A tribute to nurses | Carolyn Jones

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์•„๋ž˜ ์˜๋ฌธ์ž๋ง‰์„ ๋”๋ธ”ํด๋ฆญํ•˜์‹œ๋ฉด ์˜์ƒ์ด ์žฌ์ƒ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.

๋ฒˆ์—ญ: ์ง„์„ญ ๋ฐ• ๊ฒ€ํ† : Jihyeon J. Kim
00:12
As patients,
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ํ™˜์ž์ผ ๋•Œ
00:13
we usually remember the names of our doctors,
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๋ณดํ†ต ์˜์‚ฌ๋“ค์˜ ์ด๋ฆ„์€ ๊ธฐ์–ตํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค๋งŒ
00:17
but often we forget the names of our nurses.
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๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ์‚ฌ๋“ค์˜ ์ด๋ฆ„์€ ์ข…์ข… ์žŠ์–ด๋ฒ„๋ฆฌ๊ธฐ ๋งˆ๋ จ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:21
I remember one.
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ํ•œ ๋ถ„์€ ๊ธฐ์–ต๋‚˜๋„ค์š”.
00:23
I had breast cancer a few years ago,
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๋ช‡ ๋…„ ์ „, ์ €๋Š” ์œ ๋ฐฉ์•”์„ ์•“์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:25
and somehow I managed to get through the surgeries
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์–ด์ฐŒ์–ด์ฐŒํ•˜์—ฌ ๊ฐ„์‹ ํžˆ ์ˆ˜์ˆ ์„ ๋ฐ›๊ฒŒ ๋˜์—ˆ๊ณ 
00:28
and the beginning of the treatment just fine.
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์ดˆ๊ธฐ ์น˜๋ฃŒ๋“ค์€ ๊ดœ์ฐฎ์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:31
I could hide what was going on.
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์–ด๋–ค ์น˜๋ฃŒ๋ฅผ ๋ฐ›๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š”์ง€ ์ˆจ๊ธธ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์—ˆ์ฃ .
00:33
Everybody didn't really have to know.
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๋ชจ๋‘๊ฐ€ ์•Œ ํ•„์š”๋Š” ์—†์—ˆ์œผ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ์š”.
00:36
I could walk my daughter to school,
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์ €๋Š” ๊ฑธ์–ด์„œ ๋”ธ์„ ํ•™๊ต์— ๋ฐ๋ ค๋‹ค ์ค„ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์—ˆ๊ณ 
00:38
I could go out to dinner with my husband;
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์ €๋Š” ๋‚จํŽธ๊ณผ ์ €๋…์„ ๋จน์œผ๋Ÿฌ ์™ธ์ถœ๋„ ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์—ˆ์œผ๋‹ˆ
00:40
I could fool people.
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์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์„ ๊ฐ์ชฝ๊ฐ™์ด ์†์ผ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์—ˆ์ฃ .
00:42
But then my chemo was scheduled to begin
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ๋‚˜ ์ด๋‚ด ํ•ญ์•”์น˜๋ฃŒ ์ผ์ •์ด ์‹œ์ž‘๋˜๊ณ 
00:44
and that terrified me
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์ €๋Š” ๊ฒ์ด ๋‚ฌ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:46
because I knew that I was going to lose every single hair on my body
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์™œ๋ƒํ•˜๋ฉด ์ €๋Š” ์ œ ๋ชธ์— ํ„ธ๋“ค์„ ๋ชจ์กฐ๋ฆฌ ์žƒ์„ ๊ฒƒ์„ ์•Œ์•˜๊ธฐ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์ด๊ณ 
00:51
because of the kind of chemo that I was going to have.
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์ด์ œ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋ฐ›์„ ํ•ญ์•”์น˜๋ฃŒ๋กœ ์ผ์–ด๋‚  ์ผ์ด๊ธฐ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์ด์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:54
I wasn't going to be able to pretend anymore
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์ด์ œ ๋”์ด์ƒ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์—๊ฒŒ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ •์ƒ์ธ ๊ฒƒ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ
00:56
as though everything was normal.
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ํ–‰๋™ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์—†๊ฒŒ ๋œ ๊ฒƒ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:59
I was scared.
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์ €๋Š” ๋ฌด์„œ์› ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:00
I knew what it felt like to have everybody treating me with kid gloves,
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์ €๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด ์ €๋ฅผ ์•„์ด์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ๋ฐฐ๋ คํ•ด ์ค„ ๊ฒƒ์ž„์„ ์•Œ์•˜๊ณ 
01:04
and I just wanted to feel normal.
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์ €๋Š” ๊ทธ๋ƒฅ ์ •์ƒ์ธ ๊ฐ™์€ ๋Š๋‚Œ์œผ๋กœ ์‚ด๊ธธ ์›ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:06
I had a port installed in my chest.
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์ €๋Š” ๊ฐ€์Šด์— ์ผ€๋ชจํฌํŠธ๋ฅผ ๋‹ฌ์•„์•ผ ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:08
I went to my first day of chemotherapy,
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ํ•ญ์•”์น˜๋ฃŒ๋ฅผ ๋ฐ›์œผ๋Ÿฌ ๊ฐ„ ์ฒซ ๋‚ 
01:11
and I was an emotional wreck.
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์ œ ๊ฐ์ •์€ ๋งŒ์‹ ์ฐฝ์ด์˜€์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:13
My nurse, Joanne, walked in the door,
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์ œ ๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ์‚ฌ ์กฐ์•ค์€, ๋ฌธ ์•ž์œผ๋กœ ๋‹ค๊ฐ€์™”๊ณ 
01:16
and every bone in my body was telling me to get up out of that chair
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์ œ ๋ชธ์˜ ๋ชจ๋“  ๋ผˆ๊ฐ€ ๋‹น์žฅ ์˜์ž๋ฅผ ๋ฐ•์ฐจ๊ณ  ์ผ์–ด๋‚˜
01:20
and take for the hills.
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๋„๋ง๊ฐ€๋ผ๊ณ  ๋งํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ ๊ฐ™์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:22
But Joanne looked at me and talked to me like we were old friends.
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ๋ฐ ์กฐ์•ค์€ ์ €๋ฅผ ๋ณด๊ณ  ์˜ค๋žœ ์นœ๊ตฌ๋ฅผ ๋Œ€ํ•˜๋“ฏ์ด ๋งํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:27
And then she asked me,
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์ด์–ด์„œ ์ œ๊ฒŒ ๋ฌผ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค,
01:28
"Where'd you get your highlights done?"
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"๋จธ๋ฆฌ ์—ผ์ƒ‰์€ ์–ด๋””์„œ ํ•˜์‹ค ๊ฑฐ์˜ˆ์š”?"
01:30
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
01:31
And I was like, are you kidding me?
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์ €๋Š”, ์ด๊ฒŒ ๋ฌด์Šจ ๋ง์ด์ง€?
01:33
You're going to talk to me about my hair when I'm on the verge of losing it?
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์ง€๊ธˆ ๋จธ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ๋‹ค ๋น ์ง€๊ฒŒ ์ƒ๊ธด ๋งˆ๋‹น์— ์—ผ์ƒ‰์„ ์–ด๋””์„œ ํ•˜๋ƒ๋Š” ๋†๋‹ด์ด๋ผ๋‹ˆ?
01:38
I was kind of angry,
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์ €๋Š” ์ข€ ํ™”๊ฐ€ ๋‚ฌ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:40
and I said, "Really? Hair?"
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์ €๋Š”, "๋„ค? ๋จธ๋ฆฌ์š”?"
01:43
And with a shrug of her shoulders she said,
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๊ทธ๋…€๋Š” ์–ด๊นจ๋ฅผ ์œผ์“ฑํ•˜๋”๋‹ˆ
01:45
"It's gonna grow back."
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"๋‹ค์‹œ ์ž๋ž„ ๊ฑฐ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ์š”."
01:48
And in that moment she said the one thing I had overlooked,
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๊ทธ๋…€๊ฐ€ ๋งํ–ˆ๋˜ ๊ทธ ์ˆœ๊ฐ„ ์ € ์กฐ์ฐจ๋„ ๊ฐ„๊ณผํ–ˆ๋˜
01:51
and that was that at some point, my life would get back to normal.
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์ œ ์ธ์ƒ์ด ์ •์ƒ์œผ๋กœ ๋Œ์•„์˜ฌ ๊ฑฐ๋ž€ ์‚ฌ์‹ค์ด ๋– ์˜ฌ๋ž์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:55
She really believed that.
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๊ทธ๋…€๋Š” ์ง„์‹ฌ์œผ๋กœ ๋ฏฟ๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ์ฃ .
01:56
And so I believed it, too.
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์ €๋„ ๋ฏฟ๊ฒŒ ๋˜์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:59
Now, worrying about losing your hair when you're fighting cancer
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ, ์•”๊ณผ ์‚ฌํˆฌ๋ฅผ ๋ฒŒ์ผ ๋•Œ ํ•˜๋Š” ํƒˆ๋ชจ์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ๊ฑฑ์ •์€
02:04
may seem silly at first,
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๋ณด๊ธฐ์— ๋”ฐ๋ผ ๋ฉ์ฒญํ•ด ๋ณด์ผ ์ˆ˜๋„ ์žˆ์ง€๋งŒ
02:05
but it's not just that you're worried about how you're going to look.
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๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์—๊ฒŒ ์™ธ๋ชจ๊ฐ€ ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ๋ณด์ผ๊นŒ ๋ฟ๋งŒ ์•„๋‹ˆ๋ผ ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด
02:09
It's that you're worried that everybody's going to treat you so carefully.
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์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ๋ถ„์„ ๋Œ€ํ•  ๋•Œ ์ง€๋‚˜์น˜๊ฒŒ ์กฐ์‹ฌํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ๊ฒƒ๋„ ์žˆ์ง€์š”.
02:14
Joanne made me feel normal for the first time in six months.
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์กฐ์•ค์€ ์•”์น˜๋ฃŒ ์ฒซ 6๊ฐœ์›” ๊ฐ„ ์ €๋ฅผ ๋ณดํ†ต์‚ฌ๋žŒ์œผ๋กœ ๋Š๋ผ๊ฒŒ ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:18
We talked about her boyfriends,
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๊ทธ๋…€์˜ ๋‚จ์ž์นœ๊ตฌ ์ด์•ผ๊ธธ ํ–ˆ์ง€์š”.
02:20
we talked about looking for apartments in New York City,
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๋‰ด์š•์—์„œ ์•„ํŒŒํŠธ๋ฅผ ๊ตฌํ•˜๋Š” ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ๋„ ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:22
and we talked about my reaction to the chemotherapy --
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์ œ ํ•ญ์•”์น˜๋ฃŒ ๋ถ€์ž‘์šฉ์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ ๋“ฑ
02:25
all kind of mixed in together.
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๋ชจ๋“  ์ฃผ์ œ๋“ค์ด ํ•จ๊ป˜ ์„ž์—ฌ ์žˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:28
And I always wondered,
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์ €๋Š” ํ•ญ์ƒ ๊ถ๊ธˆํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:30
how did she so instinctively know just how to talk to me?
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์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ์ €๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๋ณธ๋Šฅ์ ์œผ๋กœ ๋‚˜๋ฅผ ๋Œ€ํ•˜๋Š” ๋ฐฉ๋ฒ•์„ ์ž˜ ์•Œ๊ณ  ์žˆ์ง€?
02:35
Joanne Staha and my admiration for her
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์กฐ์•ค ์Šคํƒ€ํ•˜์™€ ๊ทธ๋…€์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ๋™๊ฒฝ์€
02:38
marked the beginning of my journey into the world of nurses.
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์ €์˜ ๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ์‚ฌ๋“ค์˜ ์„ธ๊ณ„๋กœ์˜ ์—ฌ์ •์— ๋ฐœ๋‹จ์ด ๋˜์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:43
A few years later, I was asked to do a project
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๋ช‡ ๋…„์ด ํ๋ฅด๊ณ , ์ €๋Š” ํ•œ ํ”„๋กœ์ ํŠธ๋ฅผ ์˜๋ขฐ ๋ฐ›์•˜๋Š”๋ฐ
02:45
that would celebrate the work that nurses do.
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์ด๋Š” ๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ์‚ฌ๋“ค์˜ ์ผ์„ ์„ธ์ƒ์— ์•Œ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ ์ด์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:48
I started with Joanne,
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์ €๋Š” ์กฐ์•ค์—์„œ ์ด๋ฅผ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ–ˆ๊ณ 
02:50
and I met over 100 nurses across the country.
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์˜จ ๋‚˜๋ผ๋ฅผ ๋Œ๋ฉฐ 100๋ช…์ด ๋„˜๋Š” ๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ์‚ฌ๋“ค์„ ๋งŒ๋‚ฌ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:54
I spent five years interviewing, photographing and filming nurses
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์ €๋Š” ๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ์‚ฌ๋“ค์„ ์ธํ„ฐ๋ทฐํ•˜๊ณ , ์‚ฌ์ง„๊ณผ ์˜์ƒ์„ ์ฐ๋Š”๋ฐ 5๋…„์„ ๋ณด๋ƒˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:59
for a book and a documentary film.
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์ฑ…๊ณผ ๋‹คํ์˜์ƒ์„ ๋งŒ๋“ค๊ธฐ ์œ„ํ•œ ๊ฒƒ์ด์—ˆ์ฃ .
03:02
With my team,
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์ €ํฌ ํŒ€๊ณผ ํ•จ๊ป˜
03:03
we mapped a trip across America that would take us to places
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๋‹ค๋…”๋˜ ๋ฏธ๊ตญ ๋‚ด ์žฅ์†Œ๋“ค์„ ์ง€๋„์— ํ‘œ์‹œํ–ˆ๊ณ 
03:06
dealing with some of the biggest public health issues facing our nation --
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋‚˜๋ผ ๊ณต๊ณต์˜๋ฃŒ ๋ถ„์•ผ์— ์ง๋ฉดํ•œ ์ปค๋‹ค๋ž€ ์ด์Šˆ๋“ค
03:11
aging, war, poverty, prisons.
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๋…ธํ™”, ์ „์Ÿ, ๋นˆ๊ณค, ์ˆ˜๊ฐ์ž์˜ ๊ฑด๊ฐ•๊ณผ ๊ฐ™์€ ๋ฌธ์ œ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:16
And then we went places
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์ด๋Ÿฌํ•œ ๋ฌธ์ œ๋“ค์— ๊ด€๋ จ๋œ
03:17
where we would find the largest concentration of patients
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ํ™˜์ž๋“ค์ด ๊ฐ€์žฅ ์ง‘์ค‘๋˜์–ด ์žˆ๋Š”
03:21
dealing with those issues.
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์žฅ์†Œ๋“ค์„ ๋ฐฉ๋ฌธํ•˜๊ธฐ๋„ ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:24
Then we asked hospitals and facilities to nominate nurses
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์ €ํฌ๋Š” ๋ณ‘์›๊ณผ ๊ธฐ๊ด€๋“ค์—๊ฒŒ ๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ์‚ฌ๋“ค ์ค‘ ๋ˆ„๊ฐ€
03:28
who would best represent them.
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์ตœ๊ณ ๋ผ ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š”์ง€ ์ง€๋ช…ํ•ด ๋‹ฌ๋ผ๊ณ  ํ•˜์˜€์ฃ .
03:30
One of the first nurses I met was Bridget Kumbella.
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋งŒ๋‚œ ๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ์‚ฌ ์ค‘ ํ•œ ๋ช…์€ ๋ธŒ๋ฆฌ์ง“ ์ปด๋ฒจ๋ผ ์˜€์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:34
Bridget was born in Cameroon,
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๋ธŒ๋ฆฌ์ง“์€ ์นด๋ฉ”๋ฃฌ์—์„œ ์™”๋Š”๋ฐ
03:35
the oldest of four children.
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๋„ค ์•„์ด ์ค‘ ์ฒซ์งธ๋กœ ํƒœ์–ด๋‚ฌ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:38
Her father was at work when he had fallen from the fourth floor
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๊ทธ๋…€์˜ ์•„๋ฒ„์ง€๋Š” ์ผ์„ ํ•˜๋‹ค๊ฐ€ 4์ธต์—์„œ ๋–จ์–ด์ ธ
03:42
and really hurt his back.
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์ฒ™์ถ”๋ฅผ ์‹ฌํ•˜๊ฒŒ ๋‹ค์ณค์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:44
And he talked a lot about what it was like to be flat on your back
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ๊ทธ๋Š” ์ด์ œ ๊ผผ์ง์—†์ด ๋ณ‘์ƒ์— ๋ชธ์ ธ ๋ˆ•๊ฒŒ ์ƒ๊ฒผ์œผ๋‹ˆ
03:48
and not get the kind of care that you need.
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๊ทธ๋…€๋ฅผ ๋”์ด์ƒ ์ „ํ˜€ ๋Œ๋ด์ค„ ์ˆ˜๊ฐ€ ์—†์œผ๋‹ˆ
03:51
And that propelled Bridget to go into the profession of nursing.
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๋ธŒ๋ฆฌ์ง“์—๊ฒŒ ๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ์‚ฌ ๊ณผ์ •์„ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ•˜๊ฒŒ ํ•˜์˜€์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:55
Now, as a nurse in the Bronx,
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์ด์ œ, ๋ธŒ๋กฑํฌ์Šค์˜ ๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ์‚ฌ๋กœ์„œ
03:57
she has a really diverse group of patients that she cares for,
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๊ทธ๋…€๋Š” ์‚ด์•„์˜ค๋Š” ๋™์•ˆ ์ •๋ง ๋‹ค์–‘ํ•œ ๋ถ€๋ฅ˜์˜
04:00
from all walks of life,
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๊ฐ๊ธฐ ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์ข…๊ต๋ฅผ ๊ฐ€์ง„
04:02
and from all different religions.
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ํ™˜์ž๋“ค์„ ๋งŒ๋‚˜ ๋Œ๋ด์ฃผ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:05
And she's devoted her career to understanding the impact
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๊ทธ๋…€์˜ ๊ฒฝ๋ ฅ์„ ํ™˜์ž๋“ค์˜ ๊ฑด๊ฐ•๋ฌธ์ œ์—์„œ ์˜ค๋Š”
04:09
of our cultural differences when it comes to our health.
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์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ๊ฐ€์ง€ ๋ฌธํ™”์  ์ถฉ๊ฒฉ์„ ์ดํ•ดํ•˜๋Š”๋ฐ ํ—Œ์‹ ํ•˜์˜€์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:14
She spoke of a patient --
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๊ทธ๋…€๊ฐ€ ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ ํ•ด์คฌ๋˜ ํ•œ ํ™˜์ž๋Š”
04:15
a Native American patient that she had --
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๋ฏธ๊ตญ ์›์ฃผ๋ฏผ ์ด์—ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ
04:18
that wanted to bring a bunch of feathers into the ICU.
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์ค‘ํ™˜์ž์‹ค์— ๊นƒํ„ธ ํ•œ ๋ญ‰์น˜๋ฅผ ๊ฐ€์ ธ๊ฐ€๊ฒ ๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ–ˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:22
That's how he found spiritual comfort.
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๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ํ•˜๋ฉด ์˜์  ํŽธ์•ˆํ•จ์„ ๋Š๋‚„ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋‹ค๋ฉด์„œ์š”.
04:25
And she spoke of advocating for him
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ๊ทธ๋…€๋Š” ๊ทธ ์˜๊ฒฌ์„ ์ˆ˜์šฉํ•˜๋ฉฐ ๋งํ•˜๊ธธ
04:28
and said that patients come from all different religions
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๊ฐ๊ธฐ ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์ข…๊ต๋ฅผ ๋ฏฟ๋Š” ํ™˜์ž๋“ค์€
04:30
and use all different kinds of objects for comfort;
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์ •๋ง ๋‹ค์–‘ํ•œ ์ข…๋ฅ˜์˜ ์•ˆ์ •์„ ์œ„ํ•œ ๋„๊ตฌ๋ฅผ ์‚ฌ์šฉํ•˜๋Š”๋ฐ
04:34
whether it's a holy rosary or a symbolic feather,
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๊ทธ๊ฒƒ์ด ์‹ ์„ฑํ•œ ๋ฌต์ฃผ๋“  ์ƒ์ง•์ ์ธ ๊นƒํ„ธ์ด๋“  ๊ฐ„์—
04:38
it all needs to be supported.
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๋ชจ๋‘ ์กด์ค‘๋ฐ›์•„์•ผ ํ•œ๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:41
This is Jason Short.
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์ด์ œ ์ œ์ด์Šจ ์‡ผํŠธ๋ฅผ ๋ณด์‹œ์ฃ .
04:42
Jason is a home health nurse in the Appalachian mountains,
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์• ํŒ”๋ž˜์น˜์•„ ์‚ฐ๋งฅ์—์„œ ์˜จ ๊ฐ€์ •๋ฐฉ๋ฌธ ๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ์‚ฌ์ธ ์ œ์ด์Šจ์€
04:45
and his dad had a gas station and a repair shop when he was growing up.
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๊ทธ์˜ ์„ฑ์žฅ๊ธฐ์— ์•„๋ฒ„์ง€๊ฐ€ ์ˆ˜๋ฆฌ์ ์ด ๋”ธ๋ฆฐ ์ฃผ์œ ์†Œ๋ฅผ ์šด์˜ํ•˜๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:50
So he worked on cars in the community that he now serves as a nurse.
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ๊ทธ๊ฐ€ ์ž๋™์ฐจ๋ฅผ ์ˆ˜๋ฆฌํ–ˆ๋˜ ๊ทธ ๋งˆ์„์—์„œ ๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ์‚ฌ๋กœ ์ผํ•˜๊ณ  ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:55
When he was in college,
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๊ทธ๊ฐ€ ๋Œ€ํ•™ ์žฌํ•™์‹œ์ ˆ
04:56
it was just not macho at all to become a nurse,
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๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ์‚ฌ๊ฐ€ ๋œ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์€ ๋งˆ์ตธ์ ์ธ ์ผ์€ ์ ˆ๋Œ€ ์•„๋‹ˆ์—ˆ๊ณ 
05:00
so he avoided it for years.
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๋ช‡ ๋…„๊ฐ„ ๊ทธ ์ผ์„ ํšŒํ”ผํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:02
He drove trucks for a little while,
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๊ทธ๋Š” ์–ผ๋งˆ๊ฐ„ ํŠธ๋Ÿญ์„ ๋ชฐ๊ธฐ๋„ ํ–ˆ์œผ๋‚˜
05:04
but his life path was always pulling him back to nursing.
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๊ทธ์˜ ์ธ์ƒ์€ ์–ธ์ œ๋‚˜ ๊ทธ๋ฅผ ๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ์‚ฌ๋กœ ์ด๋Œ์–ด์ ธ ์™”์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:10
As a nurse in the Appalachian mountains,
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์• ํŒ”๋ž˜์น˜์•„ ์‚ฐ๋งฅ์—์„œ์˜ ๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ์‚ฌ๋กœ์„œ
05:12
Jason goes places that an ambulance can't even get to.
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์ œ์ด์Šจ์€ ๊ตฌ๊ธ‰์ฐจ๊ฐ€ ๋‹ฟ๊ธฐ ํž˜๋“  ์ง€์—ญ๊นŒ์ง€๋„ ๊ฐ‘๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:15
In this photograph, he's standing in what used to be a road.
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์ด ์‚ฌ์ง„์„ ๋ณด์‹œ๋ฉด, ๊ทธ๋Š” ๋„๋กœ์˜€๋˜ ๊ณณ์— ์„œ ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:19
Top of the mountain mining flooded that road,
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๊ด‘์‚ฐ ์ •์ƒ๋„๋กœ๊ฐ€ ํ™์ˆ˜๋กœ ์œ ์‹ค๋˜์–ด์„œ
05:22
and now the only way for Jason to get to the patient
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์ œ์ด์Šจ์ด ํ™˜์ž์—๊ฒŒ ๊ฐˆ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ์œ ์ผํ•œ ๋ฐฉ๋ฒ•์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:26
living in that house with black lung disease
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์ € ์ง‘์— ์‚ฌ๋Š” ํƒ„ํ์ฆ ํ™˜์ž๋ถ„์„
05:28
is to drive his SUV against the current up that creek.
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๋ฐฉ๋ฌธํ•˜๋ ค๋ฉด SUV๋ฅผ ๋ชฐ๊ณ  ๊ฐœ์šธ์„ ๊ฑด๋„ˆ์•ผ ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:34
The day I was with him, we ripped the front fender off the car.
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ๊ทธ์™€ ํ•จ๊ป˜ ๊ฐ”๋˜ ๋‚ , ๊ทธ๋Š” ์ž๋™์ฐจ ์•ž์ชฝ ํŽœ๋”๋ฅผ ๋–ผ์–ด๋ƒˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:37
The next morning he got up, put the car on the lift,
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๋‹ค์Œ ๋‚  ์•„์นจ ์ผ์–ด๋‚˜์„œ ๊ทธ๋Š” ์ฐจ๋ฅผ ๋ฆฌํ”„ํŠธ์— ๋„์šฐ๊ณ 
05:41
fixed the fender,
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ํŽœ๋”๋ฅผ ๊ณ ์นœ ๋’ค์—
05:42
and then headed out to meet his next patient.
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๋‹ค์Œ ํ™˜์ž๋ฅผ ๋งŒ๋‚˜๋Ÿฌ ํ–ฅํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:45
I witnessed Jason caring for this gentleman
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์ €๋Š” ๋˜ ์ œ์ด์Šจ์ด ์ •๋ง ์—„์ฒญ๋‚œ ๋ฐฐ๋ ค์‹ฌ์„ ๊ฐ–๊ณ 
05:48
with such enormous compassion,
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ํ•œ ์‹ ์‚ฌ ํ™˜์ž๋ฅผ ๋Œ๋ณด๋Š” ๊ฒƒ๋„ ๋ณด์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:51
and I was struck again by how intimate the work of nursing really is.
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์ €๋Š” ๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ์ผ์ด ์–ผ๋งˆ๋‚˜ ์นœ๋ฐ€ํ•œ ์ผ์ธ์ง€ ๋‹ค์‹œ ๊นจ๋‹ฌ์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:57
When I met Brian McMillion, he was raw.
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋ธŒ๋ผ์ด์–ธ ๋งฅ๋ฐ€๋ฆฌ์–ธ์„ ๋งŒ๋‚ฌ์„ ๋•Œ, ๊ทธ๋Š” ํ’‹ํ’‹ํ–ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ
06:00
He had just come back from a deployment
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๊ทธ๋Š” ๋ง‰ ๊ตฐ๋ณต๋ฌด๋ฅผ ๋งˆ์น˜๊ณ  ๋Œ์•„์™€
06:03
and he hadn't really settled back in to life in San Diego yet.
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์ƒŒ๋””์—๊ณ ์—์„œ์˜ ์‚ถ์— ์•„์ง ์™„์ „ํžˆ ์ •์ฐฉํ•˜์ง€ ๋ชปํ–ˆ์„ ๋•Œ์˜€์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:08
He talked about his experience of being a nurse in Germany
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๊ทธ๋Š” ๋…์ผ์—์„œ์˜ ๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ๊ทผ๋ฌด ๊ฒฝํ—˜์— ๋Œ€ํ•˜์—ฌ ๋“ค๋ ค์ฃผ์—ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ
06:11
and taking care of the soldiers coming right off the battlefield.
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์ „์žฅ์—์„œ ๋ง‰ ๋Œ์•„์˜จ ๊ตฐ์ธ๋“ค์„ ๋Œ๋ณด๋Š” ์ผ์„ ํ–ˆ์—ˆ๋‹ต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:15
Very often, he would be the first person they would see
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๊ฑฐ์˜ ๋Œ€๋ถ€๋ถ„, ๊ตฐ์ธ๋“ค์ด ์˜์‹์„ ์ฐพ๊ณ  ๋ˆˆ์„ ๋–ด์„ ๋•Œ
06:19
when they opened their eyes in the hospital.
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์ฒ˜์Œ ํ•จ๊ป˜ํ•œ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์ด ๊ทธ ์˜€์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:22
And they would look at him as they were lying there,
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ํ™˜์ž๋“ค์ด ์นจ๋Œ€์— ๋ˆ„์›Œ ๊ทธ๋ฅผ ๋ฐ”๋ผ๋ณผ ๋•Œ๋ฉด
06:24
missing limbs,
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ํŒ”์ด๋‚˜ ๋‹ค๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ์žƒ์€ ๊ทธ๋“ค์ด
06:26
and the first thing they would say is,
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๊ฐ€์žฅ ์ฒ˜์Œ ํ–ˆ๋˜ ๋ง๋“ค์€
06:29
"When can I go back? I left my brothers out there."
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"์–ธ์ œ ์ „์žฅ์œผ๋กœ ๋Œ์•„๊ฐˆ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์ฃ ? ์ œ ์ „์šฐ๋“ค์„ ์ €๊ธฐ ๋‘๊ณ  ์™”์–ด์š”."
06:33
And Brian would have to say,
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์ด์— ๋ธŒ๋ผ์ด์–ธ์€ ์ด๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๋งํ•ด์•ผ ํ–ˆ๋‹ต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:35
"You're not going anywhere.
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"์ด์   ์–ด๋””๋„ ๊ฐ€์ง€ ์•Š์„ ๊ฑฐ์˜ˆ์š”.
06:37
You've already given enough, brother."
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์ด๋ฏธ ์ถฉ๋ถ„ํžˆ ํ•  ์ผ์„ ํ•˜์…จ์–ด์š”, ์ „์šฐ๋‹˜."
06:39
Brian is both a nurse and a soldier who's seen combat.
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๋ธŒ๋ผ์ด์–ธ์€ ๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ์‚ฌ์ด์ž ๋™์‹œ์— ์ „ํˆฌ์„ ๋ชฉ๊ฒฉํ•œ ๊ตฐ์ธ์ด์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:45
So that puts him in a unique position
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์ด ์ผ์€ ๊ทธ๋ฅผ ํŠน๋ณ„ํ•œ ์ง์—…์ธ
06:47
to be able to relate to and help heal the veterans in his care.
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์ƒ์ด๊ตฐ์ธ์„ ๋•๊ณ  ๋Œ๋ณด๋Š” ์ผ๋กœ ์ธ๋„ํ•˜์˜€์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:53
This is Sister Stephen,
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์ด ๋ถ„์€ ์Šคํ‹ฐํŽœ ์ˆ˜๋…€๋‹˜์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:54
and she runs a nursing home in Wisconsin called Villa Loretto.
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์œ„์Šค์ฝ˜์‹ ์—์„œ ๋นŒ๋ผ ๋กœ๋ ˆํ† ๋ผ๋Š” ๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ์„ผํ„ฐ๋ฅผ ์šด์˜ํ•˜๊ณ  ๊ณ„์‹œ์ฃ .
06:59
And the entire circle of life can be found under her roof.
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์ธ์ƒ์˜ ๋ชจ๋“  ์ˆœํ™˜๊ณ ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ๊ทธ๋…€์˜ ์„ผํ„ฐ์—์„œ ๋งŒ๋‚˜๋ณผ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:03
She grew up wishing they lived on a farm,
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๊ทธ๋…€๋Š” ๋†์žฅ์—์„œ ์ž๋ผ๊ธธ ์—ผ์›ํ–ˆ๊ณ 
07:06
so given the opportunity to adopt local farm animals,
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์ง€์—ญ์‚ฌํšŒ์— ์žˆ๋Š” ๋™๋ฌผ๋“ค์„ ์ž…์–‘ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ธฐํšŒ๋ฅผ ๋งŒ๋“ค์–ด
07:10
she enthusiastically brings them in.
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์—ด์„ฑ์ ์œผ๋กœ ๋™๋ฌผ๋“ค์„ ๋ฐ๋ ค์™”์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:13
And in the springtime, those animals have babies.
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋ด„์ด ๋˜๋ฉด, ๊ทธ ๋™๋ฌผ๋“ค์€ ์ƒˆ๋ผ๋ฅผ ๊ฐ–๊ฒŒ ๋˜์ง€์š”.
07:17
And Sister Stephen uses those baby ducks, goats and lambs
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์Šคํ‹ฐํŽœ ์ˆ˜๋…€๋‹˜์€ ๊ทธ ์•„๊ธฐ ์˜ค๋ฆฌ, ์—ผ์†Œ, ์–‘๋“ค์„ ํ™œ์šฉํ•˜์—ฌ
07:22
as animal therapy for the residents at Villa Loretto
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๋นŒ๋ผ ๋กœ๋ ˆํ† ์— ๋จธ๋ฌด๋Š” ํ™˜์ž๋“ค์—๊ฒŒ ๋™๋ฌผ๊ณผ ํ•จ๊ป˜ํ•˜๋Š” ์น˜๋ฃŒ๋ฅผ ํ•˜์˜€์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:26
who sometimes can't remember their own name,
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์–ด๋–จ ๋•Œ๋Š” ํ™˜์ž๋“ค์€ ์ž์‹ ์˜ ์ด๋ฆ„์กฐ์ฐจ ์žŠ๊ณค ํ–ˆ์ง€๋งŒ
07:30
but they do rejoice in the holding of a baby lamb.
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์•„๊ธฐ์–‘์„ ๋ฐ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š” ์ผ์—๋Š” ์–ธ์ œ๋‚˜ ํ™˜ํ˜ธํ•ด ๋งˆ์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์ฃ .
07:35
The day I was with Sister Stephen,
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์Šˆํ…ŒํŽœ ์ˆ˜๋…€๋‹˜๊ณผ ํ•จ๊ป˜ ํ–ˆ๋˜ ๋‚ ์—๋Š”
07:37
I needed to take her away from Villa Loretto
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๊ทธ๋…€์˜ ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ ํ•œ ๋ถ€๋ถ„์„ ์ดฌ์˜ํ•˜๊ธฐ ์œ„ํ•ด์„œ
07:39
to film part of her story.
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๊ทธ๋…€๋ฅผ ๋นŒ๋ผ๋กœ๋ ˆํ† ์—์„œ ์ž ์‹œ ๋–จ์–ด์ ธ ์žˆ๊ฒŒ ํ•ด์•ผ ํ–ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ์š”.
07:41
And before we left,
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ๋– ๋‚˜๊ธฐ ์ „์—
07:42
she went into the room of a dying patient.
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๊ทธ๋…€๋Š” ์ฃฝ์–ด๊ฐ€๋Š” ํ™˜์ž์˜ ๋ฐฉ์— ๋“ค๋ €์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:45
And she leaned over and she said,
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๊ทธ๋…€๋Š” ํ™˜์ž์—๊ฒŒ ๊ธฐ๋Œ€์–ด ๋งํ•˜๊ธธ
07:48
"I have to go away for the day,
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"๋ฉฐ์น  ๊ฐ„ ์–ด๋”œ ๋‹ค๋…€์™€์•ผ ํ•  ๊ฒƒ ๊ฐ™์•„์š”.
07:51
but if Jesus calls you,
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๊ทธ๋ ‡์ง€๋งŒ ์˜ˆ์ˆ˜๋‹˜๊ป˜์„œ ๋ถ€๋ฅด์‹ ๋‹ค๋ฉด
07:53
you go.
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๋– ๋‚˜๋„ ๊ดœ์ฐฎ์•„์š”.
07:54
You go straight home to Jesus."
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์˜ˆ์ˆ˜๋‹˜์˜ ์ง‘์œผ๋กœ ๋ฐ”๋กœ ๊ฐ€๋Š” ๊ฑฐ์˜ˆ์š”."
07:57
I was standing there and thinking
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์ €๋Š” ๊ทธ ๋ชจ์Šต ์˜†์— ์„œ ์žˆ๋˜ ์ €๋Š”
07:59
it was the first time in my life
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์ œ ์ธ์ƒ ์ฒ˜์Œ์œผ๋กœ
08:01
I witnessed that you could show someone you love them completely
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๋†“์•„์คŒ์œผ๋กœ์„œ ํ•œ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์ด ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์„ ์™„์ „ํ•˜๊ฒŒ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ํ•œ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„
08:06
by letting go.
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๋ณด์—ฌ ์ค„ ์ˆ˜๋„ ์žˆ๋‹ค๋Š” ์ƒ๊ฐ์„ ํ•˜์˜€์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:07
We don't have to hold on so tightly.
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ๋„ˆ๋ฌด ๊ผญ ๋ถ™์žก์œผ๋ ค๊ณ  ํ•˜์ง€ ๋ง์•„์•ผ ํ•  ๋•Œ๋„ ์žˆ๋Š” ๋ฒ•์ด์ฃ .
08:11
I saw more life rolled up at Villa Loretto
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์ €๋Š” ๋นŒ๋ผ ๋กœ๋ ˆํ† ์—์„œ์˜ ๋” ๋งŽ์€ ์‚ถ๋“ค์„ ๋ณด์•˜๊ณ 
08:14
than I have ever seen at any other time at any other place in my life.
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๊ทธ ๋ชจ์Šต๋“ค์€ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์–ด๋””์„œ๋„ ์ผ์ฐ์ด ๋ณผ ์ˆ˜ ์—†์—ˆ๋˜ ๊ฒƒ์ด์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:21
We live in a complicated time when it comes to our health care.
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๊ฑด๊ฐ• ๋ฌธ์ œ๋ฅผ ์‹ ๊ฒฝ์“ฐ๊ธฐ์— ๋„ˆ๋ฌด ๋ณต์žกํ•œ ์‹œ๋Œ€์— ์‚ด๊ณ  ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:25
It's easy to lose sight of the need for quality of life,
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์‚ถ์˜ ์–‘์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ์š”๊ตฌ ๋ฟ๋งŒ์ด ์•„๋‹ˆ๋ผ ์‚ถ์˜ ์งˆ์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ์š”๊ตฌ๊นŒ์ง€
08:29
not just quantity of life.
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๋ฏธ์ฒ˜ ์‹ ๊ฒฝ์“ฐ์ง€ ๋ชปํ•˜๊ธฐ ๋งˆ๋ จ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:31
As new life-saving technologies are created,
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์ƒˆ๋กœ์šด ์ƒ๋ช…์œ ์ง€ ๊ธฐ์ˆ ๋“ค์ด ์ƒ๊ฒจ๋‚จ์— ๋”ฐ๋ผ
08:35
we're going to have really complicated decisions to make.
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๋”์šฑ ๋ณต์žกํ•œ ๊ฒฐ์ •๋“ค์„ ๋‚ด๋ ค์•ผ ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:39
These technologies often save lives,
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์ด ๊ธฐ์ˆ ๋“ค์€ ์ข…์ข… ์ƒ๋ช…์„ ์‚ด๋ฆฌ๊ฑฐ๋‚˜
08:41
but they can also prolong pain and the dying process.
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๋ฐ˜๋Œ€๋กœ ๊ณ ํ†ต๊ณผ ์ฃฝ์–ด๊ฐ€๋Š” ๊ณผ์ •์„ ๊ธธ๊ฒŒ ๋Š˜์ด๊ธฐ๋งŒ ํ•˜๊ธฐ๋„ ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:47
How in the world are we supposed to navigate these waters?
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์ด ๋ณต์žกํ•œ ์„ธ์ƒ์˜ ๋ฐ”๋‹ค์—์„œ ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ํ•ญํ•ดํ•ด์•ผ ํ• ๊นŒ์š”?
08:50
We're going to need all the help we can get.
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๊ฐ€๋Šฅํ•œ ๋ชจ๋“  ๋„์›€์„ ๋ฐ›๊ณ ์ž ๋…ธ๋ ฅํ•ด์•ผ ํ•  ๊ฒƒ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:53
Nurses have a really unique relationship with us
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๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ์‚ฌ๋“ค์€ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋“ค ๊ณ์—์„œ ์‹œ๊ฐ„์„ ํ•จ๊ป˜ํ•˜๋ฉฐ
08:57
because of the time spent at bedside.
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ์™€ ์ •๋ง๋กœ ํŠน๋ณ„ํ•œ ๊ด€๊ณ„๋ฅผ ๋งบ์–ด ์™”์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:00
During that time,
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๊ทธ ์‹œ๊ฐ„ ๋™์•ˆ
09:01
a kind of emotional intimacy develops.
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์ผ์ข…์˜ ๊ฐ์ •์  ์œ ๋Œ€๊ฐ€ ํ˜•์„ฑ๋˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ด์ฃ .
09:06
This past summer, on August 9,
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์ง€๋‚œ ์—ฌ๋ฆ„, 8์›” 9์ผ
09:09
my father died of a heart attack.
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์ €ํฌ ์•„๋ฒ„์ง€๋Š” ์‹ฌ์žฅ๋งˆ๋น„๋กœ ๋Œ์•„๊ฐ€์…จ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:12
My mother was devastated,
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์ €ํฌ ์–ด๋จธ๋‹ˆ๋Š” ์ถฉ๊ฒฉ์— ํœฉ์‹ธ์ด์…จ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:14
and she couldn't imagine her world without him in it.
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์•„๋ฒ„์ง€ ์—†๋Š” ์‚ถ์„ ๊ฐํžˆ ์ƒ์ƒ์กฐ์ฐจ ํ•˜์ง€ ๋ชปํ•˜์…จ์œผ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ์š”.
09:19
Four days later she fell,
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์–ด๋จธ๋‹ˆ๊ฐ€ ์“ฐ๋Ÿฌ์ง€์‹  ๋’ค 4์ผ ํ›„
09:21
she broke her hip,
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๊ทธ๋…€๋Š” ์—‰๋ฉ์ด๋ผˆ๊ฐ€ ๊ณจ์ ˆ๋˜์—ˆ๊ณ 
09:23
she needed surgery
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์ˆ˜์ˆ ์„ ๋ฐ›์•„์•ผ ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:24
and she found herself fighting for her own life.
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๊ทธ๋…€๋Š” ์ด์ œ ์ž์‹ ๊ณผ ์ƒ์กด์‹ธ์›€์„ ํ•˜๊ณ  ์žˆ์Œ์„ ์•Œ์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:28
Once again I found myself
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๋‹ค์‹œ ํ•œ ๋ฒˆ ์ €๋Š” ์ œ ์ž์‹ ์ด
09:30
on the receiving end of the care of nurses --
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๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ์‚ฌ์˜ ๋ณด์‚ดํ•Œ ๊ณ์— ์žˆ๋‹ค๋Š” ์‚ฌ์‹ค์„ ๋ฐœ๊ฒฌํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:33
this time for my mom.
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์ด๋ฒˆ์—๋Š” ์–ด๋จธ๋‹ˆ๋ฅผ ํ†ตํ•ด์„œ ๋ง์ด์ฃ .
09:36
My brother and my sister and I stayed by her side
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์ €์™€ ํ˜•์ œ, ์ž๋งค ๋“ค์€ ์–ด๋จธ๋‹ˆ์˜ ๊ณ์„
09:38
for the next three days in the ICU.
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3์ผ๊ฐ„ ์ค‘ํ™˜์ž์‹ค์—์„œ ์ง€์ผฐ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:41
And as we tried to make the right decisions
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์ €ํฌ๋Š” ์–ด๋จธ๋‹ˆ์˜ ๋ฐ”๋žŒ์„ ๋”ฐ๋ฅด๋ฉด์„œ๋„
09:44
and follow my mother's wishes,
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์˜ณ์€ ๊ฒฐ์ •์„ ๋‚ด๋ฆฌ๋Š”๋ฐ ์žˆ์–ด ์ง€์ณ๊ฐ€๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:47
we found that we were depending upon the guidance of nurses.
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ์‚ฌ๋“ค์˜ ์•ˆ๋‚ด์— ํฌ๊ฒŒ ์˜์กดํ•˜๊ณ  ์žˆ๋‹ค๋Š” ์‚ฌ์‹ค์„ ์•Œ๊ฒŒ ๋˜์—ˆ์ฃ .
09:52
And once again,
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋‹ค์‹œ ํ•œ ๋ฒˆ
09:53
they didn't let us down.
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์ €ํฌ๋ฅผ ์‹ค๋ง์‹œํ‚ค์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:56
They had an amazing insight in terms of how to care for my mom
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๊ทธ๋“ค์€ ์ €ํฌ ์–ด๋จธ๋‹ˆ๊ฐ€ ๋จธ๋ฌด๋Š” 4์ผ๊ฐ„ ๊ทธ๋…€๋ฅผ ๊ณ ํ†ต์œผ๋กœ๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ํŽธ์•ˆํ•˜๊ฒŒ
10:01
in the last four days of her life.
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์‰ด ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋„๋ก ๋Œ๋ณด๋Š” ๋ฐฉ๋ฒ•์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ
10:03
They brought her comfort and relief from pain.
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๋†€๋ผ์šด ํ†ต์ฐฐ๋ ฅ์„ ๊ฐ€์ง€๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:08
They knew to encourage my sister and I to put a pretty nightgown on my mom,
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๊ทธ๋“ค์€ ์–ด๋จธ๋‹ˆ๊ป˜ ๊ท€์—ฌ์šด ์ž ์˜ท์„ ์„ ๋ฌผํ•˜์—ฌ ์ œ ์ž๋งค์™€ ์ €์˜ ์šฉ๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ๋ถ๋‹์•„ ์ฃผ์—ˆ๊ณ 
10:13
long after it mattered to her,
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์‹œ๊ฐ„์ด ํ•œ์ฐธ ํ๋ฅธ ๋’ค์— ์ด ์ผ์€ ์–ด๋จธ๋‹ˆ๊ป˜ ์˜๋ฏธ์žˆ์—ˆ์„ ๋ฟ ์•„๋‹ˆ๋ผ
10:15
but it sure meant a lot to us.
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์ €ํฌ์—๊ฒŒ๋„ ์•„์ฃผ ํฐ ์˜๋ฏธ๊ฐ€ ๋˜์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:18
And they knew to come and wake me up just in time for my mom's last breath.
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๊ทธ๋“ค์€ ์–ด๋จธ๋‹ˆ๊ฐ€ ๋งˆ์ง€๋ง‰ ์ˆจ์„ ๊ฑฐ๋‘๊ธฐ ์ „ ๋Šฆ์ง€ ์•Š๊ฒŒ ์™€์„œ ์ €๋ฅผ ๊นจ์šธ ์ค„๋„ ์•Œ์•˜๊ณ 
10:25
And then they knew how long to leave me in the room
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์–ด๋จธ๋‹ˆ๊ป˜์„œ ๋Œ์•„๊ฐ€์‹  ํ›„์—๋Š” ์–ผ๋งˆ๋‚˜ ์˜ค๋žซ๋™์•ˆ ์ œ๊ฐ€
10:27
with my mother after she died.
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๊ณ์— ์žˆ์„ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๊ฒŒ ์ž๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ๋น„์›Œ์•ผ ํ•˜๋Š”์ง€๋„ ์•Œ๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:30
I have no idea how they know these things,
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์ €๋Š” ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ์ด๋“ค์ด ์ด ๋ชจ๋“  ๊ฒƒ์„ ์•Œ๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š”์ง€ ์•Œ ์ˆ˜๋Š” ์—†์—ˆ์ง€๋งŒ
10:34
but I do know that I am eternally grateful
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์ด๋“ค์ด ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๊ณ ๋งˆ์›€์„ ํ‰์ƒ ์žŠ์ง€ ๋ชปํ•  ๋งŒํผ
10:37
that they've guided me once again.
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ํ•œ๋ฒˆ ๋” ์ด๋Œ์–ด ์ฃผ์—ˆ๋‹ค๋Š” ์‚ฌ์‹ค์„ ๋ถ„๋ช…ํžˆ ์•Œ๊ณ  ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:40
Thank you so very much.
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์ •๋ง ๊ฐ์‚ฌํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:42
(Applause)
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์ด ์‚ฌ์ดํŠธ๋Š” ์˜์–ด ํ•™์Šต์— ์œ ์šฉํ•œ YouTube ๋™์˜์ƒ์„ ์†Œ๊ฐœํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ์ „ ์„ธ๊ณ„ ์ตœ๊ณ ์˜ ์„ ์ƒ๋‹˜๋“ค์ด ๊ฐ€๋ฅด์น˜๋Š” ์˜์–ด ์ˆ˜์—…์„ ๋ณด๊ฒŒ ๋  ๊ฒƒ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ๊ฐ ๋™์˜์ƒ ํŽ˜์ด์ง€์— ํ‘œ์‹œ๋˜๋Š” ์˜์–ด ์ž๋ง‰์„ ๋”๋ธ” ํด๋ฆญํ•˜๋ฉด ๊ทธ๊ณณ์—์„œ ๋™์˜์ƒ์ด ์žฌ์ƒ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ๋น„๋””์˜ค ์žฌ์ƒ์— ๋งž์ถฐ ์ž๋ง‰์ด ์Šคํฌ๋กค๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ์˜๊ฒฌ์ด๋‚˜ ์š”์ฒญ์ด ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ฒฝ์šฐ ์ด ๋ฌธ์˜ ์–‘์‹์„ ์‚ฌ์šฉํ•˜์—ฌ ๋ฌธ์˜ํ•˜์‹ญ์‹œ์˜ค.

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