War and what comes after | Clemantine Wamariya

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์•„๋ž˜ ์˜๋ฌธ์ž๋ง‰์„ ๋”๋ธ”ํด๋ฆญํ•˜์‹œ๋ฉด ์˜์ƒ์ด ์žฌ์ƒ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.

๋ฒˆ์—ญ: Sujin Byeon ๊ฒ€ํ† : Jihyeon J. Kim
00:13
Words matter.
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์–ธ์–ด๋Š” ์ค‘์š”ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:19
They can heal
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์–ธ์–ด๋Š” ์น˜์œ ํ•  ์ˆ˜๋„ ์žˆ๊ณ 
00:21
and they can kill ...
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์ฃฝ์ผ ์ˆ˜๋„ ์žˆ์ฃ .
00:24
yet, they have a limit.
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ๋‚˜ ์—ฌ์ „ํžˆ ํ•œ๊ณ„๊ฐ€ ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:28
When I was in eighth grade,
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์ œ๊ฐ€ 8ํ•™๋…„์ด์—ˆ์„ ๋ฌด๋ ต
00:32
my teacher gave me a vocabulary sheet
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์„ ์ƒ๋‹˜๊ป˜์„œ ์ œ๊ฒŒ ๋‹จ์–ด์ง‘์„ ์ฃผ์…จ๋Š”๋ฐ
00:36
with the word "genocide."
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"๋Œ€๋Ÿ‰ํ•™์‚ด"์ด๋ผ๋Š” ๋‹จ์–ด๊ฐ€ ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ฑฐ์˜€์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:43
I hated it.
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์ €๋Š” ๊ทธ๊ฒƒ์ด ์‹ซ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:46
The word genocide is clinical ...
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๋Œ€๋Ÿ‰ ํ•™์‚ด์ด๋ž€ ๋‹จ์–ด๋Š” ์ž„์ƒ์ ์ด๊ณ 
00:52
overgeneral ...
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์ง€๋‚˜์น˜๊ฒŒ ์ผ๋ฐ˜ํ™” ๋˜์–ด ์žˆ๊ณ 
00:56
bloodless ...
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ํ”ผ๋„ ๋ˆˆ๋ฌผ๋„ ์—†๋Š”
00:58
dehumanizing.
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๋น„์ธ๊ฐ„์ ์ธ ๋‹จ์–ด์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:03
No word
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๊ทธ ๊ฐ™์€ ๋‹จ์–ด๊ฐ€ ํ•œ ๋‚˜๋ผ์—
01:06
can describe
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์–ด๋– ํ•œ ์˜ํ–ฅ์„ ๋ฏธ์ณค๋Š”์ง€
01:08
what this does to a nation.
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์„ค๋ช…ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ๋‹จ์–ด๋Š” ์กด์žฌํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:14
You need to know,
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์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ๋ถ„์€ ์•„์…”์•ผ ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:15
in this kind of war,
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์ „์Ÿ์ด๋ผ๋Š” ์ƒํ™ฉ์—์„œ
01:19
husbands kills wives,
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๋‚จํŽธ์€ ์•„๋‚ด๋ฅผ ์ฃฝ์ด๊ณ ,
01:22
wives kill husbands,
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์•„๋‚ด๋Š” ๋‚จํŽธ์„ ์ฃฝ์ด๊ณ 
01:26
neighbors and friends kill each other.
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์ด์›ƒ๊ณผ ์นœ๊ตฌ๋“ค์ด ์„œ๋กœ๋ฅผ ์ฃฝ์ธ๋‹ค๋Š” ์ ์„์š”.
01:33
Someone
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๊ถŒ๋ ฅ์„ ๊ฐ€์ง„
01:36
in power
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์ด๋“ค์ด
01:37
says,
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๋งํ•˜๊ธฐ๋ฅผ
01:39
"Those over there ...
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โ€œ์ €๊ธฐ ์žˆ๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์€
01:42
they don't belong.
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๊ทธ๋“ค์€ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ ํŽธ ์•„๋ƒ.
01:44
They're not human."
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์ธ๊ฐ„์ด ์•„๋‹ˆ๋‹ค" ๋ผ๊ณ  ๋งํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค
01:47
And people believe it.
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์„ ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๋ฏฟ์ฃ .
01:51
I don't want words
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์ €๋Š” ๊ทธ์™€ ๊ฐ™์€ ํ–‰๋™๋“ค์„
01:54
to describe this kind of behavior.
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๋‹จ์–ด๋กœ ํ‘œํ˜„ํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ์›ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:58
I want words to stop it.
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์ €๋Š” ๊ทธ๊ฒƒ์„ ๋ฉˆ์ถœ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ๋‹จ์–ด๋ฅผ ์›ํ•˜์ฃ .
02:04
But where are the words to stop this?
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ์ด๊ฒƒ์„ ๋ฉˆ์ถœ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ๋‹จ์–ด๋Š” ์–ด๋””์— ์žˆ์„๊นŒ์š”?
02:08
And how do we find the words?
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๊ทธ ์–ธ์–ด๋ฅผ ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ์ฐพ์„ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์„๊นŒ์š”?
02:14
But I believe, truly, we have to keep trying.
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์ €๋Š” ์ง„์‹ฌ์œผ๋กœ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ๊ณ„์†ํ•ด์„œ ๋…ธ๋ ฅํ•ด์•ผ ํ•œ๋‹ค๊ณ  ๋ฏฟ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:21
I was born in Kigali, Rwanda.
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์ €๋Š” ๋ฅด์™„๋‹ค์˜ ํ‚ค์นผ๋ฆฌ์—์„œ ํƒœ์–ด๋‚ฌ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:26
I felt loved by my entire family
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์ €๋Š” ๊ฐ€์กฑ๋“ค์—๊ฒŒ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘๋ฐ›๊ณ  ์žˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ๋Š๊ผˆ์–ด์š”.
02:31
and my neighbors.
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์ด์›ƒ๋“ค์—๊ฒŒ๋„์š”.
02:34
I was constantly being teased by everybody,
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์ €๋Š” ๋Š์ž„์—†์ด ๋ชจ๋‘๋กœ๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ๋†€๋ฆผ๋ฐ›๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
02:38
especially my two older siblings.
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ํŠนํžˆ ์ œ ๋‘ ํ˜•์ œ๋กœ๋ถ€ํ„ฐ์š”.
02:42
When I lost my front tooth,
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์•ž๋‹ˆ๋ฅผ ์žƒ์—ˆ์„ ๋•Œ
02:45
my brother looked at me and said,
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์ œ ํ˜•์ œ๊ฐ€ ์™€์„œ ๋งํ•˜๊ธธ
02:47
"Oh, it has happened to you, too?
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โ€œ ์˜ค, ๋„ˆ๋„ ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๋œ ๊ฑฐ์•ผ?
02:51
It will never grow back."
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๊ทธ ์ด๋Š” ๋‹ค์‹œ ์ž๋ผ์ง€ ์•Š์„ ๊ฑฐ์•ผ" ๋ผ๊ณ  ๋งํ•˜๊ณค ํ–ˆ์ฃ .
02:53
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
02:54
I enjoyed playing everywhere,
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์ €๋Š” ์–ด๋Š ๊ณณ์—์„œ๋‚˜ ๋†€๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ์ข‹์•„ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
02:56
especially my mother's garden and my neighbor's.
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ํŠนํžˆ ์–ด๋จธ๋‹ˆ์™€ ์ œ ์ด์›ƒ์˜ ์ •์›์—์„œ ๋…ธ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ์ข‹์•„ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:01
I loved my kindergarten.
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์œ ์น˜์›๋„ ์ข‹์•„ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:04
We sang songs,
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๋…ธ๋ž˜๋ฅผ ๋ถ€๋ฅด๊ณ 
03:06
we played everywhere
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์•„๋ฌด๊ณณ์—์„œ๋‚˜ ๋†€๊ณ 
03:08
and ate lunch.
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์ ์‹ฌ์„ ๋จน๊ณค ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:11
I had a childhood
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์ €๋Š” ๋ˆ„๊ตฌ๋‚˜๊ฐ€ ๋ฐ”๋ผ๋Š”
03:14
that I would wish for anyone.
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์–ด๋ฆฐ ์‹œ์ ˆ์„ ๋ณด๋ƒˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:20
But when I was six,
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์—ฌ์„ฏ์‚ด์ด์—ˆ์„ ๋ฌด๋ ต
03:23
the adults in my family began to speak in whispers
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์ €ํฌ ๊ฐ€์กฑ ์ค‘ ์–ด๋ฅธ๋“ค์€ ์ž‘์€ ์†Œ๋ฆฌ๋กœ ๋งํ•˜๊ธฐ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ–ˆ๊ณ 
03:29
and shushed me any time that I asked a question.
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์งˆ๋ฌธ์„ ํ•  ๋•Œ๋งˆ๋‹ค ์กฐ์šฉํžˆ ํ•˜๋ผ๊ณ  ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:35
One night,
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์–ด๋Š๋‚  ๋ฐค
03:36
my mom and dad came.
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์—„๋งˆ์™€ ์•„๋น ๊ฐ€ ๋‹ค๊ฐ€์˜ค์…จ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:39
They had this strange look when they woke us.
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์ €ํฌ๋ฅผ ๊นจ์šฐ๋ฉฐ ์ด์ƒํ•œ ํ‘œ์ •์„ ์ง“๊ณ  ๊ณ„์…จ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:43
They sent my older sister Claire and I to our grandparent's,
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๋ถ€๋ชจ๋‹˜์€ ์ €์™€ ์–ธ๋‹ˆ ํด๋ ˆ์–ด๋ฅผ ์กฐ๋ถ€๋ชจ๋‹˜๋Œ์œผ๋กœ ๋ณด๋‚ด๋ฉฐ
03:48
hoping whatever was happening would blow away.
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์–ด๋–ค ์ผ์ด๋“  ๊ทธ์ฒ˜ ์Šค์ณ์ง€๋‚˜๊ฐ€๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ๋ฐ”๋ผ์…จ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:54
Soon we had to escape from there, too.
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๊ณง์ด์–ด ์ €ํฌ๋Š” ๊ทธ๊ณณ์—์„œ๋„ ํƒˆ์ถœํ•ด์•ผ ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:59
We hid,
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์ˆจ์—ˆ๊ณ ,
04:00
we crawled,
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๊ธฐ์–ด ๋‹ค๋…”์œผ๋ฉฐ,
04:02
we sometimes ran.
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๋•Œ๋กœ๋Š” ๋„๋ง์ณ ๋‹ฌ๋ ธ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:08
Sometimes I heard laughter
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๋•Œ๋กœ๋Š” ์›ƒ์Œ์ด
04:14
and then screaming and crying
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์ด์–ด์„œ ๋น„๋ช…์ด, ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์šธ์Œ์ด ๋“ค๋ ค์™”์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:19
and then noise that I had never heard.
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์‚ด๋ฉฐ ํ•œ๋ฒˆ๋„ ๋“ฃ์ง€ ๋ชปํ–ˆ๋˜ ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ์†Œ๋ฆฌ์˜€์ฃ .
04:24
You see,
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์•„์‹œ๋‹ค์‹œํ”ผ
04:25
I did not know
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์ €๋Š” ๊ทธ ์†Œ๋ฆฌ๋“ค์ด
04:29
what those noises were.
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๋ฌด์—‡์ธ์ง€ ์•Œ์ง€ ๋ชปํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:32
They were neither human --
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๊ทธ๊ฒƒ์€ ์ธ๊ฐ„์˜ ๊ฒƒ์ด ์•„๋‹ˆ์—ˆ์ง€๋งŒ
04:34
and also at the same time, they were human.
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๋™์‹œ์— ์ธ๊ฐ„์˜ ๊ฒƒ์ด๊ธฐ๋„ ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
04:38
I saw people who were not breathing.
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์ˆจ์„ ์‰ฌ์ง€ ์•Š์€ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์„ ๋ณด๊ธฐ๋„ ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:43
I thought they were asleep.
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์ €๋Š” ๊ทธ๋“ค์ด ์ž ์„ ์ž๊ณ  ์žˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ–ˆ์ฃ .
04:48
I still didn't understand what death was,
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์ €๋Š” ์—ฌ์ „ํžˆ ์ฃฝ์Œ์ด ๋ฌด์—‡์ธ์ง€
04:53
or killing in itself.
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๋˜ ์‚ด์ธ ๊ทธ ์ž์ฒด๋ฅผ ์ดํ•ดํ•˜์ง€ ๋ชปํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:57
When we would stop to rest for a little bit
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์ž ์‹œ ์‰ฌ๊ฑฐ๋‚˜ ์Œ์‹์„ ์ฐพ๊ธฐ ์œ„ํ•ด
05:01
or search for food,
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๋ฉˆ์ถฐ์žˆ์„ ๋•Œ๋ฉด
05:03
I would close my eyes,
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์ €๋Š” ๋ˆˆ์„ ๊ฐ์•˜๊ณ 
05:05
hoping when I opened them,
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๋‹ค์‹œ ๋ˆˆ์„ ๋–ด์„ ๋•Œ
05:07
I would be awake.
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์ž ์—์„œ ๊นจ์–ด๋‚˜ ์žˆ๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ๋ฐ”๋žฌ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:11
I had no idea which direction was home.
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์ €๋Š” ์–ด๋Š ๋ฐฉํ–ฅ์ด ์ง‘์œผ๋กœ ๊ฐ€๋Š” ์ชฝ์ธ์ง€ ๋ชฐ๋ž์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:16
Days were for hiding
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๋‚ฎ์€ ์ˆจ๊ธฐ ์œ„ํ•œ ์‹œ๊ฐ„์ด์—ˆ๊ณ 
05:20
and night for walking.
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๋ฐค์€ ๊ฑท๊ธฐ ์œ„ํ•œ ์‹œ๊ฐ„์ด์—ˆ์ฃ .
05:28
You go from a person who's away from home
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์ง‘์„ ๋– ๋‚œ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์—์„œ
05:33
to a person with no home.
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์ง‘์ด ์—†๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์ด ๋˜์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:37
The place that is supposed to want you
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์›ํ•ด์•ผ ํ•  ๊ณณ์—์„œ๋Š”
05:39
has pushed you out,
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์ €๋ฅผ ๋ฐ€์–ด๋‚ด ๋‚ด์ซ“์•˜๊ณ 
05:44
and no one takes you in.
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์•„๋ฌด๋„ ์ €๋ฅผ ๋ฐ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๊ฐ€๋ ค๊ฐ€์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:48
You are unwanted
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์ €๋Š” ๋ˆ„๊ตฌ์—๊ฒŒ๋„
05:52
by anyone.
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ํ™˜์˜๋ฐ›์ง€ ๋ชปํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:56
You are a refugee.
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์ €๋Š” ๋‚œ๋ฏผ์ด์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค
06:02
From age six to 12,
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6์‚ด๋•Œ ๋ถ€ํ„ฐ 12์‚ด ๋•Œ๊นŒ์ง€
06:04
I lived in seven different countries,
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์ €๋Š” 7๊ฐœ์˜ ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ๋‚˜๋ผ์—์„œ ์‚ด์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:08
moving from one refugee camp to another,
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๋‚œ๋ฏผ ์บ ํ”„์—์„œ ๋˜ ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ๋‚œ๋ฏผ ์บ ํ”„๋กœ ์˜ฎ๊ฒจ ๋‹ค๋‹ˆ๋ฉฐ
06:12
hoping we would be wanted.
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์–ด๋Š ๊ณณ์—์„œ๋Š” ํ™˜์˜๋ฐ›๊ธธ ์›ํ•˜๋ฉด์„œ ๋ง์ด์ฃ .
06:18
My older sister Claire,
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๊ทธ๊ฐ„ ์ €์˜ ์–ธ๋‹ˆ ํด๋ ˆ์–ด๋Š”
06:20
she became a young mother ...
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์–ด๋ฆฐ ์—„๋งˆ๊ฐ€ ๋˜์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:25
and a master at getting things done.
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์–ด๋–ค ์ผ์ด๋“  ํ•ด๊ฒฐํ•˜๋Š”๋ฐ ๋‹ฌ์ธ์ด ๋˜์—ˆ์ฃ .
06:29
When I was 12,
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์ œ๊ฐ€ 12์‚ด์ด ๋˜์—ˆ์„ ๋•Œ
06:31
I came to America with Claire and her family on refugee status.
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์ €๋Š” ํด๋ ˆ์–ด์™€ ํ•จ๊ผ ๋ฏธ๊ตญ์— ์™”๋Š”๋ฐ ํด๋ ˆ์–ด ๊ฐ€์กฑ์ด ๋‚œ๋ฏผ ์ž๊ฒฉ์ด์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:39
And that's only the beginning,
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๊ทธ๊ฒƒ์€ ์‹œ์ž‘์— ๋ถˆ๊ณผํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:42
because even though I was 12 years old,
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์™œ๋ƒํ•˜๋ฉด ์ œ๊ฐ€ 12์‚ด์ž„์—๋„ ๋ถˆ๊ตฌํ•˜๊ณ 
06:45
sometimes I felt like three years old
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๋•Œ๋•Œ๋กœ ์ €๋Š” 3์‚ด์ด ๋œ ๊ฒƒ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ๋Š๊ปด์กŒ๊ณ ,
06:47
and sometimes 50 years old.
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๋•Œ๋กœ๋Š” 50์‚ด์ด ๋œ ๊ฒƒ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ๋Š๊ปด์กŒ๊ธฐ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:50
My past receded,
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์ €์˜ ๊ณผ๊ฑฐ๋Š” ๋ฉ€์–ด์ ธ ๊ฐ”๊ณ 
06:52
grew jumbled,
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๋’ค์„ž์ธ ์ฑ„ ํ˜ผ๋ž€์Šค๋Ÿฌ์›Œ์กŒ๊ณ 
06:54
distorted.
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์™œ๊ณก๋˜์–ด ๋ฒ„๋ ธ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:56
Everything was too much
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๋ชจ๋“  ๊ฒƒ์ด ๊ณผํ•œ ๋“ฏ ํ–ˆ์ง€๋งŒ,
06:59
and nothing.
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์•„๋ฌด๊ฒƒ๋„ ์•„๋‹Œ ๊ฒƒ์ด๊ธฐ๋„ ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:02
Time seemed like pages torn out of a book
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์‹œ๊ฐ„์ด ๋งˆ์น˜ ์ฑ…์—์„œ ์ฐข๊ฒจ์ ธ ๋‚˜๊ฐ€
07:08
and scattered everywhere.
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์—ฌ๊ธฐ์ €๊ธฐ ํฉ์–ด์ ธ ๋ฒ„๋ฆฐ ๊ฒƒ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ๋Š๊ปด์กŒ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:11
This still happens to me standing right here.
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๋ฐ”๋กœ ์ง€๊ธˆ ์—ฌ๊ธฐ ์„œ ์žˆ๋Š” ์ง€๊ธˆ๋„ ์—ฌ์ „ํžˆ ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ์ผ์ด ์ผ์–ด๋‚ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:20
After I got to America,
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๋ฏธ๊ตญ์œผ๋กœ ์˜จ ํ›„
07:25
Claire and I did not talk about our past.
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ํด๋ ˆ์–ด์™€ ์ €๋Š” ๊ณผ๊ฑฐ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ๋งํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:31
In 2006,
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2006๋…„
07:33
after 12 years
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๊ฐ€์กฑ๊ณผ ๋–จ์–ด์ง„ ์ง€
07:37
being separated away from my family,
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12๋…„์ด ๋˜๋Š” ๊ทธ ํ•ด
07:39
and then seven years knowing that they were dead
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๊ฐ€์กฑ๋“ค์ด ์ฃฝ์—ˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ•˜๊ณ , ๊ฐ€์กฑ๋“ค์€ ์ €ํฌ๊ฐ€ ์ฃฝ์—ˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ•œ ์ง€
07:42
and them thinking that we were dead,
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7๋…„์ด ๋˜์—ˆ๋˜ ๊ทธ ๋•Œ
07:44
we reunited ...
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๋‹ค์‹œ ๋งŒ๋‚ฌ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:47
in the most dramatic, American way possible.
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๊ฐ€์žฅ ๊ทน์ ์ด๊ณ , ๋ฏธ๊ตญ ์Šค๋Ÿฌ์šด ๋ฐฉ์‹์„ ํ†ตํ•ด์„œ์˜€์ฃ .
07:53
Live,
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์ƒ๋ฐฉ์†ก์œผ๋กœ
07:55
on television --
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TV์—์„œ์š”.
07:57
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
07:58
on "The Oprah Show."
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"์˜คํ”„๋ผ์‡ผ" ์—์„œ์š”.
08:00
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
08:01
(Applause)
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(๋ฐ•์ˆ˜)
08:09
I told you, I told you.
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋งํ–ˆ์ฃ ?
08:10
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
08:13
But after the show,
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ๋‚˜ ์˜คํ”„๋ผ์‡ผ๊ฐ€ ๋๋‚œ ํ›„
08:20
as I spent time with my mom and dad
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์—„๋งˆ์™€ ์•„๋น 
08:25
and my little sister
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์—ฌ๋™์ƒ
08:28
and my two new siblings that I never met,
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ํ•œ๋ฒˆ๋„ ๋งŒ๋‚˜๋ณด์ง€ ๋ชปํ–ˆ๋˜ ๋‘ ๋ช…์˜ ์ƒˆ๋กœ์šด ํ˜•์ œ์™€ ํ•จ๊ป˜ ์‹œ๊ฐ„์„ ๋ณด๋‚ด๋ฉฐ
08:33
I felt anger.
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์ €๋Š” ํ™”๊ฐ€ ๋‚ฌ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:36
I felt every deep pain in me.
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๊นŠ์€ ๊ณ ํ†ต์„ ๋Š๊ผˆ์ฃ .
08:43
And I know that there is absolutely nothing,
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์•Œ๊ฒŒ ๋์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:48
nothing,
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ์„œ๋กœ ํ•จ๊ป˜ ํ–ˆ๋˜ ์‹œ๊ฐ„
08:50
that could restore the time we lost with each other
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ๊ฐ€์กŒ์–ด์•ผ ํ–ˆ๋˜ ๊ด€๊ณ„๋ฅผ ํšŒ๋ณต์‹œํ‚ฌ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์€
08:55
and the relationship we could've had.
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๊ทธ ์–ด๋–ค ๊ฒƒ๋„ ์—†์Œ์„์š”.
09:00
Soon, my parents moved to the United States,
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์–ผ๋งˆ์ง€๋‚˜์ง€ ์•Š์•„ ์ €ํฌ ๋ถ€๋ชจ๋‹˜๋„ ๋ฏธ๊ตญ์œผ๋กœ ์˜ค์…จ์ง€๋งŒ
09:04
but like Claire,
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ํด๋ ˆ์–ด์™€ ๋งˆ์ฐฌ๊ฐ€์ง€๋กœ
09:07
they don't talk about our past.
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๊ณผ๊ฑฐ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด์„œ ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:12
They live in never-ending present.
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๋์ด ์—†๋Š” ํ˜„์žฌ์— ์‚ด๊ณ  ๊ณ„์‹œ์ฃ .
09:16
Not asking too many questions,
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๋„ˆ๋ฌด ๋งŽ์€ ์งˆ๋ฌธ๋“ค์€ ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š๊ณ ,
09:19
not allowing themselves to feel --
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์Šค์Šค๋กœ๊ฐ€ ๋Š๋ผ์ง€ ๋ชปํ•˜๊ฒŒ ํ•˜๋ฉฐ
09:24
moving in small steps.
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์ž‘์€ ๋ฐœ๊ฑธ์Œ์œผ๋กœ ์›€์ง์ด๊ณ  ๊ณ„์‹œ์ฃ .
09:29
None of us, of course, can make sense of what happened to us.
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๋ฌผ๋ก , ์ €ํฌ ๊ฐ€์กฑ ์ค‘ ๊ทธ ๋ˆ„๊ตฌ๋„ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ์—๊ฒŒ ๋ฌด์Šจ์ผ์ด ์ผ์–ด๋‚ฌ๋Š”์ง€ ์ดํ•ดํ•˜์ง€ ๋ชปํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:38
Though my family is alive --
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์ €ํฌ ๊ฐ€์กฑ์€ ๋น„๋ก ์‚ด์•„๋‚จ์•˜์ง€๋งŒ
09:42
yes, we were broken,
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๋„ค, ์ €ํฌ๋Š” ์ƒ์ฒ˜๋ฅผ ์ž…์—ˆ๊ณ 
09:45
and yes, we are numb
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๋„ค, ์ €ํฌ๋Š” ๋ฌด๊ฐ๊ฐํ•ด์กŒ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:48
and we were silenced by our own experience.
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์šฐ๋ฆฌ์˜ ๊ฒฝํ—˜์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ์นจ๋ฌต์„ ์ง€์ผฐ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:55
It's not just my family.
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์ €ํฌ ๊ฐ€์กฑ๋ฟ๋งŒ ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ๊ฒƒ์€ ์•„๋‹™๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:02
Rwanda is not the only country
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๋ฅด์™„๋‹ค๋Š” ์„œ๋กœ๊ฐ€
10:07
where people have turned on each other
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์„œ๋กœ๋ฅผ ๊ณต๊ฒฉํ•˜๊ณ , ์„œ๋กœ๋ฅผ ์ฃฝ์ธ
10:10
and murdered each other.
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์œ ์ผํ•œ ๋‚˜๋ผ๊ฐ€ ์•„๋‹™๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:13
The entire human race,
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์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ ๊ฐ€์ง€ ์ธก๋ฉด์—์„œ
10:17
in many ways,
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์ธ๋ฅ˜ ์ „์ฒด๋Š”
10:18
is like my family.
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์ œ ๊ฐ€์กฑ๊ณผ ๊ฐ™์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:23
Not dead;
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์ฃฝ์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:25
yes, broken, numb and silenced by the violence of the world
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์ƒ์ฒ˜๋กœ ๋ง๊ฐ€์กŒ๊ณ , ๋ฌด๊ฐ๊ฐํ•ด์กŒ์œผ๋ฉฐ ์„ธ๊ณ„๋ฅผ ์žฅ์•…ํ•˜๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š” ํญ๋ ฅ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด
10:31
that has taken over.
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์นจ๋ฌต์„ ์ง€ํ‚ค๊ฒŒ ๋˜์—ˆ์ฃ .
10:35
You see,
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์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ๋ถ„์ด ๋ณด์‹œ๋‹ค์‹œํ”ผ,
10:36
the chaos of the violence continues inside
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ๋งค์ผ ์‚ฌ์šฉํ•˜๋Š” ์–ธ์–ด์™€
10:41
in the words we use
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ๋งค์ผ ๋งŒ๋“ค์–ด๋‚ด๋Š” ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ ์•ˆ์—์„œ
10:45
and the stories we create every single day.
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ํญ๋ ฅ์˜ ํ˜ผ๋ž€์ด ์ด์–ด์ง€๊ณ  ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:51
But also on the labels that we impose on ourselves
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ๋‚˜ ๋˜ํ•œ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ ์ž์‹ ๊ณผ ์„œ๋กœ์—๊ฒŒ ๊ฐ•์š”ํ•˜๋Š”
10:57
and each other.
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๊ผฌ๋ฆฌํ‘œ์—๋„ ๋ถ™์–ด ์ด์–ด์ง€๊ณ  ์žˆ์ฃ 
11:01
Once we call someone "other,"
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ํ•œ ๋•Œ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ๋ˆ„๊ตฐ๊ฐ€๋ฅผ '๋‹ค๋ฅธ'
11:06
"less than,"
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'๋ชจ์ž๋ž€'
11:07
"one of them"
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'๊ทธ๋“ค ์ค‘ ํ•˜๋‚˜' ๋ผ๊ณ  ๋ถ€๋ฅด์ฃ .
11:09
or "better than,"
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๋˜๋Š” '๊ทธ ๋ณด๋‹ค ๋‚˜์€' ์œผ๋กœ ๋ถˆ๋ €๋˜ ๋‹จ์–ด๋“ค์—์„œ์š”.
11:11
believe me ...
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์ €๋ฅผ ๋ฏฟ์œผ์„ธ์š”.
11:16
under the right condition,
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์˜ฌ๋ฐ”๋ฅธ ๋ฐฉํ–ฅ์„ฑ ์•„๋ž˜์—์„œ
11:20
it's a short path to more destruction.
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๋” ํฐ ํŒŒ๊ดด๋กœ ๊ฐ€๋Š” ์ง€๋ฆ„๊ธธ ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
11:25
More chaos
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๋” ๋งŽ์€ ํ˜ผ๋ˆ๊ณผ
11:27
and more noise
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๋” ๋งŽ์€ ์†Œ์Œ๋“ค์„
11:29
that we will not understand.
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์ดํ•ดํ•˜์ง€ ๋ชปํ•  ๊ฒƒ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
11:33
Words will never be enough
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์–ธ์–ด๋Š” ์ธ๊ฐ„์ด ๋งŒ๋“ค์–ด๋‚ธ
11:37
to quantify and qualify the many magnitudes
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ํŒŒ๊ดด์˜ ๊ทœ๋ชจ๋ฅผ ์ˆ˜๋Ÿ‰ํ™”ํ•˜๊ณ  ์ธก๋Ÿ‰ํ™”ํ•˜๊ธฐ์—
11:42
of human-caused destruction.
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์ถฉ๋ถ„ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
11:49
In order for us
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์„ธ๊ณ„์—์„œ ์ง€์†๋˜๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š”
11:53
to stop the violence that goes on in the world,
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ํญ๋ ฅ ์‚ฌํƒœ๋ฅผ ๋ง‰๊ธฐ ์œ„ํ•ด์„œ
11:59
I hope --
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์ €๋Š” ํฌ๋งํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
12:01
at least I beg you --
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๋˜ ์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ๋ถ„๊ป˜ ๊ฐ„์ฒญ๋“œ๋ฆฝ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
12:03
to pause.
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ํญ๋ ฅ์„ ๋ฉˆ์ถœ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๊ธฐ๋ฅผ์š”.
12:06
Let's ask ourselves:
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ ์Šค์Šค๋กœ์—๊ฒŒ ๋ฌผ์–ด๋ด…์‹œ๋‹ค.
12:11
Who are we without words?
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์–ธ์–ด๊ฐ€ ์—†๋Š” ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๋ˆ„๊ตฌ์ž…๋‹ˆ๊นŒ?
12:16
Who are we without labels?
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๊ผฌ๋ฆฌํ‘œ๊ฐ€ ์—†๋Š” ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๋ˆ„๊ตฌ์ž…๋‹ˆ๊นŒ?
12:21
Who are we in our breath?
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์ˆจ ์‰ฌ๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š” ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๋ˆ„๊ตฌ์ž…๋‹ˆ๊นŒ?
12:26
Who are we in our heartbeat?
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์‹ฌ์žฅ์ด ๋›ฐ๋Š” ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๋ˆ„๊ตฌ์ž…๋‹ˆ๊นŒ?
12:33
(Applause)
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์ด ์›น์‚ฌ์ดํŠธ ์ •๋ณด

์ด ์‚ฌ์ดํŠธ๋Š” ์˜์–ด ํ•™์Šต์— ์œ ์šฉํ•œ YouTube ๋™์˜์ƒ์„ ์†Œ๊ฐœํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ์ „ ์„ธ๊ณ„ ์ตœ๊ณ ์˜ ์„ ์ƒ๋‹˜๋“ค์ด ๊ฐ€๋ฅด์น˜๋Š” ์˜์–ด ์ˆ˜์—…์„ ๋ณด๊ฒŒ ๋  ๊ฒƒ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ๊ฐ ๋™์˜์ƒ ํŽ˜์ด์ง€์— ํ‘œ์‹œ๋˜๋Š” ์˜์–ด ์ž๋ง‰์„ ๋”๋ธ” ํด๋ฆญํ•˜๋ฉด ๊ทธ๊ณณ์—์„œ ๋™์˜์ƒ์ด ์žฌ์ƒ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ๋น„๋””์˜ค ์žฌ์ƒ์— ๋งž์ถฐ ์ž๋ง‰์ด ์Šคํฌ๋กค๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ์˜๊ฒฌ์ด๋‚˜ ์š”์ฒญ์ด ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ฒฝ์šฐ ์ด ๋ฌธ์˜ ์–‘์‹์„ ์‚ฌ์šฉํ•˜์—ฌ ๋ฌธ์˜ํ•˜์‹ญ์‹œ์˜ค.

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