๊ฑฐ๋“ ์š”.
05:53
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
05:54
But there was no giving up now.
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ํฌ๊ธฐ๋Š” ์—†์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:56
I mustered up every ounce of courage inside me
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๋‘๋ ค์›€์ด ์ ˆ ์ด๊ธฐ์ง€ ์•Š๋„๋ก
06:00
to not let my fear get the best of me.
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์ œ ์•ˆ์˜ ๋ชจ๋“  ์šฉ๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ๋Œ์–ด๋ชจ์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:04
Embarking on the South Rim,
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์‚ฌ์šฐ์Šค ๋ฆผ์—์„œ ์›์ •์„ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ•˜๋ฉด์„œ
06:05
all I could do to keep myself composed
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์นจ์ฐฉํ•จ์„ ์œ ์ง€ํ•˜๊ธฐ ์œ„ํ•ด ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ๋ชจ๋“  ๊ฒƒ์€
06:08
was to breathe deeply, stare up into the clouds
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์‹ฌํ˜ธํก์„ ํ•˜๊ณ , ๊ตฌ๋ฆ„์„ ์˜ฌ๋ ค๋‹ค๋ณด๊ณ ,
06:12
and focus on my team's voices.
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ํŒ€์›์˜ ๋ชฉ์†Œ๋ฆฌ์— ์ง‘์ค‘ํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ด์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:15
But then, in the first hour, disaster struck.
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ๋ฐ ํ•œ ์‹œ๊ฐ„ ์•ˆ์— ์žฌ์•™์ด ๋‹ฅ์ณค์–ด์š”.
06:20
Unable to hold myself upright in the saddle,
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์•ˆ์žฅ์—์„œ ๋ชธ์„ ๋˜‘๋ฐ”๋กœ ์„ธ์šธ ์ˆ˜ ์—†์—ˆ๊ณ 
06:22
going down an oversized step,
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๋น„ํ‹€๋Œ€๋ฉฐ ๋‚ด๋ ค๊ฐ”์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:24
I flung forward and smacked my face on the back of the horse's head.
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๋ชธ์ด ํ”๋“ค๋ ค์„œ ๋ง ๋จธ๋ฆฌ์— ์–ผ๊ตด์„ ์„ธ๊ฒŒ ๋ถ€๋”ช์ณค์–ด์š”.
06:29
There was panic,
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๋‹นํ™ฉํ–ˆ๊ณ 
06:30
my head hurt fiercely,
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๋จธ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ๋„ˆ๋ฌด ์•„ํŒ ์–ด์š”.
06:32
but the path was too narrow for us to dismount.
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๊ทธ๋ ‡์ง€๋งŒ ๋‚ด๋ฆฌ๊ธฐ์—” ๊ธธ์ด ๋„ˆ๋ฌด ์ข์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:36
Only at the halfway point at 2,300 feet,
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์ ์–ด๋„ 2์‹œ๊ฐ„ ๋™์•ˆ ๋‚ด๋ ค๊ฐ„
06:38
at least another two hours down,
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2300ํ”ผํŠธ์ฏค ๋˜๋Š” ์ค‘๊ฐ„ ์ง€์ ์—์„œ
06:41
could we stop and remove my helmet
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๋ฉˆ์ถฐ์„œ ํ—ฌ๋ฉง์„ ๋ฒ—๊ณ 
06:43
and see the egg-sized bump protruding from my forehead.
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์ด๋งˆ์— ๋‹ฌ๊ฑ€ ํฌ๊ธฐ์˜ ํ˜น์„ ๋ณด์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:47
For all of that planning and gear,
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์ด ๋ชจ๋“  ๊ณ„ํš๊ณผ ์žฅ๋น„์—๋„ ๋ถˆ๊ตฌํ•˜๊ณ 
06:49
how is it that we didn't even have an ice pack?
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์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ์•„์ด์Šค ํŒฉ์ด ์—†์—ˆ์„๊นŒ์š”?
06:52
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
06:53
Luckily for all of us, the swelling came outwards,
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๋‹คํ–‰์Šค๋Ÿฝ๊ฒŒ๋„ ๋ถ€๊ธฐ๋Š” ๊ฐ€๋ผ์•‰์•˜๊ณ 
06:56
and would drain into my face as two fantastic black eyes
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๋‹คํ๋ฉ˜ํ„ฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ์ข‹์•„ํ• 
07:00
which is an amazing way to look in a documentary film.
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๊ฒ€๊ฒŒ ๋ฉ๋“  ๋ˆˆ์ด ๋˜์—ˆ์ฃ .
07:03
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
07:05
(Applause and cheers)
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(๋ฐ•์ˆ˜์™€ ํ™˜ํ˜ธ)
07:10
This was not an easy, peaceful journey,
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์‰ฝ๊ณ  ํ‰ํ™”๋กœ์šด ์—ฌํ–‰์€ ์•„๋‹ˆ์—ˆ์ง€๋งŒ
07:12
and yet, that was exactly the point.
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๊ทธ๊ฒŒ ๋ฐ”๋กœ ํ•ต์‹ฌ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:14
Even though I was afraid to get back into the saddle,
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์•ˆ์žฅ์— ์•‰๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ด ๋‘๋ ค์› ์ง€๋งŒ,
07:17
I got back in.
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๋‹ค์‹œ ๋ง์— ์˜ฌ๋ผํƒ”์–ด์š”.
07:18
The descent alone to the canyon floor
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ํ˜‘๊ณก ์•„๋ž˜๋กœ ๋‚ด๋ ค๊ฐ€๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์€
07:20
took a total of 10 hours
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์ด 10์‹œ๊ฐ„์ด ๊ฑธ๋ ธ๊ณ 
07:22
and that was just day one of four riding.
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์ฒซ๋‚  4์‹œ๊ฐ„ ๋™์•ˆ ๋ง์„ ํƒ”์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:25
Next came the mighty rapids.
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๋‹ค์Œ์—” ์—„์ฒญ๋‚œ ๊ธ‰๋ฅ˜๊ฐ€ ์žˆ์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
07:27
The Colorado River in the Grand Canyon
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๊ทธ๋žœ๋“œ ์บ๋…„์˜ ์ฝœ๋กœ๋ผ๋„ ๊ฐ•์—”
07:29
has some of the highest white water in the country.
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์ œ์ผ ๊ฑฐ์„ผ ๊ธ‰๋ฅ˜๊ฐ€ ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:32
And just to be prepared in case we should capsize,
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์ „๋ณต๋  ๊ฒƒ์— ๋Œ€๋น„ํ•˜์—ฌ
07:35
we'd practice having me swim through a smaller rapid.
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์ž‘์€ ๊ธ‰๋ฅ˜์—์„œ ์ˆ˜์˜ํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฑธ ์—ฐ์Šตํ–ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ
07:38
And it's safe to say it wasn't glamorous.
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๋ณ„๋กœ ๋„์›€์ด ๋˜์ง„ ์•Š์•˜์–ด์š”.
07:41
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
07:42
I took my breath in the wrong part of the wave,
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ํŒŒ๋„์—์„œ ํ˜ธํก์„ ์ž˜๋ชปํ•ด์„œ
07:44
choked on river water
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๊ฐ•๋ฌผ์— ์ˆจ์ด ๋ง‰ํ˜”๊ณ 
07:46
and was unable to steer myself.
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๋ชธ์„ ๊ฐ€๋ˆŒ ์ˆ˜ ์—†์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
07:48
Yes, it was scary,
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๋ฌด์„œ์› ์ฃ ,
07:50
but it was also fantastic.
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ๋ฐ ํ™˜์ƒ์ ์ด์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
07:52
Waterfalls, slick canyons
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ํญํฌ, ํ˜‘๊ณก,
07:55
and a couple billion years of bedrock
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ํ•˜๋ฃจ ๋‚ด๋‚ด ์ƒ‰์ด ๋ฐ”๋€Œ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ ๊ฐ™์€
07:56
that seemed to change color throughout the day.
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์˜ค๋ž˜๋œ ๊ธฐ๋ฐ˜์•”๋“ค๋„ ๋ฉ‹์กŒ์–ด์š”.
07:59
The Grand Canyon is true wilderness
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๊ทธ๋žœ๋“œ ์บ๋…„์€ ์ง„์ •ํ•œ ํ™ฉ์•ผ์ด๋ฉฐ
08:02
and worthy of all of its accolades.
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๋ชจ๋“  ์ฐฌ์‚ฌ๋ฅผ ๋ฐ›์„ ๋งŒํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:05
(Applause)
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(๋ฐ•์ˆ˜)
08:12
The expedition,
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์ด ์›์ •์˜
08:14
all that planning and the trip itself,
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๋ชจ๋“  ๊ณ„ํš๊ณผ ์—ฌํ–‰ ์ž์ฒด์—์„œ
08:17
showed me a level of fear I had never experienced before.
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์ „์— ๊ฒฝํ—˜ํ•˜์ง€ ๋ชปํ–ˆ๋˜ ์ˆ˜์ค€์˜ ๋‘๋ ค์›€์„ ๋А๊ผˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:22
But more importantly,
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ๋ฐ ๋” ์ค‘์š”ํ•œ ๊ฑด
08:23
it showed me how boldly courageous I can be.
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์–ผ๋งˆ๋‚˜ ์šฉ๊ฐํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š”์ง€๋ฅผ ์•Œ๊ฒŒ ๋˜์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
08:28
My Grand Canyon journey was not easy.
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์ œ ๊ทธ๋žœ๋“œ ์บ๋…„ ์—ฌํ–‰์€ ์‰ฝ์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์–ด์š”.
08:30
This was not a vision of an Amazonian woman
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ํŠผํŠผํ•œ ์—ฌ์„ฑ์ด ์‰ฝ๊ฒŒ
08:33
effortlessly making her way through epic scenery.
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๋ฉ‹์ง„ ํ’๊ฒฝ์„ ๋”ฐ๋ผ ํ•˜๋Š” ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ์—ฌํ–‰์ด ์•„๋‹ˆ์—ˆ๊ฑฐ๋“ ์š”.
08:36
This was me crying,
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์ €๋Š” ์šธ์—ˆ๊ณ ,
08:38
exhausted and beat up with two black eyes.
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๊ธฐ์ง„๋งฅ์ง„ํ–ˆ๊ณ , ๋ถ€๋”ช์ณ์„œ ๋ˆˆ์€ ๋ฉ๋“ค์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
08:42
It was scary,
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๋ฌด์„œ์› ๊ณ ,
08:43
it was stressful,
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์ŠคํŠธ๋ ˆ์Šค ๋ฐ›์•˜์ง€๋งŒ
08:45
it was exhilarating.
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์ •๋ง ์‹ ๋‚ฌ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:49
Now that the trip is over,
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์—ฌํ–‰์ด ๋๋‚ฌ์œผ๋‹ˆ
08:50
it's easy to be blasรฉ about what we achieved.
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ํ•ด๋‚ธ ๊ฒƒ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ๋ณ„ ๊ฐํฅ์ด ์—†๊ธฐ ์‰ฝ์ฃ .
08:53
I know I want to raft the river again.
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์ €๋Š” ๊ฐ•์„ ๋‹ค์‹œ ๊ฑด๋„ˆ๊ณ  ์‹ถ์–ด์š”.
08:56
This time, all 277 miles of it.
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์ด๋ฒˆ์—๋Š”, 277๋งˆ์ผ ์ „์ฒด๋ฅผ์š”.
08:59
(Applause)
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(๋ฐ•์ˆ˜)
09:03
But I also know that I would never do the horseback-riding part again.
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๋ง์€ ๋‹ค์‹œ ํƒ€๊ณ  ์‹ถ์ง€ ์•Š์•„์š”.
09:06
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
09:08
It's just too dangerous.
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์ด ๋ชจ๋“  ๊ฑด ์ •๋ง ์œ„ํ—˜ํ•ด์š”.
09:10
And that's my real point.
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ๋ฐ ๊ทธ๊ฒŒ ๋ฐ”๋กœ ํ•ต์‹ฌ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:12
I'm not just here to show you my film footage.
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๊ทธ์ € ์ œ ์˜์ƒ์„ ๋ณด์—ฌ์ฃผ๋ ค๊ณ  ์—ฌ๊ธฐ ๋‚˜์˜จ ๊ฒŒ ์•„๋‹™๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:15
I'm here to remind us all
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์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ๋ถ„๋“ค์—๊ฒŒ
09:17
that life is really just a lesson
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์‚ถ์€ ๋‘๋ ค์›€๊ณผ ์šฉ๊ธฐ ์‚ฌ์ด์˜
09:19
in finding the balance between fear and courage.
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๊ท ํ˜•์„ ์ฐพ๋Š” ์ˆ˜์—…์ด๋ผ๋Š” ๊ฑธ ์•Œ๋ ค๋“œ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์‹ถ์–ด์š”.
09:22
And understanding what is and what isn't a good idea.
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋ญ๊ฐ€ ์ข‹์€ ์ƒ๊ฐ์ด๊ณ  ๊ทธ๋ ‡์ง€ ์•Š์€์ง€๋ฅผ ์ดํ•ดํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ๋„ ์ค‘์š”ํ•˜์ฃ .
09:27
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
09:28
Life is already scary,
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์ธ์ƒ์€ ์ด๋ฏธ ๋‘๋ ต์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:30
so for our dreams to come true, we need to be brave.
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ๊ฟˆ์„ ์ด๋ฃจ๋ ค๋ฉด, ์šฉ๊ฐํ•ด์ ธ์•ผ ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:34
In facing my fears
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๋‘๋ ค์›€์„ ๋งˆ์ฃผํ•˜๊ณ 
09:35
and finding the courage to push through them,
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ํ—ค์ณ๋‚˜๊ฐˆ ์šฉ๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ์ฐพ์œผ๋ฉด์„œ
09:38
I swear my life has been extraordinary.
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์ œ ์‚ถ์€ ํŠน๋ณ„ํ•ด์กŒ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:42
So live big
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์›๋Œ€ํ•˜๊ฒŒ ์‚ฌ์„ธ์š”
09:43
and try to let your courage outweigh your fear.
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์šฉ๊ธฐ๊ฐ€ ๋‘๋ ค์›€์„ ์ด๊ธฐ๊ฒŒ ํ•˜์„ธ์š”.
09:46
You never know where it might take you.
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๊ทธ๋Ÿผ ์–ด๋–ค ์ผ์ด ํŽผ์ณ์งˆ์ง€ ๋ชจ๋ฆ…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:49
Thank you.
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๊ฐ์‚ฌํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:50
(Applause and cheers)
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(๋ฐ•์ˆ˜์™€ ํ™˜ํ˜ธ)
์ด ์›น์‚ฌ์ดํŠธ ์ •๋ณด

์ด ์‚ฌ์ดํŠธ๋Š” ์˜์–ด ํ•™์Šต์— ์œ ์šฉํ•œ YouTube ๋™์˜์ƒ์„ ์†Œ๊ฐœํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ์ „ ์„ธ๊ณ„ ์ตœ๊ณ ์˜ ์„ ์ƒ๋‹˜๋“ค์ด ๊ฐ€๋ฅด์น˜๋Š” ์˜์–ด ์ˆ˜์—…์„ ๋ณด๊ฒŒ ๋  ๊ฒƒ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ๊ฐ ๋™์˜์ƒ ํŽ˜์ด์ง€์— ํ‘œ์‹œ๋˜๋Š” ์˜์–ด ์ž๋ง‰์„ ๋”๋ธ” ํด๋ฆญํ•˜๋ฉด ๊ทธ๊ณณ์—์„œ ๋™์˜์ƒ์ด ์žฌ์ƒ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ๋น„๋””์˜ค ์žฌ์ƒ์— ๋งž์ถฐ ์ž๋ง‰์ด ์Šคํฌ๋กค๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ์˜๊ฒฌ์ด๋‚˜ ์š”์ฒญ์ด ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ฒฝ์šฐ ์ด ๋ฌธ์˜ ์–‘์‹์„ ์‚ฌ์šฉํ•˜์—ฌ ๋ฌธ์˜ํ•˜์‹ญ์‹œ์˜ค.

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