How I made friends with reality | Emily Levine

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ูŠุฑุฌู‰ ุงู„ู†ู‚ุฑ ู†ู‚ุฑู‹ุง ู…ุฒุฏูˆุฌู‹ุง ููˆู‚ ุงู„ุชุฑุฌู…ุฉ ุงู„ุฅู†ุฌู„ูŠุฒูŠุฉ ุฃุฏู†ุงู‡ ู„ุชุดุบูŠู„ ุงู„ููŠุฏูŠูˆ.

ุงู„ู…ุชุฑุฌู…: Nawal Sharabati ุงู„ู…ุฏู‚ู‘ู‚:
00:12
I'm going to first tell you something that in my grandmother
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ุณุฃุฎุจุฑูƒู… ุฃูˆู„ู‹ุง ุดูŠุฆู‹ุง ู„ูˆ ูƒุงู† ููŠ ุฒู…ู† ุฌุฏุชูŠ
00:16
would've elicited a five-oy alarm:
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ุณูŠุซูŠุฑ ุชู†ุจูŠู‡ ุงู„ุฎู…ุณุฉู ุฃูˆูŠ:
00:19
"Oy-oy-oy-oy-oy."
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"ุฃูˆูŠ-ุฃูˆูŠ- ุฃูˆูŠ- ุฃูˆูŠ- ุฃูˆูŠ"
00:20
(Laughter)
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00:21
And here it is ... are you ready?
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ูˆู‡ุง ู‡ูˆ ... ู‡ู„ ุฃู†ุชู… ู…ุณุชุนุฏูˆู†ุŸ
00:25
OK.
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ุญุณู†ู‹ุง!
00:27
I have stage IV lung cancer.
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ุฃุนุงู†ูŠ ู…ู† ุณุฑุทุงู† ุงู„ุฑุฆุฉ ููŠ ู…ุฑุญู„ุชู‡ ุงู„ุฑุงุจุนุฉ.
00:32
Oh, I know, "poor me."
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ุฃูˆู‡! ุฃุนุฑูุŒ "ูƒู… ุฃู†ุง ู…ุณูƒูŠู†ุฉ".
00:33
I don't feel that way.
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ู„ุง ุฃุดุนุฑู ุจู‡ุฐุง ุงู„ุดุนูˆุฑ.
00:34
I'm so OK with it.
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ูุฃู†ุง ู…ุชุตุงู„ุญุฉ ู…ุนู‡.
00:37
And granted, I have certain advantages --
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ูˆุฅู†ู†ูŠ ู…ุญุธูˆุธุฉุŒ ูู„ุฏูŠ ุจุนุถ ุงู„ู…ุฒุงูŠุงุŒ
00:39
not everybody can take so cavalier an attitude.
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ู„ุง ูŠุณุชุทูŠุน ุงู„ุฌู…ูŠุน ุชู‚ุจู„ ู…ูˆู‚ู ุนุฌูˆุฒ ู…ุชุนุฌุฑูุฉ.
00:42
I don't have young children.
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ู„ูŠุณ ู„ุฏูŠ ุฃุทูุงู„ ุตุบุงุฑ ุงู„ุณู†.
00:44
I have a grown daughter who's brilliant and happy and wonderful.
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ู„ุฏูŠ ุงุจู†ุฉ ูƒุจูŠุฑุฉ ููŠ ุงู„ุณู† ูˆู‡ูŠ ุฐูƒูŠุฉุŒ ูˆุณุนูŠุฏุฉ ูˆุฑุงุฆุนุฉ.
00:48
I don't have huge financial stress.
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ูˆู„ูŠุณุช ู„ุฏูŠ ุถุบูˆุท ู…ุงู„ูŠุฉ ูƒุจูŠุฑุฉ.
00:52
My cancer isn't that aggressive.
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ูˆุงู„ุณุฑุทุงู† ุงู„ุฐูŠ ุฃูุนุงู†ูŠ ู…ู†ู‡ ู„ูŠุณ ุดุฑุณู‹ุง.
00:54
It's kind of like the Democratic leadership --
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ูŠุดุจู‡ ุฅู„ู‰ ุญุฏู ู…ุง ู‚ุงุฏุฉ ุงู„ุฏูŠู…ู‚ุฑุงุทูŠูŠู†ุŒ
00:56
(Laughter)
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01:00
not convinced it can win.
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ุบูŠุฑ ู…ู‚ุชู†ุน ุจุฅู…ูƒุงู†ูŠุฉ ููˆุฒู‡.
01:02
It's basically just sitting there,
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ุฅู†ู‡ ูŠุฌู„ุณู ู‡ู†ุงูƒ ููŠ ุงู„ุฃุณุงุณุŒ
01:04
waiting for Goldman Sachs to give it some money.
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ูŠู†ุชุธุฑู ุฌูˆู„ุฏู…ุงู† ุณุงูƒุณ ู„ู…ู†ุญู‡ ุจุนุถ ุงู„ุฃู…ูˆุงู„.
01:06
(Laughter)
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01:07
(Applause)
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01:12
Oh, and the best thing of all --
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ุฃูˆู‡! ูˆุฃูุถู„ ุดูŠุก ุนู„ู‰ ุงู„ุฅุทู„ุงู‚ุŒ
01:15
I have a major accomplishment under my belt.
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ู„ุฏูŠ ุฅู†ุฌุงุฒ ุฑุฆูŠุณูŠ ููŠ ุญูˆุฒุชูŠ.
01:18
Yes.
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ู†ุนู….
01:20
I didn't even know it until someone tweeted me a year ago.
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ู„ู… ุฃุนุฑู ุนู†ู‡ ุญุชู‰ ุฃุฑุณู„ ุฃุญุฏู‡ู… ู„ูŠ ุจุชุบุฑูŠุฏุฉ ู‚ุจู„ ุนุงู….
01:24
And here's what they said:
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ูˆุฅู„ูŠูƒู… ู…ุง ู‚ุงู„:
01:26
"You are responsible
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"ุฃู†ุชู ู…ุณุคูˆู„ุฉ
01:28
for the pussification of the American male."
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ุนู† ุถุนู ูˆุชุฎู†ุซ ุงู„ุฑุฌู„ ุงู„ุฃู…ุฑูŠูƒูŠ".
01:32
(Laughter)
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01:33
(Applause)
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(ุชุตููŠู‚)
01:37
Not that I can take all the credit, but ...
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ู„ูŠุณ ูˆูƒุฃู†ู†ูŠ ูŠู…ูƒู†ู†ูŠ ุชุญู…ู„ ูƒู„ ุงู„ุซู†ุงุกุŒ ูˆู„ูƒู†ุŒ
01:40
(Laughter)
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01:44
But what if you don't have my advantages?
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ูˆู„ูƒู† ู…ุงุฐุง ู„ูˆ ู„ู… ุชูƒู† ู„ุฏูŠูƒู… ุณู…ุงุชูŠุŸ
01:48
The only advice I can give you is to do what I did:
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ุฃุณุชุทูŠุน ุฃู† ุฃุณุฏูŠ ู„ูƒู… ู†ุตูŠุญุฉ ูˆุงุญุฏุฉ ูˆู‡ูŠ ุงู„ู‚ูŠุงู… ุจู…ุง ู‚ู…ุช ุจู‡:
01:52
make friends with reality.
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ูƒูˆู†ูˆุง ุฃุตุฏู‚ุงุก ู…ุน ุงู„ูˆุงู‚ุน.
01:55
You couldn't have a worse relationship with reality than I did.
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ู„ุง ูŠู…ูƒู† ุฃู† ูŠูƒูˆู† ู„ุฏูŠูƒู… ุนู„ุงู‚ุงุช ุฃุณูˆุฃ ู…ุน ุงู„ูˆุงู‚ุน ุฃูƒุซุฑ ู…ู†ูŠ.
02:00
From the get-go,
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ู…ู†ุฐ ุงู„ุจุฏุงูŠุฉุŒ
02:02
I wasn't even attracted to reality.
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ุญุชู‰ ุฃู†ู†ูŠ ู„ู… ุฃูƒู† ู…ู†ุฌุฐุจุฉ ุฅู„ู‰ ุงู„ูˆุงู‚ุน.
02:05
If they'd had Tinder when I met reality,
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ู„ูˆ ูƒุงู† ู‡ู†ุงูƒ ุชุทุจูŠู‚ ุชูŠู†ุฏุฑ ุนู†ุฏู…ุง ุงู„ุชู‚ูŠุชู ุจุงู„ูˆุงู‚ุนุŒ
02:08
I would have swiped left
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ู„ุชุฌุงู‡ู„ุชู‡ ูˆุณุญุจุช ุฌู‡ุฉ ุงู„ูŠุณุงุฑ
02:09
and the whole thing would have been over.
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ูˆู„ูƒุงู† ูƒู„ ุดูŠุก ู‚ุฏ ุงู†ุชู‡ู‰.
02:11
(Laughter)
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02:13
And reality and I --
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ูˆุฃู†ุง ูˆุงู„ูˆุงู‚ุน...
02:15
we don't share the same values, the same goals --
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ู„ุง ู†ุชุดุงุฑูƒ ู†ูุณ ุงู„ู‚ูŠู… ูˆุงู„ุฃู‡ุฏุงู...
02:18
(Laughter)
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02:19
To be honest, I don't have goals;
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ู„ุฃูƒูˆู† ุตุฑูŠุญุฉ ู…ุนูƒู…ุŒ ู„ู… ูŠูŽูƒู† ู„ุฏูŠู‘ ุฃู‡ุฏุงูุŒ
02:22
I have fantasies.
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ู„ุฏูŠู‘ ุฎูŠุงู„ุงุช.
02:24
They're exactly like goals but without the hard work.
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ุชุดุจู‡ ุชู…ุงู…ู‹ุง ุงู„ุฃู‡ุฏุงู ูˆู„ูƒู† ุฏูˆู† ุนู…ู„ ุฌุงุฏ.
02:28
(Laughter)
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02:30
(Applause)
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02:31
I'm not a big fan of hard work,
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ู„ุณุชู ู…ู†ุงุตุฑุฉ ู‚ูˆูŠุฉ ู„ู„ุนู…ู„ ุงู„ุฌุงุฏุŒ
02:34
but you know reality --
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ูˆู„ูƒู†ูƒู… ุชุนุฑููˆู† ุงู„ูˆุงู‚ุน ...
02:36
it's either push, push, push, push, push
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ุฅู†ู‡ ุฅู…ุง ุงู„ู…ุญุงูˆู„ุฉุŒ ุงู„ู…ุญุงูˆู„ุฉุŒ ุงู„ู…ุญุงูˆู„ุฉุŒ ูˆุงู„ู…ุญุงูˆู„ุฉ ูˆุงู„ู…ุญุงูˆู„ุฉ
02:39
through its agent, the executive brain function --
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ุฎู„ุงู„ ุนู…ู„ุงุฆู‡ุŒ ูˆุธูŠูุฉ ุงู„ุฏู…ุงุบ ุงู„ุฑุฆูŠุณูŠุฉุŒ
ุฅุญุฏู‰ ุงู„ู…ูˆุงูู‚ุงุช ุนู„ู‰ ุงู„ู…ูˆุช:
02:44
one of the "yays" of dying:
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02:45
my executive brain function won't have me to kick around anymore.
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ู„ู† ุชุฌุจุฑู†ูŠ ูˆุธูŠูุฉ ุฏู…ุงุบูŠ ุงู„ุฑุฆูŠุณูŠุฉ ุนู„ู‰ ุฅุญุฑุงุฒ ู‡ุฏู ุจุนุฏ ุงู„ุขู†.
02:49
(Laughter)
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02:53
But something happened
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ูˆู„ูƒู† ุญุฏุซ ุดูŠุก ู…ุง
02:56
that made me realize
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ุฌุนู„ู†ูŠ ุฃุฏุฑูƒ
03:00
that reality may not be reality.
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ุจุฃู† ุงู„ูˆุงู‚ุน ู„ูŠุณ ุญู‚ูŠู‚ูŠุงู‹ ุจุงู„ูุนู„.
03:05
So what happened was,
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ู„ุฐุง ูƒุงู† ู…ุง ุญุฏุซุŒ
03:07
because I basically wanted reality to leave me alone --
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ู„ุฃู†ู†ูŠ ุฑุบุจุชู ููŠ ุงู„ุฃุณุงุณ ุฃู† ูŠุชุฑูƒู†ูŠ ุงู„ูˆุงู‚ุน ูˆุดุฃู†ูŠุŒ
03:11
but I wanted to be left alone in a nice house
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ูˆู„ูƒู†ู†ูŠ ุฑุบุจุชู ุฃู† ุฃุชุฑูƒ ูˆุดุฃู†ูŠ ููŠ ู…ู†ุฒู„ู ุฌู…ูŠู„
03:14
with a Wolf range and Sub-Zero refrigerator ...
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ู…ุน ูุฑู† ุบุงุฒ ู†ูˆุน ูˆูˆู„ู ูˆุซู„ุงุฌุฉ ู†ูˆุน ุณุจ ุฒูŠุฑูˆ ...
03:18
private yoga lessons --
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ูˆุฏุฑูˆุณ ูŠูˆุบุง ุฎุงุตุฉ ...
03:20
I ended up with a development deal at Disney.
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ูˆุงู†ุชู‡ู‰ ุจูŠ ุงู„ุฃู…ุฑ ู…ุน ุตูู‚ุฉ ุชุทูˆูŠุฑ ููŠ ุฏูŠุฒู†ูŠ.
03:24
And one day I found myself in my new office
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ูˆูˆุฌุฏุชู ู†ูุณูŠ ูŠูˆู…ู‹ุง ู…ุง ููŠ ู…ูƒุชุจูŠ ุงู„ุฌุฏูŠุฏ
03:28
on Two Dopey Drive --
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ุนู„ู‰ ู…ุญุฑูƒูŠู† ุจู„ูŠุฏูŠู† ...
03:30
(Laughter)
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(ุถุญูƒ)
03:33
which reality thought I should be proud of ...
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ูˆุธู† ุงู„ูˆุงู‚ุน ุฃู†ู‡ ูŠุชูˆุฌุจู ุนู„ูŠู‘ ุงู„ูุฎุฑ ุจุฐู„ูƒ...
03:36
(Laughter)
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(ุถุญูƒ)
03:37
And I'm staring at the present they sent me to celebrate my arrival --
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ูˆู‡ุง ุฃู†ุง ุฃุญู…ู„ู‚ ุจุงู„ู‡ุฏูŠุฉ ุงู„ุชูŠ ุจุนุซู‡ุง ู„ูŠ ู„ู„ุงุญุชูุงู„ ุจู‚ุฏูˆู…ูŠุŒ
03:42
not the Lalique vase or the grand piano I've heard of other people getting,
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ู„ูŠุณ ู…ุฒู‡ุฑูŠุฉ ูˆุฑุฏ ุฃูˆ ุจูŠุงู†ูˆ ูƒุจูŠุฑ ูƒู…ุง ุณู…ุนุชู ุฃู† ุงู„ุขุฎุฑูŠู† ูŠุญุตู„ูˆู† ุนู„ูŠู‡ุงุŒ
03:47
but a three-foot-tall, stuffed Mickey Mouse
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ูˆู„ูƒู† ู…ูŠูƒูŠ ู…ุงูˆุณ ู…ุญุดูˆ ุจุทูˆู„ ุซู„ุงุซุฉ ุฃู‚ุฏุงู…ุŒ
03:50
(Laughter)
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03:51
with a catalog, in case I wanted to order some more stuff
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ู…ุน ุจูŠุงู† ููŠ ุญุงู„ุฉ ุฑุบุจุชู ููŠ ุทู„ุจ ุงู„ู…ุฒูŠุฏ ู…ู† ุงู„ุฃุดูŠุงุก
03:54
that didn't jibe with my aesthetic.
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ุงู„ุชูŠ ู„ุง ุชุชู…ุงุดู‰ ู…ุน ุญุณูŠ ุงู„ุฌู…ุงู„ูŠ.
03:56
(Laughter)
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(ุถุญูƒ)
03:57
And when I looked up in the catalog
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ูˆุนู†ุฏู…ุง ู†ุธุฑุชู ููŠ ุงู„ุจูŠุงู†
03:59
to see how much this three-foot-high mouse cost,
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ู„ุฑุคูŠุฉ ูƒู… ูŠูƒู„ู ู‡ุฐุง ุงู„ูุฃุฑ ุจุทูˆู„ ุซู„ุงุซุฉ ุฃู‚ุฏุงู…ุŒ
04:03
here's how it was described ...
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ุฅู„ูŠูƒู… ูƒูŠู ุชู… ูˆุตูู‡ุŒ
04:07
"Life-sized."
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"ู†ูุณ ุญุฌู… ุงู„ุดุฎุต".
04:09
(Laughter)
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(ุถุญูƒ)
04:14
And that's when I knew.
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ูˆุนู†ุฏุฆุฐ ุนุฑูุช.
04:16
Reality wasn't "reality."
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ู„ู… ูŠูƒู† ุงู„ูˆุงู‚ุน "ุญู‚ูŠู‚ุฉ".
04:19
Reality was an imposter.
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ูƒุงู† ุงู„ูˆุงู‚ุน ุฏุฌุงู„ู‹ุง.
04:21
So I dived into quantum physics and chaos theory
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ู„ุฐุง ุงู†ุบู…ุณุชู ููŠ ุงู„ููŠุฒูŠุงุก ุงู„ูƒู…ูŠุฉ ูˆู†ุธุฑูŠุฉ ุงู„ููˆุถู‰
04:26
to try to find actual reality,
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ู„ู…ุญุงูˆู„ุฉ ุงู„ุนุซูˆุฑ ุนู„ู‰ ุงู„ูˆุงู‚ุน ุงู„ูุนู„ูŠ.
04:28
and I've just finished a movie --
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ูˆุงู†ุชู‡ูŠุชู ู„ู„ุชูˆ ู…ู† ููŠู„ู… ...
04:30
yes, finally finished --
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ู†ุนู…ุŒ ุงู†ุชู‡ู‰ ุฃุฎูŠุฑู‹ุง
04:32
about all that,
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ุญูˆู„ ูƒู„ ุฐู„ูƒุŒ
04:33
so I won't go into it here,
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ูˆู„ู† ุฃุชุญุฏุซู ุนู†ู‡ ู‡ู†ุงุŒ
ูˆุนู„ู‰ ุฃูŠุฉ ุญุงู„ุŒ ูˆู„ู… ูŠูƒู† ุฐู„ูƒ ุญุชู‰ ุจุฏุฃู†ุง ููŠ ุชุตูˆูŠุฑ ุงู„ููŠู„ู…ุŒ
04:35
and anyway, it wasn't until after we shot the movie,
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04:37
when I broke my leg and then it didn't heal,
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ุนู†ุฏู…ุง ูƒุณุฑุชู ุณุงู‚ูŠุŒ ูˆู„ู… ุชุชู…ุงุซู„ ู„ู„ุดูุงุก ุจุนุฏู‡ุงุŒ
04:39
so then they had to do another surgery a year later,
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ูˆุจุนุฏ ุนุงู…ุŒ ูƒุงู† ุนู„ูŠู‡ู… ุงู„ู‚ูŠุงู… ุจุฌุฑุงุญุฉ ุฃุฎุฑู‰
04:42
and then that took a year --
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ูˆุงุณุชูุฑู‚ ุงู„ุฃู…ุฑ ุนุงู…ู‹ุง ุจุนุฏู‡ุง
04:43
two years in a wheelchair,
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ุนุงู…ุงู† ุนู„ู‰ ุงู„ูƒุฑุณูŠ ุงู„ู…ุชุญุฑูƒุŒ
04:44
and that's when I came into contact with actual reality:
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ูˆุนู†ุฏู‡ุง ุญุตู„ ูˆุฃู† ุชูˆุงุตู„ุชู ู…ุน ุงู„ูˆุงู‚ุน ุงู„ูุนู„ูŠ:
04:50
limits.
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ุงู„ุญุฏูˆุฏ.
04:52
Those very limits I'd spent my whole life denying
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ุชู„ูƒ ุงู„ุญุฏูˆุฏ ุงู„ุชูŠ ู‚ุถูŠุชู ูƒู„ ุญูŠุงุชูŠ ูˆุฃู†ุง ุฃู†ูƒุฑู‡ุง
04:55
and pushing past and ignoring
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ุฑูุถ ุงู„ู…ุงุถูŠ ูˆุงู„ุชุฌุงู‡ู„
04:59
were real,
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ูƒุงู†ุช ุญู‚ูŠู‚ุฉุŒ
05:01
and I had to deal with them,
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ูˆูƒุงู† ุนู„ูŠู‘ ุงู„ุชุนุงู…ู„ ู…ุนู‡ุงุŒ
05:03
and they took imagination, creativity and my entire skill set.
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ูˆุชุทู„ุจ ุฐู„ูƒ ุงู„ุฎูŠุงู„ ูˆุงู„ุฅุจุฏุงุน ูˆู…ุฌู…ูˆุนุฉ ู…ู‡ุงุฑุงุชูŠ ูƒุงู…ู„ุฉ.
05:09
It turned out I was great at actual reality.
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ุชุจูŠู† ุฃู†ู†ูŠ ูƒู†ุชู ุฑุงุฆุนุฉ ููŠ ุงู„ูˆุงู‚ุน ุงู„ุญู‚ูŠู‚ูŠ.
05:14
I didn't just come to terms with it,
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ู„ู… ุฃุตู„ ูู‚ุท ุฅู„ู‰ ุชูุงู‡ู… ู…ุนู‡ุŒ
05:16
I fell in love.
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ูˆู„ูƒู†ู†ูŠ ูˆู‚ุนุชู ููŠ ุญุจู‡.
05:17
And I should've known,
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ูˆูƒุงู† ุนู„ูŠู‘ ุฃู† ุฃุนุฑูุŒ
05:19
given my equally shaky relationship with the zeitgeist ...
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ูˆุจุงู„ู†ุธุฑ ุฅู„ู‰ ุนู„ุงู‚ุชูŠ ุงู„ู…ุชุฒุนุฒุนุฉ ู…ุน ุฃููƒุงุฑ ูˆู…ุนุชู‚ุฏุงุช ุฑูˆุญ ุงู„ุนุตุฑ ...
05:24
I'll just say, if anyone is in the market for a Betamax --
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ุณุฃู‚ูˆู„ ูู‚ุทุŒ ู„ูˆ ูƒุงู† ุฃูŠ ุฃุญุฏ ููŠ ุงู„ุณูˆู‚ ู„ุดุฑุงุก ุจูŠุชู…ุงูƒุณ...
05:28
(Laughter)
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(ุถุญูƒ)
05:30
I should have known that the moment I fell in love with reality,
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ูƒุงู† ุนู„ูŠู‘ ุฃู† ุฃุนุฑู ุฃู†ู‡ ููŠ ู„ุญุธุฉ ูˆู‚ูˆุนูŠ ููŠ ุญุจ ุงู„ูˆุงู‚ุน.
05:34
the rest of the country would decide to go in the opposite direction.
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ุณูŠู‚ุฑุฑ ุจู‚ูŠุฉ ุณูƒุงู† ุงู„ุจู„ุงุฏ ุงู„ุฐู‡ุงุจ ุฅู„ู‰ ุงู„ุงุชุฌุงู‡ ุงู„ู…ุนุงูƒุณ.
05:37
(Laughter)
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(ุถุญูƒ)
05:40
But I'm not here to talk about Trump or the alt-right or climate-change deniers
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ูˆู„ูƒู†ู†ูŠ ู„ุณุชู ู‡ู†ุง ุจุตุฏุฏ ุงู„ุญุฏูŠุซ ุนู† ุชุฑู…ุจ ุฃูˆ ุงู„ูŠู…ูŠู† ุงู„ู…ุชุทุฑู ุฃูˆ ู…ู†ูƒุฑูŠ ุงู„ุชุบูŠุฑ ุงู„ู…ู†ุงุฎูŠ
05:44
or even the makers of this thing,
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ุฃูˆ ุญุชู‰ ุตุงู†ุนูŠ ู‡ุฐุง ุงู„ุดูŠุกุŒ
05:47
which I would have called a box,
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ุงู„ุชูŠ ูƒู†ุช ู„ุฃุณู…ูŠู‡ ุตู†ุฏูˆู‚ู‹ุงุŒ
05:49
except that right here, it says,
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ุนุฏุง ุงู„ุฐูŠ ู‡ู†ุงุŒ ูˆุงู„ุฐูŠ ูŠู‚ูˆู„ุŒ
05:52
"This is not a box."
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"ู‡ุฐุง ู„ูŠุณ ุตู†ุฏูˆู‚ู‹ุง".
05:54
(Laughter)
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(ุถุญูƒ)
05:59
They're gaslighting me.
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ุฅู†ู‡ู… ูŠุชู„ุงุนุจูˆู† ุจูŠ.
06:01
(Laughter)
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(ุถุญูƒ)
06:03
(Applause)
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(ุชุตููŠู‚)
06:06
But what I do want to talk about
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ูˆู„ูƒู† ู…ุง ุฃุฑุบุจ ููŠ ุงู„ุญุฏูŠุซ ุนู†ู‡
06:11
is a personal challenge to reality
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ู‡ูˆ ุงู„ุชุญุฏูŠุงุช ุงู„ุดุฎุตูŠุฉ ู„ู„ูˆุงู‚ุน
06:16
that I take personally,
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ุงู„ุชูŠ ุฃุชุญู…ู„ู‡ุง ุดุฎุตูŠู‹ุงุŒ
06:19
and I want to preface it by saying that I absolutely love science.
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ูˆุฃุฑุบุจู ููŠ ุงู„ุชู…ู‡ูŠุฏ ู„ู‡ุง ู…ู† ุฎู„ุงู„ ุงู„ุชุนุจูŠุฑ ุนู† ุญุจูŠ ุงู„ู…ุทู„ู‚ ู„ู„ุนู„ู….
06:26
I have this --
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ู„ุฏูŠู‘ ู‡ุฐุง...
06:27
not a scientist myself --
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ุฃู†ุง ู„ุณุชู ุนุงู„ูู…ุฉ...
06:29
but an uncanny ability to understand everything about science,
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ูˆู„ูƒู† ุนู†ุฏูŠ ู‚ุฏุฑุฉ ุฎุงุฑู‚ุฉ ู„ูู‡ู… ูƒู„ ู…ุง ูŠุชุนู„ู‚ ุจุงู„ุนูู„ู…
06:34
except the actual science --
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ู…ุง ุนุฏุง ุงู„ุนู„ู… ุงู„ูุนู„ูŠ.
06:36
(Laughter)
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(ุถุญูƒ)
06:37
which is math.
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ูˆุงู„ุฐูŠ ู‡ูˆ ุงู„ุฑูŠุงุถูŠุงุช.
06:38
But the most outlandish concepts make sense to me.
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ูˆู„ูƒู† ุชุนุชุจุฑ ุฃูƒุซุฑ ุงู„ู…ูุงู‡ูŠู… ุบุฑุงุจุฉ ู…ู†ุทู‚ูŠุฉ ุจุงู„ู†ุณุจุฉ ู„ูŠ.
06:44
The string theory;
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ุงู„ู†ุธุฑูŠุฉ ุงู„ุฎูŠุทูŠุฉุŒ
06:46
the idea that all of reality emanates from the vibrations of these teeny --
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ููƒุฑุฉ ุฃู† ูƒู„ ู…ุง ููŠ ุงู„ูˆุงู‚ุน ูŠู†ุจุซู‚ ุนู† ุงู‡ุชุฒุงุฒุงุช ู‡ุฐู‡ ุงู„ุญู„ู‚ุงุช ุงู„ุฎูŠุทูŠุฉ ุงู„ู…ุชู†ุงู‡ูŠุฉ ุงู„ุตุบุฑ
06:50
I call it "The Big Twang."
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ูˆุฃุทู„ู‚ ุนู„ูŠู‡ุง "ุงู„ุฑู†ูŠู† ุงู„ูƒุจูŠุฑ".
06:52
(Laughter)
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(ุถุญูƒ)
06:54
Wave-particle duality:
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ุซู†ุงุฆูŠุฉ ุงู„ุฌุฒูŠุฆูŠุงุช ุงู„ู…ู…ูˆุฌุฉ:
06:56
the idea that one thing can manifest as two things ...
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ููƒุฑุฉ ุฃู†ู‡ ูŠู…ูƒู†ู ู„ุดูŠุก ูˆุงุญุฏ ุฃู† ูŠุจุฏูˆ ุดูŠุฆูŠู† ...
07:00
you know?
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ุชุนู„ู…ูˆู†ุŸ
07:01
That a photon can manifest as a wave and a particle
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ูŠู…ูƒู†ู ุฃู† ุชุจุฏูˆ ูˆุญุฏุฉ ุงู„ูƒู… ุงู„ุถูˆุฆูŠ ูƒู…ูˆุฌุฉ ูˆุฌุฒูŠุก
07:05
coincided with my deepest intuitions
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ุชุชุฒุงู…ู† ู…ุน ุฅุญุณุงุณูŠ ุงู„ุนู…ูŠู‚
07:07
that people are good and bad,
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ุจุฃู† ุงู„ุจุดุฑ ุฎูŠุฑูˆู† ูˆุดุฑูŠุฑูˆู†ุŒ
07:09
ideas are right and wrong.
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ูˆุงู„ุฃููƒุงุฑ ุตุญูŠุญุฉ ูˆุฎุงุทุฆุฉ.
07:11
Freud was right about penis envy
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ูƒุงู† ูุฑูˆูŠุฏ ู…ุญู‚ู‹ุง ุญูˆู„ ุญุณุฏ ุงู„ุนุถูˆ ุงู„ุฐูƒุฑูŠ
07:13
and he was wrong about who has it.
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ูˆุฎุงุทุฆู‹ุง ุญูˆู„ ู…ู† ูŠู…ู„ูƒู‡.
07:16
(Laughter)
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(ุถุญูƒ)
07:19
(Applause)
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(ุชุตููŠู‚)
07:22
Thank you.
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ุดูƒุฑู‹ุง ู„ูƒู….
07:23
(Applause)
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(ุชุตููŠู‚)
07:24
And then there's this slight variation on that,
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ูˆุซู… ู‡ู†ุงูƒ ู‡ุฐุง ุงู„ูุฑู‚ ุงู„ุทููŠู ุญูˆู„ู‡ุง
07:28
which is reality looks like two things,
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ุจุญูŠุซ ูŠุจุฏูˆ ุงู„ูˆุงู‚ุน ูƒุดูŠุฆูŠู† ู…ุฎุชู„ููŠู†ุŒ
07:30
but it turns out to be the interaction of those two things,
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ูˆู„ูƒู†ู‡ ุชุจูŠู† ุฃู†ู‡ ู†ุชูŠุฌุฉ ู„ุชูุงุนู„ ุงู„ุดุฆูŠูŠู†ุŒ
07:34
like space -- time,
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ู…ุซู„ ุงู„ูุถุงุก ูˆุงู„ูˆู‚ุช
07:37
mass -- energy
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ุงู„ูƒุชู„ุฉ ูˆุงู„ุทุงู‚ุฉ
07:38
and life and death.
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ูˆุงู„ุญูŠุงุฉ ูˆุงู„ู…ูˆุช.
07:42
So I don't understand --
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ู„ุฐู„ูƒ ู„ุง ุฃูู‡ู…ู...
07:43
I simply just don't understand
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ู„ุง ุฃูู‡ู… ุจุจุณุงุทุฉ
07:47
the mindset of people who are out to "defeat death" and "overcome death."
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ุนู‚ู„ูŠุฉ ุงู„ู†ุงุณ ุงู„ุชูŠ ุชูˆุฏ ู‡ุฒูŠู…ุฉ ุงู„ู…ูˆุช ูˆุงู„ุชุบู„ุจ ุนู„ู‰ ุงู„ู…ูˆุช.
07:51
How do you do that?
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ูƒูŠู ุชู‚ูˆู…ูˆู† ุจุฐู„ูƒุŸ
07:53
How do you defeat death without killing off life?
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ูƒูŠู ุชู‡ุฒู…ูˆู† ุงู„ู…ูˆุช ุฏูˆู† ู‚ุชู„ ุงู„ุญูŠุงุฉุŸ
07:56
It doesn't make sense to me.
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ู„ุง ูŠุจุฏูˆ ู‡ุฐุง ุฐุง ู…ุนู†ู‰ู‹ ุจุงู„ู†ุณุจุฉ ู„ูŠ.
07:58
I also have to say,
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ูˆุนู„ูŠู‘ ุฃู† ุฃู‚ูˆู„ุŒ
08:00
I find it incredibly ungrateful.
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ูˆุฌุฏุชู ุฐู„ูƒ ุฌุญูˆุฏู‹ุง ู„ุง ูŠุตุฏู‚.
08:04
I mean, you're given this extraordinary gift --
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ุฃู‚ุตุฏู ุจุฃู†ูƒู… ุชุญุตู„ูˆู† ุนู„ู‰ ู‡ุฐู‡ ุงู„ู†ุนู…ุฉ ุงู„ุฑุงุฆุนุฉ...
08:07
life --
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ุงู„ุญูŠุงุฉ...
08:08
but it's as if you had asked Santa for a Rolls-Royce Silver Shadow
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ูˆู„ูƒู†ูƒู… ูƒู…ุง ุฃู†ูƒู… ุณุฃู„ุชู… ุณุงู†ุชุง ู„ู„ุญุตูˆู„ ุนู„ู‰ ุณูŠุงุฑุฉ ุฑูˆู„ุฒ ุฑูˆูŠุณ ุฐุงุช ู„ูˆู† ูุถูŠ
08:13
and you had gotten a salad spinner instead.
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ูˆุญุตู„ุชู… ุจุฏู„ู‹ุง ุนู†ู‡ุง ุนู„ู‰ ุฎู„ุงุท ุณู„ุทุฉ.
08:16
You know, it's the beef --
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ุชุนู„ู…ูˆู†ุŒ ุฅู†ู‡ ุงู„ู„ุญู… ุงู„ุจู‚ุฑูŠ...
08:19
the beef with it is that it comes with an expiration date.
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ุงู„ู„ุญู… ุงู„ุจู‚ุฑูŠ ุงู„ุฐูŠ ูŠุญู…ู„ ุชุงุฑูŠุฎ ุงู†ุชู‡ุงุก.
08:22
Death is the deal breaker.
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ุงู„ู…ูˆุช ู…ู„ุบูŠ ุงู„ุตูู‚ุฉ.
08:25
I don't get that.
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ู„ุง ุฃูู‡ู… ุฐู„ูƒ.
08:27
I don't understand --
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ู„ุง ุฃูู‡ู…...
ุจุงู„ู†ุณุจุฉ ู„ูŠุŒ ุฅู†ู‡ ุนุฏูŠู… ุงู„ุงุญุชุฑุงู….
08:28
to me, it's disrespectful.
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08:29
It's disrespectful to nature.
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ุฅู†ู‡ ุนุฏู… ุงุญุชุฑุงู… ุงู„ุทุจูŠุนุฉ.
08:32
The idea that we're going to dominate nature,
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ููƒุฑุฉ ุฃู†ู†ุง ุณู†ุณูŠุทุฑู ุนู„ู‰ ุงู„ุทุจูŠุนุฉุŒ
08:34
we're going to master nature,
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ุณู†ูƒูˆู† ุจู…ุซุงุจุฉ ุฃุณูŠุงุฏ ุงู„ุทุจูŠุนุฉุŒ
08:37
nature is too weak to withstand our intellect --
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ุงู„ุทุจูŠุนุฉ ุถุนูŠูุฉ ู„ุชู‚ุงูˆู… ุฐูƒุงุกู†ุง...
08:41
no, I don't think so.
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ู„ุงุŒ ู„ุง ุฃุนุชู‚ุฏ ุฐู„ูƒ.
08:45
I think if you've actually read quantum physics as I have --
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ุฃุนุชู‚ุฏู ุฃู†ู‡ ุฅู† ู‚ุฑุฃุชู… ุงู„ู†ุธุฑูŠุฉ ุงู„ูƒู…ูŠุฉ ูƒู…ุง ูุนู„ุชู ุฃู†ุง...
08:48
well, I read an email from someone who'd read it, but --
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ุญุณู†ู‹ุงุŒ ุฃู‚ุฑุฃ ุฑุณุงู„ุฉ ุฅู„ูƒุชุฑูˆู†ูŠุฉ ู…ู† ุดุฎุต ู‚ุฑุฃู‡ุงุŒ ูˆู„ูƒู† ...
08:51
(Laughter)
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(ุถุญูƒ)
08:55
You have to understand
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ุนู„ูŠูƒู… ุฃู† ุชูู‡ู…ูˆุง
08:56
that we don't live in Newton's clockwork universe anymore.
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ุฃู†ู†ุง ู„ู… ู†ุนุฏ ู†ุนูŠุด ููŠ ูƒูˆู† ูŠุญูƒู…ู‡ ู‚ูˆุงู†ูŠู† ู†ูŠูˆุชู† ุงู„ู…ู†ุชุธู…ุฉ ู…ุซู„ ุงู„ุณุงุนุฉ.
09:00
We live in a banana peel universe,
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ู†ุนูŠุดู ููŠ ูƒูˆู†ู ุชุญูƒู…ู‡ ุงู„ุนุดูˆุงุฆูŠุฉุŒ
09:03
and we won't ever be able to know everything
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ูˆู„ู† ู†ูƒูˆู† ู‚ุงุฏุฑูŠู† ุนู„ู‰ ู…ุนุฑูุฉ ูƒู„ ุดูŠุก
09:07
or control everything
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ุฃูˆ ุงู„ุณูŠุทุฑุฉ ุนู„ู‰ ูƒู„ ุดูŠุก
09:09
or predict everything.
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ุฃูˆ ุงู„ุชู†ุจุค ุจูƒู„ ุดูŠุก.
09:10
Nature is like a self-driving car.
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ุชุดุจู‡ ุงู„ุทุจูŠุนุฉ ุงู„ุณูŠุงุฑุฉ ุฐุงุชูŠุฉ ุงู„ู‚ูŠุงุฏุฉ.
09:12
The best we can be is like the old woman in that joke --
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ูˆุฃูุถู„ ู…ุง ูŠู…ูƒู†ู†ุง ุฃู† ู†ูƒูˆู†ู‡ ู‡ูˆ ุงู„ู…ุฑุฃุฉ ุงู„ุนุฌูˆุฒ ููŠ ุชู„ูƒ ุงู„ุทุฑูุฉุŒ
09:16
I don't know if you've heard it.
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ูˆู„ุง ุฃุนุฑูู ุฅู† ูƒู†ุชู… ุณู…ุนุชู… ุจู‡ุง.
09:18
An old woman is driving
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ุชู‚ูˆุฏ ุงู…ุฑุฃุฉ ุนุฌูˆุฒ ุงู„ุณูŠุงุฑุฉ
09:20
with her middle-aged daughter in the passenger seat,
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ู…ุน ุงุจู†ุชู‡ุง ุงู„ุชูŠ ู‡ูŠ ููŠ ู…ู†ุชุตู ุงู„ุนู…ุฑุŒ ูˆุงู„ุชูŠ ุชุฌู„ุณู ููŠ ู…ู‚ุนุฏ ุงู„ุฑูƒุงุจุŒ
09:24
and the mother goes right through a red light.
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ูˆุชุชุนุฏู‰ ุงู„ุฃู… ุงู„ุถูˆุก ุงู„ุฃุญู…ุฑ.
09:27
And the daughter doesn't want to say anything that makes it sound like,
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ูˆู„ุง ุชุฑุบุจู ุงู„ุงุจู†ุฉ ู„ู‚ูˆู„ ุฃูŠ ุดูŠุก ู‚ุฏ ูŠุจุฏูˆ ู…ุซู„ุŒ
09:31
"You're too old to drive,"
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"ุฃู†ุช ูƒุจูŠุฑุฉ ุฌุฏู‹ุง ู„ุชู‚ูˆุฏูŠ ุณูŠุงุฑุฉ"ุŒ
09:33
so she didn't say anything.
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ูู„ู… ุชู‚ู„ ุดูŠุฆู‹ุง.
09:35
And then the mother goes through a second red light,
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ูˆุชุนุฏุช ุงู„ุฃู… ุงู„ุถูˆุก ุงู„ุฃุญู…ุฑ ู…ุฌุฏุฏู‹ุงุŒ
09:37
and the daughter, as tactfully as possible,
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ูˆู‚ุงู„ุช ุงู„ุงุจู†ุฉ ุจูƒู„ ุฏุจู„ูˆู…ุงุณูŠุฉ ู…ู…ูƒู†ุฉุŒ
09:40
says, "Mom, are you aware
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"ุฃู…ูŠุŒ ู‡ู„ ุฃู†ุช ุนู„ู‰ ุนู„ู…
09:42
that you just went through two red lights?"
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ุจุฃู†ูƒ ุชุฎุทูŠุช ุงู„ุถูˆุก ุงู„ุฃุญู…ุฑ ู…ุฑุชูŠู†ุŸ"
09:44
And the mother says, "Oh, am I driving?"
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ูˆู‚ุงู„ุช ุงู„ุฃู…ุŒ "ุฃูˆู‡! ู‡ู„ ุฃู†ุง ุฃู‚ูˆุฏุŸ"
09:46
(Laughter)
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(ุถุญูƒ)
09:50
(Applause)
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(ุชุตููŠู‚)
09:55
So ...
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ู„ุฐู„ูƒ ...
09:58
and now, I'm going to take a mental leap,
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ูˆุฃูˆุฏ ุงู„ุขู† ุฃู† ุฃุชุญุฏุซ ุนู† ู‚ูุฒุฉ ููƒุฑูŠุฉ.
10:02
which is easy for me because I'm the Evel Knievel of mental leaps;
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ุงู„ุชูŠ ู‡ูŠ ุณู‡ู„ุฉ ุจุงู„ู†ุณุจุฉ ู„ูŠ ู„ุฃู†ู†ูŠ ุฅูŠูู„ ูƒู†ูŠูู„ ู„ู„ู‚ูุฒุงุช ุงู„ููƒุฑูŠุฉุ›
10:06
my license plate says,
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ุชู‚ูˆู„ ู„ูˆุญุฉ ุชุฑุฎูŠุตูŠุŒ
10:07
"Cogito, ergo zoom."
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"ุฃู†ุง ุฃุดูƒุŒ ุฅุฐู‹ุง ุฃู†ุง ู…ูˆุฌูˆุฏ".
10:11
I hope you're willing to come with me on this,
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ูˆุขู…ู„ู ุฃู† ุชุชูู‚ูˆุง ู…ุนูŠ ููŠ ุฐู„ูƒ ูˆุชุฎูˆุถูˆู‡ ู…ุนูŠุŒ
10:14
but my real problem with the mindset that is so out to defeat death
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ูˆู„ูƒู† ู…ุดูƒู„ุชูŠ ุงู„ุญู‚ูŠู‚ูŠุฉ ููŠ ุงู„ุนู‚ู„ูŠุฉ ุงู„ุชูŠ ุชุฑุบุจู ููŠ ู‡ุฒูŠู…ุฉ ุงู„ู…ูˆุชุŒ
10:20
is if you're anti-death,
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ูุฅุฐุง ูƒู†ุชู… ุชุนุงุฏูˆู† ุงู„ู…ูˆุชุŒ
10:23
which to me translates as anti-life,
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ู…ู…ุง ูŠุนู†ูŠ ู„ูŠ ู…ุนุงุฏุฉ ู„ู„ุญูŠุงุฉุŒ
10:26
which to me translates as anti-nature,
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ูˆุงู„ุชูŠ ุชุนู†ูŠ ู„ูŠ ู…ุนุงุฏุงุฉ ุงู„ุทุจูŠุนุฉุŒ
10:30
it also translates to me as anti-woman,
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ูˆุงู„ุชูŠ ุชุนู†ูŠ ู„ูŠ ุฃูŠุถู‹ุง ู…ุนุงุฏุงุฉ ุงู„ู…ุฑุฃุฉุŒ
10:33
because women have long been identified with nature.
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ู„ุฃู†ู‡ ุฌุฑู‰ ุชุญุฏูŠุฏ ุงู„ู…ุฑุฃุฉ ู…ุน ุงู„ุทุจูŠุนุฉ ู…ู†ุฐ ูุชุฑุฉ ุทูˆูŠู„ุฉ.
10:37
And my source on this is Hannah Arendt,
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ูˆู…ุตุฏุฑูŠ ุนู„ู‰ ุฐู„ูƒ ู‡ูˆ ู‡ุงู†ุง ุฃุฑู†ุฏุชุŒ
10:39
the German philosopher who wrote a book called "The Human Condition."
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ุงู„ููŠู„ุณูˆูุฉ ุงู„ุฃู„ู…ุงู†ูŠุฉ ุงู„ุชูŠ ูƒุชุจุช ูƒุชุงุจู‹ุง ูŠุฏุนู‰ "ุงู„ุญุงู„ุฉ ุงู„ุจุดุฑูŠุฉ".
10:44
And in it, she says that classically,
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ูˆุชู‚ูˆู„ ููŠู‡ุŒ
ุจุฃู† ุงู„ุนู…ู„ ูŠุฑุชุจุท ูƒู„ุงุณูŠูƒูŠู‹ุง ู…ุน ุงู„ุฑุฌุงู„.
10:47
work is associated with men.
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10:50
Work is what comes out of the head;
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ุงู„ุนู…ู„ ู‡ูˆ ู…ุง ูŠู†ุจุซู‚ ุนู† ุงู„ุนู‚ู„ุŒ
10:52
it's what we invent,
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ุฅู†ู‡ ู…ุง ู†ุฎุชุฑุนู‡ุŒ
10:53
it's what we create,
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ุฅู†ู‡ ู…ุง ู†ู†ุชุฌูุŒ
10:55
it's how we leave our mark upon the world.
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ุฅู†ู‡ ูƒูŠู ู†ุชุฑูƒู ุจุตู…ุงุชู†ุง ุนู„ู‰ ุงู„ุนุงู„ู….
10:59
Whereas labor is associated with the body.
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ููŠ ุญูŠู† ูŠุฑุชุจุทู ุงู„ุนู…ู„ ุจุงู„ุฌุณุฏ.
11:03
It's associated with the people who perform labor
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ุฅู†ู‡ ูŠุฑุชุจุท ุจุงู„ุฃุดุฎุงุต ุงู„ุฐูŠ ูŠุคุฏูˆู† ุงู„ุนู…ู„
11:06
or undergo labor.
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ุฃูˆ ุงู„ุฐูŠู† ูŠุชุฏุฑุจูˆู† ุนู„ู‰ ุงู„ุนู…ู„.
11:08
So to me,
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ุจุงู„ู†ุณุจุฉ ู„ูŠุŒ
11:11
the mindset that denies that,
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ูุงู„ุนู‚ู„ูŠุฉ ุงู„ุชูŠ ุชู†ูƒุฑ ุฐู„ูƒุŒ
11:15
that denies that we're in sync with the biorhythms,
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ุงู„ุชูŠ ุชู†ูƒุฑ ุจุฃู†ู†ุง ู…ุชุฒุงู…ู†ูˆู† ู…ุน ุงู„ุฅูŠู‚ุงุน ุงู„ุญูŠูˆูŠ ู„ุฃู…ูˆุฑ ุงู„ุญูŠุงุฉ ุงู„ู…ุชูƒุฑุฑุฉ.
11:20
the cyclical rhythms of the universe,
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ุงู„ุฅูŠู‚ุงุน ุงู„ุฏูˆุฑูŠ ู„ู„ูƒูˆู†ุŒ
11:23
does not create a hospitable environment for women
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ู„ุง ูŠุญุฏุซู ุจุฆูŠุฉ ู…ุถูŠุงูุฉ ู„ู„ู†ุณุงุก
11:28
or for people associated with labor,
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ุฃูˆ ู„ู„ุฃุดุฎุงุต ุงู„ู…ุฑุชุจุทูŠู† ุจุงู„ุนู…ุงู„ุฉุŒ
11:31
which is to say,
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ู…ู…ุง ูŠุนู†ูŠุŒ
11:32
people that we associate as descendants of slaves,
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ุงู„ุฃุดุฎุงุต ุงู„ุฐูŠู† ู†ุฑุจุทู‡ู… ุจุฃุญูุงุฏ ุงู„ุนุจูŠุฏุŒ
11:36
or people who perform manual labor.
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ุฃูˆ ุงู„ุฃุดุฎุงุต ุงู„ุฐูŠู† ูŠุคุฏูˆู† ุงู„ุนู…ู„ ุงู„ูŠุฏูˆูŠ.
11:39
So here's how it looks from a banana-peel-universe point of view,
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ูุฅู„ูŠูƒู… ูƒูŠู ูŠุจุฏูˆ ุงู„ุฃู…ุฑ ู…ู† ูˆุฌู‡ุฉ ู†ุธุฑ ุงู„ูƒูˆู† ุงู„ุนุดูˆุงุฆูŠ ุงู„ุฐูŠ ู„ุง ุชุญูƒู…ู‡ ู‚ูˆุงู†ูŠู†ุŒ
11:45
from my mindset, which I call "Emily's universe."
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ู…ู† ุนู‚ู„ูŠุชูŠ ุงู„ุชูŠ ุฃุณู…ูŠู‡ุง "ูƒูˆู† ุฅูŠู…ูŠู„ูŠ".
11:49
First of all,
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ุฃูˆู„ ุดูŠุกุŒ
11:52
I am incredibly grateful for life,
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ุฃู†ุง ู…ู…ุชู†ุฉ ุฌุฏู‹ุง ู„ู„ุญูŠุงุฉุŒ
11:57
but I don't want to be immortal.
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ูˆู„ูƒู† ู„ุง ุฃุฑุบุจ ู„ุฃู† ุฃูุฎู„ุฏ.
12:00
I have no interest in having my name live on after me.
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ู„ุง ูŠูˆุฌุฏ ุนู†ุฏูŠ ุฑุบุจุฉ ู„ูŠุนูŠุด ุงุณู…ูŠ ุจุนุฏูŠ.
12:04
In fact, I don't want it to,
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ููŠ ุงู„ุญู‚ูŠู‚ุฉุŒ ู„ุง ุฃุฑุบุจู ุจุฐู„ูƒุŒ
12:06
because it's been my observation
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ู„ุฃู†ู‡ ูˆุญุณุจ ู…ู„ุงุญุธุงุชูŠ
12:08
that no matter how nice and how brilliant
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ู„ุง ูŠู‡ู… ู…ู‡ู…ุง ูƒู†ุช ู„ุทูŠูู‹ุง ูˆุนุจู‚ุฑูŠู‹ุง
12:10
or how talented you are,
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ุฃูˆ ู…ูˆู‡ูˆุจู‹ุงุŒ
12:12
50 years after you die, they turn on you.
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ูุจุนุฏ 50 ุนุงู…ู‹ุง ู…ู† ู…ูˆุชูƒุŒ ู„ู† ูŠุฐูƒุฑูƒ ุฃุญุฏ.
12:15
(Laughter)
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(ุถุญูƒ)
12:16
And I have actual proof of that.
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ูˆุฃู…ู„ูƒ ุจุฑู‡ุงู†ู‹ุง ุนู„ู‰ ุฐู„ูƒ.
12:19
A headline from the Los Angeles Times:
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ุนู†ูˆุงู† ู…ู† ุฌุฑูŠุฏุฉ ู„ูˆุณ ุฃู†ุฌู„ูˆุณ ุชุงูŠู…ุฒ:
12:22
"Anne Frank: Not so nice after all."
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"ุขู† ูุฑุงู†ูƒ: ู„ูŠุณุช ู„ุทูŠูุฉู‹ ููŠ ู†ู‡ุงูŠุฉ ุงู„ู…ุทุงู".
12:25
(Laughter)
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(ุถุญูƒ)
12:30
Plus, I love being in sync
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ุจุงู„ุฅุถุงูุฉ ุฅู„ู‰ ุฐู„ูƒุŒ ุฃุญุจ ุฃู† ุฃูƒูˆู† ููŠ ุชุฒุงู…ู†
12:34
with the cyclical rhythms of the universe.
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ู…ุน ุงู„ุฅูŠู‚ุงุน ุงู„ุฏูˆุฑูŠ ู„ู„ูƒูˆู†.
12:36
That's what's so extraordinary about life:
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ู‡ุฐุง ู…ุง ูŠุจุฏูˆ ุงุณุชุซู†ุงุฆูŠู‹ุง ู„ู„ุบุงูŠุฉ ุญูˆู„ ุงู„ุญูŠุงุฉ:
12:39
it's a cycle of generation,
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ุฅู†ู‡ุง ุฏูˆุฑุฉ ุงู„ุฌูŠู„ุŒ
12:41
degeneration,
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ุงู„ุงู†ุญุทุงุทุŒ
12:42
regeneration.
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ุงู„ุชุฌุฏูŠุฏ.
12:44
"I" am just a collection of particles
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ูู…ุง ุฃู†ุง ุฅู„ุง ู…ุฌู…ูˆุนุฉ ู…ู† ุงู„ุฌุฒูŠุฆูŠุงุช
12:48
that is arranged into this pattern,
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ุงู„ุชูŠ ุชู… ุชู†ุณูŠู‚ู‡ุง ููŠ ู‡ุฐุง ุงู„ู†ู…ุทุŒ
12:51
then will decompose and be available,
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ุซู… ุณุชุชุญู„ู„ ูˆุชูƒูˆู† ู…ุชูˆูุฑุฉ ู„ู„ุทุจูŠุนุฉุŒ
12:53
all of its constituent parts, to nature,
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ู…ุน ูƒู„ ุงู„ุฃุฌุฒุงุก ุงู„ู…ูƒูˆู†ุฉ ู„ู‡ุงุŒ
12:56
to reorganize into another pattern.
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ู„ุฅุนุงุฏุฉ ุชู†ุณูŠู‚ู‡ุง ููŠ ู†ู…ุท ุขุฎุฑ.
12:59
To me, that is so exciting,
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ุจุงู„ู†ุณุจุฉ ู„ูŠุŒ ู‡ุฐุง ู…ุซูŠุฑ ู„ู„ุฏู‡ุดุฉุŒ
13:02
and it makes me even more grateful to be part of that process.
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ูˆูŠุฌุนู„ู†ูŠ ุญุชู‰ ุฃูƒุซุฑ ุงู…ุชู†ุงู†ู‹ุง ู„ุฃูƒูˆู† ุฌุฒุกู‹ุง ู…ู† ู‡ุฐู‡ ุงู„ุนู…ู„ูŠุฉ.
13:07
You know,
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ุชุนู„ู…ูˆู†ุŒ
13:09
I look at death now from the point of view of a German biologist,
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ุฃู†ุธุฑู ุฅู„ู‰ ุงู„ู…ูˆุช ุงู„ุขู† ู…ู† ูˆุฌู‡ุฉ ู†ุธุฑ ุนุงู„ู… ุงู„ุฃุญูŠุงุก ุงู„ุฃู„ู…ุงู†ูŠุŒ
13:15
Andreas Weber,
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ุฃู†ุฏุฑูŠุงุณ ูˆูŠุจุฑุŒ
13:16
who looks at it as part of the gift economy.
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ุงู„ุฐูŠ ุงุนุชุจุฑ ุงู„ู…ูˆุช ูƒุฌุฒุก ู…ู† ุงู„ู†ุนู…ุฉ ุงู„ุงู‚ุชุตุงุฏูŠุฉ.
13:20
You're given this enormous gift, life,
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ุชุนุทู‰ ู„ูƒู„ ูˆุงุญุฏ ููŠูƒู… ู‡ุฐู‡ ุงู„ู†ุนู…ุฉ ุงู„ูƒุจูŠุฑุฉ ูˆู‡ูŠ ุงู„ุญูŠุงุฉุŒ
13:23
you enrich it as best you can,
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ูˆุชุซุฑูŠู‡ุง ุจู‚ุฏุฑ ุงุณุชุทุงุนุชูƒุŒ
13:25
and then you give it back.
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ุซู… ุชุนูŠุฏู‡ุง.
13:28
And, you know, Auntie Mame said, "Life is a banquet" --
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ูˆุชุนู„ู…ูˆู†ุŒ ู‚ุงู„ุช ุงู„ุนู…ุฉ ู…ุงู…ูŠุŒ "ุงู„ุญูŠุงุฉ ูˆู„ูŠู…ุฉ".
13:31
well, I've eaten my fill.
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ุญุณู†ู‹ุง! ุฃูƒู„ุชู ู†ุตูŠุจูŠ ุญุชู‰ ุดุจุนุช.
13:34
I have had an enormous appetite for life,
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ู„ุฏูŠ ุดู‡ูŠุฉ ุถุฎู…ุฉ ู„ู„ุญูŠุงุฉุŒ
13:36
I've consumed life,
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ูˆุงุณุชู‡ู„ูƒุชู ุงู„ุญูŠุงุฉุŒ
13:37
but in death, I'm going to be consumed.
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ูˆู„ูƒู† ููŠ ุงู„ู…ูˆุชุŒ ุณูŠุชู… ุงุณุชู‡ู„ุงูƒูŠ.
13:40
I'm going into the ground just the way I am,
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ุณุฃุฏูู†ู ุชุญุช ุงู„ุฃุฑุถ ูƒู…ุง ุฃู†ุงุŒ
13:43
and there, I invite every microbe
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ูˆู‡ู†ุงูƒุŒ ุณุฃุฏุนูˆ ูƒู„ ุฌุฑุซูˆู…ุฉ
13:46
and detritus-er
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ูˆุญุชุงุช ุงู„ุตุฎุฑ
13:48
and decomposer
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ูˆู…ุญู„ู„ ุงู„ู…ุฎู„ูุงุช
13:50
to have their fill.
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ู„ูŠุฃุฎุฐ ู†ุตูŠุจู‡ุŒ
13:51
I think they'll find me delicious.
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ุฃุนุชู‚ุฏ ุฃู†ู‡ู… ุณูŠุฌุฏูˆู†ู†ูŠ ู„ุฐูŠุฐุฉ ุงู„ู…ุฐุงู‚.
13:54
(Laughter)
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(ุถุญูƒ)
13:55
I do.
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ูุฃู†ุง ูƒุฐู„ูƒ.
13:57
So the best thing about my attitude, I think, is that it's real.
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ูุฃูุถู„ ุดูŠุก ุญูˆู„ ู…ูˆู‚ููŠุŒ ุฃุนุชู‚ุฏ ุจุฃู† ุฐู„ูƒ ุญู‚ูŠู‚ูŠ.
14:02
You can see it.
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ูŠู…ูƒู†ูƒู… ุฑุคูŠุชู‡.
14:03
You can observe it.
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ูŠู…ูƒู†ูƒู… ู…ู„ุงุญุธุชู‡.
14:05
It actually happens.
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ุฅู†ู‡ ูŠุฌุฑูŠ ุจุงู„ูุนู„.
14:06
Well, maybe not my enriching the gift,
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ุญุณู†ู‹ุงุŒ ุฑุจู…ุง ู„ูŠุณ ุฅุซุฑุงุฆูŠ ู„ู„ู†ุนู…ุฉุŒ
14:10
I don't know about that --
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ู„ุง ุฃุนุฑู ุดูŠุฆู‹ุง ุนู† ุฐู„ูƒ...
14:12
but my life has certainly been enriched by other people.
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ูˆู„ูƒู† ุจุงู„ุชุฃูƒูŠุฏ ุชู… ุฅุซุฑุงุก ุญูŠุงุชูŠ ู…ู† ู‚ุจู„ ุฃุดุฎุงุต ุขุฎุฑูŠู†.
14:15
By TED,
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ู…ู† ู‚ุจู„ TEDุŒ
14:17
which introduced me to a whole network of people
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ุงู„ุฐูŠ ุนุฑูู†ูŠ ุนู„ู‰ ุดุจูƒุฉ ูƒุงู…ู„ุฉ ู…ู† ุงู„ู†ุงุณ
14:20
who have enriched my life,
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ุงู„ุฐูŠู† ุฃุซุฑูˆุง ุญูŠุงุชูŠุŒ
14:22
including Tricia McGillis, my website designer,
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ุจู…ุง ููŠู‡ู… ุชุฑูŠุดุง ู…ุงูƒุฌู„ูŠุณุŒ ู…ุตู…ู…ุฉ ู…ูˆู‚ุนูŠ ุงู„ุงู„ูƒุชุฑูˆู†ูŠุŒ
14:26
who's working with my wonderful daughter
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ุงู„ุชูŠ ุชุนู…ู„ู ู…ุน ุงุจู†ุชูŠ ุงู„ุฑุงุฆุนุฉ
14:28
to take my website and turn it into something
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ู„ุชุญูˆูŠู„ ู…ูˆู‚ุนูŠ ุงู„ุฅู„ูƒุชุฑูˆู†ูŠ ุฅู„ู‰ ู…ูƒุงู†
14:32
where all I have to do is write a blog.
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ูƒู„ ู…ุง ุนู„ูŠ ูุนู„ู‡ ููŠู‡ ู‡ูˆ ูƒุชุงุจุฉ ู…ุฏูˆู†ุฉ.
14:33
I don't have to use the executive brain function ...
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ูˆู„ุณุชู ู…ุถุทุฑุฉ ู„ุงุณุชุฎุฏุงู… ูˆุธูŠูุฉ ุฏู…ุงุบูŠ ุงู„ุฑุฆูŠุณูŠ...
14:36
Ha, ha, ha, I win!
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ู‡ุงุŒ ู‡ุงุŒ ู‡ุงุŒ ุฑุจุญุช!
14:40
(Laughter)
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(ุถุญูƒ)
14:41
And I am so grateful to you.
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ูˆุฃู†ุง ู…ู…ุชู†ุฉ ู„ู„ุบุงูŠุฉ ู„ูƒู….
14:44
I don't want to say "the audience,"
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ู„ุง ุฃุฑุบุจ ุฃู† ุฃู‚ูˆู„ุŒ "ุงู„ุฌู…ู‡ูˆุฑ"ุŒ
14:47
because I don't really see it as we're two separate things.
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ู„ุฃู†ู†ูŠ ู„ุง ุฃุฑุงู‡ ุญู‚ู‹ุง ูˆูƒุฃู†ู†ุง ุดูŠุฆุงู† ู…ู†ูุตู„ุงู†.
14:51
I think of it in terms of quantum physics, again.
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ุฃููƒุฑ ููŠู‡ ู…ุฌุฏุฏู‹ุง ู…ู† ูˆุฌู‡ุฉ ู†ุธุฑ ุงู„ู†ุธุฑูŠุฉ ุงู„ููŠุฒูŠุงุฆูŠุฉ ุงู„ูƒู…ูŠุฉ.
14:58
And, you know, quantum physicists are not exactly sure what happens
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ูˆุชุนู„ู…ูˆู†ุŒ ู„ุง ูŠุนุฑูู ููŠุฒูŠุงุฆูŠูˆ ุงู„ู†ุธุฑูŠุฉ ุงู„ูƒู…ูŠุฉ ู…ุงุฐุง ูŠุญุฏุซู ุชู…ุงู…ู‹ุง
15:03
when the wave becomes a particle.
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ุนู†ุฏู…ุง ุชุตุจุญ ุงู„ู…ูˆุฌุฉ ุฌุฒูŠุฆู‹ุง.
15:05
There are different theories --
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ุชูˆุฌุฏ ู†ุธุฑูŠุงุช ู…ุฎุชู„ูุฉุŒ
15:07
the collapse of the wave function,
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ุงู†ู‡ูŠุงุฑ ูˆุธูŠูุฉ ุงู„ู…ูˆุฌุฉุŒ
15:09
decoherence --
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ูˆููƒ ุงู„ุชุฑุงุจุท...
15:10
but they're all agreed on one thing:
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ูˆู„ูƒู†ู‡ู… ุฌู…ูŠุนู‹ุง ุงุชูู‚ูˆุง ุนู„ู‰ ุดูŠุก ูˆุงุญุฏ:
15:12
that reality comes into being through an interaction.
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ุชุฃุชูŠ ุงู„ุญู‚ูŠู‚ุฉ ู„ู„ูˆุฌูˆุฏ ุฎู„ุงู„ ุงู„ุชูุงุนู„.
15:18
(Voice breaking) So do you.
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(ุจุตูˆุช ู…ุชุฃุซุฑ) ูˆูƒุฐู„ูƒ ุฃู†ุชู….
15:20
And every audience I've ever had,
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ูˆูƒู„ ุฌู…ู‡ูˆุฑ ูƒุงู† ู„ุฏูŠุŒ
15:22
past and present.
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ููŠ ุงู„ู…ุงุถูŠ ูˆุงู„ุญุงุถุฑ.
15:25
Thank you so much for making my life real.
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ุดูƒุฑู‹ุง ู„ูƒู… ุฌุฒูŠู„ู‹ุง ู„ุฌุนู„ูƒู… ุญูŠุงุชูŠ ูˆุงู‚ุนู‹ุง.
15:29
(Applause)
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(ุชุตููŠู‚)
15:30
Thank you.
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ุดูƒุฑู‹ุง ู„ูƒู….
15:31
(Applause)
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(ุชุตููŠู‚)
15:33
Thank you.
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ุดูƒุฑู‹ุง ู„ูƒู….
15:34
(Applause)
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(ุชุตููŠู‚)
15:35
Thank you.
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ุดูƒุฑู‹ุง ู„ูƒู….
15:36
(Applause)
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(ุชุตููŠู‚)
15:37
Thank you.
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ุดูƒุฑู‹ุง ู„ูƒู….
ุญูˆู„ ู‡ุฐุง ุงู„ู…ูˆู‚ุน

ุณูŠู‚ุฏู… ู„ูƒ ู‡ุฐุง ุงู„ู…ูˆู‚ุน ู…ู‚ุงุทุน ููŠุฏูŠูˆ YouTube ุงู„ู…ููŠุฏุฉ ู„ุชุนู„ู… ุงู„ู„ุบุฉ ุงู„ุฅู†ุฌู„ูŠุฒูŠุฉ. ุณุชุฑู‰ ุฏุฑูˆุณ ุงู„ู„ุบุฉ ุงู„ุฅู†ุฌู„ูŠุฒูŠุฉ ุงู„ุชูŠ ูŠุชู… ุชุฏุฑูŠุณู‡ุง ู…ู† ู‚ุจู„ ู…ุฏุฑุณูŠู† ู…ู† ุงู„ุฏุฑุฌุฉ ุงู„ุฃูˆู„ู‰ ู…ู† ุฌู…ูŠุน ุฃู†ุญุงุก ุงู„ุนุงู„ู…. ุงู†ู‚ุฑ ู†ู‚ุฑู‹ุง ู…ุฒุฏูˆุฌู‹ุง ููˆู‚ ุงู„ุชุฑุฌู…ุฉ ุงู„ุฅู†ุฌู„ูŠุฒูŠุฉ ุงู„ู…ุนุฑูˆุถุฉ ุนู„ู‰ ูƒู„ ุตูุญุฉ ููŠุฏูŠูˆ ู„ุชุดุบูŠู„ ุงู„ููŠุฏูŠูˆ ู…ู† ู‡ู†ุงูƒ. ูŠุชู… ุชู…ุฑูŠุฑ ุงู„ุชุฑุฌู…ุงุช ุจุงู„ุชุฒุงู…ู† ู…ุน ุชุดุบูŠู„ ุงู„ููŠุฏูŠูˆ. ุฅุฐุง ูƒุงู† ู„ุฏูŠูƒ ุฃูŠ ุชุนู„ูŠู‚ุงุช ุฃูˆ ุทู„ุจุงุช ุŒ ูŠุฑุฌู‰ ุงู„ุงุชุตุงู„ ุจู†ุง ุจุงุณุชุฎุฏุงู… ู†ู…ูˆุฐุฌ ุงู„ุงุชุตุงู„ ู‡ุฐุง.

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