Science didn't understand my kids' rare disease until I decided to study it | Sharon Terry

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์•„๋ž˜ ์˜๋ฌธ์ž๋ง‰์„ ๋”๋ธ”ํด๋ฆญํ•˜์‹œ๋ฉด ์˜์ƒ์ด ์žฌ์ƒ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.

๋ฒˆ์—ญ: Seo-Ho Cho ๊ฒ€ํ† : Jihyeon J. Kim
00:12
The best Christmas my children ever had
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์ œ ์•„์ด๋“ค์ด ๋ณด๋‚ธ ์ตœ๊ณ ์˜ ํฌ๋ฆฌ์Šค๋งˆ์Šค๋Š”
00:15
was also the worst Christmas my husband and I ever had.
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์ €์™€ ์ œ ๋‚จํŽธ์ด ๊ฒฝํ—˜ํ•œ ์ตœ์•…์˜ ํฌ๋ฆฌ์Šค๋งˆ์Šค์ด๊ธฐ๋„ ํ•˜์˜€์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:19
Elizabeth, age seven,
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7์‚ด์˜ ์—˜๋ฆฌ์ž๋ฒ ์Šค์™€
00:21
and her brother, Ian, age five,
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5์‚ด์งœ๋ฆฌ ๋‚จ๋™์ƒ ์ด์•ˆ์€
00:24
couldn't imagine why they were getting everything they wanted for Christmas.
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์ž์‹ ๋“ค์ด ์™œ ์›ํ–ˆ๋˜ ๋ชจ๋“  ๊ฒƒ์„ ๊ฐ–๊ฒŒ ๋˜์—ˆ๋Š”์ง€ ์ดํ•ดํ•˜์ง€ ๋ชปํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:29
The reason Santa was so generous
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์‚ฐํƒ€๊ฐ€ ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ๋‚˜ ๋„ˆ๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ์› ๋˜ ์ด์œ ๋Š”
00:32
was because of something my husband Pat and I knew
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์ €์™€ ์ œ ๋‚จํŽธ, ํŒป์€ ์•Œ์ง€๋งŒ
00:35
and the kids couldn't comprehend.
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์•„์ด๋“ค์€ ์ดํ•ดํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์—†๋Š” ๊ฒƒ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์ด์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:38
Something that we had just learned, and it terrified us.
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ๊ฐ“ ๋ฐฐ์šด, ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ๋‘๋ ค์›€์— ๋–จ๊ฒŒ ํ•œ ๋ฌด์—‡์ธ๊ฐ€ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์ด์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:43
This was 1994
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๋•Œ๋Š” 1994๋…„์ด์—ˆ๊ณ 
00:45
and the story actually starts a few years earlier.
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์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ๋Š” ๋ช‡ ๋…„ ์ „์œผ๋กœ ๊ฑฐ์Šฌ๋Ÿฌ ์˜ฌ๋ผ๊ฐ‘๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:48
For a couple of years I had noticed a rash on the sides of Elizabeth's neck
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๋ช‡ ๋…„ ๊ฐ„, ์ €๋Š” ์—˜๋ฆฌ์ž๋ฒ ์Šค์˜ ๋ชฉ์— ๋ฐœ์ง„์ด ๋‚œ ๊ฒƒ์„ ๋ฐœ๊ฒฌํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
00:54
that looked like prickly heat.
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๋•€๋ ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ์ƒ๊ฒผ์—ˆ์ฃ .
00:56
For those same years, my father and brother both died of cancer,
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๊ทธ ๊ธฐ๊ฐ„๋“ค๋™์•ˆ, ์ œ ์•„๋ฒ„์ง€์™€ ํ˜•์ œ๋Š” ๋ชจ๋‘ ์•”์œผ๋กœ ์ฃฝ์—ˆ๊ณ 
01:01
and I was probably overanxious about illness.
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์ €๋Š” ์•„๋งˆ ๋ณ‘์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ๊ณผ์ž‰๋ถˆ์•ˆํ–ˆ์„ ๊ฒ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:04
The doctors assured us there was nothing wrong
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์˜์‚ฌ๋“ค์€ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์•„๋ฌด๊ฒƒ๋„ ์ž˜๋ชป๋œ ๊ฒƒ์ด ์—†๋‹ค๊ณ  ์žฅ๋‹ดํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:07
and I shouldn't worry,
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๊ฑฑ์ •ํ•  ํ•„์š”๊ฐ€ ์—†๋‹ค๊ณ ์š”.
01:09
but I wasn't so sure.
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๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ๋‚˜ ์ €๋Š” ํ™•์‹ ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์—†์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:12
And so without a referral, and paying out-of-pocket,
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ํƒ€๋ณ‘์›์œผ๋กœ ๋ณด๋‚ด๋Š” ๊ฒƒ ์—†์ด ๋ฐ”๋กœ ๊ทธ ์ž๋ฆฌ์—์„œ ์ง€๋ถˆํ•˜๊ณ 
01:15
I took Elizabeth to a dermatologist.
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์ €๋Š” ์—˜๋ฆฌ์ž๋ฒ ์Šค๋ฅผ ํ”ผ๋ถ€๊ณผ๋กœ ๋ฐ๋ ค๊ฐ”์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:18
She was probably just allergic to something,
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์•„๋งˆ ์•Œ๋Ÿฌ์ง€ ๋น„์Šทํ•œ ๊ฒƒ์ผ ํ…Œ์ง€๋งŒ
01:20
but why did it appear just on the sides of her neck, this rash?
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์™œ ์ด ๋ฐœ์ง„์ด ์•„์ด์˜ ๋ชฉ์—๋งŒ ๋‚œ ๊ฒƒ์ผ๊นŒ์š”?
01:26
So it's two days before Christmas,
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1994๋…„, ํฌ๋ฆฌ์Šค๋งˆ์Šค
01:28
1994,
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์ดํ‹€ ์ „์ด์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:31
and the dermatologist takes a quick look at her neck and says,
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ํ”ผ๋ถ€๊ณผ ์˜์‚ฌ๋Š” ์•„์ด์˜ ๋ชฉ์„ ์งง๊ฒŒ ๋ณด๋”๋‹ˆ ๋งํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:34
"She has pseudoxanthoma elasticum."
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"์•„์ด๋Š” ํƒ„๋ ฅ์„ฌ์œ ์„ฑ๊ฐ€ํ™ฉ์ƒ‰์ข…์„ ์•“๊ณ  ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค."
01:37
And then he shuts off the lights and looks in her eyes.
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๊ทธ ํ›„ ๋ถˆ์„ ๋„๋”๋‹ˆ ์•„์ด์˜ ๋ˆˆ์„ ๋ฐ”๋ผ๋ดค์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:42
It turns out, by chance,
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์šฐ์—ฐํžˆ๋„, ์˜์‚ฌ ์„ ์ƒ๋‹˜์ด
01:43
this dermatologist also trained in ophthalmology.
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์•ˆ๊ณผ ๊ฒฝ๋ ฅ๋„ ๊ฐ–๊ณ  ๊ณ„์…จ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:47
Our lucky day.
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์ €ํฌ์—๊ฒŒ ์šด์ด ์ข‹์€ ๋‚ ์ด์—ˆ์ฃ .
01:51
I am sick to my stomach.
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์ €๋Š” ๋ฉ”์Šค๊บผ์› ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:53
"Oma?"
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"์ข…?"
01:54
Oma's like melanoma, lymphoma --
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์ข…์€ ํ‘์ƒ‰์ข…, ๋ฆผํ”„์ข…์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ
01:57
cancer.
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์•”์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
01:59
"Why are you looking in her eyes for a skin rash?"
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"์™œ ํ”ผ๋ถ€ ๋ฐœ์ง„์ธ๋ฐ ์•„์ด์˜ ๋ˆˆ์„ ๋ณด๊ณ  ๊ณ„์‹ ๊ฑฐ์ฃ ?"
02:03
I scream and make no sound.
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์†Œ๋ฆฌ์—†์ด ๋น„๋ช…์„ ์งˆ๋ €์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:06
So there it is.
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์‚ฌ์‹ค์ด์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:08
Elizabeth has pseudoxanthoma elasticum,
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์—˜๋ฆฌ์ž๋ฒ ์Šค๋Š” ํƒ„๋ ฅ์„ฌ์œ ์„ฑ๊ฐ€ํ™ฉ์ƒ‰์ข…
02:13
PXE for short.
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์งง๊ฒŒ ๋งํ•˜๋ฉด PXE์— ๊ฑธ๋ฆฐ ๊ฒƒ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:16
Questions mix with fear
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์งˆ๋ฌธ๋“ค์€ ๋‘๋ ค์›€๊ณผ ํ•ฉํ•ด์ ธ์„œ
02:19
and erupt like bile in my throat.
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๋ชฉ ์•ˆ์˜ ์“ธ๊ฐœ์ฆ™์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ํญ๋ฐœํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:21
Why are you looking in her eyes?
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์™œ ๊ทธ๋…€์˜ ๋ˆˆ์„ ๋ฐ”๋ผ๋ณด๊ณ  ์žˆ๋‚˜์š”?
02:24
What do you know about this? How do you know for sure?
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์ด์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ๋ญ˜ ์•Œ๊ณ  ์žˆ๋‚˜์š”? ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ํ™•์‹ ํ•˜๋‚˜์š”?
02:27
What is the prognosis?
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์˜ˆ์ƒ์ด ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ๋˜๋‚˜์š”?
02:30
My training in pastoral counseling did not prepare me for this.
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์ €์˜ ๋ชฉํšŒ์ƒ๋‹ด ๊ฒฝ๋ ฅ์€ ์ด๊ฒƒ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ์ €๋ฅผ ์ค€๋น„์‹œ์ผœ์ฃผ์ง€ ์•Š์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:35
Dr. Bercovitch tells us everything he knows about PXE.
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๋ฒ ๋ฅด์ฝ”๋น„์น˜ ์˜์‚ฌ์„ ์ƒ๋‹˜์€ PXE์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ์•„๋Š” ๋ชจ๋“  ๊ฒƒ์„ ์•Œ๋ ค์ฃผ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:40
It's a rare genetic disorder,
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ํฌ๊ท€ํ•œ ์œ ์ „์  ์งˆ๋ณ‘์ด๊ณ 
02:43
it's systemic,
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์ „์‹ ์— ์นจํˆฌํ•˜๋Š” ์„ฑ์งˆ์ด ์žˆ์œผ๋ฉฐ
02:45
it's a slowly progressing, premature aging disease.
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์ฒœ์ฒœํžˆ ์ง„ํ™”ํ•˜๋Š” ์กฐ๋กœ๋ณ‘์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:50
It causes loose wrinkly skin in the flexor areas.
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๊ตด๊ทผ ๋ถ€์œ„์—์„œ๋Š” ์ฒ˜์ง„ ์ฃผ๋ฆ„์„ ์œ ๋ฐœํ•˜๊ธฐ๋„ ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
02:55
It causes legal blindness,
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์‹œ๋ ฅ๊ฐํ‡ด์™€ ๊ฐ™์€
02:57
like macular degeneration,
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๋ฒ•์ ๋งน์„ ์ดˆ๋ž˜ํ•˜๊ณ 
02:59
and a host of cardiovascular problems.
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์‹ฌํ˜ˆ๊ด€ ๋ฌธ์ œ๋ฅผ ์œ ๋ฐœํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:03
Little is known about this disease,
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์ด ์งˆ๋ณ‘์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ์•Œ๋ ค์ง„ ๊ฒƒ์€ ๊ฑฐ์˜ ์—†๊ณ 
03:06
and some people die in their 30s,
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๊ทธ ๋‹น์‹œ ๋ช‡๋ช‡ ๋ณด๊ณ ์„œ๋Š” ๋งํ•˜๊ธธ
03:09
say some of the reports at the time.
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๋ช‡์€ 30๋Œ€์— ์ฃฝ์—ˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:13
He then just glances at our son and says,
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์„ ์ƒ๋‹˜์€ ์ œ ์•„๋“ค์„ ๋ฐ”๋ผ๋ณด๋ฉฐ ๋งํ•˜์‹œ๊ธธ
03:17
"He has it, too."
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"์ด ์•„์ด๋„ ์งˆ๋ณ‘์„ ๊ฐ–๊ณ  ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค."
03:21
We want to flee back to the land of normal.
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์ €ํฌ๋Š” ํ‰๋ฒ”ํ–ˆ๋˜ ๋•Œ๋กœ ๋„๋ง์น˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:30
Two days after Christmas,
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ํฌ๋ฆฌ์Šค๋งˆ์Šค๊ฐ€ ์ง€๋‚˜๊ณ  ์ดํ‹€ ํ›„
03:32
researchers come from a university in Boston,
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๋ณด์Šคํ„ด์— ์žˆ๋Š” ๋Œ€ํ•™ ์—ฐ๊ตฌ์ž๋“ค์ด ์™€์„œ
03:35
and they take blood from us and our children
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์œ ์ „์ž๋ฅผ ์ฐพ๊ธฐ์œ„ํ•œ ์—ฐ๊ตฌ๋ฅผ ์œ„ํ•ด
03:37
for a research project focused on finding the gene.
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์ €ํฌ์—๊ฒŒ์„œ ์•„์ด๋“ค์„ ๋ฐ๋ ค๊ฐ”์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:41
A few days later,
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๋ฉฐ์น  ํ›„
03:42
researchers come from a medical center in New York
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๋‰ด์š•์˜ ์˜ํ•™์„ผํ„ฐ์—์„œ ์—ฐ๊ตฌ์ž๋“ค์ด ์™€์„œ
03:45
and say they want blood, too.
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๊ทธ๋“ค๋„ ํ”ผ๋ฅผ ์›ํ•œ๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
03:47
"These are children.
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"์ด๋“ค์€ ์•„์ด๋“ค์ด์—์š”.
03:49
They're five and seven years old.
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๋‹ค์„ฏ์‚ด, ์ผ๊ณฑ์‚ด๋ฐฐ๊ธฐ์—์š”.
03:51
Don't make them face the needle twice.
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์•„์ด๋“ค์ด ์ฃผ์‚ฌ๋ฐ”๋Š˜์„ ๋‘ ๋ฒˆ์ด๋‚˜ ๋ณด๊ฒŒ ํ•˜์ง€ ๋ง์•„์ฃผ์„ธ์š”.
03:54
Go and get your share from the other researchers."
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๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์—ฐ๊ตฌ์ž์—๊ฒŒ์„œ ๋‚˜๋ˆ  ๋ฐ›์œผ์„ธ์š”."
03:58
They laugh, incredulous.
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๊ทธ๋“ค์€ ๋ชป๋ฏฟ๊ฒ ๋‹ค๋Š” ๋“ฏ ์›ƒ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:00
"Share?"
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"๋‚˜๋ˆ ์š”?"
04:03
It is then that we learn that there is little sharing in biomedical research.
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๊ทธ๋•Œ์•ผ ์ €ํฌ๋Š” ์ƒ์˜ํ•™ ์—ฐ๊ตฌ์—์„œ๋Š” ๊ณต์œ ๊ฐ€ ๊ฑฐ์˜ ์ผ์–ด๋‚˜์ง€ ์•Š์Œ์„ ๋ฐฐ์› ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:08
This moment, more than any other,
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์ด ์ˆœ๊ฐ„์ด ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์–ด๋Š ๋•Œ๋ณด๋‹ค๋„
04:11
lit a fire beneath my husband Pat and me.
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๋‚จํŽธ ํŒป๊ณผ ์ œ ์•ˆ์— ๋ถˆ์„ ์ง€ํˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:15
Pat and I went to a medical school library
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ํŒป๊ณผ ์ €๋Š” ์˜๋Œ€ ๋„์„œ๊ด€์œผ๋กœ ๊ฐ€์„œ
04:17
and we copied every article we could find on PXE.
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PXE์™€ ๊ด€๋ จํ•ด ์ฐพ์„ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ๋ชจ๋“  ์ž๋ฃŒ๋ฅผ ๋ชจ์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:21
We didn't understand a thing.
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์ €ํฌ๋Š” ํ•˜๋‚˜๋„ ์ดํ•ดํ•˜์ง€ ๋ชปํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:24
We bought medical dictionaries and scientific textbooks
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์ €ํฌ๋Š” ์˜ํ•™์‚ฌ์ „๊ณผ ๊ณผํ•™๊ต๊ณผ์„œ๋ฅผ ์‚ฌ์„œ
04:27
and read everything we could get our hands on.
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์ฐพ์„ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ๋ชจ๋“  ๊ฒƒ์„ ์ฝ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:30
And though we still didn't understand,
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๋น„๋ก ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์—ฌ์ „ํžˆ ์ดํ•ดํ•˜์ง€ ๋ชปํ–ˆ์ง€๋งŒ
04:32
we could see patterns,
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์ €ํฌ๋Š” ๊ทœ์น™์„ ๋ฐœ๊ฒฌํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์—ˆ๊ณ 
04:34
and it became quickly apparent within a month
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๋ช‡ ๋‹ฌ ๋‚ด PXE๋ฅผ ์ดํ•ดํ•˜๊ธฐ ์œ„ํ•œ ์ฒด๊ณ„์  ๋…ธ๋ ฅ์ด ๋ถ€์žฌํ•œ๋‹ค๋Š” ์‚ฌ์‹ค์€
04:37
that there was no systematic effort to understand PXE.
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๊ฝค๋‚˜ ๋ช…๋ฐฑํ•ด์กŒ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:42
In addition,
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๊ฒŒ๋‹ค๊ฐ€
04:44
the lack of sharing that we experienced was pervasive.
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์ €ํฌ๊ฐ€ ๊ฒฝํ—˜ํ•œ ๊ณต์œ ์˜ ๋ถ€์กฑ์€ ๋งŒ์—ฐํ•ด์žˆ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:48
Researchers competed with each other
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์—ฐ๊ตฌ์ž๋“ค์€ ์„œ๋กœ ๊ฒฝ์Ÿํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:51
because the ecosystem was designed to reward competition
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์™œ๋ƒํ•˜๋ฉด ์ƒํƒœ๊ณ„๋Š” ๊ณ ํ†ต์„ ์ค„์ด๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ด ์•„๋‹ˆ๋ผ ๊ฒฝ์Ÿ์„ ์žฅ๋ คํ•˜๋„๋ก
04:56
rather than to alleviate suffering.
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๊ตฌ์„ฑ๋˜์–ด ์žˆ์—ˆ๊ธฐ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
04:59
We realized that we would have to do work on this condition ourselves
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์ €ํฌ๋Š” ์ €ํฌ๋„ ์ €ํฌ์™€ ์ €ํฌ์™€ ๋น„์Šทํ•œ ์ƒํ™ฉ์˜ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์„ ์œ„ํ•ด ํ•ด๊ฒฐ์ฑ…์„ ์ฐพ๊ธฐ
05:04
to find solutions for ourselves and others like us.
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์œ„ํ•ด์„œ๋Š” ์ด ํ™˜๊ฒฝ์—์„œ ์ผํ•ด์•ผ ํ•œ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ๊นจ๋‹ฌ์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:09
But we faced two major barriers.
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ์ €ํฌ๋Š” ํฌ๊ฒŒ ๋‘ ๊ฐ€์ง€ ์žฅ๋ฒฝ์„ ๋งŒ๋‚ฌ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:11
The first one:
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์ฒซ ๋ฒˆ์งธ ์žฅ๋ฒฝ
05:13
Pat and I have no science background.
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ํŒป๊ณผ ์ €๋Š” ๊ณผํ•™์  ๋ฐฐ๊ฒฝ์ง€์‹์ด ์ „๋ฌดํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:16
At the time, he's the manager of a construction company,
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๊ทธ ๋‹น์‹œ ๋‚จํŽธ์€ ๊ฑด์ถ•ํšŒ์‚ฌ์˜ ๋งค๋‹ˆ์ €์˜€๊ณ 
05:20
and I'm a former college chaplain stay-at-home mom --
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์ €๋Š” ์ „ ๋Œ€ํ•™๊ต ์‚ฌ์ œ์ด์ž ์ „์—…์ฃผ๋ถ€์˜€์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:24
hardly the backgrounds to take the research world by storm.
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์—ฐ๊ตฌ๊ณ„์— ํ˜œ์„ฑ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ๋‚˜ํƒ€๋‚˜๊ธฐ๋Š” ํž˜๋“  ๋ฐฐ๊ฒฝ์ด์ฃ .
05:29
The second barrier:
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๋‘ ๋ฒˆ์งธ ์žฅ๋ฒฝ
05:32
researchers don't share.
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์—ฐ๊ตฌ์ž๋“ค์€ ๊ณต์œ ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:34
People told us you can't herd cats.
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์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์€ ๊ณ ์–‘์ด๋ฅผ ๋ชฐ ์ˆ˜ ์—†๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:38
Well, yes you can if you move their food.
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๋งž๋Š” ๋ง์ด์ง€๋งŒ, ๋จน์ด๋ฅผ ์˜ฎ๊ธด๋‹ค๋ฉด ๋ชฐ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:42
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
05:45
(Applause)
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(๋ฐ•์ˆ˜)
05:49
DNA and clinical data is the food.
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DNA์™€ ์ž„์ƒ ๋ฐ์ดํ„ฐ๊ฐ€ ์Œ์‹์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
05:52
So we would collect blood and medical histories,
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์ €ํฌ๋Š” ํ˜ˆ์•ก๊ณผ ๋ณ‘๋ ฅ์„ ์ˆ˜์ง‘ํ•ด์„œ
05:55
and require that all scientists using these resources
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์ด ์ž๋ฃŒ๋ฅผ ์‚ฌ์šฉํ•˜๋Š” ๋ชจ๋“  ๊ณผํ•™์ž๋“ค์€ ๊ฒฐ๊ณผ๋“ค์„ ์„œ๋กœ, ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๊ธฐ์ฆ์ž์™€
05:59
would share results with each other and with the people who donated.
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๊ณต์œ ํ•ด์•ผ ํ•œ๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:04
Well before the internet was in common use,
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์ธํ„ฐ๋„ท์ด ๋ณดํŽธํ™”๋˜๊ธฐ ์ด์ „์—
06:07
Pat and I established PXE International,
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ํŒป๊ณผ ์ €๋Š” PXE์— ๊ด€ํ•œ ์—ฐ๊ตฌ๋ฅผ ๊ฐœ์‹œ ๋ฐ ์ง„ํ–‰ํ•˜๊ณ 
06:10
a nonprofit dedicated to initiating research and conducting it on PXE
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์ด ์งˆ๋ณ‘์œผ๋กœ ๊ณ ์ƒํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฐœ์ธ์„ ์ง€์›ํ•˜๊ธฐ ์œ„ํ•œ ๋น„์˜๋ฆฌ ๊ธฐ๊ตฌ์ธ
06:14
and also supporting individuals with the disease.
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PXE ์ธํ„ฐ๋„ค์…”๋„์„ ์„ค๋ฆฝํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:19
Using traditional media,
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์ „ํ†ต์ ์ธ ๋ฏธ๋””์–ด๋ฅผ ํ™œ์šฉํ•ด์„œ
06:21
we garnered around 100-150 people around the world
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์ €ํฌ๋Š” ์ „์„ธ๊ณ„ 100-150๋ช… ๊ฐ€๋Ÿ‰์˜ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์„ ๋ชจ์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:25
who we asked,
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๊ทธ๋“ค์˜ ๋™์˜๋ฅผ ๊ตฌํ•ด
06:26
would you give us your blood, your tissue, your medical histories,
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์ €ํฌ๋Š” ํ˜ˆ์•ก๊ณผ ์กฐ์ง๊ณผ
06:30
your medical records?
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๋ณ‘๋ ฅ์„ ์ˆ˜์ง‘ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:32
And we brought all of that together.
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์ €ํฌ๋Š” ๊ทธ๊ฒƒ์„ ํ•œ๋ฐ ๋ชจ์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:34
We quickly learned that this shared resource was not going to be enough.
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์งง์€ ์‹œ๊ฐ„์•ˆ์— ์ €ํฌ๋Š” ์ด๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ์ˆ˜์ง‘๋œ ์ž๋ฃŒ๋“ค๋กœ ์ถฉ๋ถ„์น˜ ์•Š์Œ์„ ๋ฐฐ์› ๊ณ 
06:39
And so we decided we had to do hardcore bench science --
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์ €ํฌ๋Š” ๋ณธ๊ฒฉ์ ์ธ ๊ณผํ•™ ์—ฐ๊ตฌ, ๋ณธ๊ฒฉ์ ์ธ ์—ฐ๊ตฌ๋ฅผ ํ•˜๊ธฐ๋กœ ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:45
hardcore research.
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06:47
So we borrowed bench space at a lab at Harvard.
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์ €ํฌ๋Š” ํ•˜๋ฒ„๋“œ์˜ ์—ฐ๊ตฌ์‹ค ๊ณต๊ฐ„์„ ๋นŒ๋ ธ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
06:50
A wonderful neighbor came a couple times a week
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ํ›Œ๋ฅญํ•œ ์ด์›ƒ๋“ค์ด ์ผ์ฃผ์ผ์— ๋ช‡ ๋ฒˆ์”ฉ ์™€์„œ
06:52
and sat with the kids from 8pm to 2am
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ํŒป๊ณผ ์ œ๊ฐ€ DNA๋ฅผ ์ถ”์ถœํ•˜๊ณ  ๊ฒ”์„ ๋Œ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๊ธฐ๋กํ•˜๊ณ 
06:56
while Pat and I extracted DNA,
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์œ ์ „์ž๋ฅผ ์ฐพ๋Š” ๋™์•ˆ
06:59
ran and scored gels
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์ €๋… 8์‹œ๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ์ƒˆ๋ฒฝ 2์‹œ๊นŒ์ง€
07:01
and searched for the gene.
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์•„์ด๋“ค์„ ๋ด์คฌ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:03
Generous postdocs tutored us as we went along.
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๋„ˆ๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ์šด ๋ฐ•์‚ฌํ›„ ๊ณผ์ •์ƒ๋“ค์ด ์ €ํฌ์˜ ๊ณผ์ •์„ ์ง€๋„ํ•ด์คฌ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:06
Within a few years, we found the gene.
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๋ช‡ ๋…„ ๋‚ด์—, ์ €ํฌ๋Š” ์œ ์ „์ž๋ฅผ ์ฐพ์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:09
We patented it so that it would be freely available.
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์ €ํฌ๋Š” ํŠนํ—ˆ๋ฅผ ๋‚ด์„œ ๊ทธ๊ฒƒ์„ ๋ˆ„๊ตฌ๋‚˜ ์ด์šฉ๊ฐ€๋Šฅํ•˜๋„๋ก ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:12
We created a diagnostic test.
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์ €ํฌ๋Š” ์ง„๋‹จํ…Œ์ŠคํŠธ๋ฅผ ๋งŒ๋“ค์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:14
We put together a research consortium.
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์ €ํฌ๋Š” ์—ฐ๊ตฌ ํ˜‘๋ ฅ๋‹จ์„ ๋ชจ์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:17
We held research meetings and opened a center of excellence.
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์ €ํฌ๋Š” ์—ฐ๊ตฌ ๋ฏธํŒ…์„ ์—ด๊ณ , ์ตœ๊ณ ๊ธฐ๊ด€์„ ์—ด์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:21
We found more than 4,000 people around the world who had PXE,
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์ €ํฌ๋Š” ์„ธ๊ณ„์—์„œ PXE๋ฅผ ์•“๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š” 4000๋ช…์„ ๋ชจ์•˜๊ณ 
07:26
and held patient meetings
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ํ™˜์ž ๋ชจ์ž„์„ ์—ด๊ณ 
07:28
and did clinical trials and studies.
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์ž„์ƒ ์‹คํ—˜๊ณผ ์—ฐ๊ตฌ๋ฅผ ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:32
Through all this,
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์ด ๋ชจ๋“  ๊ณผ์ • ์†์—์„œ
07:34
we lived with fear.
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์ €ํฌ๋Š” ๋‘๋ ค์›€ ์†์—์„œ ์‚ด์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:36
Fear of the disease breathing down our neck
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์‹œ๊ฐ„์ด ๊ฒŒ์† ํ๋ฅด๋Š” ๋™์•ˆ ์งˆ๋ณ‘์ด ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ์‚ผ์ผœ๋ฒ„๋ฆฌ์ง€ ์•Š์„๊นŒ ํ•˜๋Š”
07:41
while the clock ticked.
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๋‘๋ ค์›€ ๋ง์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:43
Fear of researchers,
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์ž๊ฒฉ์ด ์ถฉ๋ถ„ํ•˜๊ณ  ์„ธ๊ณ„์ ์œผ๋กœ ์ž๋ฆฌ์žก์€
07:46
so well credentialed and positioned in a world made for them.
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์—ฐ๊ตฌ์ž๋“ค์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ๋‘๋ ค์›€ ๋ง์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:50
Fear that we were making the wrong choices.
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ์ž˜๋ชป๋œ ์„ ํƒ์„ ๋‚ด๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์žˆ๋‹ค๋Š” ๋‘๋ ค์›€ ๋ง์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
07:54
Fear that the naysayers were right
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๋น„๊ด€๋ก ์ž๋“ค์ด ๋งž์•˜๊ณ 
07:56
and the cats would simply find a new food.
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๊ณ ์–‘์ด๋Š” ์ƒˆ๋กœ์šด ๋จน์ด๋ฅผ ์ฐพ์„ ๊ฒƒ์ด๋ผ๋Š” ๋‘๋ ค์›€์ด์š”.
08:00
But greater than all these fears was our drive to make a difference
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ์ด ๋ชจ๋“  ๋‘๋ ค์›€ ๋ณด๋‹ค ์šฐ๋ฆฌ ์•„์ด๋“ค๊ณผ ์ด ๊ณผ์ •์—์„œ ๋งŒ๋‚œ ๋ชจ๋‘๋ฅผ ์œ„ํ•ด
08:03
for our kids and for all those we had met along the way.
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๋ณ€ํ™”๋ฅผ ๋งŒ๋“ค๊ฒ ๋‹ค๋Š” ์˜์ง€๊ฐ€ ๋” ์ปธ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:08
And very quickly,
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋น ๋ฅธ ์‹œ์ผ ๋‚ด์—
08:09
we also realized what we were doing for one disease,
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์ €ํฌ๋Š” ์ด ์งˆ๋ณ‘ ํ•˜๋‚˜๋ฅผ ์œ„ํ•ด ํ•˜๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š” ์ผ์„ ๋ชจ๋“  ์งˆ๋ณ‘์„ ์œ„ํ•ด
08:12
we should do for all diseases.
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ํ•ด์•ผํ•จ์„ ๊นจ๋‹ฌ์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:16
We joined with, and I eventually led,
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๋ณด๊ฑด ๋ณดํ˜ธ
08:17
Genetic Alliance --
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ํ™˜์ž ๋ณดํ˜ธ
08:19
a network of health advocacy,
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์—ฐ๊ตฌ์™€ ๋ณด๊ฑด ๊ธฐ๊ตฌ์˜ ๋„คํŠธ์›Œํฌ์ธ
08:21
patient advocacy,
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์ œ๋„คํ‹ฑ ์–ผ๋ผ์ด์–ธ์Šค์™€ ํ•ฉ๋ฅ˜ํ•˜๊ณ 
08:22
research and health organizations.
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๊ฒฐ๊ตญ์€ ๊ทธ๋“ค์„ ์ด๋Œ์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:24
We built scalable and extensible resources,
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์ €ํฌ๋Š” ๋ฐ”์ด์˜ค๋ฑ…ํฌ, ๋“ฑ๋ก์†Œ, ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋ชจ๋“  ์งˆ๋ณ‘์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ์ง€์›์„ ์œ„ํ•œ
08:27
like biobanks and registries and directories of support
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์•ˆ๋‚ด์ฑ…์ž์™€ ๊ฐ™์€ ํ™•์žฅ๊ฐ€๋Šฅํ•œ
08:30
for all diseases.
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์ž์›์„ ๋งŒ๋“ค์—ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:32
And as I learned about all those diseases and all those disease communities,
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ด ๋ชจ๋“  ์งˆ๋ณ‘๋“ค๊ณผ ์ด ์งˆ๋ณ‘ ๊ณต๋™์ฒด์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ๋ฐฐ์šฐ๋ฉด์„œ
08:36
I realized that there were two secrets in health care
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์ €๋Š” ์ €์—๊ฒŒ ํฐ ์˜ํ–ฅ์„ ๋ฏธ์น˜๋Š” ์˜๋ฃŒ ์„œ๋น„์Šค์— ๊ด€ํ•œ ๋‘ ๊ฐ€์ง€ ๋น„๋ฐ€์ด
08:39
that were impacting me greatly.
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์กด์žฌํ•œ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ๊นจ๋‹ฌ์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:42
The first:
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์ฒซ์งธ
08:43
there are no ready answers for people like my kids
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๊ทธ๊ฒƒ์ด ํ”ํ•œ ์งˆ๋ณ‘์ด๋“ , ํฌ๊ท€๋ณ‘์ด๋“ , ์ œ ์•„์ด๋“ค๊ณผ ๊ฐ™์€ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์„ ์œ„ํ•œ
08:47
or all the people I was working with,
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ํ˜น์€ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ํ˜‘๋ ฅํ•˜๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์„ ์œ„ํ•œ
08:48
whether common or rare conditions.
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์ค€๋น„๋œ ๋Œ€๋‹ต์ด ๋ถ€์žฌํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:51
And the second secret:
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋‘˜์งธ
08:53
the answers lie in all of us together,
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ํ•ด๋‹ต์€ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ ๋ชจ๋‘์—๊ฒŒ ๋‹ฌ๋ ค ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
08:57
donating our data,
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ๋ฐ์ดํ„ฐ๋ฅผ ๊ณต์œ ํ•ด์•ผํ•˜๊ณ 
09:00
our biological samples
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์ƒ๋ฌผํ•™์  ์ƒ˜ํ”Œ์„ ๊ณต์œ ํ•ด์•ผํ•˜๊ณ 
09:02
and ultimately ourselves.
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๊ถ๊ทน์ ์œผ๋กœ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ์ž์‹ ์„ ๊ณต์œ ํ•ด์•ผ ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:06
There is a small groundswell of individuals
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์ด๋ฅผ ๋ฐ”๊พธ๊ธฐ ์œ„ํ•ด ์ž‘์€ ๊ฐœ์ธ์˜ ๋ฌด๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€
09:09
who are working to change this.
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ํ™•์žฅ๋˜๊ณ  ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:11
Citizen scientists, activists, hacks
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๋ฏผ๊ฐ„ ๊ณผํ•™์ž๋“ค, ์šด๋™๊ฐ€๋“ค
09:14
who are using crowdsourcing, do-it-yourself science
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ํฌ๋ผ์šฐ๋“œ์†Œ์‹ฑ์„ ์ด์šฉํ•˜๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค, ์Šค์Šค๋กœ ํ•˜๋Š” ๊ณผํ•™์ด
09:18
are changing the game.
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๊ฒŒ์ž„ํŒ์„ ํ”๋“ค์–ด๋†“๊ณ  ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:20
Even President Obama and Vice President Biden
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์‹ฌ์ง€์–ด ์˜ค๋ฐ”๋งˆ ๋Œ€ํ†ต๋ น๊ณผ ๋ถ€ํ†ต๋ น ๋ฐ”์ด๋“ ๋„
09:24
are evangelists for the idea
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์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด ์—ฐ๊ตฌ์˜ ํŒŒํŠธ๋„ˆ๊ฐ€ ๋˜์–ด์•ผ ํ•œ๋‹ค๋Š”
09:26
that people should be partners in research.
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์•„์ด๋””์–ด์˜ ์ „๋„์‚ฌ๋“ค์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:29
This is a founding principle of our organization.
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์ด๊ฒƒ์€ ์ €ํฌ ๋‹จ์ฒด์˜ ๊ทผ๋ณธ ๊ฐ€์น˜์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:32
Sure, it's really hard
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๋ฌผ๋ก , ์ค‘์žฌ์™€ ์น˜๋ฃŒ๋ฒ•์„ ์ฐพ๊ณ 
09:34
to discover and develop interventions and therapies.
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๊ฐœ๋ฐœํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์€ ๊ต‰์žฅํžˆ ์–ด๋ ต์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:39
The science is hard,
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๊ณผํ•™์€ ์–ด๋ ต๊ณ 
09:41
the regulatory regime is difficult.
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๊ทœ์ œ ์ฒด์ œ๋Š” ๋ณต์žกํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:44
There are a lot of stakeholders with lots of interests
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๋‹ค์–‘ํ•œ ์ดํ•ด๊ด€๊ณ„๋ฅผ ๊ฐ€์ง„ ์ดํ•ด๊ด€๊ณ„์ž๋“ค๊ณผ
09:47
and misaligned incentives like publishing, promotion and tenure.
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์ถœํŒ, ํ™๋ณด, ์ข…์‹  ๋“ฑ๊ณผ ๊ฐ™์€ ์–ด๊ธ‹๋‚œ ์ธ์„ผํ‹ฐ๋ธŒ๋“ค์ด ์กด์žฌํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:53
I don't fault scientists for following this path,
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์ด ๊ธธ์„ ๋”ฐ๋ฅด๋Š” ๊ณผํ•™์ž๋“ค์—๊ฒŒ ์ฑ…์ž„์„ ๋Œ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์‹ถ์ง€ ์•Š์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
09:56
but I challenge them and us to do this differently.
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ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๊ทธ๋“ค๊ณผ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ์—๊ฒŒ ์ด๊ฒƒ์„ ๋‹ค๋ฅด๊ฒŒ ํ•ด๋ณด์ž๊ณ  ๋„์ „ํ•˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:00
To recognize that people are at the center.
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์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด ์ค‘์‹ฌ์— ์žˆ์–ด์•ผ ํ•จ์„ ์ผ๊นจ์šฐ๊ณ ์ž ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:05
Genetic Alliance has experimented
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์ œ๋„คํ‹ฑ ์–ผ๋ผ์ด์–ธ์Šค๋Š” ์ด๋Ÿฌํ•œ ๋”ฑ๋”ฑํ•œ
10:07
in what it will take to transform these crusty systems.
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์ฒด๊ณ„๋ฅผ ๋ณ€ํ™”์‹œํ‚ค๋Š”๋ฐ ๋ฌด์—‡์ด ํ•„์š”ํ•œ์ง€์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ์‹คํ—˜ํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:12
Our goal is to work without boundaries.
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์ €ํฌ์˜ ๋ชฉํ‘œ๋Š” ๊ฒฝ๊ณ„ ์—†์ด ์ผํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:15
That sounds abstract, but for us it's quite practical.
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์ถ”์ƒ์ ์œผ๋กœ ๋“ค๋ฆด์ง€๋„ ๋ชจ๋ฅด์ง€๋งŒ, ์ €ํฌ์—๊ฒŒ ์ด๊ฒƒ์€ ๊ฝค๋‚˜ ์‹ค์ œ์ ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:21
When we're frustrated that entities won't share data --
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๋…๋ฆฝ์ฒด๋“ค์ด ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์˜ ์—๋„ˆ์ง€์™€, ์‹œ๊ฐ„๊ณผ, ํ˜ˆ์•ก๊ณผ
10:24
data that comes from people who gave their energy, their time, their blood
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์‹ฌ์ง€์–ด๋Š” ๊ทธ๋“ค์˜ ๋ˆˆ๋ฌผ๋กœ๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ์˜จ
10:30
and even their tears --
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๋ฐ์ดํ„ฐ๋ฅผ ๊ณต์œ ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์•„ ๋ถˆ๋งŒ์ด ์ƒ๊ธฐ๋ฉด
10:32
we need to stop and ask,
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์ €ํฌ๋Š” ๋ฉˆ์ถ”๊ณ  ์ž๋ฌธํ•ด์•ผ ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:33
"How is it true that we could share, but we aren't?"
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"์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๊ณต์œ ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š”๋ฐ๋„ ๊ณต์œ ํ•˜๊ณ  ์žˆ์ง€ ์•Š์€ ๊ฒƒ์ผ๊นŒ?"
10:37
We're part of this system, too.
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋„ ์ด ์ฒด์ œ์˜ ์ผ๋ถ€์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:42
How do we make it so that people can share ideas freely?
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์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด ์•„์ด๋””์–ด๋ฅผ ์ž์œ ๋กญ๊ฒŒ ๊ณต์œ ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๊ฒŒ ๋งŒ๋“ค ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์„๊นŒ์š”?
10:47
So that people can take risks and move closer to one another?
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด ์œ„ํ—˜์„ ๊ฐ์ˆ˜ํ•˜๊ณ  ์„œ๋กœ ๋” ๊ฐ€๊นŒ์ด ์›€์ง์ผ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์„๊นŒ์š”?
10:53
This leads to a dissolving of us versus them,
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์ด๊ฒƒ์€ ๋‹จ์ง€ ๊ธฐ๊ด€ ๋ฟ ์•„๋‹ˆ๋ผ ๊ฐœ์ธ์—๊ฒŒ๋„ ์ ์šฉ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
10:56
not only for organizations but also for individuals.
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์ €ํฌ๊ฐ€ ํฉ์–ด์ง€๊ฑฐ๋‚˜ ๊ทธ๋“ค์ด ํฉ์–ด์ง€๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์œผ๋กœ ์ด์–ด์ง‘๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
11:00
If I'm going to ask organizations or individuals
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๋งŒ์•ฝ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๊ธฐ๊ด€์ด๋‚˜ ๊ฐœ์ธ์—๊ฒŒ
11:03
to strive for these standards,
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์ด ๊ธฐ์ค€์„ ์ถ”๊ตฌํ•˜๋ผ๊ณ  ๋งํ•  ๊ฒƒ์ด๋ผ๋ฉด
11:06
then I too need to explore my own being and my practices.
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์ € ์—ญ์‹œ๋„ ์ œ ๊ฐ€์น˜๊ด€๊ณผ ๊ด€์Šต์„ ์ ๊ฒ€ํ•ด์•ผ ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
11:11
If I'm going to ask clinicians and researchers and administrators
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ž„์ƒ์˜์™€ ์—ฐ๊ตฌ์ž์™€ ํ–‰์ •์ง์›๋“ค์—๊ฒŒ
11:15
to take risks,
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์œ„ํ—˜์„ ๊ฐ์ˆ˜ํ•˜๋ผ ๋งํ•  ๊ฒƒ์ด๋ผ๋ฉด
11:16
then I, Sharon, need to take risks as well.
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์ €, ์„€๋ก  ์—ญ์‹œ๋„ ์œ„ํ—˜์„ ๊ฐ์ˆ˜ํ•ด์•ผ ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
11:20
I need to face my personal fears.
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์ €๋„ ๊ฐœ์ธ์  ๋‘๋ ค์›€์„ ์ง๋ฉดํ•ด์•ผ ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
11:24
My fear of not having enough impact.
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์ถฉ๋ถ„ํ•œ ์˜ํ–ฅ๋ ฅ์„ ๊ฐ–์ง€ ๋ชปํ•  ๊ฒƒ์ด๋ผ๋Š” ๋‘๋ ค์›€
11:29
My fear of not leading well.
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์ œ๋Œ€๋กœ ์ด๋Œ์ง€ ๋ชปํ•  ๊ฒƒ์ด๋ผ๋Š” ๋‘๋ ค์›€
11:32
My fear of not being enough.
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์ถฉ๋ถ„ํ•˜์ง€ ๋ชปํ•  ๊ฒƒ์ด๋ผ๋Š” ๋‘๋ ค์›€์„์š”.
11:38
Just before they entered their teens, our kids stopped us in our tracks
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์•„์ด๋“ค์ด ์‹ญ๋Œ€์— ๋“ค์–ด์„œ๊ธฐ ์ „์—, ์•„์ด๋“ค์€ ์ €ํฌ๋“ค์ด ํ•˜๋Š” ์ผ์„ ๋ฉˆ์ถ”๊ณ 
11:42
and said, "You have to stop worrying about making a difference,
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๋งํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. "๋ณ€ํ™”๋ฅผ ๋งŒ๋“ค์–ด๋‚ด๊ณ , ์˜ํ–ฅ๋ ฅ์„ ๋ผ์น˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ
11:46
making an impact,
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๊ฑฑ์ •์„ ๊ทธ๋งŒํ•˜๊ณ , ๋Œ€์‹ ์—
11:47
and instead, like us, learn to live with disease
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์ €ํฌ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ์งˆ๋ณ‘๊ณผ ์‹ธ์šฐ๋Š” ๋Œ€์‹ 
11:51
rather than fight it."
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์งˆ๋ณ‘๊ณผ ํ•จ๊ป˜ ์‚ด์•„๊ฐ€๋Š” ๋ฒ•์„ ๋ฐฐ์šฐ์„ธ์š”."
11:56
I have to ask,
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์ €๋Š” ๋ฌผ์–ด์•ผ ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
11:57
where does all my fear come from?
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์ œ ๋ชจ๋“  ๋‘๋ ค์›€๋“ค์€ ์–ด๋””์„œ๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ์˜ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ธ๊ฐ€์š”?
12:01
The kids' declaration shines a spotlight on that fear.
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์•„์ด๋“ค์˜ ์„ ์–ธ์€ ์ด ๋‘๋ ค์›€์— ์ŠคํฌํŠธ๋ผ์ดํŠธ๋ฅผ ๋น„์ถฅ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
12:05
It arises from a bedrock of love.
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์ด๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋ž‘์˜ ๊ธฐ๋ฐ˜์—์„œ๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ์ž๋ผ๋‚ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
12:09
I love Elizabeth and Ian.
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์ €๋Š” ์—˜๋ฆฌ์ž๋ฒ ์Šค์™€ ์ด์•ˆ์„ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
12:14
I love people with PXE.
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์ €๋Š” PXEํ™˜์ž๋“ค์„ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
12:17
I love people with any disease.
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์ €๋Š” ๋ชจ๋“  ํ™˜์ž๋ฅผ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
12:20
I love people.
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์ €๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์„ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
12:24
Some of my colleagues have discovered that it is not death we fear,
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์ œ ๋ช‡๋ช‡ ๋™๋ฃŒ๋“ค์€ ์ €ํฌ๊ฐ€ ๋‘๋ ค์›Œ ํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์€ ์ฃฝ์Œ์ด ์•„๋‹ˆ๋ผ
12:28
it is the enormity of our loving.
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘์˜ ๊ฑฐ๋Œ€ํ•จ์ž„์„ ๋ฐœ๊ฒฌํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
12:32
This expansive love opens me to great pain
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์ด ํ™•์žฅ๋œ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘์€ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ƒ์‹ค์„ ๊ฒช์„ ๋•Œ ์ €๋ฅผ ๊ฑฐ๋Œ€ํ•œ ๊ณ ํ†ต์†์œผ๋กœ
12:37
as I face loss.
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๋ฐ€์–ด๋„ฃ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
12:40
As I discover my fear,
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ œ ๋‘๋ ค์›€์„ ๋ฐœ๊ฒฌํ•˜๋ฉฐ
12:43
I discover that I
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์ €๋Š” ์ €์™€ ์ œ ์ฃผ์œ„ ๋ชจ๋“  ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด
12:45
and all those around me
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์‚ฌ๋ž‘์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ๋์—†๋Š” ์ˆ˜์šฉ๋ ฅ์„
12:47
have boundless capacity for love.
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๊ฐ–๊ณ  ์žˆ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ๊นจ๋‹ฌ์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
12:53
And I also discover
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์ €๋Š” ์ด ๋‘๋ ค์›€์œผ๋กœ ๋“ค์–ด๊ฐ€๋ฉด์„œ
12:56
as I move into this fear,
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋งŽ์€ ์ƒˆ๋กœ์šด ๊ฒƒ์„ ๋ฐฐ์šธ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๊ณ 
12:59
that I can learn many new things
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์‹ค์ œ์  ํ•ด๊ฒฐ์ฑ… ๋ฐ
13:01
and find paths
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์น˜๋ฃŒ์™€ ๊ฑด๊ฐ•์˜ ์ค‘์‹ฌ์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ
13:04
to things like practical solutions
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์ƒˆ๋กœ์šด ๊ธธ์„ ์ฐพ์„ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„
13:08
as well as the core of healing and health.
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๋ฐœ๊ฒฌํ–ˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
13:14
I don't fear fear the way I used to.
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์ €๋Š” ๊ณผ๊ฑฐ์™€ ๊ฐ™์€ ๋ฐฉ์‹์œผ๋กœ ๋‘๋ ค์›€์„ ๋‘๋ ค์›Œํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
13:20
In fact lately, with enormous support from all my fellow journeyers,
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์ตœ๊ทผ์—๋Š”, ์ œ ๋™๋ฃŒ๋“ค์˜ ๊ฑฐ๋Œ€ํ•œ ์ง€์ง€์™€ ํ•จ๊ป˜
13:25
I notice that it's not a warning the way it used to be.
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์ด๊ฒƒ์€ ๊ณผ๊ฑฐ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ๊ฒฝ๊ณ ๊ฐ€ ์•„๋‹ˆ๋ผ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ๊นจ๋‹ฌ์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
13:29
I notice that instead,
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๋Œ€์‹ 
13:32
it's an invitation to go forward
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์•ž์œผ๋กœ ๋‚˜์•„๊ฐ€๋Š” ์ดˆ๋Œ€์žฅ์ž„์„ ๊นจ๋‹ฌ์•˜์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
13:34
because in it lies love and the path to greater love.
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์™œ๋ƒํ•˜๋ฉด, ๊ทธ ์•ˆ์— ๋” ํฐ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘์„ ํ–ฅํ•œ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘๊ณผ ๊ธธ์ด ์กด์žฌํ•˜๊ธฐ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
13:39
If I turn with gentle curiosity toward that fear,
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์ œ๊ฐ€ ์„ฌ์„ธํ•œ ํ˜ธ๊ธฐ์‹ฌ์œผ๋กœ ๊ทธ ๋‘๋ ค์›€์„ ๋ฐ”๋ผ๋ณธ๋‹ค๋ฉด,
13:44
I find enormous wealth within myself and others
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์ €๋Š” ์ œ ์Šค์Šค๋กœ์™€ ๋™๋ฃŒ๋“ค์—๊ฒŒ์„œ ๊ฑฐ๋Œ€ํ•œ ๋ถ€์™€ ์ œ ์•ˆ์— ์žˆ๋Š”์ง€๋„ ๋ชฐ๋ž๋˜
13:49
and the ability to step into challenges that I never thought I could.
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๋„์ „๊ณผ์ œ์— ๋›ฐ์–ด๋“œ๋Š” ๋Šฅ๋ ฅ์„ ๋ฐœ๊ฒฌํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
13:54
My kids are ahead of me on that path still.
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์ œ ์•„์ด๋“ค์€ ์—ฌ์ „ํžˆ ์ด ์ธก๋ฉด์—์„œ๋Š” ์ €๋ฅผ ์•ž์ง€๋ฆ…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
13:58
At ages 29 and 27,
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๊ฐ์ž 29์‚ด๊ณผ 27์‚ด์˜ ๋‚˜์ด์—
14:00
they declare they are happy and healthy
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๊ทธ๋“ค์€ ๊ทธ๋“ค์„ ํ–‰๋ณตํ•˜๊ณ  ๊ฑด๊ฐ•ํ•˜๋‹ค๊ณ  ์–˜๊ธฐํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
14:02
despite having manifestations of PXE in their skin and eyes and arteries.
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๊ทธ๋“ค์˜ ํ”ผ๋ถ€์™€, ๋ˆˆ๊ณผ, ํ˜ˆ๊ด€์— PXE์˜ ์ง•ํ›„๋ฅผ ๊ฐ–๊ณ ์žˆ์Œ์—๋„ ๋ง์ด์ฃ .
14:08
And so I invite you, us, we,
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๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์ €๋Š” ์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ๋ถ„์„, ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ
14:12
to turn toward our fear;
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๋‘๋ ค์›€์„ ํ–ฅํ•ด ๊ณ ๊ฐœ๋ฅผ ๋Œ๋ฆฌ๋ผ๊ณ  ์ดˆ๋Œ€ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
14:13
to embrace the things that scare us
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ๋‘๋ ต๊ฒŒ ํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ๋“ค์„ ํฌ์šฉํ•˜๊ณ 
14:16
and find the love at the center.
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์ค‘์‹ฌ์—์„œ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘์„ ์ฐพ์œผ๋ผ๊ณ  ์–˜๊ธฐํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
14:19
We'll not only find ourselves there
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๋‹จ์ง€ ๊ฑฐ๊ธฐ์„œ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ์ฐพ์„ ๋ฟ ์•„๋‹ˆ๋ผ
14:21
but we'll also be able to step into the shoes of those we fear
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ๋‘๋ ค์›Œ ํ•˜๋Š” ์ด๋“ค์˜ ์ž…์žฅ์— ์„œ ๋ณผ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์„ ๊ฒƒ์ด๊ณ 
14:25
and those who fear us.
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ๋‘๋ ค์›Œ ํ•˜๋Š” ์ด๋“ค์„ ์ดํ•ดํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์„ ๊ฒƒ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
14:27
If we breathe into that fear
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๊ทธ ๋‘๋ ค์›€์„ ๋“ค์ดํ‚ค๊ณ 
14:30
and are vulnerable with the systems and people who challenge us,
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ํž˜๋“ค๊ฒŒํ•˜๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค๊ณผ ์ฒด์ œ์— ์—ฐ์•ฝํ•˜๋‹ค๋ฉด
14:35
our power as changemakers grows exponentially.
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๋ณ€ํ™”๋ฅผ ์ด๋„๋Š” ์šฐ๋ฆฌ์˜ ํž˜์€ ํฌ๊ฒŒ ์ž๋ผ๋‚  ๊ฒƒ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
14:40
And when we realize
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๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ ์•ˆ์˜ ์‚ถ์„ ๋‹ค๋“ฌ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ด
14:41
that working on our inner life is working on our outer life
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ ์™ธ๋ถ€์˜ ์‚ถ์„ ๋‹ค๋ฃจ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ๊ณผ ๊ฐ™๊ณ  ๋ฐ–์„ ๋‹ค๋ฃจ๋Š”๊ฒŒ
14:45
and outer work is inner work,
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์•ˆ์„ ๋‹ค๋ฃจ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ๊ณผ ๊ฐ™์Œ์„ ๊นจ๋‹ฌ์„ ๋•Œ
14:47
we get down to what is real
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์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๋ฌด์—‡์ด ์‹ค์ œ์ธ์ง€ ์•Œ๊ฒŒ๋˜๊ณ 
14:50
and shit gets done.
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์ผ์„ ์ฒ˜๋ฆฌํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๊ฒŒ ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
14:51
(Laughter)
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(์›ƒ์Œ)
14:53
There is no limit to what we can accomplish together.
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์ €ํฌ๊ฐ€ ํ•จ๊ป˜ ์„ฑ์ทจํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์—๋Š” ํ•œ๊ณ„๊ฐ€ ์—†์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
14:56
Thank you.
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๊ฐ์‚ฌํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
14:58
(Applause)
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์ด ์›น์‚ฌ์ดํŠธ ์ •๋ณด

์ด ์‚ฌ์ดํŠธ๋Š” ์˜์–ด ํ•™์Šต์— ์œ ์šฉํ•œ YouTube ๋™์˜์ƒ์„ ์†Œ๊ฐœํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ์ „ ์„ธ๊ณ„ ์ตœ๊ณ ์˜ ์„ ์ƒ๋‹˜๋“ค์ด ๊ฐ€๋ฅด์น˜๋Š” ์˜์–ด ์ˆ˜์—…์„ ๋ณด๊ฒŒ ๋  ๊ฒƒ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ๊ฐ ๋™์˜์ƒ ํŽ˜์ด์ง€์— ํ‘œ์‹œ๋˜๋Š” ์˜์–ด ์ž๋ง‰์„ ๋”๋ธ” ํด๋ฆญํ•˜๋ฉด ๊ทธ๊ณณ์—์„œ ๋™์˜์ƒ์ด ์žฌ์ƒ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ๋น„๋””์˜ค ์žฌ์ƒ์— ๋งž์ถฐ ์ž๋ง‰์ด ์Šคํฌ๋กค๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ์˜๊ฒฌ์ด๋‚˜ ์š”์ฒญ์ด ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ฒฝ์šฐ ์ด ๋ฌธ์˜ ์–‘์‹์„ ์‚ฌ์šฉํ•˜์—ฌ ๋ฌธ์˜ํ•˜์‹ญ์‹œ์˜ค.

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