Dena Simmons: How students of color confront impostor syndrome | TED

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μ•„λž˜ μ˜λ¬Έμžλ§‰μ„ λ”λΈ”ν΄λ¦­ν•˜μ‹œλ©΄ μ˜μƒμ΄ μž¬μƒλ©λ‹ˆλ‹€.

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Translator: Joseph Geni Reviewer: Camille MartΓ­nez
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λ²ˆμ—­: Sooyeon Jung κ²€ν† : Jihyeon J. Kim
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So, my journey began in the Bronx, New York,
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제 여정은 λ‰΄μš• λΈŒλ‘±ν¬μŠ€μ—μ„œ μ‹œμž‘ν–ˆμŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
00:18
in a one-bedroom apartment,
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λ°© ν•˜λ‚˜μ§œλ¦¬ μ•„νŒŒνŠΈμ—μ„œ
00:19
with my two sisters and immigrant mother.
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두 λͺ…μ˜ 여동생 그리고 이민자인 μ–΄λ¨Έλ‹ˆμ™€ ν•¨κ»˜μš”.
00:23
I loved our neighborhood.
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μ €λŠ” 우리 동넀가 μ’‹μ•˜μ–΄μš”.
00:27
It was lively.
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생기가 λ„˜μ³€μ£ .
00:28
There was all this merengue blasting,
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κ°‘μžκΈ° λ©”λ κ²Œ(μΆ€)λ₯Ό μΆ”κ±°λ‚˜
00:31
neighbors socializing on building stoops
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이웃듀은 건물 ν˜„κ΄€ κ³„λ‹¨μ—μ„œ μ„œλ‘œ μ–΄μšΈλ Έκ³ 
00:33
and animated conversations over domino playing.
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도미노 κ²Œμž„μ„ ν•˜λ©° ν™œκΈ°μ°¬ λŒ€ν™”λ₯Ό λ‚˜λˆ΄μ–΄μš”.
00:38
It was home,
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κ·Έ 곳은 κ³ ν–₯이고
00:40
and it was sweet.
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λ”°λœ»ν•œ κ³³μ΄μ—ˆμ£ .
00:43
But it wasn't simple.
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κ·ΈλŸ¬λ‚˜ λ‹¨μˆœν•˜μ§„ μ•Šμ•˜μŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
00:45
In fact, everyone at school knew the block where we lived,
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사싀, ν•™κ΅μ˜ λͺ¨λ“  아이듀이 μš°λ¦¬κ°€ μ–΄λ”” μ‚¬λŠ”μ§€ μ•Œκ³  μžˆμ—ˆμ–΄μš”.
00:49
because it was where people came to buy weed and other drugs.
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μ‚¬λžŒλ“€μ΄ λ§ˆλ¦¬ν™”λ‚˜λ‚˜ λ‹€λ₯Έ λ§ˆμ•½μ„ μ‚¬λŸ¬ μ˜€λŠ” κ³³μ΄μ—ˆκ±°λ“ μš”.
00:53
And with drug-dealing comes conflict,
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λ§ˆμ•½ κ±°λž˜λŠ” κ°ˆλ“±μ„ 뢈러 μΌμœΌμΌ°κΈ°μ—
00:56
so we often went to sleep to the sound of gunshots.
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μ΄μ†Œλ¦¬λ₯Ό λ“€μœΌλ©° μž μ„ μ²­ν•˜λŠ” 날도 μ’…μ’… μžˆμ—ˆμ–΄μš”.
01:01
I spent much of my childhood worried,
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μ €λŠ” 제 μ–΄λ¦°μ‹œμ ˆμ˜ λŒ€λΆ€λΆ„μ„ 걱정을 ν•˜λ©° λ³΄λƒˆμŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
01:05
worried about our safety.
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우리의 μ•ˆμ „μ„ κ±±μ •ν–ˆμ–΄μš”.
01:08
And so did our mother.
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저희 μ–΄λ¨Έλ‹ˆλ„ κ·ΈλŸ¬μ…¨κ³ μš”.
01:11
She worried that the violence we witnessed would overtake our lives;
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μ–΄λ¨Έλ‹ˆλŠ” μš°λ¦¬κ°€ λͺ©κ²©ν•œ 폭λ ₯이 우리 삢에 μ§€λ°°ν• κΉŒ κ±±μ •ν•˜μ…¨μ–΄μš”.
01:16
that our poverty meant
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빈곀 속에 μ‚°λ‹€λŠ” 것은
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that the neighbors with whom we lived and shared space
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ν•¨κ»˜ μ‚΄μ•„κ°€κ³  곡간을 κ³΅μœ ν•˜λŠ” 이웃듀이
01:20
would harm us.
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우릴 ν•΄μΉ  수 μžˆλ‹€λŠ” κ²λ‹ˆλ‹€
01:22
Our entire life was in the Bronx,
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μš°λ¦¬λŠ” λΈŒλ‘±ν¬μŠ€μ—μ„œ μžλžμ§€λ§Œ
01:26
but my mother's anxiety spurred her into action,
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μ–΄λ¨Έλ‹ˆλŠ” λΆˆμ•ˆν•œ λ‚˜λ¨Έμ§€ 행동에 λ°•μ°¨λ₯Ό κ°€ν•˜μ…¨μ£ .
01:29
and soon we were driving so fast to Connecticut --
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곧 μš°λ¦¬λŠ” λΉ λ₯΄κ²Œ μ½”λ„€ν‹°μ»·μœΌλ‘œ λ– λ‚¬μŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
01:34
(Laughter)
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(μ›ƒμŒ)
01:35
to boarding school campuses, with full scholarships in tow.
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κΈ°μˆ™ν•™κ΅μ— κ°€κΈ° μœ„ν•΄μ„œμš”. μ „μ•‘ μž₯ν•™κΈˆμ„ λ°›κ³  말이죠.
01:39
Man, don't underestimate the power of a mother
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μžμ‹ μ˜ 아이λ₯Ό μ•ˆμ „ν•˜κ²Œ 지킀기 μœ„ν•œ
01:45
determined to keep her children safe.
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μ–΄λ¨Έλ‹ˆμ˜ νž˜μ„ κ³Όμ†Œν‰κ°€ν•˜λ©΄ μ•ˆ λΌμš”.
01:49
(Cheers)
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(ν™˜ν˜Έ)
01:50
(Applause)
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(λ°•μˆ˜)
01:55
At boarding school,
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κΈ°μˆ™ν•™κ΅μ—μ„œ
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for the first time,
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λ‚œμƒ 처음으둜
02:01
I was able to sleep without worry.
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걱정없이 잘 수 μžˆμ—ˆμŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
02:05
I could leave my dorm room unlocked,
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κΈ°μˆ™μ‚¬ 방을 μž κ·Έμ§€ μ•Šκ³  닀닐 수 μžˆμ—ˆκ³ μš”.
02:07
walk barefoot in the grass,
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μž”λ”” μœ„μ—μ„œ 맨 발둜 κ±·κ³ 
02:10
and look up to see a night sky full of stars.
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λ³„λ‘œ 가득찬 λ°€ν•˜λŠ˜μ„ μ˜¬λ €λ‹€ λ³Ό μˆ˜λ„ μžˆμ—ˆμ–΄μš”.
02:16
Happy novelties.
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ν–‰λ³΅ν•œ μƒˆλ‘œμ›€μ΄μ—ˆμŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
02:19
But there were other novelties as well.
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κ·ΈλŸ¬λ‚˜ λ‹€λ₯Έ μƒˆλ‘œμ›€λ„ μžˆμ—ˆμ–΄μš”.
02:22
Very quickly, I felt like I didn't belong.
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λ°”λ‘œ 곧 μ œκ°€ 그곳에 μ†ν•˜μ§€ μ•ŠλŠ”λ‹€κ³  λŠκΌˆμŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
02:26
I learned that I didn't speak the right way,
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μ œκ°€ μ˜¬λ°”λ₯Έ λ°©λ²•μœΌλ‘œ λ§ν•˜μ§€ μ•ŠλŠ”λ‹€λŠ” κ±Έ μ•Œμ•˜κ³ 
02:29
and to demonstrate the proper ways of speaking,
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μ œλŒ€λ‘œ λ§ν•˜λŠ” 방법을 보여주기 μœ„ν•΄μ„œ
02:33
my teachers gave me frequent lessons, in public,
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μ„ μƒλ‹˜μ€ μ €μ—κ²Œ 자주 곡개적으둜 μ—°μŠ΅μ„ μ‹œμΌ°μŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
02:37
on the appropriate way to enunciate certain words.
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νŠΉμ • 단어듀을 μ μ ˆν•œ λ°©μ‹μœΌλ‘œ λ§ν•˜λŠ” λ°©λ²•μ„μš”.
02:43
A teacher once instructed me in the hallway:
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ν•œλ²ˆμ€ λ³΅λ„μ—μ„œ 지도λ₯Ό ν•˜μ…¨μ–΄μš”.
02:47
"Aaaaaas-king."
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"μ• μŠ€ν‚Ή(Asking)."
02:51
She said this loudly.
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μ„ μƒλ‹˜μ€ 크게 λ§μ”€ν•˜μ…¨μ£ .
02:54
"Dena, it's not 'axing,' like you're running around with an axe.
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"λ””λ‚˜, "μ•‘μ‹±(axing)"이 μ•„λ‹ˆμ•Ό. 도끼(axe) λ“€κ³  λ›°μ–΄λ‹€λ‹ˆλŠ” 것 κ°™μž–λ‹ˆ.
02:59
That's silly."
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λ°”λ³΄κ°™μž–μ•„."
03:02
Now at this point, you can imagine the snickers of my classmates,
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이 λΆ€λΆ„μ—μ„œ μ—¬λŸ¬λΆ„μ€ μΉœκ΅¬λ“€μ΄ λ‚„λ‚„λŒ€λŠ” κ±Έ μƒμƒν•˜μ‹€ 수 있겠죠.
03:08
but she continued:
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ν•˜μ§€λ§Œ μ„ μƒλ‹˜μ€ κ³„μ†ν•˜μ…¨μ–΄μš”.
03:11
"Think about breaking the word into 'ass' and 'king,'
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"'μ• μŠ€(ass)'와 'ν‚Ή(king)'으둜 단어λ₯Ό μͺΌκ°œλ³΄λ ΄.
03:16
and then put the two together to say it correctly --
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그리고 두 단어λ₯Ό ν•©μ³μ„œ λ°”λ₯΄κ²Œ λ°œμŒν•˜λŠ” κ±°μ•Ό
03:20
'Asking.'"
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'μ• μŠ€ν‚Ή(Asking).'"
03:23
There were some other moments that reminded me that I didn't belong.
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μ œκ°€ 이곳의 일원이 μ•„λ‹˜μ„ κΉ¨λ‹«κ²Œ ν•˜λŠ” λ‹€λ₯Έ μˆœκ°„λ“€λ„ μžˆμ—ˆμ£ .
03:28
Once, I walked into a classmate's dorm room,
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ν•œλ²ˆμ€, 친ꡬ의 κΈ°μˆ™μ‚¬ 방에 κ°”λŠ”λ°
03:32
and I watched her watch her valuables around me.
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κ·Έ 아이가 제 주변에 자기 κ·€μ€‘ν’ˆμ„ κ²½κ³„ν•˜λŠ”κ±Έ λ΄€μ–΄μš”.
03:36
Like, why would she do that? I thought to myself.
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μ™œ μ €λŸ¬λŠ” 걸까 ν•˜κ³  μ €λŠ” 혼자 μƒκ°ν–ˆμ–΄μš”.
03:40
And then there was the time
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그리고 이런 일도 μžˆμ—ˆμ–΄μš”.
03:42
when another classmate walked into my dorm room,
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또 λ‹€λ₯Έ 반 μΉœκ΅¬κ°€ μ €μ˜ κΈ°μˆ™μ‚¬ 방에 λ“€μ–΄μ™€μ„œλŠ”
03:46
and yelled, "Ew!" as I was applying hair grease to my scalp.
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"μš°μ—‘!"ν•˜κ³  μ†Œλ¦¬μ³€μ–΄μš”. μ œκ°€ 머리 기름을 λ°”λ₯΄κ³  μžˆμ—ˆκ±°λ“ μš”.
03:53
There is emotional damage done when young people can't be themselves,
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어릴 λ•Œ μžμ‹ μ˜ λͺ¨μŠ΅λŒ€λ‘œ ν•˜μ§€ λͺ»ν•΄ λ°›λŠ” 감정적 μƒμ²˜κ°€ μžˆμ–΄μš”.
03:58
when they are forced to edit who they are in order to be acceptable.
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받아듀여지기 μœ„ν•΄μ„œ 슀슀둜λ₯Ό λ°”κΏ”μ•Όν•  λ•Œ κ·Έλ ‡μ§€μš”.
04:04
It's a kind of violence.
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이건 μΌμ’…μ˜ 폭λ ₯μ΄μ—μš”.
04:08
Ultimately, I'm a quintessential success story.
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ꢁ극적으둜 μ €λŠ” μ „ν˜•μ μΈ 성곡 μ‚¬λ‘€μž…λ‹ˆλ‹€.
04:13
I attended boarding school and college in New England,
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κΈ°μˆ™ν•™κ΅μ— λ‹€λ…”κ³  λ‰΄μž‰κΈ€λžœλ“œμ˜ λŒ€ν•™μ— μ§„ν•™ν–ˆκ³ μš”.
04:17
studied abroad in Chile
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μΉ λ ˆμ—μ„œ κ³΅λΆ€ν•œ λ‹€μŒ
04:19
and returned to the Bronx to be a middle school teacher.
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쀑학ꡐ μ„ μƒλ‹˜μ΄ 되기 μœ„ν•΄ 브둱크슀둜 λ‹€μ‹œ λŒμ•„μ™”μ£ .
04:23
I received a Truman Scholarship,
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트루먼 μž₯ν•™κΈˆκ³Ό
04:25
a Fulbright and a Soros Fellowship.
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ν’€λΈŒλΌμ΄νŠΈμ™€ μ†Œλ‘œμŠ€ μž₯ν•™κΈˆλ„ λ°›μ•˜μ–΄μš”.
04:28
And I could list more.
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더 μ–˜κΈ°ν•  μˆ˜λ„ μžˆμ–΄μš”.
04:30
(Laughter)
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(μ›ƒμŒ)
04:32
But I won't.
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ν•˜μ§€λ§Œ μ•ˆν• κ²Œμš”.
04:33
(Laughter)
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(μ›ƒμŒ)
04:35
I earned my doctorate at Columbia University.
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λ°•μ‚¬ν•™μœ„λŠ” μ½œλŸΌλΉ„μ•„ λŒ€ν•™μ—μ„œ λ°›μ•˜μ–΄μš”.
04:39
(Cheers)
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(ν™˜ν˜Έ)
04:40
(Applause)
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(λ°•μˆ˜)
04:42
And then I landed a job at Yale.
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μ˜ˆμΌλŒ€μ—μ„œ μΌν•˜κ²Œ λ˜μ—ˆκ³ μš”.
04:45
(Applause)
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(λ°•μˆ˜)
04:47
I am proud of everything that I've been able to accomplish
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μ €λŠ” μ΄μ œκΉŒμ§€μ˜ μ‚Άμ—μ„œ μ œκ°€ μ„±μ·¨ν•  수 μžˆμ—ˆλ˜
04:52
on my journey thus far.
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λͺ¨λ“  것듀이 μžλž‘μŠ€λŸ½μŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
04:56
I have eternal imposter syndrome.
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μ €λŠ” μ˜μ›νžˆ μ§€μ†λ˜λŠ” κ°€λ©΄ 증후ꡰ을 가지고 μžˆμŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
05:01
Either I've been invited because I'm a token,
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μ œκ°€ μ΄ˆλŒ€λ°›μ€ 것은 μ œκ°€ 상징적이기 λ•Œλ¬Έμ΄κ³ 
05:04
which really isn't about me,
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μ‹€μ œλ‘œλŠ” 저에 λŒ€ν•΄ κΆκΈˆν•œκ²Œ μ•„λ‹ˆλΌ
05:06
but rather, about a box someone needed to check off.
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λˆ„κ΅°κ°€ μ±„μ›Œμ•Ό ν•˜κΈ° λ•Œλ¬ΈμΈ κ±°μ£ .
05:10
Or, I am exceptional,
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μ•„λ‹ˆλ©΄, μ œκ°€ μ΄λ‘€μ μ΄λΌλŠ” 건데
05:13
which means I've had to leave the people I love behind.
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이 말은 μ œκ°€ μ‚¬λž‘ν•˜λŠ” μ‚¬λžŒλ“€μ„ λ’€λ‘œ ν•˜κ³  λ– λ‚¬λ‹€λŠ” κ²λ‹ˆλ‹€.
05:19
It's the price that I and so many others pay for learning while black.
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이것이 저와 λ§Žμ€ 흑인듀이 κ΅μœ‘μ„ λ°›κΈ° μœ„ν•΄ μ§€λΆˆν•˜λŠ” λŒ€κ°€μž…λ‹ˆλ‹€.
05:27
(Applause)
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(λ°•μˆ˜)
05:34
I police myself all the time.
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μ €λŠ” μžμ‹ μ„ 항상 λ‹¨μ†ν•©λ‹ˆλ‹€.
05:40
Are my pants too tight?
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바지가 λ„ˆλ¬΄ λͺΈμ— λΆ™λ‚˜?
05:42
Should I wear my hair up or in a fro?
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머리λ₯Ό μ˜¬λ €μ•Ό ν•˜λ‚˜, μ•„λ‹ˆλ©΄ μ•„ν”„λ‘œλ‘œ ν•΄μ•Ό ν•˜λ‚˜?
05:46
Should I speak up for myself,
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λ‚΄ μžμ‹ μ„ μœ„ν•΄ λͺ©μ†Œλ¦¬λ₯Ό λ‚΄μ•Ό ν•˜λ‚˜
05:49
or will the power of my words be reduced to: "She's angry"?
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μ•„λ‹ˆλ©΄ λ‚΄ 말이 "ν™”κ°€ λ‚œ κ±°μ•Ό?" λΌλŠ” μ˜€ν•΄λ§Œ μ‚΄ 것인가?
05:56
Why did I have to leave the Bronx
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μ €λŠ” μ™œ 더 λ‚˜μ€ κ΅μœ‘μ„ λ°›κΈ° μœ„ν•΄μ„œ
05:58
to gain access to a better education?
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브둱크슀λ₯Ό λ– λ‚˜μ•Όλ§Œ ν–ˆλ˜ κ±ΈκΉŒμš”?
06:03
And why, in the process of getting that better education,
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그리고 μ™œ, 더 λ‚˜μ€ κ΅μœ‘μ„ λ°›λŠ” κ³Όμ •μ—μ„œ
06:07
did I have to endure the trauma of erasing what made me, me --
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μ•ˆν‹°κ΅¬μ•„ νƒœμƒμ˜ μ–΄λ¨Έλ‹ˆλ₯Ό 가진 브둱크슀 μΆœμ‹ μ˜ 흑인 μ—¬μžμ•„μ΄λΌλŠ”
06:15
a black girl from the Bronx, raised by an Antiguan mother?
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μ €μ˜ 정체성을 μ§€μ›Œμ•Ό ν•˜λŠ” 트라우마λ₯Ό κ²¬λŽŒμ•Όλ§Œ ν–ˆμ„κΉŒμš”?
06:21
So when I think about our current education reform initiatives,
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κ·Έλž˜μ„œ 우리의 ν˜„μž¬ ꡐ윑 κ°œν˜μ•ˆμ„ 생각할 λ•Œ
06:27
I can't help asking:
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μ €λŠ” 묻지 μ•Šμ„ μˆ˜κ°€ μ—†μŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
06:30
What are our students of color learning about themselves?
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우리의 μœ μƒ‰μΈμ’… 학생듀은 μžμ‹ μ— λŒ€ν•΄ 무엇을 배우고 μžˆμŠ΅λ‹ˆκΉŒ?
06:35
Three -- three decades of research reveal
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30λ…„ κ°„μ˜ 연ꡬ κ²°κ³Όκ°€ λ§ν•©λ‹ˆλ‹€
06:39
that students of color are suspended and expelled
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μœ μƒ‰μΈμ’… 학생듀이 백인 학생듀보닀 3λ°°λ‚˜ 더 많이
06:42
at a rate three times greater than white students,
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μ •ν•™μ΄λ‚˜ 퇴학을 λ‹Ήν•˜κ³ 
06:46
and are punished in harsher ways for the same infractions.
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같은 κ·œμ • μœ„λ°˜μ„ 해도 더 μ—„κ²©ν•œ μ²˜λ²Œμ„ λ°›λŠ”λ‹€κ³ μš”.
06:53
They also learn this through the absence of their lives and narratives
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λ˜ν•œ 아이듀은 ν•™μŠ΅ 과정에 κ·Έλ“€μ˜ μ‚Άκ³Ό 이야기가 μ—†μŒμ„ 배우죠.
06:56
in the curricula.
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06:59
The Cooperative Children's Book Center did a review of nearly 4,000 books
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어린이 λ„μ„œ ν˜‘λ ₯ μ„Όν„°μ—μ„œ 거의 4천 ꢌ의 책을 κ²€ν† ν–ˆλŠ”λ°
07:04
and found that only three percent were about African-Americans.
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κ³ μž‘ 3%만이 아프리카계 미ꡭ인에 λŒ€ν•œ μ±…μ΄μ—ˆμ–΄μš”.
07:10
And they further learn this
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학생듀은 μžμ‹ κ³Ό λΉ„μŠ·ν•œ
07:12
through the lack of teachers that look like them.
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μ„ μƒλ‹˜μ΄ λΆ€μ‘±ν•œ ν˜„μ‹€μ—μ„œ 이런 것듀을 λ°°μ›λ‹ˆλ‹€.
07:17
An analysis of data
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ꡭ립 ꡐ윑 톡계 μ„Όν„°μ˜
07:19
from the National Center for Education Statistics
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데이터 뢄석결과λ₯Ό λ³΄λ©΄μš”.
07:22
found that 45 percent of our nation's pre-K to high school students
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우리 λ‚˜λΌμ˜ μœ μ•„μ—μ„œ κ³ λ“±ν•™μƒκΉŒμ§€ 인ꡬ 쀑 45%κ°€
07:27
were people of color,
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μœ μƒ‰μΈμ’…μΈ 반면
07:30
while only 17 percent of our teachers are.
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μ„ μƒλ‹˜μ€ 였직 17%만이 μœ μƒ‰μΈμ’…μ΄μ—μš”.
07:36
Our youth of color pay a profound price
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μœ μƒ‰μΈμ’… μ²­μ†Œλ…„λ“€μ€ μ—„μ²­λ‚œ λŒ€κ°€λ₯Ό 치λ₯΄κ³  μžˆμ–΄μš”.
07:39
when their schooling sends them the message
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ν•™κ΅μ—μ„œλŠ” μ•„μ΄λ“€μ—κ²Œ λ©”μ‹œμ§€λ₯Ό λ³΄λƒ…λ‹ˆλ‹€.
07:41
that they must be controlled,
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λ„ˆν¬λ“€μ€ ν†΅μ œλ˜μ–΄μ•Όλ§Œ ν•˜κ³ 
07:44
that they must leave their identities at home
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λ„ˆν¬λ“€μ˜ 정체성은 집에 두고 와야 ν•œλ‹€κ³ μš”.
07:46
in order to be successful.
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μ„±κ³΅ν•˜κΈ° μœ„ν•΄μ„œλŠ” 말이죠.
07:51
Every child deserves an education
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λͺ¨λ“  아이듀은 κ΅μœ‘μ„ 받을 자격이 μžˆμŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
07:54
that guarantees the safety to learn
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μžμ‹ μ˜ 피뢀색에 관계 없이
07:57
in the comfort of one's own skin.
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μ•ˆμ „ν•˜κ²Œ 배울 수 μžˆμŒμ„ 보μž₯ν•˜λŠ” κ΅μœ‘λ§μž…λ‹ˆλ‹€.
08:03
(Applause)
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(λ°•μˆ˜)
08:11
It is possible to create emotionally and physically safe classrooms
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κ°μ •μ μœΌλ‘œ, 또 μ‹ μ²΄μ μœΌλ‘œ μ•ˆμ „ν•œ ꡐ싀을 λ§Œλ“œλŠ” 것은 κ°€λŠ₯ν•©λ‹ˆλ‹€.
08:16
where students also thrive academically.
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학생듀이 ν•™μ—…μ μœΌλ‘œλ„ λͺ©ν‘œλ₯Ό λ‹¬μ„±ν•˜λ©΄μ„œμš”.
08:20
I know, because I did it in my classroom
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μ €λŠ” μ•Œμ•„μš”, μ™œλƒλ©΄ μ œκ°€ 저희 κ΅μ‹€μ—μ„œ ν•΄λƒˆκ±°λ“ μš”.
08:23
when I returned to teach in the Bronx.
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μ œκ°€ μ„ μƒλ‹˜μ΄ λ˜μ–΄ 브둱크슀둜 λŒμ•„μ™”μ„ λ•Œμš”.
08:27
So what did that look like?
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μ–΄λ–»κ²Œ λ³΄μ΄μ‹œλ‚˜μš”?
08:31
I centered my instruction
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μ €λŠ” 제 ꡐ윑의 쀑심에
08:33
on the lives, histories and identities of my students.
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ν•™μƒλ“€μ˜ μ‚Ά, 역사 그리고 정체성을 λ‘μ—ˆμ–΄μš”.
08:38
And I did all of this because I wanted my students to know
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그리고 μ œκ°€ μ΄λ ‡κ²Œ ν•œ μ΄μœ λŠ” 학생듀이 μ•ŒκΈ°λ₯Ό λ°”λž¬κ±°λ“ μš”.
08:41
that everyone around them was supporting them
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λ„ˆν¬ μ£Όλ³€μ˜ λͺ¨λ“  μ‚¬λžŒλ“€μ΄ λ„ˆν¬κ°€ 졜고의 μžμ‹ μ΄ 될 수 μžˆλ„λ‘
08:45
to be their best self.
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μ§€μ›ν•˜κ³  μžˆλ‹€λŠ” κ²ƒμ„μš”.
08:49
So while I could not control the instability of their homes,
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μ €λŠ” 아이듀 κ°€μ •μ˜ λΆˆμ•ˆμ •μ„±μ΄λ‚˜
08:54
the uncertainty of their next meal,
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λ‹€μŒ λΌλ‹ˆλ₯Ό ν•΄κ²°ν•  수 μžˆμ„μ§€μ˜ λ¬Έμ œλ‚˜
08:57
or the loud neighbors that kept them from sleep,
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잠 λͺ»λ“€κ²Œ ν•˜λŠ” μ‹œλ„λŸ¬μš΄ 이웃을 ν†΅μ œν•  순 μ—†μ§€λ§Œ
09:00
I provided them with a loving classroom
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μ•„μ΄λ“€μ—κ²Œ μ‚¬λž‘μ΄ λ„˜μΉ˜λŠ” ꡐ싀을 μ œκ³΅ν–ˆμŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€.
09:04
that made them feel proud of who they are,
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자기 μžμ‹ μž„μ„ μžλž‘μŠ€λŸ½κ²Œ μ—¬κΈ°κ³ 
09:07
that made them know that they mattered.
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μŠ€μŠ€λ‘œκ°€ μ€‘μš”ν•˜λ‹€λŠ” κ±Έ 깨달을 수 μžˆλŠ” κ΅μ‹€μ΄μš”.
09:11
You know,
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μžˆμž–μ•„μš”.
09:14
every time I hear or say the word "asking,"
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"μ• μŠ€ν‚Ή(asking)"μ΄λΌλŠ” 단어λ₯Ό λ“£κ±°λ‚˜ 말할 λ•Œλ§ˆλ‹€
09:22
I am in high school again.
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μ €λŠ” κ³ λ“±ν•™μƒμœΌλ‘œ λŒμ•„κ°‘λ‹ˆλ‹€.
09:26
I am thinking about "ass" and "king"
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"μ• μŠ€(ass)"와 "ν‚Ή(king)"을 λ– μ˜¬λ¦¬κ³ 
09:32
and putting the two together so that I speak in a way
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λˆ„κ΅°κ°€ 힘 μžˆλŠ” μ‚¬λžŒμ΄ λ“£κ³  μ‹Άμ–΄ν•˜λŠ” λ°©μ‹μœΌλ‘œ
09:36
where someone in power will want to listen.
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λ§ν•˜κΈ° μœ„ν•΄μ„œ 두 단어λ₯Ό ν•˜λ‚˜λ‘œ ν•©μΉ©λ‹ˆλ‹€.
09:42
There is a better way,
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더 λ‚˜μ€ 방법이 μžˆμ–΄μš”.
09:44
one that doesn't force kids of color into a double bind;
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μœ μƒ‰μΈμ’… μ•„μ΄λ“€μ—κ²Œ 이쀑ꡬ속을 ν•˜μ§€ μ•ŠλŠ” λ°©λ²•μ΄μ—μš”.
09:48
a way for them to preserve their ties
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κ·Έλ“€μ˜ κ°€μ‘±, κ³ ν–₯ 그리고
09:51
to their families, homes and communities;
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μ‚¬νšŒμ˜ μœ λŒ€λ₯Ό λ³΄μ‘΄ν•˜λ„λ‘ ν•˜λŠ” 방법
09:54
a way that teaches them to trust their instincts
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κ·Έλ“€μ˜ μ†Œμ§ˆκ³Ό λ³ΈλŠ₯을 λ―Ώκ³ 
10:00
and to have faith in their own creative genius.
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κ·Έλ“€ μžμ‹ μ˜ 창의적인 μ²œμž¬μ„±μ— λ―ΏμŒμ„ 가지도둝 κ°€λ₯΄μΉ˜λŠ” λ°©λ²•μž…λ‹ˆλ‹€.
10:07
Thank you.
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κ°μ‚¬ν•©λ‹ˆλ‹€.
10:08
(Applause)
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(λ°•μˆ˜)
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