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翻译人员: Wei Wu
校对人员: Yolanda Zhang
00:12
A few days after my husband Paul
was diagnosed with stage IV lung cancer,
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就在我的丈夫Paul被确诊为
肺癌晚期的几天后,
00:19
we were lying in our bed at home,
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我们躺在卧室里,
00:21
and Paul said,
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Paul说,
00:23
"It's going to be OK."
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"一切都会变好的。"
00:25
And I remember answering back,
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我记得我回答说,
00:28
"Yes.
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"是的。"
00:29
We just don't know what OK means yet."
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"我们只是还不知道变好的意思."
00:35
Paul and I had met as first-year
medical students at Yale.
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我跟Paul是在耶鲁医学院
读第一年时认识的。
00:38
He was smart and kind and super funny.
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他聪明、友善、超级有幽默感。
00:42
He used to keep a gorilla suit
in the trunk of his car,
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他常年在车里的后备箱
放着一件大猩猩服,
00:46
and he'd say, "It's for emergencies only."
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他说,“以备不时之需。”
00:48
(Laughter)
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(笑声)
00:51
I fell in love with Paul as I watched
the care he took with his patients.
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我在目睹了他细心照顾他的患者
之后便爱上了他。
00:55
He stayed late talking with them,
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他跟患者可以聊到很晚,
00:57
seeking to understand
the experience of illness
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希望能够理解疾病带来的感触,
01:00
and not just its technicalities.
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而不仅仅是技术层面的细节。
01:04
He later told me he fell in love with me
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他后来告诉我,从他看到我面对着
01:06
when he saw me cry over an EKG
of a heart that had ceased beating.
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一份停止跳动的
心电图哭泣那刻就爱上我了。
01:12
We didn't know it yet,
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我们那时不知道,
01:14
but even in the heady days of young love,
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早在我们尚未坠入爱河之前,
01:17
we were learning how
to approach suffering together.
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我们就已经在学习如何
共同承担痛苦。
01:22
We got married and became doctors.
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我们结婚了,毕业后都当了医生。
01:25
I was working as an internist
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我选择了当内科医生,
01:27
and Paul was finishing his training
as a neurosurgeon
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Paul当时即将结束
神经外科的训练课程,
01:31
when he started to lose weight.
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但·他的体重也开始往下掉。
01:34
He developed excruciating back pain
and a cough that wouldn't go away.
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他的后背逐渐开始疼痛,
咳嗽总是不见好。
01:40
And when he was admitted to the hospital,
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当他被收治住院时,
01:42
a CT scan revealed tumors
in Paul's lungs and in his bones.
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CT显示肿瘤已经遍布
他的肺和骨头。
01:48
We had both cared for patients
with devastating diagnoses;
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我们都细心照顾过各种身患
重大疾患的病人;
01:53
now it was our turn.
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现在轮到我们了。
01:58
We lived with Paul's illness
for 22 months.
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我们跟Paul的癌症抗争了22个月。
02:01
He wrote a memoir about facing mortality.
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他写了一本回忆录,
记录面对死亡的感受。
02:05
I gave birth to our daughter Cady,
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我们的女儿Cady顺利出生。
02:08
and we loved her and each other.
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我们爱她,爱彼此。
02:10
We learned directly how to struggle
through really tough medical decisions.
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我们学会了如何面对
各种艰难的医学选择。
02:17
The day we took Paul
into the hospital for the last time
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Paul最后一次收治住院那天,
02:20
was the most difficult day of my life.
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对于我而言是最艰难的一天。
02:24
When he turned to me at the end
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当他在最后的时刻,看着我,
02:26
and said, "I'm ready,"
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说,“我准备好了。”
02:30
I knew that wasn't just a brave decision.
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我明白,那不仅是勇敢的选择,
02:34
It was the right one.
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也是正确的选择。
02:36
Paul didn't want a ventilator and CPR.
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Paul并不想要呼吸机和心肺复苏,
02:40
In that moment,
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在那一刻,
02:41
the most important thing to Paul
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对于Paul而言最重要的事情
02:45
was to hold our baby daughter.
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是抱着我们襁褓中的女儿。
02:49
Nine hours later,
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九个小时之后,
02:50
Paul died.
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Paul走了。
02:55
I've always thought of myself
as a caregiver --
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我一直认为自己是一名照料者——
02:58
most physicians do --
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就像其他医生一样——
03:00
and taking care of Paul
deepened what that meant.
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而照顾Paul的经历让我对于
照料者的理解更深刻。
03:03
Watching him reshape
his identity during his illness,
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目睹他在跟病魔斗争的过程中
对自己的重塑,
03:07
learning to witness and accept his pain,
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学会见证和接受他的痛苦,
03:11
talking together through his choices --
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跟他一起接受他的选择——
03:13
those experiences taught me
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这些经历让我学会了
03:15
that resilience does not mean
bouncing back to where you were before,
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坚强并不意味着回到过去的自己,
03:20
or pretending that
the hard stuff isn't hard.
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或假装那些很痛苦的事情
没什么大不了的。
03:23
It is so hard.
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太艰难了。
03:26
It's painful, messy stuff.
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过程充满痛苦,让人伤透脑筋。
03:31
But it's the stuff.
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但是就是这个过程。
03:32
And I learned that when we
approach it together,
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我知道了当我们一起努力,
03:36
we get to decide what success looks like.
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我们就能知道成功是什么样子。
03:42
One of the first things
Paul said to me after his diagnosis was,
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当他的诊断结果出来后,
他对我说的第一句话是,
03:47
"I want you to get remarried."
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“我希望你能再嫁。”
03:50
And I was like, whoa, I guess
we get to say anything out loud.
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我当时想,哇,我觉得我们
当时什么都敢说了。
03:53
(Laughter)
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(笑声)
03:56
It was so shocking
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非常的震惊,
03:58
and heartbreaking ...
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令人心碎——
04:01
and generous,
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同时也是一种大度,
04:02
and really comforting
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同时也非常舒心,
因为我们完全的诚实,
04:04
because it was so starkly honest,
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04:06
and that honesty turned out
to be exactly what we needed.
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这种诚实正是我们最需要的。
04:10
Early in Paul's illness,
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在Paul患病的早期,
04:12
we agreed we would
just keep saying things out loud.
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我们商量好,我们什么事情都敞开说。
04:17
Tasks like making a will,
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像是立遗嘱这样的事情,
04:19
or completing our advance directives --
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完成预留医疗指示(ADS)——
(译注:丧失主观意识时的医护指示)
04:22
tasks that I had always avoided --
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那些我一直逃避的事情——
04:24
were not as daunting as they once seemed.
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当真正面对时并没有那么可怕。
04:27
I realized that completing
an advance directive is an act of love --
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我意识到预留医疗指示(ADS)
是一种爱的举动——
04:33
like a wedding vow.
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就像是婚礼上的誓言。
04:35
A pact to take care of someone,
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一种照料对方的契约,
04:37
codifying the promise
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将誓言铭刻下来
04:40
that til death do us part,
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直到生死相隔,
04:43
I will be there.
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我永不言弃。
04:45
If needed, I will speak for you.
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我会在需要时为你表达你的意愿。
04:49
I will honor your wishes.
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我会完成你的愿望。
04:53
That paperwork became
a tangible part of our love story.
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这个法律文书成为我们
爱情故事的见证。
04:58
As physicians,
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作为医生,
我跟Paul都有充分的心理准备
05:00
Paul and I were in a good position
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05:01
to understand and even
accept his diagnosis.
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去理解,甚至接受诊断结果。
05:05
We weren't angry about it,
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我们并没有感到愤怒,
05:07
luckily,
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很幸运,
05:08
because we'd seen so many patients
in devastating situations,
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因为我们早就目睹太多危重的病人,
05:12
and we knew that death is a part of life.
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我们知道,死,是生命的一部分。
05:17
But it's one thing to know that;
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但是,大道理谁都知道;
05:19
it was a very different experience
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当真的自己遇到的时候,
05:20
to actually live with the sadness
and uncertainty of a serious illness.
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亲身经历悲伤和不确定性
是完全不同的体验。
05:26
Huge strides are being made
against lung cancer,
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肺癌的治疗方法效果很好,
05:29
but we knew that Paul likely had
months to a few years left to live.
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但是我们知道Paul的预期寿命
只有几年,甚至几个月。
05:36
During that time,
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在那段时间,
05:37
Paul wrote about his transition
from doctor to patient.
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Paul记录了他从医生
到病人的转变,
05:41
He talked about feeling
like he was suddenly at a crossroads,
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他谈到了突然感觉
自己站在了十字路口,
05:45
and how he would have thought
he'd be able to see the path,
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以及他是如何以为自己能看清道路,
05:49
that because he treated so many patients,
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因为他已经帮助过那么多病人,
05:51
maybe he could follow in their footsteps.
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或许他可以追踪他们的脚步。
05:55
But he was totally disoriented.
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但是他彻底的迷失了方向。
05:58
Rather than a path,
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根本不是一条路,
06:00
Paul wrote,
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Paul写到,
06:01
"I saw instead
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“我看到的是
06:03
only a harsh, vacant,
gleaming white desert.
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只有一片荒芜、空虚、
泛着光的白色的沙漠。
06:08
As if a sandstorm
had erased all familiarity.
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就像是一场沙尘暴将所有
熟悉的东西都刮跑了。
06:12
I had to face my mortality
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我必须面对我将死的事实,
06:15
and try to understand
what made my life worth living,
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尝试搞清楚如何能够活得有意义,
06:20
and I needed my oncologist's
help to do so."
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我需要我的肿瘤医生帮助我。”
06:27
The clinicians taking care of Paul
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临床医生们对Paul的照料
06:29
gave me an even deeper appreciation
for my colleagues in health care.
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让我对于我医疗界的同事
有了更深的感激。
06:33
We have a tough job.
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我们的工作很难。
06:35
We're responsible for helping patients
have clarity around their prognoses
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我们有责任帮助患者
清楚的知道预期后果
06:40
and their treatment options,
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以及他们治疗的选择,
06:42
and that's never easy,
but it's especially tough
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这向来不是简单的事情,
尤其是处理癌症
06:44
when you're dealing with potentially
terminal illnesses like cancer.
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等不治之症的时候,选择更加的艰难。
06:50
Some people don't want to know
how long they have left,
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有些人愿意不去知道
还有多少时日,
06:53
others do.
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有的人想知道。
06:55
Either way, we never have those answers.
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无论哪种,我们都不知道答案的。
07:00
Sometimes we substitute hope
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有时候我们会强调最好的可能性,
07:03
by emphasizing the best-case scenario.
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以期让希望显得更大一些。
07:08
In a survey of physicians,
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一次面向医生的调查中,
07:10
55 percent said
they painted a rosier picture
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55%的医生说当他们
跟病人描述预后时,
07:15
than their honest opinion
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相比于他们真实的意见,
07:16
when describing a patient's prognosis.
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他们会尝试说得更有希望一些。
07:19
It's an instinct born out of kindness.
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这是一种出于本能的友善。
07:23
But researchers have found
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但是研究人员发现
07:25
that when people better understand
the possible outcomes of an illness,
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当患者能够更好的理解
疾病的预期后果时,
07:30
they have less anxiety,
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他们的焦虑更少,
07:32
greater ability to plan
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更有可能好好规划,
07:35
and less trauma for their families.
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并可能减少给家庭带来的伤痛。
07:40
Families can struggle
with those conversations,
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一个家庭在讨论这类话题时
可能非常痛苦,
07:43
but for us, we also found that information
immensely helpful with big decisions.
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但是我们同样发现在做重大决策时
真实信息的重要性。
07:50
Most notably,
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最重要的是,
07:52
whether to have a baby.
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要不要生孩子。
07:56
Months to a few years meant
Paul was not likely to see her grow up.
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只有不到一两年的预期寿命意味着
Paul无法看到女儿长大。
08:02
But he had a good chance
of being there for her birth
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但是他能够有机会看到女儿的出生
08:05
and for the beginning of her life.
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并在生命开始的时候陪伴左右。
08:08
I remember asking Paul
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我记得问过Paul
08:10
if he thought having
to say goodbye to a child
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要跟一个襁褓中的孩子告别
08:13
would make dying even more painful.
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会不会让死亡更加痛苦。
08:18
And his answer astounded me.
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他的回答震撼了我。
08:20
He said,
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他说,
08:21
"Wouldn't it be great if it did?"
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“真能这样,难道不会更好么?”
08:27
And we did it.
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于是我们怀孕了。
08:29
Not in order to spite cancer,
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并不是为了跟癌症斗争,
08:33
but because we were learning
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而是因为我们学会了
08:35
that living fully
means accepting suffering.
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有意义的生活,包括了接受苦难。
08:43
Paul's oncologist tailored his chemo
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Paul的肿瘤医生适量减少了
他化疗的剂量
08:46
so he could continue
working as a neurosurgeon,
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这样他依然可以从事
神经外科手术,
08:49
which initially we thought
was totally impossible.
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这在一开始我们觉得是
完全不可能的。
08:53
When the cancer advanced
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当癌症进一步加重时
08:54
and Paul shifted from surgery to writing,
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Paul放下了手术刀,拿起了笔,
08:58
his palliative care doctor
prescribed a stimulant medication
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他的姑息疗法医生给他开了
兴奋类的药物,
09:01
so he could be more focused.
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这样他可以更加专注。
09:04
They asked Paul about
his priorities and his worries.
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他们询问了Paul在意的事情
和担心的事情。
09:08
They asked him what trade-offs
he was willing to make.
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他们询问了他在一些问题上的取舍。
09:14
Those conversations
are the best way to ensure
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这些谈话是确保你的医疗计划
09:18
that your health care matches your values.
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符合你的预期的最好方式。
09:24
Paul joked that it's not
like that "birds and bees" talk
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Paul开玩笑说,
这跟你的父母跟你谈论
09:26
you have with your parents,
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有关性的话题是不一样的,
这种谈话你总想尽早结束,
09:28
where you all get it over with
as quickly as possible,
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然后假装从没发生过。
09:30
and then pretend it never happened.
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09:32
You revisit the conversation
as things change.
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当事情变化时你会回过头来
回顾这些谈话。
09:35
You keep saying things out loud.
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你坚持说出真实感受。
09:40
I'm forever grateful
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我会永远感激
09:41
because Paul's clinicians felt
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Paul的临床医生们,
09:43
that their job wasn't to try
to give us answers they didn't have,
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他们并不觉得他们的工作
是提供他们不知道的答案
或仅仅是帮我们修复什么东西,
09:47
or only to try to fix things for us,
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09:50
but to counsel Paul
through painful choices ...
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而是在Paul面对痛苦的选择时
提供咨询建议…
09:54
when his body was failing
but his will to live wasn't.
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他的身体逐渐垮下去的时候,
他的精神依然矍铄。
10:01
Later, after Paul died,
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在Paul死后,
10:03
I received a dozen bouquets of flowers,
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我收到了很多花束,
10:06
but I sent just one ...
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而我送出了一束…
10:08
to Paul's oncologist,
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给Paul的肿瘤医生,
10:10
because she supported his goals
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因为她为Paul的目标提供支持
10:14
and she helped him weigh his choices.
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并帮助他权衡可能的选择。
10:18
She knew that living
means more than just staying alive.
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她知道生活并不仅仅意味着活着。
10:25
A few weeks ago,
a patient came into my clinic.
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几周前,一位患者来到我的诊所。
10:28
A woman dealing
with a serious chronic disease.
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是一位患有严重慢性病的女士。
10:32
And while we were talking
about her life and her health care,
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当我们讨论她的生活和医疗计划时,
10:35
she said, "I love my palliative care team.
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她提到,“我爱我的姑息治疗小组。
10:39
They taught me that it's OK to say 'no'."
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他们让我知道是完全可以说‘不’的。”
10:43
Yeah, I thought, of course it is.
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对呀,我想,当然了。
10:46
But many patients don't feel that.
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但是很多患者没有意识到这点。
10:50
Compassion and Choices did a study
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“热情和选择”组织做过调查,
10:52
where they asked people
about their health care preferences.
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调查内容是询问人们的
医疗健康偏好。
10:56
And a lot of people
started their answers with the words
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很多人开始回答都是以
11:00
"Well, if I had a choice ..."
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“如果我有选择的话…”开头。
11:03
If I had a choice.
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如果我有选择。
11:06
And when I read that "if,"
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但我读到那个“如果”,
11:08
I understood better
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我更加理解
11:10
why one in four people
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为什么四分之一的人
11:13
receives excessive or unwanted
medical treatment,
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被过度医疗了,
11:18
or watches a family member receive
excessive or unwanted medical treatment.
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或者目睹家庭成员被过度医疗。
11:25
It's not because doctors don't get it.
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并不是因为医生不知道。
11:27
We do.
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我们知道。
11:29
We understand the real
psychological consequences
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我们知道这些对于患者和家庭而言
11:32
on patients and their families.
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带来的真实的心理上的后果。
11:35
The things is, we deal with them, too.
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问题是,我们也有困扰要处理。
11:38
Half of critical care nurses
and a quarter of ICU doctors
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一半的重症监护护士和
1/4的ICU医生
11:43
have considered quitting their jobs
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考虑过换工作,
11:46
because of distress over feeling
that for some of their patients,
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因为有时候他们提供的帮助
并不符合患者的诉求,
11:51
they've provided care
that didn't fit with the person's values.
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这种感觉让他们感觉到很痛苦。
11:57
But doctors can't make sure
your wishes are respected
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但是只有当医生知道
你的愿望究竟是什么,
11:59
until they know what they are.
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才有可能确认它们得到了尊重。
12:03
Would you want to be on life support
if it offered any chance of longer life?
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你是否愿意通过生命维持装置
延续你的生命?
12:08
Are you most worried
about the quality of that time,
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那时你是否更加关注生活质量,
12:12
rather than quantity?
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而不是生命的长度?
12:14
Both of those choices
are thoughtful and brave,
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两种选择都是勇敢且睿智的,
12:19
but for all of us, it's our choice.
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对我们而言,这是我们的选择。
12:22
That's true at the end of life
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这对于我们的临终医疗
12:24
and for medical care throughout our lives.
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以及我们日常的医疗服务都是如此。
12:27
If you're pregnant,
do you want genetic screening?
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如果你怀孕了,你想做
基因筛查么?
12:30
Is a knee replacement right or not?
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要不要更换膝关节?
12:33
Do you want to do dialysis
in a clinic or at home?
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你希望在家还是在诊所
做血液透析?
12:38
The answer is:
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答案是:
12:40
it depends.
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看情况。
12:42
What medical care will help you
live the way you want to?
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哪种医疗方案能够帮助你
按你想要的方式生活?
12:48
I hope you remember that question
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我希望你在下一次面对
12:51
the next time you face
a decision in your health care.
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你的医疗方案问题时,
能够记得这个问题。
12:55
Remember that you always have a choice,
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记住,你始终可以选择。
12:59
and it is OK to say no to a treatment
that's not right for you.
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而且当医疗方案不适合你时,
你可以说不。
13:06
There's a poem by W.S. Merwin --
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W.S. Merwin 写过一首诗——
13:09
it's just two sentences long --
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很短,只有两行——
13:12
that captures how I feel now.
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描述了我现在的感受。
13:16
"Your absence has gone through me
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“你的离去,如丝线穿针,
13:19
like thread through a needle.
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穿过了我。
13:23
Everything I do
is stitched with its color."
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从此我的生活,都是你的色彩。”
13:29
For me that poem evokes my love for Paul,
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对于我而言,这首诗
激发了我对Paul的爱,
13:33
and a new fortitude
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带给我新的勇气
13:35
that came from loving and losing him.
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在我经历对Paul的爱和逝去之后。
13:40
When Paul said, "It's going to be OK,"
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当Paul说,“一切都会变好的,”
13:43
that didn't mean
that we could cure his illness.
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他并不是说他的癌症能够痊愈。
13:48
Instead, we learned to accept
both joy and sadness at the same time;
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相反,我们学会了接受这段过程中
经历的愉悦和悲伤;
13:55
to uncover beauty and purpose
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去发现生活的美和意义,
13:58
both despite and because we are all born
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学会放下,因为我们都会出生,
14:03
and we all die.
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也都会死去。
14:06
And for all the sadness
and sleepless nights,
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在那些悲伤的不眠之夜,
14:09
it turns out there is joy.
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我们也找到了一些快乐。
14:12
I leave flowers on Paul's grave
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我在Paul的坟墓摆上鲜花
14:14
and watch our two-year-old
run around on the grass.
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看着两岁大的孩子
在草地里奔跑玩耍。
14:19
I build bonfires on the beach
and watch the sunset with our friends.
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我在海滩点一堆篝火,
跟朋友看日落。
14:25
Exercise and mindfulness
meditation have helped a lot.
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健身和冥想训练很有帮助。
14:30
And someday,
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有时候,
14:31
I hope I do get remarried.
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我确实希望能够再婚。
14:36
Most importantly,
I get to watch our daughter grow.
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最重要的是,我能够
看着女儿一天天长大。
14:40
I've thought a lot
about what I'm going to say to her
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我一直在思考,当她更大一些
14:44
when she's older.
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如何跟她诉说。
14:48
"Cady,
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“Cady,
14:50
engaging in the full
range of experience --
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拥抱人生所有的体验——
14:53
living and dying,
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生与死,
14:55
love and loss --
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爱与失去——
14:57
is what we get to do.
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都是我们要经历的。
15:00
Being human doesn't happen
despite suffering.
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身而为人并不能够无视苦难。
15:07
It happens within it.
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人生伴随着苦难。
15:10
When we approach suffering together,
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当我们能够一起面对苦难,
15:13
when we choose not to hide from it,
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当我们选择不再去回避它,
15:16
our lives don't diminish,
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我们的生活并不会萎缩,
15:18
they expand."
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而是会得到延伸。”
15:21
I've learned that cancer
isn't always a battle.
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经历过这些我意识到治疗癌症
并不是一场战役。
15:26
Or if it is,
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如果是的话,
15:27
maybe it's a fight for something
different than we thought.
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那么可能也是一场跟我们
想象的不同的战役。
15:32
Our job isn't to fight fate,
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我们要做的不是跟命运抗争,
15:35
but to help each other through.
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而是相互扶持,度过难关。
15:39
Not as soldiers
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我们不是战士,
15:41
but as shepherds.
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我们是牧羊人。
15:45
That's how we make it OK,
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这是我们体会到的变好,
15:47
even when it's not.
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即使它可能不是。
15:50
By saying it out loud,
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通过开诚布公,
15:53
by helping each other through ...
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相互扶持度过这段旅程…
15:57
and a gorilla suit never hurts, either.
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准备一套大猩猩戏服总没坏处。
16:00
Thank you.
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谢谢大家。
16:01
(Applause)
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