Black life at the intersection of birth and death | Mwende "FreeQuency" Katwiwa

41,185 views ・ 2018-02-23

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譯者: Lilian Chiu 審譯者: Helen Chang
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My name is Mwende Katwiwa
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我叫溫蒂卡提瓦,
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and I am a poet,
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我是詩人、
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a Pan-Africanist
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泛非主義者,
00:18
and a freedom fighter.
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也是自由鬥士。
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I was 23 years old
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我 23 歲的時候,
00:22
when I first heard about Reproductive Justice.
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第一次聽到生殖正義一詞。
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I was working at Women with a Vision,
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當時我在 Women with a Vision 工作,
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where I learned that Reproductive Justice was defined by Sister Song as:
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在那裡,我得知生殖正義被 「Sister Song」定義為:
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One: A woman's right to decide if and when she will have a baby
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一:女人有權可以決定 是否要/何時想要生孩子,
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and the conditions under which she will give birth.
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以及她想要在何種條件下生孩子。
00:38
Two: A woman's right to decide if she will not have a baby
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二:女人有權決定 她是否不要生孩子,
00:42
and her options for preventing or ending a pregnancy.
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且可以選擇避孕或墮胎。
00:45
And three: A woman's right to parent the children she already has
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三:女人有權在安全 且健康的環境中教養
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in safe and healthy environments
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她已經擁有的孩子,
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without fear of violence
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且不用害怕來自他人
00:53
from individuals or the government.
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或政府的暴力行為。
00:56
I've always wanted to be a mother.
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我一直想成為母親。
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Growing up, I heard all about the joys of motherhood.
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成長過程中,我聽到的 都是當媽媽的喜悅。
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I used to dream of watching my womb weave wonder into this world.
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我以前會夢到看著我的子宮 將奇蹟帶到世界上。
01:07
See, I knew I was young.
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我知道我當時還年輕。
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But I figured,
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但我認為,
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it couldn't hurt to start planning for something so big, so early.
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這麼重大的事情,現在 早點開始規劃也沒有害處。
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But now,
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但現在,
01:17
I'm 26 years old.
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我 26 歲了。
01:19
And I don't know if I have what it takes to stomach motherhood in this country.
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我不知道自己是否有足夠本事 承受在這個國家中當一名母親。
01:23
See, over the years, America has taught me more about parenting
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關於教養小孩, 這些年來美國所教我的,
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than any book on the subject.
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遠多於這方面的書籍。
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It has taught me how some women give birth to babies
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美國教了我, 有些女人生的是寶寶,
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and others to suspects.
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其他女人生的則是嫌疑犯。
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It has taught me that this body will birth kin
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美國教了我, 這樣的身體所生出的親人
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who are more likely to be held in prison cells
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比較有可能被關進監獄,
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than to hold college degrees.
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而非取得大學學位。
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There is something about being Black in America
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身為在美國的黑人,有一項特點,
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that has made motherhood seem
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會讓擔任母親這件事
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complicated.
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看上去很複雜。
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Seem like,
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就像是,
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I don't know what to do to raise my kids right
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我不知道如何才能 正確地撫養我的孩子,
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and keep them alive.
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讓他們活下去。
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Do I tell my son not to steal because it is wrong,
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我要教導兒子不可偷竊 是因為它錯誤的?
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or because they will use it to justify his death?
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或因為別人可以 用偷竊之名來殺害他?
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Do I tell him
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我該告訴他
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that even if he pays for his Skittles and sweet tea
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即使他買彩虹糖和甜茶時有付錢,
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there will still be those who will watch him
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還是會有人緊盯著他,
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and see a criminal before child;
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把他當罪犯而非小孩;
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who will call the police and not wait for them to come.
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會叫警察,但不會等警察到來?
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Do I even want the police to come?
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我真的會希望警察來嗎?
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Too many Sean Bells go off in my head when I consider calling 911.
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我考慮要不要報警時, 滿腦子都是貝爾槍擊案的事。
02:17
I will not take it for Oscar Grant-ed that they will not come and kill my son.
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我不會認定他們一定不會像殺了 奧斯卡葛蘭特一樣殺了我兒子。
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So, we may have gotten rid of the nooses,
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我們身上可能已經沒有了枷鎖,
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but I still consider it lynching when they murder Black boys
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但我仍認為他們在動私刑,
謀殺了黑人男孩, 並將遺體曝在太陽下四小時。
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and leave their bodies for four hours in the sun.
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02:30
As a historical reminder
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這是在提醒我們不要忘記歷史,
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that there is something about being Black in America
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在美國身為黑人,有一項特點,
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that has made motherhood sound
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會讓擔任母親這件事,
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like mourning.
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聽起來就像服喪。
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Sound like one morning I could wake up
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聽起來就像某天早晨我醒來,
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and see my son as a repeat of last week's story.
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看到上星期故事 再次發生在我兒子身上。
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Sound like I could wake up and realize
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聽起來就像是我可能起床醒來
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the death of my daughter wouldn't even be newsworthy.
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就發現我女兒的死 甚至沒有新聞價值。
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So you can't tell me that Sandra Bland is the only Black woman
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所以你不能告訴我, 受到暴力對待的黑人女性當中
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whose violence deserves more than our silence.
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只有珊卓布蘭達 應該讓我們打破沉默。
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What about our other dark-skinned daughters in distress
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那麼其他在痛苦中死去, 卻還沒被我們記得的
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whose deaths we have yet to remember?
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深色皮膚女兒們又該怎麼辦?
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What about our children
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那麼,那些人生不能完全符合
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whose lives don't fit neatly between the lives of your genders?
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大眾兩性標準的那些孩子 又該怎麼辦?
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See, apparently, nothing is a great protector
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很顯然,如果你是從 像這樣的身體生出來的,
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if you come out of a body that looks like this.
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你就無法得到很好的保護。
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See, there is something about being Black in America
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身為在美國的黑人,有一項特點,
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that has made motherhood sound
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會讓擔任母親這件事,聽起來
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like something I'm not sure I look forward to.
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像是我無法肯定 我會期待的一件事。
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I've written too many poems about dead Black children to be naïve
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我已經寫過太多首詩, 談到死去的黑人小孩有多天真,
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about the fact that there could one day be a poem written about my kids.
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談到有天可能會有一首詩 內容是在描寫我的小孩。
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But I do not want to be a mother who gave birth to poems.
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但我不想當一個生出 「詩」的母親。
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I do not want a stanza for a son
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我不想要有關於 一個兒子的一節詩,
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nor a line for a little girl
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或關於一個小女孩的一行句子,
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nor a footnote for a child who doesn't fit into this world.
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或關於一個無法融入 這世界的孩子的一段註腳。
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No.
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不要。
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I do not want children who will live forever
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我不希望孩子會永遠活在
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in the pages of poetry,
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詩集的頁面中,
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yet can't seem to outlive
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真正活在世界上的時間
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me.
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卻沒有比我長。
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(Applause)
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(掌聲)
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I was invited to the TEDWomen conference
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我受邀來 TEDWomen 大會,
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to perform a poem.
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是要來表演一首詩。
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But for me, poetry is not about art and performance.
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但對我來說,詩的重點 不是藝術和表演。
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It is a form of protest.
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它是一種抗議的形式。
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Yesterday,
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昨天,
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during rehearsal,
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彩排的時候,
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I was told that there had been
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有人告訴我最近有
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two to three recent TED Talks about Black Lives Matter.
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兩、三場 TED 近期演說的主題 和「黑人命也是命」運動有關。
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That maybe I should cut down my TED Talk
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說也許我可以刪減 一些我的演說內容,
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so it could "just" be about Reproductive Justice.
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讓演說變成「正好」 與生殖正義有關就好。
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But that poem and this talk
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但那首詩和這場演說
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is fundamentally about my inability to separate the two.
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在根本上談的就是我無法 將這兩者區分開來。
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I was 21 years old --
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我 21 歲時——
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(Applause)
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(掌聲)
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I was 21 years old when Trayvon Martin was murdered.
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我 21 歲時,發生了 特雷文馬丁謀殺案。
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Trayvon Martin, a 17-year-old Black boy,
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特雷文馬丁是個 17 歲的黑人男孩,
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a Black child,
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一個黑人小孩,
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reminded me
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他提醒了我,
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reminded us
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提醒了我們,
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how little this nation actually values Black life.
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這個國家實際上有多麼 不珍視黑人的生命。
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The hashtag #BlackLivesMatter
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「# 黑人命也是命」這個標籤
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became the most recognized call
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成了最廣為人知的呼籲,
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for Black people and our children
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希望黑人和我們的小孩
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to live in safe environments and healthy communities
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能在安全的環境 和健康的社區中生活,
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without fear
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不必畏懼
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from violence from individuals or the state or government.
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來自個人、國家,或政府的暴力。
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Months later,
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幾個月後,
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when George Zimmerman was not held responsible
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喬治季莫曼不用為
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for murdering Trayvon Martin,
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謀殺馬丁負責時,
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I heard Sybrina Fulton,
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我聽到賽布琳娜佛爾頓,
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Trayvon Martin's mother, speak.
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即馬丁的母親,所說的話。
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Her testimony so deeply impacted me
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她的證詞深深地衝擊了我,
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that I found myself constantly asking,
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造成我自己時常在問,
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what would it mean to mother in the United Stated of America
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在美國,母親擁有這種膚色,
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in this skin?
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代表什麼意義?
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What does motherhood really mean,
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母親身分真正的意義是什麼?
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when for so many who look like me
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因為對於許多外表像我這樣的人,
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it is synonymous with mourning?
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母親身分就等同服喪。
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Without realizing it,
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不知不覺間,
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I had begun to link the Reproductive Justice framework
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我就開始將生殖正義的架構
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and the Movement for Black Lives.
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與「黑人命也是命」運動連結起來。
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As I learned more about Reproductive Justice
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隨著我在 Women With A Vision
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at Women With A Vision,
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對於生殖正義有更多了解,
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and as I continued to be active in the Movement for Black Lives,
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並隨著我持續進行 黑人命也是命相關活動,
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I found myself wanting others to see and feel these similarities.
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我越發現我自己希望他人 能看見並感受到這些相似之處。
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I found myself asking:
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我發現自己在問:
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Whose job is it in times like this
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在這樣的時刻,該由誰將想法、
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to connect ideas realities and people?
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現實,與人連結在一起?
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I want to dedicate this talk and that poem
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我想將這場演講和那首詩
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to Constance Malcolm.
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獻給康絲坦斯馬爾康。
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She is the mother of Ramarley Graham
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她是拉馬利格拉漢的母親,
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who was another Black child
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格拉漢是另一位命還不該絕
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who was murdered before their time.
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卻被殺害的黑人孩童。
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She reminded me once over dinner,
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她讓我想起,有次晚餐時,
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as I was struggling to write that poem,
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我絞盡腦汁在寫那首詩,
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that it is the artist's job
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藝術家的工作
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to unearth stories that people try to bury
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就是要發掘故事, 即使人們試圖用
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with shovels of complacency and time.
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自滿與時間的鏟子來埋藏它們。
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Recently,
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最近,
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Toni Morrison wrote,
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托妮莫里森寫道:
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"In times of dread,
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「在懼怕的時代,
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artists must never choose to remain silent.
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藝術家永遠不能選擇保持沈默。
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There is no time for self-pity,
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沒有自憐的時間,
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no room for fear."
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沒有恐懼的空間。」
06:52
Yesterday, during rehearsal,
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昨天,在彩排的時候,
06:54
when I was told that I should
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當有人告訴我說我應該
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"maybe cut the Black Lives Matter portion from my talk,"
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「也許刪減一些我的演說中 關於黑人命也是命的內容」,
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I found myself fearful for a moment.
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我發現自己在那一瞬間感到害怕。
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Fearful that again our stories were being denied
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害怕我們的故事會再次被拒絕,
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the very stages they deserve to be told on.
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在應該要講述這些故事的 舞台上被拒絕。
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And then I remembered the words I had just spoken.
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接著,我記起了我剛說的話。
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"In times of dread,
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「在懼怕的時代,
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artists must never choose to remain silent.
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藝術家永遠不能選擇保持沈默。
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There is no time for self-pity.
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沒有自憐的時間。」
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(Applause)
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(掌聲)
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There is no time for self-pity.
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「沒有自憐的時間。
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And no room for fear."
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沒有恐懼的空間。」
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And I have made my choice.
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而我已經做出了我的選擇。
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And I am always choosing.
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我一直在選擇。
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Thank you.
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謝謝。
07:38
(Applause)
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