In search for the man who broke my neck | Joshua Prager

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์•„๋ž˜ ์˜๋ฌธ์ž๋ง‰์„ ๋”๋ธ”ํด๋ฆญํ•˜์‹œ๋ฉด ์˜์ƒ์ด ์žฌ์ƒ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.

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Translator: Joseph Geni Reviewer: Morton Bast
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๋ฒˆ์—ญ: Hea-Eun Moon ๊ฒ€ํ† : Surie Lee
00:18
One year ago, I rented a car in Jerusalem
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1๋…„์ „์— ์˜ˆ๋ฃจ์‚ด๋ ˜์—์„œ ์ฐจ๋ฅผ ํ•œ ๋Œ€ ๋นŒ๋ ค,
00:21
to go find a man I'd never met
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ํ•œ๋ฒˆ๋„ ๋งŒ๋‚œ ์ ์€ ์—†์ง€๋งŒ ์ œ ์ธ์ƒ์„ ์™„์ „ํžˆ ๋ฐ”๊ฟ”๋ฒ„๋ฆฐ
00:23
but who had changed my life.
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ํ•œ ๋‚จ์ž๋ฅผ ์ฐพ๊ธฐ ์œ„ํ•ด ๋– ๋‚ฌ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:25
I didn't have a phone number to call to say I was coming.
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์ „ํ™”๋ฒˆํ˜ธ๋ฅผ ๋ชฐ๋ผ์„œ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋ฐฉ๋ฌธํ•œ๋‹ค๋Š” ์ „ํ™”๋„ ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์—†์—ˆ๊ณ ,
00:28
I didn't have an exact address,
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ํ™•์‹คํ•œ ์ฃผ์†Œ๋„ ์—†์—ˆ์ง€๋งŒ,
00:31
but I knew his name, Abed,
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๊ทธ์˜ ์ด๋ฆ„์ด ์•„๋ฒ ๋“œ๋ผ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ๊ณผ,
00:33
I knew that he lived in a town of 15,000, Kfar Kara,
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์ธ๊ตฌ 15,000๋ช…์˜ ํฌํŒŒ๋ฅด ์นด๋ผ์— ์‚ด๊ณ  ์žˆ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์€ ์•Œ๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค
00:38
and I knew that, 21 years before, just outside this holy city,
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  21๋…„ ์ „ ์˜ˆ๋ฃจ์‚ด๋ ˜ ์™ธ๊ณฝ์—์„œ
00:43
he broke my neck.
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๊ทธ๊ฐ€ ์ œ ๋ชฉ์„ ๋ถ€๋Ÿฌ๋œจ๋ ธ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ๋„ ์•Œ๊ณ  ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:45
And so, on an overcast morning in January, I headed north
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ํ๋ฆฐ 1์›”์˜ ์•„์นจ์— ์ด ๋‚จ์ž๋ฅผ ์ฐพ์•„ ๋งˆ์Œ์˜ ํ‰์•ˆ์„ ์–ป์œผ๋ ค๊ณ 
00:49
off in a silver Chevy to find a man and some peace.
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์€์ƒ‰ ์‰๋ณด๋ ˆ๋ฅผ ํƒ€๊ณ  ๋ถ์ชฝ์œผ๋กœ ํ–ฅํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:54
The road dropped and I exited Jerusalem.
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๊ธธ์ด ๋๋‚˜๋ฉด์„œ ์˜ˆ๋ฃจ์‚ด๋ ˜์„ ๋น ์ ธ ๋‚˜์™”์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:57
I then rounded the very bend where his blue truck,
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ ๋Š” 4ํ†ค ๋ฌด๊ฒŒ์˜ ๋ฐ”๋‹ฅ ํƒ€์ผ์„ ์‹ค์€ ๊ทธ์˜ ํ‘ธ๋ฅธ์ƒ‰ ํŠธ๋Ÿญ์ด
00:59
heavy with four tons of floor tiles,
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์•‰์•„ ์žˆ์—ˆ๋˜ ๋ฏธ๋‹ˆ ๋ฒ„์Šค์˜
01:02
had borne down with great speed onto the back left corner
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๋’ท๋ฉด ์™ผ์ชฝ ๊ตฌ์„์œผ๋กœ ๋น ๋ฅธ ์†๋„๋กœ ๋Œ์ง„ํ–ˆ๋˜
01:04
of the minibus where I sat.
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๋ฐ”๋กœ ๊ทธ ๊ตฝ์€ ๋„๋กœ๋ฅผ ๋Œ์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:08
I was then 19 years old.
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์ €๋Š” ๊ทธ๋•Œ 19์‚ด์ด์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:10
I'd grown five inches and done some 20,000 pushups
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์ €๋Š” 8๊ฐœ์›”๋™์•ˆ 13cm๊ฐ€ ์ž๋ž๊ณ ,
01:14
in eight months, and the night before the crash,
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ํŒ”๊ตฝํ˜€ํŽด๊ธฐ 20,000 ๊ฐœ ์ •๋„๋ฅผ ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:17
I delighted in my new body,
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๊ทธ ์ถ”๋Œ ์‚ฌ๊ณ ๊ฐ€ ๋ฐœ์ƒํ•˜๊ธฐ ์ „๋‚  ๋ฐค
01:19
playing basketball with friends
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์ €๋Š” 5์›”์˜ ์ด๋ฅธ ์•„์นจ์— ์นœ๊ตฌ๋“ค๊ณผ ๋†๊ตฌ๋ฅผ ํ•˜๋ฉฐ
01:21
into the wee hours of a May morning.
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์ €์˜ ์ƒˆ๋กœ์šด ๋ชธ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ๊ธฐ๋ปํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:23
I palmed the ball in my large right hand,
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์ œ ํฐ ์˜ค๋ฅธ์†์œผ๋กœ ๋†๊ตฌ๊ณต์„ ์žก๊ณ 
01:26
and when that hand reached the rim, I felt invincible.
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๋†๊ตฌ ๊ณจ๋Œ€์— ์ œ ์†์ด ๋‹ฟ์„ ๋•Œ, ์ €๋Š” ์ตœ๊ณ ๊ฐ€ ๋œ ๋Š๋‚Œ์ด์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:30
I was off in the bus to get the pizza I'd won on the court.
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๋†๊ตฌ ๋‚ด๊ธฐ์—์„œ ์ด๊ฒจ ํ”ผ์ž๋ฅผ ๋จน์œผ๋Ÿฌ ๊ฐ€๋Š” ๋ฒ„์Šค์— ํƒ€๊ณ  ์žˆ์„ ๋•Œ
01:34
I didn't see Abed coming.
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์ €๋Š” ์•„๋ฒ ๋“œ๊ฐ€ ์˜ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ๋ณด์ง€ ๋ชปํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:36
From my seat, I was looking up at a stone town
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์ œ ์ž๋ฆฌ์—์„œ ์ •์˜ค์˜ ํƒœ์–‘์œผ๋กœ ๋น›๋‚˜๋Š”
01:39
on a hilltop, bright in the noontime sun,
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์–ธ๋• ์œ„์˜ ๋Œ๋กœ ๋œ ๋งˆ์„์„ ๋ฐ”๋ผ๋ณด๊ณ  ์žˆ๋˜ ๊ทธ๋•Œ
01:42
when from behind there was a great bang,
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๋’ท์ชฝ์—์„œ ํญํƒ„์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ํฌ๊ณ 
01:44
as loud and violent as a bomb.
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๊ฐ•๋ ฅํ•œ ์ถฉ๋Œ์ด ์žˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:47
My head snapped back over my red seat.
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๊ทธ ์ƒํƒœ์—์„œ ์ œ ๋จธ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๋’ค๋กœ ํ™• ์กŽํ˜€์ ธ ๋ฒ„๋ ธ๊ณ ,
01:50
My eardrum blew. My shoes flew off.
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๊ณ ๋ง‰์ด ํ„ฐ์ง€๊ณ , ์ œ ์‹ ๋ฐœ์ด ๋‚ ์•„ ๊ฐ”์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:53
I flew too, my head bobbing on broken bones,
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์ œ ๋ชธ๋„ ๋‚ ๋ ค์กŒ๊ณ , ๋จธ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ํ”๋“ค๋ฆฌ๋ฉด์„œ ๋ผˆ๊ฐ€ ๋ถ€๋Ÿฌ์กŒ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:56
and when I landed, I was a quadriplegic.
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๋ฐ”๋‹ฅ์— ๋–จ์–ด์กŒ์„ ๋• ์ „์‹ ๋งˆ๋น„๊ฐ€ ๋˜์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:00
Over the coming months, I learned to breathe on my own,
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๋ช‡๋‹ฌ ๋’ค์— ์ €๋Š” ์Šค์Šค๋กœ ์ˆจ์‰ฌ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ๋ฐฐ์› ๊ณ ,
02:03
then to sit and to stand and to walk,
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ๋’ค ์•‰๋Š” ๊ฒƒ, ์„œ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ, ๊ฑท๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ๋ฐฐ์› ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:06
but my body was now divided vertically.
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ๋‚˜ ์ œ ๋ชธ์€ ์ง€๊ธˆ ์ˆ˜์ง์œผ๋กœ ๋‚˜๋ˆ„์–ด์ ธ,
02:08
I was a hemiplegic, and back home in New York,
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๋ฐ˜์‹ ๋งˆ๋น„๊ฐ€ ๋˜์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ๋‰ด์š• ์ง‘์œผ๋กœ ๋Œ์•„์™”์„ ๋•Œ๋Š”
02:12
I used a wheelchair for four years, all through college.
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๋Œ€ํ•™ 4๋…„ ๋‚ด๋‚ด ํœ ์ฒด์–ด๋ฅผ ์‚ฌ์šฉํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:16
College ended and I returned to Jerusalem for a year.
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๋Œ€ํ•™์„ ๋งˆ์น˜๊ณ  ์˜ˆ๋ฃจ์‚ด๋ ˜์— 1๋…„๋™์•ˆ ๋Œ์•„๊ฐ€ ์žˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค
02:20
There I rose from my chair for good,
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๊ฑฐ๊ธฐ์„œ ์ €๋Š” ํœ ์ฒด์–ด์—์„œ ์˜์›ํžˆ ์ผ์–ด๋‚˜๊ฒŒ ๋˜์—ˆ๊ณ ,
02:23
I leaned on my cane, and I looked back,
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์ง€ํŒก์ด์— ๊ธฐ๋Œ€์–ด ์˜› ์ผ์„ ๋˜๋Œ์•„๋ณด๋ฉฐ
02:25
finding all from my fellow passengers in the bus
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๊ทธ ๋ฒ„์Šค์— ์žˆ๋˜ ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ๋ชจ๋“  ์Šน๊ฐ๋“ค๊ณผ
02:28
to photographs of the crash,
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์‚ฌ๊ณ  ํ˜„์žฅ ์‚ฌ์ง„๋“ค์„ ์ฐพ์•˜๊ณ ,
02:31
and when I saw this photograph,
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์ด ์‚ฌ์ง„์„ ๋ดค์„ ๋•Œ,
02:36
I didn't see a bloody and unmoving body.
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ํ”ผ๋ฅผ ํ˜๋ฆฌ๋ฉฐ ์›€์ง์ด์ง€ ๋ชปํ•˜๋Š” ๋ชธ ๋Œ€์‹ 
02:39
I saw the healthy bulk of a left deltoid,
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๊ฑด๊ฐ•ํ•œ ์™ผ์ชฝ ์‚ผ๊ฐ๊ทผ ๊ทผ์œก์„ ๋ณด์•˜๊ณ ,
02:43
and I mourned that it was lost,
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๊ทธ๊ฒƒ์„ ์žƒ์—ˆ๋‹ค๋Š” ์‚ฌ์‹ค๊ณผ,
02:45
mourned all I had not yet done,
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์•„์ง ํ•ด๋‚ด์ง€ ๋ชปํ•œ ์ผ ๋ชจ๋‘
02:48
but was now impossible.
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์ด์ œ๋Š” ๋ถˆ๊ฐ€๋Šฅํ•˜๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ์Šฌํผํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:55
It was then I read the testimony that Abed gave
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์‚ฌ๊ณ  ๋‹ค์Œ ๋‚  ์•„์นจ์— ์“ด ์ง„์ˆ ์„œ์—์„œ
02:58
the morning after the crash,
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์•„๋ฒ ๋“œ๊ฐ€ ์˜ˆ๋ฃจ์‚ด๋ ˜ ๋ฐฉํ–ฅ ๋„๋กœ์˜
03:00
of driving down the right lane of a highway toward Jerusalem.
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์˜ค๋ฅธ์ชฝ ๋„๋กœ๋ฅผ ๋”ฐ๋ผ ์šด์ „ํ•˜๋ฉฐ ๋‚ด๋ ค์™”๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ์ฝ์—ˆ๋˜ ๊ฒƒ๋„ ๊ทธ๋•Œ์˜€์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:04
Reading his words, I welled with anger.
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๊ทธ์˜ ๊ธ€์„ ์ฝ์œผ๋ฉด์„œ ์ €๋Š” ๋ถ„๋…ธ๊ฐ€ ๋“์–ด ์˜ฌ๋ž์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:07
It was the first time I'd felt anger toward this man,
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์ด ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ๋ถ„๋…ธ๋ฅผ ๋Š๋‚€ ๊ฒƒ์€ ๊ทธ๋•Œ๊ฐ€ ์ฒ˜์Œ์ด์—ˆ์œผ๋ฉฐ,
03:10
and it came from magical thinking.
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๊ทธ๊ฒƒ์€ ๋งˆ์ˆ ๊ฐ™์€ ์ƒ๊ฐ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์ด์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:13
On this xeroxed piece of paper,
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์ด ๋ณต์‚ฌ๋œ ์ง„์ˆ ์„œ์—๋Š”
03:15
the crash had not yet happened.
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๊ทธ ์‚ฌ๊ณ ๊ฐ€ ์•„์ง ๋ฐœ์ƒํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:19
Abed could still turn his wheel left
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์•„๋ฒณ์€ ์—ฌ์ „ํžˆ ์šด์ „๋Œ€๋ฅผ ์™ผ์ชฝ์œผ๋กœ ๋Œ๋ฆฌ๋ฉฐ,
03:21
so that I would see him whoosh by out my window
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์ €์˜ ์˜† ์ฐฝ๋ฌธ์œผ๋กœ ํœ™ํ•˜๊ณ  ์ง€๋‚˜๊ฐˆ ์ˆ˜๋„ ์žˆ์—ˆ๊ณ ,
03:24
and I would remain whole.
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์ €๋Š” ๊ฐ€๋งŒํžˆ ์žˆ์—ˆ๊ฒ ์ฃ .
03:27
"Be careful, Abed, look out. Slow down."
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"์กฐ์‹ฌํ•ด, ์•„๋ฒ ๋“œ, ์ž˜ ๋ณด๋ผ๊ณ , ์†๋„๋ฅผ ์ค„์—ฌ"
03:31
But Abed did not slow,
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ๋‚˜ ์•„๋ฒณ์€ ์†๋„๋ฅผ ์ค„์ด์ง€ ์•Š์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:33
and on that xeroxed piece of paper, my neck again broke,
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๊ทธ ๋ณต์‚ฌ๋œ ์ง„์ˆ ์„œ์— ์”Œ์—ฌ์ง„๋Œ€๋กœ, ์ œ ๋ชฉ์€ ๋‹ค์‹œ ๋ถ€๋Ÿฌ์กŒ๊ณ ,
03:37
and again, I was left without anger.
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋‹ค์‹œ, ์ €๋Š” ๋ถ„๋…ธ๋ฅผ ์žƒ์€ ์ฑ„ ๋‚จ๊ฒจ์กŒ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:41
I decided to find Abed,
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์ €๋Š” ์•„๋ฒ ๋“œ๋ฅผ ์ฐพ๊ธฐ๋กœ ๊ฒฐ์‹ฌํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:43
and when I finally did,
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๋งˆ์นจ๋‚ด ๊ทธ๋ฅผ ์ฐพ์•˜์„ ๋•Œ,
03:45
he responded to my Hebrew hello which such nonchalance,
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๊ทธ๋Š” ์ œ ํžˆ๋ธŒ๋ฆฌ์–ด ์ธ์‚ฌ๋ง์— ์•„์ฃผ ํƒœ์—ฐํ•˜๊ฒŒ ๋Œ€๋‹ตํ–ˆ์œผ๋ฉฐ,
03:48
it seemed he'd been awaiting my phone call.
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๊ผญ ์ œ ์ „ํ™”๋ฅผ ๊ธฐ๋‹ค๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์žˆ๋˜ ๊ฒƒ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ๋ณด์˜€์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:51
And maybe he had.
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์–ด์ฉŒ๋ฉด ๊ทธ๋žฌ์„์ง€๋„ ๋ชจ๋ฅด์ฃ .
03:53
I didn't mention to Abed his prior driving record --
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์•„๋ฒณ์ด 25์„ธ๊นŒ์ง€ 27๊ฑด์„ ์œ„๋ฐ˜ํ–ˆ๋‹ค๋Š” ์šด์ „ ๊ธฐ๋ก๊ณผ
03:56
27 violations by the age of 25,
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์‚ฌ๊ณ ๊ฐ€ ์ผ์–ด๋‚ฌ๋˜ 5์›” ๊ทธ๋‚ , ๋งˆ์ง€๋ง‰์œผ๋กœ
04:00
the last, his not shifting his truck into a low gear on that May day โ€”
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๊ธฐ์–ด๋ฅผ ์ €์†์œผ๋กœ ๋ฐ”๊พธ์ง€ ์•Š์•˜๋‹ค๋Š” ๋‚ด์šฉ์„ ๊ทธ์—๊ฒŒ ์–ธ๊ธ‰ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:05
and I didn't mention my prior record --
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๋˜, ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ „์‹ ๋งˆ๋น„๊ฐ€ ๋˜์–ด,
04:07
the quadriplegia and the catheters,
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๋„๋‡จ๊ด€์„ ์‚ฝ์ž…ํ•ด ๋ถˆ์•ˆ๊ฐ๊ณผ ์ƒ์‹ค๊ฐ์„
04:08
the insecurity and the loss โ€”
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๋Š๊ผˆ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ๋„ ๋งํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:11
and when Abed went on about how hurt he was in the crash,
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๋˜ ์•„๋ฒ ๋“œ๋Š” ๊ทธ ์‚ฌ๊ณ  ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์— ์ž์‹ ์ด ํฌ๊ฒŒ ๋‹ค์นœ ๊ฒƒ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ๊ณ„์† ๋งํ–ˆ๊ณ ,
04:14
I didn't say that I knew from the police report
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์ €๋Š” ๊ฒฝ์ฐฐ ๋ณด๊ณ ์„œ๋ฅผ ๋ณด๋ฉฐ ๊ทธ๊ฐ€ ์‹ฌ๊ฐํ•œ ๋ถ€์ƒ์„ ๋‹นํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์•˜๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„
04:16
that he'd escaped serious injury.
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์•Œ๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ์ง€๋งŒ, ๊ทธ์—๊ฒŒ ๋งํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:19
I said I wanted to meet.
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์ €๋Š” ๋งŒ๋‚˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ๋‹ค๊ณ  ๋งํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:22
Abed said that I should call back in a few weeks,
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์•„๋ฒ ๋“œ๋Š” ์ €์—๊ฒŒ ๋ช‡ ์ฃผ ์•ˆ์— ๋‹ค์‹œ ์ „ํ™”๋ฅผ ๋‹ฌ๋ผ๊ณ  ํ–ˆ์œผ๋ฉฐ,
04:25
and when I did, and a recording told me
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๋‹ค์‹œ ์ „ํ™”๋ฅผ ํ–ˆ์„ ๋•Œ, ๊ทธ์˜ ์ „ํ™”๊ฐ€ ๋Š์–ด์กŒ๋‹ค๋Š”
04:28
that his number was disconnected,
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์ž๋™์‘๋‹ต๊ธฐ ๋‚ด์šฉ๋งŒ ๋“ค๋ ธ๊ณ , ๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์ €๋Š”
04:30
I let Abed and the crash go.
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์•„๋ฒณ๊ณผ ์‚ฌ๊ณ ๋ฅผ ๊ทธ๋งŒ ๋‚ด๋ ค๋†“๊ธฐ๋กœ ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:35
Many years passed.
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๋ช‡ ํ•ด๊ฐ€ ์ง€๋‚˜๊ฐ”์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:37
I walked with my cane and my ankle brace and a backpack
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์ €๋Š” ์ง€ํŒก์ด๋ฅผ ์งš๊ณ , ๋ฐœ๋ชฉ ๋ณด์กฐ๊ธฐ์™€ ๋ฒ ๋‚ญ์„ ๋ฉ”๊ณ ,
04:41
on trips in six continents.
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6๋Œ€์ฃผ๋ฅผ ๊ฑธ์–ด์„œ ์—ฌํ–‰ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:44
I pitched overhand in a weekly softball game
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์ œ ์†์œผ๋กœ ๊ณต๋„ ๋˜์ง€๊ณ , ์„ผํŠธ๋ŸดํŒŒํฌ์—์„œ
04:47
that I started in Central Park,
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์‹œ์ž‘ํ•œ ์†Œํ”„ํŠธ๋ณผ ๊ฒŒ์ž„๋„ ์ฃผ๋ง๋งˆ๋‹ค ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:50
and home in New York, I became a journalist and an author,
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์ €๋Š” ๋‰ด์š•์—์„œ ์ €๋„๋ฆฌ์ŠคํŠธ ๊ฒธ ์ž‘๊ฐ€๊ฐ€ ๋˜์–ด
04:53
typing hundreds of thousands of words with one finger.
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์ˆ˜๋ฐฑ๋งŒ์˜ ์ €๋„์„ ๋‹จ ํ•˜๋‚˜์˜ ์†๊ฐ€๋ฝ์œผ๋กœ ํƒ€์ดํ•‘ ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:57
A friend pointed out to me that all of my big stories
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์ €์˜ ์นœ๊ตฌ๋Š”, ์ €์˜ ๋ชจ๋“  ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ๊ฐ€
04:59
mirrored my own, each centering on a life
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์ œ ์ž์‹ ์˜ ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ๋กœ ๋ณด์ด๋ฉฐ,
05:02
that had changed in an instant,
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๊ทธ ๋ชจ๋“  ๊ฒƒ์ด ์ˆœ๊ฐ„์— ๋ฐ”๋€ ์‚ถ์—
05:04
owing, if not to a crash, then to an inheritance,
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์ถ•์•ฝ๋˜์–ด ๋ณด์ธ๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ์‚ฌ๊ณ ๊ฐ€ ์•„๋‹ˆ๋ผ๋„ ์ƒ์†์ด๋‚˜
05:07
a swing of the bat, a click of the shutter, an arrest.
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๋ฐฐํŠธ์˜ ์Šค์œ™, ์นด๋ฉ”๋ผ ์…”ํ„ฐ๋‚˜ ์ฒดํฌ ๊ฐ™์€ ๊ฒƒ์œผ๋กœ ๋ง์ด์ฃ .
05:10
Each of us had a before and an after.
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ ๋ชจ๋‘์—๊ฒŒ๋„ ์ „๊ณผ ํ›„๊ฐ€ ์žˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:14
I'd been working through my lot after all.
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์ €๋Š” ์ œ ์šด๋ช…์„ ์ด๊ฒจ๋‚ด๊ฐ€๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š” ์ค‘์ด์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:17
Still, Abed was far from my mind, when last year,
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์—ฌ์ „ํžˆ ์•„๋ฒ ๋“œ๋Š” ์ œ ์ƒ๊ฐ์—์„œ ์•„์ฃผ ๋ฉ€๋ฆฌ ์žˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:21
I returned to Israel to write of the crash,
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ž‘๋…„์— ์ด์Šค๋ผ์—˜๋กœ ๋Œ์•„๊ฐ€ ๊ทธ ์‚ฌ๊ณ ์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ์ฑ…,
05:24
and the book I then wrote, "Half-Life,"
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"๋ฐ˜์ชฝ ์ธ์ƒ(Half-Life)"์„ ์ผ๊ณ ,
05:27
was nearly complete when I recognized
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์ฑ…์ด ๊ฑฐ์˜ ์™„์„ฑ๋˜์—ˆ์„๋•Œ, ์ €๋Š” ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์•„์ง๋„
05:30
that I still wanted to meet Abed,
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์•„๋ฒ ๋“œ๋ฅผ ๋งŒ๋‚˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์–ด ํ•œ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ๊นจ๋‹ฌ์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:32
and finally I understood why:
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์™œ ๊ทธ๋ฅผ ๋งŒ๋‚˜์•ผ ํ•˜๋Š”์ง€๋„ ๋งˆ์นจ๋‚ด ๊นจ๋‹ฌ์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:35
to hear this man say two words: "I'm sorry."
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๊ทธ์—๊ฒŒ์„œ ํ•œ ๋งˆ๋””๋ฅผ ๋“ฃ๊ณ  ์‹ถ์–ด์„œ์˜€์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. "๋ฏธ์•ˆํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค"
05:40
People apologize for less.
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์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์€ ์ ์  ๋ฏธ์•ˆํ•˜๋‹ค๋Š” ๋ง์„ ์ž˜ ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:43
And so I got a cop to confirm that Abed still lived
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์ €๋Š” ๊ฒฝ์ฐฐ์„ ํ†ตํ•ด ์•„๋ฒ ๋“œ๊ฐ€ ์›๋ž˜ ์‚ด๊ณ  ์žˆ๋˜ ๊ทธ ๋งˆ์„ ์–ด๋”˜๊ฐ€์—
05:46
somewhere in his same town,
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์•„์ง ์‚ด๊ณ  ์žˆ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ํ™•์ธํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:48
and I was now driving to it with a potted yellow rose in the back seat,
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ํ™”๋ถ„์— ์‹ฌ์€ ๋…ธ๋ž€ ์žฅ๋ฏธ๋ฅผ ๋’ท์ž์„์— ์‹ฃ๊ณ  ๊ฐ€๋ฉด์„œ
05:51
when suddenly flowers seemed a ridiculous offering.
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๊ฐ‘์ž๊ธฐ ๊ฝƒ ์„ ๋ฌผ์„ ๊ฐ€์ ธ๊ฐ„๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ด ๋„ˆ๋ฌด ํ™ฉ๋‹นํ•˜๋‹ค๊ณ  ๋Š๊ผˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:55
But what to get the man who broke your fucking neck?
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๊ทธ๋Ÿผ, ์ œ ๋ชฉ์„ ๋ถ€๋Ÿฌ๋œจ๋ฆฐ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์—๊ฒŒ ๋ญ˜ ๊ฐ€์ ธ๊ฐ€์ฃ ?
05:59
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
06:03
I pulled into the town of Abu Ghosh,
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์ €๋Š” ์•„๋ถ€๊ณ ์‰ฌ์— ๋„์ฐฉํ•ด,
06:05
and bought a brick of Turkish delight:
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ํ„ฐํ‚ค ์‚ฌํƒ• ํ•œ ์ƒ์ž์™€,
06:07
pistachios glued in rosewater. Better.
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์žฅ๋ฏธ์ˆ˜๋กœ ๊ตณํžŒ ํ”ผ์Šคํƒ€์น˜์˜ค๋„ ์ƒ€์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ํ›จ์”ฌ ๋‚ซ์ฃ .
06:11
Back on Highway 1, I envisioned what awaited.
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1๋ฒˆ ๋„๋กœ์— ์˜ฌ๋ผ ์–ด๋–ค ์ผ์ด ์ผ์–ด๋‚ ์ง€ ์ƒ๊ฐํ•ด ๋ดค์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:15
Abed would hug me. Abed would spit at me.
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์•„๋ฒ ๋“œ๊ฐ€ ๋‚˜๋ฅผ ํฌ์˜นํ• ๊นŒ, ์•„๋‹ˆ๋ฉด ๋‚ด๊ฒŒ ์นจ์„ ๋ฑ‰์„๊นŒ?
06:19
Abed would say, "I'm sorry."
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์•„๋‹ˆ๋ฉด "๋ฏธ์•ˆํ•ด์š”"๋ผ๊ณ  ๋งํ• ๊นŒ.
06:23
I then began to wonder, as I had many times before,
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์ „์—๋„ ๋งŽ์ด ๊ทธ๋žฌ๋“ฏ์ด ์ƒ์ƒํ•˜๊ธฐ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:26
how my life would have been different
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๊ทธ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์ด ์‚ฌ๊ณ ๋ฅผ ๋‚ด์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์œผ๋ฉด
06:27
had this man not injured me,
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๋‚ด ์ธ์ƒ์€ ์–ผ๋งˆ๋‚˜ ๋‹ฌ๋ž์„๊นŒ,
06:29
had my genes been fed a different helping of experience.
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๋‚˜์˜ ์œ ์ „์ž๋Š” ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ๊ฒฝํ—˜์œผ๋กœ ์ฑ„์›Œ์กŒ๊ฒ ์ง€?
06:32
Who was I?
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๋‚˜๋Š” ๋ˆ„๊ตฌ์˜€์ง€?
06:35
Was I who I had been before the crash,
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๋‚˜๋Š” ์‚ฌ๊ณ  ์ „์˜ ๋‚˜์ธ๊ฐ€?
06:37
before this road divided my life like the spine of an open book?
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์ด ๊ธธ์ด ๋‚˜์˜ ์‚ถ์„ ํŽผ์ณ์ง„ ์ฑ…์˜ ๋“ฑ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ๋‚˜๋ˆ„์–ด ๋†“๊ธฐ ์ „์˜ ๋‚˜์ธ๊ฐ€?
06:42
Was I what had been done to me?
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๋‚ด๊ฒŒ ์ผ์–ด๋‚œ ์ผ์ด ๋‚˜์˜ ์ „๋ถ€์ธ๊ฐ€?
06:44
Were all of us the results of things done to us, done for us,
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ ๋ชจ๋‘๋Š” ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ์Šค์Šค๋กœ์—๊ฒŒ ํ•œ ์ผ์˜ ๊ฒฐ๊ณผ์ธ๊ฐ€?
06:48
the infidelity of a parent or spouse,
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๋ถ€๋ชจ๋‚˜ ๋ฐฐ์šฐ์ž์˜ ๋ฐฐ์‹ ์ด๋‚˜,
06:51
money inherited?
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๋ฌผ๋ ค๋ฐ›์€ ๋ˆ?
06:53
Were we instead our bodies, their inborn endowments and deficits?
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์œก์ฒด๋ผ๊ธฐ ๋ณด๋‹ค๋Š” ์œก์ฒด์˜ ํƒ€๊ณ ๋‚œ ์žฌ๋Šฅ ํ˜น์€ ๊ฒฐํ•์ธ๊ฐ€?
06:57
It seemed that we could be nothing more than genes and experience,
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๋งˆ์น˜ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์œ ์ „์ž๋“ค๊ณผ ๊ฒฝํ—˜๋“ค์— ์ง€๋‚˜์ง€ ์•Š๋Š” ๊ฒƒ ๊ฐ™์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:00
but how to tease out the one from the other?
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ๋‚˜ ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ํ•œ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์—๊ฒŒ์„œ ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์„ ๊ตฌ๋ณ„ํ•ด ๋‚ผ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์„๊นŒ์š”?
07:03
As Yeats put that same universal question,
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์˜ˆ์ด์ธ ๊ฐ€ ๋˜‘๊ฐ™์€ ๋ณดํŽธ์ ์ธ ์งˆ๋ฌธ์— ํ‘œํ˜„ํ•˜๋“ฏ์ด,
07:06
"O body swayed to music, o brightening glance,
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"์˜ค ์Œ์•…์— ๋งž์ถ”์–ด ํ”๋“ค๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์ € ์œก์ฒด, ์˜ค ๋ˆˆ๋ถ€์‹œ๊ฒŒ ํ™˜ํ•œ ์ € ๋ˆˆ๋น›,
07:09
how can we know the dancer from the dance?"
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์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ์ถค๊ณผ ์ถค์ถ”๋Š” ์ด๋ฅผ ๊ตฌ๋ณ„ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์„๊นŒ์š”?"
07:16
I'd been driving for an hour
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ํ•œ ์‹œ๊ฐ„ ์ •๋„ ์šด์ „ํ•ด ๊ฐ€๋‹ค๊ฐ€,
07:18
when I looked in my rearview mirror and saw my own brightening glance.
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๋ฐฑ๋ฏธ๋Ÿฌ๋กœ ์ €์˜ ๋ฐ์€ ๋ˆˆ์„ ๋ณด์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:22
The light my eyes had carried for as long as they had been blue.
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์ œ ํŒŒ๋ž€ ๋ˆˆ์ด ์ƒ๊ฒผ์„ ๋•Œ ๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ๊ฐ€์ง€๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ๋˜ ๊ทธ ๋น›์„์š”.
07:25
The predispositions and impulses that had propelled me
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๊ทธ ํŒŒ๋ž€ ๋น›์˜ ์„ฑํ–ฅ๊ณผ ์ถฉ๋™์€, ์•„๊ธฐ๊ฐ€ ์‹œ์นด๊ณ  ํ˜ธ์ˆ˜์—
07:28
as a toddler to try and slip over a boat into a Chicago lake,
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์žฅ๋‚œ๊ฐ ๋ฐฐ๋ฅผ ๋„์šฐ๋ ค๋Š” ๋“ฏ,
07:31
that had propelled me as a teen
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ํ—ˆ๋ฆฌ์บ์ธ์ด ์ง€๋‚˜๊ฐ€๊ณ  ๋‚œ ํ›„, ์‹ญ๋Œ€ ์ฒญ์†Œ๋…„์ธ ์ œ๊ฐ€
07:33
to jump into wild Cape Cod Bay after a hurricane.
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๊ฑฐ์นœ ์ผ€์ดํ”„ ์ฝ”๋“œ๋งŒ์œผ๋กœ ๋›ฐ์–ด๋“ค๋ ค ํ•˜๋“ฏ ์ €๋ฅผ ๋ชฐ๊ณ  ๊ฐ”์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:37
But I also saw in my reflection
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ์ €๋Š” ๋˜ ํ•˜๋‚˜์˜ ์ €๋ฅผ ๋ณด์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:40
that, had Abed not injured me,
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์•„๋ฒ ๋“œ๊ฐ€ ์‚ฌ๊ณ ๋ฅผ ๋‚ด์ง€ ์•Š์•˜๋‹ค๋ฉด,
07:42
I would now, in all likelihood, be a doctor
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์ €๋Š” ๋ถ„๋ช…ํžˆ ์˜์‚ฌ๊ฐ€ ๋˜์—ˆ๊ณ ,
07:45
and a husband and a father.
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๋‚จํŽธ์ด์ž ์•„๋น ๊ฐ€ ๋˜์—ˆ์„ ๊ฒƒ์ด๋ผ๊ณ .
07:48
I would be less mindful of time and of death,
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์‹œ๊ฐ„์ด๋‚˜ ์ฃฝ์Œ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด์„œ ๋ณ„๋กœ ์‹ ๊ฒฝ ์“ฐ์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์„ ๊ฒƒ์ด๊ณ ,
07:51
and, oh, I would not be disabled,
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๋˜ ์žฅ์• ์ธ์€ ๋˜์ง€ ์•Š์•˜๊ฒ ์ฃ .
07:53
would not suffer the thousand slings and arrows of my fortune.
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์šด์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ์‹ ๋ž„ํ•œ ๊ณต๊ฒฉ์œผ๋กœ ๊ณ ํ†ต ๋ฐ›์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์„ ๊ฒƒ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:56
The frequent furl of five fingers, the chips in my teeth
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ํ•œ ์†์ด ์ž์ฃผ ์˜ค๊ทธ๋ผ๋“ค์–ด, ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ํ•œ ์†์œผ๋กœ ๋งŽ์€ ๊ฒƒ์„ ์—ฌ๋Š”๋ฐ,
07:59
come from biting at all the many things
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ํ•œ ์†์œผ๋กœ ์—ด ์ˆ˜ ์—†๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ์ž…์œผ๋กœ ์—ด๋‹ค๊ฐ€
08:01
a solitary hand cannot open.
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๋ถ€๋Ÿฌ์ง€๋Š” ์ด๋นจ๋„ ์—†์—ˆ๊ฒ ์ง€์š”.
08:04
The dancer and the dance were hopelessly entwined.
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์ถค์„ ์ถ”๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๊ณผ ์ถค์€ ์†์ ˆ์—†์ด ๋’ค์—‰์ผœ ์žˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:09
It was approaching 11 when I exited right
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์•„ํ’€๋ผ ๋ฐฉ๋ฉด์œผ๋กœ ๋น ์กŒ์„ ๋•Œ,
08:11
toward Afula, and passed a large quarry
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11์‹œ๊ฐ€ ๋‹ค ๋˜์–ด ๊ฐ”๊ณ , ํฐ ์ฑ„์„์žฅ์„ ์ง€๋‚˜
08:14
and was soon in Kfar Kara.
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๊ณง ํฌํŒŒ๋ฅด ์นด๋ผ๋กœ ์ ‘์–ด๋“ค๊ฒŒ ๋˜์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:16
I felt a pang of nerves.
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์ €๋Š” ์‹ ๊ฒฝ์˜ ๊ณ ํ†ต์„ ๋Š๊ผˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:18
But Chopin was on the radio, seven beautiful mazurkas,
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ๋‚˜, ์ฃผ์œ ์†Œ ์ฃผ์ฐจ์žฅ์— ์ฐจ๋ฅผ ์„ธ์šฐ๊ณ , ๋ผ๋””์˜ค์—์„œ ํ๋ฅด๋Š”
08:22
and I pulled into a lot by a gas station
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์‡ผํŒฝ์˜ ์•„๋ฆ„๋‹ค์šด ๋งˆ์ฃผ๋ฅด์นด๋ฅผ ๋“ค์œผ๋ฉฐ
08:25
to listen and to calm.
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๋งˆ์Œ์„ ์ง„์ • ์‹œ์ผฐ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:28
I'd been told that in an Arab town,
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์•„๋ž ๋งˆ์„์—์„œ๋Š”
08:30
one need only mention the name of a local
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๋‹จ์ง€ ์ด๋ฆ„๋งŒ ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ ํ•˜๋ฉด
08:32
and it will be recognized.
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๋ˆ„๊ตฌ์ธ์ง€ ์ฐพ์„ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ๋“ค์–ด์„œ,
08:35
And I was mentioning Abed and myself,
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์ œ ์Šค์Šค๋กœ์—๊ฒŒ ๋‚˜๋Š” ์ด ๋งˆ์„ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์—๊ฒŒ
08:37
noting deliberately that I was here in peace,
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ํ‰ํ™”๋กญ๊ฒŒ ์•„๋ฒ ๋“œ๋ฅผ ๋งŒ๋‚˜๋Ÿฌ ์™”๋‹ค๊ณ 
08:39
to the people in this town,
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๋งํ•˜๋ฆฌ๋ผ ๋‹ค์งํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:41
when I met Mohamed outside a post office at noon.
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์ •์˜ค์— ์šฐ์ฒด๊ตญ ๋ฐ–์—์„œ ๋ชจํ•˜๋ฉ”๋“œ๋ฅผ ๋งŒ๋‚ฌ์„๋•Œ
08:44
He listened to me.
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๊ทธ๋Š” ์ œ ๋ง์„ ๋“ค์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:47
You know, it was most often when speaking to people
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์—๊ฒŒ ์–˜๊ธฐํ• ๋•Œ, ํ•ญ์ƒ ๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ์–ด๋””์„œ ๋๋‚˜๊ณ ,
08:50
that I wondered where I ended and my disability began,
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์žฅ์•  ์ธ์ƒ์ด ์–ด๋””์„œ ๋น„๋กฏ๋˜์—ˆ๋Š”์ง€๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค,
08:54
for many people told me what they told no one else.
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๋งŽ์€ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์€ ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์—๊ฒŒ๋Š” ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š๋˜ ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ๋„ ์ œ๊ฒŒ๋Š” ํ•ด์ฃผ์—ˆ๊ณ ,
08:56
Many cried.
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๋˜ ๋งŽ์€ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด ์šธ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:59
And one day, after a woman I met on the street did the same
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ํ•˜๋ฃจ๋Š” ํ•œ ์—ฌ์ธ์„ ๊ฑฐ๋ฆฌ์—์„œ ๋งŒ๋‚ฌ๊ณ , ๊ทธ ์—ฌ์ธ๋„ ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์ด๋“ค๊ณผ ๊ฐ™์•„์„œ,
09:01
and I later asked her why,
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๊ทธ ์—ฌ์ธ์„ ๋‹ค์‹œ ๋ณด์•˜์„๋•Œ ์™œ ์šธ์—ˆ๋Š”์ง€ ๋ฌผ์—ˆ์ฃ .
09:03
she told me that, best she could tell, her tears
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๊ทธ๋…€๋Š” ๋ˆˆ๋ฌผ์˜ ์ด์œ ๋ฅผ ์ œ์ผ ์ž˜ ์„ค๋ช…ํ•˜์ž๋ฉด,
09:05
had had something to do with my being happy and strong,
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๊ทธ๊ฒƒ์€ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๊ฐ•ํ•˜๋ฉด์„œ๋„, ํ–‰๋ณตํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ, ๋™์‹œ์— ๋˜ํ•œ
09:09
but vulnerable too.
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์ƒ์ฒ˜๋ฐ›๊ธฐ ์‰ฌ์šธ๊ฑฐ๋ผ๊ณ  ๋งํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:11
I listened to her words. I suppose they were true.
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์ €๋Š” ๊ทธ๋…€์˜ ๋ง์„ ๋“ฃ๊ณ , ๊ทธ ๋ง์ด ์ง„์‹ค์ด๋ผ๊ณ  ์—ฌ๊ฒผ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:14
I was me,
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์ €๋Š” ์ €์˜€๊ณ ,
09:16
but I was now me despite a limp,
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์ง€๊ธˆ์€ ์ ˆ๋ฆ„๋ฐœ์ด ์žฅ์• ์ธ์ด์ง€๋งŒ,
09:18
and that, I suppose, was what now made me, me.
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๊ทธ๊ฒƒ์ด ์ง€๊ธˆ์˜ ๋‚˜๋ฅผ ๋งŒ๋“  ๊ฒƒ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:22
Anyway, Mohamed told me
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์–ด์จ‹๋“ , ๋ชจํ•˜๋ฉ”๋“œ๋Š” ๋‚˜์—๊ฒŒ
09:24
what perhaps he would not have told another stranger.
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๋‹ค๋ฅธ ๋‚ฏ์„  ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์—๊ฒŒ๋Š” ๋งํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์„ ๋ง์„ ํ•ด ์ฃผ์—ˆ๊ณ ,
09:27
He led me to a house of cream stucco, then drove off.
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์ €๋ฅผ ํฐ ๋ฒฝ์˜ ํ•œ ์ง‘์œผ๋กœ ์•ˆ๋‚ดํ•˜๊ณ ๋Š” ๋– ๋‚ฌ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:31
And as I sat contemplating what to say,
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์•‰์•„์„œ ๋ฌด์Šจ ๋ง์„ ํ• ๊นŒ ๊ณ ๋ฏผํ•˜๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š”๋ฐ,
09:33
a woman approached in a black shawl and black robe.
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๊ฒ€์€ ์ˆ„๊ณผ ๊ฒ€์€ ์˜ท์„ ์ž…์€ ํ•œ ์—ฌ์ธ์ด ๋‹ค๊ฐ€ ์™”์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:37
I stepped from my car and said "Shalom,"
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์ €๋Š” ์ฐจ์—์„œ ๋‚ด๋ฆฌ๋ฉด์„œ "์ƒฌ๋กฌ"์ด๋ผ๊ณ  ์ธ์‚ฌํ•˜๊ณ 
09:39
and identified myself,
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์ œ ์‹ ์›์„ ๋ฐํžˆ์ž,
09:41
and she told me that her husband Abed
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๊ทธ๋…€๋Š” ๊ทธ๋…€์˜ ๋‚จํŽธ ์•„๋ฒ ๋“œ๋Š”
09:43
would be home from work in four hours.
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4์‹œ๊ฐ„ ๋’ค์— ์ง‘์— ๋Œ์•„์˜จ๋‹ค๊ณ  ๋งํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:46
Her Hebrew was not good, and she later confessed
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๊ทธ๋…€๋Š” ํžˆ๋ธŒ๋ฆฌ์–ด๋ฅผ ์ž˜ ๋ชปํ–ˆ๊ณ , ๋‚˜์ค‘์— ๋งํ•˜๊ธฐ๋ฅผ
09:48
that she thought that I had come to install the Internet.
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ธํ„ฐ๋„ท์„ ์„ค์น˜ํ•˜๋Ÿฌ ์˜จ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์ธ ์ค„ ์•Œ์•˜๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:51
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
09:55
I drove off and returned at 4:30,
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์ €๋Š” ๋– ๋‚ฌ๋‹ค๊ฐ€ 4์‹œ ๋ฐ˜์— ๋‹ค์‹œ ๋Œ์•„์™”์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:58
thankful to the minaret up the road
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๋Œ์•„์˜ค๋Š” ๊ธธ์„ ์ฐพ๋Š”๋ฐ ๋พฐ์กฑํƒ‘์ด
09:59
that helped me find my way back.
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๋„์›€์ด ๋˜์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:02
And as I approached the front door,
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์ •๋ฌธ์— ๋‹ค๊ฐ€๊ฐ”์„ ๋•Œ
10:04
Abed saw me, my jeans and flannel and cane,
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๊ทธ๋Š” ์ฒญ๋ฐ”์ง€์™€ ํ”Œ๋ž€๋„ฌ ์…”์ธ ๋ฅผ ์ž…๊ณ  ์ง€ํŒก์ด๋ฅผ ์งš์€ ์ €๋ฅผ ๋ณด์•˜๊ณ ,
10:07
and I saw Abed, an average-looking man of average size.
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์ €๋Š” ์ ๋‹นํ•œ ์ฒด๊ตฌ์— ํ‰๋ฒ”ํ•˜๊ฒŒ ์ƒ๊ธด ๊ทธ๋ฅผ ๋ณด์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:12
He wore black and white: slippers over socks,
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๊ทธ๋Š” ํ‘๋ฐฑ์˜ ์˜ท์„ ์ž…๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ, ์–‘๋ง์— ์Šฌ๋ฆฌํผ๋ฅผ ์‹ ๊ณ ,
10:15
pilling sweatpants, a piebald sweater,
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๋‚ก์€ ์ธ„๋ฆฌ๋‹ ๋ฐ”์ง€์™€ ์–ผ๋ฃฉ ๋ฌด๋Šฌ ์Šค์›จํ„ฐ๋ฅผ ์ž…๊ณ ,
10:17
a striped ski cap pulled down to his forehead.
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์ค„๋ฌด๋Šฌ ์Šคํ‚ค ๋ชจ์ž๋ฅผ ์ด๋งˆ๊นŒ์ง€ ํ‘น ๋ˆŒ๋Ÿฌ์“ฐ๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:21
He'd been expecting me. Mohamed had phoned.
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๋ชจํ•˜๋ฉ”๋“œ๊ฐ€ ์ „ํ™”๋ฅผ ํ•ด์„œ ๊ทธ๋Š” ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์˜ฌ ๊ฒƒ์„ ์•Œ๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:23
And so at once, we shook hands, and smiled,
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์šฐ๋ฆฐ ์„œ๋กœ ๋ฏธ์†Œ๋ฅผ ์ง€์œผ๋ฉฐ ์•…์ˆ˜๋ฅผ ํ–ˆ๊ณ ,
10:27
and I gave him my gift,
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์ €๋Š” ๊ทธ์—๊ฒŒ ์„ ๋ฌผ์„ ์ฃผ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:29
and he told me I was a guest in his home,
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๊ทธ๋Š” ์ œ๊ฒŒ ์ž๊ธฐ์ง‘ ์†๋‹˜์ด๋ผ๋ฉฐ, ํŽธํ•˜๊ฒŒ ์„œ๋กœ ๊ฐ™์ด
10:31
and we sat beside one another on a fabric couch.
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์ฒœ์†ŒํŒŒ์— ์•‰์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:34
It was then that Abed resumed at once
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๋ฐ”๋กœ ๋’ค ์•„๋ฒ ๋“œ๋Š” ๊ฐ‘์ž๊ธฐ
10:37
the tale of woe he had begun over the phone
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16๋…„ ์ „์— ์ „ํ™”๋กœ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ–ˆ์—ˆ๋˜
10:39
16 years before.
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๋„‹๋‘๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ์ด์–ด๊ฐ”์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:42
He'd just had surgery on his eyes, he said.
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๊ทธ๋Š” ์–ผ๋งˆ ์ „์— ๋ˆˆ์ˆ˜์ˆ ์„ ํ–ˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ๋งํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:45
He had problems with his side and his legs too,
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์˜†๊ตฌ๋ฆฌ์™€ ๋‹ค๋ฆฌ์—๋„ ๋ฌธ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์žˆ๊ณ ,
10:47
and, oh, he'd lost his teeth in the crash.
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์˜ค, ๋˜ ์ด๋นจ๋„ ์‚ฌ๊ณ  ๋•Œ ์žƒ์—ˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:50
Did I wish to see him remove them?
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ด๋Ÿฐ ๋ง์„ ๋“ฃ๊ธธ ์›ํ–ˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ–ˆ์„๊นŒ์š”?
10:53
Abed then rose and turned on the TV
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์•„๋ฒณ์€ ์ผ์–ด๋‚˜ ์ €๋ฅผ ํ˜ผ์ž ์žˆ์ง€ ์•Š๊ฒŒ ํ•˜๊ธฐ ์œ„ํ•ด,
10:55
so that I wouldn't be alone when he left the room,
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TV๋ฅผ ์ผœ๊ณ  ๋ฐฉ์„ ๋‚˜๊ฐ”๋‹ค๊ฐ€, ์‚ฌ๊ฑด์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ํด๋ผ๋กœ์ด๋“œ ์‚ฌ์ง„๋“ค๊ณผ
10:58
and returned with polaroids of the crash
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๊ทธ์˜ ์˜ค๋ž˜๋œ ์šด์ „๋ฉดํ—ˆ์ฆ์„
11:00
and his old driver's license.
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๊ฐ€์ง€๊ณ  ๋Œ์•„์™”์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
11:03
"I was handsome," he said.
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"์ž˜ ์ƒ๊ฒผ์—ˆ์ง€์š”"๋ผ๊ณ  ๋งํ•˜๋”๊ตฐ์š”.
11:07
We looked down at his laminated mug.
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์‚ฌ์ง„ ์† ๊ทธ์˜ ์–ผ๊ตด์„ ๋ณด์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
11:09
Abed had been less handsome than substantial,
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์ž˜ ์ƒ๊ฒผ๋‹ค๊ธฐ ๋ณด๋‹ค๋Š” ์•ผ๋ฌด์ง€๊ฒŒ ์ƒ๊ฒผ์œผ๋ฉฐ,
11:12
with thick black hair and a full face and a wide neck.
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๊ตต๊ณ  ๊ฒ€์€ ๋จธ๋ฆฌ์นด๋ฝ, ๋‘ฅ๊ทผ ์–ผ๊ตด๊ณผ ๊ตต์€ ๋ชฉ์„ ๊ฐ€์กŒ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
11:16
It was this youth who on May 16, 1990,
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์ด ์ Š์€์ด๊ฐ€ 1990๋…„ 5์›” 16์ผ,
11:19
had broken two necks including mine,
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์ €๋ฅผ ํฌํ•จํ•œ ๋‘ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์˜ ๋ชฉ์„ ๋ถ€๋Ÿฌ๋œจ๋ฆฌ๊ณ ,
11:21
and bruised one brain and taken one life.
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ํ•œ ๋ช…์˜ ๋‡Œ์— ํƒ€๋ฐ•์ƒ์„ ์ž…ํ˜”์œผ๋ฉฐ, ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ํ•œ ๋ช…์˜ ์ƒ๋ช…์„ ์•—์•„๊ฐ”์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
11:25
Twenty-one years later, he was now thinner than his wife,
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21๋…„ํ›„์˜ ๊ทธ์˜ ๋ชจ์Šต์€ ๊ทธ์˜ ์•„๋‚ด๋ณด๋‹ค๋„ ๋” ์•ผ์œ„์—ˆ๊ณ ,
11:27
his skin slack on his face,
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์–ผ๊ตด์€ ๋Š˜์–ด์ ธ ์žˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
11:29
and looking at Abed looking at his young self,
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์ Š์€ ์‹œ์ ˆ ์ž์‹ ์˜ ๋ชจ์Šต์„ ๋ฐ”๋ผ๋ณด๋Š” ์•„๋ฒ ๋“œ๋ฅผ ๋ณด๋ฉฐ,
11:32
I remembered looking at that photograph of my young self
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์‚ฌ๊ณ  ํ›„ ์ Š์€ ๋‚ด ์‚ฌ์ง„์„ ๋ณด๋˜ ์ œ ๋ชจ์Šต์„ ๊ธฐ์–ตํ•˜๊ณ ๋Š”,
11:34
after the crash, and recognized his longing.
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๊ทธ๊ฐ€ ๋ฌด์—‡์„ ๊ฐˆ๋งํ•˜๋Š”์ง€ ์•Œ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
11:38
"The crash changed both of our lives," I said.
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"์‚ฌ๊ณ ๊ฐ€ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ ๋ชจ๋‘์˜ ์ธ์ƒ์„ ๋ฐ”๊พธ์–ด ๋ฒ„๋ ธ๊ตฐ์š”." ๋ผ๊ณ  ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋งํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
11:43
Abed then showed me a picture of his mashed truck,
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๊ทธ ๋’ค ์•„๋ฒณ์€ ๊ทธ์˜ ์ฐŒ๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ์ง„ ์ฐจ ์‚ฌ์ง„์„ ๋ณด์—ฌ์ฃผ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
11:45
and said that the crash was the fault of a bus driver
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๊ทธ ์‚ฌ๊ณ ๋Š” ๋ฒ„์Šค ๊ธฐ์‚ฌ์˜ ์ž˜๋ชป์ด๋ผ๋ฉฐ, ์™ผ์ชฝ ์ฐจ์„ ์— ์žˆ์œผ๋ฉด์„œ
11:48
in the left lane who did not let him pass.
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๊ธธ์„ ๋น„์ผœ์ฃผ๊ธฐ ์•Š์€ ๊ฒƒ์ด ์ž˜๋ชป์ด๋ผ๊ณ  ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
11:51
I did not want to recap the crash with Abed.
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์•„๋ฒณ๊ณผ ์‚ฌ๊ณ ์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ๋Š” ํ•˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
11:54
I'd hoped for something simpler:
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์ €๋Š” ๊ทธ๋ƒฅ ํ„ฐํ‚ค์‹ ๋””์ €ํŠธ๋ฅผ ์ฃผ๊ณ 
11:56
to exchange a Turkish dessert for two words and be on my way.
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ํ•œ ๋‘๋งˆ๋”” ๋ง์ด๋‚˜ ๋“ฃ๊ณ  ์˜ค๋ ค๊ณ  ํ–ˆ์ง€์š”.
12:00
And so I didn't point out that in his own testimony
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์•„๋ฒณ์ด ๊ทธ ์ถฉ๋Œ ์‚ฌ๊ณ  ํ›„ ์•„์นจ์— ํ–ˆ๋˜ ์ง„์ˆ ์„œ์—
12:03
the morning after the crash,
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๋ฒ„์Šค ๊ธฐ์‚ฌ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด์„œ๋Š”
12:05
Abed did not even mention the bus driver.
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์–ธ๊ธ‰์กฐ์ฐจ ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์•˜๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ์ง€์ ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
12:07
No, I was quiet. I was quiet because I had not come for truth.
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์ €๋Š” ์•„๋ฌด ๋งํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ์™œ๋ƒํ•˜๋ฉด ์ง„์‹ค์„ ์ฐพ์•„ ์˜จ ๊ฒƒ์ด ์•„๋‹ˆ๊ณ ,
12:11
I had come for remorse.
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๊ทธ์˜ ๋‰˜์šฐ์นจ์„ ๋“ค์œผ๋Ÿฌ ์™”์œผ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ์š”.
12:14
And so I now went looking for remorse
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋‰˜์šฐ์นจ์„ ์ฐพ์œผ๋Ÿฌ ์™”๊ธฐ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์—
12:16
and threw truth under the bus.
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์ง„์‹ค์€ ๋ฒ„์Šค ๋ฐ”๋‹ฅ์œผ๋กœ ๋˜์ ธ์ ธ ๋ฒ„๋ ธ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
12:18
"I understand," I said, "that the crash was not your fault,
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"์‚ฌ๊ณ ๊ฐ€ ๋‹น์‹  ์ž˜๋ชป์ด ์•„๋‹ˆ์—ˆ์–ด๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์€ ์ดํ•ดํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค,
12:21
but does it make you sad that others suffered?"
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๊ทธ ์‚ฌ๊ณ ๋กœ ๊ณ ํ†ต ๋ฐ›๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์— ์Šฌํ”„์ง€ ์•Š๋‚˜์š”?"
12:26
Abed spoke three quick words.
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์•„๋ฒณ์€ ๋น ๋ฅด๊ฒŒ ์„ธ ๋งˆ๋”” ๋ง์„ ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
12:28
"Yes, I suffered."
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"๋„ค, ์ €๋„ ๊ณ ํ†ต์Šค๋Ÿฌ์› ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค."
12:32
Abed then told me why he'd suffered.
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์•„๋ฒณ์€ ์™œ ๊ทธ๊ฐ€ ๊ณ ํ†ต์Šค๋Ÿฌ์› ๋Š”์ง€ ๋งํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
12:35
He'd lived an unholy life before the crash,
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๊ทธ๋Š” ์‚ฌ๊ณ  ์ „์—๋Š” ๊ฑฐ๋ฃฉํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์€ ์‚ถ์„ ์‚ด์•˜๋Š”๋ฐ,
12:38
and so God had ordained the crash,
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์‹ ์ด ์‚ฌ๊ณ ๋ฅผ ๋ƒˆ๊ณ , ์‚ฌ๊ณ  ์ดํ›„ ๊ทธ๋Š”
12:40
but now, he said, he was religious, and God was pleased.
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์ง€๊ธˆ ์‹ ์•™์‹ฌ์ด ๊นŠ์€ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์ด ๋˜์–ด, ์‹ ๊ป˜์„œ ๊ธฐ๋ปํ•˜์‹ ๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
12:44
It was then that God intervened:
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๊ทธ๋•Œ ๊ทธ ์‹ ๊ป˜์„œ ๊ฐœ์ž…ํ•˜์…จ๋Š”์ง€,
12:47
news on the TV of a car wreck that hours before
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TV ๋‰ด์Šค์—์„œ๋Š” ๋ช‡์‹œ๊ฐ„์ „ ๋ถ์ชฝ์—์„œ ์ฐจ ์‚ฌ๊ณ ๋กœ
12:50
had killed three people up north.
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3๋ช…์ด ์ฃฝ์—ˆ๋‹ค๋Š” ์†Œ์‹์„ ์ „ํ•ด์™”์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
12:53
We looked up at the wreckage.
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์‚ฌ๊ณ  ์ž”ํ•ด๋ฅผ ๋ฐ”๋ผ ๋ณด์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
12:55
"Strange," I said.
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"์–ด์ƒ‰ํ•˜๊ตฐ์š”", ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋งํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
12:58
"Strange," he agreed.
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"์–ด์ƒ‰ํ•˜๋„ค์š”", ๊ทธ๊ฐ€ ๋™์˜ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
13:01
I had the thought that there, on Route 804,
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์ €๋Š” 804๋ฒˆ ๊ณ ์†๋„๋กœ์—์„œ
13:04
there were perpetrators and victims,
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์‚ฌ๊ณ ์— ์˜ํ•ด ๋ฌถ์—ฌ์ง„ ๊ฐ€ํ•ด์ž์™€ ํ”ผํ•ด์ž๊ฐ€
13:06
dyads bound by a crash.
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์žˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
13:08
Some, as had Abed, would forget the date.
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์–ด๋–ค ์ด๋Š” ์•„๋ฒ ๋“œ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ๋‚ ์งœ๋ฅผ ๊ธฐ์–ตํ•˜์ง€ ๋ชปํ•  ๊ฒƒ์ด๊ณ ,
13:10
Some, as had I, would remember.
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๊ทธ ์–ด๋–ค ์ด๋Š” ์ €์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ๊ธฐ์–ตํ•  ๊ฒƒ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
13:13
The report finished and Abed spoke.
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๋ฐฉ์†ก์ด ๋๋‚˜๊ณ  ์•„๋ฒณ์ด ๋งํ•˜๊ธฐ๋ฅผ,
13:16
"It is a pity," he said, "that the police
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"๊ฒฝ์ฐฐ๋“ค์ด ๋‚˜์œ ์šด์ „ ๊ธฐ์‚ฌ๋“ค์—๊ฒŒ
13:19
in this country are not tough enough on bad drivers."
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๊ฐ•๋ ฅํ•˜๊ฒŒ ๋Œ€์‘ํ•˜์ง€ ๋ชปํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์€ ๋งค์šฐ ์•ˆํƒ€๊นŒ์šด ์ผ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค"
13:24
I was baffled.
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์ €๋Š” ๊ธฐ๊ฐ€ ๋ง‰ํ˜”์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค,
13:27
Abed had said something remarkable.
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์•„๋ฒ ๋“œ๋Š” ์ •๋ง ์ฃผ๋ชฉํ•  ๋งŒํ•œ ๋ง์„ ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
13:29
Did it point up the degree to which he'd absolved himself of the crash?
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์ž๊ธฐ๊ฐ€ ํšŒํ”ผํ•˜๋ คํ–ˆ๋˜ ์‚ฌ๊ณ  ์ฑ…์ž„์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ
13:33
Was it evidence of guilt, an assertion
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์ž˜๋ชป์„ ๋งํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฑด๊ฐ€?
13:35
that he should have been put away longer?
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์•„๋‹ˆ๋ฉด ๊ฐ์˜ฅ์— ๋” ์˜ค๋žœ ๋™์•ˆ ์žˆ์–ด์•ผ ํ–ˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ•˜๋‚˜?
13:37
He'd served six months in prison, lost his truck license for a decade.
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๊ทธ๋Š” 6๊ฐœ์›”๋™์•ˆ ๊ฐ์˜ฅ์— ์žˆ์—ˆ๊ณ , 10 ๋…„๊ฐ„ ์šด์ „๋ฉดํ—ˆ๋ฅผ ์ทจ์†Œ ๋‹นํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
13:41
I forgot my discretion.
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์ €๋Š” ์‹ ์ค‘ํ•จ์„ ์žŠ๊ณ  ๋ง์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
13:43
"Um, Abed," I said,
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์ €๋Š” "์Œ, ์•„๋ฒ ๋“œ,
13:46
"I thought you had a few driving issues before the crash."
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์‚ฌ๊ณ  ์ „์—๋„ ์œ„๋ฐ˜ ์‚ฌ๊ฑด์ด ์ข€ ์žˆ์—ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ์š”", ๋ผ๊ณ  ๋งํ•˜์ž
13:50
"Well," he said, "I once went 60 in a 40."
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๊ทธ๋Š” "๊ธ€์„ธ์š”, ํ•œ๋ฒˆ 70km ๋„๋กœ์—์„œ 100km๋กœ ๊ฐ„ ์ ์ด ์žˆ์—ˆ์–ด์š”"
13:54
And so 27 violations --
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27 ๋ฒˆ์˜ ์œ„๋ฐ˜๋“ค -
13:58
driving through a red light, driving at excessive speed,
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์‹ ํ˜ธ ์œ„๋ฐ˜, ์†๋„ ์œ„๋ฐ˜, ์ค‘์•™์„  ์นจ๋ฒ”,
14:01
driving on the wrong side of a barrier,
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋งˆ์ง€๋ง‰์œผ๋กœ ๊ทธ ์–ธ๋•์„ ๋‚ด๋ ค๊ฐ€๋ฉฐ ๋ธŒ๋ ˆ์ดํฌ๋ฅผ ๋ฏธ๋„๋Ÿฌ๋œจ๋ฆฐ ๊ฒƒ -
14:03
and finally, riding his brakes down that hill --
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์•„๋ฒณ์€ ๊ทธ ๋ชจ๋“  ๊ฒƒ๋“ค์„ ๋‹จ ํ•œ ๊ฐœ์˜ ์‚ฌ๊ฑด์œผ๋กœ
14:05
reduced to one.
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์ค„์—ฌ๋ฒ„๋ ธ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
14:07
And it was then I understood that no matter how stark the reality,
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๊ทธ ๋•Œ ์ €๋Š” ์‚ฌ์‹ค์ด ์•„๋ฌด๋ฆฌ ํ™•์‹คํ• ์ง€๋ผ๋„
14:10
the human being fits it into a narrative that is palatable.
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์ธ๊ฐ„์€ ๊ทธ๊ฒƒ์„ ์ž์‹ ์—๊ฒŒ ์œ ๋ฆฌํ•˜๊ฒŒ ๋งž์ถ”์–ด ๋ฒ„๋ฆฐ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ์•Œ์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
14:14
The goat becomes the hero. The perpetrator becomes the victim.
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ํฌ์ƒ์–‘์€ ์˜์›…์ด ๋˜๊ณ , ๊ฐ€ํ•ด์ž๋Š” ํ”ผํ•ด์ž๊ฐ€ ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
14:18
It was then I understood that Abed would never apologize.
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์ €๋Š” ์•„๋ฒ ๋“œ๊ฐ€ ์ ˆ๋Œ€ ์‚ฌ๊ณผํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์„ ๊ฒƒ์„ ์•Œ์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
14:24
Abed and I sat with our coffee.
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์•„๋ฒ ๋“œ์™€ ์ €๋Š” ์•‰์•„์„œ ์ปคํ”ผ๋ฅผ ๋งˆ์…จ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
14:28
We'd spent 90 minutes together,
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90๋ถ„์„ ํ•จ๊ป˜ ํ–ˆ๊ณ ,
14:30
and he was now known to me.
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์ด์   ๊ทธ๋ฅผ ์•Œ๊ฒŒ ๋˜์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
14:33
He was not a particularly bad man
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๊ทธ๋Š” ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๋‚˜์œ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋„ ์•„๋‹ˆ๊ณ ,
14:35
or a particularly good man.
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๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ์ข‹์€ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋„ ์•„๋‹ˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
14:37
He was a limited man
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๊ทธ๋Š” ๊ทธ์ € ๋‹จ์ˆœํ•œ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์ด์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
14:40
who'd found it within himself to be kind to me.
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๊ทธ๋Š” ์ œ๊ฒŒ ์นœ์ ˆํžˆ ๋Œ€ํ–ˆ๊ณ ,
14:43
With a nod to Jewish custom,
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์œ ๋Œ€์‹์œผ๋กœ ๋ชฉ๋ก€ํ•˜๋ฉฐ
14:44
he told me that I should live to be 120 years old.
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๋‚ด๊ฐ€ 120์‚ด๊นŒ์ง€ ์‚ด ๊ฒƒ์ด๋ผ๊ณ  ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
14:48
But it was hard for me to relate to one who had
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ๋‚˜, ๊ทธ๊ฐ€ ์ €์ง€๋ฅธ ๋ถˆํ–‰ํ•œ ์ผ๋“ค๊ณผ๋Š” ์ „ํ˜€ ์ƒ๊ด€์—†๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ
14:50
so completely washed his hands of his own calamitous doing,
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๊นจ๋—์ด ์†์”ป๊ณ  ๋๋‚ด๋ ค๊ณ  ํ•˜๊ณ , ์‚ฌ๊ณ ๋กœ ์ธํ•ด ๋‘ ๋ช…์ด ์ฃฝ์€ ๊ฑธ๋กœ ์•Œ๊ณ  ์žˆ๋‹ค๋ฉฐ
14:53
to one whose life was so unexamined that he said
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์•„๋ฌด๋ ‡์ง€ ์•Š๊ฒŒ ํ–‰๋™ํ•˜๋ฉด์„œ ๋ฐ˜์„ฑํ•  ์ค„ ๋ชจ๋ฅด๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์„ ์ดํ•ดํ•˜๋ ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์€
14:58
he thought two people had died in the crash.
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์ œ๊ฒŒ๋Š” ํž˜๋“  ์ผ์ด์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
15:05
There was much I wished to say to Abed.
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์•„๋ฒ ๋“œ์—๊ฒŒ ํ•˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์€ ๋ง์ด ๋งŽ์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
15:08
I wished to tell him that, were he to acknowledge my disability,
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์žฅ์• ์ธ์ด ๋œ ๊ฒƒ์„ ์ธ์‹ํ–ˆ๋‹ค๋ฉด,
15:12
it would be okay,
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๋‹ค๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ์ ˆ๋š์ด๋ฉด์„œ๋„
15:14
for people are wrong to marvel
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๋ฏธ์†Œ์ง“๋Š” ์ €์™€ ๊ฐ™์€ ์ด๋“ค์—๊ฒŒ
15:16
at those like me who smile as we limp.
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๋†€๋ผ์›Œํ•˜๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด ์ด์ƒํ•œ๊ฑฐ๋ผ๊ณ , ๊ดœ์ฐฎ๋‹ค๊ณ  ๋งํ•˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
15:19
People don't know that they have lived through worse,
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์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์€ ๊ณผ์† ํŠธ๋Ÿญ ์ถฉ๋Œ์˜ ์ถฉ๊ฒฉ๋ณด๋‹ค
15:23
that problems of the heart hit with a force greater than a runaway truck,
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๋งˆ์Œ์— ์ƒ์ฒ˜๋ฅผ ์ฃผ๋Š” ์ผ์ด ๋” ์•„ํ”„๊ณ ,
15:27
that problems of the mind are greater still,
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๋ฐฑ์—ฌ ์กฐ๊ฐ์œผ๋กœ ๋ถ€์„œ์ง„ ๋ชฉ๋ณด๋‹ค
15:29
more injurious, than a hundred broken necks.
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๋งˆ์Œ์˜ ์ƒ์ฒ˜๊ฐ€ ๋” ํฌ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ๋ชจ๋ฆ…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
15:33
I wished to tell him that what makes most of us who we are
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๊ทธ์—๊ฒŒ ๋ฌด์—‡์ด ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ์ง€๊ธˆ์˜ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋กœ ๋งŒ๋“œ๋Š” ์ง€๋ฅผ
15:36
most of all
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๋งํ•ด์ฃผ๊ณ  ์‹ถ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
15:38
is not our minds and not our bodies
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๋ฌด์—‡๋ณด๋‹ค ์šฐ๋ฆฌ์˜ ์ •์‹ ์ด๋‚˜ ๋ชธ์ด๋‚˜,
15:40
and not what happens to us,
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ์—๊ฒŒ ์ผ์–ด๋‚œ ์ผ์ด ์•„๋‹ˆ๋ผ
15:42
but how we respond to what happens to us.
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์ผ์–ด๋‚œ ์ผ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ๋ฐ˜์‘ํ•˜๋Š”๊ฐ€๋ผ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ๋งํ•˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
15:45
"This," wrote the psychiatrist Viktor Frankl,
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์ •์‹ ์˜ํ•™์ž์ธ ๋น…ํ„ฐ ํ”„๋žญํด์€ ๋งํ•˜๊ธธ,
15:47
"is the last of the human freedoms:
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"๊ทธ๊ฒƒ์€ ์–ด๋– ํ•œ ์ƒํ™ฉ์— ๋†“์ด๋”๋ผ๋„
15:49
to choose one's attitude in any given set of circumstances."
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์‚ถ์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ํƒœ๋„๋งŒํผ์€ ์ž์‹ ์ด ์„ ํƒํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ์ž์œ ์ด๋‹ค."
15:54
I wished to tell him that not only paralyzers
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์ €๋Š” ๊ทธ์—๊ฒŒ ์žฅ์• ๋ฅผ ์ผ์œผํ‚จ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๊ณผ
15:57
and paralyzees must evolve, reconcile to reality,
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์žฅ์• ๋ฅผ ๋‹นํ•œ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ ๋ฟ ์•„๋‹ˆ๋ผ
16:01
but we all must --
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ ๋ชจ๋‘ - ๋‚˜์ด๋“ค๊ณ , ๋ถˆ์•ˆ์— ๋–จ๊ณ ,
16:03
the aging and the anxious and the divorced and the balding
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์ดํ˜ผํ•˜๊ณ , ๋จธ๋ฆฌ ์ˆฑ์ด ๋น ์ ธ๊ฐ€๊ณ , ํŒŒ์‚ฐ์„ ๋‹นํ•ด๋„
16:07
and the bankrupt and everyone.
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ํ˜„์‹ค ๊ทธ๋Œ€๋กœ๋ฅผ ๋ฐ›์•„ ๋“ค์—ฌ์•ผ ํ•œ๋‹ค๊ณ  ๋งํ•˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
16:11
I wished to tell him that one does not have to say
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๋˜ ์ €๋Š” ๊ทธ์—๊ฒŒ ๋‚˜์œ ์ผ์ด ์ข‹์€ ์ผ์ด ๋  ์ˆ˜๋Š” ์—†๋‹ค๊ณ ,
16:14
that a bad thing is good,
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๋‚˜์œ ์ผ๋„ ์‹ ์—๊ฒŒ์„œ ์™”์œผ๋‹ˆ
16:16
that a crash is from God and so a crash is good,
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์‚ฌ๊ณ ๋„ ์ข‹์€ ๊ฒƒ์ด๊ณ , ๋ชฉ์ด ๋ถ€๋Ÿฌ์ง„ ๊ฒƒ๋„ ์ข‹์€ ๊ฒƒ์ด๋ผ๊ณ 
16:19
a broken neck is good.
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๋งํ•  ์ˆ˜๋Š” ์—†๋‹ค๊ณ  ๋งํ•˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
16:20
One can say that a bad thing sucks,
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๋ˆ„๊ตฌ๋„ ๋‚˜์œ ์ผ์„ ์ €์ฃผํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์ง€๋งŒ,
16:23
but that this natural world still has many glories.
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ์‚ฌ๋Š” ์„ธ์ƒ์€ ์•„์ง ๋งŽ์€ ์ข‹์€ ๊ฒƒ๋“ค์ด ์žˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ๋ง์ด์ง€์š”.
16:28
I wished to tell him that, in the end, our mandate is clear:
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์ €๋Š” ๊ทธ์—๊ฒŒ ๋งˆ์ง€๋ง‰ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ์˜ ์ž„๋ฌด๋Š” ๋ถ„๋ช…ํ•˜๋‹ค๊ณ ,
16:33
We have to rise above bad fortune.
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๋‚˜์œ ์šด์„ ๋ฐŸ๊ณ  ์ผ์–ด์„œ์•ผ ํ•œ๋‹ค๊ณ  ๋งํ•˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
16:36
We have to be in the good and enjoy the good,
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์ข‹์€ ๊ฒƒ ์•ˆ์—์„œ, ์ข‹์€ ๊ฒƒ์„ ์ฆ๊ฒจ์•ผ ํ•œ๋‹ค๊ณ ,
16:39
study and work and adventure and friendship -- oh, friendship --
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๊ณต๋ถ€ํ•˜๊ณ , ์ผํ•˜๊ณ , ๋ชจํ—˜๊ณผ ์šฐ์ • - ์˜ค ์šฐ์ • -- ๊ณต๋™์ฒด์™€ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘์„
16:45
and community and love.
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์ฆ๊ฒจ์•ผ ํ•œ๋‹ค๊ณ  ๋งํ•˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
16:49
But most of all, I wished to tell him
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๋ฌด์—‡๋ณด๋‹ค๋„ ์ €๋Š” ์—๋ฒ ๋“œ์—๊ฒŒ
16:51
what Herman Melville wrote,
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ํ—ˆ๋จผ ๋ฉœ๋นŒ์ด ์“ด ๊ฒƒ์„ ์–˜๊ธฐ ํ•ด์ฃผ๊ณ  ์‹ถ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
16:54
that "truly to enjoy bodily warmth,
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"์ง„์ •์œผ๋กœ ๋ชธ์˜ ์˜จ๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ๋Š๋ผ๊ธฐ ์œ„ํ•ด์„œ๋Š”
16:57
some small part of you must be cold,
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๋ชธ์˜ ์–ด๋–ค ๋ถ€๋ถ„์€ ์ฐจ๊ฐ€์›Œ์ ธ์•ผ๋งŒ ํ•œ๋‹ค.
17:00
for there is no quality in this world
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์™œ๋ƒํ•˜๋ฉด ์„ธ์ƒ์—๋Š”
17:02
that is not what it is merely by contrast."
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๋Œ€์กฐ์—†์ด ๋ณด์—ฌ์ง€๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์€ ์—†๊ธฐ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์ด๋‹ค."
17:05
Yes, contrast.
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์š”, ๋Œ€์กฐ.
17:08
If you are mindful of what you do not have,
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๋งŒ์•ฝ ์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ๋ถ„์ด ๊ฐ€์ง€์ง€ ๋ชปํ•œ ๊ฒƒ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ์‹ ๊ฒฝ์„ ์“ด๋‹ค๋ฉด,
17:10
you may be truly mindful of what you do have,
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์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ๋ถ„์ด ๊ฐ€์ง€๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด์„œ ์ง„์ •์œผ๋กœ ์‹ ๊ฒฝ์“ฐ๊ฒŒ ๋  ๊ฒƒ์ด๊ณ ,
17:13
and if the gods are kind, you may truly enjoy what you have.
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์‹ ์ด ์นœ์ ˆํ•˜๋‹ค๋ฉด, ์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ๋ถ„์ด ๊ฐ€์ง€๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ์ง„์ •์œผ๋กœ ์ฆ๊ธธ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์„ ๊ฒƒ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
17:17
That is the one singular gift you may receive
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๋งŒ์•ฝ ์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ๋ถ„์ด ์‹ค์กด์˜ ๋ฐฉ๋ฒ• ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์— ๊ณ ๋ฏผํ•œ๋‹ค๋ฉด,
17:20
if you suffer in any existential way.
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๊ทธ๊ฒƒ์ด ๋ฐ”๋กœ ์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ๋ถ„์ด ๋ฐ›์€ ํ•˜๋‚˜์˜ ์„ ๋ฌผ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
17:23
You know death, and so may wake each morning
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์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ๋ถ„์€ ์ฃฝ์Œ์„ ์•Œ๊ณ , ๋งค์ผ ์ผ์–ด๋‚˜๋ฉฐ,
17:25
pulsing with ready life.
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์ค€๋น„๋œ ์‚ถ์— ๋‘๊ทผ๊ฑฐ๋ฆด ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
17:27
Some part of you is cold,
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์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ๋ถ„์˜ ์–ด๋–ค ๋ถ€๋ถ„์ด ์ฐจ๊ฐ€์šฐ๋ฉด,
17:28
and so another part may truly enjoy what it is to be warm,
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๋‹ค๋ฅธ ๋ถ€๋ถ„์˜ ๋”ฐ๋œปํ•จ์„ ์ง„์ •์œผ๋กœ ์ฆ๊ธธ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๊ณ ,
17:32
or even to be cold.
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์•„๋‹ˆ๋ฉด ์˜คํžˆ๋ ค ์ฐจ๊ฐ€์šด ๊ฒƒ์„ ์ฆ๊ธธ ์ˆ˜๋„ ์žˆ๊ฒ ์ง€์š”.
17:35
When one morning, years after the crash,
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์–ด๋Š ๋‚  ์•„์นจ, ์‚ฌ๊ณ ๊ฐ€ ๋‚œ์ง€ ์ˆ˜ ๋…„ ํ›„,
17:37
I stepped onto stone and the underside of my left foot
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์ €๋Š” ๋Œ ์œ„๋กœ ๋ฐœ๊ฑธ์Œ์„ ์˜ฎ๊ธฐ๋ฉฐ, ์ €์˜ ์™ผ๋ฐœ ์•„๋ž˜์—์„œ
17:40
felt the flash of cold, nerves at last awake,
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์ฐจ๊ฐ€์›€์„ ๋Š๋ผ๋ฉฐ, ์‹ ๊ฒฝ๋“ค์ด ๋งˆ์นจ๋‚ด ๊นจ์–ด๋‚˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ๋Š๊ผˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
17:43
it was exhilarating, a gust of snow.
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๊ทธ๊ฒƒ์€ ๋งˆ์น˜ ์ฐจ๊ฐ€์šด ๋ฐ”๋žŒ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ์ƒ์พŒํ–ˆ์ง€์š”.
17:48
But I didn't say these things to Abed.
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๊ทธ๋ ‡์ง€๋งŒ ์ €๋Š” ์•„๋ฒ ๋“œ์—๊ฒŒ ์ด๋Ÿฐ ๊ฒƒ์„ ๋งํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
17:52
I told him only that he had killed one man, not two.
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์ €๋Š” ๋‹จ์ง€ ๊ทธ๊ฐ€ ๋‘ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์ด ์•„๋‹ˆ๋ผ ํ•œ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์„ ์ฃฝ์˜€๋‹ค๊ณ  ๋งํ–ˆ๊ณ ,
17:56
I told him the name of that man.
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๊ทธ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์˜ ์ด๋ฆ„์„ ๋งํ•ด์ฃผ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
18:01
And then I said, "Goodbye."
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์ €๋Š” "์•ˆ๋…•ํžˆ ๊ณ„์„ธ์š”"๋ผ๊ณ  ๋งํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
18:05
Thank you.
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๊ฐ์‚ฌํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
18:07
(Applause)
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(๋ฐ•์ˆ˜)
18:13
Thanks a lot.
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์ •๋ง ๊ฐ์‚ฌํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
18:16
(Applause)
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(๋ฐ•์ˆ˜)
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์ด ์‚ฌ์ดํŠธ๋Š” ์˜์–ด ํ•™์Šต์— ์œ ์šฉํ•œ YouTube ๋™์˜์ƒ์„ ์†Œ๊ฐœํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ์ „ ์„ธ๊ณ„ ์ตœ๊ณ ์˜ ์„ ์ƒ๋‹˜๋“ค์ด ๊ฐ€๋ฅด์น˜๋Š” ์˜์–ด ์ˆ˜์—…์„ ๋ณด๊ฒŒ ๋  ๊ฒƒ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ๊ฐ ๋™์˜์ƒ ํŽ˜์ด์ง€์— ํ‘œ์‹œ๋˜๋Š” ์˜์–ด ์ž๋ง‰์„ ๋”๋ธ” ํด๋ฆญํ•˜๋ฉด ๊ทธ๊ณณ์—์„œ ๋™์˜์ƒ์ด ์žฌ์ƒ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ๋น„๋””์˜ค ์žฌ์ƒ์— ๋งž์ถฐ ์ž๋ง‰์ด ์Šคํฌ๋กค๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ์˜๊ฒฌ์ด๋‚˜ ์š”์ฒญ์ด ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ฒฝ์šฐ ์ด ๋ฌธ์˜ ์–‘์‹์„ ์‚ฌ์šฉํ•˜์—ฌ ๋ฌธ์˜ํ•˜์‹ญ์‹œ์˜ค.

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