Art can heal PTSD's invisible wounds | Melissa Walker

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์•„๋ž˜ ์˜๋ฌธ์ž๋ง‰์„ ๋”๋ธ”ํด๋ฆญํ•˜์‹œ๋ฉด ์˜์ƒ์ด ์žฌ์ƒ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.

๋ฒˆ์—ญ: JY Kang ๊ฒ€ํ† : Jihyeon J. Kim
00:12
You are a high-ranking military service member
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๋‹น์‹ ์€ ๋†’์€ ๊ณ„๊ธ‰์˜ ๊ตฐ์ธ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:16
deployed to Afghanistan.
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์•„ํ”„๊ฐ€๋‹ˆ์Šคํƒ„ ์ „์Ÿ์— ํˆฌ์ž…๋˜์—ˆ์ฃ .
00:19
You are responsible for the lives
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์ˆ˜๋ฐฑ ๋ช…์˜ ๋‚จ๋…€ ๊ตฐ์ธ๋“ค์˜ ๋ชฉ์ˆจ์„ ์ฑ…์ž„์ง€๊ณ  ์žˆ๊ณ 
00:22
of hundreds of men and women,
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00:24
and your base is under attack.
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๊ธฐ์ง€๊ฐ€ ๊ณต๊ฒฉ๋ฐ›๊ณ  ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:27
Incoming mortar rounds are exploding all around you.
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๋ฐ•๊ฒฉํฌํƒ„์ด ๋‚ ์•„์™€ ์‚ฌ๋ฐฉ์—์„œ ํ„ฐ์ง€๊ณ  ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:32
Struggling to see through the dust and the smoke,
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๋จผ์ง€์™€ ํฌ์—ฐ์„ ํž˜๊ฒน๊ฒŒ ํ—ค์น˜๋ฉฐ
00:35
you do your best to assist the wounded
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๋ถ€์ƒ์ž๋ฅผ ๋„์šฐ๋ ค ์• ์“ฐ๋‹ค๊ฐ€
00:38
and then crawl to a nearby bunker.
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๊ทผ์ฒ˜ ์ฐธํ˜ธ ์†์œผ๋กœ ๊ธฐ์–ด๋“ค์–ด ๊ฐ‘๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:41
Conscious but dazed by the blasts,
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ํญ๋ฐœ๋กœ ์ •์‹ ๋„ ๋ฉํ•ด์ง‘๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:44
you lay on your side and attempt to process what has just happened.
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์˜†์œผ๋กœ ๊ธฐ๋Œ„ ์ฑ„๋กœ ์ด ์ƒํ™ฉ์„ ์ˆ˜์Šตํ•˜๋ ค๊ณ  ์• ์”๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:49
As you regain your vision,
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์ฃผ๋ณ€์ด ๋ณด์ด๊ธฐ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ–ˆ์„ ๋•Œ
00:52
you see a bloody face
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ํ”ผํˆฌ์„ฑ์ด ์–ผ๊ตด ํ•˜๋‚˜๊ฐ€
00:54
staring back at you.
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๋‹น์‹ ์„ ๋…ธ๋ ค๋ณด๊ณ  ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:57
The image is terrifying,
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๊ทธ ๋ชจ์Šต์€ ๋”์ฐํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:00
but you quickly come to understand
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๋ฐ”๋กœ ์•Œ์•„์ฐจ๋ฆฌ๊ฒŒ ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:02
it's not real.
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์ด๊ฒŒ ํ˜„์‹ค์ด ์•„๋‹ˆ๋ผ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„์š”.
01:06
This vision continues to visit you multiple times a day and in your sleep.
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๋‹น์‹ ์€ ํ•˜๋ฃจ์—๋„ ๋ช‡ ๋ฒˆ์ด๋‚˜ ๊ฟˆ์—์„œ ์ด๋Ÿฐ ์žฅ๋ฉด์„ ๋ณด๊ฒŒ ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:11
You choose not to tell anyone for fear of losing your job
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๋‹น์‹ ์€ ์ด๊ฑธ ๋ˆ„๊ตฌ์—๊ฒŒ๋„ ๋งํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š๊ธฐ๋กœ ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
์ง์žฅ์„ ์žƒ๊ฑฐ๋‚˜ ๋‚˜์•ฝํ•ด ๋ณด์ผ๊นŒ ๋‘๋ ค์›Œ์„œ์ฃ .
01:14
or being seen as weak.
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01:18
You give the vision a name,
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ์žฅ๋ฉด์— ๋ถ™์€ ์ด๋ฆ„์ด ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:20
Bloody Face in Bunker,
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'์ฐธํ˜ธ ์† ํ”ผํˆฌ์„ฑ์ด ์–ผ๊ตด' ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:22
and call it BFIB for short.
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์ค„์—ฌ์„œ 'BFIB' ๋ผ๊ณ  ํ•˜์ฃ .
01:25
You keep BFIB locked away in your mind,
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๋งˆ์Œ ์†์— BFIB๋ฅผ ๋ฌป์–ด๋‘์ง€๋งŒ
01:29
secretly haunting you,
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์€๋ฐ€ํžˆ ์œ ๋ น์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ๋ถ™์–ด๋‹ค๋‹™๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:30
for the next seven years.
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๊ทธ ํ›„ 7๋…„ ๋™์•ˆ์ด๋‚˜ ๋ง์ด์ฃ .
01:35
Now close your eyes.
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์ด์ œ ๋ˆˆ์„ ๊ฐ์•„๋ณด์„ธ์š”.
01:39
Can you see BFIB?
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BFIB๊ฐ€ ๋ณด์ด์‹œ๋‚˜์š”?
01:43
If you can, you're beginning to see the face
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๋งŒ์•ฝ ๊ทธ๋ ‡๋‹ค๋ฉด ์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ๋ถ„์ด ๋ณด๋Š” ๊ทธ ์–ผ๊ตด์ด ๋ฐ”๋กœ
01:46
of the invisible wounds of war,
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๋ณด์ด์ง€ ์•Š๋Š” ์ „์Ÿ์˜ ์ƒ์ฒ˜์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:48
commonly known as post-traumatic stress disorder
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์™ธ์ƒํ›„ ์ŠคํŠธ๋ ˆ์Šค ์žฅ์• ๋กœ ์•Œ๋ ค์ง„
01:51
and traumatic brain injury.
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์™ธ์ƒ์„ฑ ๋‡Œ์†์ƒ์ด์ฃ .
01:54
While I can't say I have post-traumatic stress disorder,
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์ €๋Š” ์™ธ์ƒํ›„ ์ŠคํŠธ๋ ˆ์Šค ์žฅ์• ๋ฅผ ์•“๊ณ  ์žˆ์ง€๋Š” ์•Š์ง€๋งŒ
01:57
I've never been a stranger to it.
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๊ทธ๊ฒƒ์ด ์ „ํ˜€ ๋‚ฏ์„ค์ง€ ์•Š์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:59
When I was a little girl, I would visit my grandparents every summer.
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์–ด๋ฆด ์ ์—” ์—ฌ๋ฆ„๋งˆ๋‹ค ํ• ์•„๋ฒ„์ง€ ๋Œ์— ์ž์ฃผ ๊ฐ€๊ณค ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:04
It was my grandfather
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์ด ๋ถ„์ด ์ œ ํ• ์•„๋ฒ„์ง€์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:06
who introduced me to the effects of combat on the psyche.
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์ „์Ÿ์ด ์ •์‹ ์— ์–ด๋–ค ์˜ํ–ฅ์„ ๋ฏธ์น˜๋Š”์ง€ ์•Œ๋ ค์ฃผ์‹  ๋ถ„์ด์ฃ .
02:10
While my grandfather was serving as a Marine in the Korean War,
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ํ• ์•„๋ฒ„์ง€๊ฐ€ ํ•ด๋ณ‘๋Œ€๋กœ ํ•œ๊ตญ์ „์— ์ฐธ์ „ํ•˜์…จ์„ ๋•Œ
02:14
a bullet pierced his neck and rendered him unable to cry out.
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์ด์•Œ์ด ๋ชฉ์„ ๊ด€ํ†ตํ•˜๋Š” ๋ถ€์ƒ์œผ๋กœ ์†Œ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ์ง€๋ฅผ ์ˆ˜ ์—†์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:19
He watched as a corpsman passed him over,
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์œ„์ƒ๋ณ‘์€ ํ• ์•„๋ฒ„์ง€๋ฅผ ์ง€๋‚˜์ณ ๊ฐ”๊ณ 
02:21
declaring him a goner,
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๊ฐ€๋ง์ด ์—†๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ•˜๋ฉฐ
02:23
and then leaving him to die.
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ํ• ์•„๋ฒ„์ง€๋ฅผ ์ฃฝ๊ฒŒ ๋‚ด๋ฒ„๋ ค ๋‘์—ˆ์ฃ .
02:26
Years later, after his physical wounds had healed
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๋ช‡ ๋…„ํ›„, ๋ถ€์ƒ์ด ์น˜๋ฃŒ๋œ ๋’ค์—
02:29
and he'd returned home,
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์ง‘์œผ๋กœ ๋Œ์•„์˜ค์…จ๊ณ 
02:31
he rarely spoke of his experiences in waking life.
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๊นจ์–ด์žˆ์„ ๋•Œ๋Š” ๊ทธ ๊ฒฝํ—˜์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด์„œ ๊ฑฐ์˜ ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:35
But at night I would hear him shouting obscenities
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๋ฐค์—๋Š” ๋ณต๋„ ๋ ํ• ์•„๋ฒ„์ง€ ๋ฐฉ์—์„œ
02:38
from his room down the hall.
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๊ณ ํ•จ์น˜๋ฉฐ ์š•ํ•˜๋Š” ์†Œ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ๋“ค๋ฆฌ๊ณค ํ–ˆ์ฃ .
02:41
And during the day I would announce myself as I entered the room,
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋‚ฎ์— ๊ทธ ๋ฐฉ์— ๋“ค์–ด๊ฐˆ ๋•Œ๋Š” ๋“ค์–ด๊ฐ€๋„ ๋˜๋Š”์ง€ ๋ฌป๊ณ  ๋“ค์–ด๊ฐ”์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:44
careful not to startle or agitate him.
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ํ• ๋ฒ„์ง€๋ฅผ ๋†€๋ž˜ํ‚ค๊ฑฐ๋‚˜ ์ž๊ทนํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š๋„๋ก ์กฐ์‹ฌํ•˜๋ฉด์„œ ๋ง์ด์ฃ .
02:48
He lived out the remainder of his days
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๊ทธ๋ถ„์€ ๋‚จ์€ ์—ฌ์ƒ์„
02:51
isolated and tight-lipped,
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์™ธ๋กญ๊ฒŒ ๋ง์—†์ด ์ง€๋‚ด์…จ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:53
never finding a way to express himself,
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์ž์‹ ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ํ‘œํ˜„ํ•˜๋ ค๊ณ ๋„ ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์ฃ .
02:56
and I didn't yet have the tools to guide him.
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์ „ ๊ทธ๋ถ„์„ ์ด๋Œ ๋ฐฉ๋ฒ•์„ ๋ชฐ๋ž์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:01
I wouldn't have a name for my grandfather's condition
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ํ• ์•„๋ฒ„์ง€์™€ ๊ฐ™์€ ์ƒํƒœ๋ฅผ ์นญํ•˜๋Š” ๋ณ‘๋ช…๋„
03:04
until I was in my 20s.
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20๋Œ€๊ฐ€ ๋˜์–ด์„œ์•ผ ์•Œ๊ฒŒ ๋˜์—ˆ์ฃ .
03:06
Seeking a graduate degree in art therapy,
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๋ฏธ์ˆ  ์‹ฌ๋ฆฌ์น˜๋ฃŒ์— ๊ด€ํ•œ ์„์‚ฌํ•™์œ„๋ฅผ ์ค€๋น„ํ•˜๋ฉด์„œ
03:09
I naturally gravitated towards the study of trauma.
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์ €๋Š” ์ž์—ฐ์Šค๋Ÿฝ๊ฒŒ ์‹ฌ๋ฆฌ์  ์ถฉ๊ฒฉ์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ์—ฐ๊ตฌ์— ์ด๋Œ๋ ธ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:14
And while sitting in class learning about post-traumatic stress disorder,
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์ˆ˜์—… ์ค‘์— ์™ธ์ƒํ›„ ์ŠคํŠธ๋ ˆ์Šค ์žฅ์• 
03:17
or PTSD for short,
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์ฆ‰, ์ค„์—ฌ์„œ PTSD์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ๋ฐฐ์šฐ๋ฉด์„œ
03:20
my mission to help service members who suffered like my grandfather
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์ €ํฌ ํ• ์•„๋ฒ„์ง€์™€ ๊ฐ™์€ ๊ณ ํ†ต์„ ๋ฐ›๋Š” ๊ตฐ์ธ๋“ค์„ ๋„์™€์•ผ ๊ฒ ๋‹ค๋Š”
03:24
began to take form.
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๋ชฉํ‘œ๊ฐ€ ์ƒ๊ธฐ๊ธฐ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:27
We've had various names for post-traumatic stress
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์ „์Ÿ์˜ ์—ญ์‚ฌ๋ฅผ ๊ฑฐ์น˜๋ฉด์„œ ์™ธ์ƒํ›„ ์ŠคํŠธ๋ ˆ์Šค ์žฅ์• ๋Š”
03:29
throughout the history of war:
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์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ ๋ช…์นญ์ด ๋ถ™์—ฌ์กŒ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:32
homesickness,
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ํ–ฅ์ˆ˜๋ณ‘
03:34
soldier's heart,
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๊ตฐ์ธ์˜ ๋งˆ์Œ
03:36
shell shock,
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์ „์Ÿ ์‹ ๊ฒฝ์ฆ(ํญํƒ„์„ฑ ์‡ผํฌ)
03:38
thousand-yard stare, for instance.
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ํ—ˆ๊ณต ์‘์‹œ ์ฆ์ƒ ๊ฐ™์€ ๊ฒƒ์ด์ฃ .
03:41
And while I was pursuing my degree, a new war was raging,
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ๋ฐ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ํ•™์œ„๋ฅผ ์ค€๋น„ํ•˜๋Š” ๋™์•ˆ์— ๋˜ ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์ „์Ÿ์ด ์ผ์–ด๋‚ฌ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:45
and thanks to modern body armor and military vehicles,
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ํ˜„๋Œ€์‹ ๋ฐฉํƒ„๋ณต๊ณผ ๊ตฐ์šฉ ์ฐจ๋Ÿ‰ ๋•๋ถ„์—
03:48
service members were surviving blast injuries they wouldn't have before.
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๊ตฐ์ธ๋“ค์€ ํญ๋ฐœ์‚ฌ๊ณ ๋กœ ์˜ˆ์ „๋งŒํผ ๋ถ€์ƒ์„ ์ž…์ง€๋Š” ์•Š๊ฒŒ ๋˜์—ˆ์ฃ .
03:53
But the invisible wounds were reaching new levels,
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๊ทธ ๋ณด์ด์ง€ ์•Š๋Š” ์ƒ์ฒ˜๋Š” ์ƒˆ๋กœ์šด ๋‹จ๊ณ„๋กœ ์ ‘์–ด๋“ค์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:56
and this pushed military doctors and researchers
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์ด ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์— ๊ตฐ์˜๊ด€๋“ค๊ณผ ์—ฐ๊ตฌ์ž๋“ค์€
03:59
to try and truly understand the effects that traumatic brain injury, or TBI,
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์™ธ์ƒํ›„ ๋‡Œ์†์ƒ, ์ฆ‰ TBI์™€ PTSD๊ฐ€ ๋‡Œ์— ๋ฏธ์น˜๋Š” ์˜ํ–ฅ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด
04:05
and PTSD have on the brain.
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์•Œ์•„๋‚ด๊ณ ์ž ๋…ธ๋ ฅํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:08
Due to advances in technology and neuroimaging,
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๊ธฐ์ˆ ๊ณผ ์‹ ๊ฒฝ์ดฌ์˜๋ฒ•์˜ ๋ฐœ์ „์— ํž˜์ž…์–ด
04:12
we now know there's an actual shutdown in the Broca's,
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์ •์‹ ์  ์™ธ์ƒ์„ ๊ฒฝํ—˜ํ•˜๋ฉด ๋‡Œ์—์„œ ์–ธ์–ด๊ธฐ๋Šฅ์„ ๋‹ด๋‹นํ•˜๋Š”
04:15
or the speech-language area of the brain, after an individual experiences trauma.
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๋ธŒ๋กœ์นด ์˜์—ญ์ด ์‹ค์ œ๋กœ ์œ„์ถ•๋œ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฑธ ์•Œ๊ฒŒ ๋์ฃ .
04:21
This physiological change,
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์ด๋Ÿฐ ์ƒ๋ฆฌํ•™์  ๋ณ€ํ™”
04:23
or speechless terror as it's often called,
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ํ˜น์€ ์ด๋ฅธ ๋ฐ” ์‹ค์–ด์ฆ ๊ณตํฌ๋Š”
04:26
coupled with mental health stigma,
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์ •์‹ ๊ฑด๊ฐ•์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ๋‚™์ธ๊ณผ ํ•จ๊ป˜
04:28
the fear of being judged
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ํ‰๊ฐ€๋ฐ›๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ๋‘๋ ค์›€
04:30
or misunderstood,
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ํŒ๋‹จ ์ฐฉ์˜ค
04:31
possibly even removed from their current duties,
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์‹ฌ์ง€์–ด ํ˜„์žฌ ์ž„๋ฌด์กฐ์ฐจ ์žŠ๊ฒŒ ๋˜์–ด
04:34
has led to the invisible struggles of our servicemen and women.
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ ๊ตฐ์ธ๋“ค๋กœ ํ•˜์—ฌ๊ธˆ ๋ณด์ด์ง€ ์•Š๋Š” ์ „ํˆฌ๋ฅผ ํ•˜๋„๋ก ๋งŒ๋“ญ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:39
Generation after generation of veterans
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ํ‡ด์—ญ ๊ตฐ์ธ์˜ ํ›„์„ธ๋“ค์€
04:43
have chosen not to talk about their experiences,
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๊ทธ๋“ค์ด ๊ฒช์€ ์ผ๊ณผ ๊ณ ๋…์˜ ์•„ํ””์„
04:46
and suffer in solitude.
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์•Œ๋ฆฌ๋ ค ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์ฃ .
04:50
I had my work cut out for me when I got my first job
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์ „ ์ฒซ ์ง์—…์„ ์ œ๊ฒŒ ๋”ฑ ๋งž๋Š” ์ผ๋กœ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:53
as an art therapist at the nation's largest military medical center,
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๋ฏธ์ˆ  ์‹ฌ๋ฆฌ์น˜๋ฃŒ์‚ฌ๋กœ์„œ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋‚˜๋ผ์—์„œ ๊ฐ€์žฅ ํฐ ๊ตฐ์˜๋ฃŒ ๊ธฐ๊ด€์—์„œ ์ผํ•˜๊ฒŒ ๋์ฃ .
04:57
Walter Reed.
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์›”ํ„ฐ ๋ฆฌ๋“œ ์œก๊ตฐ๋ณ‘์›์ด์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:59
After working for a few years on a locked-in patient psychiatric unit,
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์ •์‹ ๊ณผ ๊ฒฉ๋ฆฌ ๋ณ‘๋™์—์„œ ๋ช‡ ๋…„๊ฐ„ ๊ทผ๋ฌดํ•œ ๋’ค์—
05:03
I eventually transferred to the National Intrepid Center of Excellence, NICoE,
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๊ตญ๋ฆฝ ์ƒ์ด์šฉ์‚ฌ ์น˜๋ฃŒ ์„ผํ„ฐ์ธ NICoE๋กœ ์ด์งํ•˜๊ฒŒ ๋˜์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:08
which leads TBI care for active duty service members.
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ํ˜„์—ญ ๊ตฐ์ธ๋“ค์˜ TBI ์น˜๋ฃŒ๋ฅผ ์ฃผ๋„ํ•˜๋Š” ๊ณณ์ด์ฃ .
05:12
Now, I believed in art therapy,
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์ €๋Š” ๋ฏธ์ˆ  ์‹ฌ๋ฆฌ์น˜๋ฃŒ ํšจ๊ณผ๋ฅผ ๋ฏฟ์—ˆ์ง€๋งŒ
05:14
but I was going to have to convince service members,
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๊ตฐ์ธ๋“ค์„ ๋‚ฉ๋“์‹œ์ผœ์•ผ ํ–ˆ์ฃ .
05:18
big, tough, strong, manly military men,
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๊ทธ๋“ค์€ ๊ฑด์žฅํ•˜๊ณ , ๊ฑฐ์น ๊ณ , ๊ฐ•์ธํ•˜๊ณ , ๋‚จ์ž๋‹ค์šด ๊ตฐ์ธ๋“ค์ด์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:21
and some women too,
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๋ช‡๋ช‡ ์—ฌ๊ตฐ๋“ค๋„ ๋งˆ์ฐฌ๊ฐ€์ง€์˜€์ฃ .
05:23
to give art-making as a psychotherapeutic intervention a try.
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์‹ฌ๋ฆฌ์š”๋ฒ•์œผ๋กœ์„œ ๋ฏธ์ˆ  ์ž‘ํ’ˆ ํ™œ๋™์„ ํ•˜๋„๋ก ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:28
The results have been nothing short of spectacular.
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๊ทธ ๊ฒฐ๊ณผ๋Š” ์—„์ฒญ๋‚ฌ์ฃ .
05:34
Vivid, symbolic artwork
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๊ฐ•๋ ฌํ•˜๊ณ  ์ƒ์ง•์ ์ธ ์ž‘ํ’ˆ์ด
05:36
is being created by our servicemen and women,
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๊ตฐ์ธ๊ณผ ์—ฌ๊ตฐ๋“ค์˜ ์†์—์„œ ํƒ„์ƒํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:39
and every work of art tells a story.
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๋ชจ๋“  ๋ฏธ์ˆ  ์ž‘ํ’ˆ๋งˆ๋‹ค ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ๊ฐ€ ๋‹ด๊ฒจ ์žˆ์—ˆ์ฃ .
05:43
We've observed that the process of art therapy bypasses
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์ด๋ฅผ ํ†ตํ•ด ํ™•์ธ๋œ ์‚ฌ์‹ค์€ ๊ทธ ๋ฏธ์ˆ  ์น˜๋ฃŒ ๊ณผ์ •์„ ํ†ตํ•ด์„œ
05:46
the speech-language issue with the brain.
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๋‡Œ์˜ ์–ธ์–ด ์žฅ์•  ๋ฌธ์ œ๋ฅผ ํ”ผํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ด์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ค.
05:49
Art-making accesses the same sensory areas of the brain that encode trauma.
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ํŠธ๋ผ์šฐ๋งˆ๊ฐ€ ์ €์žฅ๋˜๋Š” ๋‡Œ์˜ ๊ฐ๊ฐ ์˜์—ญ์„ ์ž‘ํ’ˆํ™œ๋™ ๊ณผ์ •์—์„œ ์ด์šฉํ•˜๊ฒŒ ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:54
Service members can use the art-making to work through their experiences
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๊ตฐ์ธ๋“ค์€ ์ž‘ํ’ˆํ™œ๋™์„ ํ†ตํ•ด์„œ ์œ„ํ˜‘์ ์ด์ง€ ์•Š์€ ๋ฐฉ๋ฒ•์œผ๋กœ
05:57
in a nonthreatening way.
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์ž์‹ ๋“ค์˜ ๊ฒฝํ—˜์„ ๋‹ค๋ฃจ๊ฒŒ ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:00
They can then apply words to their physical creations,
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๊ทธ ๋ฌผ๋ฆฌ์  ์ฐฝ์กฐ๋ฌผ์— ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ์ ์šฉํ•˜๊ณ 
06:03
reintegrating the left and the right hemispheres of the brain.
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๋‡Œ์˜ ์ขŒ์šฐ์ธก ๋ฐ˜๊ตฌ๋ฅผ ์„œ๋กœ ๋‹ค์‹œ ํ†ตํ•ฉํ•˜๊ฒŒ ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:08
Now, we've seen this can work with all forms of art --
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์ด์ œ๋Š” ์–ด๋–ค ๋ฏธ์ˆ  ํ˜•ํƒœ๋กœ๋„ ํšจ๊ณผ๊ฐ€ ์žˆ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ๋„ ์•Œ์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:12
drawing, painting, collage --
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๊ทธ๋ฆผ, ํšŒํ™”, ์ฝœ๋ผ์ฃผ
06:15
but what seems to have the most impact
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๊ฐ€์žฅ ํšจ๊ณผ๊ฐ€ ์ข‹์•˜๋˜ ๊ฒƒ์€
06:18
is mask-making.
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๊ฐ€๋ฉด ๋งŒ๋“ค๊ธฐ์˜€์–ด์š”.
06:21
Finally, these invisible wounds don't just have a name,
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๊ฒฐ๊ตญ, ์ด ๋ณด์ด์ง€ ์•Š๋Š” ์ƒ์ฒ˜๋Š” ๋‹จ์ง€ ์ด๋ฆ„๋ฟ๋งŒ ์•„๋‹ˆ๋ผ
06:25
they have a face.
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์–ผ๊ตด๋„ ๊ฐ€์ง€๊ณ  ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:29
And when service members create these masks,
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๊ตฐ์ธ๋“ค์€ ์ด ๊ฐ€๋ฉด์„ ๋งŒ๋“ค๋ฉด์„œ
06:31
it allows them to come to grips, literally, with their trauma.
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์ž์‹ ์˜ ํŠธ๋ผ์šฐ๋งˆ๋ฅผ ๋ง ๊ทธ๋Œ€๋กœ ์ •๋ฉด์œผ๋กœ ๋งˆ์ฃผ์ณ ์‹ธ์›Œ๋ด…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:35
And it's amazing how often that enables them
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๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ํ•จ์œผ๋กœ์จ ํŠธ๋ผ์šฐ๋งˆ๋ฅผ ๊ทน๋ณตํ•˜๊ณ 
06:38
to break through the trauma and start to heal.
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์น˜์œ ๊ฐ€ ์‹œ์ž‘๋œ๋‹ค๋Š” ์ ์ด ๋†€๋ž์ฃ .
06:42
Remember BFIB?
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BFIB ๊ธฐ์–ตํ•˜์‹œ์ฃ ?
06:46
That was a real experience for one of my patients,
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์ œ ํ™˜์ž ์ค‘ ํ•œ๋ช…์—๊ฒŒ ์‹ค์ œ ์ผ์–ด๋‚œ ์ผ์ธ๋ฐ์š”.
06:49
and when he created his mask,
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๊ทธ ํ™˜์ž๋Š” ๊ฐ€๋ฉด์„ ๋งŒ๋“ค๋ฉด์„œ
06:50
he was able to let go of that haunting image.
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๊ทธ ๋”์ฐํ•œ ์žฅ๋ฉด์„ ๋–จ์ณ๋ฒ„๋ฆด ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๊ฒŒ ๋˜์—ˆ์ฃ .
06:54
Initially, it was a daunting process for the service member,
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์ฒ˜์Œ์—๋Š” ๊ทธ ๊ตฐ์ธ์—๊ฒŒ ์žˆ์–ด์„œ ์‰ฝ์ง€ ์•Š์€ ๊ณผ์ •์ด์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:57
but eventually he began to think of BFIB as the mask,
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๊ฒฐ๊ตญ ๊ทธ BFIB๋ฅผ ๊ฐ€๋ฉด์˜ ์–ผ๊ตด๋กœ ๋ฐ›์•„๋“ค์ด๊ธฐ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ–ˆ์ฃ .
07:00
not his internal wound,
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๋‚ด๋ฉด์˜ ์ƒ์ฒ˜๊ฐ€ ์•„๋‹ˆ๊ณ  ๋ง์ด์ฃ .
07:02
and he would go to leave each session,
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๊ทธ๋Š” ๋ชจ๋“  ๊ณผ์ •์„ ๋งˆ์น˜๊ณ  ๋‚˜์„œ
07:04
he would hand me the mask, and say, "Melissa, take care of him."
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์ œ๊ฒŒ ๊ฐ€๋ฉด์„ ์ฃผ๋ฉฐ ์ด๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๋งํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. "๋ฉœ๋ฆฌ์‚ฌ, ์ด ์‚ฌ๋žŒ ์ข€ ๋งก์•„์ค˜์š”."
07:08
Eventually, we placed BFIB in a box to further contain him,
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๊ทธ๊ฐ€ ๋”์šฑ ๊ฐ์ •์„ ์–ต์ œํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋„๋ก BFIB๋ฅผ ์ƒ์ž์— ๋„ฃ์–ด ๋‘์—ˆ๊ณ 
07:12
and when the service member went to leave the NICoE,
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๊ทธ ๊ตฐ์ธ์€ NICoE๋ฅผ ๋– ๋‚˜๋ฉด์„œ
07:15
he chose to leave BFIB behind.
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๊ทธ BFIB๋ฅผ ๋ฒ„๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๊ฐ€๊ธฐ๋กœ ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:18
A year later, he had only seen BFIB twice,
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๊ทธ ํ›„ ์ผ๋…„ ๋™์•ˆ BFIB๋ฅผ ๋‹จ ๋‘ ๋ฒˆ๋งŒ ๊ฒฝํ—˜ํ–ˆ์ฃ .
07:20
and both times BFIB was smiling
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋‘ ๋ฒˆ ๋ชจ๋‘ BFIB๊ฐ€ ์›ƒ๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ๊ณ 
07:22
and the service member didn't feel anxious.
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๊ทธ๋„ ๋ถˆ์•ˆ๊ฐ์€ ์—†์—ˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:26
Now, whenever that service member is haunted by some traumatic memory,
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์ด์ œ ๊ทธ๋Š” ์ถฉ๊ฒฉ์  ๊ธฐ์–ต์ด ๋– ์˜ค๋ฅผ ๋•Œ๋งˆ๋‹ค
07:29
he continues to paint.
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๊ทธ๋ฆผ์„ ๊ทธ๋ฆฝ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:32
Every time he paints these disturbing images,
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๊ทธ ์ถฉ๊ฒฉ์ ์ธ ์žฅ๋ฉด์„ ๊ทธ๋ฆผ์œผ๋กœ ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๋ฉด
07:34
he sees them less or not at all.
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๊ทธ ์žฅ๋ฉด์ด ๋œ ์ƒ๊ฐ๋‚˜๊ฑฐ๋‚˜ ์™„์ „ํžˆ ์—†์–ด์ง„๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ•ด์š”.
07:39
Philosophers have told us for thousands of years
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์ˆ˜์ฒœ ๋…„ ์ „๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ์ฒ ํ•™์ž๋“ค์€ ์ด๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๋งํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:42
that the power to create
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์ฐฝ์กฐ์˜ ํž˜์€
07:44
is very closely linked to the power to destroy.
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ํŒŒ๊ดด์˜ ํž˜๊ณผ ๋ฐ€์ ‘ํ•˜๊ฒŒ ์—ฐ๊ฒฐ๋˜์–ด ์žˆ๋‹ค๊ณ ์š”.
07:47
Now science is showing us that the part of the brain
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์ด์ œ ๊ณผํ•™์œผ๋กœ ์•Œ๊ฒŒ ๋œ ์‚ฌ์‹ค์€
๋‡Œ์—์„œ ์‹ฌ๋ฆฌ์  ์ถฉ๊ฒฉ์˜ ์ƒ์ฒ˜๊ฐ€ ๊ธฐ๋ก๋˜๋Š” ๋ถ€๋ถ„์ด
07:50
that registers a traumatic wound
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07:52
can be the part of the brain where healing happens too.
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์น˜์œ  ํšจ๊ณผ๋ฅผ ์ผ์œผํ‚ค๋Š” ๋ถ€๋ถ„์ด ๋˜๊ธฐ๋„ ํ•œ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:55
And art therapy is showing us how to make that connection.
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๋ฏธ์ˆ  ์‹ฌ๋ฆฌ์น˜๋ฃŒ๊ฐ€ ๊ทธ ์—ฐ๊ฒฐ๊ณ ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ๋งŒ๋“œ๋Š” ๋ฐฉ๋ฒ•์„ ๋ณด์—ฌ ์ค€ ๊ฒƒ์ด์ฃ .
08:00
We asked one of our service members
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๊ตฐ์ธ ํ•œ ๋ช…์—๊ฒŒ
08:02
to describe how mask-making impacted his treatment,
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๊ฐ€๋ฉด ๋งŒ๋“ค๊ธฐ๊ฐ€ ์‹ฌ๋ฆฌ์น˜๋ฃŒ์— ํšจ๊ณผ๊ฐ€ ์žˆ๋Š”์ง€ ๋ฌผ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:05
and this is what he had to say.
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๊ทธ๋Š” ์ด๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๋Œ€๋‹ตํ–ˆ์ฃ .
08:07
(Video) Service Member: You sort of just zone out into the mask.
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(์˜์ƒ) ๊ตฐ์ธ: ๊ฐ€๋ฉด์„ ๋งŒ๋“ค๋ฉด ๋ฉํ•ด์ง€๋Š” ๊ฒƒ ๊ฐ™์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:10
You zone out into the drawing,
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๊ทธ๋ฆผ์„ ๊ทธ๋ฆด ๋•Œ๋„ ๋ฉํ•ด์ ธ์š”.
08:12
and for me, it just released the block,
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์ œ ๊ฒฝ์šฐ๋Š” ์žฅ์• ๋ฌผ์ด ์—†์–ด์ง€๋Š” ๊ฒƒ ๊ฐ™์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:16
so I was able to do it.
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:19
And then when I looked at it after two days, I was like,
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์ดํ‹€ ๋’ค์— ์ด๊ฑธ ๋ณด๊ณ  ์ด๋Ÿฐ ์ƒ๊ฐ์ด ๋“ค์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:23
"Holy crap, here's the picture, here's the key, here's the puzzle,"
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"์„ธ์ƒ์—, ์ด์ œ ์ดํ•ด๊ฐ€ ๋˜๋„ค. ์ด๊ฒŒ ์—ด์‡ ์˜€์–ด. ํผ์ฆ ์กฐ๊ฐ์ด ์ด๊ฑฐ์˜€์–ด"
08:26
and then from there it just soared.
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณค ์šฉ๊ธฐ๊ฐ€ ์ƒ๊ฒผ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:28
I mean, from there my treatment just when out of sight,
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์น˜๋ฃŒ ๊ณผ์ •์—์„œ ๊ฐ‘์ž๊ธฐ ์‚ฌ๋ผ์กŒ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:32
because they were like, Kurt, explain this, explain this.
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์ด๊ฑด ์ด๋ ‡๊ณ  ์ €๊ฑด ์ €๋ ‡๊ณ  ์„ค๋ช…ํ•˜๋Š” ๊ณผ์ •์— ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๋์ฃ .
08:34
And for the first time in 23 years,
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23๋…„ ๋งŒ์— ์ฒ˜์Œ์œผ๋กœ
08:36
I could actually talk about stuff openly to, like, anybody.
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๋ˆ„๊ตฌ์—๊ฒŒ๋‚˜ ์ œ ๊ฒฝํ—˜์„ ์–˜๊ธฐํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๊ฒŒ ๋˜์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:39
I could talk to you about it right now if I wanted to,
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ํ•˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์„ ๋•Œ๋Š” ์ง€๊ธˆ ๋‹น์žฅ์ด๋ผ๋„ ์–˜๊ธฐํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:42
because it unlocked it.
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๋‹ซํ˜€์žˆ๋˜ ๊ฒŒ ์—ด๋ ธ๊ธฐ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์ด์ฃ .
08:45
It's just amazing.
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์ •๋ง ๋†€๋ž์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:46
And it allowed me to put 23 years of PTSD
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์น˜๋ฃŒ๋ฅผ ํ†ตํ•ด 23๋…„ ๊ฐ„์˜ PTSD์™€
08:52
and TBI stuff together in one place
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TBI ๋ชจ๋‘๋ฅผ ์—†๋˜ ์ผ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ
08:58
that has never happened before.
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๋–จ์ณ๋ฒ„๋ฆด ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:02
Sorry.
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๋ฏธ์•ˆํ•ด์š”.
09:03
Melissa Walker: Over the past five years,
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MW: ์ง€๋‚œ 5๋…„ ๋™์•ˆ
09:05
we've had over 1,000 masks made.
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์ €ํฌ๋Š” 1000๊ฐœ๊ฐ€ ๋„˜๋Š” ๊ฐ€๋ฉด์„ ๋งŒ๋“ค์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:09
It's pretty amazing, isn't it?
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์ •๋ง ๋†€๋ž์ฃ ?
09:12
Thank you.
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๊ณ ๋ง™์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:13
(Applause)
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(๋ฐ•์ˆ˜)
09:19
I wish I could have shared this process with my grandfather,
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์ €ํฌ ํ• ์•„๋ฒ„์ง€๋„ ์ด ์น˜๋ฃŒ๋ฅผ ๋ฐ›์•˜๋”๋ผ๋ฉด ์ข‹์•˜์„ ๊ฑฐ์˜ˆ์š”.
09:23
but I know that he would be thrilled
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๊ทธ๋ถ„๋„ ๊ธฐ๋ปํ•˜์…จ์„ ๊ฒ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:27
that we are finding ways
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ํ˜„์žฌ์™€ ๋ฏธ๋ž˜์˜ ๊ตฐ์ธ๋“ค์—๊ฒŒ
09:28
to help today's and tomorrow's service members heal,
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๋„์›€์„ ์ค„ ๋ฐฉ๋ฒ•์„ ์ฐพ์•˜๋‹ค๋Š” ์†Œ์‹์„ ๋“ค์—ˆ๋”๋ผ๋ฉด ๋ง์ด์ฃ .
09:33
and finding the resources within them
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๊ทธ๋“ค์ด ์Šค์Šค๋กœ ์น˜์œ ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š”
09:36
that they can call upon
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๋‚ด์žฌ๋œ ์ž ์žฌ๋ ฅ์„ ๋ฐœ๊ฒฌํ–ˆ๋‹ค๋Š”
09:38
to heal themselves.
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์†Œ์‹์„ ๋“ค์œผ์…จ๋‹ค๋ฉด์š”.
09:41
Thank you.
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๊ฐ์‚ฌํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:42
(Applause)
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(๋ฐ•์ˆ˜)
์ด ์›น์‚ฌ์ดํŠธ ์ •๋ณด

์ด ์‚ฌ์ดํŠธ๋Š” ์˜์–ด ํ•™์Šต์— ์œ ์šฉํ•œ YouTube ๋™์˜์ƒ์„ ์†Œ๊ฐœํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ์ „ ์„ธ๊ณ„ ์ตœ๊ณ ์˜ ์„ ์ƒ๋‹˜๋“ค์ด ๊ฐ€๋ฅด์น˜๋Š” ์˜์–ด ์ˆ˜์—…์„ ๋ณด๊ฒŒ ๋  ๊ฒƒ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ๊ฐ ๋™์˜์ƒ ํŽ˜์ด์ง€์— ํ‘œ์‹œ๋˜๋Š” ์˜์–ด ์ž๋ง‰์„ ๋”๋ธ” ํด๋ฆญํ•˜๋ฉด ๊ทธ๊ณณ์—์„œ ๋™์˜์ƒ์ด ์žฌ์ƒ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ๋น„๋””์˜ค ์žฌ์ƒ์— ๋งž์ถฐ ์ž๋ง‰์ด ์Šคํฌ๋กค๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ์˜๊ฒฌ์ด๋‚˜ ์š”์ฒญ์ด ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ฒฝ์šฐ ์ด ๋ฌธ์˜ ์–‘์‹์„ ์‚ฌ์šฉํ•˜์—ฌ ๋ฌธ์˜ํ•˜์‹ญ์‹œ์˜ค.

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