Why I keep speaking up, even when people mock my accent | Safwat Saleem

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์•„๋ž˜ ์˜๋ฌธ์ž๋ง‰์„ ๋”๋ธ”ํด๋ฆญํ•˜์‹œ๋ฉด ์˜์ƒ์ด ์žฌ์ƒ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.

๋ฒˆ์—ญ: Moonjeong Kang ๊ฒ€ํ† : Yangha Kim
00:12
I used to have this recurring dream
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๋˜‘๊ฐ™์€ ๊ฟˆ์„ ๊พธ๊ณค ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
00:14
where I'd walk into a roomful of people,
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์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด ๊ฐ€๋“ ์ฐฌ ์–ด๋–ค ๋ฐฉ์— ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋“ค์–ด๊ฐ€๊ณ 
00:18
and I'd try not to make eye contact with anyone.
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๋ˆ„๊ตฌ์™€๋„ ๋ˆˆ์„ ๋งˆ์ฃผ์น˜์ง€ ์•Š์œผ๋ ค๊ณ  ๋…ธ๋ ฅํ•ด์š”.
00:22
Until someone notices me,
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๋ˆ„๊ตฐ๊ฐ€๊ฐ€ ์ €๋ฅผ ์•Œ์•„์ฐจ๋ฆฌ๋ฉด
00:23
and I just panic.
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์ €๋Š” ๋‹นํ™ฉํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:26
And the person walks up to me,
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๊ทธ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์ด ์ œ๊ฒŒ๋กœ ๊ฑธ์–ด์™€ ๋งํ•˜์ฃ .
00:28
and says, "Hi, my name is So-and-so.
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"์•ˆ๋…•, ๋‚ด ์ด๋ฆ„์€ ์•„๋ฌด๊ฐœ์•ผ."
00:30
And what is your name?"
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"๋„ค ์ด๋ฆ„์€ ๋ญ๋‹ˆ?"
00:32
And I'm just quiet, unable to respond.
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์ €๋Š” ์กฐ์šฉํžˆ ์žˆ์–ด์š”. ๋Œ€๋‹ตํ•  ์ˆ˜๊ฐ€ ์—†์ฃ .
00:37
After some awkward silence, he goes,
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์–ด์ƒ‰ํ•œ ์นจ๋ฌต์ด ํ๋ฅธ ํ›„ ๊ทธ๋Š” ๋‹ค์‹œ ๋ฌป์ฃ .
00:39
"Have you forgotten your name?"
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"๋„ค ์ด๋ฆ„์„ ์žŠ์–ด๋ฒ„๋ ธ๋‹ˆ?"
00:41
And I'm still quiet.
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์ €๋Š” ๊ณ„์† ์•„๋ฌด ๋ง๋„ ๋ชป ํ•ด์š”.
00:44
And then, slowly, all the other people in the room begin to turn toward me
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ๊ณ  ๋‚˜์„œ ์ฒœ์ฒœํžˆ, ๋ฐฉ ์•ˆ์˜ ๋ชจ๋“  ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์ด ์ €๋ฅผ ์ณ๋‹ค๋ณด๊ณ 
00:48
and ask, almost in unison,
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์ผ์ œํžˆ ์งˆ๋ฌธํ•˜๊ธฐ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ•ด์š”.
00:51
(Voice-over, several voices) "Have you forgotten your name?"
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"๋„ค ์ด๋ฆ„์„ ์žŠ์–ด๋ฒ„๋ ธ๋‹ˆ?"
00:56
As the chant gets louder, I want to respond, but I don't.
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๊ทธ๋“ค์˜ ๋ชฉ์†Œ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ์ปค์งˆ์ˆ˜๋ก ๋Œ€๋‹ตํ•˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์–ด์ง€์ง€๋งŒ ๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ์ง€ ์•Š์ฃ .
01:02
I'm a visual artist.
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์ €๋Š” ์‹œ๊ฐ ๋””์ž์ด๋„ˆ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:04
Some of my work is humorous,
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์ต์‚ด์Šค๋Ÿฌ์šด ์ž‘ํ’ˆ๋„ ๋งŒ๋“ค๊ณ  [์น˜๋ช…์  ์†์ƒ - ์ž๊ธฐ ํšŒ์˜]
01:07
and some is a bit funny but in a sad way.
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์›ƒ๊ธฐ๋ฉด์„œ๋„ ์Šฌํ”ˆ ์ž‘ํ’ˆ๋„ ๋งŒ๋“ค์–ด์š”.
[์ด ์„ฑ์กฐ๊ธฐ ๋ชจ์–‘ ํ•€์„ ์ฐฉ์šฉํ•˜๋ฉด ๋‹น์‹  ์• ๊ตญ์‹ฌ์— ์ด์˜๋ฅผ ์ œ๊ธฐํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋‹ค]
01:12
And one thing that I really enjoy doing
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ •๋ง ์ข‹์•„ํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ ์ค‘ ํ•˜๋‚˜๋Š”
01:16
is making these little animations
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์ด๋Ÿฐ ์ž‘์€ ์• ๋‹ˆ๋ฉ”์ด์…˜์„ ๋งŒ๋“ค์–ด
01:19
where I get to do the voice-over for all kinds of characters.
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๋‹ค์–‘ํ•œ ์บ๋ฆญํ„ฐ์— ๋ชฉ์†Œ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ์ž…ํžˆ๋Š” ๊ฑฐ์ฃ .
01:22
I've been a bear.
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์ €๋Š” ๊ณฐ๋„ ํ•ด๋ดค๊ณ ์š”.
01:24
(Video) Bear (Safwat Saleem's voice): Hi.
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๊ณฐ: "์•ˆ๋…•"
01:26
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
01:28
Safwat Saleem: I've been a whale.
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๊ณ ๋ž˜๋„ ํ•ด๋ดค์ฃ .
01:29
(Video) Whale (SS's voice): Hi.
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๊ณ ๋ž˜: "์•ˆ๋…•"
01:31
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
01:32
SS: I've been a greeting card.
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์ถ•ํ•˜์นด๋“œ ์—ญ๋„ ํ•ด๋ดค๋‹ต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:34
(Video) Greeting card (SS's voice): Hi.
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์ถ•ํ•˜์นด๋“œ: "์•ˆ๋…•"
(์›ƒ์Œ)
01:36
(Laughter)
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01:37
SS: And my personal favorite is Frankenstein's monster.
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ๊ฐ€์žฅ ์ข‹์•„ํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์€ ํ”„๋ž‘์ผ„์Šˆํƒ€์ธ ๊ดด๋ฌผ์ด์—์š”.
01:40
(Video) Frankenstein's monster (SS's voice): (Grunts)
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ํ”„๋ž‘์ผ„์Šˆํƒ€์ธ ๊ดด๋ฌผ: "์œผ์–ด~" [์•ˆ๋…•]
(์›ƒ์Œ)
01:43
(Laughter)
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์ด๊ฒƒ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์— ๊ฝค๋‚˜ ์œผ๋ฅด๋ ๊ฑฐ๋ ค์•ผ ํ–ˆ์ฃ .
01:44
SS: I just had to grunt a lot for that one.
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01:46
A few years ago, I made this educational video
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๋ช‡ ๋…„ ์ „์— ์ €๋Š” ๋น„๋””์˜ค ๊ฒŒ์ž„์˜ ์—ญ์‚ฌ์— ๊ด€ํ•œ
01:49
about the history of video games.
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๊ต์œก์šฉ ์˜์ƒ์„ ์ œ์ž‘ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
01:52
And for that one, I got to do the voice of Space Invader.
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๊ทธ ์˜์ƒ์—์„œ ์ €๋Š” ์šฐ์ฃผ ์นจ๋žต์ž ๋ชฉ์†Œ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ์—ฐ๊ธฐํ–ˆ์ฃ .
01:55
(Video) Space Invader (SS's voice): Hi.
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์šฐ์ฃผ ์นจ๋žต์ž: "์•ˆ๋…•"
01:57
SS: A dream come true, really,
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์ œ ๊ฟˆ์„ ์ด๋ฃฌ ์…ˆ์ด์—์š”.
01:59
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
02:00
And when that video was posted online,
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์˜์ƒ์ด ์ธํ„ฐ๋„ท์— ์˜ฌ๋ผ๊ฐ”์„ ๋•Œ
02:02
I just sat there on the computer, hitting "refresh,"
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์ปดํ“จํ„ฐ ์•ž์— ์•‰์•„ "์ƒˆ๋กœ ๊ณ ์นจ" ๋ฒ„ํŠผ์„ ์—ฐ์‹  ๋ˆ„๋ฅด๋ฉฐ
02:05
excited to see the response.
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๋ชฉ ๋น ์ง€๊ฒŒ ๋Œ“๊ธ€์ด ๋œจ๊ธธ ๊ธฐ๋‹ค๋ ธ๋Š”๋ฐ
02:07
The first comment comes in.
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์ฒซ ๋ฒˆ์งธ ๋Œ“๊ธ€์ด ์˜ฌ๋ผ์™”์–ด์š”.
02:08
(Video) Comment: Great job.
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"ํ›Œ๋ฅญํ•ด์š”."
02:09
SS: Yes!
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์ข‹์•˜์–ด!
02:11
I hit "refresh."
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๋˜ ์ƒˆ๋กœ ๊ณ ์นจ์„ ํ–ˆ์ฃ .
02:12
(Video) Comment: Excellent video. I look forward to the next one.
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"ํ›Œ๋ฅญํ•œ ์˜์ƒ์ด์—์š”. ๋‹ค์Œ ํŽธ์„ ๊ธฐ๋Œ€ํ• ๊ฒŒ์š”"
์ด ์˜์ƒ์€ ์ด 2ํŽธ ์ค‘ 1ํŽธ์ด์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
02:16
SS: This was just the first of a two-part video.
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02:18
I was going to work on the second one next.
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์ด์ œ ๊ณง 2ํŽธ์„ ์ œ์ž‘ํ•˜๋ ค๋˜ ์ฐธ์ด์—ˆ์ฃ .
02:20
I hit "refresh."
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๋˜ ์ƒˆ๋กœ ๊ณ ์นจ์„ ํ–ˆ์ฃ .
02:21
(Video) Comment: Where is part TWO? WHEREEEEE? I need it NOWWWWW!: P
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"๋‘ ๋ฒˆ์งธ๋Š” ์–ด๋”” ์žˆ์ฃ ? ์ง€๊ธˆ '๋‹น์žฅ' ๋ณด๊ณ  ์‹ถ์–ด์š”. (๋ฉ”๋กฑ)"
02:25
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
02:27
SS: People other than my mom were saying nice things about me,
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ ์—„๋งˆ๊ฐ€ ์•„๋‹Œ ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด ์ œ ์นญ์ฐฌ์„ ํ•ด์คฌ์–ด์š”.
02:30
on the Internet!
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์ธํ„ฐ๋„ท์—์„œ ๋ง์ด์ฃ !
02:31
It felt like I had finally arrived.
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๋“œ๋””์–ด ์˜ฌ ๊ฒƒ์ด ์™”๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ–ˆ์ฃ .
02:33
I hit "refresh."
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๋˜ ์ƒˆ๋กœ ๊ณ ์นจ์„ ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
02:35
(Video) Comment: His voice is annoying. No offense.
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"๋ชฉ์†Œ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ์งœ์ฆ ๋‚˜์š”. ์•…์˜๋Š” ์—†์–ด์š”."
02:37
SS: OK, no offense taken. Refresh.
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๊ทธ๋ž˜, ์•…์˜๋Š” ์—†๋‹ค๋‹ˆ๊นŒ ๊ดœ์ฐฎ์•„. "์ƒˆ๋กœ ๊ณ ์นจ"
02:40
(Video) Comment: Could you remake this without peanut butter in your mouth?
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"๋•…์ฝฉ๋ฒ„ํ„ฐ๋ฅผ ๋ฑ‰๊ณ  ๋‚˜์„œ ๋‹ค์‹œ ๋งŒ๋“ค๋ฉด ์•ˆ ๋ ๊นŒ?"
02:44
SS: OK, at least the feedback is somewhat constructive. Hit "refresh."
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์ ์–ด๋„ ์ด๊ฑด ๊ฑด์„ค์ ์ธ ํ”ผ๋“œ๋ฐฑ์ด๋„ค. "์ƒˆ๋กœ ๊ณ ์นจ"
02:48
(Video) Comment: Please don't use this narrator again
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"๋‹ค์‹œ๋Š” ์ด ํ•ด์„ค์ž๋ฅผ ์“ฐ์ง€ ๋งˆ์„ธ์š”. ๋ง์„ ๋ชป ์•Œ์•„๋“ฃ๊ฒ ์–ด์š”."
02:51
u can barely understand him.
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02:52
SS: Refresh.
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"์ƒˆ๋กœ ๊ณ ์นจ"
02:53
(Video) Comment: Couldn't follow because of the Indian accent.
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"์ธ๋„ ์–ต์–‘ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์— ์ดํ•ดํ•˜๊ธฐ ํž˜๋“ค์–ด"
02:56
SS: OK, OK, OK, two things.
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์ข‹์•„์š”. ๋‘ ๊ฐ€์ง€๋งŒ ์งš๊ณ  ๋„˜์–ด๊ฐ€์ฃ .
02:58
Number one, I don't have an Indian accent,
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์ฒซ ๋ฒˆ์งธ, ์ €๋Š” ์ธ๋„ ์–ต์–‘์ด ์—†์–ด์š”.
03:00
I have a Pakistani accent, OK?
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ํŒŒํ‚ค์Šคํƒ„ ์–ต์–‘์„ ์“ฐ๊ฑฐ๋“ ์š”.
03:02
And number two, I clearly have a Pakistani accent.
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๋‘ ๋ฒˆ์งธ, ์ €๋Š” ๋ถ„๋ช… ํŒŒํ‚ค์Šคํƒ„์‹์œผ๋กœ ๋ฐœ์Œํ•ด์š”.
03:05
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
03:08
But comments like that kept coming in,
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ๋Œ“๊ธ€์ด ๊ณ„์† ์˜ฌ๋ผ์™”์–ด์š”.
03:10
so I figured I should just ignore them
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์ €๋Š” ๊ทธ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์„ ๋ฌด์‹œํ•˜๊ณ 
03:13
and start working on the second part of the video.
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๊ทธ๋ƒฅ 2ํŽธ ์ œ์ž‘์„ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ•˜๊ธฐ๋กœ ํ–ˆ์ฃ .
03:16
I recorded my audio,
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์ œ ๋ชฉ์†Œ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ๋…น์Œํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
03:17
but every time I sat down to edit,
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ์Œ์„ฑ ํŽธ์ง‘์„ ํ•˜๋ ค๊ณ  ํ•  ๋•Œ๋งˆ๋‹ค
03:20
I just could not do it.
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์ž˜ ์•ˆ ๋˜๋”๊ตฐ์š”.
03:23
Every single time, it would take me back to my childhood,
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๊ณ„์†ํ•ด์„œ ์–ด๋ฆด ์  ์ƒ๊ฐ์ด ๋‚ฌ๊ฑฐ๋“ ์š”.
03:26
when I had a much harder time speaking.
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๊ทธ๋• ๋งํ•˜๋Š” ๋ฐ ์–ด๋ ค์›€์ด ๋” ๋งŽ์•˜์ฃ .
03:29
I've stuttered for as long as I can remember.
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ๊ธฐ์–ตํ•˜๋Š” ํ•œ ๊ฝค ์˜ค๋žซ๋™์•ˆ ๋ง์„ ๋”๋“ฌ์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
03:34
I was the kid in class
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์ €๋Š” ์ˆ˜์—… ์‹œ๊ฐ„์—
03:35
who would never raise his hand when he had a question --
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์งˆ๋ฌธ์ด ์žˆ๊ฑฐ๋‚˜ ๋ฌธ์ œ์˜ ๋‹ต์„ ์•„๋Š” ๊ฒฝ์šฐ์—๋„
03:38
or knew the answer.
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์ ˆ๋Œ€ ์†์„ ์•ˆ ๋“ค์—ˆ์ฃ .
03:39
Every time the phone rang,
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์ „ํ™”๊ธฐ๊ฐ€ ์šธ๋ฆด ๋•Œ๋งˆ๋‹ค
03:40
I would run to the bathroom so I would not have to answer it.
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์ „ํ™”๋ฅผ ๋ฐ›์ง€ ์•Š์œผ๋ ค๊ณ  ํ™”์žฅ์‹ค๋กœ ๋‹ฌ๋ ค๊ฐ€๊ธฐ ์ผ์‘ค์˜€์–ด์š”.
03:44
If it was for me, my parents would say I'm not around.
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์ €ํ•œํ…Œ ๊ฑธ๋ ค์˜จ ์ „ํ™”์ผ ๋• ๋ถ€๋ชจ๋‹˜๊ป˜์„œ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ง‘์— ์—†๋‹ค๊ณ  ๋ง์”€ํ•˜์…จ์ฃ .
03:48
I spent a lot of time in the bathroom.
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๊ฝค ๋งŽ์€ ์‹œ๊ฐ„์„ ํ™”์žฅ์‹ค์—์„œ ๋ณด๋ƒˆ์–ด์š”.
03:51
And I hated introducing myself,
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์ €๋Š” ์ž๊ธฐ ์†Œ๊ฐœํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฑธ ์‹ซ์–ดํ–ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ
03:54
especially in groups.
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์—ฌ๋Ÿฟ์ด ์žˆ๋Š” ๋ฐ์„  ๋” ์‹ซ์—ˆ์ฃ .
03:55
I'd always stutter on my name, and there was usually someone who'd go,
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์ œ ์ด๋ฆ„์„ ํ•ญ์ƒ ๋”๋“ฌ๊ฑฐ๋ ค์„œ ํ•œ์†Œ๋ฆฌ ๋“ฃ๋Š” ๊ฒฝ์šฐ๊ฐ€ ๋งŽ์•˜๊ฑฐ๋“ ์š”.
03:59
"Have you forgotten your name?"
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"๋„ค ์ด๋ฆ„์„ ์žŠ์–ด๋ฒ„๋ ธ๋‹ˆ?" ๋ผ๊ณ ์š”.
04:00
And then everybody would laugh.
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ๋ฉด ๋ชจ๋‘๊ฐ€ ์›ƒ์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
04:02
That joke never got old.
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ๋†๋‹ด์ด ์งˆ๋ฆฌ์ง€๋„ ์•Š๋‚˜ ๋ด์š”.
04:06
(Laughter)
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[์žฌ์ˆ˜ ์—†๋Š” ๋†ˆ] (์›ƒ์Œ)
04:09
I spent my childhood feeling that if I spoke,
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์–ด๋ฆฐ ์‹œ์ ˆ ๋‚ด๋‚ด ์ €๋Š” ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋ง์„ ํ•˜๋ฉด
04:13
it would become obvious that there was something wrong with me,
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์ œ๊ฒŒ ๋ฌด์Šจ ๋ฌธ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์žˆ๊ฑฐ๋‚˜ ์ •์ƒ์ด ์•„๋‹ˆ๋ผ๋Š” ์‚ฌ์‹ค์ด
04:18
that I was not normal.
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๋”์šฑ๋” ๋ถ„๋ช…ํ•ด์ง€๋Š” ๊ฒƒ ๊ฐ™์•˜์–ด์š”.
04:21
So I mostly stayed quiet.
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์ฃผ๋กœ ์กฐ์šฉํžˆ ์ง€๋ƒˆ์ฃ .
04:24
And so you see, eventually for me to even be able to use my voice in my work
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์‚ฌ์‹ค, ์ œ ๋ชฉ์†Œ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ์ž‘ํ’ˆ์— ์“ธ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๊ฒŒ ๋œ ๊ฑด
04:27
was a huge step for me.
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์ €์—๊ฒ ์ •๋ง ์ปค๋‹ค๋ž€ ๋ฐœ์ „์ด์—ˆ์ฃ .
04:29
Every time I record audio,
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๋…น์Œ์„ ํ•  ๋•Œ๋งˆ๋‹ค ์ €๋Š”
04:31
I fumble my way through saying each sentence many, many times,
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๋”๋“ฌ๊ฑฐ๋ฆฌ๋ฉฐ ๋‚˜๋ฆ„๋Œ€๋กœ ์ตœ์„ ์„ ๋‹คํ•ด ๊ฐ ๋ฌธ์žฅ์„ ์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ ๋ฒˆ ์ฝ์€ ๋‹ค์Œ
04:35
and then I go back in
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๋‹ค์‹œ ๋˜๋Œ๋ ค์„œ
04:36
and pick the ones where I think I suck the least.
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๊ทธ์ค‘ ์ œ์ผ ์“ธ๋งŒํ•œ ๊ฒƒ์„ ๊ณ ๋ฅด์ฃ .
04:42
(Voice-over) SS: Audio editing is like Photoshop for your voice.
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์Œ์„ฑ ํŽธ์ง‘์€ ํฌํ† ์ƒต์œผ๋กœ ๋ชฉ์†Œ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ํŽธ์ง‘ํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ๊ณผ ๊ฐ™์•„์š”.
04:46
I can slow it down, speed it up, make it deeper, add an echo.
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๋ชฉ์†Œ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ๋Š๋ฆฌ๊ฑฐ๋‚˜ ๋น ๋ฅด๊ฒŒ ์ค‘ํ›„ํ•˜๊ฑฐ๋‚˜ ์šธ๋ฆผ ์žˆ๊ฒŒ ๋งŒ๋“ค ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๊ฑฐ๋“ ์š”
04:49
And if I stutter along the way, and if I stutter along the way,
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋งํ•˜๋‹ค ๋”๋“ฌ๊ฑฐ๋ฆฌ๋ฉด (์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋งํ•˜๋‹ค ๋”๋“ฌ๊ฑฐ๋ฆฌ๋ฉด)
04:53
I just go back in and fix it.
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๋˜๋Œ๋ ค์„œ ๊ณ ์น˜๋ฉด ๋ผ์š”.
04:55
It's magic.
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๋งˆ๋ฒ• ๊ฐ™์ฃ .
04:56
SS: Using my highly edited voice in my work
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์—„์ฒญ๋‚˜๊ฒŒ ๊ณต๋“ค์—ฌ ํŽธ์ง‘ํ•œ ์ œ ๋ชฉ์†Œ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ์ž‘ํ’ˆ์— ์“ฐ๋ฉด
04:59
was a way for me to finally sound normal to myself.
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ •์ƒ์ ์œผ๋กœ ๋งํ•œ๋‹ค๋Š” ๋Š๋‚Œ์ด ๋“ค์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
05:04
But after the comments on the video,
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ์˜์ƒ์— ๋‹ฌ๋ฆฐ ๋Œ“๊ธ€๋“ค์„ ์ฝ์€ ํ›„์—”
05:06
it no longer made me feel normal.
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๋”๋Š” ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๋Š๊ปด์ง€์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์ฃ .
05:09
And so I stopped using my voice in my work.
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์ œ ๋ชฉ์†Œ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ์ž‘ํ’ˆ์— ์“ฐ๋Š” ์ผ์„ ๊ทธ๋งŒ๋’€์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:13
Since then, I've thought a lot about what it means to be normal.
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๊ทธ ์ดํ›„๋กœ ์ €๋Š” ์ •์ƒ์ด๋ผ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ด ๋ฌด์Šจ ์˜๋ฏธ์ธ๊ฐ€์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ๋งŽ์ด ๊ณ ๋ฏผํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
05:19
And I've come to understand
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  "์ •์ƒ"์ด๋ž€ ๊ฐœ๋…์ด
05:21
that "normal" has a lot to do with expectations.
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๊ธฐ๋Œ€์น˜์™€ ๊ด€๋ จ์ด ๊นŠ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒฐ๋ก ์— ๋„๋‹ฌํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
05:25
Let me give you an example.
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์˜ˆ๋ฅผ ํ•˜๋‚˜ ๋“ค์–ด๋ณผ๊ฒŒ์š”.
05:26
I came across this story
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์ €๋Š” ๊ณ ๋Œ€ ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ์Šค ์ž‘๊ฐ€์ธ ํ˜ธ๋จธ์— ๊ด€ํ•œ ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ๋“ฃ๊ฒŒ ๋์–ด์š”.
05:28
about the Ancient Greek writer, Homer.
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05:30
Now, Homer mentions very few colors in his writing.
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ํ˜ธ๋จธ๋Š” ๊ทธ์˜ ์ž‘ํ’ˆ์—์„œ ๋‹จ ๋ช‡ ๊ฐ€์ง€ ์ƒ‰์ƒ๋งŒ์„ ์–ธ๊ธ‰ํ–ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ์š”.
05:34
And even when he does,
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๊ทธ๋Ÿด ๋•Œ์กฐ์ฐจ๋„
05:36
he seems to get them quite a bit wrong.
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์ƒ‰์„ ์ข€ ์ด์ƒํ•˜๊ฒŒ ๋ฌ˜์‚ฌํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
05:38
For example, the sea is described as wine red,
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์˜ˆ๋ฅผ ๋“ค๋ฉด, ๋ฐ”๋‹ค์ƒ‰์€ ์™€์ธ ๋น› ๋‚˜๋Š” ๋นจ๊ฐ•์œผ๋กœ
05:42
people's faces are sometimes green and sheep are purple.
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์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์˜ ์–ผ๊ตด์€ ์ข…์ข… ์ดˆ๋ก์ƒ‰์œผ๋กœ, ์–‘์€ ๋ณด๋ผ์ƒ‰์œผ๋กœ ๋ฌ˜์‚ฌํ–ˆ๊ฑฐ๋“ ์š”.
05:46
But it's not just Homer.
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ํ˜ธ๋จธ๋งŒ ์ด๋žฌ๋˜ ๊ฒƒ์€ ์•„๋‹ˆ์—์š”.
05:48
If you look at all of the ancient literature --
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๊ณ ๋Œ€ ์ค‘๊ตญ, ์•„์ด์Šฌ๋ž€๋“œ, ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ์Šค, ์ธ๋„
05:50
Ancient Chinese, Icelandic, Greek, Indian
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05:52
and even the original Hebrew Bible --
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์‹ฌ์ง€์–ด ํžˆ๋ธŒ๋ฆฌ์–ด ์„ฑ์„œ ์›๋ณธ์— ์ด๋ฅด๋Š” ๊ณ ๋Œ€ ๋ฌธํ•™์—๋Š”
05:55
they all mention very few colors.
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์–ธ๊ธ‰๋˜๋Š” ์ƒ‰์ƒ์ด ๋ช‡ ๊ฐœ ์—†์–ด์š”.
05:58
And the most popular theory for why that might be the case
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์ด๋Ÿฐ ํ˜„์ƒ์„ ๊ฐ€์žฅ ์ž˜ ๋’ท๋ฐ›์นจํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฑด
06:02
is that cultures begin to recognize a color
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์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด ์‹ค์ œ๋กœ ๋งŒ๋“ค ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ์ƒ‰์ƒ๋งŒ
06:04
only once they have the ability to make that color.
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์ƒ‰์ƒ์œผ๋กœ ์ธ์ง€ํ•˜๊ธฐ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ–ˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ๋ณด๋Š” ์„ค์ด์ฃ .
06:07
So basically, if you can make a color,
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ ์ง์ ‘ ๋งŒ๋“ค ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ์ƒ‰๋งŒ
06:09
only then can you see it.
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์ธ์ง€ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋‹จ ๋œป์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:11
A color like red, which was fairly easy for many cultures to make --
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๋นจ๊ฐ„์ƒ‰์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ๋งŽ์€ ๋ฌธํ™”๊ถŒ์—์„œ ๋น„๊ต์  ์‰ฝ๊ฒŒ ์žฌํ˜„ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์—ˆ๋˜ ์ƒ‰์ƒ์€
06:15
they began to see that color fairly early on.
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์ผ์ฐ๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ์ธ์ง€๊ฐ€ ๋์ฃ .
06:18
But a color like blue, which was much harder to make --
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ํŒŒ๋ž€์ƒ‰์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ์žฌํ˜„ํ•˜๊ธฐ๊ฐ€ ๋” ๊นŒ๋‹ค๋กœ์› ๋˜ ์ƒ‰์ƒ์€
06:21
many cultures didn't begin to learn how to make that color
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๋งŽ์€ ๋ฌธํ™”๊ถŒ์—์„œ ์ƒ‰์ƒ์„ ์ œ์กฐํ•˜๋Š” ๋ฐฉ๋ฒ•์„
06:23
until much later.
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ํ•œ์ฐธ ํ›„์— ๋ฐฐ์šฐ๊ฒŒ ๋ผ
06:24
They didn't begin to see it until much later as well.
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๊ทธ ์ „์—๋Š” ํŒŒ๋ž€์ƒ‰์„ ๋ณผ ์ˆ˜๊ฐ€ ์—†์—ˆ์ฃ .
06:27
So until then, even though a color might be all around them,
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ ์ฃผ๋ณ€์— ์•„๋ฌด๋ฆฌ ๋งŽ์€ ์ƒ‰์ƒ์ด ์กด์žฌํ•ด๋„
06:31
they simply did not have the ability to see it.
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๊ทธ ์ƒ‰์ƒ๋“ค์„ ๋ณผ ๋Šฅ๋ ฅ์ด ์—†์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
06:33
It was invisIble.
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๋ณด์ด์ง€ ์•Š๋Š” ์ƒ‰์ƒ์ด์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
06:34
It was not a part of their normal.
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์ •์ƒ์ ์ธ ๋ฒ”์ฃผ์— ๋“ค์–ด๊ฐ€๋Š” ์ƒ‰์ƒ๋“ค์ด ์•„๋‹ˆ์—ˆ์œผ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ์š”.
06:38
And that story has helped put my own experience into context.
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์ด ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ๋Š” ์ œ ๊ฒฝํ—˜์„ ์ดํ•ดํ•˜๋Š” ๋ฐ ๋„์›€์ด ๋์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:42
So when I first read the comments on the video,
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ฒ˜์Œ ์˜์ƒ์— ๋‹ฌ๋ฆฐ ๋Œ“๊ธ€์„ ์ฝ์—ˆ์„ ๋•Œ
06:44
my initial reaction was to take it all very personally.
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์ €๋Š” ๊ทธ๊ฑธ ๋ฌด์ฒ™ ๊ฐœ์ธ์ ์œผ๋กœ ๋ฐ›์•„๋“ค์˜€์ฃ .
06:48
But the people commenting did not know
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๋Œ“๊ธ€์„ ์˜ฌ๋ฆฐ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์€
06:50
how self-conscious I am about my voice.
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์–ผ๋งˆ๋‚˜ ์ œ ๋ชฉ์†Œ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ๋ฏผ๊ฐํ•˜๊ฒŒ ๋ฐ›์•„๋“ค์ด๋Š”์ง€ ๋ชฐ๋ž์–ด์š”.
06:54
They were mostly reacting to my accent,
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๋Œ“๊ธ€ ๋Œ€๋ถ€๋ถ„์€ ์ œ ์–ต์–‘์— ๊ด€ํ•œ ๊ฒƒ์ด์—ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ
06:56
that it is not normal for a narrator to have an accent.
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ํ•ด์„ค์ž์˜ ๋งํˆฌ์— ์–ต์–‘์ด ์„ž์˜€๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒŒ ์ •์ƒ์ด ์•„๋‹ˆ๋ผ๋Š” ๋ฐ˜์‘์ด์—ˆ์ฃ .
๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ๋ฐ ์ •์ƒ์ด๋ž€ ๊ฒŒ ๋Œ€์ฒด ๋ญ˜๊นŒ์š”?
07:01
But what is normal, anyway?
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07:03
We know that reviewers will find more spelling errors in your writing
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๊ธ€์“ด์ด๊ฐ€ ํ‘์ธ์ด๋ผ๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ•˜๋ฉด
๊ฐ์ˆ˜์ž๋“ค์ด ์˜คํƒˆ์ž๋ฅผ ๋” ๋งŽ์ด ๋ฐœ๊ฒฌํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒฝํ–ฅ์ด ์žˆ์ฃ .
07:06
if they think you're black.
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07:09
We know that professors are less likely to help female or minority students.
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๊ต์ˆ˜๋“ค์€ ์—ฌํ•™์ƒ์ด๋‚˜ ์†Œ์ˆ˜ ๊ทธ๋ฃน ํ•™์ƒ์„ ๋•๋Š” ๋ฐ ์ ๊ทน์ ์œผ๋กœ ๋‚˜์„œ์ง€ ์•Š๊ณ ์š”.
07:14
And we know that resumes with white-sounding names
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๊ฒŒ๋‹ค๊ฐ€ ์ด๋ ฅ์„œ์— ๋ฐฑ์ธ ์ด๋ฆ„์ด ์ ํ˜€ ์žˆ์œผ๋ฉด
07:17
get more callbacks than resumes with black-sounding names.
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ํ‘์ธ ์ด๋ฆ„ ๊ฐ™์„ ๋•Œ๋ณด๋‹ค ์—ฐ๋ฝ๋ฐ›์„ ํ™•๋ฅ ์ด ๋” ๋†’์ž–์•„์š”.
07:21
Why is that?
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์™œ ๊ทธ๋Ÿด๊นŒ์š”?
07:23
Because of our expectations of what is normal.
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์ •์ƒ์ด ๋ฌด์—‡์ธ์ง€์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ๊ธฐ๋Œ€์น˜ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:26
We think it is normal
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ํ‘์ธ ํ•™์ƒ์ด ์ฒ ์ž๋ฅผ ํ‹€๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์ •์ƒ์ด๋ผ๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:27
when a black student has spelling errors.
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07:30
We think it is normal
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๋˜ํ•œ ์—ฌํ•™์ƒ์ด๋‚˜ ์†Œ์ˆ˜ ๊ทธ๋ฃน์˜ ํ•™์ƒ๋“ค์ด ์„ฑ๊ณตํ•˜์ง€ ๋ชปํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„
07:32
when a female or minority student does not succeed.
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์ •์ƒ์ด๋ผ๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:35
And we think it is normal
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ํ‘์ธ๋ณด๋‹ค ๋ฐฑ์ธ์„ ๊ณ ์šฉํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ด ๋” ๋‚ซ๋‹ค๋Š” ์ƒ๊ฐ์ด
07:37
that a white employee is a better hire than a black employee.
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์ •์ƒ์ด๋ผ๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:41
But studies also show that discrimination of this kind,
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ ์—ฐ๊ตฌ์—์„œ ๋ฐํ˜€์กŒ๋“ฏ์ด
07:44
in most cases, is simply favoritism,
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์ด๋Ÿฐ ์ฐจ๋ณ„์€ ๋Œ€๋ถ€๋ถ„์˜ ๊ฒฝ์šฐ์— ๋‹จ์ˆœํ•œ ํŽธ์• ์ผ ๋ฟ์ด๊ณ 
07:46
and it results more from wanting to help people that you can relate to
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์ž์‹ ๊ณผ ์—ฐ๊ด€ ์ง€์„ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์„ ์ข€ ๋” ๋„์™€์ฃผ๊ณ  ์‹ถ์–ด์„œ ํ•˜๋Š” ํ–‰๋™์ด์ง€
07:50
than the desire to harm people that you can't relate to.
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๋‚˜์™€ ๊ด€๊ณ„์—†๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์„ ํ•ด์น˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์–ด์„œ ํ•˜๋Š” ํ–‰๋™๋“ค์ด ์•„๋‹™๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:54
And not relating to people starts at a very early age.
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์šฐ๋ฆฐ ์•„์ฃผ ์–ด๋ฆด ๋•Œ๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ํƒ€์ธ๊ณผ์˜ ๊ด€๊ณ„๋ฅผ ๋”ฐ์ง‘๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:58
Let me give you an example.
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ํ•œ ๊ฐ€์ง€ ์˜ˆ๋ฅผ ๋“ค์–ด๋ณผ๊ฒŒ์š”.
07:59
One library that keeps track of characters
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์–ด๋ฆฐ์ด ๋„์„œ์— ๋‚˜์˜ค๋Š” ์บ๋ฆญํ„ฐ ํ˜•ํƒœ๋ฅผ
08:03
in the children's book collection every year,
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์ถ”์ ํ•œ ๋„์„œ๊ด€์ด ์žˆ์–ด์š”.
ํ•ด๋งˆ๋‹ค ๋ง์ด์ฃ .
08:06
found that in 2014, only about 11 percent of the books
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2014๋…„์— ๋ฐœํ‘œ๋œ ๋ฐ”์— ๋”ฐ๋ฅด๋ฉด
์ „์ฒด์˜ 11%์˜ ๋„์„œ์—์„œ๋งŒ ํ”ผ๋ถ€์ƒ‰์ด ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์บ๋ฆญํ„ฐ๊ฐ€ ๋“ฑ์žฅํ•˜๋”๋ผ๊ณ ์š”.
08:12
had a character of color.
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08:14
And just the year before, that number was about eight percent,
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๊ทธ ์ „ํ•ด์—๋Š” ์•ฝ 8%์— ๋ถˆ๊ณผํ–ˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:18
even though half of American children today come from a minority background.
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๋ฏธ๊ตญ ์–ด๋ฆฐ์ด์˜ "์ ˆ๋ฐ˜" ์ด ์†Œ์ˆ˜ ๊ทธ๋ฃน ์ถœ์‹ ์ž„์—๋„ ๋ถˆ๊ตฌํ•˜๊ณ  ๋ง์ด์ฃ .
08:21
Half.
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์ ˆ๋ฐ˜์ด์š”.
08:23
So there are two big issues here.
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์—ฌ๊ธฐ์—” ํฐ ๋ฌธ์ œ์ ์ด ๋‘ ๊ฐ€์ง€ ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
์ฒซ์งธ, ์–ด๋ฆฐ์ด๋“ค์€ ๋ฌด์—‡์ด๋“  ๋  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๊ณ 
08:25
Number one, children are told that they can be anything,
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๋ฌด์—‡์ด๋“  ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ๋ฐฐ์›๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:27
they can do anything,
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08:28
and yet, most stories that children of color consume
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ํ”ผ๋ถ€์ƒ‰์ด ์ง™์€ ์•„์ด๋“ค์ด ์ ‘ํ•˜๋Š” ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ์—๋Š”
08:31
are about people who are not like them.
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์ž์‹ ๊ณผ ํ”ผ๋ถ€์ƒ‰์ด ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์บ๋ฆญํ„ฐ๊ฐ€ ๋‚˜์˜ค์ฃ .
08:33
Number two is that majority groups don't get to realize
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๋‘˜์งธ, ๋‹ค์ˆ˜์— ์†ํ•˜๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์€
์ž์‹ ๋“ค์ด ์†Œ์ˆ˜์ž๋“ค๊ณผ ์–ผ๋งˆ๋‚˜ ๋‹ฎ์•˜๋Š”์ง€ ์ž˜ ๋ชจ๋ฅด๋”๋ผ๊ณ ์š”.
08:36
the great extent to which they are similar to minorities --
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08:39
our everyday experiences, our hopes,
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ๋งค์ผ ๊ฒช๋Š” ์ผ๋“ค๊ณผ, ํฌ๋งํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ
08:42
our dreams, our fears
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๊ฟˆ, ๊ณตํฌ๋Š” ๋ฌผ๋ก 
ํ›„๋ฌด์Šค๋ฅผ ์ข‹์•„ํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ๋„ ๋‹ฎ์•˜๊ฑฐ๋“ ์š”.
08:44
and our mutual love for hummus.
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08:45
It's delicious!
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๋ง›์žˆ์ž–์•„์š”!
08:47
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
08:49
Just like the color blue for Ancient Greeks,
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๊ณ ๋Œ€ ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ์Šค์˜ ํŒŒ๋ž€์ƒ‰์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ
08:52
minorities are not a part of what we consider normal,
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ์ •์ƒ์ด๋ผ๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ•˜๋Š” ๋ฒ”์ฃผ์— ์†Œ์ˆ˜ ๊ทธ๋ฃน์€ ์†ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์•„์š”.
08:57
because normal is simply a construction of what we've been exposed to,
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ์ฃผ๋ณ€์—์„œ ๋ญ˜ ์ ‘ํ•˜๋Š๋ƒ์— ๋”ฐ๋ผ
"์ •์ƒ"์œผ๋กœ ์ธ์‹ํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒŒ ๋‹ฌ๋ผ์ง€๊ฑฐ๋“ ์š”.
09:02
and how visible it is around us.
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09:05
And this is where things get a bit difficult.
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๋ฌธ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋ณต์žกํ•ด๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์€ ์ง€๊ธˆ๋ถ€ํ„ฐ์˜ˆ์š”.
09:08
I can accept the preexisting notion of normal -- that normal is good,
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์ €๋Š” ์ •์ƒ์€ ์ข‹์€ ๊ฒƒ์ด๊ณ  ๊ทธ ์ด์™ธ์˜ ๊ฒƒ์€ ๋‚˜์˜๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ•˜๋Š”
๊ธฐ์กด์˜ ํ†ต๋…์„ ๋ฐ›์•„๋“ค์ผ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์–ด์š”.
09:13
and anything outside of that very narrow definition of normal is bad.
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09:17
Or I can challenge that preexisting notion of normal
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ํ˜น์€ ์ •์ƒ์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ๊ธฐ์กด ํ†ต๋…์— ๋งž์„ค ์ˆ˜๋„ ์žˆ์ฃ .
09:22
with my work
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์ €์˜ ์ž‘ํ’ˆ๊ณผ
09:24
and with my voice
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์ œ ๋ชฉ์†Œ๋ฆฌ
09:26
and with my accent
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์ œ ์–ต์–‘์„ ๊ฐ€์ง€๊ณ ๋„
09:28
and by standing here onstage,
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์ด๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๋ฌด๋Œ€์—์„œ ๋ฒ„ํ‹ฐ๋ฉด์„œ
09:30
even though I'm scared shitless and would rather be in the bathroom.
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๋–จ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๋งˆ์Œ์— ํ™”์žฅ์‹ค๋กœ ๋„๋ง์น˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์€ ์š•๊ตฌ๋ฅผ ์ฐธ์„ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๊ฑฐ๋“ ์š”.
09:33
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
09:34
(Applause)
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09:45
(Video) Sheep (SS's voice): I'm now slowly starting to use my voice
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์–‘: ์ €๋Š” ์ œ ๋ชฉ์†Œ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ๋‹ค์‹œ ์ž‘ํ’ˆ์— ์‚ฌ์šฉํ•˜๊ธฐ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
09:48
in my work again.
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๊ธฐ๋ถ„ ์ข‹์€ ์ผ์ด์—์š”.
09:49
And it feels good.
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09:50
It does not mean I won't have a breakdown
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๊ทธ๋ ‡๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ˆ˜์‹ญ ๋ช…์˜ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์ด ๋˜๋‹ค์‹œ ์ €์—๊ฒŒ
09:52
the next time a couple dozen people say that I talk
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"๋•…์ฝฉ๋ฒ„ํ„ฐ๋ฅผ ๋ฌผ๊ณ  ์–˜๊ธฐํ•˜๋„ค."๋ผ๊ณ  ํ•ด๋„
์ œ๊ฐ€ ์•ˆ ๋ฌด๋„ˆ์ง€๊ณ  ์ž˜ ๋ฒ„ํ‹ธ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์„ ๊ฑฐ๋ž€ ๋œป์€ ์•„๋…œ์š”.
09:55
(Mumbling) like I have peanut butter in my mouth.
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09:57
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
09:58
SS: It just means I now have a much better understanding
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์ด์ œ๋Š” ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ๋Œ“๊ธ€๋“ค์„
10:01
of what's at stake,
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์ข€ ๋” ์ž˜ ๋ฐ›์•„๋“ค์ด๊ณ 
10:03
and how giving up is not an option.
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ํฌ๊ธฐํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์„ ๊ฑฐ๋ž€ ์–˜๊ธฐ์ฃ .
10:08
The Ancient Greeks didn't just wake up one day and realize
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๊ณ ๋Œ€ ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ์Šค์ธ๋“ค๋„ ํ•˜๋ฃจ์•„์นจ์—
10:11
that the sky was blue.
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ํ•˜๋Š˜์ด ํŒŒ๋ž€์ƒ‰์ด๋ผ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ๊นจ๋‹ซ์ง„ ์•Š์•˜์–ด์š”.
10:13
It took centuries, even, for humans to realize what we had been ignoring
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์ธ๊ฐ„๋“ค์ด ๊ทธ๋™์•ˆ ๋ชฐ๋ž๋˜ ๊ฒƒ๋“ค์„ ๊นจ๋‹ซ๋Š” ๋ฐ์—๋Š”
10:16
for so long.
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๋ช‡ ์„ธ๊ธฐ๊ฐ€ ๊ฑธ๋ฆฌ๊ธฐ๋„ ํ–ˆ์ฃ .
10:18
And so we must continuously challenge our notion of normal,
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๋”ฐ๋ผ์„œ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์ •์ƒ์ด๋ผ๋Š” ๊ด€๋…์— ๊ณ„์† ๋งž์„œ ์‹ธ์›Œ์•ผ ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:22
because doing so is going to allow us as a society
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๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ํ•ด์•ผ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ํ•˜๋‚˜์˜ ์‚ฌํšŒ ์ง‘๋‹จ์œผ๋กœ ์ธ์ •๋ฐ›๊ณ 
์žˆ๋Š” ๊ทธ๋Œ€๋กœ์˜ ํ•˜๋Š˜์„ ๋ณผ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๊ฒŒ ๋  ๊ฒƒ์ด๊ธฐ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:27
to finally see the sky for what it is.
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10:32
(Video) Characters: Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
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์บ๋ฆญํ„ฐ๋“ค: ๊ฐ์‚ฌํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:38
Frankenstein's monster: (Grunts)
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ํ”„๋ž‘์ผ„์Šˆํƒ€์ธ์˜ ๊ดด๋ฌผ: "์œผ์–ด~" [๊ฐ์‚ฌํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค]
10:39
(Laughter)
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๊ฐ์‚ฌํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค
10:40
SS: Thank you.
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10:41
(Applause)
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(๋ฐ•์ˆ˜)
์ด ์›น์‚ฌ์ดํŠธ ์ •๋ณด

์ด ์‚ฌ์ดํŠธ๋Š” ์˜์–ด ํ•™์Šต์— ์œ ์šฉํ•œ YouTube ๋™์˜์ƒ์„ ์†Œ๊ฐœํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ์ „ ์„ธ๊ณ„ ์ตœ๊ณ ์˜ ์„ ์ƒ๋‹˜๋“ค์ด ๊ฐ€๋ฅด์น˜๋Š” ์˜์–ด ์ˆ˜์—…์„ ๋ณด๊ฒŒ ๋  ๊ฒƒ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ๊ฐ ๋™์˜์ƒ ํŽ˜์ด์ง€์— ํ‘œ์‹œ๋˜๋Š” ์˜์–ด ์ž๋ง‰์„ ๋”๋ธ” ํด๋ฆญํ•˜๋ฉด ๊ทธ๊ณณ์—์„œ ๋™์˜์ƒ์ด ์žฌ์ƒ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ๋น„๋””์˜ค ์žฌ์ƒ์— ๋งž์ถฐ ์ž๋ง‰์ด ์Šคํฌ๋กค๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ์˜๊ฒฌ์ด๋‚˜ ์š”์ฒญ์ด ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ฒฝ์šฐ ์ด ๋ฌธ์˜ ์–‘์‹์„ ์‚ฌ์šฉํ•˜์—ฌ ๋ฌธ์˜ํ•˜์‹ญ์‹œ์˜ค.

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